Sweetly Suffering

Master calls orgasm denial sweetly suffering. This morning I am very much sweetly suffering. I was teased last night but not allowed to cum. This morning I woke up to two kinky cards from my sis, schiava. Both of the e-cards were extremely hot. I found myself getting very wet and doing some fantasizing over her. Since going off the pill last month I have gotten my sex drive back like never before. Master got his swimmers tested since his vasectomy and since he didn't have any I went off the pill. I am extremely horny these days. I lost a few pounds since getting off the pill. It has made me have bad periods again but it's worth it to not worry about birth control ever again. There is a certain freedom now with Master having the vasectomy. No more worries about accidents. I am hornier than I've been in years now that I am off the pill and love that I don't have to worry about taking them every morning. schiava is helping a lot with my state of arousal. She is the most exotic and beautiful woman I have ever known. Her and her Master are a hot couple and I hope one day we can all meet. :) It's been a while since a woman made me feel the way that schiava does. I wish I was in Italy so I could be with her right now...she's so open and sexy and she turns me on like no other woman does. She's also having orgasm denial right now from her Master and she's as horny as I am. She has longer to go with the orgasm denial. I bet both our Master's are smiling right now with our horny states. Loving that we are both so horny and needy. We are sweetly suffering together... Here is a old photo of me wearing the whip Master bought when we were out in Calgary many years ago. I have been to Calgary with my sister but it's been a long time since I was out there with him. They had some fantastic stores there and I can still remember the look on his face as he chose this whip and made me buy it. I was a bit embarrased as I am sure it was obvious to the clerk what was going on. It's still got the leather smell to it. I admit that we havn't played much with this whip. It's deadly and I can imagine it doing some serious damage. It doesn't stop me from having a few fantasies of what this would feel like on my back and ass. Master has told me he loves to try to crack it and he will sometimes go down to the basement to give it a few test tries. We have collected many toys since 1997 when we found the bdsm lifestyle. Our big black bag is pretty full and we are hoping to find a big chest with a lock soon. This whip felt like a snack wrapped around my body. I am wearing my green school girl skirt and white top with this photo. There are so many photos I still havn't put up yet. Tommorow is HNT so I will be putting a hot one up tommorow! I am so much looking forward to Friday and our getaway. Master has told me that I might be wearing the butt plug for some of the car trip up to Whistler and that there is going to be lots of kink in the weekend. I am hoping it's sunny enough to do some outdoor play. There will be tons of photos and lots of stories. I can't wait for our time together. He's told me that I am not allowed to even touch myself til Friday night. He did touch me and taunted me last night. Made me spread my legs wide and fingered my clit til I was excited and begging but he wouldn't let me cum. He told me that I need to learn to be a good slut and be patient. Such sweet torment for me. He was getting me wet and teasing me with his fingers but telling me I couldn't cum no matter what. I begged him for release. I tried to sweet talk him but he got into Darth mode. "You have to wait, my slut" he told me. Ohhhhhhhhhh....how does a girl be patient when she's sooooooo horny and wet!!! This orgasm denial is making me crazy. I have not been this turned on in so long. I could cum from walking today. Orgasm denial is always difficult for me because I have a high sex drive and want to cum often but I find that the waiting is worth it. He is also waiting til Friday. We will build up the hormones and when we do get together it will be explosive. This is another reason we enjoy tantra. I don't like to rush sex. I like to do lots of foreplay and enjoy huge orgasms from it. I love to enjoy the experience. Maybe I don't have 50 or even 100 orgasms as I know a few people have in a night but I will enjoy a few very huge and meaningful orgasms when I am allowed them. I have a Chiropractor appointment today to make sure my back is ok for the trip and it's about the six week limit for me. My arthritis acts up and I am forced to go see Dr. J. Dr. J is a Domly man and he tends to make me blush like no other. Master bugs me all the time about him. I am very attracted to older educated men. Dr. J is very good looking and has some of the most amazing hands. I've gone to him in extreme pain and he's fixed me up. I know Master will taunt me tonight about him. He has told me he plans to tease me every day til Friday to make sure I am ready for him and horny for him. I'm talking to schiava on yahoo right now and finding myself getting wet. This computer chair has been soaked many times and I can't help but want to touch myself but I know I can't. I have to wait another two days and somehow make it til Friday night. My pussy is aching and wet and I am so deeply aroused this morning. My Dad is doing good. I still can't believe he's made it through the worst part and is on the road to recovery. I really was preparing myself for losing him and was told by the Doctor that it didn't look good. My Dad is a strong and stubborn man. I feel badly I havn't seen him in the last few days. We might stop by the hospital on the way to Whistler to see him. I really thought things might change with my Dad and I through this experience but it hasn't. I'm hoping though to spend some time with him when he gets out of the hospital. I did mention doing a family hockey night with him. Taking the kid's to a Canucks game with him and Master. I think it might be good for all of us. So where is everyone? I would love to get some comments today. I went to many blogs and left some comments. Maybe a lurker could delurk?? I would love to hear from some people today. I'm in a very sociable mood. I think I will put messenger on today and see who is around. I've been enjoying talking to Jen a lot. She gave me a great suggestion about hot oil treatment. I've got very dry hair with dying it blonde so much. Which reminds me it is a good day to dye it very blonde for Master before our trip. He chose the color in the store. This blonde shade is much lighter than my usual brand. I'm curious to see how it turns out. Many people are shocked to know I am a natural red head. Master prefers it blonde so I changed my hair for him. Master controls me and I love it!! I'm a horny and needy slut this morning. Needing my sis. Needing my Master. Needing to be fucked. Needing pain. Needing a spanking. Needing a beating. Needing attention..... May the force be with you all!!! Technorati Tags: poly, orgasms, orgasm denial