
 I was talking to Master R yesterday when he asked me why I have not posted any details from Friday night. He was saying to me that I should post what I am comfortable with. People don't need to know everything. He suggested sharing the few things I am comfortable with others knowing. It's been a week and I've been trying to sort out my feelings with everything that happened. I know many people are curious to know the details. I decided after talking to Master Anakin and Master R to share a few with you all.
This threesome was very different for me than others I have had in the past. In the past there was a sex rule with no penetration. This rule was let go for the night last Friday. This was a very sexual threesome. There was some intense sexual things that happened. I have had a threesome with Master and nikki but that was so different. With two women there is often tenderness and being gentle. There was no gentle play last Friday. It was a brutal scene. I was fucked and used hard. I was taken over the limits. I had asked to go over the limits. I begged for it.
All day last Friday I was writing e-mails to Master Anakin and talking on the phone with Master R. I was feeling some emotional pain and asked them both to give me a lot of physical pain. The masochist in me was screaming for pain. I waned to go deep into our play. Made to feel like a actual slave. I wanted a very heavy level of play. I asked Master Anakin for Darth to cum out. I was so nervous all day getting ready for it. We got our kid's away for the night and headed for Miami Vice at the movie theatre. I was wearing a summer dress that Master Anakin likes. It is blue and white and looks very innocent. It has sunflowers on it. I was told to not wear any panties. I could feel the air go up through my dress at times. He asked me to wear one of my very white frilly lace bras that I have. I was given a OTK spanking before we left to get me into line and focused. Master Anakin went over the rules in the car. I was wet even before we arrived for the movie.
Master R was already in the theatre waiting for us. He gave me the biggest smile I have ever seen when he saw what I was wearing. He told Master that it was a good choice. I looked extremely innocent for them both. My hair was done up in curls that night also. I used the curling iron to get lots of curls. I had just dyed my hair very light blonde and I love how it made me feel that night. I felt sexy and dangerous and yet innocent. During several parts of the movie even though it was a full house one or each other them would touch my thighs and try to feel up my skirt a bit. I was extremely aroused at this point. I was disappointed by the Miami Vice movie. We left and I admit to being in a bit of a mood. I was really looking forward to it and expected more from it.
I was given over to Master R to drive back with him. Master took his car. We talked and at one point I was told to masturbate for him. I lifted my dress and started touching myself.
"No cumming, dear sin" he said with a sadistic laugh.
He was clearly enjoying himself. I could see a hard on even through his shorts. We got back and everything was cleaned up from my chores from the day. We put on a porno and music. The Smirnoff Vodka came out of the freezer. I know this was a bad move but I was so nervous. I downed three shots right away. I admit that almost every single threesome I have had, I need vodka. Vodka brings out a very sexual woman in me. Maybe it's the fact that I am Russian. I really turn into a slut with it in me. I do some very naughty things. I havn't shared with the blog yet how naughty I can get. Anyone listening to me though last Saturday for our Star Wars spanking party knows that it goes to my crotch and I want to get naughty. I was naughty throughout the party with the vodka.
I went to get changed into my naughty school girl outfit and thong. The black bag came out and both of the men looked through it looking at different toys. I could hear them both testing out certain toys. I could hear a slap of wood against a palm and a riding crop whishing through the air as I was walking up the stairs. I got very nervous. I went up and got ready. I put on my strawberries and cream lotion that Master Anakin loves. I was instructed to put a butt plug up my ass which I did. I got ready and came down to them both smiling at me. I wondered what both of them were up to.
I stripped for both of them. Stripping with a butt plug up the ass is a bit hard. I felt embarrased but yet excited. Some ACDC was playing. Master's favorite type of music. Makes me feel in a wild mood. The vodka flowed. Master R only had one shot because he was driving and drank water for the rest of the night. Both Master and I drank a lot. Things got very dizzy for me at one point. I was told to bend over and they both spanked me at different times. The butt plug came out just before the first spanking. Hands on my ass. I didn't know whose hand was spanking my ass at times. I know my ass felt reddened and I was wanting to please them both. I got down on my knees. I pleasured both of them with my mouth. I got them both very hard. I heard them both moaning a bit. I was feeling so much like a masochist at this moment. I went over and got the bull whip. We had bought it for show many years ago. Master Anakin looked a bit surprised by this. He has told me he wasn't expecting to use that on me.
"You want a real whipping, slave?" he asked me. His eye brows raised and he looked very horny to me. He had a few shots of vodka and Master is not used to hard liquor. I could tell Darth had cum out. I can always see it in his eyes. He grabbed me by my blonde hair and we all went upstairs. Master R grabbed his riding crop and a few other toys I didn't see. I had several shots of vodka before going upstairs. I knew I was pretty drunk at this point. The vodka was going to my pussy and I wanted to fuck bad. I wanted to cum.
"I think slut wants a really good whipping. She's going to feel her Master's whip" Master Anakin said in his Darth tone.
Master R told him to whip me hard. We went upstairs. I was naked at this point. I was handcuffed like in this picture to our solid loop that is between our bed and bathroom. Master Anakin put that up so I can be strung up during my spankings. He likes it because I am vulnerable. I can't protect my ass or tits or any other part of the body he wants to punish or use.
I was whipped with the riding crop from Master R and end of the bull whip by Master Anakin. I went into a very deep subspace at this point. I honestly never felt anymore pain after the 20 strokes with both toys. 10 with the crop. Then 10 with the whip. One had hit my back and that one made me fall into one of the deepest subspaces I have ever felt. The vodka hit me at the same time I was getting whipped. I was told later that I asked for more and more. I wanted to feel the sting of the whip more. I know the pain and pleasure blended together at this time. He whipped me harder than he's ever whipped me before. I would feel a bull whip against my thigh and then a sqeeze of my nipple. I have no idea who did what to me. Hands were everywhere. I lived many fantasies last Friday. I know I screamed out many times but the music was loud. Master wanted to see how far he could take it with me. He knows a real masochistic soul is in me. I desire real pain.
He started to whip me harder and harder. Then they would stop and feel mysoaking wet pussy. I was taken down at one point. I had lost track of time at this point. It was all blurry for me. I was fucked by Master R at that point. He fucked me doggy style. I know I lived out a very erotic fantasy at this point. I'd like to leave it to the reader's imagination what happened while Master R was fucking me. It was a very sexual moment for me and one I will never forget. There are a few details I like to keep hidden. *winks* :)
I have no idea how many times I was whipped. My whole backside was bruised and welted the next day. There was some blood. I came several times throughout the night. My pussy loved the whipping. I had one orgasm that went straight to my head. It was amazing!!
Master R had to leave early. I don't remember him leaving. I know some details are hard to remember for me. I don't remember feeling any pain. I was whipped more after Master R left. I was told that I begged for it. Master Anakin came on me after whipping me with the bull whip. He jacked off all over my tits and back. My hair had his cum in it when I went to bed because it was so sticky the next morning. He put me to bed. I don't remember honestly how I got into bed. I slept like a rock. The next day though I woke up in terrible physical pain. I know the play went over some limits. I asked for intense play and got it. I have always wanted a real whipping. To really feel like a absolute slave. I felt so slave like last Friday. I got some very intense pain. It was difficult to sit on the computer chair for the Star Wars party last Saturday night. And I got more spankings that night!! I honestly don't know how I took it all. I know I crashed hard on Monday from it all.
This blog has helped me to write out some feelings. Master R and Master Anakin and I have all discussed Friday night and come to some conclusions. I have agreed with Master R that we need a bit of a break. We will remain in touch as friend's though. He has made me promise to not close any doors. Many might not understand but he's always been my friend. He knows me very well. He knows even my deepest darkest fantasies. He has stuck by me through many difficult times. I don't like to close doors on friendships unless it really needs to end.
Master Anakin and I have had many talks about Friday night. It was good for us to open the doors of our communication. Some things were great about Friday night. Others didn't work so well. Master Anakin and I are on the right track. We have a long weekend coming up (BC Day is on Monday) and we plan to spend some time together. We are going to be working on our basement. We are cleaning it up and getting organized. We have sitting tommorow. A day with no kids!! We also plan to have some play to get back into it again. Tonight we have some play time scheduled. I am craving his hand on my backside. He's told me he will start gentle with me. We will build up the intensity very slowly. Our M/s is getting back on track again too. I'm a very happy girl today.
I chatted with my sis, schiava. She's meeting her Master tommorow. I am so excited for her. She wasn't able to chat long. I sure miss her a lot. I hope she has a wonderful weekend. I'll be thinking of her and her Master together. I hope to hear all the details of their time together. I wish I could be in the room watching them together. I love to watch others playing or fucking.
How is everyone? What's everyone's plans for the weekend? Anyone seeing the last fireworks on Saturday? Anyone getting spanked? Or plans to spank someone? Anyone else horny? I sure know I am today. Writing out the details of Friday made me wet. I might deny it but my body betrays me. That whipping fantasy still turns me on so badly. Thinking of him using his whip on me makes me so damn wet. The bruises have healed and I want to play again with the whip. I am not sure I understand myself sometimes. Why I crave the darkside fantasies. Why I want to go over to the darkside more. I desire a level of slavery that I think is crazy sometimes. He can't keep me chained up in the basement 24/7. Although I've had that fantasy too!! I better go take a cold shower now!! padme's horny!! Look out!!
May the force be with you all!!
~padme
Technorati Tags: threesome, sex, slavery, spanking, OTK, subspace, Journey to the Darkside, darkside
|
18 comments:
Ummm..I'm going to go take a cold shower myself, I think.
Adam says: All of sudden, it's very HOT in here!
Padme: That was the best, most intensely felt, writing I've read from you thus far. I'm breathless.
You've let us in, with your words, so well chosen. That "being there," feeling I get, reading you, is a gift.
Thank you, sweet Sis,
for sharing,
xx,adam.
Now I need to take a cold shower, too!
You retold the details of our night so clearly and so well, My padme. The way I had you dress and appear reminded me of Alice in Wonderland. What an intense, memorable night.
Our hunger for intense play is satisfied, like the vampire's thirst, only temporarily; then, again we hunger for more, neverending, never full for long, with the sweet taste of pain still on our lips we hunt for our next bite.
~ Anakin
i am horny!! lol.
that friday night seems soo intense. anyways, hope things just work out for hte best with you and Master...have fun tonight!
hugs
yours
Padme,
Thanks for opening up and sharing. I know that it was hard for you to sort through things and reach the point you could share. You should not ever feel bad for exploring your fantasies with your husband - few people discover such a deep level of intimacy with another. Beautifully told. Mary
WOW...jeez...I would say I feel bad about giving that 50 spanking order, but you did giggle so cutely that it was turning me on...squealing and giggling...but we all picked hand...
IF your giggle wasn't so damn cute...it had me giggling...
when do we get to do that again? Party I mean? That was so unreal. I felt very connected to people I read about all the time. It felt like we were in the same room.
Thanks for sharing such intimate details- you are much more brave than me...I could do it if there weren't lawyers reading my blog.
Guess I will stick to laughter.
I am going to watch SW 3 with my daughter...she hasn't seen it yet - but we are gonna swim first.
(maybe we can play later?) merlot?
oh also, in case you haven't noticed you have started a flickr craze!!!!!
Thanks Adam, my bro for your comment. I really poured myself into that post today. I got very worked up writing it all down. Hope your doing good. BIG HUGS
mary and yours,
Thank you for your comments. I hope you both have a lovely weekend. BIG HUGS to you both
Master,
Now your going to really need a cold shower!! Especially after my phone call to you this afternoon while you were at work. I'm a naughty girl who needs a spanking!! xoxoxoxo
Mel,
I didn't realize I was starting a flickr craze. That's neat to know. :) Thanks for the hippie quiz. I'm going to try to do it today. That party was a lot of fun and we hope to have another one in the next few weeks. We are still deciding all the details. :) *toasts with merlot* I hope we will have another merlot night one night...that was a lot of fun. I hope your doing ok, sexy Texan!!
Hugs and a wink
Wow - last Friday sounds like was incredibly intense.
Sometimes we need those moments where we go beyond our limits so we know what to do and what not to do.
Now you know!
Great entry dear.
WOW!!!!
I need a pack of cigarettes and a towel.
I got to start smoking again.
Well told.
Hello there Anakin and padme, Wow i myself have never had a whip used on me. i always wanted to know how it felt. Sounds like Y/you still had tons of fun. i know Y/you were the hit at the party last Sat (pun intended) LOL!
May the Force be with Y/you always!
Thanks walker, belda and single gal for your comments. I really enjoy hearing from you all!! I am so glad you all enjoyed the blog post. BIG HUGS to all of you tonight!
~padme
Wow wow wow, hot story! It sounds like you all had an amazing night! I can see why you'd have a hard time coming down from it. Thank you for sharing, I know it wasn't easy to write it all out. But you did a great job, I really could feel what you were feeling, very well written. :-)
Wow Padme.. thank you so much for sharing this with us. I know it must have been difficult. But I'm glad you did. That was amazing!
Wow! What an amazing night! Thank you so much for sharing it with us!
hugs
Des
Hot post, padme. Sounds like an intense night for you and Anakin.
Big hugs you sexy minx ;-)
Thanks good girl and Griz and Des and Pandora...
It was hard to write but I felt really good when I was done. I'm really glad you all enjoyed the blog post. BIG HUGS to all of you and hope your all enjoying your weekend.
BIG HUGS
~padme
A courageous post that conveys an intensly erotic scene so very well. You always make me feel like we are all part of your journey of discovery with Master Anakin. That is a real talent, and an honour for us.
Thanks so much for your positive comment, alex. :) I really appreciated hearing from you. I'm really glad you enjoyed the blog post. BIG HUGS
~padme
Post a Comment