First spanking from Master Anakin

Things are going pretty good for me this morning. I got lots of sleep. I think because my mind could finally rest after this thing with my brother. I lost many hours of sleep and most nights couldn't stop thinking about him and worrying. I felt rested last night and this morning more content than I've been since this whole thing happened with him disappearing. I havn't been easy to live with. Ask Master Anakin. Last night he was very frustrated with me. I got a few swats on my behind and a few warnings. We have a overnight on Friday and have plans to go out with my sister and her new boyfriend. Dinner, drinks and back to the hotel they are staying in for more drinks and pool and hot tubs. Anyone who knows us, knows that when my sister and I get together that the good times roll! We are lovers of vodka and fun times. We love to give the people a good time. I've been told that her and I inspire others to have fun and dance and drink and enjoy their lives. I am SO looking forward to Friday. It's been too long. I can't wait to meet her new boyfriend who's made her so happy. I have a feeling after I will be coming home to a firm spanking on my behind. I forgot to have dinner on the table last night. I just know that I have something coming. Right Master Anakin? I thought I would write about my first spanking from Master Anakin. What started it all. That desire in me for wanting to be spanked. I had fantasies for years. Why hadn't I ever told my ex husband? I read erotic books like The Story of O and the Beauty books and also Screw the Roses, Give me the Thorns. Every time I tried to get my ex interested he wouldn't open up to me. He was and still is a man obsessed with his computer world and his career. I felt very alone in my first marriage. I was miserable. I couldn't achieve a orgasm easily. It would take a lot to get me to cum with him. I would only do it with him in the dark. It was always missionary. I was a one heck of a prude. You couldn't tell me a sex joke without me getting embarrased. I was miserable. Started to drink and more and more got into the club world with my sister. I was needing attention. I was the one who wore the pants in that marriage and I hated it. He was and still is a very passive man who just never seemed interested in sex. I married him for his mind. That first time I slept with Master Anakin sparks flew. It was intense. I knew way before we got together he was a Dominant. I could feel it. I feel things on a very deep level. He had waited 7 years for me. I finally got up the nerve to tell him I thought I was in love with him. Master Anakin was and always was my best friend. He never let me down or betrayed my trust in 7 years. He was the first one I told that I was pregnant with my daughter. I shared my pain and laughter and thoughts with him. I was told by many that he was in love with me and why wouldn't I just date him. So in 1991 when my first husband and I had been broke up we did date. I tried for a few months but I had family issues so I pushed him away. I was young and stupid though. We had kissed, I stripped for him down to my bra and panties one night and I did some make out but we never got to the sex part. I just wasn't comfortable with myself yet. I had only lost my virginity at 18 and wasn't very experienced. Our 9 year anniversary is coming up at the end of the month. We always do something very big for it. November has always been a big month for me for many reasons. I am glad I took that chance. I took a chance on ruining a special friendship that night I opened up to him. I could have lost him. He said he loved me too. I had always felt attraction to him and was fantasizing about being with him. That night it happened was truly amazing. He turned me into a woman that night. Truly. I felt so different sexually after that night. I hadn't had sex in 9 months with my first husband at that time. He and I were not sleeping in the same bed. We were both unhappy. He was cheating on me. And yes, I cheated with Master Anakin but I told my husband the very next day what happened and that I wanted a divorce. I was honest right off the bat. I didn't want to go on with a fake marriage. My ex husband moved out shortly after and Master was blamed for the end of that marriage by some people but it was over way before that point. I was truly miserable. My ex wasn't there for our daughter's birth due to work, ultrasounds, prental visits and parenting class, my miscarriages, or any other important events. He worked around the clock. I was unhappy and everyone around me knew it. The third time I was together sexually with Master Anakin he told me he was different than my first husband. He couldn't deal with me wearing the pants in our relationship. He couldn't continue with me if I were to boss him around and argue and nag him like I had my first husband. So we agreed at that point to do bedroom only type of D/s and we didn't even have a name for it at that point. We began a traditional marriage. We have told others in our lives that we live a traditional marriage. It's what works for us. I am not allowed to work. He tells me I work for him and have chores I do for him. Our traditional marriage started right off the bat before we found out abou D/s or spankings or anything else. He wanted to be the HOH and I wanted that also. It was hard I admit giving up the control little by little. Things I was used to like having control over the money or credit cards. I am not allowed a credit card. I have to come and ask permission and then be able to use it if he agrees. This is a night that would change the dynamics of our bedroom life and eventually our relationship. We had rented the movie, 9 1/2 weeks. We had our weekends free in those days when my ex took our daughter. We would drink and have fun and have great sex. After that movie we started to talk about our fantasies. We had a few drinks and a bunch of stuff came out of me. Including a interest in spanking and how that scene with the riding crop intrigued me. When he's buying that riding crop in the store with her. Then a fantasy came out of him. He fantasized about spanking too. He had dated a girl in catholic school who wore the full uniform and he would fantasize about spanking her. So that fantasy came out. I also told him about my interest in the white blindfold which he got for me for christmas one year, a white blindfold that he can use on me and then do the ice like out of that movie. I thought that was such a hot scene. So we went looking and found me a schoolgirl outfit. We took pictures and he hopes to scan these and put these up on the blog at one point. It was a different one than the red one. And he purchased a riding crop from Macs Leathers in Downtown Vancouver on Granville Street. We planed out a night on the weekend to do our scene. I dressed up for him in my schoolgirl outfit. Green school girl skirt and white leggings and my red top. He got dressed in his black suit and tie. He wore his glasses and was very stern with me that night. We had a greek dinner and then came into the livingroom to act out of our fantasy. He would get to spank his naughty schoolgirl with the riding crop she fantasized about. So he lectured me and made me wait for him. He put on the song, Don't Stand so close to Me by the Police. Those words of that song made me very wet. I was VERY nervous having never been spanked like this and having to do this fantasy. He lifted my skirt and exposed my panties to him. He swished the riding crop through the air to get me to think about what was going to happen and get the anticipation going. He didn't say a word at this point. Only hitting my bottom over and over and over again with that crop. I would hear a swish and then it would hit my ass and I would try to sit still for another. I kept wondering when he would stop. I tried to beg him at one point and he said "silence" in his very stern voice. And I didn't say another word. When he gets into that darth mode, even back then, he's not a man to fuck with. He finally stopped and pulled down my panties. The song was going in the background. He said to me "your the teacher's pet, aren't you?" I said "yes, Sir" and he ordered me to keep still while he was going to crop me hard. I just remember struggling in my mind to keep still and please him. He cropped me hard and sternly and hit me right on my bottom, concentrating on my sit spot the most. He then stopped. I heard him unzip his pants and could feel him climb on top of me and then penetrate my wet pussy. He fucked me hard and pushed me more against the couch. When he was done he told me I was a good girl and kissed my forehead. Told me that I would cum for him. I came that night one of the biggest orgasms. I was so turned on. My first spanking. That first feeling of that crop on the ass. My ass burned and yet I was feeling so close and connected to him like no other man before. He then asked me that night "do you want to live out your fantasies?" I said yes. And from that moment our role playing and spankings continued. We found D/s two months after that first spanking. It only added to an already hot relationship with spankings for me. He had the desire in him also and that's what made it so wonderful. We both had really wanted this and to explore that side to us. I'll never forget how I felt that night. How nervous he made me. How I was so afraid but yet wildly excited and needing him like no other man before. How I knew that I couldn't just stop the fantasizing about spankings any longer. I needed to be spanked and he would be the man to give that to me. It's truly amazing for me sometimes to think of all that has happened in 9 years. And how now I am such a spanko and can't get enough of it. In those days I was so nervous about it. I felt like there was something strange about me to want a spanking. I at least know now thanks to the internet that others share in that passion and love for spankings! And I can't ever go back now. I just love spankings too much. I go a week without and I am a cranky slave.