Friday, August 31, 2007

Happy birthday to the sexy and beautiful Shasta Gibson

I've had a wonderful day today. I took Skywalker on the skytrain and seabus to Lonsdale Quay today. After a bit of shopping we went to Master Anakin's work. It was great to see where he spends his days without me and the computer which he types his e-mails to me. After he got off work, we headed to Granville Island Market for shopping, groceries, and dinner. There was so many really cool shops to look at. Skywalker enjoyed the Kid's market there. He fed some ducks and played in the playground. It was so relaxing and a great way to spend a summer day in Vancouver, BC. I saw the sunset over downtown and now I'm on the computer enjoying a glass of merlot and my organic chocolate from Cocoa Camino which has chili and spice in it. I'm listening to Dancing Queen from Abba and chatting with my closest friend, Shasta Gibson who is about to have her 25th birthday!! I'm so excited for her!

I wanted to wish my very dear and close friend, Shasta Gibson a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY today!! She had made my summer so wonderful and I have really enjoyed our friendship so much. We've had our naughty fun on the webcam and phone but our friendship is so much more than just about being naughty together. We have a really true and beautiful friendship. We talk on the phone until our phone dies and we have our morning cup of coffee's with one another while we chat. I have connected with Shasta in a way that I havn't with any other woman in a very long time. I was friend's with S (S is the person I was best friend's with for six years and also the friend I went through my car accident with) but she never really knew the real me. I hid a big part of myself from S. Shasta knows so much about me. I really love our friendship and I can't wait to meet her. :)


Happy birthday Shasta! I hope you have a wonderful 25th birthday today and know that I think the world of you. :) Thank you for coming into my life this summer at a time when I really needed it. I really look forward to our virtual coffee dates and our talks on the phone. Thank you so much for your friendship! And may the force be with you today on your birthday and throughout the year.

Master Anakin took this sexy picture just for Shasta recently. I wanted to give her a very special birthday surprise!! So I wrapped myself up in a pink birthday streamer while wearing my pink lingerie for her. I wanted to be one of her sexy birthday presents. She can unwrap me and do with me as she wishes. *winks*

I've been told by Master Anakin that I will be taking her birthday spanking for her tonight on her behalf. I'm getting 25 hard spanks on my ass tonight in honor of her 25th birthday. :)

Please stop by and say happy birthday to Shasta. She got a very special surprise tonight and I'm very happy for her. I know this will be her best birthday yet. :) Enjoy your night Shasta! Happy birthday!

~padme amidala

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Remembering Princess Diana






Has it really been ten years since we lost our beautiful Princess?? I can still remember the pain I felt in my heart the day I learned she had died. I remember exactly what I was doing the day she died. Getting the phone call that she had been in a serious car accident and then watching as it was reported she had died. How much I cried and cried over the news. I watched her funeral with so much sadness and tears. I watched her and Prince Charles wedding on TV and as a young girl...wanted to be like her. I will always remember her. I wanted to do a special post to remember her ....ten years since that tragic day...


Goodbye England's rose
May you ever grow in our hearts
You were the grace that placed itself
Where lives were torn apart
You called out to our country
And you whispered to those in pain
Now you belong to heaven
And the stars spell out your name
And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset
When the rain set in

And your footsteps will always fall you
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before
Your legend never will

Loveliness we've lost
These empty days without your smile
This torch we'll always carry
For our nation's golden child
And even though we try

The truth brings us to tears
All our words cannot express
The joy you brought us through the years
And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset

When the rain set in
And your footsteps will always fall you
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before
Your legend never will

Goodbye England's rose
May you ever grow in our hearts
You were the grace that placed itself
Where lives were torn apart

Goodbye England's rose
From a country lost without your soul
Who'll miss the wings of your compassion
More than you'll ever know
And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset
When the rain set in
And you footsteps will always fall you
Along England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before
Your legend never will

May the force be with you Princess Diana!
Please share a comment today about where you were when you found out she had died and if you were affected by her death. I would love to hear from you about it...

~padme amidala

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Happy HNT - Rope bondage paddling

Happy HNT everyone!! It's a beautiful sunny summer day here in Vancouver, BC. It really helps to lift my spirits and I can't wait to spend some time outside this afternoon. I want to put on my sunglasses and listen to the Ipod with my summer songs on it and sip on some cold diet coke with lemon. Mmmm...a perfect way to help lift some depression and the blues. I wanted to thank everyone for the really nice supportive comments to my last blog post. I was really worried that the post wasn't too sexy and it was a really hard post for me to write. I really hated having to admit that I had gained weight back from what I had lost during the first part of this year. I got some really supportive e-mails too. Thank you!! You have no idea how much it meant to be to have friend's tell me they would join me with being a diet buddy or to also help support me with my positive new changes.

I know that things are going to change. The seasons will change and Fall will be here before I know it. My 35th birthday is around the corner. For some reason this birthday seems to be hitting me hard. I feel like I need to start thinking about good health and getting my heart into shape. I've been having a few heart problems lately with heart palpatations and I know my blood pressure is high. I had a problem with toxemia with my pregnancy with my son, Skywalker and was in and out of the hospital for it. I seem to get problems with it going high when I am not watching my diet. So I know I need to make changes for my health. I want to be around to see my kid's grow old. I watched City of Angels with Master Anakin last night and thought about how precious life is.

Master Anakin and I have created a new blog to help us with our weight loss journey. It's called Journey to the Lightside. We plan to use this blog just for weight loss and fitness and writing out our struggles. This blog isn't about spanking or sex or anything sexy....this blog is going to have real struggles in it. We decided to share this blog with all our readers so you can try to be there for our weight loss journey as well as our Journey to the Darkside. I plan to post in it as much as I can about how I'm eating and what I am doing for exercise daily. This is to be accountable to Master Anakin also. He can read about what I am doing each day while he's at work. Our kid's are going back to school and I get my days completely free. He doesn't want me sitting around eating potato chips and watching soaps all day. Well hopefully he'll at least let me watch my one hour of Young and the Restless. lol. I have been watching that show practically my whole life. I love it!! For that one hour I get to relax and sip on coffee and find out what's going on with the Newman's or with the Abbott's. Is Phyllis really going to jail? Will Sharon and Nick get back together? Is Drucilla really dead? I need to find all this out!! I would go through serious withdrawal if I had to give up my Y and R time. There are some serious hotties on that show. mmmm...Nick Newman can come over anytime and spank me. *winks*

Today's HNT picture was taken last Saturday afternoon. Click to enlarge the pictures. We had some sitting time and wanted to have some naughty play. I wrote about some of it on Saturday in my A Spanking good Saturday blog post. I was tied up with our blue/white rope. It's a very soft type of rope so it's not too hard on the wrists. I wore my cheerleader skirt for him and no top. He wanted the nipple free to play with. I was paddled very hard making my ass glow like a red apple. Today's HNT picture you can see my red ass and Anakin's paddle and me all tied up in rope bondage. We enjoyed a lot of play that afternoon and some romance later in the evening making love to April Wine on the cd player. It was a wonderful Saturday for Master and slave.

I am having a quiet free day today. The long weekend is getting close and I want to enjoy the last bit of summer before it's back to school on Tuesday. I was invited to come out to the Shadow Lanes Spanking party which is happening in Las Vegas this long weekend. I am not able to go due to finances. I'm sure everyone going is going to have a spanking good time there. I know a few different bloggers going to it. :)

The party is over for me on Sept. 1st. I plan to drink and party up on Friday before I go off alcohol for a month. I am planning to go Sober for September. I have vowed to not drink any alcohol for the month of September. I am going to be using a detox kit and also a very strict diet. It means drinking a lot of water and no pop or chocolate or sweets. I will be having new rules starting Sept. 1st and Master Anakin and I plan to go back into our TPE relationship. Darth Vader will be cracking down. I have been told that I will be losing one pound a week or getting punished. So my personal trainer is back too and plans to kick my ass to get back into shape and me back to being healthy again.

If anyone else would like to join me for Sober in September...please e-mail me or let me know. I'd like to start a club where we all talk about our experiences of being sober in September. Please think about it...it's a great way to get detoxed and it's not Christmas or other stressful months of the year where it's harder to not drink. My sexy friend, Shasta Gibson has agreed to join me and I hope others will too. We can all do this together!! I will be posting a lot about this in September on my weight loss blog and also here too.

I hope everyone is having a good hump day! We would love to hear feedback on the HNT picture. :) Please leave us a comment or drop us an e-mail. We always love to hear from you.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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Monday, August 27, 2007

I guess that's why they call it the blues

Summer has been wonderful. I have been feeling extremely irritable and blue lately and I know it's because summer is coming to an end and now Fall is coming and it's back to the old grind and reality. Reality can really suck too. Back to school for my kid's means back to walking to and from the school (we live cross boundary so it's a long walk) and getting up early again. That means early bedtimes and getting back into structure and routine. A lot of my D/s rules have been bent with it being summer and vacation time and lazy days. Perhaps a bit too lazy.

I havn't been walking much and I let my diet go completely. I won't even talk about the partying. lol. It's been a two month party going on at padme's. I feel like I've been drinking more coronas and than most other months. There's been lots of eating out and splurging. I knew today that there would be a price to pay for all the indulgence. I decided to step on the scale even though I knew I was fucked. I had already gained back 6 of the 10 pounds I lost from Jan-June. Today I noticed I have gained back 9 pounds now. I am very close to literally gaining back every single pound that I worked so hard for those six months. Urg!! What happened? I quess I can blame summer but maybe it was just being lazy and getting into bad habits.

I thought maybe the last few days I have been feeling so blue because of pms. I don't think it's the reason though. I know it goes much deeper. I am extremely unhappy about letting myself go. I miss the rules...the control from Master Anakin. He admitted to me today that he hasn't helped matters. He loves to snack and he also hasn't been top of the rules due to it being summer. He admitted he isn't too happy either with himself.

We had a very intense and emotional talk tonight. I told him that I am deep in that dark hole again. I have felt a lot of depression the last few weeks and trying to mask it but I am deeply unhappy inside. I have had weight issues my whole life. I had an eating disorder in high school and then later in life I had problems with emotional eating and getting over 200 pounds when I married Master Anakin. I go up and down and never seem to be able to balance my weight.

I came from a very dysfunctional home and my Dad spent my childhood putting me down and giving me self image problems. I was called loser a lot. I have never honestly felt very good about myself or my weight. Like most women, most of my weight issues started when I had my first pregnancy. My hips changed and some weight like in the tummy seem to always be there no matter how many sit ups I did a day.

I just know that summer is coming to an end and I am craving the new control and rules and diet changes but I also know that a part of me will also fight it and go through some intense emotions during all the changes. I need to get used to a new bedtime, new routine, new rules and getting used to two kid's in school full time now. The next few weeks are going to be very hard. I don't deny that it will be a lot of work to get me back into shape again for my daily walks and also to lose those ten pounds that I spent six months losing. I did this to myself and I will have to work damn hard to get back to where I was in June.

I really need encouragement and support right now. I am honestly afraid of what will happen to me if I don't make changes in my life. I don't like where I am headed. I was there 6 years ago with a very deep depression and I don't want to be back there again. It took me a year last time when I got so far down in that black hole that I couldn't get out after my car accident and miscarriage.

I was listening to a song which gave me some hope tonight. It's called Don't give up. I felt so extremely depressed today and then heard it and it made me feel hopeful. There are times like today that I want to give up......

The party is over for me. It's time to get back to reality and start getting back to being healthy again. I am thinking about converting my blog, padme's devotions into a weight loss blog to help me. I'm not using it for anything other than quiz's right now. I am also going to have to make some sacrifices to start the new changes. I will not be online as much as normal. I am not sure how much I will be blogging even. I will try to blog when I can but I plan to get my work outs down before sitting down to the computer. I also need to feel strong again...I don't feel very strong lately.

I also may mention my diet and new rules in blog posts too. I feel that it might help me to stay on track. If anyone would like to be my diet buddy...please let me know at shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I am also considering joining Jenny Craig as someone recommended it to me. If anyone has done it and would like to tell me about it...I'd really appreciate it. :)

This long weekend coming up I plan to have one more party before putting away the coronas. Master Anakin has allowed one more party to say goodbye to summer. We'll bbq and watch a sunset and sip on cold coronas with lime. Starting on Sept. 1st I plan to stay sober all month. A stay sober September. I have vowed to not drink until Oct. 1st. I'd like to detox and plan to start a intense detox diet which will clean out my system of toxins.

HNT is coming up and it's a paddling one taken on Saturday. I didn't plan to blog tonight but Master Anakin took our kid's out grocery shopping to give me some peace and quiet to blog and work out some of my thoughts. I'm so very lucky to have him in my life. I really look forward to getting back to our TPE lifestyle again this Fall and feeling our force again.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, August 26, 2007

A spanking good Saturday

I'm leaving soon to go back to school shopping but I wanted to do a quick post this morning and put up a picture that was taken yesterday afternoon. I think many of our reader's will enjoy it. :) It was taken during some spanking fun play yesterday. This is one of many pictures that we took. Who wants to see mor pictures? *winks* We are thinking about putting up a paddling one for HNT this week.

Master Anakin and I had some sitting time yesterday and headed out for the afternoon. He took me to a brand new sushi place that we had been wanting to go to. It was delicious!! I love sushi and I got the box deal so I got chicken teriyaki and california rolls and all those yummy things! It was a fun afternon with some shopping and stopping by Rogers for a movie and also a snack run at Safeway. I have been craving chocolate like crazy lately. lol. Maybe it's pms or something. It could explain why I have a bit of a blues today too. It's been raining today and I am not looking forward to dealing with the mall for back to school today. It's going to be nuts! Hopefully I can squeeze some time at Chapters or somewhere for some alone time today. I feel like I need it. I'm coming down from lots of naughty play on Friday night and yesterday.

We watched Vacancy when we got home. It was sure creepy and a really intense movie. I found myself finding it hard to breathe during a few parts. I snuggled close to Master during it. We went upstairs for some play time afterwards which included a hand spanking which you can see in the picture put up today. I wore my cheerleader skirt and red thong and nothing else. He wanted my tits free for squeezing and pinching and torturing. *winks*

Boy was my ass red by the time he was done spanking it and also giving it the Anakin's paddle. During one part I had my hands behind my back with rope bondage and getting paddled extremely hard!! I was made to cum for him and then our play stopped due to our son being home. I was promised more later when he went to bed and I was put into a hot bath to soak and relax. I was put in the butt plug for over an hour. I was feeling very submissive at this point...

He came in around 9 pm and more play and fun started. There were some extremely romantic moments last night too. We danced to one of "our songs" by April Wine called I'm on Fire for you. It always brings me back to a certain time in our relationship. It's very special to us and I enjoyed feeling him dancing so close to me. We made love to the sounds of April Wine on the cd player. It was amazing and I felt extremely close to my wonderful Anakin. :)

"This empty space
I've held so long
You come around,
and now I'm warm
I thought that I was havin fun
And now I see the way its done
I thought we'd led a life before
And who we were, well I'm not sure
But one thing I know is right
I loved you then, I'm gonna love you tonight"

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Fucking and sucking to the sounds of Gregorian chants


I didn't plan to do a blog post today but sometimes I just get in a mood to write and I like to get out the details before they fade from my memory. It's always good for me to write while things are fresh in my mind. Last night was incredible!! I really needed to get fucked and I enjoyed serving Darth Vader. It's the best way to spend a Friday play night. :) I had gotten off the computer and headed up for a hot bath with some Saje Tantra oil in it. I relaxed with music and candles and the hot water all around me. I soaked for a long time and relaxed my body and mind for Master.

I got out of the bath and shaved my pussy and legs for him. I got dressed into the pretty in pink outfit that he loves. He went to put our son to bed and I got out some toys that I hoped he might want to us. I'll admit that I was really hoping for a spanking. I wanted to have some stress relief and I know that spanking fun will always give me that. I was craving a bit of pain and some time on the darkside with Darth. I lit some candles around the room. They smell like the beach and I really love how candles set the mood for play.

I put on his favorite cd of Gregorian Chants that he loves to listen to. I find it very erotic to be fucked to the sounds of the monks on the cd chanting. I also put on his favorite porno which we bought from the sex show in January. It's called Innocence and has a very naughty school girl in it masturbating and then getting fucked from her boyfriend. He was very pleased when he came in. I had a glass of Jackson Triggs merlot also for him and he sipped on it and got relaxed on the bed. He made sure to do a pussy inspection to make sure I had shaved nice and smooth for him. Then he laid down and got comfortable on the bed. I decided this would be a good time for a little oral action. I started to suck on his cock slowly at first...teasing him. I rubbed his balls a bit and started to get his attention. It never takes me long to get him nice and hard...by using my fingers and tongue all at the same time in different naughty places. *winks* :)

He told me he had plans to spank me but that he was now too worked up and just had to fuck me. He threw me down on the bed and entered me from behind. He fucked me with his cock for a few minutes and then stopped.

"Suck my cock, you bitch!" he told me in his Darth tone.

He got me to turn around and suck on his hard cock. I could taste my pussy juices on it. It made his cock very juicy and easy to suck on. I sucked on it and then he decided to fuck me again. So he entered me but this time with me on my back and made me put my legs up high against his chest. And holy shit was that intense penetration!! I moaned and screamed out...while the sounds of the monks chanting were getting louder. I could barely hold back. I was close to cumming. He denied me though and told me to wait or face the consequences. It was soooooo hard to not cum but I managed to hold back. He took out his cock and got me to suck on it again while on my knees. He ordered me to rub his balls a bit to massage them while he got a blowjob. He told me that I better swallow or I would be getting the cane. I sucked him and massaged his balls until he exploded into my mouth. I swallowed his cum like the little slut that I am. I loved how he tasted...I swallowed every last drop and made him a very happy Master. :)

For my reward I got to get my spanking. I got spanked with the razor strop and also crop and his homemade whip. I floated nicely into a deep subspace. It was an erotic spanking and whipping to the sounds of the monks chanting. I love that cd!! It helped to create a certain mood. During the whipping he made me cum for him by using his fingers. He would whip me and then stimulate me until I couldn't take it any longer. It didn't take me long to explode in a huge orgasm for him. I was given an erotic OTK before I got to use the Hiatchi also for another orgasm before bed. We enjoyed some leftover pizza and a little more merlot before going to bed. I barely remember falling asleep....it was so relaxing and a great Friday play night. :)

I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend. UFC is coming up tonight and Master Anakin and I have sitting this afternoon. We are looking forward to a date and hopefully a little more naughty play. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, August 24, 2007

A hot summer Friday night

TGIF!! It's been a beautiful hot summer day today. I am in a very lazy mood with a free day to spend talking on the phone and enjoying the sunshine. My chores were done and I was looking forward to some soaking up the sun. I took the phone outside while I talked to my closest and dearest friend, Shasta Gibson. We talked until my phone battery almost gave out. I always love our talks. We can talk for hours about everything. I feel so close to Shasta. We were on messenger last night til late too. Tonight we plan to have a drink together online. We also have had our morning cup of coffee's together. It's been wonderful. She's given me many reasons to smile lately. :)

I'm sure a few people out there with dirty minds are wondering if I have done anything naughty with Shasta since our naughty webcam night together. We have been talking about a possible foursome over the webcam sometime with Master Anakin and I and Shasta and her husband. mmmmm...I just love that thoughts of that. I know Master Anakin and I love to play and I just love the thoughts of getting fucked at the same time as Shasta. Her and her husband, Jack are a very sexy young couple and I really enjoyed our last webcam fun. *winks* I'd like to dedicate this song to her tonight from You Tube. It reminds me so much of my sexy friend. Everytime I hear it... I think of her. :)

Thank you for all the comments on our sexy erotic bondage HNT picture that was taken last Friday night. We really enjoyed the comments on it. It really does help us to have feedback. Please make sure to vote also if you havn't already on the poll on the side bar about Star Wars Sunday. Only 8 people have voted....so we are still not sure about continuing the series. Please vote!

I'm so glad it's the weekend. We have nothing planned and I'm hoping to relax and kick back and enjoy some summertime sunshine. Of course I'm hoping for a little naughty fun too this weekend. Maybe a little play on the darkside. *winks* I'm horny today from the lack of sex and play this week. Not much sexy stuff has been going on this week and I really hope to change that tonight. Friday is usually our play night and I can't wait to offer up my ass for some spanking fun and hopefully more bondage like last week. I really need some naughty escape and fun this weekend. I'm craving it right now. I feel very naughty right now...:)

UFC 74 is tommorow and Master Anakin is looking forward to that with the Randy Couture fight. We were wondering if there are any other UFC fans out there. Please let us know your favorite fighter and if you plan to watch the UFC tommorow night. We'd love to hear from you. :)

I'm very excited about a movie coming out next week. Rob Zombie has made a new Halloween movie based on the old one. I'm a huge Halloween fan. I'm curious to see how it turns out. I love to get creeped out with horror movies. I think Rob Zombie turns to the darkside...some of his movies have made me scared to sleep with the lights off.

Well Master Anakin just walked in a minute ago. Quess what? He brought me home a bottle of my favorite merlot which is wonderful but he's also going out now to get us a pizza...my favorite one too. There goes my diet...LOL. I really need to get back on track in the Fall. Maybe I just need a personal trainer who will spank me to get me in line and sticking to my diet? Any volunteers? *smiles*

Hope you have a naughty weekend.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Happy HNT - Subspace bondage

Happy HNT everyone!! I wanted to get my HNT up early today as Master Anakin is home today and we plan to take our kid's out for a family day out. It's a beautiful summer day today and we want to enjoy the last parts of summertime fun. Pretty soon it's time for back to school and back to the old grind. I really need a day out in the sunshine. I admit I've been feeling pretty low lately. Yesterday was a pretty bad day for me. I took it out on the place and spent the day doing non-stop cleaning. It was glad to be focused on my domestic chores. Master was pleased by all my work. I got to get a good girl spanking with the razor strop and also Hiatchi time and some fucking. It was a perfect way to relax and end a stressful day. :)

Today's HNT picture was taken last Friday night. Master Anakin got a Under the Bed Restraint system for his birthday. We did some set up which I did a post about last weekend. I had shaved my pussy in the bath and gotten dressed up in my leather outfit. Leather vest, leather skirt, fishnet stockings and red ruffled panties. I was also wearing a leather bracklet I got to complete the sexy look. I also wore my leather slave hood with the gag later in the night. You can see it on the one picture of my hands bound by the arm restraint. We wanted to surprise everyone with this HNT and put three pictures on here for your enjoyment. I know there were a few people who wanted to spank me for making them wait so long to see the bondage pictures. I know I'm a real brat. I can't help it...I've got little miss dangerous in me. :)

I got put into the bondage set both ways...with my front exposed and then my backside. When my front was exposed and I was bound...he flogged my nipples and put clothespins on them. He tortured my nipples and stimulated my pussy with his fingers and the Hiatchi. He wouldn't let me cum though. He wanted me in a aroused state of mind. The bondage set was really secure. He would pull on the straps so I couldn't even more my wrists or legs. I felt helpless and at his mercy. Master was in full Darth mode. He made me beg and he made me take a lot of pain for him. I was spanked by different impliments while bound on my front and my backside exposed. Then whipped with his homemade whip. A night of pain and pleasure...and of me in bondage for hours. Mmmm..a great way to spend the night.

Master Anakin's thoughts on the HNT picture: "I really hope that everyone enjoys this week's picture. I was trying to portray visually My padme floating off into subspace from the bondage and attention I'd given her on her ass. I had to merge two separate photos of padme into one to be able to fit the whole bed into this extra wide image. I wanted to reader's to see what I'd seen. I added the stars and then decided to reflect the word subspace. Please be sure to click on the image to get a close up look at it. The finished result reminded me of an album or book cover. Again, I hope you like it."


Please check out our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. Master Anakin added a new section there for Wii fans. We have a Wii and Master wanted a special section for it.

We also added a new poll on the right hand side and please vote on it. We didn't get too many comments about Star Wars Sunday. We are not sure whether to continue this series or not. Please vote and let us know if you would like us to start it back up. We would love to hear from you.

Please comment on the HNT pictures. We love to hear feedback. In our big HNT picture today was a picture taken of me floating in subspace while bound by the Under the Bed Restraint system. Master did some photoshopping with it and I love the look. :) Please click to enlarge the pictures.

I won't be online today as I am about to head out with Master and our kid's for a family afternoon of summertime fun. We are not sure where we are heading yet but we hope to enjoy the last bit of summer. Have a happy hump day!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Six years ago today...

This is blog post #812. Whoa! I didn't realize that we have written so many posts. At the end of the month we are coming up to our two year blogging anniversary. Amazing! I really didn't expect to be blogging as long as we have and to have come so far. Over a million readers have read our blog and many keep returning to continue reading us. I feel grateful today for this blog. Many times it's helped me to write through my emotions or figure out what is going on in my life.

I've seen blogs come and go in the last two years and I'm very glad that we have stuck it out. I'm not sure the readers know how many times I came close to deleting this blog. I've had many conversations with Master Anakin where I want to hit the delete key and move on. Blogging takes a lot of work and time and sometimes it's been really hard to open myself when I know so many different people are reading this blog. I really want to thank all the readers and our friends for being there with us along our journey.

My force doesn't feel very strong today. I'm coming down from a wonderful weekend full of naughty fun and PNE memories. Today is also an anniversary for me. Six years ago I was in a very serious car accident. I didn't get much sleep last night. I tossed and turned and went over the accident scene again in my mind. I was told by the ICBC lady that I was lucky to be alive and I don't think I quite knew how lucky til I saw the pictures of the van we were in. I don't talk about my accident a lot on this blog but I do have physical and emotional scars from that accident to this day. My memory of the time before the accident isn't very good. My neck and left shoulder still get sore and I got arthritis from the injury so it will never be the same as before the accident. I've learned how to manage the pain...I get almost daily massages from Master Anakin. I take glucosamine sulfate every day and I try to see the chiropractor when I can.

I quess I don't talk about it much because I don't like to remember. There was a lot of sadness and months of non-stop physical pain....it spun me into the worst depression of my life. I was afraid to get into a car and to even leave the house. I think tht a part of me died in that accident and another part of me was reborn.I'm honestly not sure how I got through some of those difficult months. Or how Master Anakin also got through those months with me pushing him away and going into a shell so deep that even he couldn't penetrate it.

Everything seemed to stop when I was in that accident for almost a year...the poly, the D/s, the sex and spankings and my sex drive...I just remember being so lost and scared and in a very dark place. It took me a long time to climb out of it and I have to be careful now for warning signs of the depression happening again. Today I have felt like I'm in a very dark place. I think I'm going to have a very quiet day and try to get some housework done so I can try to get my mind off the accident memories I have been having. Cleaning is great therapy for me sometimes. I find myself reflecting and thinking about S. I wonder if she's thinking about the anniversary today too?

Back to school is happening in a few weeks and I'm trying to get my place organized and kid's school supplies shopping done. I also am trying to get back into shape from my gain this summer and lack of walking. I had lost ten pounds from Jan-June and I've already gained six of them back by letting my diet go. I'm not feeling too good about letting myself gain those pounds back that I worked months to get rid of. Urg! Time to ask Master to be my personal trainer again.

I got something very interesting in the mail today from our friend's Griz and good girl. They sent us the zapper that they had been using. I admit I'm pretty scared of it but also intrigued. We have not done any type of electricity play before. I'm not sure how it will be testing that out.

HNT tommorow and we have a very erotic bondage photo that was taken on Friday night to share with everyone. So make sure to come back tommorow for that.

I wanted to share this video and song with Master Anakin today. It brings me back to a tough time for us and the City of Angels movie which makes me think about life and death. I am sorry I've been pushing you away today Master Anakin...I am sorry I put you through hell that year after my accident. I know I didn't make it easy on you, Master. Thank you for sticking it out with me and being my force. You are my true Jedi and I am so glad to have you in my life. The one lesson I learned that day was...to always kiss you goodbye in the morning. Because you just never know....life can change in an instant. I love you my sweet and dear Anakin...truly, deeply and forever. I will always love you.... I want you to hold onto me right now and don't let me go...I just really want to feel you today.

"And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now"

"And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight"

.....

Today I feel grateful to be alive..I feel sadness for the baby that I miscarried shortly after my accident. I feel so many different things today...

May the force be with you!!

~padme amidala

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Monday, August 20, 2007

A fabulous and naughty summertime weekend





I had such a fabulous weekend!! I wanted to share some pictures with everyone from our night at the PNE on Saturday. What a surprise! I didn't expect to have a PNE night with Master. He really surprised me! I did my blog post on Saturday to write about our bondage fun Friday night. I was waiting for him to come home so we could go on a date. He came home and we showered together and got ready for our date. I got a quick OTK before leaving. A few reminders from him to behave myself and listen to him and to follow his lead. He told me he had a surprise for me!

I got dressed and we headed out for what I thought was a fun time at the beach for a few hours. Master had arranged for us to get an overnight with our son. He had picked us up tickets for the PNE and he was taking me for a fun night just the two of us. He knows how much I love the PNE. We've had some of our most fun dates there. It's tradition to head down to the PNE towards the end of the summer. It's one of the best reasons for living in Vancouver, BC. Since 1991 I have gone with Master every single year but one when I was too sick with morning sickness to go and having a tough time in the pregnancy with our son, Skywalker.

We headed down for opening day and ate lunch down there at Jimmy's. Good ol Jimmy's has been at the PNE for years...they sell the yummiest foods. I could hardly believe we were really at the PNE alone and had the whole night ahead. I was giddy with excitement!! We walked around the marketplace there and grabbed some mini donuts. We checked the PNE out together holding hands and both smiling lots. I could tell Master was as happy as I was to be out on our date with the PNE. :)

We went on a few rides together. Please don't tell Dr. J (my chiropractor) because if he knew I was riding wild roller coasters just days after a back adjustment...I just know he probably would spank me! lol. We went up the wooden roller coaster in the front row together. It is one of the top ten roller coasters in the world the sign said in the front of it. I love that part of the PNE...riding the coaster together with Master. We kissed at the top of it. That is always tradition for us. The sun was setting and it was beautiful there with the lights starting to twinkle everywhere. I laughed and laughed when we got off the coaster. They had pictures they were selling to show a moment of the look on our faces on the coaster. Master looked so stressed out on it and I was screaming due to how excited I was!

I even got poor Master Anakin on the Corkscrew roller coaster. LOL! I admit I don't really like rides which go upside down but I wanted an adrenaline rush and I knew it would be one on that. It was wild!! Master Anakin then offered to take me over to the merry go round after. He said he needed a break. We held hands as the merry go round went around. It was magical and romantic. I got an airbrushed tattoo done on my arm. Master chose it for me. It had a blue mood and yellow stars on it. We checked out the PNE prize home drooling. "Win a house! Win a car!" I heard a lot of that at the PNE. lol. We got seats on the ground early to watch the finale called Rollin Thunder.

There were fireworks and a really great country and western type of themed show. Very cute looking cowgirls with short skirts and cowboys looking all sexy and handsome. *big smiles* One cowgirl gave us a good glimpse of her panties when she was coming off the stage. *winks* We headed back home after grabbing a caramel apple. I sure didn't even try to diet at the PNE. It's a golden rule for me...I always pig out on the different foods which fill the air there. They had every type of food there and so much variety of different places to chose from.

We came back and I got into my blue mood and stars lingerie. Master bought it for me for my 30th birthday. It's so beautiful and sets a very romantic mood. I asked him for a paddling and he went to grab his paddle to give me a sensual one. I was really into it and got very wet. We made love afterwards...it was extremely romantic and tender. And I came for him before falling asleep at 2:30 am in his arms....

On Sunday I had my date with my friend, Max. I met him down at Metrotown Mall. We had lunch at the food court. His East Indian food looked way better than my Burger King. LOL. He let me try some of it which was great. :) We talked about the blog and life. He came with me to go shopping for some new runners. Mine were worn through with all the hiking on our trip and I needed new ones. We also saw the movie The Bourne Ultimatum together. It was great and I liked it better than the other Bourne movies. Lots of action and interesting plot.

We went back to his house after where I sipped on some port. We watched some of the Punished Brats DVD that I got in the mail recently on his big screen tv. He read my blog and then we hung out. Of course after having the port I felt a bit horny and buzzed...so I made some moves on him. I got a spanking for teasing him and then we headed back to his bedroom. We had lots of naughty fun there. *winks*

There is nothing that makes me feel more like a slut than fucking two men within a 24 hour period. What a weekend! So much naughty fun and summertime memories of the PNE. I'm a very lucky girl. *smiles*

I'm resting today and taking it easy. I'm still a bit worn out and needing a quiet day inside today. I enjoyed my morning cup of coffee with the sexy Shasta Gibson this morning over messenger. She had one at the same time as me this morning. Kind of like a virtual coffee date. We are hopefully going to talk on the phone this afternoon and I can't wait. I always love our talks. :)

I hope everyone had a very naughty weekend! If you did...share some of the naughty details with me. mmmm....I love hearing all about the details. :)

HNT is cumming up and this week's is a bondage photo that was taken on Friday night and I think your all going to like it. :)

My force is strong today....

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Friday night bondage and naughty fun!




Wow..what a night last night!! I'm sitting here on a nicely sore ass and wet and horny just thinking about last night's fun. :) I am putting up three pictures of the set up for last night's naughty fun. You can see the product shot of the Under the Bed Restraint System from JT's stockroom that Master Anakin got for his birthday from our friend's Griz and good girl. We decided to try it out last night. *grinning ear to ear* We also took a lot of pictures of our naughty fun and also some punishment that was given to me.

You can see the postcard from JT's with the picture of the bondage set. It was his birthday card from our friends who are getting married today. As I am typing this blog post....they will have been married and starting their new life together as husband and wife. I'm sure their night tonight for the wedding night will be very special. good girl was on orgasm denial the last few weeks. It reminds me of my own orgasm denial when I married Master Anakin. He had me on it for six weeks. I just about lost my mind with horniness and I couldn't wait to sneak away to the bridal suite in the hotel for the private time together. Is there anything better than a wedding night? It's truly one of the most special nights that you always remember.

In the top picture is our nightstand with a bunch of toys on it just waiting to be used on me. You can see my hood with gag, Master's homemade whip, rubber flogger, Master's belt, razor strop, crop, and Anakin's paddle. All of the spanking impliments were used on my ass throughout the night. I was bound to the bed in the new restraint under the bed system. It was easy to put up...and I couldn't wait for the night to begin. I had shaved my pussy in the bath and gotten ready. I wore my black leather vest that I got from Max, black leather skirt, fishnet stockings, and sheer ruffled red panties. Master said I looked "extremely fuckable" when he saw me. :)

That's all I will say right now about the night. *tease* Sorry...you'll just have to wait for more details and the pictures showing me in the bondage and also my red cherry bottom. Who wants to see? *winks*

Master Anakin and I have sitting time today and I'm waiting for him to come home so we can go out on a date. I have been promised more attention on my ass tonight and more time in the bondage set. mmmmm....just thinking about it gets me very wet. I would love more play with Darth Vader. Nothing is better than some fun on the darkside. :)

I will not be online tommorow due to my date with my friend, Max. I'm heading out early and spending the day out with Max. I havn't had a free day in a while and it's my chance to head out for some fun. Maybe even some naughty fun with Max. ;)

Master Anakin and I had a question for our readers of Journey to the Darkside. We havn't done Star Wars Sunday in a while and we were thinking about getting back into it again. We are not sure though how many people were interested in this series. Please leave us a comment or e-mail letting us know if you want us to start doing Star Wars Sunday again.

I am watching a video and listening to a song which brings me back to 1991 called The Boys of Summer. It reminds me of the Don Henley concert at the PNE and Master and I dating. I was so innocent back then....so deeply in love with a man who was my very best friend. He is still my best friend and he's so much more...he's my Master, my Darth Vader...and my very special Anakin. The PNE opens today and I can't wait to go back. It brings back good memories for Master and I...we'll ride that wooden roller coaster like we have since 1991 and kiss at the top just before the big hill...I can't wait!! It's always the best part of summer for me..

Have a good weekend everyone!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, August 17, 2007

Playtime with Darth Vader




TGIF!! I don't know about you but I'm in the mood for the weekend. I could really use some fun and escape right now. I'm so glad it's finally Friday. It feels like one of the longest weeks ever. I'm worn out and seriously in need a break. My sexy friend, Shasta Gibson suggested today on messenger going out for a girl's night out tonight if we lived closer. I sure wish we could do that. I'd love some sushi and some girl time with Shasta and I. :)

Last week Master Anakin was home on vacation and we fucked every day. We were constantly around one another and I felt owned and very submissive and happy. This last week Master Anakin went back to work and his stress came back. He's been in Darth mode most of the week. We've had little time together and I admit I've been grouchy and bitchy towards him. Many of our rules have been gone with it being summertime. I am craving the control and structure right now. I miss the rules...I miss feeling controlled and I really don't like feeling so disconnected from him lately.

Yesterday I got a warning look from Master Anakin in the car. We were headed towards the Chiropractor's for an appointment. I havn't been to see Dr. J in six months now. I'm supposed to be seeing him every six to eight weeks. I have arthritis and also pain still from my car accident years ago. I have been putting it off and the last few weeks my arthritis has been acting up again really bad. So Master Anakin was not thrilled with me for waiting so long to go see Dr. J.

I could tell that he was not pleased with me and in Darth mode. We fell asleep before being able to discuss it more. Then today I fucked up big time...

I told Master Anakin on the phone at lunch that I was just about done a blog post and was about to publish. Before publishing I decided to delete the post. I deleted it and then I headed down to Wal Mart for the afternoon to do some shopping and get out of my bad mood. The only problem is...I didn't tell Master Anakin I was going to Wal Mart or that I had deleted the post. He left me several messages and couldn't get a hold of me. It's a serious rule with me that I must tell him when leaving the house (other than going to and from the school) He got worried about me and said it affected his afternoon to be worried all day about me. He came home in Darth mode.

He came through the door and upstairs to where I was sitting on the computer with Shasta.

"Look at me" he said in Darth tone.

"Yes, Sir?" I asked him.

He told me that he wanted to know right away if I went out at all. I said that I had gone to Wal Mart. Then he had the look of Darth in his eyes. He was not pleased at all. I was practically squirming in my computer chair because I just knew that I would be getting a spanking over this. It's going to be a hard punishment one...I can just feel it. And it's coming tonight...ouchies!! Anyone have a pillow?

He then tells me I am damn lucky that the kid's are just outside the door because he wants to take me over his knee right then and there. I asked him the question and just knew the answer...

"Your going to deal with this later tonight?" I asked in the most submissive tone I could find.

"You better believe it" he tells me directly.

He went downstairs to work out. I could hear him punching the bag and I found this very arousing. I know that I have found Darth. He's come out to play. Tonight I'll pay the price and I'll answer to Lord Vader. He'll punish me hard and I'll take it for him. That's how it will go...this is what happens when I don't obey his rules.

He opened the bottle of Jackson Triggs Merlot and then told me to "drink up" because I might want to be a bit drunk for what he has planned for me. He knows that a drunk padme is a horny playful slutty padme that will take a lot of pain for him...

It's been building up all week and I'm ready to explode!! I havn't had an orgasm since last weekend and I need some serious stress release. I'm putting up a picture that was taken almost two years ago. I'm over Master Anakin's knee wearing my black gothic dress and getting spanked. I'm wearing my red butterfly thong. I know many of our readers love the pictures with me with a cherry red bottom. *winks*

I am feeling deeply masochistic today. I've had some very darkside fantasies today. One of them was a fantasy of a sexy woman who turns me on so deeply. She inspires many of my girl on girl fantasies. I have masturbated fantasizing about being with her. Today in the McDonald's I sat there having my coffee and looking out the window. For a few minutes I went off into fantasyland and imagined her in the sex swing that she just recently got. I imagined her in the swing and me going down on her. I imagined her holding a crop in her hands just ready to spank me if I didn't lick her pussy and make her cum. mmmmm...

I've been wet most of today and Shasta is a huge reason why. She's my closest friend and the sexiest woman I've ever known. mmmmm....I'd like to thank her for making me smile today when nothing else could. :)

Thank you for all the comments on the HNT picture. We really enjoyed our fun outdoor play. :) I really hope we can squeeze some more in before summer ends. PNE is also coming up in a few days. I also have my date with Max coming up on Sunday. I can't wait to start my weekend!!
I'm watching this video on You Tube and it has me in a very sensual mood...mmmm..."breathe on me..."

I going to take a hot long bath soon and shave my pussy and get ready for tonight. mmmmm....I can't wait to have playtime with Darth Vader. :)

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Happy HNT - A switching in the old abandoned cabin

Happy HNT everyone! I am having my morning cup of coffee and I want to sit back and write about my fun and naughty experience that I had on my trip to Loon Lake and the Okanagan two weeks ago. I was waiting for a HNT to put this photo up that was taken from our trip. It's one of my personal favorites. This photo takes me back to a really sexy moment with Master Anakin and I. I found out about an old abandoned cabin when we first arrived up at Loon Lake. I was talking to my father-in-law and he mentioned hiking up to one across the lake from us. He offered to take us over in the boat we rented. So we headed over there and as soon as I saw it I just knew that we just had to find time to fit in some naughty fun there. It was the perfect set to have some fantasies acted out. I can't help it...it's the little miss dangerous in me. I love outdoor sex and spankings. There is something so risky and dangerous in the maybe being caught.

We were able to talk Master's parents who were staying with us to watch our two children so we could have some alone time. We were told we only had an hour as they don't like to watch both of our kid's at the same time. They are getting older and it's hard to watch them both as they like to fight a lot. So we headed out in the boat with some bottled water and a snack and the digital camera. On the way out to the cabin I did a flash on the boat which we used for last week's HNT picture. :)

It was a perfect summer day...the sun shining so bright and a few puffy clouds in the sky. Loon Lake is a beautiful place...with lush green forests and water with the fish jumping out of it. Ducks around everywhere wanting some food. I really loved it there and I was so happy to get an hour alone with Master. We parked our boat along the shore and headed inland towards the old abandoned cabin in the woods. You couldn't see it very much from the lake due to the trees in front of it. It looks pretty creepy to be honest...some trash around and looking very abandoned for a long time. I wondered about the stories behind the cabin..what happened there. Why was it abandoned? Master instructed me inside and told me he wanted to take some naughty photos in it. I did a flash in the entrance and went inside to explore. I heard Master rustling around outside and came to take a peek and found him searching around the ground. I asked him what he was looking for half expecting the answer...he was looking for a good switch to give me a licking on my ass.

He picked up a sturdy and wicked looking switch and came inside and instructed me to lower my panties and shorts to expose my bottom for a switching. I was told to bend over and take a few light strokes on my ass to try it out. Master had put the camera on timer and set it to take it during the switching. You can see how the picture turned out today. Just thinking about that switching in the cabin makes me very wet. :)

I was bent over the open window in the abandoned cabin for a good switching on my ass and then Master decided he was going to fuck me. I was feeling a bit nervous we would be caught but that added to the excitement. Anyone could have come along the trail to that cabin at any time during the switching or fucking. I could look out at the lake at the fishermen in their boats but I wasn't sure if they could see in or not. If they did, I'm sure they got a look at a very sexy situation...me getting fucked hard from behind by Master in the old abandoned cabin.

Maybe it's the little miss dangerous in me but this was a extremely naughty and hot outdoor experience for me. I love to be an exhibitionist. I love to be outdoors with the thrill of adrenaline that goes through you when you hear a sound and wonder if you will be caught at any moment. It's extremely naughty and makes it a very intense erotic experience. Of all our outdoor play...I'd have to say this was one of my favorites and one time I will never truly forget. Master and I carved our initals into the cabin as we wanted to leave our mark at the old cabin.

The switching left some very visual and nasty marks on my bottom that lasted a few days. I found the switch to be as deadly as the cane as it burns as it's hit onto the bottom. A very intense spanking experience! :)

I wanted to know Master Anakin's feelings on the HNT picture so I asked him to e-mail me his thoughts. This is what he said

"The old abandoned cabin brought to bear a Walden pond sense to me;
that this was here before anyone else lived here; a settler, perhaps
alone, isolated, later sending for his wife to join him in the rugged
beauty of this place; a small, one room cabin, now abandoned, once
filled with life, against and in spite of the wilderness engulfing it;
and yet part of it the same."

"It was a thrill to enter it; and immediate sense of history.
Overlooking the lake through the shade of the nearby trees, silence
but for the breeze in the trees and the lonely call of the loon."

"I ordered padme to get her shorts and panties down,
and savored the moment, so alone, switch in my hand, slave awaiting
the lick of the switch. It was heavenly in anticipation; then the echo
of the switch crossing her ass, whip like, mingling with the sounds of
nature around us, and the deadening effect of the sounds inside the
heavy log walls of the cabin, the light of day fighting its way into
the cabin through a hole in the roof. It was at once inside and
outdoors, with the door frame and no door, window frames and no
windows. It was sweet, and time seemed to stop but for the rhythm of
the switch, again, and again, and again. We wondered if this scene
had happened before, in this place, many decades ago, perhaps for a
wife not getting her chores done. A sense of parallel time, and a
switching, on a sweet, bare ass. After the switching, I fucked
her hard in the old cabin. Heavenly."

We really hope everyone enjoys our HNT picture this week. Please leave us a comment or send us a e-mail. We really love to hear feedback and we appreciate the comments so much. :) Thank you also to everyone who left comments on my summertime meme in my last post. It was really good to hear everyone's answers on it.

I'm really looking forward to the weekend. We plan to test our Master Anakin's new bondage birthday present that he can't wait to try out on me. I also plan to see Max on Sunday and have a day free to enjoy. :) The PNE fair is coming up next week too and I'm excited about that.

I got a phone call this morning from my friend's Griz and good girl. We wanted to wish them a very big congratulations on their upcoming wedding this weekend. Both Master Anakin and I are very excited for them on their big day. It's a very exciting time for them both. :)

Happy Hump Day! I'm hoping for a little time with Darth Vader tonight. I sure miss playing on the darkside.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Sweet summertime fun


It feels like summertime the last few weeks. Going on a family vacation to the Okanagan and all the extra holiday time Master Anakin had last week to spend together was a big part of all the summertime fun. We did lots of summertime activities...hiking, bbq'ing, enjoying drives out in the sunshine, drinking cold coolers while listening to summertime music and enjoying summer sunsets. :) We got a telescope from my mom and have been looking out at the stars at night too which has been amazing!

We've also had tons of naughty fun the last week. Fucking every night and lots of spanking time fun for the summer. Last Friday we had sitting all afternoon and spent the time playing. Master Anakin wrote a blog post and put up pictures from the paddling I had received from the Anakin's paddle. I am putting up another picture today taken on Friday afternoon. I was wearing my pink sheer lingerie from La Senza and heart thigh-hi stockings. You can see my hands cuffed behind my back and the leg cuffs on me in this picture. I also have a red bottom from the paddling that had blistered my ass.

It was a afternoon filled full of non-stop naughty action. I was put into the handcuffs and leg cuffs for Master and I was paddled and spanked hard through out the afternoon. We spent some time on the darkside. He made me cum 3 times for him with the Hiatchi and fucked me hard. My pussy was so sore and I was hoping that he wouldn't follow through with a promise to make me cum again later that night. But Master Anakin is indeed a mean old man and he made sure to get me to cum again when I didn't think I could. I was exhausted and I wanted to just snuggle together but Darth Vader wouldn't have that. He got out the Hiatchi and he pushed me hard and when I finally did have that 4th orgasm...I literally shook so bad that Master told me I looked like I was having a seizure. :)

On Saturday we had an overnight. It started late due to my mom being late with her truck full of stuff for us. I admit I was feeling bitchy that our time together was so interrupted. Master decided that for his birthday that he wanted a private date inside and not go out to dinner or the movies. So we picked up some roasted chicken and vodka and a movie (The Hills have eyes 2) and headed back home. I cooked up a gourmet birthday meal for Master with the side dishes to go with the chicken. I was put on a leash and got naked and snuggled up to watch the movie with Master which was a creepy one.

We enjoyed our orange crush with vodka's and when the movie was done we headed upstairs for some naughty fun. Master had teased me lots with his fingers during the movie and had me all juiced up and ready for some action. It was getting late so Master decided to wait with using his new birthday present. He got the Under the bed restraint system and I've been promised that he's going to use it on me this weekend. *winks* I can't wait. :)

He wanted his birthday blowjob and he got comfortable on the bed to get ready for it. I crawled over to him and started to suck his cock and gave him a full course blowjob. I licked and sucked his balls and sent him over the edge. I sucked until he exploded in my mouth and swallowed it like the good little slut that I am. He was very pleased. :) As the stroke of midnight rang in for Master Anakin's birthday I was given 42 very hard spanks on my ass to take his birthday spanking from him. Then he made me cum while his fingers worked their magic in and out of my pussy and fingering my clit.

What a naughty overnight!! I woke up naked next to Master and feeling so content and happy. He had a wonderful birthday although we did a lot of unpacking from all the stuff from my mom. I miss Master a lot right now. He's back at work after a two week vacation and it's been hard to be apart from him during the days. When he gets home I want to spend every minute with him. I just really yearn for the closeness we felt last week and our time together. It's only Tuesday but I wish it was the weekend already. :)

Only a few weeks til back to school. I'm trying to hold onto those last summer days and nights. The weather has been amazing and I wish I could be out at the beach today. I'm very excited about the PNE coming up!! I always love the mini donuts and rides and fun times at the PNE. I have a few summertime questions for the readers today. A brief meme that I have made up myself. If you use it on your blog, please link to me. Please let me know through comments or e-mail to shyanne.blog@gmail.com.

1) What is the best part of summer for you?
2)What is your favorite song which reminds you of summertime?
3) Is summer your favorite season? If so, why?
4) What is your favorite summertime memory?
5) What is your worst summertime memory?
6) Are you looking forward to the Fall?
7) Have you had any naughty outdoor fun this summer? If so, could you share any details of it?

My answers for my meme:
1) The best part of summer for me is the beach and holiday time with Master. We always go on a family vacation and camp and that is always the best part of summer for me.

2) My favorite song which reminds me of summer is Summer Nights. Check out this video of the song with Anakin and padme in it. It's a cute one which made me smile. :) I also love the song Cruel Summer too!

3) Summer is not my favorite season. My favorite is Fall when Halloween, my birthday and the leaves start to fall and it's crisp in the air.

4) My favorite summertime memory is in 1991. I was dating Master Anakin and he bought me tickets to go see Don Henley. We went to the PNE together and rode the wooden roller coaster over and over again. We kept saying lines from the Terminator 2 movie like "I'll be back" as we went on rides together. It was magical and I felt so much love and happiness in my heart. Last year we went to the PNE right before Phantom of the Opera and it was my second favorite memory. We went on that same wooden coaster together and kissed at the top of it. It was amazing!

5) My worst summertime memory was my car accident which happened in 2001. I was almost killed and sent me into the worst depression of my life. The anniversary of it is coming up. Another very bad summertime memory was when Princess Diana died. I remember losing it when I saw on the news that she had passed away.

6)I am looking forward to Fall so I can get back on my diet and back to a more normal schedule. I've gained a few pounds this summer and need to get back to my walking and exercises again. I'm looking forward to my kid's going back to school so I can have some free time again and hopefully blog more. :)

7) I've had lots of naughty outdoor fun. The most fun I had was on our trip to Loon Lake for our family trip. I flashed my tits in a boat and then I was taken to the cabin and switched and fucked in a abandoned outdoor cabin there. Tommorow we have another HNT naughty picture of that switching. I have been saving this picture for a HNT as it's one of my favorite naughty ones from our trip. Cum back tommorow to see it!! :)

I really hope others will give the meme a try or answer the questions through a comment or e-mail. I'm curious of everyone else's answers. :)

I've got a date this Sunday with my friend, Max. I havn't seen him in a while and am looking forward to it. :) I'm going to try to enjoy some summertime sunshine today. I hope everyone is having a good day!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sugasm #92

The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #93? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.

This Week’s Picks
Do one thing every day that scares you…“What I didn’t know-that it would turn me on as much as it hurt me.”

Interview With Deborah Jeane Palfrey, AKA The DC Madam“I wanted to see coverage treating sex workers as just that-workers.”

Rough Sex - with pictures“She bites, she writhes, she moans, she claws- none of which she can remember after.”

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Keep Britain Tidy, Gimp

Editor’s Choice
In Her Mind, the Pigeons Were Always Fucking

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Happy Birthday Master Anakin!

I am putting up my birthday post to Master Anakin a bit early. His birthday is tommorow but we have plans tommorow and I will not be online. It's his last day of vacation tommorow and we want to have a family day together and I am hosting a birthday bbq for him. Master Anakin is indeed becoming my mean old man...he's turning 42 years old tommorow! He's not too old yet as he has worn me out this week from all the sex and orgasms I have been having with him. We have had more sex in the last week than all of the month of July. We didn't get much time alone on our trip other than our one hour in the abandoned cabin so we have more than made it up for it this week. Non-stop fucking and so many orgasms that my pussy was sore last night and he made me cum for the 4th time when I really didn't think I was able to. He pushed some limits this week and I got to have a lot of play time with Darth Vader. It's been really nice. :)

As you could see from his post yesterday I got a nicely red ass from the paddling with the Anakin's paddle and lots of bondage time yesterday afternoon. It looks like there will be a lot more tonight. I found out a few minutes ago that our son is going back to Master's parent's tonight so we will have no kid's. My ex has our daughter and he's heading out of town with her. So we have a whole night free with no kid's and we are getting money towards a date for one of his birthday presents from his parent's. Yee Haw!! I love our overnights and that is a terrific gift for Master Anakin. I got him a few gifts but he told me that the gift he really wants the most is a birthday blow job so I hope to give that to him tonight. *winks*

He went to the Abbotsford Airshow today and I'm waiting for my mom to arrive with a ton of furniture and stuff but after that, we are going out on a date and I can't wait!! I'm very happy we get some alone time tonight and can play and have some fun. We are hoping to do dinner and a movie but we aren't sure which one yet. Any suggestions for good movies playing right now?

Master Anakin got a really cool birthday gift from our good friend's, Griz and good girl. They sent him a Under the Bed Restraint System from JT's Stockroom. It looks like a lot of fun and that you can turn your bed into a bondage playground. There's a video on JT's explaining how it works. Yum!!! Master Anakin can't wait to take it out of the package and give it a try. Hopefully with our overnight tonight we can test it out. Of course we'll be taking pictures. Who wants to see?? *winks* Thanks to Griz and good girl!! Nothing like a very naughty birthday gift to make it a very fun and playful night. :)

Please leave Master Anakin a comment wishing him a happy birthday. I know he's put a lot of work into our blog and also our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. He would love to hear from everyone and I hope a few people might step out of the shadows and wish him a very happy birthday.

I'd like to personally say happy birthday to the most wonderful Master and husband. I'm a very lucky slave girl having such a devoted Master. He is a wonderful father to our children and he works hard all year round for his family. I love him to pieces and he truly is my force. I hope he has a very wonderful birthday overnight tonight and also a happy birthday tommorow with our family day together and bbq. I am so deeply in love with such a wonderful Jedi. His birthday sign is a Leo. You can read all about the Leo's astrological sign here.
May the force be with you for your birthday Master Anakin!!

~padme amidala

Friday, August 10, 2007

padme's paddling twenty minutes ago


It's always dangerous when My padme and I have opportunity to get kinky and take erotic pictures. padme's ass always turns up nicely red. I wanted to share these two pictures with everyone that were taken approximately twenty minutes ago. My padme dressed up for me in her sexy pink lingerie and thong and I wanted to make her ass as pink as her outfit. I handcuffed her behind her back and put leg cuffs on her to restrain her while giving her attention on her ass from My Anakin's paddle.

As I type this, padme remains upstairs in these restraints awaiting furthur paddling and more attention on her sweet ass. Even Darth Vader needs a vacation sometimes and this is the perfect way to spend it. I'm going to go upstairs now and fuck her hard and if she is a good girl she might get to use her Hiatchi. Stay tuned.

May the force be with you.

~Anakin

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Happy HNT - Tit flash in a boat

Happy HNT. Sorry we are a bit late putting up our HNT this week. We are still recovering from our family trip and I'm on vacation until next week. I wanted to share My padme flashing her tits for this week's HNT. It was taken on Loon Lake last weekend during our family vacation. I had some time alone time with My slave so I decided to take her out on the boat to an abandoned cabin in the woods across the lake where I was going to give her a switching on her ass and also fuck her. On the boat on the way there I ordered her to undo her lifejacket and lift up her summer top and flash me her tits. I know how much My padme enjoys being a little exhibitionist. She looked nervous at the command but obeyed and quickly flashed me while looking around for other boaters. This was a very public flash as it was out on the open water and there were many people out on their boats.

We hope you enjoy this week's HNT flash photo. Please feel free to leave us a comment or drop us an e-mail about the HNT picture. It's great to go on vacation but it's also great to get home.

May the force be with you.

~Anakin

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

How we spent our summer Okanagan vacation




I wanted to share some of our vacation photos from our family vacation up to the Okanagan. We had lots of fun family times and also sneaked in a few naughty moments too. There are a few other naughty pictures that I plan to share for future HNT's including a few other tit flashing outdoor ones. *winks* I really hope everyone enjoys the pictures. I've been working all day trying to get them up. I had to crop and sort over 700 pictures and also had some problems with slide.com too and had to start over at one point with putting the pictures up.

It's good to be back and I had a very playful night with Master Anakin last night which was wonderful to cum home too. *smiles* I always love a good hard spanking and some nasty fucking and time with the Hiatchi before bedtime. It was a really fun night and I'm still horny today and hoping for more playtime tonight. :) Master Anakin is home til Monday so we have lots of time to enjoy the rest of his vacation.

My force feels strong today...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Back from vacation

We got back from our vacation today earlier than anticipated. I was very homesick and missing my kitty and my own bed so I was able to talk Master Anakin coming home a bit earlier than we were going to. I feel like I've been away forever from blogging although it has only been a little over a week. I do not plan to be online very much the next few days as Master Anakin is still on holidays and I am exhausted from our travels and trying to come down from it all. I also have a ton of laundry and unpacking to do now.

We had a great time on our family vacation!! We have tons of stories to share (including a few naughty ones) and Master Anakin took over 700 photos on our trip. We have a lot of vanilla ones to share but also we did find time to get kinky and have some outdoor fun too including a switching in a old abandoned cabin and fucking. We really enjoyed our trip and went to so many different places. I want to blog soon about all our travel adventures and share our pictures. There are so many wonderful pictures taken all over our trip. We went camping at Harrison Hot Springs, a hotel night at Hope, a log cabin for 5 days at Loon Lake including a bunch of side trips and also a rental of a boat for fishing and lake fun, and then 2 days in the Okanagan visiting Kelowna and Mission Hill Winery in Westbank and a bunch of places there. I am sitting here right now sipping a glass of Mission Hill merlot from 2004 that I bought at the winery while doing test tasting there. :)

I am glad to be home although so tired from all the driving today. We left early this morning and only got back about an hour ago. It has truly been an amazing week and I am going to have a hard time coming back to reality from it all. :) Master Anakin is home for the rest of the week and we hope to spend lots of time together and also get ready for his birthday which is this weekend.

I'm craving a spanking right now like crazy. I havn't had one since the switching we were able to do last Saturday afternoon while we had some private time alone. I am also horny and really needing some Master/slave time. I miss Darth Vader and playing with him. I miss the darkside and I miss feeling tied up and spanked. I really hope we are able to squeeze in some time tonight for a little fun. I'm going to have a hot bath first though. I havn't had a bath since we left on our trip. I was able to have showers but no baths and I miss my baths with lush and music and candles. I also havn't shaved my pussy in over a week and plan to do that tonight. :)

Did anyone miss us?? I was a bit surprised we only got a few comments on our last blog post in the last week. I was really hoping to come back to lots of messages from people but there were only a few.

I wanted to do a quick blog post before going up for my bath and relaxing with Master for the night. I hope to share some pictures and more stories from our adventures on our vacation soon.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala