It's Thursday!! Happy HNT!!

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) to everyone!! Master Anakin worked on this HNT picture for about a half hour yesterday. This is a picture taken a few months ago that we havn't put up yet. He made my red thong look pink to match my pink wild socks. You get a tease of my pussy. *winks* I don't like to put up full pussy photos but to leave something to the person's imagination. Of course there are a few exceptions. There has been a few people to see the pictures of my very wet and needy pussy. So what do you all think of the photo?? I would love some feedback on it. The results are in and my sister is NOT pregnant!! She is disappointed but it wasn't meant to be right now. She's off the pill now so hopefully that will happen at some point. I told her that sometimes it takes a while for the pill to get out of a person's system and for her to get normal cycle's too. I think she's late because her body is adjusting to going off the pill. I am still hoping I will be a Auntie one day soon! I feel a lot better today mentally and physically. I feel more centered. I plan to have another talk with Master R. He has asked me to not close any doors. I did a lot of soul searching the last few days. There is a history with Master R and I. He's been my friend since 1997. We have gone through periods of time we didn't talk for our own reasons. I havn't been a easy person to be friend's with. After my rape I was a basketcase and he stood by me. I don't like to close door's on my friendships with people. He told me he disappeared for a few days because his wife was home and they were spending some time together and he hadn't checked the computer. He's trying to get better with not disappearing on me. This time was only a few days. I know many of my friendships where people disappear for days because of R/t stuff going on. I am hoping we can find a middle ground. I have many internet friend's but Master R is a friendship outside of this blog. He knows all about me and my history. He's supported me for years. I was glad he phoned yesterday so we could talk through some stuff. I fully admit sometimes I jump to conclusions. I am not a patient girl. I'm trying to work on this about myself. Last night Master spent some time on the computer. He wanted me off. I was to rest and have a hot bath and shave my pussy for him. He added some more pictures to flirkr and also chatted with Adam and helped him out with something he needed help with. He also did the work for this sexy HNT photo I am putting up today. We put our son to bed and went upstairs and put on some candles. We put on a porn on our DVD/Tv in our room. He put on some music. He wanted classical music. I was wearing my black silk nightgown. He was in his Daddy blue shirt and Cornoa boxers. He was having a beer but I was not drinking. I am trying to do detox my system this week from the drinking last weekend. I love tasting beer on his lips. His hard cock rubbing against me. He grabbed my ass and then started to take down my strap. He got me naked in front of him. We did some breathing like in our tantra books to get us relaxed. We both got massages with the tantra oil from Saje. I find this always gets me into the mood quickly. We did a lot of feeling each other and foreplay and kissing. We enjoy some things we have learned from our tantra books. It adds to the experience. We don't like to rush sex. It was really a connecting evening with us last night. I felt so in tune to him. Then he gently pushed me onto the bed. He went down on me. He doesn't do much oral on me. This felt like heaven. I moaned and got wet for him. I came after a few minutes of his rough tongue doing it's magic on my clit and pussy. Then he got on top of me and made love to me. He was very hard...very ready. We moved in motion together. Two bodies become one. He kissed me and grabbed my throat. He gave me a big hickie. He kissed and licked my erect nipples. He looked deep into my eyes...my soul. He came with a grunt and called me His padme. "You are MY padme" he said with his Anakin voice. It was strong but yet gentle. I love my Master so much. We go through many bumps on our journey but we always come through it stronger. I feel like I have learned a lot about our M/s the last week. He told me last night that I did encourage that whipping I took. The truth is yes, I wrote him e-mails asking for Darth to come out. I begged for rough sex. I asked for more when he wanted to stop at one point. I handed him the bull whip. That was the toy I begged him to use on me. He told me he wanted to use his belt and the paddle. He was worried about the whip too. We both agreed that it got far based on a lot of drinking that was happening that night too. He's not used to drinking and was having vodka shots. I was also intoxicated. I think we both learned from it. We plan to do some gentle play this weekend as it's the long weekend coming up. I can't wait to spend some time with him. Next weekend is his birthday. I really hope to plan something special for it. Any ideas from anyone?? Anyone have any ideas for a new survey question? We are hoping to do one of those too this weekend. Yes, our play got over the line and right now we are doing a lot of communicating about it. Darth has gone away for a bit while we are figuring it out and reconnecting. I know that I don't want Darth to go away forever. My slavery heart needs to feel some pain and I need to feel controlled. I am happier when he's making the decisions and running our household. When he's spanking my ass or using his flogger on my nipples. After our love making last night we got ready and got into bed. He spooned me. It really was exactly what I needed. To feel his love and have some private time together. I'm a happier and more content girl today. I even admit I am a bit horny still today. *winks* You all know what happens when padme gets horny... don't ya???? May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: HNT, sex, Photoshop, thong, pregnancy