Beyond horny

I am beyond horny right now. I am not sure words can describe how aroused I feel. I have been wanting to start a blog post since 9 am this morning. My kid's went to school and I planned to start writing my post after my boxing. I brought up blogger and got the one photo I wanted to put up into the post but it's been sitting there since then. I keep getting some very sexy distractions. I woke up feeling a bit stressed. It was last Saturday that Master and I played last and had sex. I felt bitchy this morning. I can go so long until I get crabby due to lack of sex and attention. Our weeks have been busy with kid stuff and being so tired. I have a high sex drive and I also need to feed my desire for pain. My masochistic soul needs pain to be able to function properly. I need a spanking or some type of pain to get me focused and feeling happy. It all built up in my this morning. I really do need a spanking so bad!! My ass is too white and I need the release. I want to be spanked hard!! Who wants to cum spank me!! I know there are a few people who would probably be happy to cum spank me right now!! I woke up and felt very horny and so much build up. Master left me a very horny note for me on the keyboard about him also wanting to find the time together this weekend. He's horny and needing some slave attention. I went downstairs to box just after 9 am to get some sexual frustrations out of me. I had a very intense and hard work out. I had sweat coming down my forehead and my arm and wrist sore from the boxing when I was done. I came upstairs and noticed my very good friend, Stiletto Girl had left me a message on messenger. She asked me if I got her photos. I thought she was refering to some photos she sent me yesterday but she wasn't. She had sent me some new ones. Words can't describe how blown away I was when I opened her pictures. WHEW!! They were BEYOND hot!!! I chatted with her and stared at the photos and felt myself getting extremely aroused by the photos. She had already gotten me horny yesterday by her incredible HNT photos she put up of her beautiful sweet pussy. I had always been curious of what her pussy looked like and when I saw her blog post last night I was wet and so horny. If you havn't had a chance, please check them out! Please leave her a comment. They are awesome photos and a great review of the Waterproof iVibe Rabbit vibrator. I am hoping Master might get me one of the vibrators for my birthday coming up on October 14th. She phoned me and we talked for a while. She had a great night and I got horny hearing the details of it. I really wish I lived closer to my special friend. I share a very deep connection to her and wish I could meet her. Hopefully one day we will. A one hour plane ride and I can be there to meet her. She has become a really special woman in my life. :) I went down to the school thinking about SG and her hot night and photos. I was smiling at the way to the school and back. I came back and tried to get started on my blog post. I got a e-mail from evilicious blonde. I had offered to send her some photos of me in my french maid outfit. She offered to send me some hot ones in return. My mind got so distracted from my post when I saw her photos. She is a woman of absolute beauty. Her photos were so yummy and got me sooooooooooo aroused. I'd like to wish her a happy 7 year anniversary with her husband. I want her to know her photos really got me aroused. My nipples were hard and my pussy so wet when I saw her photos. I tried again to start my blog post but got a message from another good friend, Griz. He started to send me some really hot photos of good girl. Then he offers to send me a hot video too. OH MAN!!! I told him he was pushing me off the edge. I was already beyond horny but this was taking the cake. They were such hot photos of a yummy good girl and he got me so worked up by them that I honestly felt like I couldn't take it anymore. So many photos of some of the most beautiful sexy bloggers and I was feeling beyond horny after seeing them all!! I wanted to cum. I phoned Master at work. I was hoping he would give into me knowing how horny I was feeling. I told him I really needed to cum. I knew that if I started to masturbate I couldn't cum without permission. It's one of our firm rules. "Please Master...please let me get my vibrator and masturbate til I cum. I can't take it anymore. I am so beyond horny. Pllllleeassssseeee...." I begged him. He laughed one of the most sadistic laughs I have ever heard him laugh. He told me he would phone me back on our cell phone and we hung up. He phoned me back a minute later on the cell. He works at a library so obviously he can't talk openly in front of his co-workers. Telling his slave she must suffer for him isn't the best conversation in a library environment. "You suffer for me, you bitch" he whispers into the phone. I could hear people in the background so he whispers into the phone again "no cumming without Master or you know what will happen. I'll make your ass so sore you won't sit for a week!!" I tried a few times more to get him to give into me but he refused and laughed at me again. Evil Darth that he is. He told me if I am a really good girl I might get to cum tonight for him but I must suffer today for him. Then he tells me I've given him a hard on at work and he's going to spank me for it tonight. ohhhhhh Master...I am sexually suffering. I want you soooooooooo bad right now!! Trust me...I am sexually suffering right now. My clit is on fire. My pussy is soaking through my heart panties. My nipples are hard as rocks. My mind is only on sex. I am one horny pussy right now!! I want to explode!!!!!!!! I told SG that Master laughed at me and wouldn't let me cum and then she laughed too. Wicked people who are turning me on so bad!! padme is ready to explode!!!! Sadistic people who want me to sexually suffer...which is making me more turned on. There's nothing more sexy sometimes than being told no. :) Please check out Tiggr's blog today. I have joined a new series called Fantasy Friday. You can see her banner on our blog. I wrote to her with a fantasy of mine. Every Friday she puts up a different fantasy written by someone and you the reader's get to vote on who you think wrote it. I am included this week in that list of people who might have written that fantasy. Please go vote!! The fantasy is a hot one this week. Do you think I wrote it? Please let me know or e-mail tiggr what you think...take a quess. Who wrote that fantasy?? So far I have 3 votes. Tiggr's husband, Dante did a wonderful paddle picture for bonnie for her birthday which she has put up for her header for her blog. I want to wish bonnie a very happy belated birthday! I hope she had a wonderful day yesterday for her birthday. :) This weekend is our weekend to celebrate my birthday. For the next 3 weeks we are unable to get sitting on the weekend. Next weekend is the Canadian thanksgiving and my mom is coming into town to celebrate a Thanksgiving feast and my birthday with her. The following weekend which is my birthday Master's parent's are going away. So that means bumping up the private celebration to tommorow. We are planning to go out to a special resturant and a movie and some time together to play and I'm sure there will be some spankings involved. ;) October is my favorite month of the year. I am really looking forward to turkey and pumpkin pie next weekend and my birthday and then Halloween. S's birthday is on Wednesday and we are also planning a special lunch together. She's been pretty down this week and I am looking forward to some time with her. padme is beyond horny!! I am putting up another French maid photo today of me sitting on the ground looking all sexy and ready for play. Thank you to everyone who commented on our HNT french maid picture and post. Master will be doing our HNT post's from now on. I really love his writing and I'm so glad others enjoy it too. Master...please cum home soon. Your padme is one very horny girl and she's ready to explode!! I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. I will probably not be online much but Master is planning to do a Ask Anakin sometime this weekend so stay tuned for that. May the force be with you all!! ~a very horny padme Technorati Tags: horny, French maid, spanking, erotic photos

Happy HNT - French maid spanking

Happy HNT everyone! Here's a photo I took of padme in her latest fantasy outfit, a very cute French Maid costume. She drove me wild as she served me fully all night the same day we bought the uniform. (our UFC play night) It's an outfit I've always wanted her to have and wear for me. She wore her silky black and white uniform with fish-net stockings and sexy black stiletto heeled shoes. Forgive the pink feather duster for privacy's sake. She wore a big smile as she served food and drink and cleaned up in front of me. I told her she was driving me crazy with desire. She said in a cute French accent, "Monsieur iz enjoying watching zis little french maid cleaning, no?" "Oui Oui!" I said in earnest. "Is there anything else, Monsieur?" she queried. "You forgot to fold down the bed. This is unacceptable!" I said in mock anger. "Forgive me, please Monsieur?" she begged. I shook my head and said "No! I have a better idea. Bend over the bed." "But why ever...?" "Enough!" I said, guiding her to the bed. "Monsieur! Please no, I will make down zi bed!" she pleaded. "Take what is coming!" I said, and she bent over, pouting, and then I pulled up the short black skirt of her uniform and pulled down her white silk panties to her knees I spanked her bare bottom, open hand, firmly, sweetly, and got a raging hard on for my troubles. "Please, Monsieur!" she again begged, as I reached down and moved her knees apart. She squirmed and gasped as I drove my finger into her pussy, my hand reaching under uniform to do so. She involuntarily lunged forward but I held her firmly. She again gasped, squeeked as I drove my finger deeper and said "Still, my little French maid. I'm not finished with you." "But..." she said, but held firm, she did not resist only raised her head in fear and delight as she heard the jingle of me unbuckling my black belt. My little maid turned around then, slid off the bed and was down on her knees as my pants came down. My hardness released, she said "Perhaps I can make zis mistake up to my Monsieur, no?" I nodded once and she took my engorged cock into her little French mouth. She sucked enthusiastically, trying to please, and so she did as I felt myself near exploding, her in her uniform, on her knees before me near the bed. Without a word, I could hold out no longer; I wanted to take my maid; I had to have her, and she felt so wet as I stood her up and fingered her under the skirt of her dress. She gasped, and I spun her around and had her on all fours on the bed in front of me. I at once drove her, thrusting and pulling her hips towards me with each heavenly stroke, until I could take no more and felt the rush overtake me in a long exploding orgasm of sheer delight. Heaven! I held her hips tight and in that moment there was only her and I and heaven. God, her French maid uniform drove me completely wild. I know I'm not the only one who loves the French maid look. I hope you enjoy this week's HNT photo and enjoy padme's latest fantasy outfit. ~ Anakin Technorati Tags: French maid, HNT, spanking, darkside, stiletto heels

Sugasm #48

The best of the sex blogs this week by the bloggers who blog them. Spotlighting the top 3 posts voted by Sugasmer participants. Want in Sugasm #49? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set. This Week’s Picks The Luckiest Girl in the World (http://alwaysarousedgirl.blogspot.com)“Would he have the energy, the stamina, to make me come as much as I need to come?” I Want To Shave You (http://makemycopcome.blogspot.com)“That luscious plum, that erotic ridge around it, the enticing veins tracing their way up that cock I am so engrossed in…” The Rum Raisin Compromise (http://talktovanessa.com)“My husband did not understand why I couldn’t live the rest of my life without the taste of a woman passing my lips.” Mr. Sugasm Himself How to Give Away Porn (http://sugarbank.com) Editors’ Choice Rope Bondage Images (http://www.lumpesse.com) More SugasmJoin the Sugasm (Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.) Sexy Audio & Video Hear My Name (http://anawtymouz.blogspot.com) How to Give a Blowjob in a Car (http://myhotbox.blogspot.com) Sex Inspiration, Study & Dream - Video Blog Entry (http://www.seska4lovers.com) Slave Girl: Part One (http://fuckingtheministersdaughter.blogspot.com) Sex News and Sexy Reviews Craigslist User Publicizes Private Correspondence (http://www.tarasnaughtyshop.com/blog) Do Video Games Effect Our Sex Lives? (Survey) (http://sugarjoy.com) The Five Best Tera Patrick Scenes of All Time (http://blog.johnqafterhours.com) Inflatable Vibrating Penis (http://www.orgasmarmy.com) Tire Paddle HNT (http://radicalvixen.com/blog) NSFW Pics Adela & Susana (http://hotboxbabe.thumblogger.com) Ass Masterpiece (http://www.internetisforporn.com) Consolation Eye Candy, or What a Wild, Wild Month! (http://totalsensuality.blogspot.com) Featured DDGirls Covergirl Sunny Leone (http://www.ddgirlsblog.com) Put on a Shirt HNT (http://texasspitfire.blogspot.com) Roxy in booty shorts (http://phatbootysolos.ilovejulienight.com) Two Bad Girls in a Prison Bed (http://adelehaze.com) WebMistress Feature Gallery: Scenic Silver Reef (http://www.taratainton.com) Thoughts on Sex and Relationships Adult Webcam Humor (http://www.model-chat.com) Boobies (http://edinerotica.blogspot.com) Erotic Rather Than Fucking (http://orgasmcurious.blogspot.com) Phain’s Tasty Specs… (http://wetbeyondbelief.blogspot.com) Science of Sex - Sense of Smell (http://www.seskuality.com) Sex Goddess??? (http://thegooseandgander.blogspot.com) “Three sex acts enter, one sex act leaves.” (http://sexeteria.blogspot.com) The Vagina and the Douche (http://shayssexcolumn.blogspot.com) Erotic Writing and Experiences 2. Greet (http://junohenry.wordpress.com) Dreaming of a Dark Odyssey (http://viviane212.blogspot.com) The Eternal Hotness of Hanna (http://theholidaylife.blogspot.com) Get Caught Looking now! (http://lustylady.blogspot.com) My Taxicab Confession (http://dirtydetails.blogspot.com) Room 304, Part I (http://www.chillivanilla.com/blg) Teresa (http://nyc-urban-gypsy.blogspot.com) BDSM and Fetish Happy HNT-Cheerleader Paddling (http://darkside-journey.blogspot.com) Lions, Tigers, and Spankings! Oh my! (http://spankingkatiespades.blogspot.com) A Long Awaited Erotic Very Sexy Spanking Session… Finally (http://lizzietush.blogspot.com) Melinda Makes a Discovery… (http://www.blog.sex-mad-witch.com) Pajama Party (http://thebinside.blogspot.com) She was like a wild animal… (http://everythingoze.blogspot.com) Switching My Bottom On (http://spankingwriters.com/blog) Photo of Adele Haze and Niki Flynn courtesy of Adele Haze’s “Spanking Model Speaks”

Gratitude Tuesday-The letter D

My kid's are off to school and I get to sit down and do my list for D for Gratitude Tuesday. I really enjoy Tuesday's now with doing this series. I enjoy reading the other blogs which participate in this. It's a great way to think positive thoughts. I am listening to my Duran Duran cd right now. :) I find this always makes me feel positive and happy. I did a blog post last night (changes on Journey to the Darkside) which took me about a hour to do. If you havn't had a chance, check it out. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it. All the details of my weekend play are in there. I was happy to write it all out before I forgot any details. The rough play has me focused and happy the last few days. I was sent to bed earlier than normal last night and I feel refreshed this morning. I was up nice and early to enjoy the sunrise. I am so happy to feel Master's very strict control in my life. I am getting lots done around our place and feeling submissive and focused. :) ceeci started Gratitude Tuesday and I've noticed more and more blogs starting to give it a try. If you havn't started it, why not try it on your blog? I am very proud to be a part of this series. When I think of the things I am grateful for that begin with the letter "D" I think of: ~D/s - I am very grateful for finding D/s back in June of 1997. It changed my life for the better. I love Master and I's D/s relationship. There hasn't been one day since we started our D/s that he hasn't been in control. He was happy to take over the responsibility and control and I was happy to submit to him. We had some struggles but we are at a wonderful place now with it. ~Dress up - I am grateful for being able to dress up for Master. We do a lot of role playing and I enjoy wearing many different outfits for him. We now have a special drop down menu for my dress up outfits. ~dancing - I am grateful for being able to dance. Ask anyone who knows me and they will tell you I am the first on the dance floor. I find it a real escape to get up and dance my troubles away. It's also a great way to exercise and also to have some foreplay. I love to strip for Master. :) ~Duran Duran - I am grateful for one of my favorite bands, Duran Duran. I grew up listening to their music and still find it relaxing to throw on one of their songs and dance around the room. I had posters all over my room as a teen and still find Simon Le Bon so cute. I saw them in concert last year with Master and shared a wonderful memory with him seeing them live. I was actually shaking when I saw them appear on the stage. I screamed louder than any other fan that night. ~DVD's - I am grateful for my DVD collection. We have between 300-400 DVD's right now and it's always growing. We enjoy watching movies and watch many of them over and over again like many of the Star wars movies ~dreams - I am grateful for my dreams. I have very vivid dreams and will wake up and write them down sometimes. ~darkside - I am grateful for this blog which Master and I refer to as Darkside a lot of the time. I think everyone out there has a darkside but many will deny it. ~Daily OM - It's one of the first e-mails I open every day. I love to get my horoscope e-mailed to me and find it interesting how close it comes to what's going on in my life. I believe in horoscopes. ~domestic discipline - I am grateful for having domestic discipline in my life. It's made me a better person. I have consequences for my actions and have learned to respect Master more and not fight the control as much as I once did. We started DD around the time of our wedding when we signed our TPE agreement. ~doctor - I am grateful for my Doctor. He helped me get through my car accident and given me advice and medications I needed during different points of my life. He also delivered my son by c-section. ~Darth - I am grateful for Darth. I love when that part of Master comes out. It's his darkside which comes out and I refer to it as Darth. He becomes so in control and dominant and I find my desire to please comes out when Darth comes out. He gets more intense and we tend to play very rough when Darth cums out. :) ~dildo - I am grateful for my pink dildo which Master uses on me sometimes to get me excited or to fuck me with it. ~dishwasher - I am very grateful for my dishwasher. What would life be like without one? I use it every day and it's saved me a ton of time to do other things. ~donuts - I am grateful for Tim Hortons donuts. I admit this is a treat that I can't eat much of or it would go straight on my hips. For our wedding we served everyone Tim Horton's and everyone was very happy about it. I love their donuts. ~discussions - I am grateful for being able to discuss different things. Master and I try to have at least half a hour a day to discuss our day and what's happening in our family whether it's just about plans for the day or things he wants me to do for him. ~daughter - I am grateful for my daughter in my life. I had a miscarriage and tried for a year and a half before getting pregnant with her on my birthday. I hope everyone is having a good Tuesday. I was up early enough to watch the sunrise this morning. It was so beautiful!! I love that crisp autumn feel in the air. I want to dance around the room to some Duran Duran right now... Reach up for the sunrise Put your hands into the big sky You can touch the sunrise Feel the new day enter your life May the force be with you all!! ~padme

Changes on Journey to the Darkside

Master Anakin wanted me to write a blog post tonight and apologize that he won't be able to get Ask Anakin up tonight. He is out at karate tonight and asked that I do a blog post for him. He wanted me to write about our weekend. He wants to come back and do some more work on our blog. We are both trying to give our blog a new look. We hope everyone is enjoying all the changes. Master Anakin spent six hours working on it yesterday and I know he wants to try to get some more things done on his list. I am very excited about the changes. Stay tuned for some exciting changes on Journey to the Darkside! He promises a Ask Anakin sometime this week when he's done the blog work. We've done a lot the last month to give this blog a fresh look. I'm sure everyone can see all the changes we have done to our blog. :) I saw this picture and fell in love with it. It reminds me of Master and I. I see the chemistry between Anakin and padme. I am so much in love with Master Anakin right now. We had a really connecting weekend. We had some very heavy play on Saturday night. I find that when we play like that I feel focused and happy. He is controlling so many aspects of my life right now and we are very happy in our D/s relationship. I am very submissive and love when he takes over the responsibility. My 34th birthday is coming up fast. Only a few weeks away. I am doing a lot of thinking lately about my life. Big things tend to happen around my birthday. I lost my virginity on my 18th birthday. I got pregnant on my birthday with my daughter. I had a affair in my first marriage on my birthday. I had a threesome with nikki and her husband just a week after my birthday. I had a threesome two years later with nikki and Master two weeks after my birthday. I met one of my online Doms on my birthday. We made the decision to go poly and open up our relationship one week before my birthday. I got a ultrasound of my son also a few weeks before my birthday. nikki and I ended our relationship three weeks after my birthday. It seems like thing just seem to happen around this time of the year and on my birthday. I wonder what will happen this year. I am embracing change this time instead of fighting it. I am looking forward to the future. I am happy in my relationship with Master Anakin. We are approaching our ten year anniversary in November and I am very excited about that. He's told me I will probably be receiving another tattoo for that. I love to wear his mark right now and look forward to him adding another one. I am back into my boxing and strict diet and exercises and am finally starting to lose a little weight I put on during the summer. I am feeling sexier than I have in a year. I am very happy about the direction of my journey. I am very happy to be handing over more of blog to Master Anakin. I am so glad everyone is enjoying his blog posts and work on the blog. He will be doing our HNT again this week so stay tuned. I promise you it's a really hot one!! I always wanted Journey to the Darkside to be a couple's blog. I am so happy to read Master's posts. I think he's a fabulous writer. He has been published before and he's got a lot of talent. He wrote me erotic stories early in our relationship. My weekend was really good. Friday was a bad day though. I was feeling low and really bad. Master fucked me Friday night but wouldn't let me cum. I found myself feeling very frustrated and angry. I got pretty mouthy. I felt so much built up pressure in me. I had a hard time going to sleep on Friday night. I was worried about S. I was feeling unloved and needy. I really felt out of control. Saturday Master surprised me. I had no clue what he had planned for me. He dropped our son off at his parent's. Our daughter was at my ex's. We had no kid's and a sunny day to spend together before our UFC overnight. He wouldn't tell me where he was taking me. He took me out for lunch to our favorite restraunt in town. He ordered my meal which is my favorite. He knows I love roast chicken and veggies. We walked over to Saje and he allowed me to spend 40 bucks for some early birthday gifts. He then told me we were going over to the casino. We don't go there very often so that was very exciting for me. I actually won!! It was a exciting feeling to walk out with more than I walked in. He had a allowance of how much I could gamble. I was happy to spend a little time on the slots. It reminded me of Las Vegas. We walked over to Value Village where he spent a lot more on me. I was spoiled. He bought me a very sexy outfit which you all will see for our HNT this week. I love the Halloween section at Value Village. I picked up a bunch of stuff there. We came home and stopped by Subway for some dinner to take back for the fights. I had cleaned the place and gotten it ready for our overnight. We came back and opened our bottle of French merlot. It was one of the best wines I have ever had. Well worth the 40 bucks. I was ordered to bath for him. I used the Tantra bath swish for the bath and listened to some Phantom of the Opera on my cd player and lit some candles. I was feeling sexy and ready for some play. I got a hard OTK before going downstairs and my ass was a bit red and sore while he took his bath. He wanted me focused for the fight and feeling submissive. I came down and chatted to good girl for a bit. I had to tell someone about how I was feeling. :) We went down to our basement and took a whole bunch pictures. I think we must have taken about 50 photos through out the night. We came up and got the UFC on shaw on demand. It was a great night for fights. The Matt Hughes vrs BJ Penn was one of the best fights I ever saw. We get really into the fights. I found myself cheering a few times. I had the butt plug up my ass for the last half of the fight. He teased me and fingered my clit while we watched the fight. Told me to spread my legs and he got me very excited but wouldn't allow me to cum. I was extremely wet by the time the last fight was over. I felt so much passion in me on Saturday night. So much build up. I wanted to cum so bad. I would have done anything for him to have a orgasm. He told me to bring down our toys and we started drinking our wine and had some really hot and sexy conversation. Usually he won't allow too many pictures of himself but I took a bunch of him with his mixed martial arts gloves on. He looked so sexy in those gloves and his black shirt on and corona boxers. Smelling like Axe Cologne. I told him about this fantasy of being spanked in the Octagon in front of everyone. I want to write a story about it. The story got him hard. We rented a porno on Shaw on demand and I gave him one of the best blow jobs I have ever given him. I was on my knees and I sucked him and used my hands to get him to horny and ready to explode. His cum flew into my face and tits. I knew he was a horny Darth at that point. I have never seen him so hard. He hit me a few times with his gloves on which always get me horny. I am a bit shy to admit that I love to be beaten with those gloves on. He punched me many times with his gloves on. I begged for it. I had a very nasty bruises the next day from how rough our play got. My tits had dark marks from the punching. My tits became his punching bag. The UFC tends to get me feeling very masochistic. I wanted to be hurt. I wanted Darth. I wanted bruises and marks. The masochist in me was needing to feel pain. I wanted to feel subspace. To go for a ride on the endorphin highway.. "Please hurt me, Darth" I teased. "Bend your sweet ass over that couch and I'll hurt your ass so bad" he taunted. I handed him the paddle and he used it hard on my ass many times. I leaned over and let him spank my ass over and over with his Master Anakin's paddle. My ass was red and sore and marked before he used his crop and cane. He used them on my ass so hard that my ass was bleeding by the time he was done. I didn't feel any of the pain at that point. I was flying in subspace. The wine went straight to my head and the subspace was kicking in. I wanted it hard. He gave me one of the most powerful orgasms I have ever had. He made me lean over his knee and he used his hand to spank me and then would stop and finger me and fist me and then spank me more. I love to feel his fist inside my pussy. I begged to cum and I exploded!! It was a mixture of pain and pleasure....he made me cum two more times that night. To the point I just couldn't take it anymore. My mind and body were exhausted...my soul belonged to him and I was feeling like submissive putty in his dominant hands. I do not remember going to bed that night. Master told me I couldn't walk properly. I was locked away in chains for that night. We normally can't do that as we have kid's but for our overnights he likes me in chains. I slept very solid. I felt owned...I felt loved. I had a very sexual dream that night. It's been a while since I had a sexual dream like that. Maybe it was because I was all chained up. I woke up wet. He let me out of the chains for Sunday morning but fucked me hard doggy style before going to pick up our son. We wanted each other so bad. I wanted him inside of me. It was incredible sex!! :) I spent Sunday working for him doing housework as he did the blog work. I brought him his drinks or food and did as I was told. He was Lord Vader of the house and he made sure I knew I was his submissive house slave yesterday. I got a lot done and felt so happy. I woke up today feeling owned and happy. It's a terrific feeling. I crave his control right now...I want Darth to cum out again...I want to be fucked, used, beaten. I want to be His...always, now and forever. I hope everyone had a good weekend! :) Tommorow's Tuesday and I already have my gratitude tuesday D list ready to get put up. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: blogging, Journey to the Darkside, spanking, Darkside

Construction of the Darkside continues

As all of you bloggers know, a blog template is never done. I had planned to do an Ask Anakin post today, but there were just so many things to do on the template work to do list, well, it just never happened. I promise, tomorrow I'll post another Ask Anakin question and answer. Here's an incomplete list of the updates, and I didn't get half way through the list. Click your browser's refresh button if you need to and enjoy. Firstly, I created a new stars background in photoshop; hopefully things are easier to read with the more realistic stars. I moved all our sponsors into one area and labeled it as such; any clicks on any of our sponsors are appreciated. I moved all of our posts and photos into drop down menus; some into catagories such as padme's public flashes photos (I had no idea she did so many, the naughty thing). I removed some graphics that weren't contributing much, moved other elements around into hopefully more logical groupings...you know, how we bloggers sometimes spend half a Sunday. Speaking of bloggers, I'd like to congratulate Bonnie on the one year anniversary of her blog My Bottom Smarts. She has created a fantastic and lucid spanking blog as you all know, and the blogosphere is a better place because of it. We look forward to the next year and more, Bonnie. Other than that, padme and I had one hell of a great overnight watching Matt Hughes win in the Ultimate Fighting Championship mixed martial arts fights Saturday Night. What a fighter, what a fierce heart! padme and I played a lot, and padme woke up with a sore ass and both of us with smiles on our faces despite the hangovers. God, what a great night. We took some GREAT photos we'll share soon, and I'll see if I can encourage padme to write some of the details soon too. ~ Anakin May the Force be with you. Technorati Tags: blogging, death star, Matt Hughes, darkside

Cheerleader fantasy

It's a quiet morning and I'm horny and alone. No one to chat to or play with. I want to masturbate but I know Master won't allow it. I feel wet and so turned on. I feel like I've been on orgasm denial. It's all built up inside of me. This has been the worst week for Master and I with finding time together. We've had nothing but interruptions and stress. Every night we plan to get together and find alone time but something happens or we are just too tired. Wednesday night Master did the HNT and we planned to have some play. I was craving a spanking. He fell asleep and I didn't want to wake him. Last night we agreed we were exhausted and had no energy to even fuck. So nothing has happened this week. No spankings. No sex. No play. I'm beyond horny at this point. All I can think of is sex and needing a spanking. This has been a very stressful week and the stress usually kills my sex drive. Master is so tired from his work. My boxing and walking has tired me out a lot. I had a few nights where I didn't sleep well and that affected things also. I feel like the last few nights I have been catching up on sleep. It's been a long week. I am so glad the weekend is almost here. TGIF. Tommorow is a overnight for us so I am hoping to catch up on some play time. UFC 63 is on tommorow night. I'm very excited about it. Master Anakin and I are huge UFC fans. Fight night is a huge deal to us. Tommorow one of my favorite fighters, Matt Hughes is fighting. Go Matt Go!! I hope the "country boy" wins. He's a really good fighter and I am looking forward to it. He's fighting BJ Penn. I've got a countdown going on my computer right now. :) I am so glad everyone enjoyed our HNT this week of me in my new cheerleader outfit. I decided that I would put up two pictures today to show everyone what I bought at Love Nest last Saturday. The second photo is another view of the cheerleader outfit. A clevage photo. *winks* Notice how that top barely covers my tits. I always wanted to be a cheerleader in high school and now I have my chance to act out some role playing with that outfit. (Go Team!!) Maybe I can wear it for the UFC fight tommorow night and cheer for Matt Hughes in it. You can see my early birthday presents laid out in the one photo. Master spoils me rotten. I truly am His princess. The new cheerleader outfit with pom pom's, blue butt plug, playboy vanilla massage oil and O'my lubricant. Master and I love to massage one another and the new oil is heavenly. It was a bit expensive but worth it. I love the new butt plug. I like to replace the butt plugs every six months or so. The O'my lubricant is my favorite brand. I won't use anything else. The cheerleader outfit fits me perfectly and is so cute. We did some role playing last Saturday night with it and I did some cheers for Master Anakin and Master R as you read in the HNT post. I loved both of their reactions to it. We took some very hot photos and even some video of the paddling. :) Master's first sexual experience was with a BC Lions cheerleader. I met her once at the PNE years ago. She was beautiful and had long red hair. He has often talked to me about having a cheerleader fantasy. I saw this at Love Nest and couldn't resist. I saw some other hot little outfits I'd like to get one day too. Master has a french maid fantasy also. People have called us a bit crazy for liking role playing but we find this puts a spark into our sex life. I have many school girl outfits that I like to wear for him. It adds a lot to a scene. I enjoyed getting a hard paddling by Master Anakin and Master R on Saturday night. We got to all live out a very hot fantasy together. S has her surgery this afternoon. I was going to go wait for her while she was getting it done but instead I will be coming with Master to pick her up after she is done as she is not able to drive and her hubby is working. She's nervous about it. I am thinking about her a lot. Master plans to do an Ask Anakin post this weekend. We have no plans other than the UFC overnight tommorow night. There's a bottle of expensive French merlot waiting for tommorow night. Iv'e been on a strict diet all week and am even craving chocolate or a glass of merlot right now. All I can think of right now is sex and spankings!! I feel so alone right now and needy. I need Master's control right now. I want his hand around my neck. I want to see his dominance in his eyes. I need Darth so bad. Beat me...spank me..fuck me..use me...whip me...crop me...flog me...hurt me so bad Master.... I am craving a spanking so bad today. I feel so much built up pressure in me. I am hoping Master will read this and cum home and make some time to spank my ass and relieve some stress. I am longing for some alone time with him. Just the two of us...alone...a paddle or crop or flogger by his side...perhaps his belt too...my ass over a pillow waiting. Some spanking time to reconnect and get us so horny that we have some wild passionate sex. ohhhhh...Master please cum home soon... May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: roleplaying, cheerleader, cheerleader fantasy, spank me, role playing, horny

Happy HNT - Cheerleader Paddling

Happy HNT everyone! Here's a picture of padme in her newest outfit, a totally cute cheerleader uniform, complete with pom-poms. I love the cleavage it showed and how sweet and naughty she looked. Yummy! I gave padme an early birthday present; I sent her into the sex store, The Love Nest with $100 dollars and only asked that she buy something sexy that we would both enjoy. padme's birthday is in October (she's a libra) but this was a early gift for her to treat herself to some sexy stuff. She knows I have had cheerleader fantasies and saw the outfit and had to buy it. She also got a butt plug, playboy vanilla massage oil and o'my lubricant. My cheerleader wanted to surprise me, so she kept the outfit between her knees in the car on the way home, then went racing upstairs when we got home to try it on. I was totally surprised when padme pranced downstairs in her running shoes and pom-poms shaking and modeling this cheerleader uniform for me. She was all excited and did a little cheer for me with all the sweet enthusiasm of a true cheerleader. "M - A - S - T - E - R!" she cheered for me as she shook her pom-poms and her tits. "What does that spell? Master, yeah Master!" and she jumped in the air. I've got to love my padme for her enthusiasm. She's amazing. Then I surprised her in kind. "You know, you'd better get another cheer together for the other quarterback coming over tonight." She looked puzzled and worried. She knew Master R was coming over to too, but she didn't know I wanted a cheer. She had this sweet oh my god look on her face, but soon she was coming up with a cheer which both Master R and myself would never forget. I had arranged a night for her to spend with Master R and I so she could get a early birthday spanking from him and some fun with us both. Master R arrived and padme was upstairs. She cued up a song and came downstairs. I didn't see it coming, but of course, she put on Gwen Stephani's - Hollaback girl, and mouthed the words and gyrated to it as Master R and I enjoyed and got all excited. Man, my girl padme can shake it and grind it when she wants to. She blew my mind; Master R seemed blown away with huge eyes. What a fantasy cum true she was. When the song ended, I pulled out Master R and my surprise for padme. The "Master Anakin" paddle. padme looked all excited. We had her bend over the couch and grab her running shoes, and bending over she gave a great view of her red butterfly thong as her cheerleader skirt rode up high. First 10 paddles from me, next ten from Master R. padme glowed with excitement and pain all at once. I had her say "Gimme another!" between each stroke, which just added to the fun. God, my cheerleader, I enjoyed the game so much that night. She served Master R and I so well and had a very sore and red ass at the end of the night. I know she'll be wearing that cheerleader outfit more in the future. May the force be with you! Happy HNT! I hope everyone enjoys the HNT picture this week of my little cheerleader. My padme is going to be getting a OTK tonight and some attention from me after our kid's are in bed. I can't wait! ~ Anakin Technorati Tags: HNT, cheerleader, paddling, cheerleader spanking

Gratitude Tuesday - The Letter C

It's been a few days since I posted. Saturday night was awesome. I'm glad I got to spend some time with Master R before he left for his trip and get my birthday spanking from him. We had a really fun time with him. I enjoy our play time with him. My birthday isn't til October but he will be away during my birthday weekend. We took some pictures on Saturday and Master plans to put one up for our HNT this week. So stay tuned for that! I am glad for Tuesday's now. I have had my list for Gratitude Tuesday ready for a few days. I really need something positive right now. The last few days have been really rough for me. I have been trying to keep some things off this blog about what has been going on with me the last few weeks. Those close to me will know what has been going on. The truth is...this has really affected me. I've lost sleep and fallen into a bit of a depression due to all the stress. A year ago when we started Journey to the Darkside I enjoyed blogging very much. Blogging didn't take up a lot of energy or time. I blogged about my feelings and enjoyed the time when it was time to do my posts. The last few weeks I have been very burnt out and have had something going on that has affected my life on and outside this blog. I have tried my very best to not bring any issues onto this blog and keep it positive. I have been deeply hurt by someone I let into my heart and got to know outside this blog. I have also been very hurt and upset by things happening on different blogs. The last few weeks I have been struggling to keep my head above water. Blogging hasn't been very fun for me the last while. Yesterday was very rough. This isn't the first time in the last few weeks that I have had a emotional breakdown. I was ready to delete my blog. I wanted to delete the blog and not look back. Blogging is supposed to be fun, not upsetting. I am longing for peace in my life. I plan to start my boxing today and get back into the things that I enjoy. I need to focus on my family. Too much focus has been on blogging lately. I have asked Master Anakin a few times about deleting our blog in the last year and he always talks me out of it. Yesterday he was feeling very similar. We had a talk over lunch about deleting Journey to the Darkside. We were ready to press the delete key when my very close friend, Stiletto Girl phoned me. I really want to thank her today for being there for me. If she hadn't talked me out of it, this blog wouldn't be here today. She has been strong for me when I havn't felt much strength lately. She had a really good talk about blogging with me and made me realize that deleting our blog was a decision that would be hard to go back on. I don't feel like I have too many friend's in my life right now. I have had a lot of loss the last few months. I am so grateful for SG. Her and my friend, S and good girl and griz are my best friend's. I am not sure how I would have coped the last few weeks without good girl and SG and Griz. I didn't sleep very well last night (3 hours of sleep) and came to the decision that I really need to make some changes in my life...we won't delete our blog but something needs to change. The amount of time and energy and focus I have put into blogging is crazy. I have invested a lot into some internet friendships that have ended badly. Something needs to change.. In a little over a year we have done 531 blog posts. Master Anakin and I have put hours and hours into this blog. We have both sacrificed personal time to do blog posts and work on this blog. Over the summer I spent many days on the computer all day and not getting much done with my day. I made a decision recently to cut down on my computer time. I don't think I am the only blogger who's had the problem of trying to juggle it all. I've read blog posts this morning by Tiggr and also ceeci who have said blogging has taken up a lot of time in their lives. I know a few others bloggers who have taken breaks because blogging has become too much for them too. Blogging can be very time consuming. Between the blog posts, commenting on other blogs and trying to keep up with my many e-mails and also chatting with internet friend's...I have spent sometimes all day on the computer. This cuts into my family time and responsibilities as a slave. There was many nights during the summer Master Anakin came home from work and dinner was not on the table and not much was done around the house. My blog list of blogs that I read has grown over a year. There are too many blogs to try to keep up with on a daily basis. Many times I am spending hours trying to read all the different blogs and commenting. I can't maintain it anymore. I will be cutting down on it. I will be limiting my computer time and not blogging as much. Too much energy and focus has been on blogging the last few weeks. I am handing over a lot of this blog to Master Anakin. He will be doing our HNT this week and he plans to do another Ask Anakin. I plan to throw myself into some projects this week and get some things done that I didn't get time for over the summer due to my computer time. My friend, S has surgery coming up on Friday also and needs me this week. I have new rules set for me by Master Anakin. I plan to make him and our family a priority and not blogging. I hope others will understand if I am in the shadows more. I appreciate the support and understanding. The Journey will continue... I am very grateful for Gratitude Tuesday. I am enjoying this series very much. I hope others will join in and try it on their blogs. When I think of the things I am grateful for that begin with the letter "C" I think of: ~ceeci - I am grateful for ceeci for starting this wonderful positive series. I look forward now to Tuesdays and enjoy writing my list each week for things I am grateful for. She's one of my favorite blogs and a really wonderful person to know. :) ~cat - I am grateful for my cat, Meisha. She's a part of our family now and we all love her so much. ~children - I am grateful for my children, skywalker and leia. They are a huge part of my life and I enjoy being a mother very much. ~collar - I am grateful for being able to wear Master's collar. I wear my different collars (play and private and public) every day. The only time I am not wearing a collar is in the shower or bath. My collar is a symbol of my submission to Master Anakin. ~clevage - I am grateful for being able to have some clevage. :) ~calender - I am grateful for my calender which hangs in my kitchen. Without it I swear I would lose my mind. On days like today with meet the teacher night I need to have it written down or I would forget. I have a very busy schudule with two kid's in school and many events which are all written down on my fairy calender. ~car - I am grateful for our car. I don't have my driver's licence but I am glad Master has our car and is able to drive it. That car has taken us on many trips and been there for times we need to go somewhere. ~cane - I am grateful for Master's cane which teaches me. I have a love/hate relationship with the cane. ~cock - I am grateful for Master's cock. I worship his cock and enjoy sucking on it very much. :) ~clothes - I am grateful for all my clothes. I have a closet full of very nice clothes. ~camera - I am grateful for our camera which takes photos of our family and also of private moments like on Saturday night. It has captured some wonderful memories. ~cappucino - I love cappucino! Especially Starbucks. On days like my wedding day it was able to wake me up for the day after very little sleep. ~cinnamon - I am grateful for cinnamon. It's Master and I's favorite spice. I put it on a lot of my baking. ~coca cola - I am grateful for coca cola. It's my favorite pop. I have tried to cut down on the amount of coke I drink but it's hard. I love the taste of it. I am not a pepsi drinker. ~candles - I am grateful for candles. I love them and burn them a lot. There is many candles in my livingroom and also my bathroom for hot baths. I can't seem to see a candle burning and not put my finger into the flame though. :) ~control - I am grateful for Master's control in my life. It keeps me focused and has given me discipline in my life. ~clothespins - I am grateful for clothespins. Master likes putting them on different parts of my body and it has lead to some very powerful orgasms. I especially love them on my nipples. I hope everyone is enjoying their day. May the force be with you all!! ~padme

Ask Anakin : Star Wars and Jar Jar Binks

Question: What was george Lucas thinking when he created Jar Jar Binks? Asked by: Griz This is a great (and difficult) question, Griz. Jar Jar Binks is clearly the most disliked character in the Star Wars universe. It has been said that George Lucas's characters in Star Wars are modern day equivilents of medieval icons; not fully developed, multifaceted people, but one dimentional symbols that stand in for qualities of human nature: the evil one, the hero, the wise one. These archetypal icons as characters can unfortunately lend themselves to appearing as stereotypes when applied to real human beings. Jar Jar is, I beleive, the archtype of the Fool, or the simpleton who means well. Unfortunately, the implimentation of Jar Jar's manorisms and traits on the screen and in the dialogue and speech and motion gave him the appearance of racist overtones. What was George Lucas thinking? I'm not sure, but I think he hoped to have the simpleton Jar Jar join the Star Wars universe to perhaps to be cute and lovable for younger audience members, like the Ewoks, and/or to perhaps be a foil for the other more serious iconic characters. Sadly, he never came across as more than an annoying fool. He lacked any coolness that most other characters in Star Wars have, and didn't have the attraction of the cuteness of the Ewoks. Perhaps it was his size, or his amphibious nature, but just wasn't attractive; he had a face that only a mother could Gungan could love. That was something that george missed. Jar Jar didn't belong in the Star Wars universe. He didn't fit in or bring about the response George was hoping for I'm sure. I think the failure was in the implimentation and mannerisms or Jar Jar Binks as the simpleton or wise fool archetype or icon character that lead to the failure of the character as a whole in the Star Wars movies he appeared in. He could have worked. He could have been a wise fool, perhaps revealing truthes that would be missed by the stronger, supposedly wiser icons of good and evil. But that was not to be. Viewers lost any message he may have had to deliver by his distracting appearance and manner and speech. It's sad and unimaginable to me that it wasn't caught earlier, this character that didn't work. Interestingly, he was Jar Jar was essentially a special effect, voiced and animated not on set but in post production, inside computers. I think the blame, again, lies here, after filming, in the special effects labs. George, how about redoing the movie with a different Jar Jar, an new voice, a new character, new dialogue? Interestingly, there is an fan created edit of Star Wars : the Phantom menace, called the Phantom Edit, and it, among other things, eliminates several Jar Jar scenes and tighten things up a lot. It, in my opinion, sounds like a much better version considering that Jar Jar is essentially a failed implimentation of a workable and good idea; another icon or archetypal character, the simpleton or wise fool. ~ Anakin Thank you EVERYONE for all the great questions you've asked so far. I promise to give them all the best answers and thoughts that I can; if you've asked me a question, I'll be getting to it very soon; if you have another question or haven't asked yet, please email me at anakins.blog@gmail.com and ask away! I look forward to answering all your questions and to to getting even more to answer. Technorati Tags: Ask Anakin, q&a, Star Wars, Jar Jar Binks

Hot night for Master and slave...

I didn't plan to do a blog post today. I noticed we have passed 600,000 hits. Yeah! I wanted to write before our night tonight. Master is out getting us some of my favorite sushi for dinner. He has given me a few surprises today. I got a few birthday presents early. He surprised me this morning by arranging an overnight with no kids for tonight for us. We have a very hot and naughty night coming up. He is full of surprises. Our friend, Master R is coming over tonight to join us for a little fun. I didn't know about this until an hour ago. Now I'm all flustered and horny. Master R has the weekend free and he and Master Anakin arranged for tonight a few days ago but wanted me to be surprised. Master R will not be here for the weekend of my birthday. So we are going to play tonight!! :) Tonight I am getting a birthday spanking from Master R. He wanted to give it to me personally before he goes away on his trip next week. I am sitting here typing in my new outfit I got from Love Nest. I am wearing my red butterfly thong with it. I am wet and horny and needing a spanking. I have two sexy Masters who are going to play with me and enjoy a very horny padme. I have been told I will be getting spanked with many different toys. My ass is going to glow. It's going to be so sore and hurt. I will be serving both of them tonight. God! I can't wait! Master Anakin gave me a hundred dollars today and told me to go spend it in my favorite sex store, Love Nest. My birthday is coming up in a few weeks. I am turning 34. I was told today that I could pick out whatever I wanted. We drove into Burnaby this afternoon and I got to have fun. We had lunch and then headed to Love Nest. There was a few people in there. I love Love Nest. It's my favorite store. They have so many sexy things to chose from. We replaced my butt plug which was wearing down and got some vanilla scented massage oil. Delicious! I got a new outfit and will be taking photos of it tonight for our HNT this Thursday so stay tuned for that. We picked up some O'My lubricant also which is my favorite. I am a very lucky slave girl and am so happy and excited right now. I'm in a bit of a bratty mood. I am hoping I will be spanked hard tonight!! Master R is arriving here around 7 pm. We are going to enjoy some sushi and alone time before he arrives. Master Anakin picked up a bottle of Bacardi Rum. It's been a long time since I drank that. I am having a rum and coke right now as I type this post to you. I'm listening to some sexy music. (Relax by Frankie goes to Hollywood) It's going to be a very hot night. I can just feel it. Last night was wonderful too. It's been a good weekend. I got spanked with Master's hand last night til it was cherry red and then got some attention with his belt. I was fucked hard and came twice. I woke up feeling relaxed and happy. I had no idea that I would be going to Love Nest for some birthday shopping or that Master R would be coming over tonight. I love surprises!! I'm a very happy padme right now. I decided to put up a photo from our archives. I am wearing my naughty school girl outfit and I have my black and white thong pulled down and have Bad Girl written on my ass. I have my black fish net stockings on. Master is about to paddle me hard with his Master Anakin's paddle. On one side it says Master Anakin's paddle. On the other it says Who's your Daddy and has a picture of Darth. When he is in Darth mode I get that side of the paddle. I hope Darth will cum out tonight. I hope both Master R and Master Anakin will bring me into a state of subspace and make my ass glow for them. I'm sure that between the two of them (sounds yummy) I'll quickly reach subspace. I should get busy! I am going to lay all the toys out for them and get ready for my hot night. I hope everyone is enjoying the weekend! I sure am!! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: threesome, spanking, paddling, Journey to the Darkside

Spank me please

The first thing I thought of when I woke up this morning was needing a spanking. I need it bad. I am craving a sore reddened ass. I want to feel a crop or a hand spanking my behind. Is there any volunteers who want to cum over and spank my ass?? I need it hard. I need it rough. I want to hear the crack of the paddle as it hits my ass hard. I want to have it burn enough that I can't sit for a few days. I am putting up a picture today of my spanking last weekend. Master and I had our 16 year anniversary of when we first became friend's. We went and saw the movie, Crank and then had a wonderful dinner at Moxie's. There was a scene in that movie, Crank that turned me on. There was a scene of public sex and Master and I both talked about it. I enjoyed the movie a lot. Our date was wonderful. We came back to some play. He used his Master Anakin's paddle hard on my ass. He used the crop also. My ass was glowing by the time he was done with it. You can see a action shot in this photo of the exact moment that paddle came down hard on my behind. He pulled down my black and pink sheer panties and he laid that paddle right into my bottom and made it feel like it was on fire. I'd like to say Happy Anniversary to good girl and Griz. They are celebrating one year together and are going away for a naughty and fun weekend together. I'm so happy for my friend's. I hope they have a fabulous time away and come back with some naughty details. :) I'd like to also say happy birthday today to a woman I spent some time with over my labor day long weekend. It's amber's birthday today. I've been thinking about her a lot since our naughty weekend together. She made me feel things I hadn't felt in 4 years since nikki. I think about her a lot. I keep meaning to post about that weekend. I sure wish she lived closer so we could spend some more time together. I find myself masturbating sometimes thinking of her going down on me. Thinking of our kinky time together. She gave me some big reasons to smile lately. There's another woman who's been on my mind a lot lately. Stiletto Girl had a really neat idea on her blog. She did a auction of herself for some free time she had yesterday. I really wish we lived closer. I would have loved to spend six hours with her. I asked for a rain cheque for it. I admit it. I have the major hots for SG. She's my type of women. She's strong, beautiful, and has a incredible personality. The other night I was in my bath and fantasizing about her. I couldn't help but touch myself in the bath and think of what we would do together when we meet. I can't wait to meet her. I think about it all the time. She's become very important in my life. The blogs brought us together but our friendship is so much more than the blogs. I hope she had a wonderful night with "O" last night. I was thinking about her as I fell asleep. :) I admit it. I'm damn horny today. Master has told me we are going to be reconnecting as Master and slave this weekend and he has special plans for me. I can't wait! It's been a long week and we are both looking forward to some play time this weekend. I met Master R for coffee and a spanking yesterday. We went to Tim Hortons for coffee and then came back for a little play before I had to go to the school. We had a really good talk about our friendship and the future. I am very grateful for him being in my life. We came back to 20 minutes of non-stop spanking. He took me over his knee first to redden my ass and then took off his belt for some hard strokes over the couch. I needed it and wished we had more time together but our time was cut short. Maybe next time. :) We are almost at 600,000 hits! Master Anakin and I want to thank our dear reader's for being a part of our journey...our Journey to the Darkside. Thank you for all the comments and e-mails and support. Master Anakin plans to do another Ask Anakin this weekend so stay tuned for that. We hope to also put another spanking video onto our blog very soon. Anyone want to see it?? I am craving a spanking!! Someone please cum over and spank me hard!! Maybe I should borrow Stiletto Girl's idea and auction myself off but do it a bit different. I would auction off my ass for a spanking?? What do you all think?? Any bids?? My home waxing didn't turn out very well. Next time I will definatly get it done professionally. I read the hottest blog post today from Devil in a Sexy Blue Dress called Pajama Party. It really turned me on!! Please check it out!! TGIF. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend. Master...cum home soon!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: TGIF, spanking, OTK, bisexual, dark side

Happy HNT in handcuffs

Happy HNT! Here's padme handcuffed, showing us her sweet ass in her heart panties, waiting for the spanking to come. These are the handcuffs we bought at a police auction, not your cheap sex store specials. padme loves the feeling of how firm and inescapeable these cuffs are; truly heavy metal, shiny and cold chrome against her soft wrists. padme sweetly suffered through her spanking after this photo was taken. I sat in an old chair, and motioned for padme to stand to my side. She doddled over to me only slightly hesitantly, her eyes looking at her bare feet. "Stop." I said with her right beside me. I put my fingers just under the waistband of the panties and slowly slid them down to her knees. She could not and did not resist. All I could see for a reaction was the most suble hint of a grin on her lips as she hung her head down, watching me take off her last peice of clothing except for her handcuffs. The panties on the floor at her feet, the air cool, I reached behind her waist and pulled her down across my knee, carefully supporting her as she was unable to with her hands so securely behind her back. I felt no resistance. More likely, it felt as if she moved too quickly to get across my lap and could hardly wait to begin. "You know..." I said, sliding my hand over her bare cheeks, "...you're hard to resist when you practically beg for a good spanking." "I want it bad, Master, and don't tell me you don't too." she said. "I couldn't agree more" I said, quickly followed by my hand swatting her ass, starting out fairly hard. Often padme just needs a good spanking, and just as often I need to give her one. Often it is pleasure, not punishment, that motivates. How could I resist, and why would I ever want to? Then the building, the slowly but steadily building up of both the pace and the severity of the strokes of my big, open hand across her cheeks. Some left cheek, some right cheek, some right up the middle, swat after swat, spank after spank, padme slowly begining to writhe in pleasure and pain. I struggle to keep her on my lap. "Still!" I shout. "More!" she sounds back, her ass wiggling and rising to meet my hands, her ass turning pink, her fingers extending in ecstatic contortions in her shiny chrome cuffs. "Mmm." she says under her pronounced panting. "So be it!" I say, swatting even harder, my hand stinging from the repeated spanks to her ass, my other hand holding her against me, balancing her across my knees. I'm breaking a sweat, and enjoying every moment of this. My cock grows hard in appreciation of her pink, well spanked ass across my lap. Spank after spank until my hand burns, and then without warning I thrust my finger into her pussy, and she gasps "Ah..mmmmmmm" and begins to grind against my hand that a moment ago was giving her the hardest spanks I could manage. "Please." she says, and I wonder what. "Yes, please." and so I continue, feeling her breath heavier and heavier, finger trusting in and out of her wet pussy, fucking her with my hand, until her breathing and motions creshendo and then pause in that perfect moment of orgasm, where time stands still, endorphins and orgasm mix in the brain. She tightens, becomes almost rigid, except for her quivering, and stuttering breathing, and the moment lasts forever it seems, and then it is done. My slave girl is limp, and I lay her on the bed and wipe her forehead, and she can barely move and goes into a post orgasmic nearly fetal position. I caress her red ass, and she lets out a deep breath. "I'm yours" she says, so sweetly yet from another place, I know she floats in and out of subspace. I can no longer wait. Off comes the belt, out comes my raging hard on, and I roll padme over onto her front. "Yes, please Master. Fuck me." she pleads. She need not plead. I drive into her from behind and above, as a hunter to his pray. "Ooooo" she moans as I drive into her deeply; hands on her wrists I fuck her fast and furious, running the images of her spanking over and over again in my head. Soon I'm there, and I hand onto the moment of climax for as long as I can, then I explode, and feel wave after wave of release all through me, pulse pounding, pushing hard into her. Then I'm in heaven, and as I collapse beside her, spent, I am happy beyond words that my padme loves to be spanked as much as I love to spank her. ~ Anakin Technorati Tags: HNT, spanking, OTK, handcuffs, panties

Morning quickie

I only have about 20 minutes to write this blog post before going to pick up my son from kindergarden. I didn't plan to write a blog post but I have had a really nice morning and wanted to blog about it. Yesterday was a pretty bad day for me. I had an emotional breakdown yesterday afternoon due to a lot of stress that's been going on in my life the last week. My friend, S is very upset about finding out about her cervical cancer. I've had a few things going on also in my life that I can't discuss on the blog but it emotionally drained me yesterday. I phoned Master in tears. I told him that I was having problems dealing with it all. He came home and took care of me. He told me as he tucked me into bed and kissed me on my forehead that he was going to take a few hours off in the morning off work to let me sleep in and he would take the kids to school. I've been doing a lot of walking to and from the school as well as my boxing and it's also tired me out a lot. I haven't slept very well lately and I was exhausted last night. It was wonderful to sleep in and come downstairs and know the kids were at school and Master was taking care of things. I got on yahoo chat with my very good friend, good girl. She's been there for me a lot lately and I really appreciate her friendship in my life. We started chatting about her buying a wax kit to do a home wax job for the first time. I admit I got very curious about it. I've always wanted to try waxing. I hate shaving all the time and find it frustrating that my hair tends to grow back so fast. Master walked in the door with a double double coffee from Tim Hortons for me and I told good girl I had to go as we only had an hour together before he had to leave for work. With the kids in school the house was quiet and we wanted to make the most of our time together. I sipped the coffee and discussed the waxing with Master. He had a big smile on his face. He told me he wants me to try waxing now too and to go by Wal-mart and pick up a wax kit today. So good girl and I who are both "wax virgins" will be both trying this out for the first time tonight. I'm glad to be able to share this experience with someone. I am very nervous but excited about it. :) He told me to get my ass upstairs so I put down the coffee and headed up to our bedroom. I heard him taking off his belt as we were going up the stairs. I knew a spanking was coming and started to get very wet. We havn't had much intimacy the last few days due to stress and I really needed a good spanking on my ass. I begged him for his belt. To give it to my ass really good and hard. "Please Master...please spank me hard" I begged. "How hard, slave. Really hard?" he asked me. I stuck my ass up in the air and he didn't hesitate. I was only wearing my Bad Kitty nightshirt and I lifted it up and exposed my white ass to his belt. I love getting his belt. I love it crossing my ass and making it red and sore. He gave me about 40 hard strokes with with that belt of his. My ass felt like it was on fire. I went into subspace fast. I heard him unzip his pants and take his jeans off. He pushed me onto the bed with the belt still in his hands and he entered me from behind with his very hard cock. He grabbed me with my blonde hair with his other hand and he fucked me very hard. I begged permission to cum as I could feel it building in me. "Cum for me, bitch" he growled at me. I exploded and about a minute later he exploded with his orgasm. We laid together for a few minutes and he kissed me and looked into my eyes. "Are you going to be a good slave for me today and buy that waxing kit?" he asked. "Yes, Sir" I responded. He slapped my ass and told me he had to go to work but to clean up after he was gone. He wanted his cum in me for a while after he left. I walked him to the door after getting his lunch bag and a cold coke from the fridge and kissed him goodbye. I had his cum running down my leg as he was leaving. I came up and chatted for a few minutes with good girl before going to take a long hot shower. What a way to spend the morning! I love morning quickie's. They are the best! I have a sore ass and a better focus for today and will be running out now to buy a wax kit to try waxing my pussy for the first time. Can anyone out there give me any hints about it?? I am curious to know what it's going to be like. May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: quickie, waxing, spanking

Gratitude Tuesday - the letter B

It's Tuesday and that means it's time for my Gratitude Tuesday blog post. I admit that a part of me didn't want to do a blog post today. I am feeling a bit troubled by something and it's hard to concentrate on anything but this. I found out last night my best friend, S has cervical cancer. She has been getting inconclusive pap smears for years and got the news yesterday about the cancer. She's of course very upset and scared about this. She lost her mother at a early age and she's afraid the same thing will happen to her and she's got six kid's. She goes in for surjery next week for it. I have offered my help to her and her family so I am not sure how much I will be online for the next while with this going on. Master will be doing the HNT post again this week and hopes to do another Ask Anakin also. S has been my best friend for over six years. She's a bit older than me and this has given me a lot to think about this morning. I made my appointment for my pap smear this morning after getting the news. It's been two years and I keep putting it off. Today's Gratitude Tuesday post is dedicated to my best friend (best starts with B, the letter I am doing today) and I am worried about her and really care about her. I am grateful for my best friend. She's been there through some very tough times in my life. I can't imagine my life without her. She's on my mind a lot this morning. Please check out ceeci's blog for more information on the Gratitude Tuesday. I'm really enjoying doing my lists every week. :) When I think of the things I am grateful for that begin with the letter B I think of: ~belda - I am grateful for my friendship with belda. I enjoy our chats on yahoo. :) ~Bill - I am grateful for my friend, Bill who lives in New York. I know this is a hard week for him and I've been worried about him. I care about him a lot. ~blogging - I am grateful for being able to blog. It's been a good outlet for me this last year and I've met some incredible people through it and been able to express myself. ~belt - I have a belt fetish and admit that this is my favorite spanking toy. I am grateful for Master's belt. I can't count the amount of times I have been given a spanking with his black belt. ~birds - I am grateful for the birds that chirp and are around. I love to wake up and hear them in the morning. ~bread - I am grateful for bread and love to eat a lot of it. Especially garlic bread. Yum! ~babies - I am grateful for my babies in my life. My kitten is still a baby and I still think of my kid's as babies sometimes too. ~boxing - I am extremely grateful for my boxing in my life. It's given me a very positive outlet in my life. I love to box and would love to go into it professionally. There is nothing better than being able to go box my frustrations and stress out. ~basement - I am grateful for having a big basement. We spent a whole weekend cleaning it out and making a really neat gym out of it. I love to go work out down there and it's nice and cool and lots of room. We have had many play scenes down there and also done some picture taking down there. :) ~birthdays - I am grateful for my birthday. It was the day I was born into this world and I am glad to be alive. My birthday is next month and I am turning 34. ~bondage - I am grateful for bondage. This is a love of mine and I enjoy the freedom in being bound and helpless. ~bdsm - I am grateful for having the bdsm lifestyle in my life. ~beach - I am grateful for the beach. It's one of my favorite places to be. ~boots - I am grateful for Master's boots. Those terminator boots have kicked my bottom a few times and one of my job's is to keep them polished for him. ~blue - I am grateful for the color, blue. My favorite color is red but I also really like blue. ~baking - I am grateful for being able to bake. I enjoy cooking and baking. It's a passion of mine. ~bum/bottom - I am grateful for having a bum so that Master can spank it! I hope everyone is having a nice Tuesday. May the force be with you all!! ~padme

Sugasm #46

The best of the sex blogs this week by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts voted by Sugasmer participants. Want in Sugasm #47? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you’re all set. This Week’s Picks Body Image & Sex Work (http://lipstickexplosion.com)“Then, I thought about myself in that playspace, obsessing over how to present my body, while the client, evidently, was enthralled.” The Fever is Real (http://theholidaylife.blogspot.com)“This was Dior’s way to lay down the gauntlet for Matthew… ‘I’m ready. I’m hot. I’m panting with desire. I’m gorgeous and sexy - come fuck me.’” Just What You’re Missing (http://sabrinainstockings.com)“That’s when I lean forward and kiss along your jawline… slow hungry pressings of soft lips and hot breath with just the barest hint of tongue.” Mr. Sugasm Himself Book Review: ‘Fresh: Girls of Seduction’ by Dave Naz (http://sugarbank.com) Editors’ Choice Having Myself All to Myself (http://www.TaraTainton.com) More SugasmJoin the Sugasm (Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.) Thoughts on Sex and Relationships Second Week Without a Functional Computer Of My Own….. (http://totalsensuality.blogspot.com) Where are the manners? (http://cuntinglinguist.blogspot.com) Would you sleep with a virgin? (http://edinerotica.blogspot.com) Sex Work Panty Tree (http://radicalvixen.com/blog) Sex News and Sexy Reviews Clone A Willy Moulding Vibrator Kit (http://www.orgasmarmy.com) The Man With Two Penises (http://www.quirkysex.com/blog) Sex Toy Designer Spotlight: Lelo Interview (http://sultry.naughtyblog.net) The Three Best Girl-on-Girl Pornos of All Time (http://blog.johnqafterhours.com) Erotic Writing and Experiences Back in His Arms (http://designingintimacy.blogspot.com) Fare Amore (http://confessions112.blogspot.com) Grrl’s Night Out (http://xantasia.blogspot.com) Guest blogger: “Dessert” (http://emergingontheotherside.blogspot.com) How we spent our Anniversary! (http://dontwakethekids.blogspot.com) Just for the taste of her…(part one) (http://dirtydetails.blogspot.com) The long hard weekend f*ck (http://dirtyandthirty.blogspot.com) More Hot Wife Memories (http://marriedtoahotwife.blogspot.com/) Need (http://www.kingdomofmean.com/sheets/) Shower in the shower (http://solostories.blogspot.com) NSFW Pics Blonde Bombshell Jurgita Valts (http://www.thesexbox.com/blog) Cowgirl HNT (http://texasspitfire.blogspot.com) Gauge (http://www.internetisforporn.com) Half-Nekkid in the Bible Belt (http://www.TarasNaughtyShop.com) Happy naughty panties HNT! (http://darkside-journey.blogspot.com) Sexy upskirt in kitchen (http://upskirtr.blogspot.com) BDSM and Fetish Back School, Back To Books, Back to “SchoolGirls’” Dirty Looks (http://shayssexcolumn.blogspot.com)Dishonourable discharge (http://assistantmistress.blogspot.com) Fiction: Grocery Dom (http://erotiterrorist.blogspot.com) How to make her body betray her… (http://everythingoze.blogspot.com) On Shade45 With DJ Whoo Kid and Crew (http://www.caramelvixen.com/vixen-blog) Playing hookie (http://redvelvetropeburn.com) Sassy me (and domesticity) (http://aliferestarted.blogspot.com) Spanking and Brass Bands (http://www.spankingwriters.com) Tales From Under The Desk, Part 11 (http://thebinside.blogspot.com) The stunning Jurgita Valts appears c/o The Sex Box.

Big changes for a slave

My babies are growing up on me. Today was a very significant day for me. I planned to write a blog post about Master and I's date night but I really wanted to write about today and some of the things I am feeling. Today's blog post I write to get some feelings out and let others know a update on how I am doing. I took most of the weekend off the computer. I kept up with a few blogs but other than that did a lot of relaxing and playing with Master. We took some photos on Saturday that turned out awesome. I hope to put a few up this week. Today I wanted to share a photo with everyone of my kitten. She's growing up on me. The last photo I put up was months ago when she was very little. She's now 8 months old and doing well. Miesha is my little baby. I really enjoy having a cat again. My ex got the cat's in the divorce and I've missed having a kitty to pamper. Miesha is sitting beside the sand box in this picture and I think she looks so cute. :) My son had his first official day of kindergarden today!! :) This last week was gradual entry into kindergarden and today was his first half day of morning kindergarden. He went into his class waving at me and I walked away a bit emotional. It's really hard to let go. To know my little boy is growing up on me. There are no more babies for me. This is it. My daughter is in grade 6 now and also growing up on me. I came home a bit emotional about it all. I had a really good talk on the phone with Stiletto Girl today. I can't wait to meet Stiletto Girl and she's got a very special place in my heart. I am so happy to be able to talk to someone about having a poly relationship. I think sometimes she is the only one to really understand different things I am going through. I am so grateful for our friendship. I am back to my walking back and forth to the school and the new rules that Master has started. It's worn me out a bit. I feel a lot of peace though. Something very significant happened yesterday that I wanted to share with the blog. Anyone who has read my blog for a while knows that my brother went through a few difficult time a few months ago. His drug problem with crystal meth came to a head and there was a intervention. He went into a rehab program and has tried to clean up his life. I got to see my brother for the first time in 3 years yesterday. He phoned me Saturday and told me he was down visiting my Dad and wanted to see me. He's out of rehab but still getting a lot of help and support. The family is behind him 100%. My Dad and brother came over for dinner last night. We all sat down and had chinese food. I realized today that this really is nothing short of a miracle. If someone had told me months ago that this would have happened, I wouldn't have believed them. My Dad almost died. My brother in a way almost died too. If he had chosen the drug, we might have lost him. I felt very close to losing them both. I was so nervous about seeing my brother again. He looks a bit different but he was back to his old self again. We had one of the best visits and for the first time in years I felt close to him again. I admit a part of me is scared to trust him again. We did hide our alcohol and I think the trust issues will be there for a while but I was so happy to hug him and be able to see him clean and sober. I'm very proud of my brother. He really has come a long way in his progress. It hasn't been a easy road for him. There are so many changes happening in my life right now. For the first time in years though I feel peace in my family. No one is fighting. No one is angry. I feel peace in my heart. I've let go of any anger towards my Dad and the past. I look towards the future with hope today for the first time in a very long time. My relationship with Master is very strong and solid. We have had some really good talks lately. We had a wonderful weekend together. We had a really amazing date night which I want to blog about soon. I have a nicely sore ass today from a few days of spankings. I realize there are so many things I want to blog about. I still want to do a post about my long weekend with amber too. I hope everyone is enjoying Journey to the Darkside. Thank you everyone for your comments and support. Tommorow is Tuesday and I already have my list of B's for Gratitude Tuesday. :) Master is really enjoying Ask Anakin and will be answering another question on Wednesday. Well my favorite show is on and I am going to go enjoy a cup of coffee and enjoy some Young and the Restless...I hope everyone is enjoying their day... May the force be with you all!! ~padme

Ask Anakin : Dominant time management

Question: What is Your Favorite thing to do after You get home from work? Asked by: belda Thanks for the great question, belda. As a Dominant, I feel I'm never separated from my responsibilities in that role, nor would I want to be. I'm never truly off work, so it's misleading to suggest there's an after work time for me. I understand what you intended however, and so I'll answer that. Good time management is vital for me to fulfill my Dominant role. When I feel everything else is under control around me (within reason, total control is a perfectionist's unattainable dream), I do know it's important to find time for me and that is truly one of my many responsibilities. If I don't find Me time, I'm not at my peak performance for padme, my family, all my other responsibilities. Time for me would certainly include a good workout including the punching bag, to work out frustrations of the day and to better focus my energy. Whenever time allows, I also love to photograph and photoshop; my creative side set free. Beyond that, too much me time and I start to feel I'm being wasteful and selfish. I think that what I'm forgetting to say here is that I ENJOY my responsibilities, so I enjoy dealing with whatever has built up during the day, just plain taking care of business makes me happy. It's in the blood; I have to take care of things, and doing so makes me happy. Weather padme needs some attention on her ass for being naughty while I was at work, or phone calls need making, things need fixing, I'm here to do it. That not so simply put, are my favorite things to do after work. ~ Anakin P.S. Thank you EVERYONE for all the great questions you've asked so far. I promise to give them all the best answers and thoughts that I can; if you've asked me a question, I'll be getting to it very soon; if you have another question or haven't asked yet, please email me at anakins.blog@gmail.com and ask away! I look forward to answering all your questions and to to getting even more to answer. Technorati Tags: Ask Anakin, q&a, dominant, darkside, time management

16 years ago today..

16 years ago today I walked into a classroom and met the man of my dreams. I had no idea that day at 17 years old that I would meet my soulmate. That day my journey would change forever. It was a day that changed my life. I had just started college and was nervous. I didn't know anyone. It was so different than high school. I got my chocolate chip muffin and coke and went to go sit down in the classroom. I looked for a place to sit and saw Master Anakin. There were only two boys in the whole class and I thought he looked nice. He smiled at me and we immediately became best friends that day. He was one of the smartest in the class. I admit that I copied a few answers off him. :) He and I started a very close friendship that day and it's never changed. We have always remained friends. Even when we broke up after going out for a few months. We never had sex during the time we were dating. I knew I loved him very much but was nervous of his dominant nature even back then. I didn't realize those years ago I was a submissive. We came close. We shared some wonderful memories during that summer together in 1991. Even after breaking up we remained best friends. I still had feelings for him but I pushed them to the back of my mind. He really does know me better than anyone. He knows my secrets, my fears, my fantasies and the real me. 16 years is a long time to know someone. I trust him like no one else. He's never lied to me or betrayed me. He's always stood by my side. He's gone through some very rough times with me and through it all always been my friend. I have given my submission to him. We are more than just Master and slave. We are always best friends. It's an important part of our relationship. He is the romantic sadist that is able to give me my submissive needs. I ache for affection. I ache for love. I also ache for pain and pleasure. I am a very needy masochistic. I am longing today for a spanking. I want him to spank me hard tonight. To spank without mercy. This one picture is going out to Master today. I am a naughty girl and want to be spanked. The other picture is a sexy photo from our archives I decided to put up. I think it's a very sexy one. I hope others will enjoy it. You can see a glimpse of my pirate panties I bought last Halloween. I love those shoes I am wearing. They make me feel like a really sensual woman. This photo was taken almost a year ago. I saw a few sexy photos from the archives I want to put up for everyone. Master asked me to write a blog post today. He won't be able to start Ask Anakin with the first question until tommorow. Tonight is date night. We have arranged sitting and Master is taking me out for dinner and a movie. It's been a long week and we want to treat ourselves. I am really looking forward to it. I love the simples things. Dinner and a movie is the perfect way to spend a night when it's just Master and I. I love our dates that we go on. I'm so glad he has arranged this for us for tonight. I hope we can come back and play. I am really needing a spanking!! I am also horny this morning. It's been a busy week and I really need some rest and relaxation. I really need some Master time. I found this quiz (How much is your blog worth) this morning and had to put it up. It's amazing how far this blog has come. I am so excited about some of the surprises in store for our reader's. Stay tuned for some very exciting things! TGIF to everyone!! Anyone have any plans for the weekend? Has everyone done our new Star Wars survey? Please let us know which Star Wars planet is your favorite. We still hope to do our spanking story contest. Details coming soon on that. I heard from amber this morning and she's made me smile. I really want to sit down and write a blog post about last weekend and my time with her. She has given me permission to share some details with the reader's. I hope to do that next week. I am taking a few days off the computer. Master will be taking over the blog posts for this weekend including Ask Anakin starting tommorow. Thank you to everyone who has helped us with the questions and putting up the Ask Anakin on their blog. If you want to ask Anakin any questions please e-mail him at anakins.blog@gmail.com. I'm really glad everyone is enjoying his blog posts. I loved his HNT post with the picture of the front of my heart panties. Thank you for all the comments on it. :) Master, I am writing you a short note on our blog this morning. 16 years ago we met each other!! So much has happened since that day but one thing has stayed the same. We are still best friend's just like all those years ago. Our relationship has been so strong and incredible the last while. I really am grateful for your love and control in my life. Your the strongest man I know. You have given me the best years of my life. I can't wait for our date tonight to celebrate this day together. I do consider this an anniversary. If I hadn't met you I wouldn't be on this journey with you. This journey to the darkside... Please spank me tonight. I saw this picture and had to send it out to you. I am craving a spanking so much!! I got a spanking on Wednesday night with your belt but I am craving more tonight. I am craving some pain. Give me your cane. Cane my bottom til it's welted and sore to sit on for a few days. Use me. Fuck me. I need you so bad!! Can Darth cum out and play?? Let's make tonight a night to remember. Cum home soon Master.. Do you remember Paula Albdul on the radio that night we were together when we were dating? We almost made love but I was too afraid. I was so young and inexperienced. I am listening to that song right now...it takes me back to that time..back in 1991..happy anniversary Master!! 16 years ago today we met and became best friend's and I am so glad I sat beside you that day. :) Rush, rush Hurry, hurry lover Come to me Rush, rush I wanna see, I wanna see ya Get free with me Rush, rush I can feel it, I can feel you All through me Rush, rush Ooh what you do to me I love you so much!! Your padme xoxoxoxox I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: anniversary, spanking, bisexual, ask Anakin, Darkside

How much is your blog worth?

My blog is worth $102,746.28. How much is your blog worth? Click on the How much is your blog worth link above to find out what your blog is worth. Leave a comment with your results and let us know what you think. This test has been around since before we started our Journey to the Darkside blog over a year ago now. Not too long after we started out, we tried this out and came in around $9,000. Well, a year later, and look how far we've come. Now if only we could get them to send us the money!

Happy naughty panties HNT!

For this weeks HNT I thought that I would put up padme being REALLY naughty and touching herself under her famous heart panties. This is the front of padme's heart panties you see in the spanking movie clip in the upper right hand corner of our blog. The heart panties are one of my personal favorites. They are so cute on her and fit her ass just perfect. I took this picture when I caught padme with her hands down her panties after coming downstairs from a shower. padme had rented a really hot porno on Shaw Pay Per View and claimed she just couldn't help touching herself with it on. "I'm so sorry, Daddy" she said with a blush. I caught her red-handed, and I felt her and she was completely wet. "It's been too long!" she said with a pout. "I told you to wait, didn't I?" I said. I knew I had told her, but I wanted her to admit it. "Yes?" she said like a question, looking worried. I sat down, put her across my knee, to little resistance, and she knew what was coming. She needed a firm OTK spanking with my big hand. "You want these panties down so badly, so be it!" I told her as I pulled them down over her ass. I gave her some gentle swats to start, and I'm sure she wasn't impressed as she began to struggle and pout. I swatted her harder and her ass began to sit still, rock back and forth, and enjoy, between spanks at least; soon I had her raising her ass to meet each swat, panting, not mouthing off, but saying "please...more, please." I kept going, padme drifted off into subspace, and I drew down her panties and sunk two fingers into her wetness. She grunted, then moaned as I masterbated her in my lap with one hand while continuing to spank her rhythmically with the other hand. Soon each stroke of my finger brought another grunt, and she lost the ability to speak, only grunt, and pant, and pant, and then she quickly drifted over the edge, and her scream of ecstasy built and built and overcame her. Wetness, breathing hard, a hot pink ass, and the heat of her body; I felt her go limp in my lap. "Hardly a punishment," I said. "Th...Thank you, Master," she managed, out of breath. "My pleasure. But wait for me next time." "Oh, yes, M..master." My padme, you wait for me. .... We've also added a new Star Wars survey tonight. You'll find it down the page on the right. We're asking you which planet in the Star Wars universe would you love best to call home. When you watched the Star Wars movies, which planet did you wish most that you could live on? Do the survey, then let us know in a comment what you think and just WHY that's the planet for you. The last survey asked our readers what their most hated spanking impliment was. By a wide margin, the cane is the most feared, least liked impliment. I agree that it is definitely one of My padme's least favorite impliments. I rarely bring that impliment out for anything other than serious punishment. I'm going to go give my padme a spanking right now. Our children are in bed and she's in our bedroom waiting for me naked and ready. She has no idea what I have in store for her tonight... Happy HNT. May the Force be with you. ~ Anakin Technorati Tags: HNT, panties, spanking, happy HNT

A new day has begun

Have you ever woken up and just had an incredible sense of peace come over you? You look at the world a bit different? Today I have been very reflective and feeling a lot of peace. I feel like a new chapter is beginning in my life and I feel very excited about it. I feel the positive changes and energy that is in my life right now. I am cleaning my life out of negative energy and surrounding myself with positive thoughts and feelings. You will start to notice a lot of differences on Journey to the Darkside. Master Anakin and I decided a few months ago to try to make this blog positive. He calls this blog "our rose garden". It is always our work in progress. I am so proud of this blog right now. Both Master and I have put in a lot of time and energy into it. I am excited about our future plans for this blog. Look forward to many positive changes. Our stats have been really good the last few days and I want to welcome our new reader's and thank our regular reader's. We appreciate the comments and we enjoy hearing from everyone!! I have been getting a lot of e-mails lately from different people. I got a lovely e-mail from Tara Tainton and have put up a link to her blog. Check her blog out!! A few weeks ago I started a detox diet and exercise plan. I am back on it this week with the back to school week starting. My walking has started up again with going back and forth to the school. Master has limited my computer time so I have more time for our house and him and our children. I have handed over more blog responsibilities to Master. He will be doing the HNT post this week and starting his Ask Anakin series on Friday. We are very happy to be sharing this blog as a couple and letting others get to know Master Anakin a bit better. Master did a really good blog post about Ask Anakin yesterday. Please check it out if you havn't already and please send some questions his way. (anakins.blog@gmail.com) We've had a great response to this!! We appreciate your support!! He can't wait to get started with the first question on Friday. :) Our son started his kindergarden today. The sun is shining. After I write this post I am going to go box. I have made peace with my sister. I talked to my brother on the phone recently and plan to go visit him. He's actually doing very well with getting clean. I am very proud of him. My Dad phoned the other day. He reached out to me. I decided instead of holding the anger in to just let it go. Life is short. He's got a lot of illness's going on. I just want to let go of the past. That has given me some peace. I am very happy to be starting Gratitude Tuesday's this week. Thank you to everyone who came by to check out my list of A's. I am really enjoying ceeci's changes on her blog. She's got one of the most positive blogs around in my opinion. I love this idea of the Gratitude Tuesday and am hoping to see more people start it too. I am already starting my list for B's for next Tuesday. :) I'd like to welcome my friend, little one back to blogging. I was thrilled to see her recent blog post and so glad she's back. I missed her. :) I stepped on the scale today to notice I lost two pounds. I can already tell that the boxing is starting to pay off. I feel mentally strong because of it. It's a great release and I'm so glad Master kicks my butt into our gym to do the workouts every day. It has helped me so much to get rid of tension and stress. I put up a picture of one of my favorite movies, Million Dollar Baby. I always wanted to be a boxer but many people told me that women shouldn't box. Why not? I loved this movie so much!! I thought Hilary Swank did such a good job in it. I have a picture in my gym of the movie to inspire me. I feel submissive to Master. He's such a strong man. He has been so dominant and we have been very happy together the last few weeks. Our marriage and D/s has been stronger than it's ever been. We had some very kinky times this weekend with Master R and amber. I know at some point I'd like to write about it. :) HNT is coming up. Stay tuned. We have many photos and I'm not sure which one Master will put up this week. I hope everyone is having a good hump day. My force feels strong...it flows through my Master.... A new day has begun.. May the force be with you all!! ~padme Tchnorati Tags: peace, Ask Anakin, letting go, boxing

Ask Anakin

Welcome to Ask Anakin ; this is your chance to ask the man behind the mask. This is a new feature we are launching here on Journey to the Darkside and I'm really excited about it. You the reader can email me your questions to anakins.blog@gmail.com and I'll endeavor to answer them as insightfully as I can. Ask me your deepest and darkest questions or something you've always been curious about and I'll post your question and my answer in a blog post. My areas of expertise : I've been in the BDSM and spanking lifestyle for a decade; I'm a Dom, I own a slave, I'm versed in all the spanking impliments we own. I'm a Star Wars fan, I've got fairly good computer skills be it Photoshop or the web with HTML xHTML and CSS and of course blogger. I certainly don't claim oracle status in any area, but I'd be glad to offer you my thoughts and opinions on your questions. I've been told by quite a few people that I can usually offer good advice or at least direct you where to find the answers you seek. Email me, I'd love to hear from YOU. I'll respond with a post addressing your question and/or providing my thoughts and opinions. Then I'll look forward to your comment(s) and thoughts on the post. If you can, try to stick to the topics I can truly help you with (bdsm, lifestyle, dominance, submission, spanking, computers, photoshop, html, blogger, etc.). For any subject not mentioned, you can try me anyway. The only questions I wont answer are those that would require me to divulge private information. You can torture me but I'll never talk! I truly look forward to hearing from you and answering your questions. Email me any time. My first Ask Anakin question and answer will be posted later this week. It's a question that Belda asked me. Good question Belda. Keep all the questions coming in; thank you to all of you who have asked me questions already; don't worry, I'll get to all of your questions very soon. Keep asking away and again, thank you everyone! May the Force be with you. ~ Anakin Update! Now you can have me always available to answer your questions: Just copy and paste the following code into your blog template or website where ever you want me to appear and you'll always have me around to answer a question. Click on the picture and you'll be right back here. Copy and paste the following HTML into your blog template for the Ask Anakin graphic and link. Remember to replace the parentheses ( and ) with the less than '<' and greater than '> ' characters before you publish it! (a href= "http://darkside-journey.blogspot.com/2006_09_01_darkside-journey_archive.html#115752441258487450") (img src= "http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2965/1658/1600/AskAnakinLogo.jpg" alt="Ask Anakin a question" border="0" /)(/a) If you enjoyed this article, please consider making a donation via PayPal to my camera fund by clicking on the button below, so that I can take more great pictures with a better camera and share them all with you. Technorati Tags: Ask Anakin, Journey to the Darkside, question, Anakin

Gratitude Tuesday - the letter A

I decided this week that I am going to try to put up more positive blog posts on Journey to the Darkside. With our second year happening I want to try to add more exciting changes onto the blog. I have seen a few bloggers join up for Gratitude Tuesday. ceeci has a great series and please consider doing this on your own blog if you don't already do. It's a way of bringing some positive cheer onto your blog and remembering things you are grateful for. Thanks ceeci for letting me a part of this great series. She is on letter k but I am going to start from the letter A this week. When I think of the things I am grateful for that begin with the letter A I think of: ~Anakin - He is my force. He is one of the strongest men I have ever known. It's almost 16 years ago that we became friend's. He has never lied to me and always been my best friend. He's my Master, my best friend, my soulmate, my Daddy, my husband...and my lover. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. Our marriage is stronger than ever and we are deeply in love together. I am so grateful for my darling Anakin for being a part of my life. ~Anniversaries - We just celebrated one year of blogging and it was a wonderful anniversary. Master spent many hours making some changes to our blog to give it a fresh look. I am grateful for anniversaries. I love to celebrate them for special occassions. I've been told I am getting a huge gift for our ten year anniversary in November. ~Ask Anakin - I am grateful for our new series we are launching tommorow for Ask Anakin. Thank you for all your great questions you have given Master. He can wait to get started. We hope this will be a successful series on this blog. Please e-mail him at anakins.blog@gmail.com or leave him a comment of a question you are curious about. ~Autumn - My favorite season is autumn and I'm grateful for it. I love when the leaves turn color and the crisp feel is in the air. I love Halloween and Thanksgiving and my birthday also is just around the corner in Autumn. ~amber - I am grateful for amber. She's the woman I was with this weekend. It had been 4 years since I was last with a woman sexually. amber made me feel things I havn't felt in years. To actually feel a woman's touch again was incredible. She came by to say goodbye to me yesterday on her way home. She brought me a single red rose. We went for a walk down the path near us and we just held each other. She was the best part of my long weekend. I am grateful for her being in my life, especially right now. She has made me smile again.. ~angels - I believe in angels and are grateful for them. I think there are angels out there who look out for us. ~Amusement parks - I am grateful for amusement parks. I admit that I love them. They take me back to being a kid again. Just ask Master...I see one and just have to stop. I love cotton candy and riding the rides, especially the wooden coaster at the PNE. ;) ~Aftercare - I am definatly grateful for aftercare. Without it my ass would take longer to heal and scenes would end badly. I think aftercare is always very important. ~Anakin's paddle - yes, I am even grateful of that paddle Master Anakin has. It may hurt my butt a lot but it always straightens out my attitude. There are times I am craving a good paddling and his paddle always gives me one. :) ~April - I am grateful for the month of April. There are two anniversaries for me that month. Our proposal anniversary is that month on the same day as our wedding day. I love April when the flowers are starting to bloom. It was a perfect month to get married. ~Alberta - I am grateful for the province of Alberta. One of my bestest blogger buddies, Stiletto Girl lives there and has invited me to come out to see her. I really want to meet her!! She is one of my closest friend's and I am very excited for the day I will fly out to Alberta to meet her. I had a really good talk with her today. Thanks for always being there, SG...your awesome! Today was the first day of my son's kindergarden. I spent the morning in a orientation. I admit this is making me a bit emotional. My son told me he's now going to the big school like his sister. My little man is growing up on me. *sniffles* I have offered to help out in the class so that should keep me busy. I am going down to box now. My boxing is helping me give me focus right now and been a great outlet for me. I'm so glad Master has kicked my butt to get me back into shape. May the force be with you all! ~padme

Last night's party

Thank you everyone who stopped by and joined us on our party celebrating the first year of Journey to the Darkside. It was great to talk to everyone, weather by text or voice chat, and get to know you all a bit more. A special thanks to Sith Lord for taking over the DJ services. Here's a photo from last night as promised of padme's ass a little red from the attention she was getting from the paddle and my hand. My padme got a few different spankings last night. Again, thanks for stopping by and saying hello. We've got lots more exciting changes coming up here at Journey to the Darkside. We'll be launching "Ask Anakin" this week, and we'll continue to bring you erotic pictures and wild posts and videos and much more for your enjoyment. We'll be pretty busy with our younglings heading back to school, but we've got a few surprises coming up as well over the next little while. Stay tuned. Here are the answers to last nights trivia questions for the movie we watched during the party. Star Wars, Episode IV : A New Hope. 1. What threesome walk down the aisle during the medal ceremony in A New Hope? Luke Skywalker, Han Solo, Chewbacca 2. Whose last word in A New Hope is "What"? Darth Vader's 3. Who's the first character to admit having "a very bad feeling about this" in A New Hope? Luke Skywalker 4. What character opens A New Hope with the question: "Did you hear that"? C-3PO 5. Who walks down the aisle for the medal ceremoney in A New Hope, but doesn't receive a medal? Chewbacca 6. Who's the first character to speak in A New Hope? C-3PO 7. Who tells Han, in A New Hope: "You're the best?" Jabba the Hutt 8. Whose last line in A New Hope is "I knew there was more to you than money"? Princess Leia's 9. Who winks at Princess Leia during A New Hope's medal ceremony? Han Solo 10. What ship's distinctive sound effect was created for A New Hope by mixing the whine of car tires on a wet road with the trumpet of a elephant? The TIE fighter's 11. What institution does Luke desperately want to trasmit an application to, in A New Hope? The Academy 12. Whose first words to Han in A New Hope are: "Solo! Come out of there, Solo"? Jabba the Hutt's May the force be with you. Anakin

Star Wars spanking party TONIGHT!!

Tonight's the night!! I know many people have been counting down the days. Now we are counting down the hours. Blogger has given me some trouble this morning or I would have had this post up earlier. I want to thank everyone who helped us get the word out about the party. I have a list of people who helped us on a blog post about the information about the party. I really want to spread the word about this party. I want to make this party tonight a big success. If you helped give the shout out but aren't on the list, please let me know and I will add you to it. The party starts tonight at 6 pm PST/9 pm EST. We will be doing a countdown to make sure everyone starts at the same place this time. Last time there was some confusion for the first bit of the movie trying to figure out where everyone was. This time there will be a countdown. We are watching Star Wars IV-A New Hope. Bring your drinks and snacks and enjoy some music and fun. There is some naughty fun going on at the party too. I will be receiving a few spankings. Does everyone have any ideas on which toy Master should use on my bottom? I plan to have the toys near by and vibrator. I hope this time more people will join me in the naughty fun. I would really like to know I am not the only one getting a spanking tonight. Anyone else going to make sure their toys are close by? If you want to cum to the party you need yahoo messenger. My yahoo id is padmesavtar. I need to add you to my list. We are going to be in a conference room for the party. If you don't have it, this is a perfect time to consider getting it. Please don't wait til the last minute. I know last time I was very distracted trying to help others at the last minute figure yahoo out. I am around today if there is any questions. I will be on yahoo starting early to make sure we can get people together in time for the movie to start. Master and I only have one computer so we will be trading off so we can both talk to everyone. We plan to put on our microphone so we can hear everyone again. That was fun last time listening to everyone talk and the music. I can't wait til the party tonight. We have no kid's and tommorow is a holiday so we can stay up late. Master R and amber said they may try to drop by tonight also for the party. Today is their day together. amber stayed the night last night as it was a very late night. *winks* It was hard to say goodbye to her. I hope she will come by tonight. I'd like one last night before she leaves tommorow. I feel so connected to her right now. It's a wonderful feeling I want to hold onto. I don't remember the last time I fell asleep with a woman in my arms. I have a few details to share hopefully in a blog post sometime this week. Today is about the party and I want to get my mind into it. I have put a lot of work into this party and I want to make it fun for everyone. What a way to spend your Sunday night!! This is a way to connect other bloggers. This is our way of inviting you into our livingroom tonight to watch the movie and for you to hear me get spanked and meet the other bloggers out there who live all over the world. Don't miss the spanking party tonight! It's going to be a fun time!! I'm in a really kinky mood today. I am still horny and I really need a spanking!! *Please* help spread the word about the party. Let's get more people to come by tonight. Any help is appreciated. I'll be wearing something very sexy to be spanked in tonight. Master has told me I will be wearing a thong to be spanked in. I hope others will wear something sexy too for the virtual party. We plan to take some pictures as the spankings happen and post the pictures this week. I really hope others will enjoy some naughty fun with me tonight. I am a very happy and horny and needing a spanking very bad!! Whoo hooo!! Party time!! Tonight we celebrate our one year blogging anniversary here at Journey to the Darkside. We have put a lot of work into our blog this week for the anniversary week. We hope everyone is enjoying all the changes. At exactly 5:55 pm PST/8:55 EST (5 minutes before movie start time) we will raise our glass and give a toast to our blog for our blogging anniversary. We hope you all will join us with the toast whether it's vodka or orange juice you are celebrating with!! We are very excited about our one year and wanted to celebrate with everyone!! So raise your hands and leave us a comment if you plan to come to the party tonight!! Let me know what you plan to drink or plan to snack on. I love hearing details! Who's excited about tonight? As Pink says....let's get this party started!!! I promised to do some Star Wars trivia today for the party. I looked through our Star Wars DVD trivia set and found 12 questions that are about the movie we are watching tonight-A New Hope. This time for the trivia I am only putting up questions to the movie-A New Hope. It gives everyone a chance to watch the movie and answer the questions. It might make you watch the movie a little more carefully now. I hope everyone will give this a try!! The people who participate in the trivia game will be listed tommorow and the answers will be on a blog post tommorow. Master didn't look at the answers for it so he's hoping to give this a try. Trivia questions for A New Hope: 1. What threesome walk down the aisle during the medal ceremony in A New Hope? 2. Whose last word in A New Hope is "What"? 3. Who's the first character to admit having "a very bad feeling about this" in A New Hope? 4. What character opens A New Hope with the question: "Did you hear that"? 5. Who walks down the aisle for the medal ceremoney in A New Hope, but doesn't receive a medal? 6. Who's the first character to speak in A New Hope? 7. Who tells Han, in A New Hope: "You're the best?" 8. Whose last line in A New Hope is "I knew there was more to you than money"? 9. Who winks at Princess Leia during A New Hope's medal ceremony? 10. What ship's distinctive sound effect was created for A New Hope by mixing the whine of car tires on a wet road with the trumpet of a elephant? 11. What institution does Luke desperately want to trasmit an application to, in A New Hope? 12. Whose first words to Han in A New Hope are: "Solo! Come out of there, Solo"? I also have a question for people to answer here in the comments or on their own blog. What is your favorite scene in A New Hope? How old were you when you first saw this movie? How many times do you think you have seen A New Hope? Is A New Hope one of your favorite or least favorite Star Wars movies? I'd love to hear your answers!! I will put my answers up tommorow with the answers from the trivia. The force feels strong today!! Hope to see you all tonight!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme Technorati Tags: Star War trivia, Star Wars, blog party, spanking

Star Wars spanking party tommorow!! Don't miss it!

All the information about the spanking party for Journey to the Darkside's anniversary is on the blog post below this one. Please don't miss our party!! Everyone is invited!! I really want to spread the word. We put a lot into our parties and ask for little in return but I do ask that everyone let others know about this party. I really am proud to host these spanking parties with Master. It's a way of getting to know other bloggers and have a naughty and fun night. I have been looking forward to tommorow's party for a few day's now. Tommorow at 6 pm PST/9 pm EST we are all going to watch Star Wars-A New Hope and then begin another fun Star wars spanking party. Bring your booze or drinks. I already have the vodka chilling in the freezer. Bring your snacks. Dust off your movie or rent it or borrow it from a friend. Get ready for the party to end all parties. A virtual party and you are all invited!! I love to know that others are happy and enjoying themselves. The last party was wonderful and so much fun. I couldn't help but get my vibrator out. It's the exhibitionist in me. I love when others hear me get spanked or fucked. Or hear me cum. :) There are going to be lots of hot ladies there that I can't wait to chat too also. The list of people helping us for this party is on the list below. If you spread the word on your blog and are not on the list, please let us know. I'll add you. I appreciate any help I get for the party. Got a hot Star wars sex or spanking photo!! Or story? Please let us know. I need help for this party!! So who else is excited about this party? Who is lurking and wants to come to the party but is nervous? Just get me to add you to the yahoo. If you don't have yahoo, this is a really good time to get it. I am padmesavtar on there. Cum join our party!! Don't miss it. We hope to make this a trend on Journey to the Darkside. We want to host virtual spanking parties on our blog now. I hope everyone else loves this idea as much as we do. :) A special thank you to Spitfire for being the DJ at the party and getting people fired up about the party. She put on a really neat gangsta Anakin and padme on her blog. It's so cute. Check it out!! I hope that Texan beauty is bringing her Tequila. I have my Russian vodka ready for tommorow. And everyone knows what happens when I drink vodka. Don't you? We appreciate the questions for Ask Anakin. Master is so pleased to be getting a long list of questions for him. We are starting Ask Anakin as soon as our spanking party is done. It will be launched next week. Please send your questions to anakins.blog@gmail.com. We need your help and support!! Think of your questions for Master that you want to know. He's got a lot of experience as a Dom and in our poly relationship. We have a very successful TPE relationship and are about to celebrate ten years together. Our marriage is solid. Ask anyone who knows us. We are a real couple who enjoy spanking and some really kinky bdsm activities. We are open to play with others. I am bi and enjoy women. Master enjoys spanking other women. He was a Dom to nikki for over two years. He is hoping there is someone out there who needs a good spanking by him. I enjoy watching him play with other women. It turns me on. I love to share with people who are close to me. He shares me with other men like Master R. I really need people in my relationships to understand that we are both not monogomous. We enjoy playing with many people. I've had some people have jealousy issues but it's something I try to be open with people about. I was a bit nervous about letting the reader's know what happened last night. I worry that this might hurt schiava but she's told me she's not reading my blog anymore. I like to be honest and real on this blog though. So I will give you a hint at what happened last night. If you want more details, please let me know and I will do a blog post about it. I have a very big smile on my face this morning. My 4 year dry spell is over. The last time I was with a woman sexually was over 4 years ago. Last night was fucking incredible!! A night I will never forget. I reconnected with the woman who gave me my first kiss from a woman. We have cum close to being together sexually but always had things come in our way. She is Master R's slave and is here for the long weekend to visit Master R. Our night started out late as she came into the city after 7 pm. I got out the door at 8. I looked really hot. I felt sexy. I hadn't had any sex in a week. I admit I was so in the mood. I sort of knew before going that it was going to be hard to say no if she came onto me which she did. I couldn't resist her. She's beautiful and has had many experiences with women before. I met her a restraunt near her hotel. When she invited me back I just couldn't say no. She looked so beautiful and sexy. I will leave the rest to your imagination. It was a ladies only party. No men allowed. No rules. I know Master R is going to go nuts when he reads what happened with us and he wasn't there to see it. I needed to be with her alone last night though. Right now I want to keep some details to myself. I also am spending the day with her and Master R and need to get showered and ready for it She wants to go downtown and enjoy this summer day seeing Stanely Park and shopping downtown. We plan to look for some naughty things together. I can't wait!! I won't be online much today due to it. Master was able to hire a sitter to come out with us tonight. I have no idea what will happen but I am really looking forward to the four of us going out. A foursome is one of my fantasies. Who knows. Maybe that fantasy will become reality today. Sooooooo....who wants the details of last night and what happens tonight? I feel like I am still in the shower with her....ohhhhhh fuck I want to cum right now thinking of her...I want to be with her again. I want to go down one more time on that beautiful pussy...Who's cumming to the spanking party tommorow?? I heard a song this morning and it reminded me of amber. I know she leaves Monday. This is our time together and I want to hold onto it right now. Who knows what the future holds. I may never hear from her again or this experience will get us closer. I just know I am feeling way too damn good right now.... I'm in a naughty mood...ohhhhhh I love to feel this happy ... Feelin' Way To Damn Good by Nickelback I missed you so much That I begged you to fly and see me You must've broke down Coz you finally said that would But now that you're here I just feel like I'm constantly dreaming Coz something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way to damn good For 48 hours I don't think that we left my hotel room Should show you the sights Coz I'm sure that I said that I would We gotta make love just one last time in the shower Well something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way to damn good And it's like, every time I turn aroundI fall in love and find my heart face down and Where it lands is where it should This time it's like The two of us should probably start to fight Coz something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feeling way to dam good, ohFeelin' way too damn good Sometimes I think best if left in the memory It's better kept inside than left for good Lookin' back each time they tried to tell me Well something's gotta go wrong Coz I'm feelin' way too damn good Don't miss our spanking party!! One more day!! My ass is getting nice and ready for the spankings I will be receiving. I'm so happy right now. I don't want this feeling to end... I need a spanking sooooooo bad!! May the force be with you all!! ~a very naughty and horny padme Technorati Tags: bisexual, swingers, poly, Nickelback