Part 4 - Wild weekend with Shasta

I really wanted to get my final blog post up to complete my series of posts about my Toronto trip last weekend. I'm a bit hungover this morning from a very wild and fun night out at the swingers party last night with Master Anakin. I had a fabulous time and have many stories to share from our adventures yesterday. We even have a few photos from our naughty fun before we left for the party. I am hoping we hear from another couple that we are interested in getting to know more too. We exchanged e-mails with one another so hopefully we will have the chance to meet and talk with them again soon. I will be blogging in the next few days about our wild times at the swinger party last night and how much fun we had! Stay tuned for that! If you have missed any of my blog posts about the Toronto trip: Part 1 - Arriving in Toronto Part 2 - Getting the lower back (tramp stamp) tattoo and a Friday fun night with Shasta Part 3 - A fun day in Toronto with Shasta and a naughty night at Goodhandy's I will be combining Sunday and Monday into the post today to complete the series of posts about my trip. Enjoy! Part 4 - A fun Sunday with a wine tour and Niagara Falls and coming home to Vancouver Shasta and I both got up on the Sunday after a few hours of sleep and both of us feeling a bit hungover from our wild night at Goodhandy's. We both cleaned up and she got us some coffee and breakfast from the buffet downstairs which was complimentary. We packed up our stuff and headed out on the road towards Niagara on the Lake where the wine tour was going to be at. We stopped at a grocery store and I got a red bull to try to give me some energy. It took about an hour and a half to get to Niagara on the Lake and we parked and looked around. It was a beautiful day out and very scenic drive there. I was very impressed with Niagara on the Lake. It's a quaint little place with some really neat shops and restaurants and Shasta and I did a bit of shopping there and looking around before we hit Peller Estates. I picked up some sauce from there which looked yummy. I used it last night to make a homemade pasta dinner and Master and I both really enjoyed it. I picked up a small bottle of Ice Wine and Shasta got a few bottles too while we were there. We headed over to the place where we were meeting our guide for the tour from Crush Tours. Shasta and I both had never been on a wine tour before so this was a very wonderful experience for us both and we both are able to cross it off our bucket lists. We were the only ones on the tour with it being the Father's day Sunday and that was nice to have the tour guide to ourselves. He showed us around the town a bit more and told us about the history of it. Then we headed over to Jackson Triggs for our first winery on the tour. I was beyond thrilled to get the chance to see Jackson Triggs!! I've been enjoying their wine for years and it was fabulous to actually get to see the whole wine making process and see the winery. It's a beautiful place and I really enjoyed the wine tasting there too. I picked up a bottle of Delaine Vineyard 2005 Riesling which is a limited edition and you can only get through Jackson Triggs. Shasta got the same as me. I was able to enjoy the wine with Master last night and it was incredible and delicious! We both really enjoyed it! We went to Strewn winery next and that was really neat. Then we headed to Cattail Estate Winery which was my favorite on the tour. I picked up a bottle of merlot from there which Master has put away for a special occassion. Shasta and I enjoyed some cheese and crackers while we did some wine testing there. I admit I was starting to feel pretty tipsy at that point. I had 5 different samples and they were pretty big ones. I was glad for the food to try to help sober me up a bit. lol! Our last stop was Caroline Cellers which was another small winery. I didn't get anything from there but Shasta picked up some peach wine from there. I enjoyed the sample of it. We ended the tour and thanked our guide as he was awesome and we both really enjoyed the tour a lot! I recommend Crush tours to anyone thinking of going on a wine tour and is in the Niagara area. I'd like to thank Shasta for treating me to the wine tour. It was a really fabulous experience and I'm so glad that I got to share that with her! We headed over to Niagara Falls next. I've always wanted to go there so I was so excited as we pulled up to the very touristy place. Tons of neat shops and places. I could have spent a few days there with all the tourist stuff to do. We got parking which was pretty expensive but we were both glad to get a spot close to the falls. I've never seen more cameras in my whole life! LOL! Lots and lots of people and Niagara Falls is the most amazing sight!! I was speechless when I saw the beauty of it. There is a lot of mist coming up from the falls.We took lots of pictures there and I put up two today of it. There was a beautiful rainbow going over the falls which was amazing! It was pretty crazy there but we got to see the falls from different places around the walk. I picked up a few souviners for the kids and we got some Tim Hortons for dinner and went outside to enjoy it. There was a seagall which was pretty aggressive and Shasta kept getting mad at him and threw a small rock at him to get him away from us. I crashed on the way home and napped before we headed back to her place for some yummy ice wine and a movie on TV and some relaxing. I was feeling a bit off on Sunday night. I was starting to miss Master a lot at this point and also worried because he hadn't messaged me and I couldn't get a hold of him on the phone. I held it together until bedtime. I was waiting for Shasta to tuck me into bed but I that didn't happen and I was sitting in the bed and really feeling alone. I havn't been apart from him so long and it was really affecting me. I came downstairs very late and phoned him and started crying and got very upset. He got very dominant on the phone with me and assured me that Master was still there for me even if we were miles apart. I wrote that "letter to Master" post to let him know how I was feeling. I went to bed after having a long cry. I woke up still feeling very off and emotional. I knew it was time to head home that night and I didn't want to leave because I was enjoying the time with Shasta but I also missed Master and home. Something happened that day which was unexpected and left me feeling very stressed out and anxious. I was in the shower when I noticed something between my legs. I reached down and was horrified to notice the condom (from my one night stand at Goodhandy's) coming out of my pussy! I was shocked and horrified and didn't know how to handle that. I've had lots of experience with condoms through the years but I've never had one come off or break or anything like that. I was horrified to realize that the condom was deep inside of me for almost 48 hours!! I wasn't sure what to do. I came downstairs and called over to Shasta. She must have sensed my panic because she came over right away and she was also shocked when I showed her the condom. It was an awful feeling to realize it was inside of me and that I was mid cycle and ovulating and that condom with his cum was inside of me for that long. I had no idea what to do! The phone call to tell Master was the hardest I've ever had to make. I could tell he was stressed out and anxious about it too. I came home to many discussions about the possibilities that I could be pregnant because of that. I do not believe in abortion and I wouldn't be able to do adoption so that means if I am pregnant, we will be keeping the baby. I also need to get to the Doc too and have some tests run. I am pretty shocked that Drew (the guy from Goodhandy's) came and withdrew his cock but didn't notice the missing condom. Why didn't he tell me it was missing? Didn't he notice that it didn't come out when he took his cock out of my pussy? I'm left with a few questions about it all and worries now too from it all. It has been a pretty stressful week and I'm still not sure what will happen from it all. She drove her kids out to Jack and we headed out to Pearson Airport together. We had dinner at Swiss Chalet (my favorite chicken) and I enjoyed some merlot and tried to relax after a stressful day because of what happened. Shasta was very supportive and talked to me a lot that day about it all. We went outside for a smoke and I really wanted to kiss her goodbye. She must have sensed that because she reached over towards me and our lips connected for a long, lingering kiss goodbye. It was bittersweet. I didn't want to leave but I knew I had to catch my flight. She walked me over to security and we gave each other a very big hug. She walked away and I started to walk towards security and then I looked back and saw her looking at me and waving goodbye. I felt a lot of emotions in that moment not knowing when I might see her again. I got on the plane and my emotions started to overwhelm me. I had tears running down my face as I looked over towards downtown Toronto and saw the most incredible sunset and I was saying goodbye to my trip and the plane left Toronto heading home. Months and weeks of planning and waiting and counting down and it was all of a sudden all over and time to head back home to Master and our children and reality. They greeted me at the Vancouver airport and Master had a bouquet of pink roses (my wedding flowers) and Tim Hortons for me. There was a problem with the luggage though so we had to wait for it to come on another flight. I got a credit for $100 from Westjet because of the trouble. We came home and my trip was over and I have spent most of last week crashing from it. I miss Shasta a lot. We can always chat or talk on the phone but it's not the same as being able to have coffee in person or hang out together. I really hope we'll be able to hang out again someday. She's talked about coming out to Vancouver and I'd love to show her the sights and she can meet my family. I will always treasure the memories from my Toronto trip. It was one of the best trips I've ever been on and will never forget all the amazing and fun times from my trip! I hope I'll be able to come back to Toronto one day...perhaps with Master Anakin this time. I'd love to show him some of the sights that I saw like Niagara Falls and a wine tour or Goodhandy's. :) I was able to cross a few more things off my bucket list on Sun/Mon. #17 -Get ice wine and enjoy it on a special occassion #6 -See Niagara Falls #246 -Go on a wine tour #380 -Try a new type of merlot from a different place that I havn't before #345 -Learn how to use the new digital camera that we just bought May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala