TGIF! Have a great Friday!

TGIF! It's Friday and date night tonight! Yah! Friday has become my favorite day of the week now. I'm really excited! :) I have been wanting to blog the last few days but keep getting distracted. lol. Tumblr is sooooo addictive! I've gone on there looking at sexy pictures and two hours goes by without knowing it. Twitter is my other addiction. I really enjoy chatting with people on there. I've got a group called "coffeefriends" who I chat with while drinking my morning cup of coffee. I really like it but it can be addictive spending the whole day tweeting. Date night tonight is dinner and a movie. I'm not sure where we are going for dinner. Anakin makes that decision and I usually find out when we get there. He has told me which movie we will be seeing. He is taking me to A Dangerous Method! I have been wanting to see this movie. I heard there is some spanking in the movie! Should be an interesting movie to watch. Especially before we play on the darkside. I'm not sure what kind of play we will be doing tonight. Sometimes Anakin will drop hints but not this time. I was told to "be prepared". Eek! Could be an intense night. I'm really excited about spending some alone time with Master. We haven't had much of it this week and I miss Him. Our force feels strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Figging and playing on the darkside

I have been wanting to blog about what happened on Friday night. I had a special date night with Anakin. I meant to do it yesterday but was distracted by family drama. I wrote a blog post yesterday but decided to delete it after talking it over with Anakin. We both want to make this blog about us and our journey. Not about outside family stuff. Anakin and I really enjoy our date nights. Friday was an extra special one. There had been lots of build up and anticipation. I had bought a ginger root and kept noticing it in the fridge on Friday. I was nervous and excited! Anakin was also sending me messages and tweets which were very arousing and exciting! He decided to take me out for dinner. We went to White Spot. It felt good to relax and unwind. The food was really good and we had a good talk about some things. We drove home and things got started very quickly. He allowed me some vodka which was a nice treat. I don't get permission to drink vodka very often. It always goes straight to my pussy. I was wet and excited and things were just beginning! He ran me a bath with Lush in it. He lit candles around the bathtub and let me relax. He laid out my outfit and some toys on the bed including his belt! He went downstairs to peel the ginger root. I'm putting up a picture of what it looked like. Anakin said it looked a bit like a cock. lol. I got dressed into the outfit that was laying out. It was my schoolgirl skirt, red lace panties, and white stockings with no top. He wanted to be able to play with my breasts! There was a lot of nipple arousal which happened before He put the ginger root in front of me. He made me hold onto it and took a picture for some friends of ours. :) Then he made me rub it onto my pussy. It took a few seconds and really started to burn!!! OMG! I had forgotten about that burn but it all came back to me from the first time I tried it. Wow! It's intense! It was a good kind of burn though. I was soooooo horny! Then He made me bend over the bed and took my panties down and put it up my ass! That made me feel like my ass was on fire! I saw Him reaching for the hairbrush which gave me a very hard warm up spanking. I was in a deep subspace by the end of it. He promised me a "black and blue bum" which He delivered. My ass was all shades of black, blue, purple, and very red and sore! It's still got bruises today and it's been days since we played! He used His belt on me after the hair brush spanking. That was very hard and strict. There was some lecturing and scolding as He belted my ass hard! He also used the big studded paddle, whip and cane on my ass! He gave me 4 orgasms. I had made a deal with Anakin for the 4th orgasm. I agreed to take 100 with the whip on Saturday morning in exchange for it. That orgasm was an anal orgasm. I don't have them very often but they are very, very intense. That last orgasm took everything from me. I could barely walk afterwords. I was lost on another planet. Flying high on the endorphin highway to pure pleasure. The sex was incredible!!! Anakin was so horny and took me from behind while pulling my hair hard. I almost came just from the fucking!!! We played for hours. Lost track of time. We looked at the clock and were surprised it was almost midnight. He made us some dessert and held onto me. I don't remember even falling asleep and slept a very deep sleep. I got onto twitter on Saturday morning and started tweeting. I was half asleep and just starting my coffee. Anakin got up and had an appointment so He wanted to get the whipping done. I suddenly remembered our deal. Oh crap!! I tried to think of a way to get out of it. I was grouchy and wanted to wait til later. He wouldn't hear of it though. Anakin's in control and it's up to Him. I'll be honest. I wasn't very happy about it. I pouted and complained a bit. This earned me 20 with His belt on top of the whipping that I had coming. Those were very punishing strokes and had me in tears. I am not allowed to complain about my spankings. That's a very big rule for me. He taught me a hard lesson. We are in a TPE (Total power exchange) relationship. He decides. My ass was on fire by the time He was done. I learned a lesson. Don't complain about my spankings. He was on the way out the door and instructed me to masturbate as soon as He was gone. He told me it would help me to feel better which it did. I had a hot shower and then waited for Him. Master always knows exactly what I need. I'm a very lucky slave. I enjoyed our night on the darkside. I really enjoy Figging! I'm surprised at how much I've come to like it. I'm not going to be surprised if Anakin adds it to the grocery list more often! :) I made it onto Figging.com again! Welcome to all the new peeps visiting our blog! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Friday night Figging and hard spanking!

Last night was amazing! Very intense and a special night on the darkside. I got to try Figging again! I had forgotten how much it burned!! Wow! My ass felt like it was on fire!! I also got a hard spanking from several different toys. I've got many juicy details to share! I was going to write a long blog post about it but I'm tired and crashing a bit from all the play. I will try to blog more about it on Monday after I've had the weekend to process. I am needing some aftercare from Master. Planning to cuddle up today and watch movies as soon as He is home. The play from last night went into this morning. I was given 100 hard strokes with the whip and another 20 with his belt. My ass was already very sore and bruised from last night!! He didn't give much mercy though. I was crying and He was mean. Anakin is a very mean spanker! I've learned many hard lessons from Master. He is also a generous Master as well as mean. I was instructed to make myself cum. He told me that would help me feel better and it did. Master always seems to know exactly what I need! I posted a bunch of pictures onto my Tumblr account (http://padmeamidala1.tumblr.com/) Check them out! There is lots more pictures to come! I also want to blog more about what happened last night. Stay tuned! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Special date night tonight!

TGIF! It's been a very long week. I'm really excited and looking forward to tonight! It's a special date night for Anakin and I. We are going to play on the darkside tonight. It's been a few weeks since we've really been able to play hard. The car accident made it hard to do much the last few weeks. We both have been talking about how much we want a hard play scene. It will be a bit different than our usual date night. We will be doing Figging again! I tried it once before and enjoyed it. I bought a ginger root yesterday at Wal Mart! This will be my second time with the Figging and that should be interesting and fun! There is another sexy couple we both know on twitter. Fireman Chris and his wife, sparkle. They plan to do Figging too this weekend! We plan to send them a few pictures of my Figging! Should be an interesting and fun weekend for a few different people! *grins* Anakin plans to take pictures tonight. We are both going to dress up. Not sure what I'll be wearing yet but I bet it might be a schoolgirl skirt at least. lol. :P You can check our twitter accounts for any updates. It is always fun to tweet while playing although sometimes Anakin has to post for me because I'm tied up! ;) I've been on orgasm denial since Wednesday when He let me have an orgasm. I was able to masturbate and have some stress relief. It's been building up again though. Anakin is teasing me and driving me crazy with His DM's and tweets and messages!! He told me last night that my ass is gonna be "black and blue by the time He's through with it!" Eep! It takes a lot to bruise my ass like that! I'm sure there will be some heavier toys involved! I can't wait to play on the darkside with Darth Vader! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Friends til the end

I have been wanting to blog but not sure what to write about. There isn't much new with me. I'm waiting for Friday and hoping that it all works out. Anakin and I have a date night arranged and some special plans. The special plans even include some Figging! I tried it for the first time a few months ago. I've been wanting to do it again. That should be interesting and fun! I'm also promised some heavier play. We have been playing pretty light since the car accident. We both feel ready to play again on the darkside. It's been hard to be patient though. I really wish it was Friday today! I just got back from breakfast with my friend, DL. I've mentioned her a few times on my blog. She is one of the only people that I see on a pretty regular basis. We always go for breakfast or coffee. We have kids around the same age and are both submissive women in our marriages. Her husband is the HOH as well. She's a cancer survivor so we have had some pretty deep conversations during our coffee. I love that I can discuss real life issues with her. It's hard to find friendships like that. This morning we had a pretty deep talk about life and death. I was telling her about the movie 50/50. I watched it last night with Anakin. It's a really great movie about friends and cancer. It made me think of her. She's gone through a lot in her life. She's often been a real inspiration to me through the hard times. My MIL had terminal cancer and DL was very supportive through that time. Also after I lost my Dad. Some friends took off but not her. I have a lot of online friends but very few close friendships. Especially with people that I can get together with and share a coffee. I find it very hard to really trust people and let them into my life. I'll be honest. I wasn't sure my friendship with DL would work out. She isn't kinky and doesn't know about my bdsm lifestyle. She doesn't even want to discuss sex with me! Our friendship is so much more than that though. I'd rather have a friendship that is real than one that is fake. I've had many fake friends through the years. You really do find out who your real friends are in a crisis. DL is one of the few people who has never left my side. We've been friends now for almost 9 years. I know that we will be friends til the end. I would really miss my talks with DL if something ever happened to her. I often worry about her because she's had some pretty serious health issues. I would be very sad to lose her in my life. She's become very important to me. The car accident really shook me up. I'll admit it. I'm thinking a lot about my death and final wishes. Anakin and I both have not drawn out our wills. We should have done that years ago. No one wants to think about it but it's reality. One day we're not going to be here. We all die in the end. That movie last night reminded me that life is precious. One day you are here. Next day you aren't. I want to try to do more and live life to the fullest. Because you never know.... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Thanks for the morning sex!

I woke up at 5 am this morning eager and horny. I was really hoping for a quickie before Anakin left for work. I snuggled up beside him and he quickly noticed I was naked. He was half asleep but I started to tease his cock and get him excited and worked up. We haven't had sex in a few days and we were both needing the connection. The sex was quick and intense. I love when we are both waking up to sex. It's even better than coffee! He told me that he was going to make me cum for Him. He used the rabbit vibrator to fuck my pussy as the Hitachi teased my clit. He told me about what he wants to do to me on Friday night. Date night is coming and he's been wanting to spank me for the last few days. It took me a few minutes to have a big g-spot orgasm. We both noticed there was a big wet spot on the bed from the sex and orgasm that had just happened. He told me that I'd better clean the sheets as he left for work with a big smile. I love morning sex with Master. It felt so good. I can't wait until Friday when we can play on the darkside! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Spank me!

I wanted to write a blog post but wasn't too sure what to blog about. Another week begins and spanking fever is building. Date night is this Friday! We are planning a special kind of date night including a hard spanking coming to my bum! I really need it! We haven't been able to do a heavier type of play since the car accident. I'd really like to get a hard belt strapping and also some rough anal sex. I need and want to be used hard. I can't wait to play on the darkside with Master again! This picture was taken a few years ago. It has our razor strop laying on my ass. "spank me" was written on my bum from Master. Spank me please Master! I've been a naughty girl who really needs it on the ass! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

New car!

We have some pretty big news! We got a new car on Friday! We were able to make it work and get an even newer and better car than our last one. Things were looking pretty hopeless on Thursday. We were both really stressed out about the car situation. We felt a lot of pressure to find a new car. Our rental was due back. Anakin also needs a car to get to work. It's too far to take transit from where we live. So the search was on. We got an early start on Friday morning. We talked to the financing company who was very reassuring. We had good credit with them and that's very important. People like my mom would have a hard time qualifying for this type of loan. She owes thousands of dollars and has screwed up her credit rating. Master is a very good at budgeting and with our money. I'm very grateful for that. He controls our money and that helps us to stay on budget and have good credit. We went into Kia and hoped to find a car like our last one. We were very lucky to find an even newer and better car! We own a Kia Forte 2011. It's a beauty and has bluetooth in it for using the cell phone. It's got better safety features than our last one. It's a really nice car. We both fell in love with the car when we first saw it. Kia made it happen for us! We were both very happy to drive a brand new car off the lot! We have learned a few lessons along the way since our car accident. This time we got "replacement insurance" which is only a bit more extra a month. It gives you peace of mind though. They will replace the car for free if an accident like that happens again and our car is written off. This is very good to have! This would have saved us a lot of headache if we had gotten it on our last car. It all worked out but was a bit of a tough lesson to learn. This resolved the car part of it all. We still have the legal stuff to deal with as well as medical. Anakin can start going to physio now that we have a car again. You don't realize how much you need a car until you don't have one anymore. Especially when you are raising a family. I may not drive but it's still very important for us to have the car. Anakin makes all decisions though. He made the final decision in the end about the car. He will also be making them about the lawyer and such. We had a bit of a celebration on Friday night. We were both very excited to have a new car. We got a bottle of fine wine and then started to get naughty. There was a little bit of play and some fantastic sex! A really great way to celebrate. I know we were both feeling a lot better with having the car part resolved. The spanking which got interrupted was continued. I got an erotic belt strapping. It was really nice to connect and celebrate and be together. Our force is strong. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Spanking Interrupted

TGIF! I'm very glad that it's Friday and this week is almost over. It's been a long and stressful one. Anakin and I have both been dealing with a lot of car accident stuff. It seems to be one thing after another. I had been promised a belt strapping yesterday. We ate breakfast and talked for a while and then I started getting spanked. His belt came off and the strokes were hard. I started to feel myself float into subspace. The phone rang and the spanking got interrupted. ICBC was phoning about our check and we had to take the call. We had to go out and deal with car stuff so we weren't able to continue any of the naughty play. We were both really stressed out last night. There is a lot of pressure right now to find a new car. ICBC didn't pay our car loan so we now owe a lot of money for a car that is written off. We are trying to find a lawyer and that's been a bit tricky because we are dealing with Liberty Mutual as well as ICBC. I can't even describe how stressful it's been since the car accident. I'm completely stressed out. I couldn't sleep last night and woke up crying. Anakin depends on his car for work. I can't imagine what it will be like if we don't have a car. We can borrow my FIL's for a while but that's not a solution. My FIL needs his car too. This situation really sucks. There has been snow and low temps this week and this isn't a great time for this all to happen. Our car rental goes back tomorrow and then we don't have a car. The car accident wasn't our fault and yet we wind up in debt because of it. It's not fair. Eventually this may all be settled with the help of a lawyer but that doesn't help what we are going through right now. It's a lot of stress and also lead to some disappointments. We were going to the go to the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show this weekend in Vancouver. Obviously we can't go if we don't have a car and also with the weather too. We also have Date night on Friday nights. We may not have one tonight though. It depends on what happens with the car stuff today. I admit that I'm really depressed over all of this. I'm also having a very hard time with getting back into a car again after the accident. I'd rather hibernate at home and not go out. We have issues though we need to deal with about the car accident. It's all a bit overwhelming. I can't get over the feeling of being hit hard from behind in the car. I've been in two serious accidents and that's made me fearful to be in a car again. I hope we can continue where we left off yesterday with the spanking. My spanking fever hasn't gone away. I find that I crave really hard beatings when stressed out. Sometimes it's the only thing that can help me feel better. I'm not sure how much I'll be online this weekend. Lots to deal with and not feeling too great about things. I just hope that things will get back to normal soon. I just wonder when... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Self spanking

It's been a pretty interesting morning so far. I had an unexpected quickie with Anakin to begin the day. I got a few spanks from Him on the way out the door. I sent Him a DM and told Him that I really needed more. I'm craving a very hard strapping from Him. He's at work and we apart but that's never stopped Him before. I got a DM back telling me to paddle myself 25 times on each ass cheek with the leather paddle. I am not allowed to use the Hitachi until I do as I am told. It started a chat on Twitter this morning about self spankings. (https://twitter.com/#!/padmeamidala) I don't hear much about it. I've often wondered if it was not something that many people did. Please leave us a comment and let us know your thoughts on self spanking. Self spankings is a great way to be able to spank even while apart or long distance. Anakin has often phoned me and listened in on the self spanking. What toy I get will depend on His mood. Sometimes it's the wooden paddle. He will make me count out the strokes. He determines if they were hard enough and has ordered me to self spank until He is satisfied. I have used the hairbrush to self spank. Anakin is wanting me to try self spanking with His belt. Not sure how that will work. Should be interesting. lol. :P I'm glad that He chose the leather paddle for my self spanking today. I love leather. I love that Master knows what I need and is able to give me that even when we are apart. I've got a hard belt strapping coming tomorrow as well. We start searching for a new car after picking up the check from ICBC. The car accident stuff is stressful but we are taking it one day at a time. Our force is strong. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala