TGIF! Time for the weekend!

TGIF! What a long week it's been. I've been so busy that I've barely had any time at the computer. I try to keep up with my twitter updates which you can see on my sidebar. I will probably not be online much this weekend. We are working on cleaning our basement which is going to take a few weekends to do. There is so much stuff to sort out. We are trying to prepare for a move in the next few months and there is so much to do. Master and I havn't had any time to get naughty. We are so tired by the time the kids go to bed. Leia had a sleepover last night that went until 2 am. Tonight Skywalker is testing for his orange belt for karate. We've been getting him ready for it. I've been getting ready for a big dinner tonight too that I am hosting. I really miss Master. We only seem to get a little bit of time together each day. I am really looking forward to watching 30 Days of Nights with him later for a date after Skywalker is in bed. That movie looks scary! I will have to snuggle close to Master during it. I hope we can play on the darkside this weekend too. I miss his spankings and pain. I am craving a lot of dark play with Darth Vader. My friend, good girl sent me the picture of Han Solo and I got a laugh and had to put it up for everyone to see. T-Shirt Hell made a t-shirt which said "Han Job". I love that picture! It's priceless! Can you just imagine Princess Leia giving Han Solo a hand job? lol. I love Harrison Ford. Han Solo was such a cutie and I loved his attitude. Him and Princess Leia had such chemistry between them. You can vote for my webcam blowjob post over at the Fellatrix Blog today. If you havn't read it yet, check it out! I have seen this meme around and wanted to give it a try today: 1. What is your occupation? house slave and mom 2. What color are your socks right now? I am just wearing my pink fuzzy slippers and no socks on my feet. 3. What are you listening to right now? Flower by Moby 4. Last thing you ate? Granola Bar 5. Can you drive a stick shift? Nope 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? red 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Darth Vader! 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? No one sent this to me. 9. How old are you? 35 10. Favorite drink? Alcoholic: Merlot Non-alcoholic: Coffee 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? UFC 12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yup. Many times. 13. Pets? A little furry kitty who meows and purrs a lot. 14. Favorite food? Chocolate (That's food, isn't it?) 15. What was the last movie you watched? 300 on DVD 16. What was the last book you read? The Ethical Slut 17. What do you do to vent anger? I like to walk or box. I will go for a walk or go downstairs and use our punching bag. 18. What was your favorite toy as a child? A stuffed animal 19. What is your favorite season? Fall 20. Hugs or kisses? Both are nice :) 21. Cherries, Blueberries or Strawberries? Blueberries Have a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Panties down paddling

Happy HNT! Master Anakin didn't have time to do a HNT picture this week so I went through some of our older pictures to chose a really naughty spanking one to put up for HNT. I was over the pillow on our bed and given a paddling on my bare bottom. I was wearing my cupcake shirt and my pink and white panties were pulled down for the paddling. You can see my nicely red bottom after he used the Anakin's paddle and also his belt on my ass. Master and I have been really busy this week. We havn't been able to spend much time together or get naughty. I hope we can spend some time playing this weekend. I miss him a lot. I saw a meme and I kept meaning to do it. I don't have much to write about so I figured I would do that today. I got this at Tom Paine's blog. 1. Chocolate or Whipped Cream - mmmm..I like both 2. Leather or PVC - Leather. I love leather. :) 3. Outdoor sex or Indoor Sex - I prefer indoor sex but I always enjoy outdoor sex too. It is too hard to chose. 4. Jacuzzi or Bed - Bed. 5. Bad Sex or No Sex - Bad sex. Any sex is better than no sex at all in my opinion. 6. Dominate or Be Dominated - Do you really have to ask? lol. I love to be dominated and love to be Master's slave. 7. Thigh Highs or Body Stocking - Thigh Highs. I have many different sexy pairs of them. 8. Fast or Slow - It depends on my mood. I mostly like it fast but sometimes nice and slow is nice too. ;0 9. Rough or Gentle - It also depends on my mood. I like it rough but sometimes gentle is nice too. 10. Bite or Suck - Suck (especially if it's sucking cock) :) 11. Dirty Talking or Dirty Talking to - I like to dirty talk. I love to talk like a naughty girl and get Master all worked up. 12. Edible Panties or No Panties - No panties. I have never worn edible panties before. 13. Spanking Paddle or Bare Hand - Bare hand! The Anakin's paddle hurts too much! 14. Landing Strip or Bald Eagle (aka Kojak) - Bald Eagle. I like to shave my pussy nice and smooth. 15. Multiple Sessions or One good fuck - It depends. Both can be really nice. Some nights I want to fuck all night and other times I'm happy we've had one good fuck and can go to bed. 16. Moaning or Screaming - I'm a screamer! I've had a lot of people call me a screamer because of how loud I can scream when cumming 17. Older men or Younger men - Older men 18. Three Way or No Way - Three way 19. Swinging or No Swinging - No swinging. We are poly but I don't consider us swingers. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy birthday good girl!

I'd like to wish our friend, good girl a very happy birthday! We sent her out a gift from our online store and I wanted to do a special blog post today for her too to wish her a very happy birthday! I am very grateful for our friendship and I wish her a very happy birthday and a great year ahead. Happy birthday and may the force be with you, good girl! I hope you get a birthday spanking and some naughty fun too for your birthday. :) I didn't get much done yesterday after finding out the news that my sister had gotten married. I spent most of last night on the phone with her listening to all the details. She gave me a few juicy details of the wedding night too. Wow! Sounds like quite the night for her. Master wasn't too pleased that none of my chores got done yesterday. I didn't get punished because he understood why. There was special circumstances with that surprise news from my sister. He did put a few extra chores on the list today to make up for it though. I've been working on those this morning and I have a dinner going in the slow cooker today. It smells amazing and I can't wait to serve that to him. I got see my friend, talia today too for a bit. I hope we can get together soon for a coffee. It was great to see her. Master and I havn't been too naughty the last few days since our webcam party on Saturday. I am hoping we can have some naughty fun later tonight. I miss him a lot. I was having some fantasies this morning of us. Fantasies of playing with Darth Vader. Hopefully we'll be able to play on the darkside again soon. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Naughty webcam Family Guy-Blue Harvest party

It's been quite the weekend. Friday night was a very late night playing on the darkside with Darth Vader. Saturday was spent being naughty and having a really awesome webcam party with our friends, Griz and good girl. We watched the new Family Guy-Blue Harvest movie and had pizza and drinks and we all got really naughty too. I was put on a leash for the webcam party as you can see in the one picture. We took lots of pictures during the party and I put up a few today for everyone to check them out. We had a really great time and continued playing later Saturday night too. I didn't get much sleep this weekend. Friday and Saturday nights were very late with playing into the early morning hours. Last night I didn't sleep because I was thinking about some big decisions that were made yesterday. Saturday was a really nice escape for a day. Lots of naughty playing and fun times. We got to see our friends do a Violet Wand demonstration for us on the webcam. That was really neat to see! We have never seen that kind of play before and we both really enjoyed it. I gave Master Anakin a blowjob too on the webcam which I wrote about on the Fellatrix blog today. We wanted to put on a naughty show in return for the naughty show that our friends put on for us. I got my nipples flogged and I came twice during all the naughty play. I got to be in control of good girl's orgasm which was very fun. She begged me to cum and came hard when I told her to. I got to see them both fucking which was very sexy and arousing! He told her to cum for her Daddy and then she came for him. So amazing to watch and so much fun! I wore my leather skirt and little miss dangerous when the party started. I changed into my blue nightie at one point and also put on my pink wig. My nipples and pussy were so sore by the time the night was over. What's a Star Wars spanking party without spanking too. There was plenty of that going on. I got paddled with the Anakin's paddle and also the leather paddle. A few with his hand too and bit of flogging. I was given his belt at one point upstairs in our room. We took a brief break from the webcam so I could go upstairs for some attention on my ass. He had to leave to get Skywalker and he wanted me to have a reminder of his control and he wanted me sitting on a sore ass. I got to watch as Griz came all over good girl's face. That was very hot and sexy to watch. Saturday night there was more play and more orgasms and some fucking. What a day! I'm really glad I was able to have that kind of naughty day and some nice escape before our big talk yesterday. We have been making some big decisions which will affect our future. We have decided to put our place up for sale in the next month. We have some work that we have to get done on our place before we can put it up for sale. We'll be working on that for the next month. Then we have to try to find a new place that hopefully has 3 bedrooms so our kids can have their own room. The 2 bedroom is not working out very well anymore. Leia needs her own space as she is turning 13 in a few months and starting high school later this year. It's exciting and it's going to be a really big move but it's a lot of work ahead for us and it's stressing me out a bit too because I've overwhelmed. The list of things to get done seems huge and keeps growing. We've got a basement to get cleaned up and also a list of different repairs we have to do on our place. Skywalker was a toddler when we first moved in and destroyed a lot of walls and things. There is lots of work ahead and my daily list will be much longer and I will be having a lot less time online the next while. I have also decided to join a gym with Master Anakin. We want to get back into being healthy again and we will be checking out a gym tonight that we both are hoping to join. I think it will be good to get into some classes and have somewhere to hang out and hopefully meet a few new friends. I think it will help me to get back into shape more and I think it will help a lot to get out of this depression I have been in the last two months. I am slowly feeling stronger but I feel like something is missing in my life. I was telling my friend, Shasta that she has inspired me with joining a gym. I know she's felt happier and told me she's had better pms with joining her gym. I've had some health issues going on and I think that might help me to get healthier. It doesn't help that I don't eat red meats so I tend to get very anemic and I am dealing with some period problems the last few months. I have vowed to make some good positive changes and the weather is also helping with feeling better about things. It's sunny again today and it's been feeling more like spring lately. I have SAD (seasonal affective disorder) so I know that it tends to affect me more in the winter time and darker months. March is almost here and a busy month ahead and spring time coming closer. I am really excited and nervous and also feeling good about the new changes ahead. Some sacrifices are going to have to be made for the upcoming move. Master promised me a trip on my own but I have decided to decline that offer. I'd rather put the money into our new home and maybe some new furniture and things for it. We may not be having much of a family trip either this year but we have talked about trying to go on a bigger trip all together in 2009. The focus on the next few months is going to be on the move and finding a new home for the Skywalkers. EDIT: I just found out some really big news in my family!!!!!!!!!!!!! My little sister got married in Vegas! She is a new bride!! I'm shaking and stunned. They decided to elope. I had a feeling she was going to do it but it was so shocking still to see the pictures and hear about it. WOW!!! My head is spinning with that news! My force is feeling strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Family Guy-Blue Harvest webcam party

We have done a few Star Wars spanking parties but it's been a while since we have done one and we are really excited about today's webcam party with our friends, Griz and good girl. Today's webcam party is a private party with our good friends and we are planning to watch the new Family Guy-Blue Harvest movie with them. We saw it for the first time last week and we were really impressed. It's a must see for any Star Wars fan or anyone who likes Family Guy. Master and I had quite a few laughs and we really enjoyed it. Stewie is Darth Vader and Lois is Princess Leia. It's so neat to see the different characters from Star wars combined with Family Guy. We are big fans of both so this was a real bonus to see. We are huge Star Wars fans but we also really enjoy Family Guy. We've seen almost every episode. We recommend this movie to everyone. Here is a trailer from the Family Guy-Blue Harvest movie. We are looking forward to watching the movie again today with our friends. We are planning to order pizza and have a few drinks and watch the movie with our friends and have a great time. The party starts soon and I've been getting ready for it this morning. We are getting a demonstration today from Griz and good girl with the Violet wand that they got. I'm really excited about seeing it in action and watching them play together. I've enjoyed many webcam nights with our friends and it's always a really fun and enjoyable time. I am hoping that we'll all have some naughty fun too as Master has asked to bring down the toys and also my leash as he wants me on it during the party. I have shaved my pussy and am hoping that tonight will be as enjoyable and as nice of an escape as last night. I got to play with Darth Vader and my ass and tits are still pretty sore from it all. I loved to play on the darkside with Darth and things got pretty rough. I am watching Revenge of the Sith right now on our new big screen tv. It's a whole different experience watching it on the 42 inch. I wanted to get into the Star Wars mood for our webcam party later and I havn't seen it in a while. I can't help but think of Master when I see Anakin in the movie. I see a lot of Master in that character which is why he decided to call himself Anakin when we started our blog. He has two different sides to him....Anakin and Darth Vader. He is sweet and loving and a wonderful husband and Daddy. He is also like Darth Vader when he gets mean and shows the true darkside of his personality. I have always loved his intense dark sadistic side to him. I got to see it last night and I've got bruises and marks to remind me that he can be as mean as he can be loving and gentle. I crave that side to him sometimes. I have a deep masochistic need in me to take the pain that he gives to me. It calms me...centers and focuses me. Our force connects and we feel complete when we play on the darkside. I put up a new poll on our side bar asking you who your favorite Star Wars character is. We would love to hear from you. You might be surprised with who I picked. I really love the character of padme but I picked Yoda. Yoda is awesome! :) I hope everyone is having a naughty weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

1,000 blog posts for Journey to the Darkside

It's hard to believe that this is blog post #1,000 here at Journey to the Darkside. We have been blogging for almost 3 years now and we have done 1000 posts. Some posts have been sexy and naughty. Some have been serious and dealt with different life issues going on. Some have been funny and some have been about Star Wars or spankings. We have come a long way on our Journey. Over 1.5 million hits on our blog and 1,000 posts and we try to share many of our adventures along the way with our pictures and posts. We appreciate all of our readers who have been there along our Journey and continue to comment and give us feedback about how you feel about our Journey to the Darkside. I got a really nice surprise from my friend, Shasta yesterday. She sent us our Valentine's day gift and card. I wanted to put up a picture of what she sent because it's so unique and neat. I've never seen chocolate handcuffs before so it was really surprising to open the parcel and see them. I am not sure whether to save them or eat them because they look so yummy! I want to give a big thank you to Shasta for sending it to us with the beautiful card. We hope she liked our Valentine's gift to her also. :) TGIF! I am so glad that it's Friday today. The end of a long week. It's a beautiful sunny day today in Vancouver, B.C. and I am looking forward to spending some time outside today. I've been inside this morning watching porn and getting myself all worked up and horny. Darth Vader woke me up this morning when he was getting ready for work. He was telling me dark fantasies of what he wants to do to me this weekend. He got me all wet and teased my pussy with his fingers. Then he denied me an orgasm and told me that I have to wait and think about it all day. I've been thinking about his fantasy all morning. Wondering if Darth Vader will take me to the darkside tonight. Will he really do those mean things to me that he was talking about? Was it just a fantasy or does he have some evil plans lurking for me this weekend? We also have a webcam party planned for tommorow night with our friends, Griz and good girl. We plan to watch the Family Guy-Blue Harvest movie and they are planning to do a demonstration for us of their new Violet Wand that they bought last month. I've always been curious about the wand and I am looking forward to seeing it in action tommorow during our webcam party. It should be a lot of fun! You can vote for my latest post over at the Fellatrix blog for Fellatio Friday. I hope everyone enjoyed reading about my blowjob that I gave to Master Anakin at the River Rock Casino last weekend. I just got a message from Darth that he wants my butt plug in my ass at 3 pm and that I am to get ready for a night on the darkside. I am really curious what he has planned for me and very excited too! Looks like it's going to be a very naughty weekend for me. :) I hope everyone has a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Pink schoolgirl

Hello and Happy HNT everyone. I have always loved My padme in a schoolgirl skirt. I enjoyed Photoshopping this image of padme and I hope you like it too. My padme wearing her pink wig, schoolgirl skirt, heart stockings and stiletto heels. Naughty schoolgirls always inspire a good spanking and she got one shortly after taking this photo. I put her in a hand drawn frame and gave everything a nice sepia tone. Please leave a comment or an email and let us know what you think. We'd love to hear from you. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin

Naughty webcam fun and a day with Darth Vader

We had a really wild and naughty day yesterday. Monday is not usually that wild. I'm not used to drinking the vodka at noon and having tons of orgasms through the afternoon. It was a really fun escape and we had a lot of naughty fun together. Master surprised me with staying home from work. I know it was a holiday in some places but not here in B.C. We were excited about spending a day together and having some play time. He took the kids to school and I got onto JLD for a bit. Master came home and then came onto the webcam for a while. I wore my leather skirt, white top and girlie socks. I put on a porno on our big screen TV. I got some toys downstairs and went onto the webcam. Master came home and got comfortable. I got down on my knees and gave him a blowjob while the perverts at JLD watched. It always adds a lot to the play to have people watching the naughty fun. This is the second blowjob in the last few days that I have given to Master. I gave him one at the River Rock Casino on Saturday night too in our car which was in the parking garage which I wrote about on the Fellatrix blog. I was chatting with my friend, Griz on yahoo. Darth Vader had a very naughty idea. He was wondering if Griz and good girl would like a private show on the webcam. He planned to make me cum a lot and try to break my orgasm record of 12 orgasms. He was wondering if they wanted to see us play. We got off JLD and onto the webcam on yahoo with our friends. I got my tits flogged and I got paddled with the leather paddle and Anakin's paddle. I was made to cum with the Hitachi on my clit and the Rabbit fucking my pussy. Clothespins on my nipples. I loved knowing that our friends were watching on the cam. It added a lot to the naughty play. I had a few more orgasms and Master played with my tits a lot. My nipples were flogged, pinched, squeezed, and abused over and over again. My nipples were sore for hours after we played. We hope that Griz and good girl enjoyed the naughty show. We had a lot of fun playing on the webcam with them both. I was put into leg cuffs at one point. He put handcuffs on me and I was having to type while having them on. It made it pretty interesting. lol. I put up a picture of it for everyone to see. We were on the webcam for a few hours and I came several more times. I used the vodka bottle to fuck my pussy at one point. I was drinking shots and fucking my pussy with it at the same time. I came fucking it and using the Hitatchi at the same time. I almost broke the orgasm record. I got all the way to 9 orgasms before I was so exhausted that I had to stop. The kids were also coming home from school so we were forced to take a break from all the play. We watched the new Resident Evil movie on our big screen TV and cuddled up together. We also watched some Miami Vice. We are trying to get through season 4 so we can start season 5 that I got for Christmas from Master. Did anyone catch the new Knight Rider show? I love the shows from the 80's. :) Master was very happy that he got his Valentine's day present in the mail. I ordered him the "I find your lack of faith disturbing" t-shirt from our online store. I put up a picture today for everyone to see what it looks like on Darth Vader. It looks really good on him and he looked so sexy wearing it. Darth Vader enjoyed a naughty Monday with his girl playing on the webcam and trying to break the orgasm record. I really love having days like that. Today is a beautiful sunny day. It almost feels like Spring time. I enjoyed a walk this morning and will be out again this afternoon walking around in the sunshine. It lifts my spirits and I feel a lot better than I have in a long time. It's a good feeling and my force feels strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A naughty and amazing weekend

The last few days have been really amazing and memorable for Master and I. We had a terrific Valentine's day. On Saturday I had a day free to myself and watched porn and relaxed. I was waiting for Master to come back home from his parent's with Skywalker. Leia was at her Dad's. I got a really big surprise when Master walked in without Skywalker. Skywalker didn't want to leave so they decided to keep him for us overnight. We talked about where to go. I wanted to go for a drive and get out of the city. Master wanted me to bring my butt plug in my purse and I was told to make sure I brought it. I dressed up and we headed to our favorite place to be on a Saturday night....The River Rock Hotel and Casino in Richmond, BC. We had stayed overnight in the hotel for my 35th birthday and we also celebrated our anniversary together in November there. The sun was starting to set and we went to the marina outside first to watch it set. It was so romantic and a really sweet moment with Master. He took some pictures and we held each other for a while watching the boats come into the marina and the sun set over the bridge and airplanes coming in over our heads. The Vancouver airport is only five minutes away so the planes fly right over your head to land. It's amazing to watch. I put up two pictures of the sun setting at the marina part of the casino. It was really beautiful and I enjoyed a really wonderful time outside before we headed inside the casino to gamble. I love the feel of the casino on a Saturday night. The sound of the slot machines and the sounds of people winning and excitement in the air. We headed up to video poker and played on it for a while side by side. I then asked permission to go downstairs and play on the Quarter slots. I took my 20 bucks and headed downstairs. I was just about threw the 20 bucks when something really exciting happened! I won $396 dollars!! The machine had lights flashing and I was shaking when I took out the cash receipt to go cash. I went to find Master and saw the excitement on his face when he saw how much I had won! What a feeling! I've won money down in Vegas but I've never won that much in Vancouver before. We decided to quit at that point while we were ahead. We didn't want to put it all back into the slots. We headed to the lounge and I had a few drinks to celebrate. I was pretty buzzed at this point. I was told to go put the butt plug into my ass. He walked me to the bathroom and waited outside for me. I felt like a dirty slut shoving that plug deep into my ass in the casino restroom. I was so wet too and excited about the evening. We headed to our car and then I gave him a blowjob in our car which was out at the parking garage. I wrote all the naughty details of that blowjob over at the Fellatrix blog today. Please be sure to check it out! I had to sit with the butt plug up my ass all the way home from the casino. Every bump in the road would shove it deeper into my ass. It drove me crazy!! We stopped to pick up some munchies and I had to walk into the store with the butt plug in my ass. I was very aware of it and it was hard to walk properly. Master had a huge smile on his face at one point over my embarrasment. He said I was blushing while paying for the purchases. I kept thinking that it was noticeable to others that I had something up my ass. lol. We got home and I was sent upstairs and told to take out the plug and get out the toys. I got into my new lingerie from Valentine's day. I put on a porn and lit some candles. I put out the Hitatchi and rabbit and other spanking toys. Master gave me a very intense spanking with the different impliments. My ass got red fast and then I was told to cum for him while he pounded my pussy with the Rabbit and I used the Hitatchi on my clit. I was told that I would be cumming 3 times and to get ready for #2. My pussy was very sore but he made it cum again by using his fingers. Fucking me with them and then playing with my clit...mmmm. It felt so good and I shook hard when he told me to cum again. The last orgasm was from the Hitachi on my clit. Things were spinning at this point. I fell asleep naked with my leash around his wrist. I felt owned and happy and very relaxed. Yesterday we headed down to Best Buy. We had decided to take my winnings and some of our tax refund and treat ourselves. We have always wanted a big screen TV. We drool at them and we've seen other people get one but we have never been able to get one. We decided to splurge and got a brand spanking new 42 inch LCD TV from LG. Master was barely able to fit it into our car to take it home. We moved some furniture around and set up a really cool livingroom with the TV and entertainment system. We also got a HD DVD player too. It was a very exciting day for the Skywalkers. Our kids were so excited to hook up the Wii to it. Master wanted to watch some UFC fights on the big screen. We watched the new Family Guy-Blue Harvest too on it! We are planning to watch it again this weekend with our friends, Griz and good girl when we have our webcam party. Master decided to take the day off work today so we can watch the new Resident Evil-Extinction movie on it. We bought it yesterday and we want to watch it today on the new TV and also enjoy some play time together. We have the day without kids as they are in school. I want to see what a porno looks like on the big screen. :) I hope everyone had a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

More Valentine's Day pictures

I posted all the naughty details of our special Valentine's day in my last blog post. We took so many pictures and I wanted to post a few more of them for everyone to see. I wanted to put up a picture of my new lingerie that I bought for Master. It's so pretty with pink hearts on the bra and black sheer look. It came with a black g string thong to match the outfit. It didn't cover much of my ass and made it easy for Master to make nice and red after using all the different impliments on it. In one picture I'm holding onto my leash and also the Anakin's paddle just before he used it on my ass. I put up a picture in my last post of what my ass looked like when he was done paddling it. I also wanted to put up a picture of him using the pinwheel on me. I love that new pinwheel we got from the Taboo Sex show. We've used it a lot and it's become my new favorite toy. :) I also put up a picture today of the beautiful pink flowers from Master and his card waiting for me on the bed. The card is addressed to "wife" as he likes to call me that. I still get goosebumps when I hear him call me wife. I really love to be married to him. I am still enjoying those flowers this morning and found myself looking at them and remembering our special Valentine's day together. I am a lucky girl to have such a special Master who gave me a Valentine's day to remember... Last night we had planned to play but I had a few too many drinks and Master was too tired. I did go over to JLD for a while and went on the webcam. I also did a private show with my friend, Dark. I was told that I wasn't allowed to cum though so I never had an orgasm last night. We are planning to play tonight and I'm horny and ready to play on the darkside with Darth Vader. :) I've got a free day and I've watched some porn and I'm going to take a hot bath and maybe do a bit of shopping before Master comes home and we are able to spend some play time together. It's been a really good weekend and I am looking forward to some escape and naughty fun tonight. I hope everyone is having a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A romantic and amazing Valentine's day

I had a romantic and memorable Valentine's day with Master. He is a very romantic man and he still can surprise me in really big ways. Yesterday I woke up to lots of kisses and snuggles from Master. He let me sleep in a bit while he got the kids off to school. He came back to pick me up and we headed out to get our taxes done. We got a much bigger refund than what we were expecting. This was a really nice surprise. Master recently got a raise at work too. He told me he was taking me out to breakfast at one of our favorite restaurants. We talked through breakfast about our memories of valentine's day and the future. I had a really yummy omlette and felt very content looking into Master's eyes and holding his hand during some of our conversation. Master decided after breakfast that he was going to spoil his girl. I was told to go enjoy and buy whatever lingerie I wanted at one of my favorite lingerie stores. It was the store where I got my wedding lingerie. It specializes in plus sizes for women and I have a very large chest and need the extra support with that. They were having a Valentine's day sale and I found the most beautiful and romantic black sheer lingerie there. I put up a picture of me wearing it and holding onto my champagne and pink flowers. It fit me perfectly and had pink hearts on the bra part of it. Master said it was his favorite of all the lingerie I have ever bought for him. I practically skipped out of the store because I was so excited to wear it for Master and the happiness in my heart at that moment. Then I got treated at one of my favorite stores. Saje has aromatherapy and lots of essential oils. I got a tantra oil gift box with lots of goodies in it. I also got some spray for my insomnia and the cinnamon soap that Master loves so much to surprise him with. Master got me a candy bracelet while I was gone and some pink flowers. The bracelet was so cute and had one candy heart on it which said "I love you". I am truly a lucky girl!! I also got some chocolates too and some of my favorite cheesecake. Master can't eat it cheesecake but he knows how much I love it! My diet went out the window yesterday. lol. We stopped by the liquor store and picked up an expensive bottle of champagne. I don't normally drink champagne and it felt really incredible to pick out a very fine bottle of the best champagne and actually buy it! We felt there were a lot of reasons to celebrate. We both barely made it back to the car without making out like crazy. I couldn't wait to get home and make love to him! We got back home and Master said he had to run out and get a graphics card he has been wanting to get. He said to set up all the toys and get dressed into my new lingerie and to set up the scene for us. He would be back in about half an hour. He popped the champagne and poured me a bottle and kissed me deeply as he left. I got to work right away. I got changed into my new lingerie and girlie socks from the Taboo sex show. I put on a temporary tattoo with two hearts. I put it right above my own heart. I put on my new tantra oil and body lotion. I put on a porno and got out the toys. I took a picture of the toys laid out ready for Master to use on me. My leash, paddles, whip, flogger, rabbit, gag, rope, pinwheel, and crop. I lit some scented candles and sprayed the bed with the tantra spray. I also put the pink flowers in a vase and beside our bed. I also laid out the Hitatchi and plugged it in right next to our bed. I waited for Master to arrive and sipped champagne. I heard him comes up the stairs and he was very impresed with the set up and how I looked. He got changed into his silky boxers and put on some Axe cologne which I love. That always drives me crazy! I was then ordered over the pillow which was waiting at the end of the bed and put on my leash. I was gagged and roped so I couldn't get away or complain. I was paddled very hard and long with the Anakin's paddle and leather paddle. My ass got red and sore very fast. I could tell Master was in Darth mode. I also got the whip and crop after the paddling. My ass was sore for hours after he was done with it! Nothing like a hard Valentine's day spanking as the best gift of all! I was a very submissive and happy girl after the attention on my ass. I was told to make Darth Vader really hard after he had made me ass so red. So I sucked on his cock and used my hands to make him hard and excited. You can see in the one picture my candy braclet showing on my wrist while I am holding his very hard cock. He rolled me over and penetrated me and then fucked me long and hard. Left me on the verge of an orgasm but denied me. I was told to wait. He came so big up my pussy that I had his cum running down my legs when I went to clean up. He let me out of the bondage and the gag came off. I cleaned up and came back to him waiting for me. I was then given my first orgasm. First he got me to get naked. Then he flogged my tits with the soft flogger. He then picked up the pinwheel and got my nipples so hard and erect. I wanted to cum sooooooo bad after that! He drives me crazy with the sensation play. First feeling the flogger and then pinwheel!! ohhhh..what a combination for my tits! He fucked me with the rabbit as I used the Hitatchi on my clit as I spread my legs wide for him. He made sure to fuck me towards my g spot so I could feel it more. I exploded so hard when he finally gave me permission and the orgasm seemed to go on forever. Pain and pleasure all at once. I was shaking and needed Master's cuddles afterwards. He made me cum again after some erotic hand spanking. This time he used his fingers. Then he fucked me again. Ahhhhh...I felt like jello by the time our play ended. My legs could barely move. I was floating in such a pleasant subspace for the rest of the night. It was a perfect Valentine's day! I am so lucky to have such a special Daddy in my life. He takes good care of me and knows how to make me purrrrrrrr. I hope everyone had a great Valentine's day! TGIF and enjoy the weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy Valentine's Day!

We didn't have time to do a new Valentine's day HNT picture so we decided to put up the one from last year. I think this picture is so sexy and naughty and I hope you enjoy it as much as we enjoyed taking it. I am wearing my red lingerie and black and white thigh hi's. Master put the new thumbcuffs on me to try them out. They were a present last Valentine's day and we have used them a few times. I love how they are so small but yet so restrictive. Master photoshopped in some Valentine's day candy hearts which say spank me all around the picture. Sooo cute!! I am really excited about tommorow and I get really into Valentine's day. I love the romance of the day and I always try to celebrate it in a big way with Master. I also make sure to make it special for my kids. Skywalker has Pirates of the Caribbean valentine's cards to give out to his class. Leia made some personal gifts for her close friends. She is giving a special Valentine card to her crush. lol. She's almost 13 and having crushes now on the boys. The grey hair is starting already I tell ya! Both kids will get a special treat in their lunch for Valentine's day. I like to make it special and let them know we love them both. Master has taken the day off work. He does this every year. We always spend Valentine's day together. I've always had really good memories on Valentine's day. I can remember watching The Notebook with him one year for the first time. We both held each other that night after watching that movie. Last year we watched Far and Away. I'm not sure which movie we will watch this year. This year we plan to drop the kids off at school and head down to get our taxes done. I always love getting our tax refund. We are planning to go for breakfast and maybe a bit of shopping and then home for hours of kid free time and playing. I havn't had a really hard spanking in a while and I've asked for that as one of my Valentine's day gifts from Master. He is always happy to give that to me. :) I want to buy something new and sexy for Master and hope to maybe pick something up today for that. I love to buy new lingerie for Valentine's day. Last year I got something very sexy from La Senza. I am a true believer in romance. I love to watch a classic love story with Master and I always buy him a romantic card and this year I bought him a gift from our online store. I got him a t-shirt that he has really wanted. It's the "I find your lack of faith disturbing" t-shirt. I hope it arrives soon in the mail. I also have something else a little more romantic to give to him tommorow. I am really looking forward to spending the day with Master. I think Valentine's day is a day to tell those closest to you that you love them and they are special to your heart. I sent out a card to my friend, Shasta and we ordered her some neat gifts from our online store. She helped to design one of them and we both wanted to give her one to have. I'm really hope her gift comes before Valentine's day too. We got our friend, good girl something from our online store also. It's her birthday coming up and we both wanted her to have something special from our store. :) I'd like to say a personal thank you and happy valentine's day to all our readers. We appreciate your comments and e-mails and that you've all been there for our journey...our Journey to the Darkside. There are many readers who share a special place in my heart. I hope you all have a wonderful day tommorow and a very happy valentine's day! This song is going out to my special Valentine. I can't imagine spending Valentine's day with anyone other than Master. He is my Jedi and true force and I am truly, deeply, in love with him... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A week on the darkside

I feel like I have been living on the darkside the last week and not in a very good way. Dark thoughts and lots of depression and I've been feeling like I am drowning in quicksand. I just can't seem to get a break. One thing happens and I try to process it and then something else comes along and pushes me down. At times I have been having panic attacks where I feel like I can't breathe. My heart is racing and my stomach is in knots. I can't eat...can't sleep...can't breathe and I am drowning. I honestly thought last week I was having a heart attack the one day. Master has been worried about me and taking care of me like a Daddy. He's been trying to make sure I eat even when I don't feel like it. He put me to bed early last night after having some serious insomnia going on the last week. I can't seem to be able to sleep more than a few hours at a time. I get up and then my mind races and I can't get back to bed. I know that I have been depressed for a while now but trying to hide it. I didn't want to trouble Master with my dark thoughts. I know that wasn't very fair to him because I wasn't coming to him and he is my Dom. I'm supposed to be telling him what is really going on inside of me. I pushed him away so hard last week because I was hurting inside. I blamed him for some of the stress and I said a lot of really hurtful things to him. We havn't had a big fight like that in a long time but this one was a whopper. We slept in seperate beds that night. I don't think I slept a more than a wink. I cried myself to sleep feeling very disappointed in myself as a slave and also as a wife. I woke up and wanted to ask him to come back to our bed but I was worried he was too angry with me. I think I was in self destructive mode last week. I wanted to hurt those closest to me. To push them away. I was dying inside and I didn't know how bad it was until my sister pointed it out to me. I had a really serious depression after my car accident in 2001. I lost weight and was having panic attacks and wouldn't leave the house. The same thing was starting to happen again. I finally was able to ask for help after a few days of self destruction. I've lost six pounds over the last few weeks and slid very far into a serious depression. Dealing with loss, bad news, health issues, and just so much happening all at once. I also have seasonal affective disorder and the weather has not been helping things this month with the cold and rainy gross weather. I lashed out at those who love me the most last week. I think I was hoping they would all go away and I could go furthur towards the darkside. I am not easy to be friends with or in a relationship with. Master calls me a "high maintance slave". I know I have pushed him away more times than I can count. I didn't know why he stayed sometimes. I was pushing so hard almost hoping he would walk away and prove me right that I didn't deserve him. Each time he'd push back stronger. This week he pushed back and loved me so much that I couldn't fight him anymore. I feel really bad about the way I acted. He could have spanked me so many times but he knew that wasn't what I really needed. I needed to be loved. I needed my Daddy to take care of me and to be there for me. I did tell Master last night that I miss Darth Vader. I havn't seen him in a while and I do miss that part of our relationship. I know he's been extra gentle because he's been worried about me and I needed my Daddy. I'm getting stronger and I really hope we can play on the darkside again soon. I could use some rough play and stress release. I think it might help my sex drive too which has been suffering terribly. We played on Saturday but it was gentle and I could tell Master was afraid to push me too hard to fast. Depression is a real sex drive killer too. I just havn't been in the mood to play. Hopefully that will change with Valentine's day on Thursday and a whole day to spend with Master. He took the day off work and we plan to spend the day just being together and hopefully lots of playing. I put up a picture from the last time we really had a chance to play. I'm wearing my pink wig and being naughty with Master. Yesterday was a hard day for me with the funeral going on. Today has been a bit better. I got the chance to chat with Nawa*G from lilgrrl & Daddy. They said some really nice things about me in their post today and I'd like to say thank you to them. They have a really wonderful blog and share a similar dynamic in their relationship that Master Anakin and I do. I am glad to be getting to know them. I got to see them play over at JLD one night and that was very sexy and fun! I hope one day we can all webcam together or I can see them play again. They are a very sexy couple. I also had the chance to chat with my friend, Shasta this morning. I feel bad that I was pushing her away too last week. She is one of my best friends and I think the world of her. I am very grateful for our friendship and I know that I can make it very difficult to be friends with sometimes. Anyone who knows me really well knows that I can go into self destructive mood and say things in the heat of the moment. I think sometimes that I really feel that I don't deserve my friends or Master or those closest to my heart. I know that I need to work on this to feel good about myself. I'd like to wish, Will a happy birthday today. He's been there since the beginning of our Journey to the Darkside and I hope he has a wonderful day today. We have been talking about doing a webcam party with our friends, Griz and good girl. We are all going to watch the new Family Guy-Blue Harvest movie together and have a webcam party. We can't wait to see the movie. Family Guy and Star wars combined! Has anyone seen it? I am looking forward to that. Will be nice to have some fun with friends and watch a movie that I've been wanting to see. Two days til Valentine's day. Anyone have any naughty plans for that day? May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy Birthday Southern angel

I didn't plan to post today as I am going to a funeral later today and am trying to deal with saying goodbye to my Aunt. I did do some blog reading this morning and noticed that Southern Angel's birthday was yesterday. She is a real sweet southern gal who is a regular commenter here at Journey to the Darkside and has a really wonderful blog that I am always reading. Please drop by and wish her a happy birthday! I know that she'd love to hear from you. You can check out the really cute pj's that JD got her too. I think they are adorable! Happy Birthday Southern Angel and may the force be with you!! *big hugs* ~padme amidala

Some bad family news

It has truly been the week from hell this last week. It honestly has been one thing after another happening. Today I was just starting to feel ok and got shocked with some really bad family news. This is the second death in the last few days that I have found out about. My ex husband showed up to pick up our daughter and told me that his Grandma passed away this morning. We had to tell Leia she lost another great-grandma tonight. That was very difficult and I could see the pain going on with her and my ex husband. I feel almost like I am am not allowed to grieve as it's not technically my family anymore because we are divorced but I am very sad over this news tonight too. I met her several times. She came to my wedding with my ex husband and I. I was with him for 7 years and shared many memories with her. I am very sad to find that news out tonight. He also told me that our cat is in the animal hospital and not doing too well. He got the cats in the divorce but I still love them and think of them as my own. I love that cat so much. I honestly don't think I can deal with losing him. He was my little "baby" for many years before I had my own with Leia. I really, really love that cat and I am really hoping that he is ok. I really hope nothing happens to him. I found out that an Aunt of mine died a few days ago. I havn't seen her for years but I had many childhood memories with her. Also, my grandma is not in good shape either. I found out bad news about her this week too. I am struggling with health issues going on also and also major depression. I had my period going on this week on top of it all. I have had one of the roughest weeks ever. I don't remember the last time I had panic attacks or had a hard time even getting out of bed. I've had to see the Doctor over it and I am trying to get stronger but it's hard when the news just keeps getting worse. I am so shocked right now about all the news. I have had some really amazing support this last week. Master Anakin has been a real force and my rock. He surprised me with that post this morning and he's been taking really good care of me. He's held me through my tears this week and he's talked me through some dark moments. I don't know what I would do without him in my life. He has been my Daddy and taken such good care of me through it all. I am so grateful for all his love and support. My mom, my sister and several others were worried about me and they all phoned me to tell me that they loved me and to show support. DL even phoned today and offered me her help and support and we had a really long talk. I had a really good chat with my friend, good girl earlier who really helped a lot too. I also enjoyed a chat this morning with my friend, talia. We havn't been able to get together but I hope we can really soon. I hope to get stronger and to find my way through the darkness. My sister told me earlier this week that you will always know who really cares about you when you are in your darkest hour. She had told me that many will find it easy to be there through the good times. She said those who truly love you will be there when you need them the most. I think she is a very wise woman and she helped me to make the decision to see my Doctor. I am really grateful for her in my life. I am really grateful for the strength from others when I am feeling most weak and fragile. My force has not felt strong this week at all. We decided to put the decision on hold about our move. I am not strong enough mentally to deal with that kind of a major decision right now. I have accepted that we will have to move one day soon but I can't emotionally deal with putting up our place for sale yet. This weekend I won't be online too much as I try to deal with everything that has happened this last week and working on our basement to get it all cleaned up. We also plan to take a short break from blogging. I am attending a funeral on Monday and am dealing with a lot going on right now. I hope that things will get better and that we'll be back to our naughty adventures again soon. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF and I love you padme

TGIF everyone. I can't wait to spend a weekend with My padme amidala. Got any kinky or romantic Valentine's Day plans? Please leave a comment and let us know. I wanted to send my padme amidala an early Valentine's Day gift by dedicating this song to her and to our love. I heard it on the radio on my way home from work yesterday and it completely struck me as a beautiful song that reminded me of just how I feel about the love of My life, My slave, My padme. padme, I love you more and more each day and each year. I know you like no other, and you know Me better than I know myself. I'm devoted to you, protecting you and loving you and just being there for you, and this song expresses those feelings I hold so deeply. If you don't know, Bryan Adams grew up and became an star in our area. I have many memories of hearing his music growing up, hearing about him performing at different local clubs and concerts and attending events and even once running into him during a CD signing session in downtown Vancouver. Please click here to see the YouTube video and hear the song. I love you, forever, My padme. Happy early Valentine's Day and know that I'll always be right there for you. ~Anakin The Lyrics Bryan Adams - I'll always be right there I swear to you - I will always be there for you - Theres nothing I wont do I promise you - all my life I will live for you - we Will make it through Forever - we will be Together - you and me Oh n when I hold ya - nothing can compare With all of my heart - ya know Ill always be - right There I believe in us - nothing else could ever mean so much You're the one I trust our time has come - were not two People Now - we are one - ya you're second to none Forever - we will be Together - a family The more I get to know ya - nothing can compare With all of my heart - ya know Ill always be Right there Forever - we will be Together - just you and me The more I get to know ya - the more I really care With all of my heart - ya know Ill always be... Ya know I really love ya - ya nothing can compare For all of my life - ya know Ill always be Right there

Happy HNT - Flower and flesh fantasy

Happy HNT! The picture we are putting up this week has got to be one of my top favorite pictures we have ever put up on Journey to the Darkside. It is soft and erotic and mysterious. I love what Master Anakin has done with it. It was taken last Saturday during our naughty play. I was upstairs with the sunshine coming in from the window and I was looking down at a flower. I was wearing my pink wig as it always makes me feel like someone else for a while. I can escape into the play and forget about my troubles for a while. I felt real comfort in that moment that the camera captured. Master gives me that comfort. He is my light when there is darkness around me. The last few days have been very dark. I have had a really rough times of things lately. I am stressed out and having panic attacks. We are still trying to decide about a possible move and it hasn't been easy to make that decision with so many people and their opinions about it. Everyone seems to have an opinion based on their own agendas. There have been guilt trips and pressure put on us from people who think they know what is best for us and our family. I'm torn and I am not certain about the future right now. Everything seems up in the air right now. A part of me wants to move and find some place where no one knows me. To pack it all up and make a fresh start. I can make new friends and have new experiences. Another part of me is scared and depressed over leaving our country home. We've lived here 5 years and we love this place. It's our first real home that we have owned. We have had some really terrific memories here like Master carrying me over the threshold on our wedding day, birthdays, anniversaries, special events and lots of naughty ones too. We had dreams for this place and we imagined raising our children here while they grew up. It's a very hard decision to make and will affect many things. We feel it's time for a change though because we have a two bedroom place right now and our kids hate sharing their room together. Also, we don't have much of a yard for the kids to play in or have bbq's. The major reason for moving is to get us closer to Master Anakin's work. The long commute is too much for him and he wants us closer to his work. It would give us more time together and less stress on him and even our vehicle with gas costs and upkeep for a long commute to and from his work. Yesterday was one of the worst days for me. One thing kept happening after another. There were two things that kept me sane through it. One was a phone call from my sister at a time I really needed it. I felt so alone and was having some really dark thoughts. She left me one of the sweetest messages I have ever heard from her. I have missed her and I'm glad she is back in my life. The other is Master. He is my force. I needed him and he was strong for me. He took over and took control yesterday and he talked me through some of my emotions. We talked about getting away for our 4 year wedding anniversary in April. Last year we went to the Fantasyland Hotel in Edmonton. The year before was Whistler. We always do something special and this year we want to do something really amazing! Hopefully we can go somewhere warmer than Edmonton and Whistler. I've been so tired of this snow and slushy weather lately. I can't wait for the spring. My seasonal affective disorder has been going nuts with this weather lately. I can't wait for warm and sunny days again. I just wish I knew if we were going to be having bbq's in our place here or in a new home. The future is really uncertain right now. ... We had a morning quickie at 5 am this morning. What a way to start the day. We havn't been together since Saturday and I was half asleep. Master grabbed my ass and started kissing me and groping me. Next thing I knew he was entering me and we were fucking. I really loved that we could connect this morning when I am needing that the most right now. I honestly don't know what I would do without Master...I love him more and more each day. We have a strong love that has gotten through the dark times. I honestly feel that we can get through anything and that we will always be a strong force. Thank you for voting in our Valentine's day poll. 48% of you said you wanted to give or get a spanking for Valentine's day. 43% said you wanted many orgasms and 40% said they wanted a date with their special Valentine. I voted for all three! It's hard to believe it's happening next week. Master said he is taking a day off for Valentine's day. He did that last year too. We spend the whole day together just being in love and fucking and playing. It's exactly what I want for Valentine's day. We'd love to hear from you. Please leave a comment or send us an e-mail. We appreciate the feedback on our HNT's. Master Anakin's thoughts of the HNT: "I hope everyone enjoys this weeks HNT. I really loved this image of My padme and loved Photoshopping it. I hoped to evoke in the image a soft focus, grainy and subtly erotic mood, perhaps reminiscent of a film-based camera photograph from the pre-digital image era. I wanted the focus squarely on the red flower, the color of which echoes in padme's subtly pink shaded hair; she is, in effect, echoing or becoming the flower in her looking into the flower; the flower anerotic symbol itself. I hoped the overall black and white wash combined with the shadows and sunlight streaming in the unseen window and across her skin yielded a pleasing contrast" We'd like to thank Fleshbot for posting about our naughty Thursday night with Darth Vader post. Welcome to all the new readers who are stopping by. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Tits for Troops

I decided to contribute for Tits for Troops again and I submitted a new picture that was taken on Saturday during our naughty adventures. This photo was taken during my webcam play over at JLD. I am wearing my cupcake shirt and leather skirt and pink wig and I was showing off my tits to everyone on the webcam. If you would like to contribute for the next Tits for Troops, please check out Dirty Couple in Virginia. They also have a nice selection of pictures for this week's Tits for troops also to look over. :) I am going out today with my friend, DL to Tim Hortons. It will be nice to get out for a double double and I havn't seen her in a while. I spent many hours working on chores yesterday to be able to have a more relaxing day today. Be sure to cum back tommorow for HNT! I hope everyone is having a good week! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A naughty Saturday trying to break the orgasm record

Yesterday was a pretty wild and naughty day for me. I was really needing an escape into some naughty play with Darth Vader. Today is a painful anniversary for me. I lost someone very close to my heart ten years ago today. I knew that it was bothering me a lot inside and I didn't feel like leaving the house yesterday or doing anything except for playing and trying to forget for a while about it. Master took Skywalker to karate and I went on the computer. I went onto JLD for a while. Cowboy was there. Cowboy asked me to go for coffee again but I declined after the games he played last weekend. I think perhaps I was driving him a bit nuts dressed up in my very sexy outfit. I put on my pink wig and leather skirt, cupcake shirt, black play collar and girlie socks. I also put on my black sunglasses so I could show my face on the webcam. I didn't worry as much about privacy with my naughty look with the wig and sunglasses. I got quite a reaction from people with wearing the wig. I brought down a bunch of toys. You can see in the picture I put up today of me chatting on JLD and all the toys there including some bondage ones. I started drinking very early in the day. 11 am and I was already sipping on merlot. Master came home alone for our sitting time and was surprised to see me all dressed up and the toys all laid out. I had put a towel out also for some candlewax play. Last time I didn't have a towel and the wax went all over the place. I got a spanking on the webcam and we put on quite a show for all the perverts hanging out over at JLD. Master said he was watching Cowboy on his cam watching us and his expressions to some of the naughty things I was doing. Cowboy had some wild eyes apparently. I gave Master a full blowjob and gagged a bit as he came in my mouth deep. There was a lot of cum and I had a hard time swallowing it all but I was a good slut and kept most of it down. I got paddled with the leather paddle too for everyone to see! I also had my first orgasm using my Hitatchi and rabbit. I was put in leg cuffs and handcuffs and candlewax was poured all over my tits and body and he put clothespins on my nipples and he fucked me hard with the rabbit while I used the Hitachi on my clit and came so big!! We had asked if anyone wanted to hear me cum and we got a huge reaction from everyone so we put on the audio so everyone could hear me. One guy said it was on surround sound and I sounded like I was singing opera due to how much I screamed when I came. I admit that I'm a real screamer when it comes to huge orgasms and Master knows how to bring out the biggest ones from me. We shut off JLD and headed upstairs. Master wanted me to wear the new blue nightie to take some pictures of it. He also had some plans for some rope bondage also as I was begging for that. I wanted to feel the rope space and float into another planet for a while. I put up my black high heels too and pink thong and left the pink wig on. Master put out the white sheet on the floor and the sunlight was coming in while we played. At one point Meisha (our kitty) got very interested in what was happening. She likes rope play too! You can see her playing with Master with our rope in the picture. She was thinking we brought the rope out just for her! lol. What a silly kitty! We had to put her into the other room for a while while we played. Master put the rope on my ankle first and I got a bit of a spanking with his hand. I laid down on the sheet and he came over and spanked me. Then I got tied with the rope with my wrists. Then he used the pinwheel to have some sensation play with me and my nipples. Then he used his magic fingers and made me cum again for him. 2 orgasms and counting! We put on a porno and we started drinking vodka at that point. Skywalker was getting dropped off and Master wanted to relax and we were happy to have a few hours of non-stop play. I really wanted to break my orgasm record of 12 orgasms that I had a few months ago. Master said he would help me and we got a few more orgasms out of me through some rough anal sex and the Hitachi and rabbit. I got up to 6 at one point and we went downstairs. I went on yahoo and msn to find some friends to play with on the webcam but no one was around. I went back into JLD but there was a staff meeting going on and the room was pretty quiet. I tried to get some people help me to break the record but no one seemed too into it. I had another orgasm and got up to 7. I was really hoping some people would message me back but no one did. I started drinking pretty heavily at this point. Things got a bit fuzzy for me. Master said I fell asleep by the fireplace just after 9 pm. I checked the computer and my friend, Dark had messaged me but I was too out of it to chat at that moment. Master helped put me to bed but I admit I was pretty disappointed that I didn't break the record. I was so close too! Master has told me we can try again soon though so that will be fun to see if I can break that 12 orgasm record! Be sure to check out the Fellatrix blog tommorow for my Monday post. HNT is coming up too and we have another sexy picture taken yesterday for everyone to see! I hope everyone is having a naughty weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Naughty Thursday night with Darth Vader

TGIF! It's been quite the week and I'm so glad it's almost the weekend. I can't wait til Master gets home so we can relax and enjoy our weekend. We have a weekend free to get naughty and spend lots of time together. This week was a bit different for us as we had two days on Monday and Tuesday to spend together. I feel like we have played together a lot this week. Last night we also had a lot of fun and I was a very naughty girl. I can't help but be naughty these days. I'm putting up a picture today that was taken during a night with Master Anakin and Master R. I love this picture and it brings back memories of being a very naughty girl all dressed up in my leather skirt and tight white top. I'm sipping on some vodka and getting all warmed up for some play. My hair is in braids and I'm wearing my black play collar. I feel like my sex drive has taken off lately and I'm horny all the time. I can't count the amount of orgasms the last few weeks from all the naughty time I've spent over at JLD and also all the play with Darth Vader. Yesterday I spent most of the day doing housework and cleaning up our entire place. I also dyed my hair a new color to go with the new hair cut I got a few days ago. I stopped by Wal mart to pick up a few things including a new light blue nightie that I saw and fell in love with. I wanted to surprise Master and make him happy. I made him his favorite pasta dinner and even baked homemade brownies for dessert. Master was a very happy man when he came home from work. I was told that I would be allowed to spend some time on JLD and to get naughty if I wanted. I had a hot bath and I put on my new nightie and curious george pj bottoms to go with it. I made sure to put my body lotion on all over first and Master Anakin watched me as I rubbed it all around. He loves the strawberry and cream lotion on me which he got me last Valentine's day. It makes me smell like strawberries. I rubbed it all over my tits and body and then put the new nightie on and bottoms and he was just looking at me and I noticed a hard on through his boxers. "Fuck you look hot tonight, slave" he whispered to me. He kept the kids upstairs so I could go on JLD for a while and chat and also on the cam a bit. I had to wait to take out any toys though until they were asleep. I was given full permission to play on the cam and have as many orgasms as I wanted. It was great to hang out with Shasta there and I also saw a few other friends on JLD last night. Shasta got on the cam too and it was so neat to be able to see her. She's the sexiest woman I know over at JLD. I showed off my new nightie and I got my pj bottom's off and did some flirting on the cam with Shasta and some other pervert friends I have made through there. I was having a few coolers too and at one point poured candle wax all over my tits and made a mess of the new nightie and floor. I got changed into my new lingerie from the Taboo sex show and then came downstairs with the Hitachi, Rabbit, clothespins and lubricant. I got comfortable and started masturbating myself. I put the clothespins on my nipples and used the Hitachi to bring myself to a huge orgasm in front of the cam and everyone watching and cheering me on. It was a smaller orgasm though then I was hoping for. I decided to try something I have never done before. It could be because of the coolers but I suddenly had a very naughty idea. I had finished my cooler and was thinking about how the bottle would fit nicely into my very wet pussy. I was talking to Dark (a new friend from JLD) and he was telling me how sexy it would be to fuck my pussy with it. "Put it in deep in there, babe" he said to me through whisper. Dark has a foot fetish so he was asking me to show some of my feet while fucking my pussy with the cooler bottle. I took off my socks and made sure to get my feet up near the webcam and I spread my legs and started using the cooler bottle to fuck myself with it. At one point I was using the Hitachi on my clit while the bottle was up my pussy. I came so big that my whole body shook. Wow...what an orgasm! I felt so slutty and naughty. I had several guys docked so I could watch their cams. They were jerking their cocks while I was masturbating. One guy came all over his cam and computer while watching me. He told me it was one of the hottest things he has seen on JLD. I didn't realize that Darth was watching in the shadows. He saw me being a very naughty girl. He surprised me when I heard him come up behind me. I turned off JLD and turned around and saw a look in his eyes of deep arousal and the darkside there. Darth Vader was wanting to play. I could see the major hard on and I took out his cock and sucked on it for a bit getting it nice and hard. I got up and he surprised me by scooping me up in his arms and carrying me straight to the bedroom. He threw me onto our bed and told me to wait and not move. He went downstairs and got the toys and cooler bottle which still had my pussy juices all over it. He came upstairs and locked our bedroom door and came over to me with the toys. He plugged in the Hitachi and used it on my clit for a while before he stopped and turned his attention to the cooler bottle. I've never been fucked by a bottle before. This was extremely intense and I could feel it filling me deeply at times when he shoved it in deep. "You are such a naughty girl, My slave. What are we going to do with you?" he asked me with an evil look in his eye. I got over his knee for a quick but effective OTK spanking which made it nicely red and me into a very submissive mood. He took out his cock and shoved it into my pussy which was very wet from the bottle fucking. He fucked me long and hard. At one point he had my legs on his shoulders and was fucking my pussy so hard that I came again. I had 3 orgasms and got fucked hard and barely remember falling asleep. I didn't get much sleep last night but it was worth it for all the naughty fun. It was a very naughty Thursday night with Darth Vader.... Have a good weekend! Any plans to get naughty this weekend? If so, tell me about it. I'd love to hear all about it...This song describes how I am feeling right now...mmmm...I should ask Darth if I can use the Hitachi. Just thinking about last night has got me sooooo wet! Little miss dangerous is ready to play! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala