Anakin
padme
  Thank you to everyone who commented on our HNT photo. We are really glad everyone liked it and we appreciate the feedback very much. :) Star wars sunday is tommorow so make sure to cum back tommorow for that! If you would like to contribute at all for star wars sunday, please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I have another interview ready to go and hope to blog once or twice more before going away to Edmonton, Alberta on Friday morning. Our anniversary trip is getting closer and closer. I can't wait!! 6 days to go!! I've started to pack for it already. I really want to read my new book, Surrender also and have been trying to wait til our trip so I can enjoy a new book. I really need the break and am really looking forward to getting away from it all.I had a really rough night last night. Master Anakin and I wound up having a huge fight instead of playing. We had planned to play and we both were looking forward to it. I was too stressed out due to many reasons and wasn't in the mood to play by the time we had our son in bed. I was tired from not sleeping well for a few nights. Master Anakin got into Darth mode and wanted to play and pushed me and I didn't respond very well. I admit that I was in a terrible mood and not feeling submissive at all. There were many swear words and I did something I normally do not do....I fought a spanking!! He got very dominant with me and came over to try to throw me over his knee for a spanking and my response was to fight this with everything in me. I tried to block the spanks and got my wrist hurt from it. I struggled and rebelled against him. Going up against Darth Vader is very difficult. We were both very angry and went to bed very upset with one another. We decided to head out to a local park for a walk and talk about what happened last night. I was feeling very bad for refusing the spanking. I don't ever remember being so angry about a spanking before. He wanted to spank me because he was angry but yet I wanted to refuse it and I fought it with every bit of strength I had. I was not emotionally up for a spanking last night. We were able to talk Master's parent's into sitting our son for a few hours and picked up some lunch and went out to the park. It is a beautiful sunny day in Vancouver today. So spring like and beautiful out. We ate our lunch and had a very good deep talk. We went for a walk on a path in the park. We were holding hands and really enjoying our walk together. I was a bit surprised when he said out of the blue... "I want you to flash your tits for a photo". Master Anakin always remembers to have his camera in case a photo opportunity cums up. So I lifted up my tweety bird shirt and flashed my tits right at him. It's a pretty public park so I was very nervous someone might come along and see us. We walked furthur down the path when he eyes a big solid stick. I could see the look of Darth in his eyes. He picks it up with a big smile on his face. I somehow just knew my ass was in trouble at that moment. "mmmmm....bad girl needs a spanking right here and now. Take down your pants and spank me panties for a spanking with the big mean stick, slave" he tells me with a gleam in his eye. I was extremely nervous!! I am not used to having public spankings and this was a public park and I had seen people walking around. I really did think someone would come down the path at the moment of the spanking. "Ummmm....here? I have to pull down my pants and panties both?? What if someone sees us" I said hoping he would see my point of view and agree this was not a great idea. I was scared to death someone would come down the path and see my bare bottom getting a spanking with the stick. I could see the expression on his face that told me to do as I was told. So I pulled down my pants and showed him my spank me panties. He loves those panties and told me he thought it was priceless I was pulling down spank me panties in the park for a spanking!! Evil Darth that he was...I could see he was enjoying this. My heart was racing and I was very nervous about being seen. I'm there on the path with my pants pulled down and spank me panties showing and he's got the stick in his hand ready to spank!! "Panties down, bitch" he demanded in a strict tone. So down they went showing him my bare bottom!! I was told to not fight this spanking but to give into it and not worry about being seen. To submit to him!! So I bent over and he used the stick to lay into my ass quite a few times. The stick hurt!! He gave me a good twenty strokes with the stick firm against my bottom. It was solid and had a very deep feel to it similar to the cane. He said the sound of it hitting my ass was like "chopping wood". I closed my eyes and let the spanking happen and not fight him. When he was done the final very hard strokes with the stick I pulled up my pants and panties and we continued on our walk. He held onto that stick until we reached the car and then threw it into the trunk. I asked him why he was keeping it and not going to going to throw it away. He told me "Because I might just need it again one day". :) Tonight is my last night to orgasm as much as I want without having to ask for permission. Orgasm denial for me starts tonight at midnight!! So you better believe my hitachi is going to get a good workout tonight! :) I'm putting up three pictures today from our walk and my flash of my tits and our public spanking in the park. Master put up a lense flare to cover my face in the flash photo. I hope everyone enjoys. :) See you tommorow for Star Wars Sunday!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala Technorati Tags: public flash, spanking, nude |
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Spanking in the park
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Happy HNT - Shadow slave
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Needing a spanking
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Sugasm #72
Monday, March 26, 2007
A sunny Monday
 I feel very calm and relaxed today. It feels good to be getting back to normal and I'm glad the last week is behind me. It wasn't a very good week for many reason's. I felt so deeply depressed all week and not like myself at all. I had a really hard time getting out of bed. I was talking to someone else this morning who was affected by all the rain the last week. I felt very emotional and irritated at everyone, including Master Anakin. We tend to always fight more when I'm on my period and under a lot of stress. Yesterday we went out to visit my Grandma. She's truly one of the most special people in my life. She's my last grandparent left and she's always supported me and been an amazing force in my life. She's going through a very difficult time physically and emotionally right now. I just wish I could take her pain away. That is one huge reason I have been feeling stressed out. I'm just really worried about her. We decided to go for a drive yesterday after our visit with my grandma. We headed down to Richmond. It's a city that I havn't been to very much and felt like a bit of a different world there. I wanted to just drive. I wanted to be away from it all for a few hours with just Master and our kid's. We wound up at Aberdeen Center which was a really neat mall. We had never been there before. There was a watershow similar to the Bellagio water show in Las Vegas that was inside the mall. We decided to head down to Steveston Village afterwards. It's a really neat community. I am putting two pictures up today from our afternoon there yesterday. We had fish and chips at a very fancy restraunt and walked around the docks checking out people selling their fish they had just caught. Master and I were hand in hand...our kid's running around us. It felt wonderful. The fresh ocean air coming at us and the smell of fish and chips in the air. It helped to relax me a lot. I really love the ocean and wish we could go to the beach more often. We went over to the park nearby and spent some time at the little beach there and watching people fly their kites. I had a bit of a deja-vu experience at the park. I didn't think I had been there before but yet the park seemed familiar to me somehow. I couldn't put my finger on why until we were leaving and heading back. I was going through the parking lot when it all came back to me. I had been in that parking lot 11 years ago. It was very late and I never got out of the car so that's why it was hard to place why I had been there before. I realized that my one night stand with E happened in that parking lot 11 years ago. I had met E at a club during my first marriage and we had a one night stand together in the back of his car. So much has happened in my life since that happened. I did things in my 20's that I don't think I would do again like the one night stands I had. At the time they were exciting and naughty and I gave into my spontanous feelings very easily. I would have to say I am a lot more careful now about who I sleep with and like to be friend's with the people I do wind up sexual with. At the time that one night stand happened, I was very fragile and vulnerable. I was looking for someone to love me and dominate me. I was going to the clubs every weekend and partying. We came back from Richmond and put the kid's to bed. We hadn't had sex in a while and we both wanted to reconnect. It didn't take me long to get him hard and in the mood for some naughty and nasty sex. It was the kind of fuck that is so deeply intense and passionate. He fucked me hard in my pussy looking me in my eyes. He told me he owned me and that he was going to spank me as soon as he was done fucking me. He came so deep inside of me. I cleaned up and came back for my spanking over his knee. I got into position and he spanked me hard with his big hands. I admit I was really craving it and hoping he would spank me hard. When he was done making my ass very red he used his magic fingers to make me cum for him. We snuggled together and fell asleep right away. This morning I was allowed to use the Hiatchi. My kid's are back in school and I got some time alone to masturbate. Thank you Master! It felt incredible! I love morning masturbation. I am able to totally fantasize about Master and put the Hitachi up high on my clit and let myself go. I had a huge orgasm and then a long hot shower to start my day. I'm getting my sex drive back and it feels wonderful! :) I've been thinking about our Edmonton trip coming up on April 6th. I can't wait! I am counting down the days and already starting to pack. I found out though that the new season of the Sopranos is starting on April 8th and I will be heading back that night and not able to watch it! I saw this meme on Luna's blog and decided to give it a try: 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? I tend to like sex a lot at night before bed. It helps me to relax at the end of a day and fall asleep after in Master's arms. I sleep so good after some sex. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The side closest to the bathroom which is in our room. 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Chicken. I don't eat red meats. 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yes. Many years ago after too many tequila's at the Ocean Beach Hotel, I puked on the side of the road in my ex husband's Datsun. I remember him saying "noooooooo...not in the car" and I puked all over the front of it. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Right. 6. Candles or Incense? I love both. I really love candles though and have them all over my house. 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Yes...all the time. I love to dance. 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Yes. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? I have taken off my clothes because of a dare, not money. 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? I prefer stove top. 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car. 12. Shower or bath? I love my bath's a lot but enjoy showers also. 13. Do you pee in the shower? No. 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese. 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Agressive. 18. Do you own sex toys? Yes. Lots of them! 19. Corn Dogs or Hot Dogs? Corn dogs. 20. Your favorite restaurant? Rasputin on Broadway 21. What did you have for lunch today? A tuna sandwich 23. When did you last fall down? I'm not sure. 24. Have you ever wished someone were dead? Yes. 25. Love or Money? Love. 26. Credit Cards or cash? Cash. 27. Has there ever Been anyone in your family you wish wasn’t? Yes. 28. Oreos or Vanilla Wafers? Oreos. 29. How do you like your steak cooked? I don't eat steak. No red meat for me. 30. How do you like your eggs cooked? I like Master's eggs he makes for me. 31. Have you ever knocked someone off their feet in a fight? Yes. During a fight when I was 15 years old. 32. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Hotel!! 33. Would you rather have a root canal or minor surgery? Surgery. 34. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money? No. I like my blonde hair too much. 35. Would you rather have lice or an STD? Lice. 36) Whats your favorite hard candy? Lifesavers 37) Ever been to a strip club? Yes. Many times. 38) Ever been to a bar? Yes. 39) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? No. I did confront someone who had hurt my sister once and was warned but I never actually got kicked out. 40) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes. Many times during the club days. lol 41) Kissed someone of the same sex? Yes. Many times. *smiles* 43) Had sex in the car? Yes. Many times. 44) Had sex at the beach? Yes. I had sex on the beach during my honeymoon. :) 45) Had sex in a movie theater? Not actually sex but lots of fooling around in the movie theater. 46) Had sex in a bathroom? Yes. 48) Have you ever been in an “adult” store? Yes. Many times. 51) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes. 52) Have you been caught having sex? Yes. I was caught once by the police during sex with my ex husband down at Fraser River. It was very embarrasing. 54) Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yes. Many times during my club days. :) 55) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Who doesn't?? LOL! I think most of my close friend's have naughty pictures of me. I hope everyone had a good weekend! I'm going to go sit out on my deck and relax and enjoy some sunshine!! If you want to see more pictures from our afternoon in Richmond...check out padme's devotions! I put two more pictures up there. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Star Wars Sunday - Transmission #2
 padme amidala - Welcome to another Star wars sunday! I hope everyone is having a good weekend. We are putting this week's Star Wars Sunday up early as we have plans to go visit with my grandma tommorow. She's not doing too well and I want to see her. It's been a difficult few days for me. I wrote about it on padme's devotions today. I also put in a few links to a few interesting videos that I saw on youtube. Check it out! I would like to thank my good friend, Tiggr for this week's beautiful Star Wars picture. She made this picture for me of padme when she was Queen Amidala and with red roses which are my favorite flower. It's a beautiful photo and I want to thank her very much for making it for me. I love it! I hope everyone enjoys it too. :) Master and I are watching Star Wars Episode V - The Empire Strikes back right now. It's one of the least watched of the Star Wars movies for me. I think maybe I've seen it about five times. I've seen Revenge of the Sith and the other ones many more times. I'm not sure why I didn't like The Empire Strikes Back as much but it's just not one of my favorites. It's my least favorite. It is nice to be watching some Star Wars right now to escape. The neverending rain here has gotten to us both and we are both looking for a little escape tonight. It's too bad there isn't anyone around to play with. *smiles* Master Anakin - I think everyone who has seen all the Star Wars movies could easily name a favorite; but let's hear your least favorite. My personal least favorite Star Wars movie is Episode VI - The Return of the Jedi. Yes, it's the episode where balance is restored to the force, the universe is saved, blah blah...But I just couldn't get into those cute little ewoks; many fans like them, I found them way too cute, way too much like muppets and a distraction from the storyline of the Darkside and the Force. I mean, ewoks were perhaps the precursor of Jar-Jar Binks, another cute but stupid character. I found that cuteness, lightness didn't contribute to the Star Wars experience for me. I guess I'm happiest and can escape into the Star Wars universe the most when the plot is at it's darkest, most brooding moments, where it IS saying something through metaphor or archetypal characters about good and evil and hopes and dreams or even engagement vs. escape, fate and freedom, and of course power. So what did not contribute to your enjoyment of Star Wars the most, and which episode was it in? If you have any Star Wars links, pictures, jokes or anything else Star Wars related please e-mail us at shyanne.blog@gmail.com or anakins.blog@gmail.com. We will gladly link to you and give you full credit. I'm also looking for more interviews. I am out of interviews and need more. Please consider participating if you haven't already. :) Star Wars link of the week: JediNet.com. Star Wars news for the fans by the fans. I am wanting to hear from you this week....is there a Star Wars movie that was your least favorite? Why was it your least favorite? A little Star was humor today for you: Things you will never hear Darth Vader say: ~If this is a consular ship, could you please tell the ambassador to come out of hiding so we could discuss this like civilized beings? ~Has anyone seen my inhaler? ~Impressive...most impressive. Can you do that again? ~You should not have come back. But, since you're here, let's shake hands and call it even. ~But I was going into Toshi station to pick up some power converters! ~Man, this armor chafes. ~Luke, do you ever get that not-so fresh feeling? ~Wow! Neat! ~What does that button do? ~I'm hungry. Let's get a taco. ~Oh man! I just shot Cpt. Needa in the face! Needa's dead, baby. Needa's dead. ~Here's looking at you, kid. ~Are you the keymaster? ~Well, excuuuuuuuuuse me! ..... I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend... May the force be with you all!! ~Anakin and padme amidala |
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Happy HNT - Hearts and fetish
 Happy HNT everyone!! Happy Hump day too! :) It's been a good hump day for me today. *winks* Nothing like a morning quickie to get the juices flowing and set a good mood for the day. I am lucky to have the afternoon free today. My kid's are at their friend's house so I am all alone and still horny. I'm watching a porno that Master downloaded last night. It's called BookWorm Bitches. I was a bit surprised to come online and load up my winamp and see this instead. Right now some really hot girl in a school girl skirt is getting fucked hard by some hot looking guy. She's really cute. *winks* I think Master left this up for me to find on purpose. Hmmmmm.....Master Anakin.....were you enjoying your porn late last night?? Did you leave this up for me to find and get all wet over?? You want little miss dangerous to cum out, don't you Master??I hope everyone enjoys this week's HNT picture. I think it's very sexy and I'm proud to say that this was my idea for the picture. Normally Master is the one to come up with the ideas for our HNT picture. A few weeks ago I was wearing my brand new thigh hi heart stockings for Master. I saw these and just had to get them!! I LOVE hearts!! I thought they would match my heart panties that I love and got from Wal mart a few years ago. I put up a second picture today for HNT just for all of you who have not seen my heart panties before. :) I wore my thigh hi's with the hearts and red bows and lace and my heart panties with my lavender lingerie I got from La Senza for Valentine's day. His reaction was priceless and he got a big hard on over it. I mentioned how innocent the thigh hi stockings were and how some fetish shoes would give it a bit of a darker look. So I went upstairs and came down wearing my fetish shoes with the outfit. I love the mixture of innocence and fetish...hearts and fetish. What does everyone think of the pictures? You can click to enlarge them. We would love to hear from you!! We really appreciate the comments on our HNT pictures. We put a lot of work and thought into them and we really like to know what people think of them. I also love to hear from everyone! I'm asking for the lurkers also to cum out the shadows and say hello! I would really enjoy hearing from someone I havn't heard from in a while or someone who has never commented before. :) Last night I was having a ice cream craving. I wanted it so bad! I couldn't stop thinking about chocolate ice cream. It must have been the pms. I'm also on a strict diet to lose weight for my Edmonton trip in a few weeks so I think it's driving me crazy that some sweets are cut off during my pms. I begged Master to get me ice cream. Finally he made me a deal. He said it like this: Deal or No Deal (based on the tv show) Deal - I will drive you down to the Baskin-Robbins and you can pick out any ice cream you want even though it's late and I'm tired. Master will do this for you. You can get your ice cream and indulge tonight but....you must accept a hard spanking with the crop for all the trouble that Master is going through for your craving tonight. You will get a hard cropping and I will get a blow job and you will not be allowed to cum. But....you get the ice cream you desire so much! Or you can choose No Deal - You say no to this deal and you get no ice cream and no spanking but....I still get my blow job and you will be allowed to cum. You can get the pleasure of a big orgasm with your Hitachi. He told me to think it over and get back to him. hmmmmm...ice cream and spankings but no orgasm and the blow job OR no ice cream and no spanking but I still have to give a blow job and I do get a orgasm. Pick which pleasure I want most. This was a very hard choice!! I picked the ice cream!! My craving was too overwhelming for me. Anyone with pms would understand why I chose the ice cream over an orgasm!! I picked Deal!! So down to Baskin-Robbins we went. My kid's were very excited and got ice cream too. I picked out a hot fudge sundae with the works. YUM!! I finished it before we even got home. Master just had the biggest smile while he drove home. I could tell he was pleased that I would be sexually suffering later in the night for my indulgence. The kid's went to bed and I did indeed get a hard spanking. He got out his crop and we went down the basement and I leaned over our school deak for 50 very hard crops on my ass. My ass felt like it was on fire after he was done the cropping. We went upstairs and he sat on his computer chair and I gave him a full blow job. I sucked him on my knees and used my fingers to feel his balls and drive him crazy. He moaned in pleasure and came in my mouth. Then I was sent to bed and he stayed up to do computer work. I had a hard time sleeping...was very horny and almost wishing I had made the other choice. But damn...that ice cream was good!! I woke up this morning with Master and we had a morning quickie before he left for work. I wanted him so much. We fucked and then we snuggled for a few minutes before he had to leave for work. It felt like heaven. I love mornings like today. I got my period this afternoon so I'm really glad we had some intimate time together before all the lovely time of the month stuff started. Only a little over two weeks now til my Edmonton anniversary trip with Master. A full three night's with no kid's. I'm so excited about this trip! I really need some naughty play time with Master and we have no sitting this weekend so it will make our anniversary trip very special for us with our time together. I'm counting down the days. It was almost a year ago since we went on a trip together and we are both talking about it a lot. :) I asked people to do a bit of a quessing game. I asked people to quess on what my anniversary gift is from Master Anakin. He got it from JT's stockroom and I got to take a look at it last weekend. I can't wait to wear it!! We don't plan to use it until our anniversary trip. Can anyone quess what it is? My first clue was...it's leather. My second clue is...I can wear it. Please let me know in a e-mail at shyanne.blog@gmail or comment what your guess is. Please let me know if you would like to be interviewed at shyanne.blog@gmail or send me any Star wars jokes, pictures, links or anything else Star wars related fo Star wars sunday! We will give you full credit and link back to you in our post. Hope everyone has a good hump day!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Interview with BK from Opening that Door
 There seems to be so many changes going on right now with me. My mind is spinning from everything. I hope everyone is enjoying the changes that we have been doing on our blog. Master Anakin was up late trying to clean up our links and side bars. Stay tuned for some very exciting changes in the next while. We are getting closer to a million hits on our blog and we can't wait to start some our future ideas for our blog and even for ourselves. We want to thank everyone for being along with us on our Journey..our Journey to the Darkside. This is my 15th interview in my series, padme's interviews. If you would like to be interviewed, please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I'd like to thank everyone who has participated in this series. If you have missed any interviews, please check them out in our drop down menu under padme's interviews. :) I was really happy to be contacted by BK to be interviewed. She had commented a few times on my blog and I was happy to find out she had a blog that I have linked to. She's become a regular read for me. She's got a fabulous blog and is updated frequently. Please check out Opening that Door today and tell her I sent you! I know she'd love to hear from you!! I put up a picture of her icon and also one called "mind fuck". She said she really liked the picture. Thank you for sharing the pictures BK!! Interview with BK from Opening that Door 1. Q: What is the name of your blog? Q: Is this your only blog? A: My Blog is called Opening That Door…and I have a LJ named Opening That Door under the screen name bashful_kisses, but I never use it...its just a screen name. This is my only blog." 2. Q: How long have you been blogging? A: I have been blogging since June of 2006; guess that makes it a whopping 10 months. 3. Q: How did you get into blogging? A: "I was an avid reader for MANY months of other blogs. I wanted to join in. It was simple…also a friend of mine had started a blog not long before mine and she enjoyed it a lot. I figured that it would be a perfect way to express some things that I can’t otherwise express in my daily life." 4. Q: What is your blog/blogs about? A: "My blog is about my life. ALL of it. The good, the bad and the ugly. The kink and the norm. It’s all there. I will talk about whatever is on my mind…so far I try to keep it personal…as I don’t really want to get into politics or religion or any other controversial subject…. its just ME." 5. Q: Can you tell people a bit about yourself? A: "I am a 32 year old mother of four youngsters...All girls...Between 5 and 12 years old. I am newly divorced, actually still in the process. I met a wonderful man about a year ago. A man who I can see spending the rest of my life with. Of course, as with any new relationship I have doubts and trust issues...But we are working through those. Our goal is to have a full M/s relationship...And while it is far from that now, we are working on it. I have been a stay at home wife and mother for 10 years (which I THRIVED on), then I was that, PLUS, a full time student, which empowered me greatly. Then I added in preschool teacher, I just love those little guys...big ones too for that matter. Now I am all of that plus some…not sure WHAT I am...All I know for certain is that I am a mother, a woman, a friend, a good person and slavemissive to my sweet (evil) Master." :) 6. Q: What are your hobbies? A: "My hobbies are mostly things that I don’t have time to do right now. I love to read, cook, camp, swim, laugh, play, sleep, relax, watch movies, eat…ummmm…I’m sure I could go on, but you get the point. 7. Q: Are you engaged/married/single? A: "I am actually in the process of a Very LONG DIVORCE. I am in a committed relationship with my man. There has been talk of marriage, but I am not ready for that yet." 8. Q: Are you into any bdsm or do you have a D/s relationship or HOH (head of the household) type of relationship? A: "Yes, yes and yes. Of course, this is a journey and we are constantly working on stuff and figuring things out. We still talk a lot and take each thing as a new experience. Our goal is to have a total power exchange relationship in the future…and I have faith that we will get there…someday." 9. Q: Have you been spanked in your relationship? A: "YES!" 10. Q: What is your most memorable spanking/sex experience? A: "Its hard to pick a favorite, they are all wonderful for different reasons…. but if I have to I would have to say that one warm (HOT) weekend during the summer when he tied me up…clamps all over my delicate parts…and spanked me and had me crying hard…. there were many different things that he said that struck me hard and made the whole experience harder. When he hit a nerve that was NOT an ok thing to say, and I spoke up about it, he took heed and changed his tactic…that was very powerful to me…to know that he cared…didn’t stop, but cared enough to change his words. I was a crying mess and when he finally stopped and wrapped me up in his arms…I felt SO wonderful. It was that elusive submissive feeling that I crave and rarely feel. I just wanted to be near him…and would have done anything for him. It was a magnificent day." 11. Q: Are you a star wars fan? Q: If so, what was your favorite movie/character? A: "I am not exactly a star wars fan, but Master has all the movies and so I have watched them…and…Well, I have to say Anakin was HOT…and then he got all dark and moody and was even HOTTER….lol…so there ya go." 12. Q: How do you deal with BDSM and children in the house? A: "I really have no straightforward answer for this…when the kids are around we are strictly vanilla. There is no rough stuff at all. The toys are hidden away in a closet and things just go on as normal. We are still in the “getting it worked out” stage. I hope to someday have a better answer for this…as it is a work in progress. We do what we can, when we can. We still argue, laugh and talk just like any other couple out there in the world. I am still super mommy, and have full freedom to go and do as I please. I try to just make sure he knows what is going on, and I am there whenever he needs me. But as of now, we are nowhere near where I would like it to be. That will take time, patience and lots of bonding between him and the children." 13. Q: How did you meet your husband? Q: How long have you been together? A: "(Not my husband…but my Master.) We met of all places...online…and have talked EVERYDAY since the first night contact was made. We met about a month after we started talking, and have been together ever since." 14. Q: Are you a switch at all? Q: Have you ever Dommed your husband? A: "I think it is enough to have to Dom my kids day in and day out…I have NO desire to Dom my Master. If the right person came alone…perhaps I could…but I think it would have to be a woman…I don’t know if I could Dom a man." 15. Q: How did you come up with the name, BK? A: "My screen name on the website that I met Master was bashful kitty and I tried to get that user name on blogger, but it was a no go…so I changed it to BK.then when I went to LJ and tried to get an account…bashfulkitty was taken…AS was BK…so there I made up Bashful_kisses. It really means nothing…it rhymes with my real initials, that’s about it." 16. Q: Do you role-play or do any dress up type of play with your Master? Q: What are your favorite types of bdsm play? A: "We haven’t yet…he prefers me naked or in chains, but so far he hasn’t expressed any interest in me dressing up. We talked a bit recently about role-playing a naughty schoolgirl type role…or even another simple role-play to try it out. I think it might be fun…but I will wait until he is ready to get really into it. My favorite types of BDSM play are those that make me cry…beg, and scream. I love mindfucks a LOT…and I love being tied up…down…however he can do it…I just love bondage." 17. Q: What are your rules with your Master? A: "Hmmm…now that I think about it…I have none. I have to do what I’m told, when I’m told and I cant say No. But we all know rules are meant to be broken, and I seem to break the very few I have…especially the never say No one…UGH. Oh oh oh…I almost forgot…no panties, ever, at home. That’s a big one, but I am so used to it…I forget I’m not wearing any." 18. Q: Do you have any good links to share with the reader's? A: "I can’t think of anything off the top of my head. Most sites I visit...I’m pretty sure your readers will know about already. I enjoy literotica.com and many blogs. My favorite posts on my own blog are Exquisite Agony from Aug. 2006, and perhaps…. ummm…. I can’t decide…I like them all…lol 19. Q: Do you have any future plans for your blog? A: "I just plan to keep writing what is on my mind. I want to figure out how to do more things in blogger…perhaps move over to LJ…but I am not sure. I just want to write." ....... Thank you for participating in my series, padme's interviews and letting me and everyone else know a bit more about you. Great answers! Please check out Opening that Door today!! On a positive note I have lost another pound on my diet. I'm full force on my working out plan and diet and trying to lose weight for my trip to Edmonton coming up!! I'm pms'ing too so I'm glad I am doing well with it. I was worried my water retention would affect my weigh in but it doesn't appear to have done that! It doesn't help I'm craving chocolate though with the pms...maybe try to find some low fat kind. We've got a sexy new HNT coming up tommorow so stay tuned for that! I hope everyone is enjoying their Tuesday! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Sugasm #71
Monday, March 19, 2007
Spring break
I wanted to do a quick blog post and let people know that this week I will not be online as much as I normally am. My kid's are home from school all this week for spring break. So I am spending time with them and also starting spring cleaning on my place. Every year at this time I do cleaning that I don't normally do through the year. I have a very busy week and won't be online as much. It's harder to get online with my kids around and I don't have my free time like I'm used to. I don't have the time I normally do to do my blog reading or even blog posts or even just chat. I had planned to put up a interview today but I just don't have time. I have e-mails also that I havn't responded to and I hope people understand that I might not get to them for a few days. Master Anakin is doing a lot of spring cleaning for this blog also this week. He has told me I will have very limited time online when he is around this week. He's home sick today and has been working on the computer. He's taking Thursday off to also work more on the projects he wants to. I hope everyone is patient this week while we do some moving around with our blog. We plan to fix up our blog a bit and add a few new things and delete a few older things. We also hope to launch something very exciting soon here on Journey to the Darkside. In some ways it feels good to have him doing his work on the computer as it is allowing me to get my own spring cleaning and projects done. I feel like I've been really behind on my housework lately and I look forward to a nice clean place at the end of this week. Stay tuned for some very exciting new changes here at Journey to the Darkside! We do have a sexy HNT to put up this week and I will try to blog when I can but I will not be around as much as normal this week. I hope everyone enjoyed Star wars sunday yesterday and had a wonderful weekend!! I'm getting the Darth whistle and Darth Vader wants on the computer now to get to his work. Off to start my cleaning... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Star Wars Sunday - transmission no.1
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
Surrender
 I was going to take the day off and not do a blog post today. I just feel like writing a post tonight and I wanted to write while everything was still fresh and I could remember the details from the last 24 hours. So much has happened....I'm sitting here drinking a bottle of Italian merlot and listening to Yanni and burning a scented candle. His music always opens my mind and my deep thoughts. Last night.... Last night we watched Star Wars Episode I - The Phantom Menace together and ate a delicious pasta dinner that was ordered in. I drank my 7-up and Russian vodka and Master had a few beers. I had a really hot bath with my Saje tantra oil and read some erotica. I shaved my pussy and I relaxed to some classical music. I got out and enjoyed some quiet time to get ready for our night. I was horny and needing him so much. A week of no sex can be very arousing foreplay. He was very much as in the mood as I was...giving me a slap here and there on my ass. I could tell that we were both really looking forward to some private time together to play. He went to put our son to bed while I checked out the porn selection on shaw on demand. Dressed in my new red ruffled panties (anyone want to see a picture of them??) and red lingerie and feeling very relaxed and horny. I'm very picky about my porn. I wanted something good. I finaly settled on a gangbang one and lit some candles and did some aromatherpy spray around the room. I went up and brought down our toys and laid them out for him. From the Waterproof Ivibe Rabbit vibrator to his belt and the crop and our new flogger that I got from Master R. He came down in his Darth mode right away. I can always tell when he's in his Darth Vader mood and ready to get down to business. He had some more beer and we talked briefly and watched the porno. I found the porno extremely arousing...there was one scene that about 8 guy's were in line to fuck the girl wearing a school girl outfit. She was blonde and so incredibly beautiful with a perfect shaped ass. There was one woman there who was helping out with all the action also. Wow...this got us both so horny!! He told me at one point that he was going to spank me for a entire hour. He took a few pictures of my new panties before telling me to remove them and come over to the couch to start with a OTK. (over the knee) This was by far the longest and most erotic OTK spanking I have ever had with his hand. He would sometimes spank hard and other times softer and then caress my ass and slip a finger or two into my wet pussy to finger me and get so aroused. He told me I was not allowed to cum until the hour of spanking was up. He was timing it!! Sadistic Darth that he is!! He leaned me over the couch and lifted my red lingerie to expose my bare ass up to him and his spanking toys. Took his time getting me positioned for this spanking..making sure my legs were slightly spread apart and my ass lifted up high for the spanking...hands in front of me in the handcuffs so I couldn't protect my poor ass that was already red from the OTK. He started with his belt. I could hear it jingling behind me. He taunted me with it...jinging it in my ear and telling me how hard he was going to spank my ass. That he wanted to give me some real pain. He told me I had it coming...was too mouthy during certain times during the week. He told me that when he was done my ass would be bleeding. He started slow and seemed to seduce my ass after about ten strokes. I wanted him to hurt my ass. I wanted to be punished. I wanted the belt HARD!! "Please Master...please hit me hard!!" I begged him. He belted my ass around 50 times. I didn't count and I was starting to fly into a subspace at this point. Then he stopped to finger me a bit and talk to me in his Darth voice. "Little slut wants it bad, doesn't she???" he said almost laughing. He picked up our new flogger and used it for about 20 strokes before he told me it was "too light" for him. It wasn't hurting my ass enough for his tastes so he switched to something he felt would make a statement...the crop!! On that nasty crop came flying onto my ass about 100 times. Sometimes he would crop so hard and steady that I almost felt like I couldn't take it anymore. Then he would stop and touch me between my legs...my aching pussy that wanted him so bad!! He said at the end that he could see a few parts of my ass bleeding and he wanted to fuck me. He turned me around and looked at me with a very intense look in his eyes. I could see Darth Vader. He had my blood on his finger. He smeared it onto my chest. I'm not sure why but this was EXTREMELY arousing me to. He got me to put down my lingerie and expose my tits to him. He took the flogger and began to flog my tits...hitting my nipples harder and harder. This is a perfect toy to flog tits. We both agreed it was too light for spanking..didn't hurt me at all. But on my tits...was amazing!! I loved it!! My ass was sore. My tits sore and red from the flogging. My pussy was aching for his cock. He undid the cuffs and told me to strip. Then he told me to go lay down by the fire and open my legs for him. I laid down and relaxed and then spread my legs wide for him to see. My pussy in front of him...open and ready and wet. He took off his boxers and came down towards me and slipped his very hard cock into my pussy. We fucked while looking at one another...deep into each other's eyes. It was very intimate. He lifted my legs up at one point to penetrate me better. I moaned and felt like I was in heaven. He came deep into my pussy. We held one another tight for a minute after he came. It was very bonding between us. After I cleaned up he got me to lay down and he made me cum three times with the Ivibe Rabbit vibrator. The first time I came fast and hard. It didn't take me very long. The second time was a bit more difficult but I did cum after about ten minutes. The third time was so deeply intense for me. I didn't think I could cum. He kept ramming the Ivibe rabbit into my pussy over and over again. Told me he wouldn't stop until I came for him. I tried and tried but it just didn't seem to happen. We had to stop a few times because I was honestly physically exhausted from cumming so hard twice already. I was panting and sweating. I didn't think I could do it but he pushed me to the edge....I came so hard the third time that I screamed and held onto him so tight while my pussy contracted on the vibrator. Today my pussy and ass still feel so sore. It was a truly incredible night!! We had some sitting time today and went out for lunch and to see the movie, Premonition. We went to Kelly O'Bryans for lunch and went to chapters first. I was looking for a erotic book to take with me on my trip to Edmonton in a few weeks. I found the book called Surrender by Vonna Harper in the erotica section. This book reminded me a little of my favorite book, Submission by Marthe Blau. I read the back and knew I wanted to get it. The front said "Ultimate ecstasy begins with Surrender" It says in one part on the back "Open up to brave new worlds with these sizzling tales of sexual adventure on an Island where lovers are taught delicious new ways to experience pleasure..." There is a warning on the back also saying "Warning! This is a really hot book. (Sexually explicit) Hmmm...sounds like a perfect book to be reading on my erotic adventure coming up in a few weeks on our anniversary trip. I put up a picture of the book so everyone could see. I can't wait to read it!! We went and saw Premontion and I have to say that this movie really affected me. It shook me up!! It's been a long time since I left the theatre in tears. I know I did for City of Angels. Premontion was excellent!! It surprised us by the ending and was very intense and made me think a lot. It brought back a few flashbacks for me of my car accident and it also lived out a fear of what would happen if something ever happened to Master Anakin. My worst fear has always been him being in a car accident. He drives a lot and has had a minor accident but I know how things can change in your life in a second. I came close to death and I know how precious life can be. We drove by my car accident site on the way home. I quess I wanted to remember how close I came to death. How my life changed in a second. In a split second lives were changed forever. S has a scar that is there for the rest of her life. I have a scar also from that accident and I'm just a really different person. That accident changed me. I recommend this movie a lot and it had a lot to say about life and death. And even about having a premonition. That's my question to everyone today...have you ever had a premonition?? I know I've had several in my life. I remember ten minutes before my accident having the worst feeling in my stomach...it's like I knew something bad was going to happen... I have been thinking about what was happening also one year today.... Life can change in a second...grab onto your friend's and family tonight and tell them how much you love them. It only takes a minute..but you never know if you might never know if something might happen and you never get the chance to. Star wars sunday tommorow!! Stay tuned for that! We are going to the horse races so it might be up late but it will be posted tommorow!! We can't wait to start our new series... We are going to go enjoy our Italian merlot and watch Season six of the Sopranos. I'm catching up on old epidoes that I missed. Happy St. Patrick's day!! Check out yesterday's post if you missed it...it's the St. patty's day post we did last night. I hope to play more tonight...I'm still so horny!! Hope you are all having a wonderful weekend... May the force be with you all! ~padme amidala |
Friday, March 16, 2007
Happy St. Patrick's Day!!
 Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I didn't plan to do a post until Star wars sunday but I'm drinking vodka and 7 Up and hanging out with my good friend's, Griz and good girl on yahoo conference. We've having a St. Patrick's day party online. :) I started drinking Russian vodka and 7-up early today and am already feeling quite pleasantly buzzed. :) Of course vodka goes straight to my pussy and that makes me one horny padme right now. I havn't fucked in a week!! I havn't had a orgasm since Monday!! I'm going crazy with horniness!! I wanna fuck sooooo bad!!! TGIF and I'm so glad it's the weekend!! It's been a really long week and I really need some fun!! Especially some naughty fun. *winks* Master Anakin came home and went right over to my ass to spank it. He told me he wants to play tonight. yeah!! I'm a happy and horny padme who is getting a spanking tonight!! :) I'm craving a really hard....really mean spanking at the hands of Darth Vader. The kind of spanking where the darkside takes over...and we go into some really naughty types of fun. Anyone else want to cum over tonight and join us for a little naughty fun?? *winks* I wanted to put up our picture for St. Patrick's day from last year in case people havn't seen it. I think it's a sexy picture. *winks* This year we did a HNT with the St. patrick's day theme. Tommorow we are going out for a date with no kid's. We plan to go for lunch at Kelly O'Bryans and then to see the movie which opened today called Premonition. I think it's looks spooky and interesting! I have been wanting to see it. I am really looking forward to some time with Master Anakin and some play. It's been a really long week. :) 3 weeks from today we will be in Edmonton, Alberta for our wedding anniversary trip. I can't wait!! I'm counting down the days. We are going to have so much fun!! I wish we were leaving today. :) What are your plans this weekend? Any naughty plans happening for you?? Is anyone else horny tonight? Anyone else getting spanked or fucked?? Cum on....tell me all the details!! I wanna hear all about it. I admit it. I love to hear all the juicy details. Stay tuned for Star wars Sunday. Master Anakin worked on a new logo for it and it's up on our side bar. If you have any Star wars sunday jokes, pictures, or anything star wars related...please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. We can't wait to start our new series!! We are watching Star Wars I - The phantom Menace right now!! What is it about Star wars which makes me so damn horny?? Or maybe it's the vodka...I just know I'm extremely worked up and feeling like little miss dangerous.... Happy St. Patrick's day!! Soooo...which picture do you like better? Last year's St. patrick's day picture (the picture put up today) or this year's St. patty's day picture which we put up for HNT? I"m curious... See you on Sunday.... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Happy HNT - Sexy St. Patrick's day
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Star wars fantasies
 I love Star wars and am a huge fan. Big surprise, eh! lol. I'm sure that's pretty obvious to many reader's that Master and I are very into all the Star wars movies. It's obvious to family and friend's who come by to visit. Our house is filled full of Star wars stuff. Our kid's own lightsabers. So does Master Anakin. He's even spanked me with it! :) We have a poster of Star wars in our bathroom and our room. We have a star wars calender that is above our computer on the wall. We have figurines and games about Star wars. We have seen each of the movies about a million times. We know the words in the movie and we use Star wars quotes sometimes when we talk to one another. When we were coming up with a theme for our blog I went to Master and suggested the Star wars theme. He didn't need to be convinced as he's a bigger fan then even I am. Since the day I met him he was always talking about Star wars. We had to line up in huge line ups for the movies we saw together. He was the first at Future Shop to buy the DVD's when they came out. He's got a Darth piggy bank which is beside our bed and often times this will go off in the middle of the night due to our kitty, Meisha stepping on it. I will be dreaming and then hear Darth Vader say "Your not a Jedi yet!!" During the mornings Master is at work I wake up the first thing I see is Darth Vader looking at me. Master and I have often used jokes to each other about this blog. He has called me padme now in front of people. I have often called him Darth. Our kid's have even joked and called him Darth Vader. Our son hears the Star wars music and he will run to the TV. He grabs his lightsaber and starts swinging. Of course he's also in karate. LOL! Our son's going to be a Darth Vader too when he grows up. He's like a little Dom. Just like Master. He even looks like Master. I've been told that by many people that they look so much alike. On Friday night I was watching Episode 2 and Master came home. He heard the word "Jedi" and immediately turned around and went straight for the TV. At that point it's useless. I know to just accept he's going to be there for the rest of the movie and I am to serve his drinks and dinner. I have to admit that I look at those movies a bit differently with having this blog. I often fantasize about padme and Anakin fucking now or Master wearing his Darth Vader costume. I need a padme costume so we can do some role playing. I'm curious...does anyone else think of this blog when they see any Star wars or see any Star wars stuff?? Do you look at it in a erotic way also? Has anyone ever had any Star wars fantasies?? I feel like in some ways I have ignored that aspect of this blog. I put up erotic pictures and do interviews and we talk about D/s and bdsm and spanking and different aspects of sex. But....we don't do many star wars posts. I think a part of me wasn't sure people really wanted to talk about Star wars. I had been told by a few people they came here just for the sexy pictures and spanking stuff. When we did our survey about what people liked on our blog, star wars was very low on it. I feel like I have gotten away from writing about Star wars and I love it! I've had blogger burnout recently and not been very into blogging. I feel quiet and I find it hard to always be sexy and write naughty posts. This had me thinking yesterday that maybe I should start a Star wars series! And do one day a week to writing about my favorite subject...STAR WARS!! I thought a good name for this would be Star wars sunday! I would spend one day a week putting up a Star wars joke or picture or just talking about different aspects of Star wars. What does everyone think of this idea?? Master Anakin has offered to help me with this series and I love that we can do a series together. My interviews and his Ask Anakin are done seperately. I know Master Anakin has some great ideas for Star wars posts! I do too. We are still in the beginning stages of this idea and we are curious to hear your feedback for this idea. We would love to hear from you through comment or e-mail to shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I am hoping others will participate too in this series by sending me their star wars links or pictures or jokes! I will of course link to you and give you full credit for it. Sooooo....any other Star wars fans want this series to start??? We are thinking of starting this on Sunday! Let us know... I saw this picture and had to laugh. It combines the movie, Closer to Star wars. I loved Closer also. I'm a huge Natalie Portman fan. Gee...I bet everyone never knew that. lol. I also put up a picture of some Star wars stickers! I got a really big surprise yesterday in my mail box. My very good friend, good girl sent me a beautiful card and some pictures of her and Griz and also these Star wars stickers!! WOW! It truly touched my heart and came on a perfect day for me. I was feeling pretty down and that cheered me up and reminded me that I have two of the most wonderful friend's in my life. I started chatting with Griz and good girl around a year ago. I really appreciate their support in my life. I am not sure this blog would be still here if it wasn't for them. I've thought about giving this blog up many times and they have helped support me during times of crisis. I don't feel too close to many people in my life anymore. S and I have drifted apart. Master R and I havn't talked in over a week now. I always look forward to chatting with my good friend's and I really hope we can meet one day. :)We put some of the Star wars stickers on our computer so they can be looked at while I blog. I love them! I've never seen any like them before. I feel so grateful for my good friend's. :) We are considering doing another Star wars spanking party! What does everyone think? We are thinking of hosting another one in April. Hmmm...I better start thinking about what Star wars movie to watch that night. Any ideas?? If your not sure what the spanking parties are about...check out our drop down menu for our different spanking parties we have had online. They can be a lot of fun and hope a lot of people will come to our next one. :) I am counting down the days to my trip to Edmonton next month for our wedding anniversary! I really need to get away and spend some private time with him. This weekend was crazy and we didn't get as much time as we usually get. I need play time! I'm needing a spanking and some time with sexy Darth Vader. :) On another note..I did weigh in today and have gained another pound! Yuck! I already got 40 with his belt on Friday night due to my one pound weight gain last week. Sooo...I've got a punishment spanking coming for that soon. I want to lose some weight for my trip so I need to start getting serious about my work outs! Hmmmm...maybe Master needs to send me for some personal training with one of the yummy UFC fighters like Tito Ortiz? I can go train up with team punishment?? *big grins* Have a wonderful Tuesday...I think I'm going to go put on some Star wars and escape into that today...anyone want to join me?? There's nothing like a little star wars to cure the blues. I always feel like I am in another planet when I watch the movies. Please let me know what you think of the ideas for a star wars series and another star wars spanking party!! Pretty please!! The results from our last survey are in. We asked you what your favorite HNT picture was so far for 2007. It was a tie. 22% said Spank me panties and threesome and 22% said all of them! Thank you for voting. We have a brand new survey up today!! We are wondering what your favorite Star wars movie is. Please vote!! We would love to hear from you. The survey is on our side bar. My favorite Star wars movie is Revenge of the Sith! I loved how dark that movie was and I've seen that one more than any of our Star wars movies. Stay tuned tommorow for a naughty HNT and we are doing to do another themed one with our good friends, Griz and good girl. Master spent an hour working on it last night. Cum back tommorow and see what it is!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Sugasm #70
Monday, March 12, 2007
Interview with Taught a lesson
  I hope everyone had a good weekend. :) Mine was busy and nice. We had a wonderful evening full of naughty play on Friday night. We took tons of pictures of it and hope to put one up for HNT later this week. I really enjoyed Friday. It was a nice chance to get a hard spanking and take erotic pictures and show off my new thigh hi stockings to Master. I want to blog sometime soon about all the juicy details of Friday night. We had a really naughty time. *winks* Saturday was spent getting ready for skywalker's 6th birthday party. It kept us very busy and I was tired at the end of the day. We rented The Departed and The Return and relaxed with a few drinks and watching the movies. Sunday was our son's birthday party and it went well but it rained very heavy. So our bbq was cancelled and we wound up ordering in pizza instead. I was so exhausted last night after it all. I enjoy hosting parties but it's always a lot of work. I had meant to get this interview up last week but was sick and wasn't able to get it up. This is my 14th interview in my series, padme's interviews. I'm really glad everyone is enjoying this series. If you would like to be interviewed please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. If you have missed any interviews, please check them out. They are all under my drop down menu for padme's interviews. Thank you to everyone who has participated in this series. One of the reason's I have enjoyed doing this series so much is all the new blogger's I have met through doing it. I have found new blogs to read and made a few new friend's. Today's interview is with Taught a lesson. I have linked to her blog and started reading it recently. She's got some amazing spanking photos and I'd like to thank her for letting me put a few pictures up for the interview today. I remember the days my ass used to bruise like that. It's become a "bullet proof ass" as Master calls it and takes a lot now to bruise it. She's got a fabulous blog and is updated frequently. She's also a huge Star wars fan! :) I love meeting people who love Star wars as much as I do. Please check out her blog, Taught a lesson today! Tell her I sent you! I know she'd love to hear from you. Interview with Taught a lesson: 1. Q: What is the name of your blog? Q: Is this your only blog? A: "The name of my blog is "Taught a Lesson." It is not my only blog but it is the only one I post to regularly." 2. Q: How long have you been blogging? A: "I started in October 2006." 3. Q: Are you married/engaged/living together? A: "I am insanely blissfully, happily married." 4. Q: How did you meet your spouse? A: "Through work...so cliche'." 5. Q: How long have you been a spanko and interested in spanking? A: "Now there is the question, isn't it. For as long as I can remember, I have been interested in spanking. I can remember being a really little girl and talking my brother into doing things that we KNEW would get us spanked and then just waiting for it...and then wondering why I thought that was a good idea. Adolescents was a whole new ballgame...the spanking stories that I would occasionally come across or see something about on TV or in the movies always gave me butterflies and tingles in all the right places. Then I was in a very abusive marriage...wwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy different situation and nothing even remotely close to spanking seemed appealing. After I got out of that and met the wonderful man I am with now, it all came back...slowly. I think we have building up to incorporating the spanking into our relationship in tiny increments for years but this past year was the first we started playing around with it." 6. Q: Are you in a DD (domestic discipline) relationship? A: "No, although we have talked about it, done some reading up on it, it just doesn't seem right for us." 7. Q: Can you tell everyone a bit about yourself? Q: Your hobbies? A: "My hobbies..well, I love to watch movies. I love TV...mostly movies though. Hubby and I are huge movie fans with quite an impressive DVD collection. I love to read. Sex is and always has been right up there at the top of my favorite hobbies. I am artistic, as is my Honey. We have had a couple of bands together, he is a drummer, I am a little bit of everything...I can play guitar, piano (badly but with enough practice I get by), clarinet and a couple of other things here and there, and we sing, write songs, and record. We don't do nearly enough recording but time and quiet are not always available. We also paint, Honey draws and makes recreations of everything from the characters in history AND from movies that he most likes. I also crochet and knit. We have lots of hobbies and our home shows the evidence as our living room occasionally becomes very small because of crafting goods." 8. Q: What was your first spanking like? Q: Could you describe any details about it? A: "I have been thinking about this one for a couple of days now. I don't really remember. Which is probably the whole answer, now that I think about it. Completely unmemorable...although there have been a few since then that quite make it for it. It may well have been in a hotel, over a chair, with a belt. Not totally successful but enough to get the blood flowing in that direction." 9.Q: What has your most memorable (or hardest) spanking been like? Q: Can you describe any details about it? Q: The toy used etc?? A: "The hardest spanking is almost always the last spanking...LOL. We are still in the experimental ground area. We have discovered that I like bruises but there is a mindset that I have to be in to tolerate the time and effort it takes to cause them. We discovered there IS a mindset for me and when I am in it, Honey can do just about anything to me and I like it. In fact, so far he hasn't reached really even pushed the envelope of the mindset...he is very sensitive to my thresholds." 10. Q: What is your favorite spanking toy? A: "Honey and I have different favorite toys (imagine that). His absolute favorite is the one we call Bruiser. It is a great big frat paddle, about an inch thick...totally thuddy. I hate it. Usually. Mine changes from day to day. Some days it the dogleg brush, which seems to be a staple in every spanko's spanking drawer, some days its the ping paddle, the stingy feel it causes seems best on my way to work, but not always, some days its something that packs a little better wallop like the lexan paddle, a completely different feel than any other paddle we have. Some days I like our homemade strap the best (which is currently M.I.A. and I'm not very happy about that). Some days I like a combination of all of them." 11. Q: What is the spanking toy you hate or fear the most? A: "Bruiser...beyond a shadow of a doubt, Bruiser. It is a big thick chunk of wood. It covers a large area and when weilded too heavily (depending on which side of the chunk of wood you are on) it hurts like the dickens. My concern is that one misplaced swat could actually cause harm. Since we are not into permanent injury, Honey is always careful with it...but I still don't like it." 12. Q: Are you a Star wars fan? Q: If so, who is your favorite character? Q: What was your favorite movie? A: "HUGE HUGE HUGE Star Wars fans from way back when the original movies came out. I got hooked at "Empire Strikes Back". I started my kids out when they were very young on Star Wars, back when it was hard to find on VIDEO. I was thrilled when I found out they were doing the prequel. Honey and I now own ALL of the movies and I'm so thrilled to have the video version because they changed it. Anakin was changed at the end of Return of the Jedi after the prequel came out...so we have both. My favorite character, arguably is Obi-Wan from episode one...I love Ewan McGregor and I loved Qui-Gon Jinn. I was disappointed when I found out that he was supposed to have been in the second one but Liam Neesom had had a motorcycle wreck and was unable to fulfill his agreement. They used his voice instead, just once, and until I read about it, I didn't even realize it was his. I can't pick a favorite movie because I love them all. I am also a huge Yoda and R2D2 fan. I have two talking Yoda's that are way cool. I love to take him down from his perch of honor and let him tell stories. He is very long-winded. And I have a mini-R2 who seems to hate my bestest young friend (screams everytime you mention her name) and a roboR2D2 that is my housebuddy (that also hates my bestest young buddy...malfunctions every time she talks to him). My honey is an Obi-Wan fan from the new movies. He made himself an Obi-Wan outfit and the Jedi robe is too cool...and warm...and BIG and he also has a lightsaber to go with it...collector reproduction and we have tons of little Star Wars figurines. We have "marathons" of our favorite shows constantly (lately it has been "Charmed") and before we can sit down for a Star Wars marathon, Honey has to get completely dressed up and decked out, light-sabre and all to watch. Its very adorable. He is an original Star Wars fan. He has always been into Sci-Fi and was one of those very excited people when Star Wars came out and it was such a departure from the typical Sci-Fi movies. He is still a Hans Solo fan. He loves the Millineum Falcom..oh yeah, we have a couple of those in different sizes too, but the younger Obi-Wan, I think, is his current favorite. Just as a side-note...too weird was the grown up Anakin. He looks EXACTLY like my ex-husband, who also turned to the darkside but not for anywhere near the valiant reasons the Anakin we all know and love turned." 13. Q: Do you enjoy any bdsm activities or role playing/dress up etc...? A: "Oddly enough, with all that I have written about Honey's love of re-creation, no we do not play dressup...much. I do have a schoolgirl skirt but I haven't worn it for play reasons yet...keyword, yet...We don't do roleplaying because I am not comfortable with it, although I think Honey would enjoy it...We do enjoy BDSM activities, but not as much as we used to. I like to be controlled in the bedroom. I like things a little on the rough side. Honey is more than happy to accomodate. We used to partake of a lot of me being tied up but physical problems have limited how much we can do that these days. We do still play some, just not as much as we used to. We have a step ladder waiting for use, bought specifically with me being tied to, beaten and used in mind...and household use as a secondary reason, and a sawhorse, also with the idea of me being tied to it, beaten and used in mind...with constructive use as a secondary reason but having adult sons in the house (just one these days), we haven't gotten to yet...he's hard to get rid of and I can't relax enough to try it when he is here...seems there is a party coming up in Dallas soon...maybe we should take them with us...just a thought...should Honey happen to read this before that time comes." 14. Q: How often do you get spanked? A: "That depends. Some weeks every day sometimes a several times a day, and sometimes, like now, when physical problems interfere, we are lucky if we get to do it once a week. Honey has some pretty serious back problems and spanking and making love are very physical so as much as we enjoy it, I tend to be a bit standoff'ish when he is having trouble. If I am feeling particularly stressed out, which has been a lot of recent, we make some exception, but we keep it light." 15. Q: Do you have any good spanking links to share with the reader's? A: "Oh gosh...I don't know how many I have to share that aren't already known. I am incredibly fond of Realspankings.com and girls-boarding-school.com. They are both paysites but if you like to see girls getting hard spankings, these are very very hot. Honey and I have used their techniques more than once. We are still learning, ya know. As far as freebies, I often look at http://www.spankslaves.com/, a thumbnail site with some good clips some days and some really good links on the sides. Of course, Bonnie's blog, My Bottom Smarts at http://bottomsmarts.blogspot.com/, Married Man's fucktoy at http://marriedmansfucktoy.blogspot.com/, Journey to the Darkside, which is so full of links that I have yet to make it through them all but have a great time finding new things to look at, In His Hands at http://being-elodie.livejournal.com/, a very hot but kind of scary sometimes blog, I would have to say as hot as Toy's. C's Correction at http://www.rncblog.blogspot.com/, about a Loving Domestic Discipline Relationship, some very interesting essays and observations. I don't always agree with them but they are insightful and well-thought out. A Woman's Journey into Loving DD at http://www.ddlady.blogspot.com/ has been intriguing me greatly lately. I have a subtle interest in DD but I don't see myself as ever being happy in that kind of relationship. I love being submissive to my husband, and I love when he spanks me but I don't think I fare well in a disciplinarian type relationship. We are equal with My Love allowing me to be submissive to the point that I am comfortable and I allow him to be dominant to be the point that he is comfortable. Its what works for us. Gosh, there are way more links, but they are hard to come up with without a whole lot of thought. I visit many, many blogs throughout the week. There are so many wonderful writers out there." 16. Q: Do you have any future plans for your blog?A: " No real future plans except to do what I have been doing. I try to make an entry at least twice a week, time allowing. I love the friendships it has created and hope to meet many more in the future. It is a wonderful outlet for those things I can't talk about in the "vanilla" world and a chance to "meet" people of like minds and...likes... I have attached a few of my favorite pictures. Hopefully you can find a couple that will work. Thank you so much for affording me this opportunity. I feel honored and am thrilled to be a part of your series!" ..... Thank you so much for participating in my series, padme's interviews and letting me and everyone else know a bit more about you! Great answers! Please check out Taught a lesson today! Well...I've got cleaning up from the party to do today and also was given permission for a little Hitachi time. I've been a little stressed out and need some stress relief. Thank you Master for allowing me to masturbate this morning! It makes Mondays a lot better. I will have a story to share now for Masturbation Monday. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Friday, March 09, 2007
Little miss dangerous wants to play
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Happy HNT - Nipple clamp torture
Happy HNT everyone! Master Anakin had planned to do the HNT this week but I am feeling a bit better and wanted to write a post. I have missed blogging. I am just coming around from a nasty cold that hit me the last few days. I had the flu about two weeks ago but this was a cold and it came on strong. I was so sick yesterday that Master Anakin came home early to help me and also my in law's had to help me. The medications I took for my congestion have messed with my stomach though. So I don't feel 100% yet. I'm trying though. I have a really big birthday party coming up this weekend. Our son, skywalker turns 6 years old! My "little baby" is growing up on me. *sniffles* I can still remember the day he was born...how proud his Daddy was of me and our son. I loved carrying Master's baby in my tummy. We are throwing him a bowling birthday party as he loves to bowl. Then we are having people come over for a BBQ. I've been trying to get loot bags and treats ready for Sunday. We tend to go all out for our kid's birthdays. I'm excited but it's a lot of work and I feel like I don't have time to be sick. We are doing a themed HNT this week with our good friend's, good girl and Griz from Everything Goes. They put up a very erotic HNT with nipple clamps on good girl's nipples. It's a really naughty photo. I really enjoy doing a themed erotic picture with other people. I think it makes HNT fun and extra naughty. Hop on over to their blog and check it out. :) Our last week's slave on a leash HNT picture got onto Sugasm for their post request for this week. Thank you Sugasm! I'm really glad to know other's are enjoying our photos. I love HNT and honestly think it's one of my favorite parts of blogging...sharing erotic pictures. It's the exhibitionist in me to give a glimpse to others of our naughty play. This picture was taken during our naughty play last Friday night during our erotic weekend. I was dressed up for him in my leather skirt, cupcake shirt, fetish boots, new fishnet stockings and wearing our new nipple clamps that we got for christmas from Master R. He got the mini nipple clamps at JT"s stockroom. They look like little silver clothespins. They are so tight on the nipples that I can not wear them for very long without literally begging him to take them off of my nipples. I only made it ten minutes before I was almost in tears...begging him "please Master....please take them off my poor nipples!! I can't take it anymore!!" Trust me...if you are wanting some really good nipple clamps...these are truly amazing! I have many different types of nipple clamps but these hurt the worst and pinched my nipples good. Master was being the sadist he is by pulling on the nipple clamps to give me more pain. I really like this picture. I think it's very erotic. What does everyone think? We would love feedback on the photo. Master put a lot of thought into this picture and how to make it look dark and fetish like. Please comment! We'd love to hear from you. I apologize that I didn't get my interview up this week. I felt bad that I was too sick to get it posted. I will be posting that in our next post. Speaking about JT's Stockroom...Master Anakin has told me he has placed an order with JT's Stockroom for my anniversary present from them. It should be coming in the mail anyday now. I am not allowed to open it! I'm under strict instructions to leave it alone and give it to him when he gets home. I am not allowed to get it until our Edmonton trip that is coming up in early April for our three year wedding anniversary. I'm sooooooooooooooo curious now!! How on earth am I going to go pick up the mail and see it and NOT open it??? I found out from my friend, good girl that the three year anniversary is leather/crystal. That website, Red Envelope is a pretty neat place and gave me a few ideas of what to get Master Anakin for our anniversary. I'm glad it can be something leather ...as I LOVE leather! *winks* :) I can't wait for our Edmonton trip! I'm counting down the days. We are getting three nights with no kid's. Our first three nights without any children ever. We have only ever gotten two nights so this is an extra night. I can't wait to get away...and just be with Master. To spend time together. To be away from everything. I've been feeling a lot of stress from family issues and my Sunday afternoon with Master R. I really crashed from my erotic weekend full of play. The cold plus the crash was enough to really wear me out. I have felt more tired in the last few days than in years. I really need this trip coming up...it's keeping my focus. It's my force right now...Master and this trip. I hope everyone is having a good hump day! I havn't had much sex drive the last few days due to everything but I felt a spark when Master walked through the door tonight. He gave me a big slap on the ass and looked deep into my eyes and told me that he wants to fuck me. There is something that attracts me so strongly to him....a true connection and force that I don't have with anyone else. I am so in love...and so amazed by my true love and force that I feel through Master....through my Anakin...my lover and best friend. I've been thinking a lot about our wedding lately. I feel so lucky to be married to the man who gives me everything I could ever need. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala Technorati Tags: HNT, nipple clamps, black and white photography, everything goes, jt's stockroom, wedding anniversary |
Sugasm #70
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Taking care and fantasy license plates
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Afternoon with Master R
  I had planned to put up a interview this morning but I really wanted to write about yesterday while things were still fresh in my mind. It was quite an erotic weekend and I'm still feeling on an endorphin high from it all. I usually crash hard on Monday but right now I feel content and relaxed. In my last blog post I shared a picture with everyone of me using my iVibe Rabbit vibrator from Friday night. I also described a few details of my weekend up until yesterday. Master R and I had made arrangements to get together for lunch and I decided about half an hour before meeting to bring along the play equipment. I was in a mood to play and I was hoping that we might play after having a talk first. There were many issues that I felt I needed to discuss with R. He agreed to me bringing the digital camera for our get together. This is very rare. Usually he is uncomfortable with any photo's being taken. He agreed I could take photos yesterday as long as there were no face photo's. I packed up the backpack with the toys and an outfit to wear. I decided this time to bring along some bondage equipment. We discussed him taking some bondage photos of me as I didn't have many of them and it would help me overcome some trust issues I have had. Up until yesterday we had never done any bondage together. I got dressed in my jeans and a tight navy blue top which reveals some cleavage. I did my make up and blonde hair all sexy. I wanted to look really hot. I made sure my outfit and toys were packed and I went downstairs to say goodbye to Master Anakin. He grabbed me into a very passionate kiss. I don't like to play with others unless things are right between us and they felt really good yesterday. We spent a very close weekend together playing and fucking and spanking. He gave me a hard slap on my ass as I left. I went down to wait in a nearby park. This is because of my kid's. They don't know R and I am not comfortable with them ever meeting him. I went and sat on a rock and waited listening to my iPod. I was extremely nervous. My stomach was doing turns. He came and picked me up. We went for a drive and he let me listen to my Z 95.3 which I love. He is more a hard rock type of guy so he laughed at one of the songs by the Pussycat Dolls. He looked good. Very yuppie. He always dresses and smells so good. I'm not sure what it is about being around him but I always feel like I'm in a different world when I am around him. He doesn't have kid's and he has a lot of money and a very powerful job. He travels around the world and he is very intelligent. I've always liked intelligent men. There is something very appealing about him which attracts me to him in a very strong way. I almost feel like at times he has a real hold on me. I am the youngest of his slave's. amber is almost ten years older than me. He's told me about another slave he sees who is 50. I will admit at times it's strange that he's 60 years old and I am a 34 year old. That's a huge age difference and even in our ways of thinking. I like to listen to him talk sometimes. He will tell me stories of his travels or of his life. I'm so curious...he's so mysterious to me at times. We had a really yummy lunch. The weather was pretty nice yesterday. A cool breeze but some sunny periods. He ordered my lunch for me. He knows that I love salmon. Gawd...it was delicious! We talked about trust. He told me a few things about himself that I didn't know before like his last name and about his hobbies. He explained a lot to me about his past and why he has certain trust issues. He gave me a gift from his recent trip to Africa. It was a beautiful pin. Then he told me he had another gift for me but it was at his house. He bought it when were at the Taboo Naughty but nice sex show. He wasn't sure when to give me the gift and was waiting for the right time. I had to smile at the fact that he left the gift at his house...which of course he knows I'm curious and would go back to his place for even just to get the gift and then it would be hard to say no to him. We left lunch and headed back to his house. We talked more on the way there. We got there and he must have sensed how nervous I was about things. He offered me a glass of chardonnay from Africa he got from his trip. It was amazing! I sipped on it while he looked through my backpack full of toys. I got my gift from him at that point also. He handed me the bag. It was of a brand new spanking toy! A beautiful blue flogger. I put up a picture today of the flogger. It's so soft and was perfect for when he flogged my tits with them. In one photo you can see him grabbing onto my tits. Those are Master R's hands!! I love that picture. Very erotic. He's got different hands than Master R. They are rougher and a bit bigger. They grab my tits differently. Master Anakin does it with love but Master R is much different. He grabbed them so hard I cried out. Then he took a few practice shots onto my tits with the new flogger. I then got dressed into my leather outfit for him. Leather skirt, new fishnet stockings, my red lingerie top, and leather gloves. I asked him to take some bondage photos for me as we had never done bondage and I was curious about trying that with him. He got out a few toys of his own like some heavy duty chains. In the one picture you can see my back with the chains on them. He used cable ties to tie the chains and handcuffs together. I was hog tied and tied in different positions on his bed. He snapped photos of it all. He put on music on his huge stero. It sounded awesome. Music of the 80's. I love the 80's music and he knows this. Men at work and some Pat Benatar were on while he tied me up in different positions. He took some great photos! Master Anakin was impressed with many of them. We did have some really nasty and naughty sex after all the picture taking. He took me in a very rough way. I wanted it very much. He spanked me with the flogger and also a cane he had of his own. He spanks like a true disciplinarian. It's exactly what I need sometimes. To just feel punished. It's a true reaction for me to feel so relaxed after a really good beating by Master R. He knows what I like...how to push some limits. To take us to a very darkside. I really needed the escape yesterday. I needed that type of play. I admit that I was in a bit strange mood yesterday. I wanted to be taken. I wanted it rough. I just wanted to fuck him. He drove me back home and we talked some more about our trust issues. I want to be able to trust him. After all we've done the last ten years I should be able to by now. He promised me that he would not disappear on me and he kept his word. I woke up to an e-mail from him telling me how pleased he is with me. I sent him a few pictures of our play yesterday. I came home last night and fucked Master Anakin after he got worked up looking at the pictures of us playing. Two men in one day. *whew* I'm a very naughty girl. *winks* There was many more pictures that we took yesterday and I hope to put up a few more at some point if anyone else wants to see them?? We also have a really sexy HNT coming up laster this week. I do have my interview also which I hope to put up next. I put up the answers to the true friend quiz on padme's devotions today also. Thanks to everyone who did the quiz! It was a lot of fun! Just over one month til our trip to Edmonton. I can't wait! I'm so excited about it. I'm in a very sexually naughty mood today. I feel like little miss dangerous. I can't stop thinking about the weekend. Of Master Anakin and our play. Of Master R and our play. Of the many new things I tried...of the naughty ways that I behaved. I feel like a real slut right now and it feels damn good. There is a really wild side of myself that I like to unleash once in a while. I just know I need to grab the Hitachi right now and masturbate. Hmmm...maybe I'll phone Master Anakin at work and ask permission to cum..... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Erotic weekend
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Friday, March 02, 2007
Horny and ready for play
 Courtesy of SparkleTags.com TGIF!! Yeah! I love Friday's! I'm so glad it's almost the weekend! Please hop on over to my other blog, padme's devotions. I put up a friend test on there and I'm curious to know how well some of you think you might know me. Please give it a try! I'm so curious if anyone will quess all the right answers. I gave it a lot of thought to what questions to ask about myself. So pretty please with a cherry on top try it out! :) Also, I tried to put up a video from You Tube and it didn't work. Please check out this video! It's a Anakin and padme video with the song, Fields of Gold in it. Fields of Gold is Master Anakin and I's wedding song and a very special song with a lot of meaning to us. This video moved me to tears! I think it's wonderful there is a Anakin and padme video composed to our song. :) Thank you to everyone who commented on our HNT. Is anyone else horny today? Anyone else planning to play this weekend? Anyone else on orgasm denial? Please come out of the shadows and say hello. I'd really love to hear from everyone today! I'm in a very social mood and would love to hear how everyone is doing. I've been on orgasm denial this week and sweetly suffering for Master Anakin. Every night he has sexually tortured me getting me close to an orgasm and then denying me. This is because I broke a rule about cumming without permission last Saturday night. On Wednesday night he went down on me after I shaved my pussy smooth for him. He drove me crazy with his tongue and fingers in and out of my pussy...making it sooooo wet and needy for an orgasm. It was hard to fall asleep in that state of arousal. Last night was the hardest night so far for me. Our kid's went to bed and we decided to rent a movie on Shaw on Demand. Master chose The Marine. We snuggled up on the couch together. Eating M and M's and enjoying some candles and the fire going. We had a few beers and started to make out. He started to feel my pussy and tease me with his magic fingers. My clit was burning for an orgasm. I felt myself soooooooo fucking horny!! I tried to tease back with my fingers hoping he might fuck me but he just laughed in his sadistic Darth tone and told me... "No, slave. No luck tonight. You'll have to wait until I allow you to cum and you'll feel pain before you get your pleasure. You must suffer more for me" I had a very difficult time going to bed. I wanted him to touch me again. I didn't want it to stop. I wanted him soooooooo bad!! I seriously considered begging but I knew that would only anger him. I've even had sexual dreams this week with all the sexual energy building in me. Right now I am watching this video on You Tube. It brings me back to a certain time and place. It brings out many erotic emotions in me. It makes me want to fuck in a clock tower like they did in that sex scene. The first time I watched 9 1/2 weeks, I was only 17 years old. I remember being deeply affected by the movie and it came into my fantasies for me in my younger years. I would dream about a Dominant man like the character of John in that movie. I would masturbate with thoughts of that movie and wishing a strong man would control me the way he does to her in the movie. Years later I rented this movie as Master Anakin hadn't seen it yet. It set the stage for me to bring up my spanking fantasies to him. The result was my first spanking by Master Anakin. Years later he bought me a white blindfold for Christmas and the book Nine and a Half weeks by Elizabeth McNeil. This book spurred on so many fantasies for me. To this day when I want to get into the mood I take it into a hot bath and read it and I'm in a very submissive state of mind. I enjoyed the movie, Another 9 1/2 weeks so much that he bought me the cd from a special place so I could listen to the music in the movie. There is nothing that can create an erotic mood like a very erotic movie. What's your favorite? Do you like Secretary the most or how about Wild Things? That movie also created a fantasy for nikki and I and we decided to try to act out a part of the movie together. Movies can still up so many powerful emotions. Whether it's porn or just an erotic movie...I know for myself I can watch some of them over and over again and some movies I can't help but masturbate to certain sex scenes. Some movies are so erotic. I really love Wild Orchid, Showgirls, The Secretary, Wild Things, Basic Instinct, 9 1/2 weeks and another 9 1/2 weeks, Killing me Softly and also Unfaithful. I swear I've seen these movies over and over again. One of the first movies I saw with a sex scene that really intrigued me was Fatal Attraction. I saw it at 13 years old. I can remember wanting to fuck on a kitchen sink like that scene in the kitchen. I have yet to live out that fantasy. *hint hint Master* I've spent almost all day watching erotic You Tube videos and getting so deeply aroused. E-mails are so hot and naughty between Master Anakin and I. I'm going crazy with desire...sooooooo turned on!! So aroused...so feeling like I"m on fire...with so much passion!! One movie I havn't seen yet and want to is the Pet. I can't seem to find it locally. Has anyone seen it yet? If so, what did you think of it? I loved the spanking scene in the Secretary movie. I also loved the sex scene in Mr and Mrs Smith. I am wondering which movie I should throw in tonight to get Master in the mood... Have you ever role played characters from a movie you liked? You know Master Anakin and I do because we've done role playing with Anakin and padme and also even Bender and Claire from the Breakfast Club. We tried to act and look like the part and we role played. It's a lot of fun and spices up a scene. I fantasize almost every day. Today my fantasies are running wild. The orgasm denial is working me up to a state of huge arousal. All I can think about is sex and spankings and fantasies. I can't concentrate. I want to just escape into some fantasy. I want to have a threesome right now or invite a couple over to watch me get spanked. I'm in a very kinky mood. My thoughts and feelings the last few days have been pretty erotic and dark. I've had fantasies of needle play or doing some electricity play. Of getting pierced. Of getting tattooed or branded. Of being with a woman. Of getting spanked or whipped!! I want to feel pain!! The desire to feel pain and to explore fantasies is sooooo strong!! Who wants to cum over and play tonight? We have a webcam we bought last Christmas so we could enjoy some naughty fun with others but it's collecting dust. Who wants to cum and play with us?? I wonder if Master R thinks about our threesomes. About the things we have done together the last year. I've been thinking about phoning him up. Inviting him over for some play. I wonder if he would say yes....if he would join us for some kinky play?? Who wants to talk about sex?? I am putting up a picture of what I would love to be doing right now...using my Hitachi. This was taken the night of my Hitachi review. It's an action shot of my masturbation with the Hitachi. I'm wearing my pink and black sheer lingerie that I got from Whistler on our wedding anniversary last year. I want to buy something special for our trip to Edmonton this April. I can't wait! I am counting down the days to our trip. Anyone have any naughty ideas for a very naughty type of outfit for the Polynesian room we are renting?? I want to do a tropical type of theme for some play and role playing. Master was joking we can pretend we are on Survivor. Or alone together on a tropical island. I've been checking out JT's Stockroom also today for anniversary ideas for a naughty present for Master for our wedding anniversary and our trip. I'd love some new toys to try out on our trip. :) I have another interview ready to go up so stay tuned for that! Please vote on our new survey if you havn't already! It's about your favorite HNT picture so far for 2007. We are curious to know what people vote for. I am feeling in my "little miss dangerous" mood right now. Master's nickname for me is little miss dangerous based on the Ted Nugent song. I heard it on a Miami Vice episode one night and Master said "that song is all about you." So now when I'm in a very erotic frame of mind I will listen to that song.... Master Anakin, I want to fuck sooooooooo bad!! I want to cum soooooooo bad!! I want to play soooooo bad!! I need a spanking soooooooo bad!! I'm in my little miss dangerous mood...time to braid my blond hair, put on the naughty school girl outfit, the black and white thigh high stockings, fetish boots, and make up and a bit of cheap perfume. Have a few shots of the Russian vodka which goes straight to my pussy...then take my time as I suck your cock on my knees. Then beg for you to spank my naughty ass and if your feeling in your Darth mode...slap me around a few times and call me bitch. Tie me up, beat my ass, cane it and flog it and crop it til it bleeds. Make me float in subspace and make me beg you for more! Please fuck me hard on whichever hole you feel like tonight...be rough to me. Beat me!! Make me feel your darkside. I want to feel your power!! I want to see Darth tonight...your strong force breaking me down and submitting to you. Cum home soon Darth Vader!! little miss dangerous xoxoxo Little Miss Dangerous by Ted Nugent She makes her move at Midnight She's got the magic touch The little girl is dangerous and a bit too much In the midnight hour about the stroke of twelve She'll be stepping out She's gonna raise some hell And it's her move she's holding that wild card Gotta make her move She'll make your life so hard High heel sneakers head to toe in lace Such a dangerous body with a little girls face Chors: Little miss dangerous Little miss dangerous to me She's my little miss dangerous Yes, she is Looking for trouble Looking for sex Walking on the wild side She's so complex She's on fire The heat is coming on The girl's on fire She burns all night long High heel sneakers Head to toe in lace Such a dangerous body with a little girl's face ....... I'm horny and ready for play!! I hope everyone else has a Rockin weekend! *winks* I may not be online much this weekend due to lots of play time with Master. It's UFC fight night tommorow night with UFC 68. We also plan to do a few things around our place. I can't wait til Master is home...my force needs his pain and pleasure right now... I found out this afternoon we are getting an overnight tonight also! No kid's til 6 pm tommorow! Hmmm...I've been asked to cum up with ideas for a perfect scene tonight. Can anyone help me? What shall we do? I want to create a perfect type of scene that we will always remember...and try something different. Right now..I'm watching this video and getting some ideas for doing a strip show tonight for Master Anakin. What does everyone think? Should I do a strip show and get him to take pictures of it so you all can get a glimpse? Who wants picture of our play tonight?? If enough people comment and say yes...maybe we'll put up a photo of the play or spanking tonight...cum out ..cum out...whoever you are..and let us know what is on your mind on a naughty Friday night! EDIT: It's almost 8:30 pm PST. (pacific standard time) We are about to watch 9 1/2 weeks. We havn't watched it in years and Master suggested it after seeing some of the videos I posted today on Journey to the Darkside. He said we are going to have an erotic weekend...non stop play and movies and music!! Tommorow we will be watching Another 9 1/2 weeks. I've had a bath already and shaved my pussy for him. He's dropped off our son and our daughter has left to my ex's house. I have lit candles around the room and have the movie ready for our home stero. I am dressed up in a sexy outfit and am wearing my "spank me" panties. We have no kid's and an overnight for the first time in weeks!! I'm so excited and I can't wait to play!! I'm excited about watching 9 1/2 weeks again...and about the play we hope to have...I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend! Mine's going to be very erotic and lots of naughty fun! Why don't you consider having one? Join us this weekend in making it a very erotic weekend of your own. Pop in a sexy movie, open a nice bottle of vodka or merlot, dress in your sexiest outfit you have and have some very naughty fun!! :) I don't remember the last time I was so much looking forward to the weekend! I'm so horny...so excited...so much in a naughty mood!! I really hope everyone has some naughty fun this weekend! *winks* If you do, tell me about it!! I want all the details!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala |
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