Happy HNT - Dark Shadows

Happy HNT everyone! We wanted to put up a photo that was taken on Friday night during some play on the darkside. I really love this picture and I like how Master Anakin has photoshopped it to make it look a bit darker and erotic. I was in leg cuffs and handcuffs and thumbcuffs and over the pillow at the end of the bed waiting for the belt which was coming to me for punishment. I had my new lingerie on and girlie socks. My new panties pulled down and my ass nicely exposed ready for the strapping. 100 strong and hard belts would come to my ass on Friday night bringing welts and marks on it which lasted for a few days. I have had a pretty good day. Master gave me permission to get my hair cut today. I normally cut it myself but I wanted to get a lot taken off and get a shorter type of bob cut. I love it! It has made me feel very sexy. I can feel so many changes happening in my life lately and I like the new look a lot. I was wondering if maybe Master would like me to go back to my natural hair color of strawberry blonde. I've enjoyed being a blonde the last two years but I feel it's time for a change. Master and I have established some rules for JLD. I was having a real addiction problem with it last week. I have been allowed to go in and chat with people but I havn't been on the cam there since Saturday. I am enjoying meeting new friends there. Things didn't work out with Cowboy though. He turned out to be a real sleeze. I know some people think that because I am poly that I will just sleep with them on the first date. I was very disappointed for a while but I realize that there are many players out there. So many people looking for a quick fuck. I have had very few lovers in my life and I am very picky about who I sleep with or get involved with. I still hope that this year will bring some new people into our poly relationship and we will have a better year than last year. I also like to think that things work out the way they are meant to. I'm always glad to find out about someone's true colors before I actually meet them. Please be sure to vote in our latest Valentine's day poll on our side bar. We'd love to hear from you. What do you think of the HNT picture this week? We hope you enjoy it. Friday was a really wonderful night playing with Darth Vader and I am hoping that this weekend will be just as fun. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

New Valentine's day poll

I put up a new poll today about Valentine's day. It's just around the corner and I am going to head out shopping tommorow to get something special and romantic for Master Anakin. I always love to get some new lingerie and I try to find the perfect card and gift which shows him that he is my true Valentine. I always put a lot of thought into it. We also try to go out on a date together too and I hope this year we can go somewhere new and romantic. I would love to go somewhere warm on vacation together but that might have to wait until April when we celebrate our 4 year wedding anniversary. This Valentine's day will be our 5 year anniversary since moving into our townhouse. I remember how special that day was and how exciting it was to move into a brand new place out in the country. This Valentine's day we are trying to make a big decision about moving and that has been on my mind a lot. It's hard to leave our country family home that we have built so many memories in. We hope you will vote in the new poll on our side bar. What would you like for Valentine's day? Do you want a spanking? Or maybe to give your Valentine a spanking? Do you want to get some sexy lingerie? Or maybe a romantic night out with your Valentine? We would love to hear from you. Please vote and let us know in a comment too how you hope to spend Valentine's day this year. I havn't been on the computer much yesterday or today. Master Anakin was home sick yesterday and today was a snow day. The kids went to school though so we had two days straight with the whole day to ourselves. Vancouver got a pretty good snowfall so Master got the day off work and I was glad to spend the morning in bed upstairs just like yesterday. Lots of fucking and orgasms and naughty fun! What a great way to spend a snow day together. We got very warm together and cuddled up close for a small nap afterwards. It felt like true heaven! My force feels strong... Tommorow is HNT and we have a very sexy picture taken last Friday night. Make sure to cum back and check it out! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

New t-shirts at Darkside Digital Arts

I just wanted to let our readers know that I put up some new designs for tshirt and more at our online store Darkside Digital Arts. I added two new pirate designs, four new adult t-shirt designs, and a couple designs for the upcoming St. Patrick's Day in the random designs section on the store. I've posted some of the new designs above for you to have a look at. Please let me know what you think with a comment or an email to anakins.blog@gmail.com. You can also let me know other designs you'd like to see in Darkside Digital Arts. I appreciate all the other people who've sent me design ideas; I'm endeavoring to get them all designed and up in the store in short order. May the Force be with you. Anakin

Friday night on the darkside

I had a date with Darth Vader on Friday night. He decided to surprise me with an overnight planned for Skywalker. Leia had gone to her Dad's. I figured we'd be settling in for a relaxing night at home. I had just gotten out of a hot bath and was about to get dressed into my pj's. He told me to get dressed because he was taking me out to see the new Rambo movie on a date. We had both been wanting to see it as we are both Rambo/Rocky fans. A whole night with no kids! I was really excited! A date out with my Master and hopefully a play night later with Darth Vader. The movie was pretty good and a nice escape. I shared a popcorn with Master and enjoyed some time with him. We came home and opened up a bottle of merlot and headed upstairs. Master instructed me on what toys to bring out and what to get dressed into. He made it very clear that he was in control and ready to bring Darth out to play. I heard him slipping his belt out of the loops of his pants and saw him throw it onto the bed. "Get ready to suck some cock tonight, bitch" he told me and he gave me one of the most intense looks I have ever gotten before. I saw a very sadistic mean old man who wanted to hurt me. "You've been a naughty girl too much this week. You deserve a spanking and you know it" he says while I'm slipping into my lingerie and putting on my new girlie socks he loves on me. "You are teasing all the guys over at JLD and you've become a webcam porn star" he says teasing me while playing with the pinwheel over his finger. "You've been a bit too focused on cowboys lately and not your Master" he told me with his stern voice. I was ordered to put the pillow at the end of the bed and put out the bondage toys to play with. He wanted the leg cuffs, thumb cuffs and handcuffs out and ready to use. I put up a picture today of what it looked like with the bondage toys and pinwheel out laying on the bed ready to be used on me. We put on a porno and I got out the wooden spoon for him to use on me too as well as his belt. I looked over at it and knew what was coming. My head started to spin a bit at this point. I knew he wasn't too happy with me because I had spent almost all day online. I was over at JLD and chatting with cowboy for a lot of Friday. I didn't get my chores done and I didn't have dinner made either when he got home from work. I was very focused on cowboy and wondering if we would be getting together for coffee. I was put into the handcuffs and thumbcuffs and then leg cuffs. He lectured me and paced around and then put on a cd of his. I heard the song Head like a Hole by Nine Inch Nails come on. I know Master goes into Dom space when he hears that song. I put my ass over the pillow and he started with the wooden spoon. The strokes were hard and I had to bite into the comforter a few times to stop myself from screaming out. He made my ass very red and sore and then told me I was going to get the belt. I know his belt very well. It's crossed my ass many times. I always know he is very angry and is in Darth mode when his belt crosses my ass so hard that it will take my breath away. He told me I was getting 100 strokes. 50 on one cheek and 50 on the other. I would lay the other way when he was done the first 50. He told me to brace myself and get ready for the pain. If I moved too much, he would start over. With NIN playing in the background he used his belt on my ass very hard. I was overcome with a few of the strokes. He would pause for a few minutes to let me catch my breath and then go again with an even harder stroke. My ass felt like it was on fire and I knew I wouldn't be sitting too comfortably after he was done. He used the wartenberg pinwheel on my body to do some sensation play on me. He teased my nipples with it to the point I was trying to squirm around to get away from it. It can be an evil toy and very intense at times. I was in bondage though so there was nothing I could do to stop him from teasing my body and making me scream out. He told me the sounds of my moans and screams gave him a major hard on. He shoved his cock into my mouth and made me suck him. I was in bondage and couldn't stop him from putting his cock deep into my throat and fucking it to the point I was drooling and having a hard time breathing. There was a moment that I felt like I was so overcome with submission for him that I begged for him to slap me which he was happy to do. I got one of the biggest slaps across my face that knocked me over. Then he fucked me hard. The sex was intense as the song, Closer from NIN came on. We have fucked to that song before but not like that. The sex was truly amazing!! He pulled my hair while riding me from behind and me in bondage and not being able to do much but take his cock fucking my pussy hard. Then he put the Hitachi against my pussy while I was still in bondage. I was squirming against it and he used his finger to fuck me at the same time. I was ordered to cum for him and I exploded with one of the most intense orgasms I have had in a very long time. It seemed to go on for minutes. I was released from my bondage and told to get naked and I curled up beside him after hours of playing and fucking and orgasms. What a night! Yesterday wasn't as good though. I don't think things are going to work out with meeting cowboy. Something happened and I really don't see it working out now. I'm not sure if I will be going to the meet and greet now in March either. Cowboy is hosting it and it might make for an awkward situation. I feel like I've had a serious addiction to JLD the last two weeks. I'm going to be taking a bit of a break from there for a while. I feel like I've spent way too much of my time on the webcam and I need to be more focused on Master and we are in the middle of making a very important decision which will affect our family and future. It's a decision we have been struggling with for the last month. It's on my mind a lot and although I love the escape of JLD, spending my days and nights there are starting to consume me. I'm not getting my chores done and I'm way too focused on other people from there right now. I think a break will be good. Master and I might play together there sometime but not for a while. Be sure to check out my post over at the Fellatrix blog tommorow. We also have HNT coming up and Master Anakin has already done it and we can't wait to share it with everyone. It is another picture that was taken on our Friday night. :) I hope everyone is having a good weekend! I've got a "free day" today which I don't get very often. Every few months I am allowed to have a free day where I can just go shopping for the day or go out on a date or just hang out in my pj's all day and not do any housework. I think I am going to head the mall and go from there... Have a good day! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Friday meme

It has been quite a week!! I am so excited and happy about life today. I have spent most of the day hanging out on msn and JLD with my favorite "cowboy" from there. I sent him an e-mail yesterday asking him out for coffee. He wants to meet me and we had a really nice time together getting to know one another. I am very into him and very excited about meeting him. I've been spending a lot of time lately on JLD and I am very into "cowboy". He's my kind of guy and I've had a lot of fun with him today. I got into a private room together with him over today at JLD although it wasn't so private after a while as lots of others came in to watch and check it out. I've had so many horny guys trying to contact me through JLD. I tried to explain to one guy today that I am very picky about who I play with or want to meet. I am very excited to meet "cowboy". He's given me a really big smile today. :) It's been great to see other bloggers over at JLD and I've had some very naughty and exciting times on the webcam the last two weeks. :) TGIF!! I am very happy to have a weekend to get very naughty. ;) I wanted to borrow this meme from my close friend, Shasta. I thought it looked really neat to do. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! Feel free to borrow the meme if you want and try it out yourself. :) Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names): 1. I don't know why you are married to him. He is such a loser. 2. I fantasize about you all the time. No other women is on my mind as much as you are. 3. I get so extremely wet when I think about you and can't wait to meet you. 4. I wish sometimes we were still together and I miss you spanking me. 5. I think about how far we will go together and how close to the darkside you will bring me. 6. Why are you getting married to him? I really don't think he's the guy for you. 7. I think a piece of my heart will always belong to you. 8. I'm not sure I can ever forgive you for all that you have done to me. 9. I really wonder about our friendship. We have nothing in common and I don't think you like me very much. 10. I wonder why I don't hear from you as much anymore. I miss you a lot. Nine things about yourself: 1. I am bisexual. 2. I am a slave. 3. I belong to Master Anakin. 4. I am in an open relationship and play online and in real life with other people 5. I am addicted to JLD 6. I love to be a webcam porn star 7. I enjoy getting spanked! 8. I have two tattoo's on my ankle 9. I enjoy giving blow jobs ;) Eight ways to win your heart: 1. Be open and honest with me 2. Tell me how you really feel about me...don't be afraid to come onto me 3. Cook me something 4. Don't be afraid to give me a spanking :) 5. Send me an e-card sometime or show me how you feel about me. 6. Be understanding of my bdsm lifestyle with Master Anakin. That he is my Master and I serve him before anyone else. I have rules and I must stick to them. 7. Be sure to know my Master and include him in our play or friendship. He hates to feel left out. 8. Be able to make me laugh Seven things that cross your mind a lot: 1. What should I blog about today? 2. What should we put up for HNT? 3. Am I going to get spanked today? 4. sex! sex! sex! 5. I wonder if I will ever be with a woman again sexually 6. Darth Vader and the darkside 7. Why so many people read this blog every day but so many people lurk and don't comment. Six things you wish you never did: 1. Taking my life for granted for all the years before my accident. 2. spent so much time depressed and not leaving the house. 3. Breaking up with Master Anakin in college even though I knew I loved him. 4. spent so much time focused on the past 5. got so emotional and worked up over silly stuff 6. spent so much time focused on the weather and how it affects my moods Five turn-offs in a guy/girl: 1. Bad Hygiene 2. Being rude and pushy 3. Being overly sexual with me too fast before I know you. 4. Insecurity 5. Bad Teeth Four turn-ons in a guy/girl: 1. Intelligence 2. Sense of Humor 3. Confidence 4. A sexy voice. Three smileys that describe your life: 1. :) 2. ;) 3. :0 Two things you want before you die: 1. To go to Hawaii with Master Anakin for a second honeymoon. 2. To meet my friend, Shasta Gibson. :) One Confession: 1. I am not a true blonde. My natural hair color is strawberry blonde. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Sexy socks and stilettos

Happy HNT everyone! This week we have a really sexy HNT picture of my new girlie socks that Master Anakin bought me from the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show a few weeks ago. I love these new socks!! They are so sexy and girlie on me and Master couldn't resist picking them up for me at the show. I love thigh-hi's but these are shorter socks with red bows on them. You can see my tattoo on my ankle as the sock does not cover it up. Master says it looks innocent but sexy at the same time. What do you think? Do the socks and stilettos go well together? We'd love to hear from you through comment or e-mail. :) I love the mix of black and white and red bows. I really love this photo!! I loved dressing up so cute and girlie for my "Daddy". He is my one and only Daddy and I love him so very much! Today is a special anniversary for Master Anakin and I. It was 11 years ago that we made an important decision which would affect our future together. My marriage to my first husband was ending and he was moving out. Master Anakin and I had been having a forbidden affair at this point. We had been best friends for 7 years and we started sleeping together. We were not sure yet about having a future together though. We had that affair from November until January 23rd and we were living in the moment. We only knew that we loved each other and had so much chemistry together. We didn't discuss living together. I wasn't even sure about leaving my first marriage at that time. That was one of the toughest decisions I have ever made in my life...to end that marriage even though I had a daughter and we had a real family together. I knew people would not be happy about that decision. I lost a few friends over it. Some women at the church I was going to shunned me. I felt like I should be wearing the "Scarlett letter" on my forehead. The ladies at the church stopped buying avon from me. They looked at me in disgust. Lots of people judged me. For some reason it's ok for a man to have an affair but women are still looked at like sluts when they do. The truth is...I was in love with two men. I was in love with those two men for years and couldn't decide between them. I went back and forth between them for years. I loved my first husband and I still do in my own way. I love Master Anakin too. I think in my own way I was poly years before I Master and I decided to open our relationship. We all went on a Vegas road trip in April of 1996 together. Master Anakin, my first husband, Leia and I all went down together. I would say that feelings developed there in Vegas. I was renewing my wedding vows with my husband there to try to save our marriage yet having strong feelings for another man. I was conflicted. It was a very intense time in my life. Master Anakin and I got drunk on Wild Turkey one night while in Vegas. My husband was alseep with our daughter and I went out gambling with Master Anakin. He lost a lot of money and started drinking. I joined him and we got drunk together. We came close to sleeping together that night but I held back. I stayed up all night thinking about it. I was so confused. I wanted Master Anakin but I still loved my husband. I wanted my marriage to work. I really struggled with my feelings. I didn't mean to fall in love with two men. It just happened. Our affair started months later on November 23, 1996. Two months later on January 23, 1997 we had a very long talk in the park about our future. Master Anakin and I both said we loved each other and we decided to move in together and spend our lives together. My husband left on Feb. 1st and Master Anakin and I started living together. I know it was not an easy time on Master Anakin. My brother hated him and many others judged him and blamed him for my marriage ending. He was the "other man". This song always makes me think of Master Anakin and that time of our life. The words of that song really remind me of how he was feeling about being the other man. I think I always loved Master Anakin. We shared a deep connection when we met. There was always chemistry between us. I think it was meant to be...that we are true soulmates. I think also in my own way I will always love my first husband. I shared special memories with him too. We have a daughter together and she reminds me a lot like him. He has a special place in my heart. Cher divorced Sonny but that never changed her feelings for him. Our marriage just didn't work out. I think we were just too young at the time. We are friends even though we are divorced. He even came to Master Anakin and I's wedding. .......... Happy anniversary to you Master Anakin. I am so glad that 11 years ago you were able to commit to me and tell me you wanted to spend a future with me...I am so glad that we made that decision 11 years ago today. We decided to spend our lives together. We have a really wonderful family together and I am very in love with you! You are my true force...my Jedi Knight..my Daddy...my Master and my best friend. I am so proud to be your slave and I am so lucky to have you in my life...this song is going out to you today! love Your padme xox May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

I'm a webcam porn star

I got an e-mail the other day from a guy who called me a "webcam porn star" because of all my recent shows over at janelovesdick.com. Master thought it would be a great idea to make a t-shirt for me which said that. You can check it out at Darkside Digital Arts! He added a few other new designs as well. I'll have to order my t-shirt soon and wear it with pride. I really liked getting called a webcam porn star. It made me smile a lot and feeling very naughty. Little miss dangerous enjoys doing naughty shows over at JLD and I've been spending most of my time over there on the webcam having orgasms and watching others playing with themselves. I am addicted to JLD and am so glad that I joined up. I was on JLD a lot yesterday and had 3 orgasms from all the naughty play going on. I really love how interactive JLD is. My biggest complaint with blogging has been that it doesn't feel social enough. You get a few comments but there is so many people who lurk. We tried to do a Star Wars spanking party to get other bloggers together for a social gathering. It didn't work out too well though and we didn't have anymore. I started Journey to the Darkside hoping I would meet other bloggers and have friendships. I have yet to actually meet another blogger and I have been blogging now for almost 3 years. I have met local friends (talia and max) but I met through them collarme.com. We had no luck with alt.com with meeting any friends or people to play with. We did also put in a personal ad on a group on the Island called Sagacity but so far no one has worked out from there either. I have had a lot more luck on JLD with finding people who are local and also understanding of Master and I's open relationship. I have made friendships through Journey but most of them have been long distance ones where I can't meet up for coffee or actually see them when I am chatting with them. I also really enjoy being able to see someone while chatting with them. I was on audio today as well as the webcam so I could chat with people. I love the social interaction at JLD. I don't feel so lonely during the day and always have a friend on there to chat with. I am also meeting a lot of new people and friends and will be getting together with them soon. It has been hard for me to not be able to drive and I am a stay at home mom. My kids are away in school during the day and Master Anakin is at work. I do housework but I want to be able to talk to other people out there. JLD is great because someone is always around to chat with and sometimes I just feel like chatting with someone on the cam or hearing them on audio. I have played on the webcam with others before but it's a bit of a headache to arrange times and with time zone problems. Then I got started at JLD and I am never looking back again. I do have private webcam chats with people but when we both want some privacy from JLD. I've met several people in the Vancouver area and I will be attending my first meet and greet in March. I was chatting with "cowboy" from JLD this morning and he has arranged a meet and greet for anyone who wants to get together from the lower mainland or wants to come here to meet each other. It's in March and if anyone is interested, please let me know through e-mail to shyanne.blog@gmail.com. I'd love to be able to meet some local people and maybe even hook up with someone new to play with. :) I gave "cowboy" the blog address this morning so I hope he checks out my post. I think he's a real cutie and I'm glad to know he lives close by. I think he would be a lot of fun to play with and I have a real thing for cowboys. :) I am a true country girl who loves a man with a cowboy hat. mmmm...I am looking forward to meeting him in March and hopefully others too who want to come out and hang out. I'll be wearing my new janelovesdick t-shirt to the meet and greet too. I have gotten quite a reaction the few times I've worn it out. :) I can't help but wonder who is watching me over at JLD. I've wondered a lot if my ex husband decided to sign up for JLD or even if Master R might be over there. I met a man on JLD last night who reminded me of R a lot. I was up late chatting with him and was trying to find out information about him but he was very mysterious. Reminds me of the song "Somebody's watching me" sometimes over at JLD. A bit strange to wonder who is in the room watching me masturbating myself. I have been trying to not show my face as much over at JLD just because I am not sure who might be over there. The poly part of our relationship is finally going very well. We took a bit of a break around Christmas and we have been really enjoying playing with others on the webcam. We are hoping that JLD will bring us some people in the area who want to get together for coffee or just to play. The meet and greet is a great way to meet people though. I am really looking forward to it. :) I recommend the book, The Ethical Slut to everyone. It's helped me a lot to feel better about the poly aspect of our relationship. That book has been wonderful and I am almost done reading it. Hopefully I can finish it today. It's Tuesday today and I've already been a naughty girl. Already cum on the cam just after having my morning cup of coffee. Sitting here in my lingerie and no panties and feeling very wet and horny still. Might be time to use the Hitachi again. Master has been enjoying hearing all about my naughty play lately and commented on how many orgasms I have been having lately. My sex drive has gone through the roof! My force feels strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The Wartenberg pinwheel

I hope everyone had a really good weekend. My weekend was really nice and fun and relaxing too. I went out on a fun date with Master to De Dutch for lunch. We came back and watched a movie and then spent some time over at janelovesdick.com. I was a very naughty girl and had a lot of fun hanging out there last night. We also had some private play time of our own upstairs in our room at the end of the night. I love being on the webcam but I really need private time too with Master. We put on a porno and I was dressed in my new lingerie I bought from the Taboo Sex show last weekend. He decided he was going to do some sensation play with me. We bought a new toy at the Sex show last weekend. My friend, talia pointed it out to me and it was the very last one they had at the booth and I was very curious about it. It's called the Wartenberg Pinwheel and it's been a lot of fun to play with. We've used it a few times and we are putting up a picture today of Master using it on my nipple last Wednesday. This is one of the most intense toys I've played with in a long time!! I find it puts me into a deep subspace right away by him using it on my nipples or on my skin. We really enjoy knife play but the pinwheel is just as intense at that. I love sensation play. It adds a lot of spice to the feelings and emotions in a scene. I feel so submissive as he uses it on me and he likes to tease my nipples and body with the pinwheel. Last night he had me lay down on the bed naked after I stripped for him. He used it up and down my body. He said I had goosebumps all over my body from it. I could barely stand it at times! I would squirm around and he would get dominant and tell me to "not move" and then press a bit harder into my nipple and then pinch it. Then he would lick my nipple to make it feel better. It drove me to the edge and got me so aroused! I had one of the biggest orgasms last night after he used the Wartenberg pinwheel on my body. I recommend this toy to everyone. It's been a lot of fun to use and I can't wait to use it more in our future play. Today I spent the day with Master and our children. We had a family day and went bowling. It was a lot of fun and I feel very relaxed and content tonight. Master has run me a hot bath with a Lush bath bomb in it that I have from Christmas. I am going to read The Ethical Slut and relax. I am almost done reading that book and have been enjoying it a lot. This weekend has been really nice and naughty and so much fun! Make sure to check out the Fellatrix blog tommorow. I will be doing another blowjob post over there and will be posting tommorow. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

I'm a sexy girl

You Are Very Sexy Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal. You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there. And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top. Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love. How You Are Sexy You wear sexy underwear, and that's definitely hot. Feeling sexy is important to being sexy, even if no one knows what's underneath your clothes. You feel gorgeous, and you always try to look your best. You make the best of what you've got. Totally sexy! You know what (or who) you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. What could be sexier than that? You are open to all sorts of experiences, and you have a taste for the exotic. Your adventurous spirit is very sexy. Are You Sexy?

Wednesday afternoon paddling

I got a really big surprise on Wednesday. I woke up like any other day and spent most of the morning alone and thinking about Master Anakin. I always miss him when he is at work and I am home and the kids are in school. I think about all the free time with no kids around to get naughty. I get very lonely sometimes during the weekdays. He decided to surprise me. He did not tell me he was getting off work early. He stopped by Wal Mart to pick us up a few treats and some lunch. He also bought me the cutest pair of pj bottoms! They have curious george on them. He knows that I really like Curious George. I liked the movie maybe even better than my kids. I was really excited to see him show up with the pj bottoms and lunch and an afternoon surprise! Master decided I was going to get a paddling. He missed spanking me (even though it had only been a few days since he last spanked me) and decided that he wanted me upstairs to get a paddling. He wanted me to wear my new pj bottoms for him. So I went upstairs and got changed into my new curious george bottoms and nothing else. I figured I would leave out the top part and just have my tits ready for play. Master was very pleased. He came upstairs and I had put a pillow at the end of the bed and gotten a porn ready from the Taboo Naughty but nice Sex show. We got 3 new pornos to watch and I knew he would like this one. :) Master got out our new leather paddle which I got for Christmas from our good friend, Shasta. Master has added a sticker to it from the show last week. Master got me a beautiful Bettie Page sticker which I fell in love with. Master took a picture of it for everyone to see. It adds a lot to the paddle. I was put over the pillow and my curious george bottoms were pulled down and my bottom was given a good paddling with the leather paddle. Master said it was so cute to see Curious George's expressions on my pants as he paddled me. Look at the one picture...curious george looks very surprised in the one little picture. It's so cute!! Master got so hard after he made my ass very nice and red. I was also given a few with his belt which made some deep marks on the one side of my poor bottom! Ouchies! I got fucked hard and taken to the darkside. What an afternoon! I was sitting on a sore ass and feeling very content and happy. Master gave me an afternoon delight and surprise! I am such a lucky girl. He treats me like a princess sometimes and a slut at other times! mmmm I hope you enjoy the pictures we took of the paddling. Master wanted to share them with everyone to show them my nicely red ass! We both enjoy sharing our spanking pictures with everyone. You can see how hard he spanks me! He wields a paddle like no other Dom I've ever had. I am addicted to his spankings. I can't help but want more and get desperate for them if I havn't had one in a few days. I love to play with Darth Vader and love our darkside play. :) I spent all day yesterday being a naughty girl. I am addicted to janelovesdick.com. I've been spending a lot of time over there chatting and hanging out on the webcam. Yesterday I got to be naughty with a new guy who I've made a connection with. He lives over in Newfoundland and we played together on the webcam last Friday. I think he is so hot and cute and we've really hit it off! I wish he lived closer. He makes my heart skip a beat and I havn't felt this way about anyone other than Master Anakin in a very long time. Master R didn't even make me feel the way this new guy has. Wow! We were on the webcam yesterday morning and I was so overcome with arousal. I might have to make a trip out to Newfoundland sometime. ;) It's funny that the moment I stopped worrying about the poly part of our relationship is the moment I found someone who I am really enjoying playing with. He is my type of guy and I don't remember the last time I made this type of connection with someone. I havn't told him about the blog yet and I am still wondering about that. I might at some point but that's always a hard decision about telling people about Journey to the Darkside. Sometimes people come to the blog and then I don't hear from them again. I almost wonder if the talk about the darkside might scare them off? I just don't want new guy from Newfoundland being scared off. I am really into him. :) Master and I both hung out in janelovesdick.com last night. Shasta was hanging out in there too. I really enjoy being in JLD with Shasta. She's amazing to watch and so fun to play with on the webcam. I get so wet knowing she is watching Master and I play. Her husband, Jack and her are so incredible and naughty to watch too!! We have both really enjoyed JLD and spending some naughty time on the webcam. I've made some new friends through the site and I'm very happy about being able to be naughty on the webcam. The word has really spread around though. I am trying to keep the site and this blog seperate but that has been a bit difficult. I'm not really too sure who is all watching on that site. It's exciting but also a bit scary at the same time. I know a few family members who know about the site and I've wondered if they are watching too. Or are the readers also watching me? My exhibitionist side comes out and I can't help but get naughty though. I find it arousing too to know I am being watched like that. Master and I fucked on the webcam last night and gave a big show to everyone. I really enjoyed watching Shasta give a good show too. Got me so wet that I went upstairs afterwards and had my 4th orgasm! mmmm...what a night! :) Master and I have sitting this afternoon. I'm waiting for him to get back so we can go out on a date. I always enjoy our time together with no kids. We can go for lunch or stay home and fuck all afternoon. :) I hope everyone else is having a naughty weekend. :) We added a new header for Journey to the Darkside. We are both very excited about it. We enjoyed our HNT picture from this last week so much that we decided to make that picture our new header. It was time for a change and we hope you all enjoy the new header. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Dark OTK

Hello again and Happy HNT everyone! I really hope that this week's HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) image both turns you on and is a bit of a visual treat. Be sure to click on the picture to see it full size so you can enjoy the finer details in the image. There I and padme were, some time to ourselves to savor, and I was hungry for play; I decided that an over-the-knee spanking was in order. I sat, paddle in hand, when padme came downstairs, dressed for the plans I had made with her cute little cheerleader skirt and bad pussy t-shirt complete with sexy thigh-hi's and fetish stilettos. With the one right look, she got over my knees without a word spoken. Her spank me panties were pulled down and the Anakin's paddle came down, as if a force of itself, again and again. I paused, enjoyed to moment, and thought I had to capture this hot pose, to keep it forever. I took the photograph with a tripod and timer. The next day I set out to Photoshop this image to reflect exactly how I was feeling in this captured moment...darkness, love, elation; completely and utterly in Domspace. I was one with my submissive and in that moment, in control of my universe. I am the darkness, and padme, My light. We're both in the photograph; I'm in the shadows of course. I hope the emotion of the moment came across in the shadows and wispy highlights I painted in. Enjoy! Please leave a comment and let us know what you think of this week's image. I really love to hear your thoughts. You can always drop me an email as well at anakins.blog@gmail.com. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin Technorati Tags: HNT, OTK, over the knee, spanking, photoshop

Tits for Troops #2

I decided to submit another picture for Tits for Troops over at Dirty Couple in Virginia. I submitted my first one last week. I love this picture which was taken last Valentine's day. The erotic feather with the locked heart on my collar and the sexy red lingerie I had bought last year showing off my tits to Master. Please let them know if you'd like to submit a picture for Tits for Troops. I know they would love to hear from you! Also please let the Fellatrix know if you have any contributions for Fellatio Friday #4 this week. If you've done a blowjob themed post or have an older one to submit, I know she'd love to hear from her! Tommorow is HNT and we've got a picture ready to go! Cum back tommorow for that! I hope everyone is having a good Tuesday! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The 2008 Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex show and night on the webcam

It has been one of the wildest weekends I have had in a very long time! I am a bit hungover today and trying to recover from all the excitement. I didn't think anything could compare to the Taboo Sex show from last January but this year was so extremely exciting and naughty!! What a weekend it has been! I did a post very early on Saturday morning about all the naughty details from our Friday night over at janelovesdick.com. We signed up for a new adult webcam site and played online with a lot of people watching us including our friends, Shasta and Jack. We didn't get much sleep that night and had to get up early to get ready for the sex show. I only got 6 hours of sleep before I was up getting showered and ready for head out to the show in the afternoon. I got changed into my "bad pussy" t-shirt and black pants and we both headed out to Vancouver. I got a latte at Starbucks as I was feeling quite tired and wanted to be awake for all the excitement at the show. We headed inside and looked around. Then something happened which was completely unexpected and really blew me away!!! It was a moment that I don't think I will ever forget!! We saw the booth for janelovesdick.com and started to head towards it when the guy who was standing at the booth came running over and gave me a big hug and said my name from the site. I can't say what my name is from the site because of privacy and because we show our faces on there. We try to keep this blog private but it is a bit harder to do that on janelovesdick because we show our faces while we play on the webcam and others watch us. I was *REALLY* shocked that he knew who I was. Master Anakin said my face went 3 shades of red. Then I got the shock of my life!! He introduced himself to us as one of the owners from the site and told us that he had watched us online on Friday night. AND....so had everyone else at the Taboo Sex Show!!!!!!!!!!!!! He went on to explain to us that there was a crowd around the booth watching the live webcam with Master Anakin and I on the computer screen. We had done quite the performance apparently. People were talking about us and he said it was one of the best webcam performances he had seen in a while. He loved that we are in the bdsm lifestyle and that we were playing online like that. He says he watches a lot of people fucking or doing sexual things but not too many people actually do play parties online like that. He was very impressed!! You can see in the picture I put up today him with his arm around me at the booth. My face is blurred out for privacy. I was very shocked that we were live at the Taboo Sex show on the webcam and that so many people were watching us and that we had made such an impact on the owner of the site. I always figured someone would recognize me from this blog one day but I never expected someone would recognize me from the webcam like that. We looked around the show and picked up some new pornos and I ran into my high school friend for a quick cup of coffee and to meet her husband. It was great to see her. It has been years since we last saw each other. I got lots of comments from her and many other people on my "bad pussy" t-shirt. We looked around and then I went to the front entrance to meet up with my friend, talia. talia arrived and we went off to go shopping on our own. Master Anakin wanted to take pictures and go watch the live shows going on at the stage. He got a picture in the Sin City Dungeon of a scene going on. We posted that picture today for everyone to see. A woman was on the rack and in bondage and getting a spanking. The Dungeon was really cool with lots of equipment and fetish pictures there. This year we got to take pictures. Last year they would not allow us but this year was ok. Master Anakin took over a hundred photos. I am posting only a few of them today. Stay tuned for many more to come including pictures of our new toys and my new lingerie I bought which is very naughty and sexy. talia and I went shopping for about two hours. We looked at so many different vibrators and costumes and at the many different outfits that people were wearing. There were some topless women and others wearing practically nothing. The atmosphere was incredible and there was a real energy in the room! It was also very busy and hard to move around and look at things sometimes. I picked up a pinwheel at the bondage booth to use for sensation play. I got a candle and kama sutra massage oil and a few other things as well as my new lingerie. Master Anakin also picked up a few new toys to play with and enjoyed his time on his own. I really enjoyed shopping with talia. I am so glad she was able to come to the show and it made it so fun to be able to shop with another woman. Master is great to shop with but I really like having another woman friend to be able to shop for naughty things. I took talia over to the janelovesdick booth and got a brand new t-shirt which I am posting a picture of today. I was glad to see talia on the site last night as well as a few other bloggers and people I knew. :) We headed home with very sore feet from all the walking and standing. We were also starving so Master dropped me off and headed out to get us some pizza. I went online and chatted with Shasta and told her about my day at the sex show. She mentioned going on the janelovesdick site and Master liked the idea of us going on there too! So we got ready for some more play time on the webcam. I really liked knowing that it was being broadcast live at the Taboo sex show last night. It was going til midnight so I knew there would be a show going on at the Taboo show. We brought down our toys and I got dressed in my new t-shirt to show it off to everyone. We had a few drinks and got relaxed and then headed onto the site. A few people recognized us right away including BigBrother who I got to meet at the show. I got dressed out of my clothes in front of the webcam and then headed up to get into my new lingerie and panties. I also had the cutest pair of girlie socks on with red bows. Master Anakin picked them up for me at the show and they are soooo cute! Then the show began and a really WILD night on the webcam!! We put on another show for everyone including me giving Master Anakin a full blowjob which was close up on the webcam for everyone to see. I swallowed his cum after he blew his load into my mouth. He liked being watched last night as much as I did. I came with the Hitachi on my clit and the Ivibe Rabbit vibrator in my pussy fucking me hard by Master Anakin. I had two very big orgasms last night with that being done to me. Master Anakin used the pinwheel on me for sensation play which was INCREDIBLE!! I recommend that toy so much! It was better than knifeplay. Someone on the webcam was worried it was a knife and described it as "Freddy vrs Jason" which made Master Anakin and laugh a lot. We reassured them it was safe and that it was very erotic and I was enjoying it a lot. Shasta and Jack put on a very wild and naughty show of their own which was incredibly HOT!! They set up their sex swing and we got to watch Jack fucking Shasta in it. WOW....that was sooooooooooooo hot to watch!! It looked so fun to be getting fucked in the swing like that. I loved watching Shasta's reactions to it and Master Anakin and I both got very worked up. We fucked soon after watching that. He took me from behind hard while everyone watched on the webcam. mmmmm....what a experience to know that everyone was watching us from talia to other bloggers and everyone at the Taboo Sex show as well as Shasta and Jack. It was extremely exciting and brought out my exhibitionist side in a very big way. I was also paddled on the webcam in front of everyone with the Anakin's paddle which was the spanking impliment that won in our latest poll. Thank you to everyone who voted on it! I got a very hard paddling and my ass got very red and sore from it. :) Master Anakin also used the crop on my poor ass too on the webcam for everyone to see. At one point Master Anakin poured hot candlewax from our new cinnamon candle all over my tits and nipples and down my front in front of the webcam. WOW...it was very intense and I was floating in a deep subspace at that point. There was candlewax everywhere which I am still cleaning up today. lol. There was candlewax down my thighs and also on my pussy too! A very intense experience. I had a few more drinks and was getting a bit intoxicated around midnight. I remember watching talia putting on a show of trying out her new vibrator she bought at the sex show. Something happened though and I noticed she wasn't on the site anymore. I also noticed some others were gone too at that point so we decided to get offline and head upstairs to our bedroom. We watched one of our new pornos and played a bit more and I drank a bit more before I literally passed out on the bed. Master Anakin said I passed out naked and he covered me up and I slept like a rock. I don't remember much after that last drink. I woke up with a killer headache and severe lack of sleep. I only got 5 hours of sleep last night! A total of 11 hours in the last two nights. I am very tired today! I am also trying to recover from all the excitement. It's been such an incredibly wild weekend! I really love janelovesdick.com. Master Anakin and I have made a few new friends and I was glad to meet the owners and now I have a t-shirt to be able to wear and advertise for them. I recommend that site to everyone. It's a great way to have naughty fun with tons of other people watching and a very social and fun experience. We plan to share many more nights on there and I want to thank Shasta for telling me about it. We really enjoyed being on there with her and Jack. They are a very fun couple to play with on the webcam and to watch. We had such a great weekend and it's going to be very hard to come down from it all! There are tons more pictures to share and also details of our adventures. Our force feels strong and we are both so happy that we had a great time at the sex show and also found a new website to have naughty fun on! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Naughty webcam night tonight and Taboo sex show later today!

I have been a really naughty girl tonight! I wanted to blog about it while it was all still fresh in my mind. It's after 1 am here and my pussy is sore from the 4 huge orgasms I had tonight and fucking from Master Anakin. My tits are also so extremely sore from the flogging and attention from Master's belt on them. We put on quite a show on the webcam tonight and had some really naughty fun with our good friend's, Shasta and Jack. :) I was chatting with Shasta when she told me about the website her and Jack planned to visit tonight. I went to take a look and signed up for it and got ready for some play time. I had a hot bath and shaved my pussy and got dressed up in my heart thigh-hi's and lingerie. Leia had left to go to her Dad's for the weekend and Skywalker was going to bed. Master Anakin gave me full permission to bring down the toys and check out the new site called Janelovesdick.com which is a free site for adult web cam play. Once you sign up, you can access the chatrooms where you can view the web shows of different people. Anyone can join. I was given permission to play with anyone I wanted and to cum also once before Master Anakin came downstairs to join me in the naughty fun. He put Skywalker to bed and had a few things to do before he could come online with me. So I signed up and went into the adult chat room and put on my webcam and laid out some toys including my Hitachi and clothespins and leather paddle and flogger and some other ones. I sipped on some merlot and got comfortable and got ready for some naughty fun. I found a friend to play with right away in Newfoundland. He was on the webcam and wanted me to go on with him. I was a bit nervous as I have done adult chat before but not webcam play with a complete stranger. He was VERY good looking and showed me his very hard cock right away!! I love a man with a big cock that knows what he wants to do with it. mmmmm...I was very aroused by him. We chatted briefly and I considered asking him some questions but I knew we were both there to be naughty and not ask too many questions but just enjoy the experience together. I told him I wanted to cum by watching him jerk off. So he got the webcam positioned so I could see his hard cock and started to jerk off right in front of it for me. I spread my legs wide and showed him my freshly shaved pussy and I used my Hitachi for him and I came shortly after he jerked off everywhere! Cum was squirting all over the place. He was very excited with the naughty show I was doing for him. I felt like such a slut cumming in front a complete stranger that I didn't know. He didn't even tell me his first name until after we had our orgasms. I really enjoyed playing with him on the webcam. I am not sure if I will hear from him again but we both knew what we were hoping for tonight and we had a lot of fun together. He got me all warmed up for all the naughty action that was going to happen. He got offline and I went on the chat part of janelovesdick with Shasta and Jack. Master Anakin came downstairs at that point and the show started. We put on quite a naughty performance for everyone watching on our webcam. At one point we had up to 40 people watching us fuck. We played and I got spanked with the leather paddle, tits flogged, pussy made to cum with his magic fingers and made to act like a total slut in front of the webcam for Shasta and Jack and everyone else who was watching. Clothespins were put on my nipples and he flogged and belted them so hard that he sent me into a deep subspace. Complete strangers were watching our very naughty webcam play. I loved it and was very aroused by it all!! I made sure to get on my knees and give Master Anakin some attention by sucking his cock and by getting him all nice and hard and ready to fuck me. He fucked me from behind and then in the front of me sitting on the computer chair. I really got wet knowing how many people were watching this happen and cheering us on! I also loved knowing Shasta and Jack were watching it all and also getting all worked up too! I got dressed into my prep schoolgirl skirt at one point and was put onto the leash for everyone to see. We were amazed at how many people were watching us and cheering us on! I couldn't help but cum again by being so aroused by the whole thing. I loved spreading my legs wide to show everyone my wet pussy and orgasm in front of the webcam for them. I had some computer problems at one point and unfortunately missed Shasta putting on some naughty action herself on her webcam and having an orgasm. I was extremely glad to get back online in time for her and Jack putting on a performance of their own though!! WOW...was it ever HOT!!! He was fucking her from behind HARD!! Pounding right into her pussy and I could see the passion and arousal on her face as he was fucking her. Master Anakin and I both got to watch the live fucking in front of us on the webcam and Master Anakin used the Hitatchi to give me my 4th orgasm while watching them fuck!! Jack came all over her ass and back and we both commented it was extremely hot to watch!! Everyone else on janelovesdick was also watching them fuck. Master Anakin had a HUGE hard on watching them fuck even though we had just fucked ourselves a little bit before that. He couldn't wait to fuck me again. We said goodnight to Shasta and Jack and the chat room and got off the webcam and I went over to him and he bent me over the couch and fucked me again!! Whew!! What a night!! Poor Master Anakin was so tired from all the naughty action that he almost fell asleep on the couch. He gave me permission to post about all the details from tonight and headed off to bed around 12:30 am! What a naughty night for us both! We will be playing again on the webcam at janelovesdick. We were both really into the whole experience and we want to thank Shasta and Jack for both playing with us tonight too. It was great to play in front of them and know they were both watching us! What a wild night!! I can't wait to do that again soon! My exhibitionist side really came out tonight and I really enjoyed knowing that others were watching us on the webcam like that. It's a great site and I'd recommend it to everyone. :) It's already Saturday and later today is the Taboo Naughty but nice Sex show which I have been waiting for the last few weeks! I am extremely excited about it and can't wait to go to it with Master Anakin. We have an overnight and no kids for a full 24 hours. We also found out that a few of our friends will be going to the Taboo sex show. I hope to meet my friend, talia there for coffee as she is planning to be there tommorow. My friend, Max is also going to be there. My ex husband and his sister and brother in law will be there and also selling some naughty stuff in a booth at the show. A friend of mine from high school who I havn't seen in years plans to meet me there also for a coffee and introduce me to her husband. The weekend has just begun and it's been naughty already and I havn't even made it to the sex show yet! I am sooooo pumped up about it all and can't wait to check it out! :) If your in the Vancouver, BC area and plan to attend the sex show tommorow, let us know through e-mail at shyanne.blog@gmail and maybe we can meet you also there! We plan to have a lot of fun and we have been really excited to go shopping at the show and get some new sex toys! I've been talking to Master Anakin about what to buy and some new ideas for anal toys and different things we hope to get there. We also can't wait to check out the shows there and I might even be getting a tattoo there too! Last year the line-up was too long but hopefully this year I can get there early enough to get one done. It's been a really awesome weekend and I know it's going to be great tommorow too with the overnight and sex show happening! I am so extremely excited and can't sleep tonight just thinking about it all. Tonight has been incredible too and a night I will never forget! I am a very naughty girl who needs a spanking!! I don't think my ass was quite red enough from the leather paddle tonight. Be sure to vote in our poll on the sidebar asking you what Master Anakin should spank me with after the sex show! He wants to know and he plans to use whatever toy wins in the poll on my poor bottom as soon as we are back from the Taboo sex show! We plan to keep the poll up until we get back to get as many votes as possible. It looks like the Anakin's paddle is winning so far. Ouchies!! It could be a very painful weekend for my ass and I might be having a hard time sitting on Sunday! :) I hope everyone is having a naughty weekend like I am...tonight was amazing and I can't wait for the sex show! Can you tell I'm excited? :) I am in such a naughty mood tonight that I decided to share a picture from New years eve with everyone. It's of me on my knees giving Darth Vader a blowjob. He loves it when I am giving him pleasure with my mouth and sucking him off until he cums in my mouth. Mmmm...makes me feel submissive and like a good little slut. Just like I did tonight. I felt like such a good slut sucking my Master's cock in front of all those people on the webcam knowing they were watching us and probably having orgasms themselves from being so worked up! mmmm..just thinking about it makes me want to cum again right now! Perhaps I better get some sleep though to get ready for tommorow and all the fun we plan to have! :) Stay tuned for all the naughty details and pictures from the sex show. Who wants to hear all about it?? May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Winter Beach Flash

Happy HNT everyone! It's been a little while since we posted an HNT photograph, so I am excited to post this one for everyone to enjoy today. Even in winter, the natural environment, solitude and serenity of a beach can still make it a beautiful place to visit. This beach we visited on New Years Eve near Vancouver on the Pacific Ocean is so peaceful and pretty. It's even more beautiful when My padme gets in one of her nervous and excited "Is anyone around? Get the camera ready! I'm going to flash my tits!" moods. I always have a big smile on my face as she unzips her coat and I scan our surroundings for onlookers. I turn on the camera and she turns me on; click, and a little bit of naughtiness is captured; it works so well for both of us. Sweet public nudity. We definitely have to visit a nude beach this summer; that should make for a fun time. I hope you enjoy this HNT image and another public flash for padme. For privacy's sake I obscured padme's face with Photoshop. I felt after I was done Photoshopping the image it had an almost dark or haunted quality about it with darkness in the corners, the tree branches devoid of leaves and the pale gray cast of the sky. Where will she lift her shirt next? Not that I mind at all. *smile*. Please leave us a comment or send us an email. We always really love to hear what you think of our HNT photographs and padme's public flashes. You can also check out all of her public flashes in a drop down menu on our sidebar. My padme has been very naughty flashing her tits in all kinds of public places. Who thinks she needs a spanking for it? I put up a new poll today asking what I should spank padme with next. Please be sure to vote and the winner will be used on her sweet ass this weekend after the sex show. Should I spank her with the wooden spoon? Or perhaps my belt? Or would a OTK be sufficient for a very naughty padme? Thank you for voting in our last poll. We asked you what you wanted to see more of on Journey to the Darkside. It looks like most people want to see more BDSM pictures (by 44%) and also spanking and erotic pictures too. I promise that there will be lots more pictures in 2008 as we share in our Journey with you all. I've added a dozen more cool designs recently for t-shirts and more at our online store Darkside Digital Arts. I hope you can get a chance to check them out! New designs include these patriotic designs in the new Random t-shirts section, some (hopefully) funny designs in the Funny t-shirts section, and a couple designs for the Trailer Park Boys and The Breakfast Club. I also added some blowjob themed t-shirts in the Adults only section. Thanks for checking them out. I'm trying to add new designs as often as I can, so check back often. Please let me know at anakins.blog@gmail.com if you have any ideas for future designs for Darkside Digital Arts. I appreciate all the help and support that I have been given and hope to add lots more in 2008! May the Force be with you! ~Anakin Technorati Tags: HNT, public nudity, tit flash, nude beach, public flash

Tits for Troops

I decided to submit a recent photo of my tits from New Years Eve for a series called Tits for Troops. It is the first time I have contributed a photo for it. You can check it out over at Dirty Couple in Virginia. They got 15 contributions and there are lots of naughty pictures of tits over there for the troops. Be sure to check it out and let them know if you are interested in contributing for the next one. :) I am feeling really blah today. I woke up to slushy and dark weather. I must have missed the snow last night. It's cold and my arthritis is acting up a bit today and I've got pms starting. I want to curl up under a blanket and watch tv or nap and not deal with anything today. I have seasonal affective disorder and this time of the year is really bad for it with the lack of light. I tend to go into hibernation mode and not want to leave the house. I think some of it might be the holiday drop also going on. Master is back at work and everything is getting back to normal again. I miss him a lot and have had a bit of a hard time adjusting to the lack of time together. I feel myself slipping into the depression I had before the holidays. I know this isn't a very good time of year for me. I much prefer warm weather and bbq's and hiking and beach time. I think that I am not alone right now. I've heard quite a few people say they are feeling the winter blues and feeling blah too. There really isn't much to look forward to in January. I am trying to keep myself focused on this weekend as I have been looking forward to the Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex show that is happening in a few days. I found out yesterday that my old high school friend is going to be going on Saturday and wants to meet up for coffee with Master and I. I havn't seen her in years. That will be really neat. She is married now and the last time we saw each other was just after high school and graduation. I also might be helping my ex sister in law out at her booth too at the sex show on the weekend. That might be really neat to help out and meet other people. I am a bit nervous about who else I might see there. Master R had told me he planned to go again as he enjoyed the last one so much. We havn't seen each other since our breakup. I also wonder about a few other people from the past who might show up there. It could be a very interesting weekend. Stay tuned for all the details and pictures from the sex show this weekend. We plan to take our camera and take lots of pictures for everyone. We have a brand new naughty HNT for tommorow to put up so stay tuned for that too. We havn't done HNT in a few weeks and we are excited about getting back into that again. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Storm Trooper spanking

I have a very busy day today but I wanted to post something really neat that I saw on another blog. I saw this over at Pandora's blog. I've thought about getting spanked from Han Solo or Anakin but I never thought about getting a spanking from a Storm Trooper. That could be very interesting. :) Pandora got this picture at The Force in the Flesh which had some very interesting things on the site including a Top 10 Craziest Star Wars tattoos on it which had this Storm Trooper spanking Captain Kirk on it. Check it out! Which one did you like the best of all the tattoos? I love the Yoda tattoo the most. :) I hope everyone is having a good day! May the force be with you all! ~padme amidala

Happiness in slavery

It's been an interesting two weeks for me. Master and I have played every night since boxing day. Every night has been something new and exciting. Sometimes I am in bondage while we watch a movie and other nights I was given pain with the whip or a spanking with the wooden spoon. We had countless orgasms together and more play in the last two weeks than we had for the last two months. It's brought us back to where we both want to be as Master and slave. There really is happiness in slavery. I have felt more relaxed and happy the last two weeks than I was for months. I was able to fight a serious depression and get back into my role as slave. Master has brought out feelings that I had forgotten about. We are always Master and slave but a lot of the D/s was starting to be on hold during December because of his Grandma passing away and family commitments because of the holidays. We were both too tired to play at the end of the day and I felt our force starting to suffer because of it all. I was feeling bitchy and cranky and overwhelmed by it all. Usually I am happy to be a slave but during those few weeks in early December I found myself questioning it all and very unhappy. I felt lost and I needed to be taken under Master's tight control again. I was craving total control over everything. Getting back to the TPE (total power exchange) that we were starting to put on hold due to all the stress going on in our lives. I knew Master needed me to be strong when his Grandma passed away and that I needed to take over a lot more of the responsibility but I was not happy about it. Inside I was suffering and needing Master so much. We had a really big talk just before Christmas and we both agreed to put the time and energy into getting back into the D/s again and bringing our force back together again. I've been reading about D/s again and putting all my energy into being a slave the last two weeks. I've served my Master outside the bedroom and also as a sexual slave. Whether it's been on my knees giving him a blowjob or serving him a delicious dinner or making sure to take care of all his needs, my focus has been on him completely. I have felt so free and happy being able to be a slave and to please my Master. It's given me true happiness that I havn't felt in a long time. I really do enjoy being a slave. There are tough times where I have questioned if this is the life for me but I know deep inside that I am a submissive and it makes me happy to please my Master. I hate having to make decisions and I feel more peace and happiness with being a slave to him. Our force feels so strong when we are on track with the TPE. We blend together and we both are happiest when he is in charge and the head of the household. I am not looking forward to tommorow and getting back into the old grind again. Kids are back in school this week and it's back to an early bedtime for me. No more late nights playing except for the weekends again. I know that we can't maintain what we have been with playing every single night. Everything is getting back to normal again and I really hope that we can continue to have a strong force and keep the D/s at the level it has been the last two weeks. Master has made all decisions for me and I've followed and I've been very content to hand over the absolute control to him. He's given me a list to follow while he's at work and that should help me stay on track. We also have a few things planned to help with the adjustment. We will still be able to communicate through the phone and g-mail. He wants me to write some essays about my slavery and he has some ideas for keeping me under his control firmly. I am really excited about the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show coming up this weekend. I have been looking forward to it for a few weeks and I'm really excited to shop for some naughty sex toys and have a fun day out. Master and I did go on a date yesterday to the Old Spaghetti Factory and also to see the new National Treasure movie with Nic Cage. We plan to go bowling with the family this week and we have been having a lot of fun lately as a couple and also as a family. :) I wanted to share one of my favorite poems with everyone. It was written by a woman that used to be a part of the same submissive woman's group with me called Latches back in 1997. I really loved her writing and I still read her stories and poems today and they are really well written and so erotic and passionate. Alexus and her husband, Master David were both a couple that I admired a lot. Her poem called Lover is one of my favorite bdsm poems that I have ever read. It moves me deeply. I'm not sure what ever happened to Alexus and David but I really enjoyed her writing when I was starting out in the D/s lifestyle and trying to find my way as a submissive slave.... Lover by alexus Lover I come to you on my knees tonight I'm feeling out of my place I have a need that only you can understand this slave begs for your control I need your absolute power eclipse my soul with it to remind me I am your possession I need you to cleanse me of these feelings of insolence Take your whip and together we will go back back to where we live where I need to be hear me scream and know that its for you lead me into your fire I will come and join you there I want you to make me worthy of you the whip and the pain they always bring me home I need to be bound completely lost use my body fill my every opening burn out my improper thoughts fill me completely with you I need you to give me pain to make me beg taste my tears let me pay the price for belonging to you take it out in my flesh to remind me take me to your edge and then lead me farther where we live together I go there for us. Alexus Kelsey Freeland copyright 1997 I hope everyone has had a good weekend. May the force be with you ~padme amidala

One week until the Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex Show!

It's hard to believe that it's almost time for the Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex Show in Vancouver, BC. It feels like yesterday that I was going to it for the first time and having many fun and naughty experiences that day and night. Master Anakin, Master R and I all went to the show last January and had a great time there. There was tons of sex stuff to look at and buy and sexy shows to watch and we enjoyed spending the day there. It's almost time again for the Sex show to come to Vancouver, BC again. It starts on the 10th and goes until the 13th. We plan to go next Saturday when we have sitting for our kids. We also have free passes for the show from my ex sister in law who has a booth there. We are both really excited about it!! I put up some pictures which remind me of the last Sex show in January 2007. I blogged about the details of that show in a post last January. I also put up more pictures from the show in another post which showed some of the things we bought there including the very naughty panties that I love so much! I bought my "spank me" panties at the show which I wore through the year and are my favorite pair of panties. I am putting the HNT picture we did shortly after the sex show with the spank me panties and the erotic feather that I bought there. I also bought my very sexy Fetish boots there too which became our header for Journey to the Darkside. I got a great deal on them there. The boots were regular priced for $150 but I was able to get them for $100. I havn't wore them as much as I would have liked this year but hopefully I will go to a Fetish event or maybe dress up in them one night to surprise Master Anakin. They are my favorite boots and make me feel incredibly sexy. I am putting up a picture of me wearing them and holding onto the crop which was used on my ass that one night. I also put up a picture of two girls I saw there which had body paint all over themselves. I hope this year to try that. Last year the line-up was too long and I didn't have the patience to wait. The sex show is a lot of fun and I posted a few times about the different experiences we had that day. The night of the sex show was also a lot of naughty fun and one of my most favorite memories of 2007. One of my favorite blog posts of 2007 was written by Master Anakin about our threesome fun with Master R that night of the sex show. Please check it out HERE if you havn't already read it. Master R decided to come back to our place after the day of sex show fun to have some naughty fun of our own. There is nothing like a threesome with two very sexy Doms. That night was incredible and one that I will never forget! I sure hope this year will be just as fun and hopefully we can buy some very naughty sex toys at the show and maybe more fetish wear. I have a leather skirt and vest but I'd like to get more leather to wear. :) We also want to expand our porn collection and it was on sale at the show last year. We have been saving up for this and I can't wait to go to the sex show next Saturday and start shopping! I recommend the Taboo Naughty but nice sex show to anyone who is in the Vancouver area next week. It's a lot of fun and there are seminars and lots of things to check out as well as all the shopping for sexy stuff. My favorite exhibit last year was the Sin City one. Sin City is a fetish club in Vancouver that I have been wanting to go to for years. They had a lot of bdsm equipment set up at the sex show last year. We were not allowed to take any pictures but I really enjoyed checking it all out. Maybe 2008 will be the year I finally get to go to a fetish event. Please let us know if you are going to attend the Taboo Naughty but nice sex show in vancouver next week. We'd love to meet some other bloggers or people who are going to be at the show. You can e-mail me at shyanne.blog@gmail.com if you want to make arrangements to meet at the show or come along with us. :) I hope everyone is having a good weekend! Master Anakin and I have some sitting this afternoon and hope to see a movie. We also hope to have some play time later tonight. Last night we had an hour of naughty play. I got a brief wooden spoon spanking and some fantastic oral sex and then we had a quick fuck before curling up together for bed. mmmm...I'm horny today and about to watch some porn and wait for Master to come home so we can go out on our date. My force feels strong today... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

I'm a proud cocksucker

Master Anakin spent a few days during his holidays designing a few new designs for our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. We got some really great ideas from the Fellatrix on adding some blowjob themed designs. We'd like to give her a special thank you for all the great ideas! There are a few t-shirts that I would love to wear including the "cocksucker and proud of it" one. :) There are some great ideas for gifts or to wear yourself. I hope Master will get me one of them for Valentine's day or our anniversary in April. I put up a picture of two of the new designs today. Be sure to check them all out at Darkside Digital Arts! I was asked a few weeks ago to participate in the Fellatrix's blog and I am very happy to let everyone know that I plan to be posting there and participating there. I did a blowjob interview with the Fellatrix a few months ago and I am very excited to be a part of her blog. Please check it out if you havn't already. She has some really great blowjob information and links as well as starting Fellatio Friday and a chance to contribute to blowjobs anonymous also. She's got a terrific theme for her blog and I've learned a lot from the different posts and links she has shared. I hope to post and be a part of the Fellatrix blog a lot in 2008! Look for me on there! Thanks Fellatrix for letting me be a part of it all! I am a very proud cocksucker and have given two amazing blowjobs in the last few days to Master Anakin. He's a very happy Master and very pleased with me. I gave him one on New Years eve during our play night. I wrote about it in a post yesterday. Yesterday I gave him another one when he came home from work. He was back at work and I had an alone day and was feeling a bit lonely and missing Master a lot. Master had an idea to keep things interesting and kinky while he was at work. I was given full permission to use my Hitachi as much as I wanted up until 5 pm when he got home from work. I could cum as many times as I wished. I spent most of my afternoon upstairs using the Hitachi. Master phoned me at one point on the cell phone to listen to me masturbating and ordered me to cum for him and I exploded! It was very erotic and intense and made my afternoon a lot of naughty fun! I spent the rest of the afternoon naked walking around the house. Skywalker was not expected home until late and Leia is still gone with her Dad until the 9th. A chance to be naked and not have any worries about being naughty. I had my blinds closed and felt like being naked and enjoyed the feeling of being naughty while waiting for Master to come home. I was told to be naked and on my knees when he came home from work. He wanted the leash on and ready for him. I was told that I would be pleasuring him with a full blowjob and to make sure everything was ready for it. I enjoyed the anticipation of it all. Waiting for his car to pull up and to hear the key unlocking the door. I made sure a porno was going and candles were lit and the room was cozy with the fireplace going and livingroom all cleaned up. I laid out a few toys in case he felt like spanking me. Master had a big smile as he walked through the door and saw me waiting for him fully naked and on my leash. He came up the stairs and kissed me and took the leash and then ordered me into the livingroom. He was happy to see everything was ready for some play and his blowjob. He felt my pussy and discovered I was very wet. He asked how many orgasms I had in the afternoon and I told him I had 4 big orgasms and was still horny. He got undressed and comfortable on the couch and had a few sips of the beer that was waiting for him. He played with my nipples a bit and then wanted to spank me before ordering me to give him his blowjob. I took his cock in my hands and started to rub his balls with the other hand. I started to suck on his cock slowly building up the intensity as he started to moan. "You are a really good little cocksucker. Aren't you, slave?" he said as he enjoyed the blowjob. I was told I was going to be swallowing his cum and to get ready. I sucked those last few big blows of his cock until the cum started to squirt and I covered my mouth around his cock and swallowed it all up just like a good little cocksucker. Mmmmm...Master was very pleased and I enjoyed giving him that blowjob so much! We enjoyed a movie together with me cuddled up naked and on my leash. It was the perfect way to spend time together and I enjoyed it so much. I enjoy being Master's cocksucker and I enjoy giving him lots of pleasure... I am putting up a picture of me giving Master a blowjob that was taken last year. I had braids in my hair and a red lingerie outfit and was down on my knees giving Master lots of pleasure by sucking on his cock. It is one of my favorite blowjob pictures that we have taken. Enjoy! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A New Years Eve to remember

Happy New Year! I hope everyone is recovering from their hangovers or all their fun for New Years eve. I had the best New years eve ever!! I will always remember our very special magical and naughty new years eve. We had an overnight and were able to drop Skywalker off early in the day so we had almost the whole day free and night. Master decided we were going to head out to North Vancouver for the day and he wanted to take me to the beach there. I love the beach!! I can spend hours at the beach just walking around and enjoying finding shells and breathing in the fresh ocean air. It was so beautiful there! I was also a bit naughty there too. It wasn't very cold out and I flashed my tits in a few different places there. We hope to put one up for HNT soon for everyone to see. :) We headed to the Lonsdale Quay for dinner and shopping afterwards. I love going there and have had some of the best memories with Master there. We picked up goodies from the bakery and had a delicious dinner there. I havn't eaten Greek food in a long time and it was amazing! We arrived as the sun was setting and got to see the amazing sunset over downtown Vancouver. We kissed and had a very magical moment between us there. I will never forget it! I asked Master to take me to Stanley park as I hadn't been downtown in a long time and I love going there. It's one of my favorite places to go and I didn't want to go home yet. So we drove over the Lions Gate Bridge and headed over to Prospect Point in Stanley Park. Those readers who have been there before know the beauty of Prospect Point. There is a beautiful view and you can see the Lions Gate Bridge very well too. I've seen people get wedding pictures done there. It's just so beautiful and I was overcome with emotions as Master and I made out while checking out the beautiful view there! We headed into Downtown for a dessert and walking around. There were tons of people walking down Robson Street and dressed up for new years eve. We enjoyed checking out some of the hot girls and I drooled over a few of the very good looking men all dressed up in their suits. We headed to the Bread Garden where I got a latte and Cheesecake and we watched the hockey game that was going on between Calgary and Vancouver Canucks. We had a really good talk too. We talked about the new years eve's of the past and what we hope to do in 2008. We headed home so we could have a few hours to play before midnight. Our toys were all laid out and I got dressed into something very naughty for Master. I wore my cheerleader skirt, fetish shoes and little miss dangerous t-shirt and also my "spank me" panties. The panties were pulled down very fast though to start spanking my poor bottom with the wooden spoon. We ordered a porn and we started to play. He put me on the leash right away and then he wanted to spank me with the new wooden spoon I got for Christmas. He made my ass nicely red and then demanded a blow job from me. I got down on my knees and sucked him and rubbed his balls a lot to get him very worked up. It didn't take him long to cum all over my tits and face. I was spanked also with the belt and new leather paddle before he gave me two very big orgasms one right after another with the Hitachi. I was very worn out by the time he was done with me. We headed upstairs with our drinks to watch Dick Clark's Rockn' New years eve party on TV which was starting. It was getting close to midnight and he told me he wanted to be spanking me before we rang in 2008. He spanked my poor already bruised ass for another 10 minutes before he stopped and allowed me to watch the show. I could feel the excitement in the air for the new year approaching. We counted down to the spanking new year and I could feel my ass and pussy very sore from all the play. I was on the leash and naked in his arms. It felt like heaven! I was overcome with emotions as we rang in the new year together. It was a beautiful and amazing new years eve together! I am putting up a few pictures that were taken on New years eve night for everyone to see including a few spanking pictures that were with the wooden spoon. Notice how red my poor bottom was! :) We had done a poll asking readers what their favorite HNT picture was for 2007. The winner by 40% was "waiting for a cropping". The second place winner was "bad girl in the corner". Thank you for voting! We really enjoyed hearing from everyone. We look forward to more HNT pictures for 2008. We put up a new poll today asking you what you would like to see more of on Journey to the Darkside. You can vote on as many different things as you wish. Do you want to see more spanking pictures? Or more stories? Or more contests or toy reviews? Please vote and let us know. We enjoy the feedback and hearing from everyone. Be sure to check out our store, Darkside Digital Arts! Master Anakin added a bunch new designs over the last few days. I saw a few t-shirts that I can't wait to get for myself including this one! We hope everyone enjoyed their New years eve and is having a great start to 2008! Master is back to work today and I am missing him so much!! He's been on holidays for almost 3 weeks because of all the time he took off when his Grandma passed away. It's been really strange to not have him here today telling me what to do. I feel a bit lost today. Master has told me I can use the Hiatchi as much as I want to though today and to enjoy a day alone. Skywalker is away for the day and I have the place free and lots of time to masturbate. Thank you Master for allowing me to use the Hitachi! Our force feels strong and I can't wait til Darth Vader is home. I have enjoyed playing with him every single night since Boxing Day! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala