Happy HNT - Sexy candy cane panties

Happy HNT!! I like to get our HNT pictures up early so people have a chance to check them out. We have added a new survey for HNT this week. We want to know your favorite HNT picture we have put up on Journey to the Darkside this year. The survey is just under our HNT picture section. If you havn't checked out our different HNT's this is a great time to do it and chose your favorite for the year. There wasn't enough room on the survey to put every single one we did but I tried to put some of the best in my opinion for the year. We will put up the winning vote at the end of the month. Please check it out!! We also put up a new Christmas survey in the right side bar also. What are your favorite parts of Christmas? We are looking forward to hearing from everyone!! It's been quite a year here at Journey to the Darkside. I am looking forward to the New Year. Master Anakin and I have a few ideas for different new surprises on our blog. Thank you to all the dear reader's who have joined us on our Journey. Thank you to all our regular commenters and friend's. We have enjoyed hearing from the lurker's and we hope other's might come out of the shadows and say hello. We both enjoy hearing feedback on our blog and also our pictures we put up. Master Anakin has put a lot of work into our HNT pictures and videos. We hope to put up more spanking videos in the new year. We are also hoping to start a product toy review section. I have a few new toys I hope to review. I also hope to do more interviews with other blogger's. If your interested in being interviewed or would like your toy reviewed, please let us know by e-mail. (shyanne.blog@gmail.com or anakins.blog@gmail.com) I have been enjoying having another blog, padme's devotions that I have been able to be myself and really express myself on. I want to thank everyone who has linked to my new blog and commented also there. That blog hasn't had many hits and not many people have come by to say hello but I wish you would. That blog shows a lot more of the real me. This is a spanking blog so often I feel I can't be emotional or share my feelings about other things like the bdsm. That blog is more about my ups and downs as Master's slave. Master and I try to keep both blogs updated frequently and keep things interesting. In the new year we hope to have another spanking party also. Master Anakin has been taking a bit of a break from blogging but he has told me he hopes to get back into blogging more after the holidays. Things are crazy at his work and he's got many different things going on. He's looking forward to him doing the Ask Anakin again. He's got a few questions that he's got yet to answer. We want to wish our good friends, Griz and good girl a big congratulations for their one year blogging anniversary at Everything Goes. Please stop by their blog and say hello. They put up some of their favorite posts from the last year. I'm so happy for them both! Master has told me I can spend 75 dollars as a Christmas present "from Master" from JT's Stockroom. Please check them out!! We LOVE JT's stockroom. Our crop we got from Griz and good girl for my birthday is one of my favorite spanking toys. The crop has a little hand and it reddens my ass nicely. I also noticed JT's has fetish pay per views. I am hoping to maybe check one of them out this weekend. If your looking for Christmas gifts, they have plenty! I'll let everyone know what I decide to order from them. I am going to do that as soon as my post is done. Thank you Master for your presents to me this year! I'm a truly spoiled girl. Today's HNT picture is of my brand spanking new panties!! (click to enlarge) They are holiday panties that I got from Wal mart recently. They have red candy canes all over them. They are so cute and I couldn't resist buying them as soon as I saw them. I LOVE candy canes. We have a ton of them on our Christmas tree and I can't help taking a few to lick on them. *winks* I am wearing my holiday thigh hi's that I wore in last week's HNT picture. What does everyone think? We'd love feedback and to hear from everyone today. Please say hello. I promise I don't bite. :) I have been wanting to post about our Friday night and I think this is a really good blog post to do it. Friday night I got one of the hardest spankings from Master Anakin ever. It left my ass redder than it's ever been and bruised so deeply that I still have very red and purple bruises on my thighs from it. Here are the details from Friday night: Thursday night we had a huge fight. My period and his cold lead to Darth appearing and the darkside taking over us. I said many things I didn't mean to say. I threw a huge tantrum which ended it me taking off my collar and throwing it hard at him. It struck him in the hand and made a cut on it. He was furious with me. I could see Darth in his eyes. He ordered me to bed and slammed the door and left after turning out the lights. I was very upset. I cried myself to sleep and felt a lot of guilt over our fight. I didn't sleep well. Friday I got up and he wouldn't talk to me. I wrote that blog post on Friday with many emotions swirling around in me. I was hoping he would read it and contact me to talk. I felt more lost on Friday than I had in years. I felt vulnerable and alone. I felt like I was losing my mind on Friday morning. My very good friend, good girl came on yahoo on Friday afternoon and we talked. I realized I was not alone in my feelings and we had a really good chat. I'm so glad to have good girl as one of my closest friend's. I decided to phone Master at work. He picked up the phone but didn't sound very impressed with me. He told me he'd phone me back on the cell phone so we can talk privately. I felt guilty and knew I had pushed things way too far. He told me he wasn't angry at me being upset or emotional but it was the way I handled things with throwing my collar at him. He told me if I wanted to wear it again I must earn it back. He told me to think about it and get back to him. I took about a hour to do some thinking looking in the fire and phoned him back and told him I felt lost without him as my Dom. I wanted to earn it back and would do whatever it took. He told me a serious spanking was in order. One that would leave me not able to sit for a day or two. It was a serious infraction. It went against what we are as Master and slave. He told me that after the spanking was done I could wear his collar again and all would be forgiven. We would play but not until the punishment was over. I agreed and we hung up. For hours all I could think of was the spanking coming. Fear is a interesting emotion. It can turn me on but also make me so nervous with the anticipation. I knew it wasn't going to be a easy spanking. It was going to hurt. I would feel great pain on my ass before he allowed me the collar back. For hours it was all I could think about. How would he spank me? How hard would it be? He surprised me when he came home from work on Friday afternoon. He had a red rose that he had bought for me. He also told me he had arranged for an overnight for our son with his parent's after our daughter's karate. She had her belt test that night and I was expecting to go to it. She was going to my ex's afterwards. He wanted us to be alone and have lots of time to punish hard and be as loud as we wanted. He wanted me to stay home from the karate. He told me to take the night off. He didn't want me to go. I had been pushing myself for a week and he wanted me to relax and think of the things that were to come later. He told me to do nothing but relax as I wait for him to come home to punish me. To think of the spanking coming. To anticipate it. He kissed me with passion and looked me into my eyes for a few minutes before leaving. I admit at this point I was a bit overcome with emotions. I felt nervous, scared, aroused, and very masochistic. I watched a sexy video that my friend, Griz had given me earlier in the week. I drank my vodka and 7-up and started to feel warm and turned on. The vodka always goes straight to my pussy. I am a wild Russian woman who's had a few very naughty experiences while under the influence of vodka. It's my favorite drink. I hadn't had sex all week and I was feeling so turned on. My clit was on fire. My pussy starting to tingle. My thoughts racing of spankings and pain and pleasure... I found myself masturbating a bit while watching some of the video. I was watching the two women together...and feeling so aroused by it. The one womas was dominating the other one. I was fantasizing about a certain woman I know who turns me on so bad. I am not going to say who it was I was fantasizing about while masturbating myself. I'll leave that up to everyone's imagination. I was so turned on. I knew I couldn't cum. My rule is I can masturbate at any time but must always ask for permission before cumming. I knew he would not give permission before a punishment spanking that was coming. So I stopped before cumming and went upstairs for a bath and to try to get my mind off my strong desire to have a orgasm. I was reading some of my favorite book, Submission by Marthe Blau while soaking in the hot bath with lavender. One section of that book got my mind spinning with different fantasies. "Nobody will ever treat you as I'm going to treat you. You'll never forget what I'm going to do to you tonight. You'll never experience anything like it again, you're my bitch and my slave. You belong to me and nobody else. After tonight, you won't know who you are any more. I'm going to make you suffer, I'm going to make you scream, your body will bear the marks, and although the burning sensation will go away you'll miss it like a drug. I'm going to give you a beating and you'll love it." That book arouses me deeply. I was thinking of the marks I would bear for Master. I felt a strong desire for pain. I wanted to feel his closeness again...to set things straight. I got out of the bath and shaved my pussy and got changed into my naughty schoolgirl outfit he likes so much. I put my hair into pigtails and put on his favorite perfume. I got the toys out and cleaned them and brought them downstairs for him. I made sure the livingroom was ready for some play. I got a porno playing on the tv and put on his Hackers cd he loves so much. I put on candles around the room. I was waiting for him and listening for the car to drive up. At around 9 pm I heard the car slam. My pussy and ass clenched in anticipation of the night's punishment and play that lay ahead. He came in and Darth was there, not Anakin. I knew it was going to be intense. My heart was racing. I knew what was coming.... He came in and fixed a drink and got comfortable. He told me at that point to only speak when told to. He wanted me quiet. He went to take a quick shower and told me to watch the porn and wait for him and think of the spanking coming. I had another drink and watched the porno. Before going upstairs, he slide his black belt through the pant loops right in front of me. The belt came off faster than lightening and I could tell he was going to spank me hard with it. He lay it on the coffee table and went upstairs for his shower. I kept staring at it. Thinking of the many times it's crossed my ass. How it was going to hurt my ass. For about 15 minutes I sat there staring at it...then feeling it. Fantasizing about the spanking which was coming with it. He came down in his boxers and t-shirt and smelling nice with his Axe cologne. He told me to obey him and get ready for the punishment. I wore handcuffs for the punishment so I couldn't protect my ass from his belt. I was laid over the couch. My naughty school girl skirt lifted and panties pulled down. The first stroke of his belt made me know he meant business. I'm not sure of how many I got but when he was done one side of my ass, he went to the other side to punish from it. Both ass cheeks felt like they were in fire. I squirmed around a bit for some of the blows but tried to stay still. A few times I couldn't help but cry out. "Stay still, slave. You must accept your punishment" he warned me. Again and again the belt cracked down on my poor behind. No mercy was given. It was a punishment spanking and it hurt like nothing else. He beat my bottom with his belt over and over again until it was all I could think about. I lifted my ass up hoping to make him happy and pleased. I started to float and wondered when the spanking would end. The sounds of leather hitting my ass filled the room louder than the Hackers music. I wondered if any neighbors walking by might hear it. They were angry and hard strokes coming down fast. I could barely catch my breath. He told me on Saturday he had given me 250 with the belt hard. A few swings were full force. The force was strong with him on Friday night. I didn't count. The darkside had taken over Master. Darth Vader was in charge. I was floating in a endorphin high and dizzy after he was done. He took the cuffs off and told me to kneel in front of him. He put the collar back around my neck. Then he told me he was going to fuck me. He wanted me. I could see his hard on through the boxers. I was ordered to get naked which I did and I lay down next to our fireplace. I stared up at the Christmas lights twinkling. My ass hurt so badly. I could feel the welts. He thrust into me hard and fucked my very wet and aroused pussy. I came three times hard for him. I barely remember going to bed. I cuddled up close and had a deep and peaceful sleep. I have thought about Friday a lot the last few days. How hard we played. How intense it was. How I wanted to do more. How the pain turned into pleasure and now I feel addicted to it. I feel intensely submissive to Master. I want to play like that again. I want to get spanked like that again. I want to feel his pain...his pleasure...his cock...his Darth.... I am now feeling so deeply aroused after writing this post and remembering Friday night...all I want to do is go grab my vibrator... May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: HNT, panties, belt spanking, punishment, Christmas panties, holiday panties