Happy HNT - slave on a leash

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone. I am one horny padme today. I can't stop fantasizing. I've got Master Anakin wanting to sexually torture me and I'm on orgasm denial. I'm not sure how long I'm on the orgasm denial. I wrote in my last blog post about getting our force back. About some struggles Master Anakin and I have been having and about my punishment for cumming without permission last Saturday night and also a lot of attitude for a few days. I was a real bitch and didn't make life very easy for Master Anakin although he was sick at the time. I should have been more supportive and understanding. Life gets in the way sometimes and every weekend can't always be playtime. We can try to make the time but things do come up. I realized yesterday how selfish I was being and I feel good in my heart that Master is punishing me for this. I feel guilty that I would cum without his permission. I really do know better and it was a serious infraction. I don't remember the last time I did orgasm without his permission. It's always been the rule and I've always made sure to call him at work if I want to masturbate or e-mail him to ask permission. This time I did it out of anger and spite. He fell asleep (he was sick with the cold/flu) and I was angry he didn't come back down to give me more attention. So I acted out and made myself cum. I felt very guilty in my heart and went upstairs to tell him about it right away. The punishment was pretty severe on Monday night. My ass looked beaten and purple in one area of my ass cheek. The damn it flogger and cane were both used hard on my poor little ass. I was fucked up the ass hard and I was taken close to orgasm and denied. He has decided that every night I should be sexually tortured and that he will make me so utterly submissive to him through denying me over and over again...until I truly can't take it anymore. I am certain he will give me more pain before any pleasure is given. I need to learn that my orgasms belong to him!! He owns them. I do not cum without his permission. I will learn through this sexually suffering that he teaches me to do better...he teaches me to submit to him fully. I have so much built up sexual energy in me right now. I feel like maybe I should write a spanking story right now. I have time because I'm stuck at home with sick kid's and I am needing to escape. I feel very erotic right now. Master Anakin was reading comments on yesterday's blog post and came across Tiggr's. Her comment said: "Sweet, sweet Padme,Oh, how this post lightened my heart and made me smile... hopefully now you KNOW he ownds you always and can begin to let go of just a bit of your own insecurities... you both are where you are because this is how HE wants it... and you need what he gives, all of it, even the lapses in overt dominance, just to prove that you are always His no matter what.And of course I'm glad you got your ass paddled so soundly and the orgasm denial, well, that seems a given... if I were Him (which I'm not and don't ever presume to be), I'd tease you relentlessly for a good many days before finally giving you permission again. But that's just the sadist in me, which you know you bring out so very easily and completely..." He had a huge smile after reading her comment and came over to me and told me he loved that idea for punishment for the cumming without permission. He loves to get great ideas from others on how to deal with me. He told me that he loved the way her mind worked and this was a great idea to tease me for days relentlessly. So every day now until he lets me cum again I will be sexually teased and tormented until I am finally given permission again to cum.Last night after the kid's were in bed he came into the bedroom and had the look of Darth in his eyes. I knew he was going to be teasing me and I wondered what he might do to me. He went over to pull his belt out of the pant loops. The sliding sound of it coming off always makes my pussy wet. He came over to me and started to kiss me. We made out for a few minutes..his hands grabbing my ass which is still bruised and my tit in his other one. Pinching my nipples. Making them erect. Making me moan. Then he started to tease me. He started to carress my pussy and down to my clit...fingering it and making it harden. He started to talk about how much he is going to make me suffer for him. He won't let me cum. Every night taking me closer to the edge of orgasm but that he will continue to deny me. He won't allow it. My feeling for orgasm will build in me until I truly submit to whatever he will do to me. He knows I am so close...but again he denies me!! Again...I get told no and he withdraws his hand from my pussy and clit. I'm going out of my mind and wanting to beg him. In my mind I wonder if there is any way of trying to convince him to let me cum. But I know it's useless. He is enjoying this. The sadistic smile as he tells me we get to do more tommorow. He belted my tits a few times. Made me put my arms out and leave them there as he took his belt end and strapped my nipple hard. Three times for each tit. Tit torture is truly hard to lay still for. I had to close my eyes while he was doing it to me. Major ouchies! My nipples were hard as rocks after he was done and welts on my tits. Then he told me he will be eating my pussy tonight and that I must shave it for him. Tonight he will go down on my pussy and stimulate me more and he told me that he will continue to say no. Orgasm denial is a part of the punishment. Sweetly suffering for Master..... ..... Master Anakin decided for today's HNT to put up one from our archives. We've had this picture in our HNT section and havn't put it up yet. I'm not sure why as I think it's very erotic. Today I'm putting up two pictures taken on the same night. They are both of me on a leash. I love that leash. How it feels around my neck. How secure and safe and owned I feel when I'm wearing it and he will pull on it. In the one picture you see me wearing my sexy red lingerie and red sheer panties with black ruffles on the bum. I'm wearing braids in the picture. You can see my red rose tattoo. I hadn't gotten my butterfly tattoo yet in this picture. This picture was taken before my birthday last year. You can see my ankle bracklet on. I am wearing my leather gloves. Master all dressed in black which is his favorite color. His terminator boots (as my sister calls them) right on my back. The leash is being pulled in his hands. In the other picture is of my black collar with the loop. I like that loop as you can put leashes or other things onto it to pull. You can see him pulling on it towards him. We got our leash from a pet store. It was reasonably priced and good quality and has lasted us for years. I enjoy the safe and calming feeling I get being in a leash. He will put me into the leash late on a Friday night when I am needing him to control me and lead me. I often get the leash and hand it to him on my knees...begging to be in it. Feeling like a owned pet. Like his little "pussy" cat. What does everyone think of it? We would love your feedback!! Please give us a comment on the pictures. We have put up a new survey today to go with the HNT post. In our last survey about your favorite public flash photo 28% said the public market one was the favorite of theirs. 21% said the suspension bridge photo. Thank you to everyone who voted! I found it interesting that the one that won was the public market one. I wouldn't have quessed that. It was a fun place to do a naughty public flash. I look forward to doing more in the future. Today's survey is about the HNT pictures we have taken so far in 2007. We are curious to hear feedback on what everyone likes. Please vote. The survey is on the side bar. What is your favorite HNT photo of 2007 so far?? The pictures we have put in the survey are: - slave on a leash (today's picture) - spank me panties and threesome fun - fetish boots and whip -maturbation erotica -Valentine's thumbcuffs -suspension bridge flash -Dungeon bondage chair -a slave's desire -boxing bondage Check them all out if you havn't already and please vote. My favorite has been the spank me panties and threesome. That picture held some special memories for me. Master's is fetish boots and whip. It became our header because we liked it so much. I've got another interview ready to be put up. Please e-mail at shyanne.blog@gmail.com if you wish to be interviewed. I could use a few more interviews and there are other blogger's out there who I wish would be interviewed. I have many questions for different people. We decided yesterday that we will be renting a car on our trip to Edmonton in April for our anniversary. I'm excited about it. We can drive around a new city to sexplore. I am curious about the adult stores there. Does anyone read this blog from Edmonton or has been there and recommend a few places to check out? Please let us know. I'm very excited about this trip coming up!! I hope everyone is having a good hump day!! I have decided to change my name once again. This time I changed it to padme amidala. I'm trying to get used to using the new name. I changed my padme icon to a different one I liked which had the name padme amidala on it. I have seen many padme's around the internet but none with the name padme amidala yet. I like it and it's erotic to me. I can relate to padme in the Star wars movies so much. I now associate Star wars with this blog and can't watch the movies without thinking erotic thoughts. I think of my Annie...my Darth. The darkside. The journey to the darkside. I miss Master Anakin and can't wait til he's home. I have a yummy dinner that I will be cooking for him and I've been wanting to serve him. My force is through him.... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala Technorati Tags: HNT, orgasm denial, erotic photography, leash, collar, belt, sadist, padme amidala, darkside