Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Happy HNT - A well paddled bottom

Happy HNT everyone! My padme posted yesterday in sweet detail about the harsh paddling she earned with My Anakin's paddle. I thought that I would share with you a picture I took of her red bottom and spank me panties that I pulled down for a bare bottom paddling. I got rather enthusiastic with My Anakin's paddle on her bratty ass. I promised and delivered eighty swings; loud and swift cracks. Her ass was on fire by the time I was done with the punishment paddling.

I hope that you enjoy the picture as much as I did first creating it and second taking it. I Photoshopped a sort of 70's style rounded-edge border and colors and blurred the bed she was laying on; I had fun with it, showing off padme's red tushy was a lot of fun. I think this is one of the best spanked bottom photographs I've ever taken. Again, enjoy!

I'd love to hear from you about your thoughts on the HNT picture. Please leave us a comment or e-mail me at anakins.blog@gmail.com.

I have been working today on more products for our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. Please keep checking back. I have many ideas for the online store and I'm really glad that people are enjoying it.

I am home from work today and My padme is sitting on a very sore bottom after earning some more punishment for disobeying Me. I put her sweet ass over the couch for some spanking time with My belt. I told her to give me a blow job on her knees and then I teased her endlessly before denying her an orgasm. My padme is not allowed to cum until Friday night. It's making her very submissive and sweet. I enjoy having the power of the darkside over her.

May the Force be with you.

~ Anakin

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

The power of the Anakin's paddle


There is a real power in the darkside. I can feel Master Anakin's dark power over me today. He's got me in training right now to be a better slave. I am flowing through His strong force. I've had some very harsh lessons to teach me. I only learn from the hard ones....the ones that make me suffer and feel Darth Vader. I wrote about my spanking from my friend, Max in my last post and then I also did an edit at the bottom of the post. I was told to post the edit and let everyone know about the punishment paddling I had just received and about my punishment. I got a paddling last night due to many reasons...for upsetting his weekend and also some good friend's of ours. I know I havn't been easy to be around lately. I have been feeling lots of stress lately. I didn't obey him on Friday about the phone rule of only 20 minutes. I have broken a few rules over the last few weeks and Darth isn't standing for it anymore.

I wanted to put up a older photo of me in my heart panties with the Anakin's paddle. That way any new readers can see what the Anakin's paddle looks like. It's a very hard wooden paddle which Master designed himself to make the paddle unique and with his name on it. That paddle has taught me many lessons. The other picture I put up says "I can be so naughty...Spank me now!!" Ummm...that's how I feel today. I need a spanking!!

Master told me last night that there is going to be some changes happening. That I would know the true power of the darkside. He told me that Darth is out in full force and to obey his orders or face the consequences. Our kid's were out and we had some time together last night. We were in the middle of watching Miami Vice on our DVD when he suddenly pressed pause.

"Get your ass upstairs right now, bitch. I have been feeling like giving you a spanking all day and I think it's time for a true punishment paddling" he said in the most sternest tone.

There was no messing around with Darth. When the darkside cums out...look out!! I knew we had over an hour and there was time to give me a really good paddling. We went upstairs to our bedroom after I grabbed him a cold coke to drink. He told me he was going to work up a real thirst with giving me a good paddling and then fucking afterwards. He sat on the end of the bed and put the pillow out for me to lean over. I was told to go fetch the Anakin's paddle from our bag and then get over the pillow. I brought it to him and got over the pillow. Up my nightshirt went and down went the "spank me" panties. I was told to count out the strokes one by one. To take the punishment from him...and then thank him for giving it to me.

I was getting 80 with the Anakin's paddle HARD on my ass and I was told to not move or I would get more. I was told to keep still and take it and be silent. A few times it was very hard...I wanted to scream out but I knew it would anger Darth more. I took them very hard and it made me ass very red and sore. The burn was intense. He took two pictures of it. We will be putting one of those paddling pictures up for HNT so stay tuned and cum back tommorow for that! :)

I was put in the bad girl corner for ten minutes with my hands over my head and then he lectured me. His lectures always affect me. It's like he can get inside of my head. He knows how to get through to me with his words. Master Anakin was in the army when he was younger and has the type of tone which makes me want to do exactly as I am told. Darth comes out and I just know to not fuck with him.

He then told me to get on all fours so he could fuck me from behind. My ass was nice and sore and very red. My pussy was throbbing and needy for his cock. He had a major hard on!! It didn't take him very long with a few grunts and groans and he was cumming deep inside of me. I was told that I was going on orgasm denial until Friday night and longer if I misbehave this week. Boy that craving was so strong...I wanted to cum. I even tried to beg a little but he would not budge. Darth is a man who likes me to sexually suffer. He enjoys how the need in me will grow as I am denied orgasm. I learn who really controls my body and orgasms. Orgasm denial is a true punishment. I feel very punished when I am put on the orgasm denial and teased and sexually tortured.

This morning I was given a order from Darth. David Pierson from Punished Brats sent me out some DVD's to review for him. He mentioned today that he's sending me the latest DVD of their shoot on Saturday!! Thanks David!! I am really enjoying the DVD's and can't wait until Master Anakin can also check them out. I know he will enjoy them too!

I got the DVD's yesterday and have been really wanting to watch one. Master Anakin told me to watch one of the DVD's this morning. He wanted me to watch it and then report to him what I was feeling. I was not allowed to even touch myself!! I had to just watch and fantasize. I was watching one with David giving
amber pixie wells a OTK which was so amazing!! Her pj bottom's were pulled down and she was across his lap with her bare bottom. I loved watching amber's reactions in the scenes. She can give a real good pout. ;) She's also got a very spankable ass. I really loved watching her spankings. David gave one very hard spanking to amber!! I was holding my breath during one part when he spanked her hard across her bare bottom and how red it was!!

The DVD came out great on our home theatre. I felt like I was right there in the room watching the spanking happening. I wanted to cum sooooooooo bad!!! Watching a spanking DVD on orgasm denial has got to be the worst punishment for a very horny slave!! I really had a hard time trying to not touch myself. It was an incredibly hot DVD. Words can't describe how horny and wet I was feeling after watching that. Master is a evil man!! A true mean old man!! No wonder he's starting a "mean men club" now!!! Master Anakin is the president of the club and he says he is enjoying the fact that there are other mean men out there!!

Weigh in was today and I lost one pound! I'm very happy that I have lost 8 pounds since New Year's when I started my diet. I've been walking more and trying to drink lots of water. Please check out Todd and Suzy's blog for diet details as I am a part of their diet friend's group. It's been great for me to have the support during my diet. Master Anakin is very proud of my loss this week.

See you tommorow for the paddling picture HNT. Master is home tommorow from work so I think he will be putting that up. I am not sure how long I will be allowed online tommorow. I can't wait to spend the day with him. :)

I'm a horny slave girl on orgasm denial and sweetly suffering for Darth...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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Monday, May 28, 2007

Spanking from Max


I've been in a really good mood today and it's all thanks to a very good friend, Max who got the chance to give me a spanking yesterday for the first time. :) I had a very interesting weekend. Full of ups and downs and family drama and whippings and spankings and lectures and Pirates and lots and lots of fucking. I want to thank everyone for participating in our special 30th anniversary blog post for Star Wars yesterday. We really enjoyed your comments and pictures and links and hearing from everyone about their favorite Star Wars memories. Please check out bethie's blog for a really neat Star Wars picture on her blog. It's of Yoda with a flogger and her new Princess Leia slave doll. It's a really cute picture. Check it out! :)

We went to see the new Pirates of the Caribbean on Saturday and we really enjoyed it. We enjoyed some merlot and put our son to bed. We had a very intense few hours together. We had a two hour conversation about where we are headed with our TPE and the poly aspect of our relationship. We talked about Master R a lot and we talked about Max. I knew I needed to find out the rules for my date with Max. I am still dealing with my break up with Master R and I made sure to voice concerns to Master. He always decides when I play with others. He decides and I must obey. I made sure the rules were clear. He said that we could enjoy our date and that I could get a spanking from Max but that there were to be no orgasms (for either of us) or bdsm type of play (bondage etc..) I havn't known Max very long. We are still getting to know one another. He's a male switch who's younger than me that I met through collarme.com and our ad which is on there. He's a good friend who I feel very comfortable talking to. He's the only one from collarme.com that I have actually met from that ad. I have chatted with people and exchanged e-mails with many people but usually it doesn't get to the meeting stage. I'm glad that I have gotten to know Max. :)

We discussed the rules and went upstairs for some very intense play. I was told that Master Anakin wanted me marked before going out on my date with Max. He told me ...

"I'm marking my territory, bitch. I'm going to whip you and mark you and you will show Max what I did to you. Let him see my marks on your body. Then he can spank you on top of those marks I gave to you. He can spank you as much as he wants but your orgasm belongs to ME!"

Those words made me incredibly wet. I swear that it didn't take me long before I was having the biggest orgasm. I was whipped so hard and so intensely that a few whip marks are still there today. It was intense to think that I was being whipped and having to show these marks to Max. I was nervous!! I wondered what he might say or think. Would he want to spank me? I am not sure I slept much on Saturday night due to all the thinking I did about the date with Max.

Max picked me up and we headed to IKEA for some fun shopping and to eat lunch. I really enjoyed going to IKEA. :) We had a really good talk over lunch. We talked about the blog a lot over lunch. It was interesting to hear his thoughts about Journey to the Darkside. There was a lot of flirting and fun and a really nice afternoon. We headed to his house to watch some Star Wars and enjoy some time together. I was nervous but admit I was very excited too. :) He read the Star Wars sunday post and I got comfortable on his leather couch. I poured some port which was amazing to drink. After the movie was done we started to talk more. I told him that I was told to show him my marks on my ass. I told him that I was given permission to get a spanking from him. He had a huge smile and I noticed a obvious hard on. I would have loved to give a blow job but that was not allowed. Maybe one day. *grins*

I pulled down my pants and panties that I wore just for Max. He was impressed with the marks and he remarked on Master Anakin's work on my backside. He then grabbed me and put me over his lap for a OTK. He spanked soft at first and then went harder as the spanking progressed. He's got big hands just like Master Anakin. It was quite the spanking. I found it extremely erotic. We went to Tim Hortons to pick up some donuts and sandwiches for me to take back to Master Anakin and our kid's. We said a really nice goodbye and we agreed that we would try to go on another date very soon. I sure hope so. :) It was a really nice day. Thanks for the spanking, Max!! :)

I spent this morning with my Hiatchi. I was so deeply aroused this morning. Thoughts of my whipping from Master Anakin and my spanking from Max this last weekend got me very wet. I asked permission to use the Hiatchi and went upstairs for two very intense orgasms. I am still horny and very, very, very aroused...

Master Anakin is taking Wednesday off to spend the day with me. He's told me we will be spending the day with me serving him all day and that he has some play planned for me for Wednesday morning when our kid's are in school. I can't wait!! :)

Master Anakin put in a few new products into our online store, Darkside Digital Arts so make sure to check it out!! He put in a few new Pirate shirts for those pirate fans out there!! :) Keep checking back as he is hoping to get more and more into our online store.

I got some DVD's in the mail today from David from Punished Brats. Thank you David!! I am so excited and can't wait to check them out with Master Anakin. I will be giving a review about them. :)

I have thoughts right now of wanting to be a sex slave right now...handcuffed and spanked and fucked and used and beaten....whipped...ummmmm...... I feel like little miss dangerous today!!

I really need to be taken to the darkside and to feel Darth Vader's power right now...

EDIT: It's just after 7 pm and Master Anakin has asked me to add more onto my post for today. I was given a punishment paddling tonight and I am on orgasm denial now until Friday evening. Our kid's were out with their grandparent's and we had some time for some quick punishment. I am learning a very hard lesson today about trust and controlling my temper and also communication. I sometimes let my temper and worries get the better of me. I was told to pull up my nightshirt and take down my spank me panties for the paddling. Over the pillow I went. I got the Anakin's paddle 80 times and he took pictures of my ass after it was done. Anyone want to see one? I was lectured and I had to go stand in the bad girl corner after the paddling. I need harsh lessons sometimes to really grow as a slave and to remember how to behave. I upset a few people this last weekend and I am very sorry.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Star Wars sunday - Star Wars 30th anniversary








Welcome to a special Star Wars sunday today!! I am very excited today about our special blog post celebrating 30 years of Star Wars. It's hard to belive that George Lucas had to fight to get the original Star Wars movie made. Star Wars has become a cultural phenomenon. I was so happy that our friends and readers participated in this special post. It means so much to Master Anakin and I both. I was even able to get my friend, Max to participate and let me know his answers to the questions I asked in yesterday's post about Star Wars. I woke up early today to get this post up before going out on my date with Max. I'm really looking forward to getting away for a day of fun with a good friend who enjoys Star Wars as much as I do. We are planning to go out for lunch and then back to his place to watch some Star Wars together. Who knows what else might happen. *grins* I am really enjoying getting to know him. I will not be online very much today but I really wanted this post up. :)

It's not a surprise that Master Anakin and I are huge Star Wars fan. When we were
starting our blog we had decided that we wanted a Star Wars blog as well as a spanking and erotic bdsm type of blog. I was really hoping to meet other Star Wars fans as well as other spankos or people involved in the bdsm lifestyle. I always ask Star Wars questions in my interviews as well as questions about spanking or play. I'm curious...I love to hear from people about what they like about Star Wars or who their favorite character is. It's one of the first questions I ask when we are getting to know people...do you enjoy Star Wars and what was your favorite movie etc.. It's not a surprise that some of the people closest to my heart are also big Star Wars fans. Our home is filled full of Star Wars memorabilia. From posters to games to calenders to stickers to a Darth Vader piggy bank to books and everything else. Our kid's are huge fans. Our son loves to wave his lightsaber around and our daughter loves to sit with us and watch the movies.

I started Star Wars sunday in hopes of getting the readers to talk about Star Wars. Today for a very special anniversary post I am sharing the post with all of you!! I wanted the readers and Star Wars fans to be a part of this post and share in their memories of Star Wars and about their favorite movies or characters. I asked yesterday some questions...

1. What is your favorite Star Wars memory?
2. Did you see the first Star Wars in the theatre?
3. How old were you when you saw your first Star Wars?
4. Who's your favorite character?
5. What is your favorite Star Wars movie?
6. Tell us about it and share your favorite pictures and links and stories with us...

I was thrilled to get a big response to our questions. I received some pictures to put up for today's post. Thank you for helping me with today's pictures!! Please click on any of the pictures to enlarge them. Two of the pictures are from a very good friend of mine. My good friend wanted to share some photo's of his Star Wars lego that he has been collecting and enjoying. Take a look at the little Anakin and padme lego!! They are soooooo cute!! The death star lego is very impressive. You can tell that my good friend put a lot of work into it. I asked for a description to go with the lego pictures and this is what my good friend said:

"I am an avid collector of Legos and have been for years. My favorite series of Legos is of course the Star Wars Legos. So when my good friend, padme asked me to do something for the 30th anniversary, the choice was obvious. This is the Lego Death Star II, the pride of my collection. This $300 set took me over 13 hours to build, and weighs over 10 pounds fully assembled. As a special tribute to my good friends, I thought the Lego Padme and Anakin was a nice touch. Thankyou Padme for letting me show off one of my favorite hobbies."

The other two pictures were submitted by lilipad from Sexual Escapades or Desires. She sent in a picture of Princess Leia and of Leia in her famous metal bikini. So how many people loved that bikini? I bet a lot of guy's were drooling over that one. :)

lilipad wrote me an e-mail about her Star Wars memories:

"I was defiantly not even a twinkle in my parents eyes in 77 (sadly i was born 3 years to late) lol but I am an avid star wars fan, always have been always will. There are many pictures I love of star wars and some quotes from the Original movies that I can't live without.

Some of the quotes are:

"Aren't you a little short for a storm trooper?"
"You came in that thing?"
"You're braver than I thought."
"Do or do not... there is no try."
"Size matters not, ... Look at me. Judge me by size, do you?"

"attached are a few pics i love from the movies, i think princess leia was just gorgeous, they made a girl next door look very sexy in my opinion. As for the star wars questions you ask ....my favorite star wars memory? wow i have so many, its hard to name just one. i saw stars wars episode 4 in the theaters when they rerealsed it , i was so thrilled, sadly i was born in 80 so i missed the originals in the theater, but it was still amazing. I saw star wars for the first time i beleive when i was like 4 i want to say. My dad never has gotten into it but it hooked me instantly. My favorite character from the original would be Yoda and Princess Leia( i love sarcastic women) and of course STORMTROOPERS"

We heard from some people in comments about their favorite Star Wars memories also:

Greenwoman wrote: "what is your favorite Star Wars memory? It's more a collection really. Princess Leia saying to get the rug out of her way when she wanted to pass Chewy...stuff like that. I just liked the banter between the original characters. That was all missing from the latest movies.

Did you see the first Star Wars movie in the theatre? Yes I did. There was awe in the audience. it was the first of its kind to use many of the fx of its day.
How old were you when you first saw your first Star Wars movie? 11
Who's your favorite character?Chewy...no yoda...no...Anakin as a child. Hmmm...I can't pick.

What is your favorite Star Wars movie?I like all of them...but I think that I'll always have a special place in my heart for the original ones."

Southern Angel wrote: "I was probably around 10 when I first saw Star Wars. I am 27, so the first movie came out before I was born. But I do know my whole family loved the movie. I remember really becoming obsessed with the movie in the 8th grade and also fanfiction by Timothy Zahn. I enjoyed reading the books and watching the movies. Actually, I should re-read some of Zahn's books. I always wanted to be a Jedi knight. I'm still working on pictures from the post office!"

good girl wrote: "One of my favorite Star Wars memories is standing in line on opening night with my mom, waiting to see the re-release of the Episode IV in theaters. I saw my first Star Wars movie at home on tv, but I don't remember how old I was. I loved them right away though. My favorite character is yoda. He's small, green, adorable, and can totally kickass... whats not to love? I like Episodes 3 and 4 about equally. My least favorite is Episode 1. I don't know why, but little kid Anakin annoys the heck out of me."

emerald eyes wrote: "I was about 9 yo when I was first introduced to Star Wars, I loved it from the first moment I watched it! And even now, I never get bored of watching the movies over and over again...

I even bunked off college one day with my friends, to go and see 'Revenge of the Sith" (I did get into trouble for this, as college found out lol). I think my favourite character is Anakin/Darth Vader, why? Because I feel for him as Anakin, he has had such a tough life and as a character there is so much depth to him! When he turns into Darth Vader, it is amazing to watch his transition and know that he isn't all 'dark'. Because there are still those moments, when he fights his 'feelings' and shows us there is good still within him...Just my perception of his character anyway...Have you been to http://www.starwars.com/? They have a new feature, where you can make your own star wars movie!"

maggie said: "I wish I had something to offer up for Star Wars, but I really don't know anything about it. But, to give away my age, if Star Wars is 30 years old, then it came out the year I graduated high school and got married. Yikes!! That all seems like soooo long ago!"

Grizzly Bear said: "It is far too difficult to choose my favorite Star Wars memory, so that question will have to remain unanswered. The only Star Wars movie I have seen in the theatre was Episode III: Revenge of the Sith. I was probably 10 years old when I saw Episode IV on VHS. My favorite character would have to be Han Solo. I do not have a favorite Star Wars movie. Thank you for letting me contribute Padme"

Max said: "A couple of memories I have of Star Wars are: I remember seeing the original Star Wars in 1977 at the drive-in with my family. I was 4, and it did make enough of an impression on me that I still recall sitting in the back of the car watching the space battle at the end. I also recall going to see Return of the Jedi on the day it came out. It was at an old, elegant theater downtown that I don't think is there anymore. They were showing a matinee of it and I got permission to skip school with a friend of mine. It was very cool, my friend and I got there and the matinee was almost empty, maybe there were 40 people in the whole theater. After it was over and we came out, we saw a line stretching two blocks down the street for people lining up for the night showings. Oh, and here are a couple of interesting Star Wars things I've seen on the web this weekend:"

The Vader project, artists painting Vader helmets:
http://starwarsblog.wordpress.com/2007/05/24/taking-a-tour-of-the-vader-project/

And someone had a little too much time on their hands with legos..
http://www.flickr.com/photos/blue-moose/sets/72157600177595763/

Master Anakin wrote: "I was 11 years old when I saw the first Star Wars, now 30 years passed, but I distinctly remember me and two of my friends riding our banana seat bikes down a busy road to a near by theatre. It was one of the first times I was allowed to go far away from home on my own; and after seeing the movie, well, it just blew my mind. I saw that movie 12 or 13 times in the theatre that Spring and Summer. On the bike ride home, the world seemed more magical, different, and we all pretended to be Luke Skywalker. My favorite character in the Star Wars movies has to be Darth Vader/Anakin, but I have a special place in my heart for Luke Skywalker as he grew up on Tatooine in the first movie; I still feel the magic tingle down my spine as Luke's theme played as he looked over the twin setting suns of his home planet. Life should be so full of hope, magic, even if ever so briefly. The first movie Back in '77, Star Wars: a new hope, has to be my favorite, closely followed by Attack of the clones with the love story of Anakin and padme."

padme amidala wrote: "I was only 5 years old when the first Star Wars movie came out so I don't remember very much about it. The first movie I saw was Return of the Jedi in the theatre and I was hooked. I was 11 years old...the same age as my daughter. I went back three more times that summer to see it again because I loved it so much. My favorite Star Wars memory is the night we went to see Revenge of the Sith. We stood in a HUGE line up to get tickets for opening night and we went to the show very early in the morning of opening day and stood with all the other fans who were dressed in their costumes and so excited!! People cheered as the Star Wars music started!! I remember being deeply affected by the love of Anakin and padme. I loved the darkness of the movie and we left and came back and did some Star Wars role-playing for the very first time. Master called me padme for the first time that night and it truly gave me goosebumps. My favorite character is padme. I'm sure that's not a big surprise to everyone. lol. I love yoda too!! Yoda rocks!! :) My favorite movie is Revenge of the Sith but I also love Return of the Jedi also. Yeah for Star Wars!!"

Thanks everyone for participating in our special anniversary post for Star Wars 30th anniversary.

Star Wars anniversary link of the day: History.com (Star Wars: the Legacy Remembered - A video clip of a look at how some people remember discovering Star Wars)

Feel free to comment and participate in this special anniversary post!! We would love to hear from more people and we welcome all comments today. A very special happy 30th anniversary to Star Wars!!

May the force live forever!!

~Anakin and padme amidala

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Orgasm denial is over for slave

I didn't plan to do a blog post today. I was going to take the day off. Master is gone this morning and it's a quiet morning. Time to do lots of thinking and reflecting. I've been feeling very off this morning. Sometimes it helps to blog and get my feelings out. I really wanted to blog about yesterday and last night also while it's fresh in my mind. I havn't heard from anyone yet for our special Star Wars sunday tommorow. Pretty please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com or leave a comment about your favorite Star Wars memory. I will post everyone's responses in the special post. I need your help to make it a very special 30th anniversary post. We want to know from you...what is your favorite Star Wars memory? Did you see the first Star Wars movie in the theatre? How old were you when you first saw your first Star Wars movie? Who's your favorite character? What is your favorite Star Wars movie? Tell us all about it. Please send us your favorite Star Wars pictures or links or anything Star Wars related.

I was put on orgasm denial the last few days and yesterday I woke up feeling extremely wet and submissive. I was given certain rules to follow through the day. It was all leading up to a very special Friday night play night for us. I had been looking forward to it all week. Last weekend really sucked because I was on my period and all the family drama going on. I was really looking forward to this weekend being better and some really naughty play time. I was in a really good mood during the day and sharing lots of naughty conversation with Master Anakin over the phone and g mail chat. He told me to avoid any stress and think about sexy thoughts all day. I watched some spanking videos in the morning and then I read Beauty's Punishment out in the sunshine and relaxed. I was told to put in a butt plug at 4 pm sharp for him. He wanted it up my ass for when he got home from work. He told me he was going to be fucking my ass and to get it good and ready for him.

I had a really good chat with my good friend, good girl yesterday about submission and slavery. I was in a great mood and feeling so submissive and ready for play. My mood didn't stay that way for long though due to many reasons. I was in a pretty sour mood through the night and it got worse. Around 8 pm my sister phoned me. She phoned 3 times so I figured it had to be very important and I asked permission to phone her back. I was told that I had 20 minutes to talk to her and to not get too stressed. The 20 minute phone call turned into over two hours on the phone. I knew Master was not pleased with me for not getting off the phone sooner but it was very difficult because of some major family drama that is going on.

I got off the phone around 10 pm and checked the computer. I was in quite a mood from all the stress. I felt unsubmissive and any horny feelings went straight out the window. I felt irritable and annoyed and extremely stressed out. He was not pleased with me either due to spending most of my Friday night on the phone getting worked up. He was tired from getting up at 5 am and a long week of work. I hadn't shaved my pussy or had my bath yet so I went upstairs for a quick one. I shaved my pussy smooth for him. I tried my best to unwind. A few glasses of merlot helped me to relax a bit. I did get a very intense spanking last night. I was given a OTK spanking to warm up my ass for the Anakin's paddle and his whip which crossed my ass many times. My ass was good and sore by the time he was done spanking, whipping and paddling it. Darth came out to play and it was heaven to escape into my hood and the spankings and play. For about two hours I was a slave and my focus went back to where it should have been....on Darth Vader.

He gave me some fantastic oral sex which made me cum so hard! The orgasm denial had built up so much pressure. He's got a magic tongue as well as magic fingers. :) I came again after the oral two times from his fingers and the Hiatchi. 3 orgasms in total!! I got fucked very hard up my ass. The butt plug helped me to get ready for the anal. I wore the butt plug for over two hours yesterday so my ass was ready. I really enjoyed him fucking my ass last night. :)

Today we have sitting and we plan to see the new Pirates movie which came out yesterday. I'm really looking forward to it. I could really use some escape right now. I've been told we will be playing more later today and tonight. The orgasm denial is over and I really want to get the Hiatchi out and have some stress relief.

Master Anakin wants to know who will join his new club, the "mean old men" club. It's for Doms and men out there who are "meanies". *big grins* I can name a few men who I know of who should join the group. ;)

I'm looking forward to my date with Max tommorow. I really need a day to get away and enjoy the company of a good friend. I promised to wear my leather vest that he bought me for him. He hasn't had the chance to see it on me yet. :)

I will be doing the Star Wars sunday post tommorow but I don't think I will be online too much the next while. My focus needs to be on Master today. I can't wait until he is home and we can go see the new Pirates and out for lunch together. I really want today to be a good day for us and I can't wait to have some play time with him. Hopefully the rest of the weekend will be naughty and playful and drama free. *winks* I hope everyone is having a good weekend!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, May 25, 2007

Star Wars 30th Anniversary today!!


TGIF!! I'm so glad it's Friday and the weekend is starting soon. Today is a big day for Star Wars fan. What were you doing 30 years ago today? Were you even born yet? Or were you old enough to remember going to see the original Star Wars movie back on May 25, 1977. The original Star Wars movie is one of the highest-grossing movies of all time. There is a lot going on today and through this weekend to mark the 30th anniversary of Star Wars. Master and I are very excited by it all!! We are hardcore fans and we are very excited to celebrate with all the other fans out there. There are some tv shows on this weekend to also promote the anniversary that we plan to watch.

We will be doing a very special Star Wars sunday this weekend for the 30th anniversary with special links to websites about the anniversary and information for all the fans. We invite you to be a part of the anniversary celebration. Please send in your favorite memories of Star Wars and links or pictures or anything Star Wars related to shyanne.blog@gmail.com or anakins.blog@gmail.com. We will post it with our Star Wars Sunday post. I would love to hear from people who remember going to see the original movie and their memories of it. I will gladly link to you and give you full credit for anything you send in and will be mentioning the memories of Star Wars if you send some in for us to post. Please stay tuned for Star Wars sunday this weekend for a very special post celebrating a very special anniversary!! Yeah to Star Wars!! May the force be with us all!!

This weekend is also a big weekend for Master and I for another reason. We are so excited to be checking out the new Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End which opens today!! Is anyone else excited about seeing it? We hope to see it tommorow and we are both very excited about it. Please check out our online store, Darkside Digital Arts to see some Pirate t-shirts we are selling. We love Pirates of the Caribbean!! I am not sure how many times we have seen the other two movies. :)

I hope everyone was able to check out this week's HNT which was a hand spanking video we put up. We've gotten a lot of positive feedback on it and we really hope to put up more spanking videos in the future. :)

I wrote in a post yesterday about my naughty phone play yesterday morning and also about being on orgasm denial the last few days. I explained the reason's why I was put on it and how horny I was because of it. Master came home last night and the kid's were at their friend's. I was on yahoo chat with my good friend, Griz who had a few meanie ideas for Master Anakin. I joked with Master about starting a "mean men club" and he laughed one of the most evil laughs and told me that is a good idea. I started calling Master my "old man" a few years ago. My friend at the time, S used to call her husband that as he was much older than her. Master is 7 years older than me and very much like a Daddy to me. Lately I've been calling him "mean old man" or "meanie Master". He was wondering if there were others Doms out there who wanted to join the mean old man club??

He pulled off his belt and told me to get my ass upstairs. He locked the door and he told me to bend over the pillow for a good strapping. I took his belt raining down on my ass many times. Then he got his fingers and started to drive my pussy crazy. He's got magic fingers!! Fuck I was damn worked up and I just KNEW he wouldn't let me cum!! Big old meanie Master that he is. *pouts* I tried my best to convince him but Darth Vader wouldn't budge. There was no way around it. He was going to fuck me hard though. He stuck his hard cock into my soaking wet pussy for some very nasty...very intense and rough sex. There was hair pulling and slapping and spanking with his hand while he fucked me hard. I was told again that I couldn't cum. If I came, the consequences would be bad. I got to the edge again and was denied!! little miss dangerous denied!! Can you believe that? Denying the princess padme amidala?? *stomps my feet*

He knows that the orgasm denial is harsh but that it's good for me. It teaches me who owns my orgasms. It teaches me who has the ultimate control in our relationship. Our relationship is TPE...there is nothing else for us. I love that he denies me and is like Darth Vader. I love that he will turn to the darkside to give me that dominance that I desire so much in my heart and soul. I love to sexually suffer for Master Anakin. It makes me feel so extremely aroused and submissive. He told me that he will decide when I get to cum and that I can only cum if I feel pain. ohhhhhh....how Darth loves to make me suffer. He loves the power of the darkside. He loves teasing me and knowing that his sexual torture is driving me so close to the edge. He takes us to where we both want to be....he is my absolute force. I can't wait for tonight...I miss him....I just want him home so bad and to be alone with a hood on and nothing else. To serve him tonight and take the pain and hopefully he might give pleasure if he desires. Maybe he might make me wait more.....

He took my Hiatchi to work with him in his brief case. I have to smile today knowing that someone might get a glance of it if he opens it up at the library. What would he say if someone saw it and questioned him about it? Would he tell the the truth..."Ummmm...I took my wife's Hiatchi to work because she's on orgasm denial for being a real brat. And that I'm going home from my job as a librarian to spank her ass good before I might let her cum." I just hope he remembers to bring the Hiatchi home for the weekend and doesn't leave it at the library. *grins*

I am going out for lunch on Sunday with my good friend, Max. I'm really looking forward to going out with him again. There will be strict rules and I am taking it slow with him but I admit it's had me smiling this morning. I feel a real connection with Max and really enjoy being out with him. I really hope that we can play one day. I hope that Master Anakin might allow him to at least spank me on Sunday. Who wants the details of my date with Max? :)

I got tagged for a meme by the lovely Southern Angel. Thanks SA. :)

Three Things that Scare Me

Death
Heights
Spiders

Three People Who Make Me Laugh

My kitty, Meisha always makes me laugh.
Jean Claude Van Damme
Master Anakin when we are joking around

Three Things I Love

Master Anakin
My kid's
The beach and ocean

Three Things I Hate

Being sick with a cold or flu
Not getting enough sleep
Family drama

Three Things I Don't Understand

Golf
Baseball
Photoshopping (I am just beginning to learn it and still don't understand a few things about it)

Three Things On My Desk

Star Wars stickers
headphones for listening to music
camera

Three Things I'm Doing Right Now

writing this post
Watching this You Tube video
Fantasizing about Master Anakin and play night tonight

Three Things I want to do Before I Die

Go to Las Vegas again (I've been there 5 times and love it there)
Meet some of my blogger friend's
Go to New York

Three Things I Can Do

Cook
Clean
Give great blow jobs

Three Things I Can't Do

Sew
Behave all the time
control myself after I have a few shots of vodka

Three Things I Think You Should Listen To

Your spouse
Your instincts
Your Doctor

Three Things You Should Never Listen To

Politicans
Negative people
Pushy people with too many opinions

Three Things I Would Like to Learn

How to be a better slave
How to sew
How to pole dance

Three Favorite Foods

Homemade perogies
Pizza Hut pizza
Swiss Chalet chicken

Three Shows I Watched as a Kid

Dukes of Hazzard
The A-Team
Miami Vice

Three Things I don't Regret (I changed this from regrets to don't regret)

Going to college (I quit college but I met Master Anakin there and it changed my life and taught me a lot)
The decision to have my children. I wanted my son and daughter so much and have no regrets about having them.
The decision to become a slave to Master Anakin.

I'm not going to tag anyone so feel free to do the meme if you havn't already. :)

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I hope everyone has a good weekend and a good long weekend for all those celebrating Memorial Day. Please send me your Star Wars memories so I can share them in a special post on Sunday. I need everyone's help with making it a very special post to celebrate the 30th anniversary!! I'd love to hear from you too!! Please come out of the shadows and say hello. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Happy HNT - Hand spanking video


Happy HNT everyone! Click here or on the picture above to see our latest erotic video. Both padme amidala and I had a lot of naughty fun taking this video of me giving padme an erotic hand spanking. she's laying across our bed and I'm bringing my open hand down on her bare bottom and she's taking it well. she's wearing her cheerleader skirt and when I filmed this I threatened to put this on the blog and now here it is. She had been a naughty cheerleader and she needed some sweet spanking on her cute bottom.

Enjoy the video, and Happy HNT everyone. I'd love to hear your thoughts and comments on the spanking and, for that matter, what else erotic you might like to see a video or picture of. I added this video to our videos drop down menu on the left. Enjoy! If you haven't seen the other videos in there, now's a great time to enjoy them all. Again, let me know what you think; I'd love to hear your comments.

May the force be with you.

~ Anakin

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Monday, May 21, 2007

Thinking of his belt....

I was told by Master Anakin to do a blog post tonight for him. He said to write the post about what happened tonight. Those are my orders. He has been controlling me today and I have had very little computer time. He's cracking down on me and my time has become his when he is home. He gives me computer restriction so I can focus fully on him. My visit with my mom went ok yesterday. We all went bowling and kept away from the drama for most of it. Today was Master's time with me. He's been off since Friday and today was the Canadian holiday, Victoria day. I was told what to do and how to do it today. I was to serve him and submit to him. I made him breakfast and cleaned up and did as instructed. We watched The Last King of Scotland on Shaw on Demand. It was a really good movie.

I love this picture I am putting up tonight. There's just something about it that seems so erotic to me and seems to describe how I am feeling right now. The need that is in me...the need to submit and surrender...

I made a wonderful dinner for Master tonight and then he sent me up to my hot bath with a book that he got me many years ago for Christmas and some Lush. It's Nine and a half weeks...a memoir of a love affair by Elizabeth McNeil. The 80's movie is based on that book. I love that book. I find it always makes me very wet and feel very submissive. I find it highly erotic. I found myself turning the pages and imagining myself with Master. I started to fantasize and touch myself in the hot bath. Master came in and gave me his Darth look.

"Why is my naughty little girl doing in the bath?? hmmm...touching yourself like a little slut because your book has you so excited?? he asks me with a Darth Vader look on his face.

"Read me what part has you so excited, slut. I want to know what you are thinking about right now" he demanded of me.

So I read him the quote which had gotten me wet...

"What I don't get is why you can't keep the idea of being hit in your mind, why it always actually has to be done to you. Before you say to me, no, I don't want to do that-why you don't picture me taking off my belt, in your head. Why you don't remember from one night to the next what it feels like when it comes down on you. We have to fucking negotiate each and every time and in the end you do what I tell you, anyway."

I noticed Master had a big smile on his face. He got up and left the bathroom. I wasn't sure what he was doing. Then he came in holding his black belt in his hands. He came over to me and caressed with face with his belt. He looked me straight into my eyes.

"I'm going to put this belt on the counter so you can see it while your taking your bath, slave. I want you to picture me using it on your ass tonight. How it will feel crossing your sweet ass cheeks. How you will squirm as the blows come down harder and harder making your ass so red and sore as you are laying over the school desk. Then think of how I will take you upstairs when I am finished strapping you. You will get upstairs and give me a blow job to please me or you will get my belt all over again" he tells me with the most dominant look in his eyes.

Then he took away the book from me. He lit some candles for me and turned off the lights. He left me with the belt laying on that bathroom counter. I looked at it through the candle light and thought about it while having the rest of my bath. I imagined how it will feel with him using it tonight. How I love that belt of his and how many times I have felt it cross my ass. How that belt makes me so fucking wet. All I could concentrate on was that belt sitting there...taunting me and making me think very naughty thoughts. I have a belt fetish...I love a spanking with the belt. It brings out the most erotic feelings in me when he teases me with his belt.

He's putting the kid's to bed right now and I am sitting here waiting for him to come downstairs so we can head to our basement and I can finally feel that belt of his against my ass....ohhhhhh how I am craving it so much right now. I hope he spanks me hard...I hope he will cross over to the darkside and give it to me good. ohhhh...how I am craving Darth Vader right now. I sure hope he will cum out to play...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

A pouting Tinkerbell




I had time to quickly do a blog post this morning. We are delaying Star Wars sunday this week. I really wanted to share a few photos that we took at the Cloverdale Rodeo on Friday. I also wanted to do a post about my long weekend. It has been a long weekend with many ups and downs so far. On Friday I did a blog post about the spanking coming to me and also about going to the Cloverdale Rodeo and country fair. I was waiting for Master to come home from the school. We went upstairs for over two hours of spanking and play. It was great stress relief for both of us. I got spanked with his belt, the Anakin's paddle and a extremely long and hard OTK which made for one very red ass. We headed for a hot shower together after the intense punishment spanking. It was a very naughty shower together. We barely made it to the bed as he was sticking his cock into my pussy to fuck it nice and hard. My red sore ass burning as he fucked me hard. I came hard and we both snuggled up together.

We headed out to the rodeo for the opening and were one of the first few people in the gates. We walked around the grounds and put the kid's on a few rides. It was a wonderful feeling to be walking around looking at the cowboys and cowgirls. I was dressed up in my cowgirl outfit and Master was looking like my cowboy. We had some delicious food for dinner. We watched a really neat show on the stage with a woman that looked just like Tina Turner. We wanted to share a photo with the reader's so you can see how close she looked like Tina Turner. It was so cool!! She sounded and moved around the stage just like Tina. My kid's were dancing to the music. :)

After dinner Master told me that I was going to be getting an airbrush tattoo. I have gotten one at the PNE and Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex show also. I love to get them. Westcoast Piercing wasn't there so I wasn't able to get a piercing I wanted to get. I would love a nipple piercing! Oh well. Maybe one day. Master chose the airbrushed tattoo for me. It was a pouting tinkerbell one. She is just way too cute!! I put up a picture in today's post for everyone to see what she looks like. I still have it on my arm and I can't help but smile when I see it. :) Master said it looks like she needs a spanking.

Master and I went on the ferris wheel together at the fair. I snuggled up close due to fear of heights. We kissed at the top of it and I felt so close to Master in that moment.

It started to rain at one point so we wound up going hom early from the rodeo. When we got home I noticed my sister had phoned me but not left a message. I just knew somehow that something was up. I phoned her yesterday morning. Soooooooooo much family drama going on with my mom. She didn't know it she was even coming out this weekend. I spent most of yesterday afternoon on and off the phone and not knowing if she was coming down. It was very stressful and I am still feeling very annoyed about it all. My mom is coming today and I have so much to do to get ready now for it. I tried to talk her out of this trip. I just really don't want her drama in my house. I have had enough drama all week and I just don't need this right now.

Last night I was feeling so extremely upset. I started to drink some merlot. I brought Master a beer. I think we both needed a few drinks and to relax. We had a really nice night upstairs with our drinks and m&m's and watching a Jean Claude Van Damme movie and laughing. It was a terrible movie but I just really enjoyed laughing with Master and really escaping all the stress and into some fantasy.

"Do you want to wear the hood, slave?" he asked me.

I nodded and he put the hood on me. I couldn't see but I was gag free. It was nice to escape into the role of sex slave for a few hours. I was given lots of pain and pleasure. Master gave me 3 orgasms and fucked me up the ass really hard. I could smell the beer on his breath...his Darth tone and hands that spanked me and made me squirm in pleasure. For a few hours I was just a slave and not thinking of anything but him...of my Master and the darkside. I felt calm and focused on him and I don't remember even falling asleep.

I've got an interview ready to be put up in the next few days. I won't be online for the rest of the day due to this visit with my mom. At least Master has tommorow off and this visit with my mom is only for one day. I will need the force to get through today or at least a drink or two of vodka. :)

How is your weekend going? I saw this Star Wars video on You Tube and thought it looked pretty cool. Check it out!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, May 18, 2007

Yee Haw!! The long weekend is here!!





Today is always one of my favorite days of the year. I am so glad it's Friday and also the long weekend here in Canada. yeah for Victoria Day!! It's always the first long weekend that people start to really get into travelling or camping or doing outdoor stuff. Master surprised me by taking the whole day off today. I was only expecting him to get half a day off. He's off until Tuesday. We are taking our kid's and heading down to the Cloverdale Rodeo Country Fair for opening day today!! Yee Haw!! We don't actually go to the rodeo part but the fairgrounds. There is so much fun things to do. It's a terrible day to be on a diet. The foods are soooooo good and there are things that tempt you like candy floss , candy apples, and so much good food. The kid's and us like to get on the rides and head to the petting zoo and different vendors there. Westcoast Piercing will be there and I know I will beg again for a piercing. I'd love to get a piercing. Master keeps saying one day he'll let me. Maybe today? :) There's games and always neat things to do and see. I also love all the western wear that is sold there. It seems everywhere I look there are belts and whips and rope.

It's the one day a year I get to dig my cowgirl outfit out and wear it with pride. I've got a cute little cowgirl hat that I bought from Calgary when I was there for Stampede a few years ago. It's so cute and girly. I like to wear my wrangler jeans and put on one of my many cute country girl shirts. I am a true country girl in my heart!! My sister will bug me about it but it's true. I love the country life. I really enjoy listening to the country live music there and looking at all the hotties. There will be cowgirls there with tight outfits and some really hot cowboys there also with their ropes and whips.

I can't help but get wet when I am there. I'm usually incredibly horny by the time I get back from the rodeo. Master loves my cowgirl outfit and is always turned on by it. I can't wait to head out. We always stay late and have so much fun!! Our kid's woke up talking about it. We will be taking many pictures today from the rodeo. Is anyone interested in seeing them? Is anyone else going? I know my friend, Max is going. Does anyone have any rodeo experiences to share? Have you ever been to the Calgary Stampede? Are you a cowboy or cowgirl? So as Paula Cole asks...where have all the cowboys gone?? Cowboys are so masculine and usually very Domly. I really hope Master can wear his cowboy hat today and be my cowboy. *winks*

Speaking of cowgirls...please check out Southern Angel's blog. She's got a really awesome blog that I've become a regular reader at. She put up some spanking pictures today. She also has a costume poll going that I voted on. I voted for her to wear her cowgirl costume. *big grins* There's nothing better than a cute little cowgirl outfit. I really hope it wins. Check it out and vote!

I'm thinking we should add some western type of wear at our online store, Digital Darkside Arts? What do you think?

It's been a really long week and very difficult. It had been a while since Master and I had a really big fight but this week has been filled with lots of tension and stress and fights. It's been a really tough week. We didn't get to see Trooper yesterday due to it all. I got my period, I've said goodbye to Master R, been stressed about my mom's visit and had so much stress because of my fighting with Master Anakin. We've done a lot of talking and Master is home this morning to set things straight between us. Spanking is something in our relationship that really helps during the rough times. It's a way to connect us both to where we want to be. Our kid's are in school this morning so we have a few hours to play. He told me I'll be going to the rodeo wearing my "Spank me panties" and a very sore ass and hopefully a well adjusted attitude. I admit I've been really mouthy. I've broken some rules. I really havn't felt like a very good slave this week. So....I've got that spanking coming to me very soon and I'm nervous. I have no idea how hard he will spank or with what. I'm waiting for him to come back from the school to give me my spanking.

I will not be online very much this weekend. My mom will be here tommorow and tonight is the Cloverdale Rodeo. I really want to enjoy my long weekend and get lots of time to rest and relax between visits with my mother. She can drive me crazy after a while. Anyone else have a mom like that? You love to see them but you are glad when they are gone?? A few days with my mom and I almost always need the vodka.

Thanks for all the comment on the spanking HNT this week. We really enjoy your comments and hearing from everyone. We've got Star Wars sunday coming up and also another interview. I'm also being interviewed right now from Fellatrix. She is interviewing me about blow jobs. I hope to get that done this weekend and will let everyone know when that is posted on her blog. :) I very much enjoy giving blow jobs and will be glad to share my experiences with her and everyone else. :)

I hope you have a good weekend (or long weekend) and hope to see ya at the rodeo. Yee Haw y'all!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Happy HNT - Shadow paddling


Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) to everyone!! I was going to put up a different photo for HNT this week but then changed my mind last night. I have been wanting to share this photo for a few weeks. It's a unique and different type of spanking picture unlike others we have shown for HNT. We almost always take pictures during my spankings. This is to remind me and look back on. Sometimes we get different shots of the photo that we weren't expecting. This photo is one of those. He took a photo of my red ass during the princess paddling a few weeks ago. Click to enlarge. We noticed later that there was a shadow on my ass of the paddle. Master Anakin and I thought this looked very erotic and sexy. :)

Master Anakin was up late last night working on the photo. We wanted to add a summer or bright type of feeling to the photo to go with the shadow paddling. I really like the position I was in for this paddling. I was having to bend over the bed with my red ass up in the air. I was wearing my red hearts thigh-hi's and pink sheer thong. Boy was my ass red after that paddling. Amazing what a dollar store princess paddle can do to one's butt. *grins*

We would love to hear from you!! Please leave us a comment and come out of the shadows. Or e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I enjoy getting e-mail. :) Our stats show that we are getting a lot more traffic and I'd love to hear from some lurkers. We want to say hello to the new reader's and thank you to our regular readers and commenters. We appreciate the feedback a lot. We have been wondering about something lately...we have many spanking videos that we have taken and not put up yet. Is anyone interesting in seeing anymore spanking videos here on Journey to the Darkside? Thank you everyone for joining us on our journey...our Journey to the Darkside.

Have you had a chance to stop by our online store, Darkside Digital Arts? Please check it out. Master Anakin has put some new products up last weekend. He added a Pirate section just in time for the new Pirates of the Caribbean (At world's end) movie coming out this month. Check out this website with the information for the new Pirates movie. It's even got a countdown clock on it. Who else is excited about the movie and plans to see it? Here is the trailer for it!! So cool!! I can't wait! Is a Pirates life for you??

I hope everyone is having a happy hump day!! I can't wait until Master is home and we can sit down together and watch more Miami Vice together. I'm really enjoying my new DVD set of season three. I also hope I will get a spanking tonight. I am craving one so strong right now. My force is feeling weak and needs some Darth Vader to bring me to the darkside.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Saying goodbye to Master R...


I really wanted to write a post today and share some news with everyone. I am pmsing and also feeling very raw and fragile due to what's happened. It's been another intense day for me. I'm still trying to deal with it all. I am writing today to get closure for myself. I thought I would share a bit of history about Master R and I and how we got to the point of saying goodbye today. I'm sure it's not a big surprise to many people that we have chosen to part ways. It's been going downhill for a while now and our friendship has turned into something very different the last few months.

I met Master R in June of 1997. It was a very big month for me because I also found out about D/s and bdsm on the internet and was able to tell Master my fantasies. It was the first time I admitted to wanting to be a slave. I met R through his other slave, amber. I met her through a submissive's group we were both on together. She told me about her other Dom and how she was poly in her relationship with her husband. She told me about how R and her would meet to play together. How R was looking for women to spank and he could fullfill fantasies for me if I wanted. I was happy to learn that he was living close by and had experience with spankings. I was still very new to getting spankings and wanted someone to learn from.

I wrote R an e-mail and it went from there. I was very impressed with his sophisticated ways and very different lifestyle. He told me he was married but that his wife was vanilla. That she knew about him playing with other women. He told me he had other slaves and was a experienced Dom. He told me that he would go slow and get to know Master Anakin and I both. I made it clear to him that I was nervous about being spanked by him. I really needed to be comfortable and it might take me a while. We met at Earls the first time and had coffee. I felt incredibly connected to him and could feel a dominant strength unlike no other I had ever felt from a man. Master R was so confident and extremely intelligent. He was also older than me and had a lot of life experience. I looked up to him. I was very attracted to him and I started to fantasize and want a spanking by him.

For close to 3 years we met for lunch or coffee, went for walks together, and e-mailed each other back and forth. He got to know Master Anakin very well also during that time. When the time felt right and I was comfortable with R, I got together for my first spanking from him. I should mention that R was able to give me a type of spanking that I dreamed about for so long....a true discipline spanking. His spankings were hard and intense. I had so many relationships with "nice men" for many years. My boyfriends all treated me like a goddess. I wanted a man who would stand up to me and who wouldn't be afraid to really punish hard. R was a very experienced spanker and knew how to give me a type of spanking that I had never felt before. Master Anakin and I were still very early in our relationship and we were not in our TPE (total power exchange) relationship yet. Master Anakin understood that I had a deep need for the hard intense spankings and was happy to let me experience them from Master R. Master Anakin and I didn't start doing the intense spankings that we do now in our early years. We were beginners and Master R helped show us both how to play. He helped us to understand poly and he mentored Master Anakin a lot with him being a beginner Dom.

Master R first turned into my Mentor and then also a Master. I started to refer to him as my other Dom. I would get so excited before getting together for our spanking play. I would feel so calm and focused after my spankings from R. We went through some periods where we didn't play together like during my pregnancy with my son and also after my wedding to Master Anakin. Last winter he contacted me after 2 years of not talking to each other. We started to play together again. We all had a threesome together a few times. There started to be lots of talk about what it would be like to sleep together. We had done spanking play for so many years without actual penetration. I would give him a blow job or that but we never actually had sex.

We agreed to a one final night together. We had a really magical night together and a night I won't ever forget. We slept together for the first time and it was supposed to be the last. I thought that it was over and I moved on with my life. I was sad to end our special unique friendship but I was glad for the memory of a very beautiful goodbye. But it wasn't goodbye....

He contacted me again a few months later and I was surprised to hear from him. We got together and started playing again. His slave, amber came into town during the labor day long weekend and I shared a wonderful foursome situation with Master R, Master Anakin, amber and I. I had spent a girl's night overnight at amber's hotel room and I agreed to do a threesome with her and Master R on one condition...that Master Anakin could watch all of us together. I will never forget that night. It was one of the most erotic experiences I have ever had.

I got together a few more times with Master R after the labor day long weekend but things had changed between us. I have been thinking a lot the last few months about ending it but I wasn't sure how. I just knew that things had to change. Things have changed now. Master R went over a line yesterday with Master Anakin and changed things forever. It's over now. I always knew this day would come. I just wasn't sure when...and today is the day of moving on. I am upset with R right now but I just want to hold onto the good times we shared together in the last ten years together. It's time for a new chapter in my life. It's time to say good-bye to Master R...

There is always power in saying good-bye. Madonna sings it best in her song.

"There's nothing left to try
There's no place left to hide
There's no greater power
Than the power of good-bye."


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I hope everyone had a chance to check out my interview with amber pixie wells yesterday. :) Thanks again amber!! I got a chance to check out the Punished Brats site this morning and I probably shouldn't have been looking at spanking videos so early in the morning without Master Anakin around. They really made me wet!! Be sure to check out their site....some really amazing spanking videos. I really enjoyed seeing the videos with amber pixie wells in them. *big grins*

HNT is cumming up tommorow and we've got a sexy picture to put up. I didn't do weigh in today with my pms happening. I always bloat and gain weight during my period. I'm really looking forward to the Victoria Day long weekend ahead and all the fun we are going to have. We also want to take the kid's to see the new Shrek 3. I'm hanging in there today thanks to Master Anakin and good friend's who have been there for me. I even got to have a morning quickie this morning at 5 am with Master Anakin before he went to work. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Interview with Amber Pixie Wells



It's been a very intense Monday for me. I'm still trying to sort out some of my feelings. Master R came over this morning. I broke one of his rules and he wasn't too happy with me. I've been feeling frustrated with Master R and I let him know that. He came over and I got the spanking of my life and then he fucked me hard. I am really trying to sort out some of the feelings that have been going on since he left. Maybe it's pms or maybe it's trying to understand my friendship with Master R. I just feel very quiet today and don't really feel like talking to anyone about it. I feel like shutting everyone out right now. I'm doing a lot of meditating and I'm just craving solitude right now to figure out my feelings. I am not sure how much I will be online this week. I really wanted to get this interview up before I threw myself into housework. I've got my mom coming out this weekend and she's a real neat freak. I've got a lot to do and it will help me to concentrate on that right now and do some thinking.

If you would like to be interviewed, please contact me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. If you have missed any interviews, please check out the drop down menu of the interviews listed under padme's interviews. They are all there.

I'm very excited today to be interviewing someone who's got a fabulous blog and is also known in the spanking community, Amber Pixie Wells. She's a part of the website, Punished Brats. I really hope to check out one of her spanking movies sometime through there. :) Amber Pixie Wells has become one of my favorite blogs and a daily read for me. She's a really talented writer and a beautiful woman. I really love all of her pictures she shares on her blog. I want to thank her for letting me put up two very beautiful pictures with her interview today. I really love that picture of her on the swing. *smiles* It brings back memories for me of my Master pushing me on a swing. The mirror picture is so cute and sexy too. Please stop by Amber Pixie Wells spanking journal today and tell her I sent you!! I know she'd love to hear from everyone.

Interview with Amber Pixie Wells:

1. Q: What is the name of your blog? Q: Is this your only blog?

A: "I titled it Amber Pixie Wells’ Spanking Journal, but as the address is http://spankingpixie.blogspot.com/, Spanking Pixie works as well. This is my only blog."

2. Q: How long have you been blogging?

A: "I’ve only been blogging since February. I waited to start until I knew I would be leaving my vanilla job and would have the time required to dedicate to keeping up an active blog."

3. Q: How did you get into blogging?

A: "We started a feature on Punished Brats back in January called Pixie’s Previews where I would talk about our upcoming and recent shoots and post behind the scenes pictures, sneak previews, and blooper clips. I enjoyed having the opportunity to talk about the things that were going on at PB, but wanted a place where I could share more about what’s going on in my life outside of Brats. That’s when I decided to try my hand at blogging."

4. Q: Can you tell people a bit about yourself? Q: About your hobbies outside of spanking? Q: About your blog?

A: "I can sometimes be a bit shy, but once I get to know someone, I love to have fun playing, chatting, and being silly. I love nature and animals and the great outdoors as well as art, music, and dance. I enjoy hiking, mountain biking, rollerblading, kayaking, photography, drawing, and playing piano. On my blog, I of course write about my spanking experiences, both professional and personal, but I like to share my shy, nature loving, band geek side too."

5. Q: Are you engaged/married/single?

A: "I’m not engaged or married, but I do have a wonderful loving boyfriend that is amazingly supportive and understanding of my interest in spanking and my decision to work in the industry."

6. Q: Please tell me your most memorable spanking experience you've had? A: Any details from it?

A: "One that really stands out for me is when I shot a scene with Dallas of Dallas Spanks Hard. I was spanked with a series of large straps for a real life offense. Since this was a real infraction, and also since Dallas has a way of getting in my head, my emotions were tapped into and I cried rivers. The strapping itself was intense, but the tears were purely from the emotional release and the guilt I had been carrying. When we’d break momentarily to set up for a different camera angle, I was all smiles as I knew I was being spanked within a safe environment where all limits would be respected, but as soon as we would start again, the waterworks would turn right back on. By the end of the shoot, my face was nearly as red as my bottom and I looked like a raccoon from all of my eye makeup running down my cheeks!"

7. Q: How long have you been into spanking? Q: What was your first adult spanking like?

A: "I’ve been into spanking for as long as I can remember. Even as a little kid I would get a thrill from even just reading the word ‘spank’ or from catching a reference to spanking on television. But although I was already interested in spanking, I certainly didn’t enjoy when I actually received them as a child."

"My first adult spanking was a fun play spanking from Richard Windsor. We had met on a spanking discussion board and chatted for some time before agreeing to meet. I had bratted him online for months and felt reasonably safe in meeting him in person. But as I sat in the parking lot of the hotel where we had arranged to meet, I found myself incredibly nervous and questioning if what I was doing was right. Finally, I gathered the courage to get out of my car, dressed in full schoolgirl uniform I might add, and headed up to Richard’s room. We chatted for a long time before turning our attention to the matter at hand - namely me bratting him as much in person as I had done online and him finally getting the chance to seek revenge on my backside. It was a wonderful first experience and I left with a warm and sore bottom and Richard left exhausted from having to keep finding his repeatedly hidden toys and spanking me for my mischief."

8. Q: How did you get involved in the spanking as a professional career?

A: "I applied to a couple of spanking video companies almost two years ago now hoping to earn money to pay down medical debt I had accrued. Unfortunately, although I was accepted, the travel costs would have exceeded my payment. I was then referred to David Pierson who I was fortunate enough to meet just as he was considering starting his own spanking company. The rest is Punished Brats history!"

9. Q: What projects with the spanking movies are you currently involved with? Q: Any plans for your future with the professional spanking career?

A: "In addition to my regular shoots with Punished Brats, I recently made arrangements to head out to the west coast to work with my California friends, Chelsea, Clare, and Dallas. :) It’s going to be a very sore week, but also a lot of fun. I can’t wait to see them all again."

"As for my overall future plans, I greatly enjoy all of the behind-the-scenes work that I do on Punished Brats as well as my on camera performances. So I hope to continue to get spanked for a long while yet, but should there come a time when I need to step out (for life reasons or if people simply get tired of seeing Pixie’s bum), then I certainly plan to continue my behind the scenes work as webmaster, photo editor, etc."

10. Q: Please tell the reader's about Punished Brats? Q: What do you enjoy the most about being a part of Punished Brats?

A: "Eric, our director and editor, describes Punished Brats as 1950s television show style scenes … where the girls happen to get spanked in every episode. We try to interject a bit of humor and realism into our scenes so that while the actual reason the girl is getting spanked may be a classic infraction, the buildup and storyline is always a little different and entertaining. Many of our scenes are based on real life events that we’ve heard about from members, acquaintances, or experienced ourselves. Of course some of the more creative storylines involving storybook characters or virtual reality, well, those are obviously not based on real life, but are fun and creative ways to feature girls getting spanked in a different and unexpected manner."

"I love that I get to participate in something that is so enjoyable and creative as well as being a safe way to play, and then get to share those experiences with others that truly “get it” and enjoy it."

11. Q: Who do you enjoy working with through Punished Brats?

A: "I’ve gotten to meet and work with so many different people through Punished Brats, tops and bottoms alike. It’s so interesting to get to know these people that come from all walks of life – some are much like me, kind of shy and if I just met them on the street, I’d never guess they would be into spanking let alone be up for getting spanked on film. Others are heavily vested in the whole fetish community and have some pretty wild stories to share. But whether shy or bold, everyone has pleasantly surprised me by really getting into their roles for the scenes. I love getting to brat with the other models like Holly, Juliet, and Beverly and then feel my tummy flip when confronted by Veronica, Tony, Susan, Richard, or David. It’s a wonderful mix of taking the roles seriously but still having a fun time. "

12. Q: What is your favorite spanking toy?

A: "I seem to go through phases where one implement will be my favorite and then a while later it will fall a little lower on my list and be replaced by a new favorite. Currently my favorite is a medium-weight hairbrush. It’s just the right balance of sting and thud and just the right size for my bottom."

13. Q: What is your least favorite spanking toy?

A: "Currently, it’s the large frat style paddle, but this is only because I was recently hit a bit high with one and it’s left me somewhat gun shy. I don’t mind playing hard or being spanked with implements, but safety, trust, and proper technique is of primary importance."

14.Q: Is there a fantasy spanking that you haven't done that you would like to one day?

A: "I’ve been spanked as many storybook characters, but there are still more that I’d like to play. I’d love to dress up as Little Red Riding Hood and be spanked out in the woods."

15. Q: Do you enjoy doing any role-playing or dress up during your spankings? (school girl etc...) Q: If so, what has been your favorite outfit you've worn during a spanking?

A: "I love role-play and dressing up during my spankings (both on camera and in my personal life). It’s so hard to pick just one outfit, but I’ll say my Alice in Wonderland costume. It’s girly yet adult."

16. Q: Have you ever been spanked by a woman? Q: If so, how different was it being spanked by a woman than a man?

A: "Yes, I’ve been spanked by several women as we feature a number of F/F scenes on Punished Brats with Susan and Veronica, and I have also been lucky enough to work with Chelsea Pfeiffer and Clare Fonda on their sites. Some of the women can spank just as hard as a man so I can’t say that the physical spanking itself is very different, but the emotional context to me is. To me there’s less of a chance of there being a sexual overtone (whether intended or not) with a F/F spanking than M/F. Even if the spanking is a lighter more fun one between women, it comes off as playfully erotic as opposed to overtly sexual, which in the case of a parental spanking scene, principal-schoolgirl, or uncle-niece isn’t so welcome."

17. Q: Do you switch at all? Q: Have you ever spanked anyone?

A: "I’m not much of a switch. I have given a few playful swats before though. I’ve been told I spank hard! I guess I tend to spank as I prefer to be spanked?"

18. Q: Are you a Star Wars fan? Q: If so, what was your favorite movie or who is your favorite character?

A: "I’m embarrassed to admit that although I am familiar with Star Wars, I’ve never actually seen any of the movies. But then I haven’t really seen many movies at all. My boyfriend teases me that I must live under a rock because every time he asks if I’ve seen *insert name of classic popular movie here* the answer is always no."

19. Q: Do you have any good spanking links you would like to share with the readers?

A: "I have many places that I have saved in my favorites list and check out daily – blogs which include yours, A.S.S., Ruby Redd’s, Richard Windsor, Cherry Red Report, The Spanking Couple, The Spanking Spot, SpnkrBryan, Sierra Salem, and two boards that I lurk on often – Happy Tails and the Shadow Lane members board."

20. Q: What have you learned from blogging?

A: "I’ve learned that I actually can keep some sort of journal!! I’ve made several attempts in the past to keep a journal or diary either online or handwritten and always failed miserably. After a short while, I would skip a day or two, feel bad, and never go back to it. But this blog is different and since I know people actually check in and read it, I have added incentive not to slack off."

21. Q: What have you learned from being in the professional spanking community?

A: "I used to think that the only types of spankings people were interested in watching were the very severe ones. Before even considering applying to any of the spanking companies myself, I had only seen content from Real Spankings and Rigid East. My boyfriend at the time was very much into severity and so I was under the impression that while people may enjoy spanking play of varying intensity, but that within the professional community, harsh spankings and badly marked bottoms were the ultimate goal. I’ve since learned that this is not the case and that people enjoy a wide range of severity as well as a host of different nuances surrounding the scene. There is definitely something out there for everyone and so it’s absolutely ok to be who you are and play however you choose."

22. Q: Do you enjoy any bdsm or bondage or anything kinky in your spanking play?

A: "I’ve never tried any sort of bdsm or bondage. Unless I’m getting spanked outdoors, our spanking play usually consists of a bit of dressing up and role play."

23. Q: How old were you when you got your first real adult spanking?

A: "My first adult spanking was at age 19 when I met Richard Windsor. My first real discipline adult spanking didn’t occur until a year and a half later."

24.Q: How often do you get spanked?

A: "For a while it had been a couple times a month only when I would do a shoot, but now that my boyfriend has discovered the joys of spanking, I’m spanked at least a couple times a week!"

25. Q: What is the hardest spanking you've ever received? Q: Any details about it?

A: "The hardest spanking I ever received was not a pleasant one by any means. I was being spanked for real discipline, but over an infraction that I did not agree with. I was bent over and received a strapping with a heavy prison strop. As I didn’t feel that the spanking was warranted, I grew stubborn and refused to give in and cry or react at all. The strapping grew in intensity as it continued on, perhaps in the hope of getting me to react, but I channeled every bit of my anger and energy into remaining stoic. My bottom was badly marked, but in my mind, my pride was intact."

26.Q: What is your favorite position to be spanked in?

A: "While classic over the knee is always great, my boyfriend has recently started doing this move where he bends me over his one leg while we are both standing. He’s able to grab hold of my waist and easily keep hold of me while my bottom is presented perfectly for him to spank safely and soundly."

27. Q: What do you love the best about your job?

A: "I love the opportunity to be creative. From script writing to playing different characters to the web layout and graphic design, Punished Brats has offered me a lot of creative freedom. And now that I’m doing this full time, having the chance to play outside in the middle of the day instead of being trapped in my cubicle is a pretty nice perk too!"

28.Q: What do you like the least about your job?

A: "Not being able to make everyone happy. I get a lot of feedback and requests for specific scenes. Unfortunately we can’t meet every request as some just aren’t feasible, some are outside of the scope of our site, and some directly conflict one another (ie. we can’t simultaneously increase and decrease the severity of our site). "

29. Q: Is there anyone that you fantasize about being spanked by or would like to the opportunity to be spanked by?

A: "I think I’ve been very fortunate to be spanked by so many top spankers in the industry as well as play with many great non-industry folks, but if Matt Damon is ever up for reddening my backside, I’d be otk in a heartbeat."

30. Q: What's the most unusual place you've ever been spanked?

A: "The aviary of a zoo. There was a bench at the end of the walkway within the enclosure where I was taken otk. Thankfully only the birds witnessed this spanking as I was upright with my shorts back up before anyone else came by."

31. Q: How did you come up with the name Amber Pixie wells?

A: "The “Pixie” part came first. I was a member of a non-spanking related discussion board where another member had the name Pixie. I loved the name as when I was a little girl I always dreamed of growing up to be a fairy or pixie. So when I joined World Spanking Forum (WSF), I decided to use the name Pixie as my own. WSF is how I came in contact with David Pierson and when we did our first shoot together, he said I should use Pixie as my character’s name."

"When I later filmed with a couple of other spanking video companies, they requested I use a more conventional name. I chose Amber as it was one of my nicknames in school (I was in charge of restocking the amber colored bottles in the chem. lab) and I selected Wells after Dawn Wells of Gilligan’s Island. I always liked Dawn’s character Maryann’s cute country girl style."

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Thank you amber pixie wells for participating in my series, padme's interviews and letting me and everyone else know a bit more about you. Please check out amber pixie well's blog today!!

I hope everyone had a good mother's day. It's been a really long day for me and I'm looking forward to Master being home. I'd love to escape into some Miami Vice and enjoy some leftovers from yesterday's BBQ we had. My force doesn't feel very strong and I really need Master's cuddles right now...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Happy mother's day!







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Happy Mother's Day everyone!! I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend. Star Wars sunday is delayed this week due to mother's day today. I really wanted to do a blog post about my day yesterday and share some pictures from it. I am not sure how much time I will be online for the next week. We are thinking about take the kid's to see Trooper this week. My mom is coming out next weekend for Victoria day long weekend. We are also going to the Cloverdale Rodeo on the weekend. So I need to make sure my place is clean and get ready for it. I've got a few personal issues going on right now and am using my time to do some thinking. I will try to put up my interview and HNT this week though.

Friday night was a really long and intense play night. I got my ass whipped really good. He used many different toys to spank me with and I was put into the hood for a few hours of play. On Saturday he told me that he had taken care of the day for me. This was my mother's day treat from him. I was not to worry about a thing. I wasn't sure what he had planned but was excited about it. He got sitting for our son, skywalker and then came to pick me up. The sun was shining and it looked like the perfect spring day here in Vancouver, BC. He told me he was taking me to one of my most favorite places in the world, the beach!! I'm a true beach girl. I LOVE the beach!!! I love living on the west coast near the ocean. I don't ever want to live anywhere else but in Vancouver, BC. We jumped in our car and went for a drive and arrived down at White Rock Beach and were lucky to find good parking right away. We got out and walked for a bit before arriving at the Boathouse Restaurant. I have walked by that restaurant a million times but never eaten there. I've always wanted to. It's very expensive and quaint type of restaurant. He told me we were eating up at the rooftop upstairs.

We got the perfect seat on the rooftop and looked at the ocean view. It was spectacular!!! You could smell the salty ocean air coming from the beach. You could see people walking on the pier. I put up some pictures from our day at the White Rock beach. I also put more beach photo's on my padme's devotions blog. Check them out!! It was so beautiful there!! I felt very relaxed and happy. :)

Master ordered me a very stiff drink to start. He got me a Mai Tai that was a Hawaiian recipe. It had 151 proof alcohol with the Jamaican rum in it. It didn't take me long to feel pretty happy. :) Their was really nice music playing while we looked out at the beach. Lunch was delicious!! Wild salmon burgers with ceasar salad. Key Lime Pie for dessert which he fed to me himself. It was a moment I won't forget. Master and I feeling so close and in love enjoying a really beautiful afternoon together at the beach. He looked so handsome dressed up in his sexy shorts and Daddy type of shirt. I couldn't stop looking at him. I really wanted him then and there. The waitress was so hot and Master and I joked about asking her to come home with us. :)

We went out to the pier for a walk after lunch. We were holding hands and having a really good talk about our life together. At the end of the pier there were people crabbing. It was neat to watch. We could see sailboats off in the distance. The air was so crisp and the weather was just beautiful. I sat on the bench and just snuggled close to Master. He thanked me for being the mother to his son. He told me that I'm a wonderful mother to both of our children and he thanked me for being a wonderful wife and slave. He made me cry with his words. He truly is a really romantic and loving man!! I love my wonderful Anakin so much....

We went shopping at a bakery to pick up a few things. Decided to splurge and buy a real cherry pie there. We got a few groceries and then headed back home. On the way home he told me we were making a quick stop by Best Buy. He then surprised me by buying me the new Miami Vice, Season 3 DVD!!! I LOVE Miami Vice!! We have season one and two and I had really wanted the third season. Yeah!! I was feeling like Master's princess at that moment. I'm truly a spoiled girl. :)

We came back and watched some Miami Vice. We're still talking about doing the Miami Vice role-playing one day. I have always had a major thing for Don Johnson and I love the character, Crockett. Sonny Crockett was a rough-edged Miami Vice detective on the show. Is there any other Miami Vice fans out there? Who was your favorite character on the show? One of the episodes we saw yesterday had younger Liam Neisen in it. He looked pretty hot. :)

I had a long hot bath while Master put our son to bed. I put some Saje Stress relief oil into the bath which was heavenly. I shaved my pussy and put on my red rose lingerie for Master. He told me that he wanted to give me an erotic night. It started with a massage from our massage oil from Harrison hot springs. Then I was given an erotic spanking with the razor strop. I love the strop. It's one of my favorite toys. Master isn't as fond of it. He used it last night because he knew it would make me very wet which it did. It reddened my ass really good. He went down on me and gave me the most amazing oral I've ever had in my life!! I came soooooo big while he used fingers and his tongue to drive the most intense orgasm from my quivering body. Yummy!!! Then he took out his hard cock and drove it into my pussy. I love hard and nasty fucking but I also love making love to my husband. I had seen Darth Vader on Friday night and I really wanted Anakin for last night.

We ate our cherry pie upstairs in our bed and talked into the very early hours of the morning. A truly wonderful way to spend yesterday!!

I woke up this morning to breakfast in bed from Master and my son. I was able to sleep in as late as I wanted which was 9:00 am. We are having a big bbq later today for Master's mom. I need to phone my mom shortly. I'm really enjoying my mother's day weekend. :)

Well....I'm going to go enjoy some more Miami Vice and get ready for our bbq later. I hope everyone enjoys their day today!!

Thank you to everyone who sent me mother's day e-mails and greeting cards and comments. It's really wonderful to hear from everyone. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, May 11, 2007

TGIF and happy mother's day weekend



TGIF everyone!! How is everyone? Any naughty plans for the weekend? How do you celebrate Mother's Day? Master Anakin and I want to wish everyone a very happy mother's day!! I am a slave and wife. I am also a mother of two children, Skywalker and Princess Leia. I always love to spend mother's day with my kid's. Sometimes we go to the beach or we will go fly kites out at the local park. I am very grateful to have two beautiful children in my life. They make mother's day a very special day for me. I will get breakfast in bed after being allowed to sleep in. I have some wonderful mother's day memories. I also have my mom who I'll phone for mother's day. She drives me crazy but I love her. I'm grateful she's a part of my life. Master's Mom is also like a mom to me and I'm grateful for her also in my life. Happy Mother's Day everyone!

I had a very naughty day yesterday. My fantasies are running wild right now. I'm horny as hell and wanting to play right now. I love Friday's. It's my favorite day of the week. It brings back the days I was clubbing and when Friday was always a day to let loose and have fun. I'd like to thank my good friend's, Todd and Suzy for a very enjoyable morning yesterday. I've had some naughty phone play with them before but this was a quite different and very erotic. I was asked if I would like to be a fly on the wall during a punishment spanking that Suzy was getting. I was told she was getting 10 strokes with the wooden paddle for a gain on her diet plan. They said they would phone me and I would get to listen in while the paddling was happening. I couldn't wait!!

I went upstairs and waited for the phone ring. My heart was going a mile a minute. We talked for a few minutes before I was put on the speaker phone. I felt like a fly on the wall except for not being able to see. I could hear his stern voice and her voice while the paddling was happening on her ass. I am not sure I was able to breathe during the ten strokes. They sounded hard!! I wanted to be there holding Suzy while it was being done. Or taking the paddling for her so she didn't have to go through it.

I was so excited by listening to the paddling that I used my Hiatchi and masturbated myself to a HUGE orgasm. I couldn't hold back. Just thinking about suzy's very red bottom after that paddling got me so extremely wet. It made for a very enjoyable morning. I have never heard a paddling happening live while I was on the phone. It was a first for me. I hope Suzy's bottom is doing ok today after that paddling. ;)

Thank you to everyone who commented on our HNT post. We really appreciate the feedback and comments. I am not sure how much I will be online this weekend. Master and I plan to play tonight. I'm really hoping for a spanking. :) We have sitting tommorow and Sunday is Mother's day. I am really hoping to enjoy this sunshine while it's lasting here in Vancouver, BC. It's been so beautiful and I've been really enjoying getting some sun. I've got a slight tan happening and I'm working hard on my diet plan and noticing a few results already. I also dyed my hair a very light blonde and love how it looks. Master says it reminds him of the singer, Blondie from the 80's.

I thought I'd put up a spanking picture that was taken a few weeks ago when Master Anakin was home and we played one morning with the princess paddle. This was another photo of how red my ass got and of my pink thong that I was wearing. I think it's a very sexy picture? What do you think? Please let me know...would you like more spanking pictures here at Journey to the Darkside? Let us know in a comment or e-mail to shyanne.blog@gmail.com. We'd love to hear from you!! What kinds of spanking pictures would you like to see more of? Feedback is very important to us.

My padme's devotions blog hit 10,000!!! Yeah!! I know it's not nearly as many as this blog but I'm still really happy I still get visitors to my other blog. I really want to start posting more there again. Master Anakin and I hope to put up more products to our online store, Digital Darkside Arts this weekend. I've got another interview ready to be put up. There's always Star Wars sunday coming up too!!

Check out this video on You Tube!! I loved the song from the 80's called "Touch me" from Samantha Fox. This one is a remake with Gunther. She still looks as sexy as she did in the 80's. This video made me giggle. It also makes me think of how I feel right now...so sexy and playful. I'm so turned on right now!! This song and video is going out to all naughty people out there who plan to have fun and play this weekend. :)

Full moon in the city
And the night was young
I was hungry for love
I was hungry for fun
I was hunting you down
And I was the bait
When I saw you there
I didn’t mean to hesitate

This is the night
This is the night
This is the time we’ve got to get it right(this is the night)
Touch me, touch me
I want to feel your body
Your heart beat next to mine(this is the night)
Touch me, touch me now

Hot & cold emotions confusing my brain
I could not decide between pleasure & pain
Like a tramp in the night
I was begging you
To treat my body like you wanted to

Uh....Uh, it’s begging for you(this is the night)
Touch me, touch me

Have a very naughty weekend!! If you do get naughty, please share any details with me. I'd love to hear all about it. *winks* Any plans to play or get/give a spanking??

Anyone want to cum over and play with little miss dangerous?? Anyone want to cum over and Touch me!!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Happy HNT - Ghost Rider Fantasy



Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone!! I wanted to try to get my post up early today. It's a beautiful day here in Vancouver, BC and I want to try to enjoy the sunshine today. I also am planning to dye my hair light blonde this afternoon. I walked my kid's to school this morning and really enjoyed being outside. The air had a slight chill in the air but the birds were chirping and everyone I saw said "good morning" to me and seemed in a really good mood. Sunshine is good for the spirit. So are spankings!! I got a punishment spanking last night from Master. I feel calm and submissive after the spanking last night.

I gained two pounds this week!! I had asked Master Anakin to push me harder. He hadn't been acting enough like my personal trainer and I really want to get into shape by the summer. It's harder in the summer to hide any extra weight. I like to wear tight tops and flirty skirts or tight capri's. I really want to hike the Grouse Grind this summer also. You have to really be in shape to hike it. It's a very intense hiking trail. Master told me yesterday I would be getting punished after the kid's were in bed. I had all day to think about the spanking coming. I had no idea what he would be using on my ass.

Master was in Darth mode the moment he came home from work. I can always tell when he's had a stressful day. I felt a lot of nervousness as the night went on and the kid's were being put to bed. I waited in our room for him. My heart was racing and I sat there waiting for Darth to arrive to give me my punishment. I sipped on my Tazo tea and tried to calm myself down a bit but it was hard. I wasn't sure what he had planned for me. He came in about 20 minutes later. Went over to his pants on the floor and started to take off his belt from around the loops. He told me to get the hairbrush and meet him in the basement. I didn't ask any questions. He left in his Darth mode. I grabbed the hairbrush and went down to the basement. Our basement felt quite cold. It gave me goosebumps right away. Maybe it was thinking of the spanking though that made them come on right after entering the basement. I knew it was going to be a darkside type of spanking.

He went over to the schooldesk and patted it with his hand. "Lean over, slave". So I went over and lifted up my Bad Kitty nightshirt and exposed my ass to him. He warmed my ass up with a hand spanking. He would spank my one ass cheek and then the other. My ass started to feel warm and I tried to squirm around a few times but he would get angrier and tell me to "stay still and TAKE IT, you bitch!!". Then he grabbed the belt and told me I was getting 50 hard strokes with it. The lecture went on as the belt came crashing across my ass HARD!!! There was no messing around with Darth Vader. He was going to give it to my ass. Every stroke with his belt was so damn hard!! I had a very hard time staying still during it. The sound of his belt echoed around our basement. The belt hitting my warmed up red ass over the schooldesk.

When he was done he grabbed my hairbrush. It's a big brush I bought from Avon and it can really sting. He went over the orange chair and sat on it and told me to get over his knee for a OTK with the hairbrush. I got 50 with those hard on the welts from the belt. I was then told to go upstairs and go into the bad girl corner. He told me to stay there until he came for me. So I went into the corner and waited for him. When he came for me, I was ordered to get naked and get over to the bed where he was sitting waiting for me. I got down on my knees and sucked him and used my hands to get him hard. He came all over my face and tits. I felt owned and submissive.

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Today's HNT picture is a very sexy Ghost Rider fantasy picture. Master Anakin and I really enjoyed the movie, Ghost Rider. Check out the trailer for it. I can't help it...Nic Cage is a total hottie and I would love to get a spanking from him. I loved him in that role for that movie. It was like Nic Cage turned to the darkside in it. After the movie, Master bugged me about wanting to be bent over the Hellcycle that Nic Cage rode on. To get a hard spanking from Nic Cage while over that bike. So for the HNT Master did some photoshopping to make me look like I was ready to get on it. I'm just waiting for Nic Cage to arrive. *winks*

I love Nic Cage's bad boy roles that he plays. I love when he plays characters with a bit more of an edge. Another one of my favorite movies from him is Gone in sixty seconds. I love that line "I am a bad man". YUMMY!! What is your favorite Nic Cage movie?

I dressed up on the weekend for Master. This was my leather fetish outfit. My new friend, Max offered to buy me a new leather top to go with the outfit on one condition. He wants to see me in it. So next time I see him I'll dress up for him in it. Thanks Max!! I LOVE this new leather vest!!! GAWD...did it ever make me feel so sexy. I felt like a biker chick. I love the biker fantasy. Being the biker chick on the back of a bad boy's Harley Davidson. There is something about dressing up which really adds to the play. Master said he was deeply aroused by me wearing this outfit. My new leather vest, my leather skirt, leather gloves, my black and red fishnet stockings and my black fetish boots that I got from the Sex store in January. I'm also wearing my black leather play collar. Please click to enlarge photos.

I thought I would share two pictures with everyone. I think the other picture is sexy also. It shows off what the leather vest showed a lot of...clevage. You get a good view of my tits in the other picture of it. :) I loved how the vest tied up in front. I loved the new leather smell of it..how soft it was on my skin and how perfect of a fit it was on. The best part is that I can wear this vest out somewhere also. I just need to put on a blouse underneath or be brave and wear it on it's own with some dress pants or such. I'm also wearing my black leather hood in the one photo that Master bought me for my wedding anniversary gift from JT's Stockroom. I LOVE to be in this hood. Makes me feel so utterly submissive and like a owned slave.

I hope everyone has had a chance to check out our new online store, Digital Darkside Arts. Master and I are thinking up some new ideas for new products this weekend.

I would love to hear from everyone today!! We put so much thought and time into the HNT pictures and your feedback is very important to us. I hope everyone will think of leaving a comment today. Step out of the shadows and say hello. Tell us which HNT has been your favorite so far? What theme would you like to see us do? If your too shy to comment, send me an e-mail at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I love to get e-mails. *winks* :)

Our HNT reminds me that I love to be like "little miss dangerous". I love to look naughty and sexy....what do you think? Do I look a bit dangerous in that cute little leather outfit??? :)

Have a good hump day!! I'm really hoping to have a bbq tonight. I love bbq'd salmon and I've got a salad dish I want to try. My force is strong and flows through Master.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala


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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Interview with Collared with a Heart shaped padlock



Welcome to another padme's interviews today. How is everyone's Tuesday going? Well I did weigh in today and have gained two pounds. Last week I lost two pounds and this week I'm up two pounds. Yuck!! I knew I wasn't working very hard on my goals this week though. Master's not going to be too happy with me and I'm getting a spanking coming for it. I've asked him to push me harder so I'm sure it's going to be a very hard spanking. Yikes!! I talked to Master R this morning for over an hour. He really wants to get together this week so not sure what will be happening with that.

If you would like to be interviewed for my series please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. It's really easy...I just send you out some questions and you send back the answers with two pictures and then I can put your interview up and hopefully bring some new traffic to your blog and let me and others get to know a bit more about you. If you have missed any interviews, please check out our drop down menu of the interviews listed there under padme's interviews.

I'm excited today to be interviewing a blogger who is pretty new to blogging, Collared with a heart shaped padlock. I was very excited when she contacted me to interview her. She's got a really interesting blog and updates frequently. I'd like to thank her for letting me put up a picture that she posted on her blog recently of her butt. She wrote "This was taken after 63 licks, from bamboo spoon, paddle, belt. Some were for my birthday and some were for a punishment spanking. This photo shows the result." Please stop by Collared with a heart shaped padlock today and tell her I sent you! I know she'd love to hear from you and hopefully get some new reader's to her blog.

Interview with Collared with a Heart shaped padlock:

1. Q: What is the name of your blog? Q: Is this your only blog? A: "Heart Shaped Padlock. It's my only blog right now, yes."

2. Q: How long have you been blogging? A: "Off and on for about 4 years or so. I've kept an online journal for about 9 years."

3. Q: How did you get into blogging? A: "I've always liked to write, so it just seemed natural when I first started hearing about blogs."

4. Q: Are you engaged/married/single? A: "Married"

5. Q: Can you tell people a bit about yourself? A: "Outside of the bedroom and all the kinky stuff, I'm just your average young housewife and mother to one. I love to take my son to the zoo/museums/parks and make dinner for my family, among other things."

6. Q: What are your hobbies or what you like to do for fun? A: "playing The Sims 2, reading, writing, listening to a huge variety of music, and working on my photography."

7. Q: Are you into bdsm/HOH (head of the household) or any kind of M/s(Master/slave) in your relationship? A: "We've been into BDSM for a while, and are now exploring a more Master/slave relationship."

8. Q: Are there any rules in your relationship? A: "None have really been implemented yet, other than I have to respect him and get my daily to-do lists finished every day."

9. Q: What is the most memorable sex/bdsm/spanking experience you've had? Q: Could you share any details about it? A: "A couple of days after my birthday this year I still owed him my birthday licks, plus all of the licks he had been counting up in his head for infractions for the week or two prior. It added up to 66 licks. He gave me the option to take just birthday licks, to take them with some of my punishment licks, or to take all of them. I decided to take all of my birthday licks and part of my punishment licks. He gave me 40, and then we made love, and I decided I wanted to get the rest of my licks out of the way so they wouldn't keep adding up. So I took 66 licks with the belt and a bamboo spoon in about an hour and a half time. The photo I've added was taken a few hours later."

10. Q: How did you meet your husband? A: "How long have you been together? We met in high school, and got together a few years later. We've been together for 6 years, married for 5."

11. Q: Are you a Star wars fan? Q: Is so, what is your favorite movie orcharacter from it? A: "I've actually only seen Episode 1, but I saw it in theatres twice. I liked Jar Jar Binks!"

12. Q: Do you do any role-playing or dress up in your relationship? A: "No, not yet. Though he has been looking for a french maid costume."

13. Q: What was your first bdsm experience like with your husband? A: "He's the only one I've ever tried BDSM with, and we sort of worked our way up. The first time was so simple, just a blindfold. But it was a whole new experience, and I loved it."

14. Q: Are you into bondage in your relationship? Q: If so, what kind of bondage do you like? A: "I love just about any kind of bondage. He's not exactly great with ropes and knots though, and gets frustrated easily, so it normally isn't any more than my hands being tied behind my back, or having my wrist and ankle cuffs on and being chained to the bed."

15. Q: How did you come up with the title of your blog? Q: Is there a story behind the heart shaped padlock? A: "The heart shaped padlock is the lock for my first collar. I had only been collared for a few days when I started the blog. I felt like it was the first really big step forward in our pursuing a Master/slave relationship, so it only seemed natural that my blog would be named for it."

16. Q: What is your favorite spanking toy? A: "His hand... Even when he's using it to spank me, I still love to feel it against me."

17. Q: What is your least favorite spanking toy? A: "Ooooh... Toss-up. Between the bamboo spoon (ouchies! and all concentrated in one spot!) and the belt (still new, so still stiff and unrelenting, plus ouchies across both cheeks at once!)"

18. Q: Is there a fantasy (bdsm or spanking related) which you havn'tlived out which you hope to one day? A: "Not really... I tell him all of my fantasies, and he does his best to make them happen for me."

19. Q: How often do you and your husband play together? A: "Every chance we get! On nights that he's not too tired after our son goes to bed, any time we get a baby-sitter so we can have an afternoon to ourselves."

20. Q: What have you learned from blogging? A: "Well, not from Heart Shaped Padlock, but from another blog I learned never to blog when I'm angry if the subject of my anger has internet access. lol."

21. Q: Do you have any tattoos or piercings? A: "I have 5 tattoos, but none relating to our Master/slave relationship. That's something I hope for eventually, but he hasn't come up with a design he likes yet. I also want to get my nipples pierced, but as of right now, I don't have any piercings other than my ears."

22. Q: Do you have any blog links or websites you would like to recommend to the reader's? A: "Well, I love looking at the previews at hogtied.com, sexandsubmission.com, and whippedass.com. As for blogs, I have the entire list that I check daily on the sidebar of my blog."

23. Q: How long have you been into bdsm in your relationship? Q: What madeyou realize that you were submissive? A: "We were just into bondage for a long time, starting about 5 1/2 years ago. Getting into discipline and all has been gradual over the years. I knew I was submissive when I got to thinking and realized that I just really like to be tied down more than tieing someone down, that I like to spank, etc."

24. Q: Any future plans for your blog? A: "Right now, I'm trying to learn HTML so that I can make my own layouts, but other than that, no plans as of yet."

25. Q: Any final thoughts? A: "Thanks soooo much for letting me be a part of this! I hope I get some new readers, and that everyone enjoys my blog!"

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Thank you Collared with a Heart shaped padlock for participating in my series, padme's interviews and letting me and everyone else know a bit more about you. Great answers!! Please check out Collared with a Heart shaped padlock today!!

Stay tuned tommorow for a very sexy HNT picture. Master Anakin was up late yesterday working on it. I hope everyone has a good day. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sugasm #78

The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #78? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Coming into my own: How I learned to masturbate (rubytellsall.com…)“Eventually I could no longer help myself, and I stealthily slipped my hand under my panties.”

A Hard Day’s Play - part 3 (curvaceousdee.blogspot.com…)“Together, they create a new sensation, and I savour being able to literally taste their coupling.”

Sexist Sexy Hotel Kits (blog.babeland.com…)“Kind of sexist? How about completely, amazingly, disgustingly sexist.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Dancers for Democracy (sugarbank.com…)

Editor’s Choice
On my 31st birthday, I gave my boyfriend two blowjobs… (lustylady.blogspot.com…)

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Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Dancing ’round the giant phallus (deliciously-naughty.typepad.com…)
I’m often asked, “Gracie, does size really matter?” (www.sex-kitten.net…)
I Want To Show Off…. Tastefully! (totalsensuality.blogspot.com…)
Meat Puppet? (mrsemmakelly.blogspot.com…)
Naked Polemics (secretlifeofaman.blogspot.com…)
Sex While Sick = Interesting Results (talktovanessa.com…)

Sex Work
Armed and Talking (radicalvixen.com…)
Photo Session - part one (verdannasdiary.thumblogger.com…)

Sex & Politics
Sexual Liberation? (un-cool.blogspot.com…)
Why Is Kink Taboo? Why Is SEX Taboo? (www.quipsandchains.com…)

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Audio: Celebrating Masturbation Month (www.taratainton.com…)
I Shot Myself (eroticandy.blogspot.com…)
Jenna and her sexy friend (myhotbox.blogspot.com…)
New Lingerie (imelda-imelda.blogspot.com…)

BDSM & Fetish
Al And Lynn Again?!!?!?!? (prettyfeetandlegs.thumblogger.com…)
Doors, to be opened (me.wolfhawk.net…)
Face fucking, continued (twentyfoursevends.blogspot.com…)
A girl in her cage~ (blog.atlantabondage.com…)
Half-Nekkid Sloppy Seconds (sweatshopsissy.wordpress.com…)
Happy HNT - Sexy Vancouver Canucks fantasy (darkside-journey.blogspot.com…)
Hasratda (kinkyfarmwife.blogspot.com…)
The Lady is a Tramp (shesinheat.blogspot.com…)
Pavlov’s pussy~ (www.kinkerbelle.com…)
Right Round, Baby (www.sub-burbs.com…)
Used (gentlygently.blogspot.com…)
Who’s your daddy? (cinekink.com…)
Women on Top (selinafire.blogspot.com…)

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Caring For Your Monkey (silent-porn-star.blogspot.com…)
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Man-Eating Bush (secretbrain.blogspot.com…)

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Cracks in the ceiling (junohenry.wordpress.com…)
Empowering Carpet Burn (bikersballsandteacherstits.blogspot.com…)
I Want Candy (goldslutstandard.com…)
The Jalepeno-Flavored Whore (cakeandcock.blogspot.com…)
A Moment’s Notice (dirtydetails.blogspot.com…)
More stoned sex (kimandethan.com…)
Never Doubt a Marine: The Weekend, Part Two (mrsemmakelly.blogspot.com…)
A night stand (lastbreath.wordpress.com…)
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Monday, May 07, 2007

Monday morning masturbation




There's nothing better than some Monday morning masturbation. It makes for a good way to start the week. I was feeling horny today and really wanted to relax. I asked permission to use my Hiatchi. He agreed but he told me I must pay a price for my orgasm. He told me tonight I must make it up to him. He told me to try to think of ways today of making it up to him for allowing me permission to cum. I'm thinking of offering up my ass to him. Getting a spanking for it. Getting down on my knees and sucking his cock to show my gratitude. Hmmmm...anyone else think of any ideas on how to make it up to Master for allowing me permission to orgasm this morning with my Hitachi?

It felt soooooooo good to get the Hitachi right down on my clit and turn the speed up to high. I had some intense fantasies. Fantasies of being spanked hard by the Anakin's paddle. Fantasies of being tied up and fucked. I also had another fantasy this morning....

I was fantasizing about showing up at Master's work. I would show up looking so slutty and naughty. Maybe wear my cheerleader outfift or my schoolgirl uniform. Show up at the library where he works. Master Anakin is a Librarian. I love the library and have fucked in two of them. Starting in college I had fantasies of fucking in a library. So I was so happy to live out this fantasy with Master Anakin. The first library we ever fucked in was the Vancouver Public Library. Shortly after it was built, I met Master Anakin one night there and we fucked. It was honestly some of the best public sex we've ever had. There's just something so deeply erotic about a library. About the stern and stuffy environment of a library. I can't help but giggle as it's supposed to be a place to study and be a good little student. Meanwhile...I just want to get naughty and make out in the back stacks of books. I want to get fucked hard surrounded by books and wondering if we might get caught. I love to play with Master Anakin while he's at work on the phone. He has to try to act so serious and meanwhile I'm self spanking with the Anakin's paddle or I'm masturbating for him. I will tell him what I'm doing and he's told me that it's very hard for him to be at work in the library with a major hard on. :)

I saw this video on You Tube and I honestly giggled. It's so cute. Please check it out and let me know what you think of it. I love the song too and I can't wait to show it to Master Anakin the moment he's home from work. I'm so curious of his thoughts about the video. :) *big grins* I saw Master Anakin and I in the video...me showing up and acting like that blonde girl in the video. Driving him crazy by being a total brat in the library. Him spanking my naughty ass by throwing me over his library counter. Telling me the spanking is long overdue and I must pay the fine. :)

My question to all of you today is about libraries. Have you ever fucked in a library? If so, please share some naughty details about it. Do you ever fantasize of getting spanked or fucked in a library? Has anyone ever had a spanking in a library before? I'm very curious and I hope to hear from lots of people. Please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com if you don't want to leave a comment.

We havn't yet made a sale from our online store, Digital Darkside Arts. I wanted to put up three pictures today of products from the store. Please check it out if you havn't already. We've added a new section to the store for retro stuff. One of the products is a "Valley Girl" t-shirt which I really hope to get one day. That was my idea for a really cool shirt. :) The other shirt says "Hacker" and that was Master Anakin's idea for a cool one. He loved the movie, Hackers from the 80's. The other neat thing we are selling is Aftercare Bears. The teddy bear is so cute and says "Master loves you forever". Awwww....I really hope Master buys me one of those one day. I LOVE teddy bears. :)

My good friend's, Todd and Suzy put up a very interesting blog post about someone that I interviewed, Katie Spades - "The Princess of spanking" Please check it out!! Also, Ruby Redd's spanking pages also did a post about her also. I hope that people can check out the post and find out about katie spades. I think it's good people get informed before giving any money to the "save katie" fund that is going on. Please check out Ruby Redd's and Todd and Suzy's for all the information about it.

I hope to put an interview up tommorow and HNT is also cumming up soon. I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Star Wars Sunday - Transmission #5

Welcome to another Star Wars Sunday! How is your weekend going? Friday was a really wonderful day for me. I posted about some of it in my last blog post. Friday night was incredible! We stayed up late and played for hours. I came 3 times on Friday night from all the excitment and spankings I got. I had one very sore ass at the end of the night. Saturday wasn't as good of a day though for a few different reasons. We didn't get together with Master R like we were planning to. I didn't even get to watch the big boxing match I had been looking forward to. It turns out that Oscar De La Hoya lost his fight so maybe it's a good thing I didn't watch. I feel very disappointed that the Vancouver Canucks and De La Hoya all lost within a few days of each other. Master Anakin and I did watch Revenge of the Sith yesterday which is always a nice escape. I have no idea how many times I've seen that movie. :)

On to Star Wars Sunday. If you have any Star Wars related jokes, pictures, links or anything else please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com or Master Anakin at anakins.blog@gmail.com. We will gladly link back to you and give you full credit for it. Both Master Anakin and I are really enjoying this series and hoping to keep it going for a long time.

padme amidala: I saw this picture and really wanted to put it up today to go with Spiderman 3 movie which opened this weekend. It's priceless!! I got it from Georgette's World. She's got a really neat website with Star Wars humor on it. Has anyone else seen the new Spiderman 3 movie? I'd love to hear your thoughts on it. It was really interesting watching Spiderman turn to the darkside the way that Anakin did in Revenge of the Sith. We wound up watching Revenge of the Sith last night and talking about the similarities between Spiderman turning to the darkside and Anakin. Perhaps all of us have a little darkside in us and we tend to bring it out for different reasons. For Spiderman it was because of revenge. It was like a poison which took him over. This week's Star Wars question is about the darkside; I'm very curious to hear from everyone about their thoughts on it. We really hope you'll comment about it.

Master Anakin: By wonderful coincidence, Star Wars : Revenge of the Sith was on TV the night after we saw Spiderman 3. I was highly impressed with the portrayal of Peter Parker's transformation to the Darkside in Spiderman 3. To see Anakin turn to the Darkside the following night, my mind was awash with compairing and contrasting their turns.

About the Darkside. I believe was all have the capacity for evil, latent or otherwise. But what the hell is the darkside. I don't equate it with evil. I equate it with living your life purposefully using your passion and strengths to pursue your goals and missions in life. It is not evil, it is calculating, passionate, and living from a position of strength. The parallel downfalls I saw for both Anakin and Peter Parker was that they were not in control of their passion that game them strength. One might have hoped that they both gave better more reasoned thought to their goals of revenge for Parker and revenge for his mother and love for his padme. This lack of balance, it almost suggests the need for .... Balance!

Thus, the need for the Jedi / good side of the force. The reasoned side. The trouble being, If both sides of the Force bring balance when together, then by that definition both the Sith AND the Jedi are out of balance. We should perhaps then seek balance in our passion and reason, or as Aristotle wisely advised, moderation in all things.

Star Wars question of the week: Can you relate to the characters Anakin and Spiderman turning to the darkside? Is there a darkside in all of us? What brings out your darkside?

Star Wars link of the week: (provided by the lovely, danae) Star Wars Icons. There are some really cool icons at this link. Thanks danae! There's also some cool Star Wars Icons at this other link also.

A little Star Wars humor for you:

Star Wars Sex:

Sexually suggestive lines from the Star Wars trilogy...

'Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care what you smell!'

'Luke, at that speed do you think you'll be able to pull out in time?'

'Put that thing away before you get us all killed.'

'You've got something jammed in here real good.'

'Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?'

'You came in that thing? You're braver than I thought.'

'Sorry about the mess...'

'Look at the size of that thing!'

'Curse my metal body, I wasn't fast enough!'

'She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid.'

'I thought that hairy beast would be the end of me.'

'Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?'

'There's an awful lot of moisture in here.'

'But now we must eat. Come, good food, come...'

'That's okay, I'd like to keep it on manual control for a while.'

'Hurry up, golden-rod...'

'I must've hit it pretty close to the mark to get her all riled up like that, huh kid?'

'Possible he came in through the south entrance.'

'And I thought they smelled bad on the outside!'

'Control, control! You must learn control!'

'Hey, point that thing someplace else.'

'I look forward to completing your training. In time you will call me master.'

'I never knew I had it in me.'

'There is good in him, I've felt it.'

'Hey, Luke, thanks for coming after me -- now I owe you one.'

'Back door, huh? Good idea!'

'She's gonna blow!'

'I think you'll fit in nicely.'

'Rise, my friend.'

'Wedge! Pull out! You're not doing any good back there!'

....

Hope everyone is having a good weekend. Thank you for joining us for Star Wars Sunday!! :) I hope to put up another interview in the next few days and we have a sexy HNT this week of me wearing my new leather vest that I got. My force runs through Master today. I hope to serve him in every way today...maybe even get a short visit from Darth Vader today while we go futhur towards the darkside....

~Anakin and padme amidala

Friday, May 04, 2007

Turning to the darkside


TGIF. I honestly didn't expect to post tonight but I was able to get permission to cum online and do a post about today. I like to write while things are still fresh in my mind. I have had the most wonderful day today. I wanted to put up two more t-shirts from our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. One t-shirt say says "Don't ask me...ask my Master. The other shirt says "I like girls". These are both t-shirts that I hope to own one day. Please check out our online store. We are planning to add more products this weekend.

I got a big surprise this morning. Master had taken the day off work for me. He surprised me by letting me sleep in. I got treated to some breakfast and our kid's headed for school. That left us with just over two hours of play time. He told me he wanted me to shower and shave my pussy for him. He told me it better be smooth for him and he would be inspecting it. He then told me that he was in complete control over my day. He had already bought tickets for us and our kid's, Princess Leia and skywalker to see the new Spiderman 3 movie that I have been wanting to see so bad that opened today. He told me that my only thought today would be of submission to him. To obey his orders. He told me I was on immediate computer restriction. I need permission to come online, to eat or drink, to basically make any decisions at all. He told me that I've been too stressed out and needed a Master/slave weekend to get us both straight on what our roles are.

He took off his belt and laid it down on the bed for me to see. Just seeing his slide it off his pants got me extremely wet. He had the look of Darth Vader in his eyes. I could see he was turning to the darkside. There was no messing around. There are times I know to brat and then other times that I know the darkside has taken over Master and I just better not fuck with him. He told me to think about the belt while I was in the shower. To think about what was coming to me. He told me that I was on orgasm denial until or if he decided I was good enough today and obeying him to be able to cum. He told me he was going to be waiting for me.

I got in the hot shower feeling very nervous and anticipating the spanking that was ahead. I shaved my pussy for him and got clean. I came out to him naked with only my collar on. My head was shoved down to the ground. He made it clear that I better get on my knees. He shoved his cock into my mouth. I didn't need to ask...I knew to just suck and pleasure him. I gave him a blow job on my knees completely naked. I was told that I was going to get a pussy inspection. I was told to get down on the bed and spread my legs for him. He did an inspection to make sure I had shaved closely. He helped me with a few places I couldn't reach to make sure I was completely shaven smooth with my pussy. I was then told that I was to get over the pillow waiting and to take some pain for him. He knew I was craving it...I wanted the hard discipline spanking so bad. I heard him digging through the bags of toys. I wondered which one he might chose.

I could feel him teasing me by hitting the Anakin's paddle against the palm of his hand. He wanted me to know by sound what was coming to my poor ass. I was put into the cuffs on my feet and my wrists. I was then put into my hood. I went into subspace very fast at this point. Complete sensory deprivation. I felt helpless with my naked ass over the pillow and knowing he was going to give me a spanking to remember. The Anakin's paddle came down hard against my ass...over and over and over again. He stopped at 40 very hard paddles and then rubbed my bottom. I could feel the sting and soreness on my bottom. He talked to me about the belt which was still to come. How I would be sitting with a sore ass and an adjusted attitude through the day.

I admit it that I've been mouthy lately. I've needed the Master/slave connection again...to feel owned and to feel a very sore and punished ass. I couldn't see anything with the hood on. The blindfold covering my eyes. I didn't have a gag. He told me that I couldn't make a sound during the belting. Any sounds would earn me an extra 5 and those would be with the dreaded cane. He started out a bit soft to begin with...a warm up to get my ass ready. After the paddling, it was hard for me to sit still and be quiet. I tried to bite my lip. I really tried to give into the pain. I wanted to please him.

I got 50 with the belt very hard. Many of them were right against the sit spot and upper thighs. I could feel the welts rise and my pussy getting wet. I was wanting the pain so much. I wanted to just feel owned...to not think of anything but him and his belt. His belt was unforgiving to my ass. The last 20 strokes came across so hard that I literally had a hard time sitting still...I wanted to beg him to stop but also to continue. The pain felt incredible but the pussy felt so hot and wet. My body was betraying me. He knows that he is turning me on and that I want to go to the darkside. I earned 20 with the cane by moving during certain parts with the spanking with his belt. The cane was intense and I cried out a few times during it. I could feel the pain go right into my ass cheeks as the cane hit it again and again.

When he done, he slipped his fingers into my wet pussy and then scolded me for my bad behavior and to reassure me that he was in Darth mode and in complete control. He told me that I wasn't allowed to cum. I seriously thought about begging as I was so horny and needing the orgasm so bad. I knew better though. He stopped when I got close and then got right up close to me and grabbed onto my sore ass.

"If you want to cum tonight, bitch...you better be a good slave today. Anymore misbehavior and your going to get it on your sweet owned ass so fucking hard. Don't you even dream about fucking with me" he said in his stern voice.

I was let out of both cuffs and the hood was taken off. I felt a bit foggy at this point. The hood puts me into a certain space. I was told to go to the bad girl corner in the bathroom with my naked red punished ass and sit there and think about things. I went to the corner and waited until he let me out. I thought about him while in the corner...wetness running down my legs.

We went out to the mall. I had to pick up a parcel at the post office. My good friend, Max has bought me a leather vest that I really wanted. It's going to go really well with my leather skirt. We are hoping to take some pictures of it tonight. :)

He picked up our daughter at school and headed to the movie theatre to see Spiderman 3. Check out the trailer on You Tube for it. WOW...this was such a good movie!! Way darker than the first two spidermans. Spiderman turns to the darkside. A way more interesting role for Tobey Mcquire. I looked at him a bit differently seeing him in that role as a darker spiderman. :) I recommend this movie to everyone!! We all really enjoyed it. We got to play some video games before watching the movie. Master of course had to play the Star Wars game that was there. *big smiles*

We got back and I was told to get the butt plug up my ass and to enjoy a glass of merlot which I am doing. I was given permission to come online and post about my day. I'm feeling so owned today...so controlled...and so submissive. It's truly a wonderful feeling to be so focused and have my force run through him. I am really looking forward to playtime tonight. I'm also looking forward to tommorow.

It sounds like Master R is going to try to join us for the Oscar De La Hoya fight tommorow night. Sounds like my weekend might get even more interesting. *winks* I hope everyone is having a good Friday and stay tuned for Star Wars Sunday this weekend. Well...I better go get dressed up for my playtime. Sounds like Master wants me dressed in leather tonight...leather skirt, new leather vest, fishnet stockings and my fetish boots. Umm...hope he'll get me into my leather hood to complete the whole outfit. *big grins* Hope I will also get more spanking play. I'm wanting some intense pain on my ass this weekend. Have a wonderfully naughty weekend!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Thursday, May 03, 2007

It's over for the Vancouver Canucks

Well it's all over for the Vancouver Canucks. They lost in second overtime tonight 2-1 against the Anaheim Ducks. Louongo tried his very best and did a great game but the Ducks scored and now the Canucks can go play golf. It's over for them now. Oh well! Maybe my other boxing hottie, Oscar De La Hoya can win this Saturday night in his big match. :) We are planning to watch it on Shaw on Demand. Anyone else going to be checking out the big fight against Mayweather?? I am also really excited about the new Spiderman 3 movie that is coming out. A much darker Spiderman and both my kid's loved the first two movies. Anyone else going to see it?

Master Anakin is taking Friday off to take the kid's and I to see the new Spiderman 3 movie that I want to see so bad. I'm a very lucky girl. So our weekend starts in the morning and makes for a 3 days weekend for Master. :)

Thank you to everyone who commented on our HNT. :) We appreciate your comments and feedback very much. :) I'm so glad that tommorow is Friday. TGIF. It's been a really long week for me. Between hockey and our online store , Darkside Digital Arts that we launched, there has been little time for play or anything else. Master Anakin has added new products recently to the store so please check it out if you get time. No sales yet but we are still hoping. We hope to add more this weekend also. :)

I've had major insomnia this week and I've been feeling very lonely and lost. I feel so disconnected from everyone in my life right now. I've got some family stuff going on too. The stress has felt like a lot to me. I tend to crave intense physical pain when I am feeling emotional pain. I admit to having some very extreme fantasies the last few days. It may have to do with Master R contacting me recently and wanting to get together with me and play. We had a very long talk the other day and I feel like I'm opening up to him more. I was allowed time with my Hiatchi this morning. I asked permission to call Master R during my morning masturbation. Master Anakin agreed so I phoned Master R on his cell phone. We had some very naughty phone conversation. He got me to confess to a very dark fantasy that I've been wanting to try with him. So...who knows what might happen but maybe I'll get to live out another fantasy really soon. :)

I seriously need a hard discipline spanking right now. I know it would help me a lot to focus. My focus feels really off the last few days and I know it would help get me into line again. The weekend is cumming up and I'm hoping to play. I may not be online very much. I want to escape into some fantasy and just be a slave. I may be playing with Master R also. We are hoping to get an overnight for Saturday for the boxing fight. Master R wants to watch it too. So we may invite him over to watch it and also play. Who knows what the weekend will hold. *winks*

I got tagged for a meme and wanted to give it a try. Thanks emerald eyes for tagging me. :)

Question number 1: What are the three stupidest things you've ever done in your life?

1. Quitting college - This was a really stupid mistake that I made when I was younger. I wish I would have at least completed the course. I only went half way and then quit. It never made me feel very good about myself that I quit college.

2. Not sleeping with Master Anakin when we dated in 1991. I beat myself up a lot that I never gave into my feelings early on and began a sexual relationship with him. I was too scared at the time because I didn't have much experience with men. Who knows how the future could have been affected if had we slept together in 91.

3. Getting into debt at a young age. I was very irresponsible with money when I was younger and made some poor choices about money. I spent way too much on a Las Vegas trip and got the spanking of my life for it back in 2000. I had way too many credit cards at one time. Now I don't carry one because Master Anakin has my visa and I'm only allowed to use it with permission.

Question number 2: At the current moment, who has the most influence on your life?

I would say that without a doubt...it's Master Anakin. He's got a huge influence on my life. When things are not right with him, they are not right with my world. He's my Master, my Daddy, my Darth Vader...my love and soulmate. :)

Question number 3: If you were given a time machine that functioned, and were allowed to only pick five people to dine with, who would you pick?

I would pick Master Anakin and our two children and both our grandma's to dine with.

Question number 4: If you had three wishes that were not supernatural, what would they be?

wish #1 -I would wish for my sister to find happiness, get married and make me an Aunt

wish #2 - I would wish that Oscar De La Hoya wins his fight on Saturday night

wish #3 - I would wish for getting a really hard discipline spanking right now

Question number 5: Someone is visiting where you live at the moment. Name two things you regret your city not having, and two things people should avoid.

Two things I regret my city not having:

1. our city doesn't have a lot of snow. We usually only get a little bit because of our warmer weather. I want a white christmas but that's rare here in Vancouver, BC Canada

2. We don't have a rainforest cafe anymore. We used to have one at Metrotown but it's gone now. I had to go all the way to San Fransisco to find one.

Two things people should avoid:

1. East Hastings Street - It's a really bad neighborhood in Vancouver and it's got a very bad reputation. I wouldn't want to be in that part of town late at night alone.

2. Taking the skytrain too late at night. It's very dangerous in my opinion to take the skytrain too late at night by yourself or even with someone. Master Anakin and I have had some bad experiences with late night skytrain travel. We often take our car and park it downtown if we are planning to stay late there.

Question number 6: Name one event which changed your life.

I was in a very serious car accident in 2001 and it changed my life in a very big way. I learned a lot about life and how it can change in an instant. I became a very spiritual person after my accident. I decided after going through my accident to make the most of life. I got married to Master Anakin and try to always live it to the fullest.

Question number 7: It's not a question. It's a command. Tag five other people.

I'm going to be a brat and not obey the command. lol. I know...I need a spanking!! Somebody PLEASE come over and spank me right now!! :) I'm not going to tag anyone but it's there if anyone wants to give it a try. Let me know if you decide to give it a try and I'll come check it out. :)

I hope to finish my spring cleaning this weekend also. I've been trying this week to be a good domestic slave and doing lots of cleaning for Master. Feeling so submissive in my heart...wishing so much that we could spend some Master/slave time together....well it's late and I should really be in bed. I wanted to post tonight. Just many feelings stirring around in me tonight. I'm really looking forward to the weekend. I honestly don't remember the last time I felt so intensely masochistic in my soul...wishing that I was playing right now. It's almost midnight and I've been sitting here feeling so alone tonight. Hopefully tommorow night will be a better night. I'm a real pouty mood about the Canucks loss also tonight. Yuck!! Oh well...hopefully the weekend will be better and get me back to feeling like little miss dangerous. I just need to find a way to get Darth Vader to cum out and play with me...

I hope everyone has a very naughty weekend and if you do, please tell me all about it! I love hearing all the juicy details. ;) Stay tuned for Star Wars sunday this weekend too!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Happy HNT - Sexy Vancouver Canucks fantasy


Happy HNT (half-nekkid Thursday) everyone!! So who was watching the big game yesterday with the Vancouver Canucks?? They lost in overtime 3-2 but put in a really good effort. Things are not looking too good right now for the Canucks and they need all the support they can get. They need to win the next 3 games in the series now. Anaheim leads the best of the series now 3-1 and can wrap up the series on Thursday if they win. I still am holding out hope that the Canucks can make a come back and win. Go Canucks Go!! It's not a secret that my favorite player is one of the best on the Canucks, Robert Louongo. I was watching You Tube this morning and heard a song that was dedicated to him from the radio station, Rock 101 FM. This really made me smile. Check it out!! I have had some fantasies of Louongo lately. I was thinking about him throwing me over the goalie net and spanking my ass with his big goalie stick. I think about how flexible he is being a goalie...I bet he's great in the sack!! *big grins* What a total hottie!! Master bugs me about being so into him but I can't help it!! L-O-U-O-N-G-O!!!!! *brings out the cheerleader outfit to get ready for cheering him on*

Canucks fever is full force!! The Canucks flags are all over the place right now to show support for the Canucks. It seems like every household and seat at GM place yesterday has a Canucks towel to swing around and go crazy when they score a goal and to also show support. I came up with an naughty idea last week to show my support for the Vancouver Canucks. So this week's HNT is in support of them. I am fully naked except for the little canucks towel that is covering my front side. Click on photo to enlarge. I am wearing my red plaid collar around my neck and that's it. Master Anakin did some photoshopping on the picture to make it look like I was in the hockey game with the Canucks and Ducks and on the ice naked except for the towel. Of course I'm flashing my tits to the crowd cheering!! He also put "Go Canucks Go" to cover my face. I'm a exhibitionist but can you just imagine this for a moment. Having to be naked except for a little towel covering you at a sold out hockey game?? How many people would be looking at this?

I had a really good laugh at this HNT. If you look close at the picture you will see different expressions on people's faces with me being on the ice nude. Look at the ref's face. Seriously...that made me laugh the most!! What do you think he's thinking at that very moment?? Seeing my naked ass on the ice holding nothing but the hockey towel?? Please let me know in a comment what you think he's thinking. Or e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. Let me know please!!! I'd love to hear from others about it.

I think the ref is thinking "I better go give this naughty hot little blonde chick a penalty. She's been begging for the Ducks to get rough so they'll get a roughing penalty. Then it makes it better for the Canucks. She's trying to distract the Anaheim Duck's goalie from making the save. What a naughty girl!! Look at her flashing her tits and wiggling her sweet little ass!! She's going straight to the penalty box and then over the box for a spanking. The guy's from the Canucks can spank her one at a time leaving Louongo for last. Louongo will come over to spank her with his goalie stick. Then maybe we'll take turns fucking her wet pussy doing a gangbang on her. The Canucks can have their turn one at a time until her pussy is dripping with wetness."

Ummmm...ok...I think I'm getting wet now just sitting here fantasizing about that happening. *whew* What a HOT fantasy!! Anyone else ever have any hockey fantasises? Dream of any hockey player you'd like to fuck or get spanked by?? I mean seriously...is there anything hotter than a hockey player who's all sweaty and been in a hockey fight so he's all pumped up full of testosterone?? I knew a friend who told me she had sex with a hockey player before. She told me he was the best fuck she ever had. Anyone else fuck a hockey player? Please let me know!! I want to hear all the naughty details!! *winks*

Speaking of sports...my favorite boxer is fighting this weekend!! Time to get even more wet!! I adore the Golden Boy, Oscar De La Hoya!! I wanted to see him fight in Las Vegas before. We couldn't get tickets though. *pouts* I seriously think he's a hottie and a really good fighter. He's fighting against Mayweather. Here he is on You Tube. Any predictions about who might win?? Anyone else like De La Hoya?? I can't wait to see that game. Check out my Boxing Bondage HNT we did earlier in the year if you missed it. I am really looking forward to the fight. I LOVE boxing!! I also have the major hots for De La Hoya!! I'll be cheering for him on Saturday night.

I hope everyone has got a chance to check out our new online store, Darkside Digital Arts that we launched this week on Journey to the Darkside. Master Anakin has put many hours into it and we are so excited this week to launch it. He hopes to have more products put in this weekend so keep checking back. :) We are hoping to make our first sale soon. Please let us know if you have any ideas for it. And thank you to everyone who has helped us. We appreciate it.

I am feeling really lonely today. It's been raining today and I just feel kind of yucky. I miss chatting on yahoo with my good friend's, Griz and good girl a lot. They are moving right now and I wish them well with that. Moving is a lot of hard work. I hope it all goes well for them. I miss Master a lot. I am looking forward to the weekend so we can play and I can get a spanking. I could really use a hard one right now. I am yearning for his control and dominance right now. I dream of the darkside. I would love to use the force and get me some time with Darth Vader.

I'm going to try to do some more spring cleaning today. I've been trying to do a little each day. It helps pass the time until I can be with Master. I hope everyone is having a good hump day!

May the force be with everyone, especially the Vancouver Canucks!! Go Canucks Go!!

~padme amidala
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Quiz from Greenwoman

You scored as wookiee. They are natives of kashyyk. They can stand up to 2 meters in height
And are the tempers of wookies are legendary. They consider honor one of the most important values. As shown by the wookiec Chewbacca. They are great at mechanical repair, very strong and are extremely loyal to friend and family.


wookiee

88%

Human

75%

Cathar

75%

Miraluka

63%

Gungan

50%

Ewok

50%

Chiss

38%

Bith

25%

What star wars species are you?
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Interview with Sexual Escapades or Desires

Hello and welcome to another padme's interview's today. I hope everyone has had a chance to check out our new online store, Darkside Digital Arts. We have really appreciated the feedback and support from everyone about our new store. We've worked hard on it and we are very proud of it. Master Anakin and I would like to thank our good friend's, Todd and Suzy for doing a wink about our online store. We are hoping to spread the word right now and hopefully make a sale at some point. We've always dreamed of doing an online store. We have so many great ideas for it and hope to make it better and better!! Please make sure to keep checking as there will be new product's added in the future.

The Vancouver Canucks are playing again tonight. I admit I'm very nervous about whether or not they are going to win. Any other Vancouver Canucks fans out there?? I'd love to hear from you. Do you think the Canucks have a chance of winning the series? What about the Stanley Cup? Who's your favorite player? My favorite player has got to be the goalie for the Canucks, Roberto Luongo. Not only is he a real hottie but he's a excellent goalie and has made some excellent saves. Anaheim Ducks are ahead in the series 2-1 right now. So tonight is a very important game for the Canucks. Master and I will be watching in anticipation. We have a naughty Hockey HNT cumming up tommorow in support of the Vancouver Canucks. Make sure to cum back tommorow to see what it looks like. Master Anakin was up late last night working on it. GO CANUCKS GO!!!

If you would like to be interviewed for my series please e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I'm very happy to see my series become a regular feature here at Journey to the Darkside. It's a great chance to getting new reader's for your blog and I'm enjoying meeting new friend's. :) If you have missed any interviews, please check out our drop down menu of the interviews listed there under padme's interviews.

I'm very excited to interview a blogger who is pretty new to blogging, lilipad from Sexual Escapades or Desires. I was very happy that she contacted me to interview her. She's become a regular read for me and I'm really enjoying reading her blog. She's got a very interesting blog and updates frequently. I always enjoy reading a blog from the beginning and I'm hoping she'll be around for a long time. Please stop by Sexual Escapades or Desires today and tell her I sent you!! I know she'd love to hear from you. She's hoping to get some new reader's to her blog!!

Interview with lilipad from Sexual Escapades or Desires:

1. Q: What is the name of your blog? A: " Sexual escapades or desires" Q: Is this your only blog? A: "Now, yes, used to have others "

2. Q: How long have you been blogging? A: "Off and on for over a year or so, this blog was just started recently"

3. Q: How did you get into blogging? A: "my husband blogged and i decided to give it a try"

4. Q: Are you married/engaged/single? A: "married in a non legal way, we are in a commited relationship and call each other husband and wife though there is no paper saying so"

5. Q: Are you into D/s, bdsm, HOH (head of the household) or have anykind of D/s in your relationship? A: "I love to be dominated though sometimes its nice to switch it up and be the dominator, as for bdsm i am very much into it, i have this need/drive for pain"

6. Q: Are there any spankings in your relationship? A: "yes, i never realized how much i liked spankings till my husband and i met and he always slapped me when i would walk by, one thing lead to another"

7. Q: Are there any rules in your relationship? A: "hmm as far as sex goes, just that if i say no or cant go through with something we stop, with my past i dont like to be "pushed" without my consent "

8. Q: What is your most memorable spanking/bdsm/sex experience? A: "most memorable would probably be my first full out sexual spanking Q: Could you share any details about it? A: if i can remember all the details lol its been awhile... we were just lounging around on the couch one evening, i had put on one of me "i want fun" outfits, so he knew i was in the mood. Next thing i knew he had me over his lap and was spanking me lightly, it seemed the more i moaned the harder he began to hit. It went on for what seemed like hours, by the time he was done i was in tears my butt was redder than a tomato, but i was so wet it wasn't funny, we had the best sex every after wards, probably what made me realize just how much i loved to be spanked"

9. Q: How did you meet your husband? A: "through mutual friends" Q: How long have you been together? A:"almost 5 years"

10. Q: How did you come up with the name lilipad? A: "well i have always found lilipad's to be very attractive(the ones with the flowers) and also the way a frog hops around on them reminds me of how i feel some days, very much like i am on the go hopping here and there"

11. Q: Are you a Star wars fan? A: "oh VERY much so Q: If so, who is your favorite character or what is your favorite of the movies? A: "well from the original trilogy i would have to say my favorite character is Chewy, and stormtroopers in general lol, from the new trilogy I have fall in love with Anakin, especially from Revenge of the Sith, just something about the mixture of good and evil, lol needless to say i have many fantasies about that"

12. Q: Do you do any type of role-playing or dress up in your relationship? A: "not really though i would love to, only one time has he ever had me dress up and that was your basic simple dress up, teddy with heels" *yawns*

13. Q: What is your favorite spanking toy? A: "well i love the hand, but if i had to choose a non-human part, i would say a wooden paddle"

14. Q: What is your least favorite spanking toy? A: "haven't really found one yet"

15. Q: Is there a fantasy (spanking or bdsm) you haven't lived out whichyou hope to one day? A: "oh yes many, my blog already has one and i am sure will have more to come, i fantasize alot"

16. Q: How often do you play together or get spanked? A: "not as often as i would like but thats also because he doesn't get pleasure from it only pleasure from pleasing me"

17. Q: Do you have any tattoo's or piercings? A: "yes i have 4 tattoos in various places and 2 holes in each ear and belly button, i want to get my nipples pierced one day"

18. Q: How long have you been into bdsm or spankings or play? A: "bdsm for years just hadn't really found a trust worthy partner till now, and spankings for about the last 5 years "

19. Q: What are your hobbies or what do you like to do for fun? Q: other than sex? A: "hehe, i do alot of crafts stuff like latch hook and cross stitching, also alot of computer and reading, but i really love to be outdoors, perhaps on a four wheeler"

20. Q: What are the future plans for your blog? A: "to get a bit more in depth in my fantasies and hopefully get to write about some reality events soon, and have some more readers, i love the thrill of knowing others are reading about my sexual wants"

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Thank you lilipad for participating in my series, padme's interviews and letting me and everyone else know a bit more about you. Great answers! Please check out Sexual Escapades or Desires today!!

I weighed myself today. I've lost two pounds!! Was an exciting feeling to know that I have lost a few pounds. I'm trying to walk more with the nicer weather and eat more chicken and salmon. Master was very proud of me. :)

I hope to get some spring cleaning done this week and have been working on that. I miss Master a lot and can't wait to sit down and watch the Vancouver Canucks tonight with him. We had a really nice night last night and I have thought about him a lot today. My force is strong.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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