Cool clothing from Darkside Digital Arts

My padme's been thoroughly spanked, the family is happy, and my never ending list of chores is in check. As such, I have some precious time for myself this weekend. That makes it a great opportunity for me to design some new t-shirts and other gear for our online clothing store Darkside Digital Arts. I wanted to share just a couple new designs of the ones I've added so far. Please check back as I'll be putting up as many as I can over the next few days. Custom t-shirts! I've designed custom t-shirts and other products for people, and I can do this for you too. If you have ideas for a t-shirt you'd love to wear, LET ME KNOW and I can design them and put them into our store just for you. You can e-mail me at anakins.blog@gmail.com. Click on the designs below to see them in our online store. I've added a whole new section of cool t-shirt designs for summer; I'll be adding more designs as fast as I can. Check them out! A cool new Star Wars quote t-shirt design I've done up in multiple cool colors. Here's the Force Green design. The design turned out so well that I want to get one for myself soon. Enjoy! My naughty padme will fill you in on the kinky details of our weekend play tomorrow, so be sure to come back for that. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Anniversary hotel spanking

I wanted to put up a short video we took while we were in Victoria last weekend for our anniversary night at the Strathcona Hotel. I wrote about our trip in two parts. Part 1 was about going to Campbell River and Miracle Beach. Part 2 was about our night in Victoria including the play that had including this spanking. We had put up a poll last week asking people what they wanted to see me spanked with at the hotel and the majority voted for the hand. So I got an erotic hand spanking with all the fun parts of that. Lots of rubbing and fingers reaching in between my legs during the spanking to get me all excited. I hope everyone enjoys this video of the first part of the spanking. You can clearly see my bottom already red from a few straps of his belt which I got before the hand spanking. Just click play and enjoy watching me get spanked! :) TGIF! I'm really glad that it's Friday and the weekend is ahead. I've got a phone interview today with someone who wants to talk to me about blogging. I've never done a phone interview before so this should be very interesting. I'm also very excited and looking forward to a Miami Vice night with Master. We have watched every old episode from seasons 1 through 5 and we finally are at the two hour season finale. We have decided to make it into a really fun night and order in pizza and have some drinks and enjoy it. It kind of reminds me of watching the season finales for Melrose Place back in the old days when we were best friends. I'm sure Master might be a bit embarrassed that I am telling you all how much he was into Melrose Place but he loved the show as much as I did. We'd have a big party during season finale nights and many people would come over for it including Master. We would quess who would be sleeping with who next. Perhaps we need to buy the box set of Melrose Place next and watch the old episodes again. I think that would be really fun. :) I am hoping this weekend will also hold lots of naughty play and some spanking time. I've been thinking and craving spankings all week and I woke up horny and wet. I really hope we can play on the darkside and that Darth Vader will come out to play with me too. We put up a new poll on our sidebar asking you what is the best time of the day to have sex. Please be sure to vote! Have a great weekend! Please let us know what you think of the video. The feedback is important to us and we just might put up more of our spanking videos or share many more erotic moments with you too! May the force be with you all! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Little Miss Dangerous spanking

Happy HNT! I played with Darth Vader wearing my pink lingerie and "spank me" panties that I got from the Taboo Sex Show last year. I was being too mouthy so he pulled down my panties and wrote on my ass "little miss dangerous" and he spanked my naughty ass. He has referred to me a lot as little miss dangerous as I am always looking for trouble and being naughty. The song is also one of my personal favorites. I own a little miss dangerous t-shirt from our online store. I would love to get more little miss dangerous merchandise in the future like the sexy thong or tote bag. I remember this spanking very well and how red he made my poor bottom. Just looking at this picture brings back the memory and makes me crave another spanking like that one. I love when he pulls down my panties and makes my ass bright red and sore. There's nothing better than that feeling. :) My kids are back in school today after a week and a half off for Spring Break. I got permission to use the Hitatchi and I enjoyed a very long session with the Hitatchi giving myself a huge orgasm with it. It's a great way to start the day and I'm feeling very relaxed and peaceful this afternoon. I'm looking forward to the weekend ahead and hopefully lots of play on the darkside with Darth Vader. We would love to hear from you. Please leave us a comment or send us an e-mail. We appreciate the feedback and hope you enjoy our pictures and posts. Have a good hump day! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Part 2 - Victoria anniversary night

I wrote about part 1 which was our first night on Vancouver Island yesterday. This is part 2 which was our second night and special anniversary night in Victoria, BC. We woke up in Campbell River and got checked out of our motel early on Saturday. We wanted to head to Quadra Island before driving to Victoria from there. We both had never been there before and were curious about the Island. We could see a lighthouse from across the water and wanted to check it out. I put up a picture of that lighthouse which we were able to get close to. We took a small ferry over to Quadra Island and explored it with going to the lighthouse and then driving around Hariot Bay and small quaint places around the Island. It was so incredibly beautiful there! Crisp blue water which you could see through and beautiful beach areas and lots of wilderness. It was a beautiful day and we really enjoyed having breakfast there before heading back to Campbell River to start on our journey to Victoria which is a few hours away. We enjoyed a very scenic ocean drive down the coastline and arrived in Victoria in the afternoon. We looked around hotels and were a bit worried as it was the Easter long weekend and we didn't have reservations anywhere. We wanted to find a place near to downtown so Master could not have to worry about driving and have a few drinks. We found a really unique and older hotel called the Strathcona Hotel which was near downtown and the Parliament buildings. The rates were reasonable and they only had a few rooms left so we took one. The hotel looked like it had a lot of history and a really neat English pub downstairs called the Sticky Wicket Pub. Our room was really nice and we unpacked a few things and got the champagne ready for when we got back from exploring downtown. I had brought the glasses for the champagne and lingerie and all kinds of naughty toys including the Anakin's paddle and Hitatchi and Rabbit vibrator. It was a perfect warm sunny afternoon and we walked over to see the harbour and visit the Parliament buildings. Victoria is a very romantic city with lots to do for couples. You can ride a horse and buddy ride around downtown or go to the Wax Museum or Undersea Gardens. It's so beautiful down at the harbour and had people playing music and selling art work. I considered living in Victoria when I was younger because of it's beauty. I really love it there. We went up Government Street looking for a place to eat for our anniversary dinner. We wanted to find somewhere different and special and we came across the Irish Times Pub which was located in a really neat older building and had live celtic music playing in it. The place had been recommended to us and we decided to try there for dinner. I am sure glad we did as it was the best fish and chips I have ever eaten. The staff wore kilts and Master spent a lot of time drooling over the ladies in their kilts. There were also some really good looking younger men in kilts too. What is it about a man in a kilt which is so damn sexy? :) I had some merlot and I savoured the dinner and we shared a very yummy brownie for dessert. Yum!! I felt so happy and relaxed. We went for a long walk after dinner and did some shopping at the neat stores and then back down to the harbour area and marina. The sun was starting to set and it looked soooo beautiful! They put on the lights on the parliament buildings which looked so amazing! We have driven by it at night before but never actually gone up to the buildings with the lights on. We kissed and made out and took so many pictures by the fountain area and Queen Victoria statue. We watched the sun set over the harbour area and we snuggled close. This is a moment I will never forget. It was romantic and I felt completely lost in that moment. I asked Master what time it was at one point and was surprised to find out it was almost 9 pm. I had no clue what time it was during our walk. We went back to our room holding hands and talking about old memories of the past. I felt deeply in love with Master and very relaxed and a inner calm inside of me. He put on the TV and popped the champagne and I got dressed into my lingerie and black thong. We had a toast to our anniversary and we enjoyed the champagne and talked for a while before it was time to play. Master took his time with me that night. There was a ton of foreplay and kisses and lots of spanking and fun. I had been on orgasm denial for it all week and I was extremely horny and ready for playtime. He took off his belt in front of me teasing me about what was to come. Then he rolled me over and started to slowly belt my ass working up a rhythm. He would give me a few lights spanks with it and then a really hard one. He took a video of him spanking me with his hand at one point. He had put his belt down and started to use his hand and gave me a very erotic hand spanking. He would spank me and then put his fingers down between my legs to tease me. We hope to put up a video sometime this week of the spanking I got in the hotel. He had plugged in the Hitatchi in the wall and reached over for it. He rolled me onto my back and slowly took off my black thong which was very wet at this point. He remarked at how wet my pussy was and teased me about how he was going to make me cum for him and how he wanted me to beg for it first. He used the Hitatchi and then would stop and tell me to beg. I was overcome with horniness at this point. "Please Master....please, please, please let me cum!!" I begged. He used his fingers to fuck my pussy and then would press the Hitatchi on my clit and had me in a state of intense arousal. I got so close and begged permission to cum and he finally allowed it. I exploded! It was the type of orgasm which takes over your body and mind. It seemed to go on forever. We enjoyed a bit more champagne before he told me he was horny too and really wanting to fuck me. He started to make out with me and touch me everywhere. His boxers came off and my lingerie did too. We were both naked at this point. He took his time with me which I really love. I absolutely love foreplay and he made sure I was nicely stimulated before taking me. I reached out and got his cock hard and he put it into my wet pussy and fucked me long and slow. I love when we have sex like that. It connects us and I feel lost in the moment of it. He came deep in my pussy and we laid there together for a while before I cleaned up. He made me cum two more times using the Rabbit and Hitatchi before I felt like putty and could barely stand up. I was also paddled a bit with the Anakin's paddle until my ass was nice and sore from all the attention on it. I felt dizzy with the champagne and orgasms and play and had a hard time walking to the bathroom. I mentioned how tired I was and although I didn't want the night to end, he knew it was time for bedtime. He told me he was going to watch me go to bed and he sat in the chair while I closed my eyes. I don't even remember falling asleep and fell into a very deep sleep. I didn't even wake up once in the night which is very unusual for me. We woke up and showered together before heading out for a yummy breakfast. Then it was time to catch the ferry at Swartz Bay to head home. We spent the rest of the day relaxing and just being together. It was truly a wonderful anniversary that I will never forget. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Part 1 - Trip out to Miracle Beach/Campbell River

I have decided to write about our weekend trip to Vancouver Island in two parts. There are so many pictures and details and I will write about our special Saturday night in part 2 soon. I thought I would share about our journey to Campbell River/Miracle Beach on Friday. We were surprised by having two nights and we cancelled our River Rock hotel night and decided to head in the direction of Vancouver Island. The border line-ups were so long so Seattle was out of the question. We looked into Harrison Hot Springs but many hotels were already booked solid with the long weekend. We talked it over and decided to go on the ferry to Vancouver Island. We have been to Victoria before but we took the kids and this trip would be different as it was just the two of us. We also have never been to Campbell River before and we decided to head out to Miracle beach near there for our first night on the Island. We were saving Victoria for our special Saturday night anniversary night the next day. We looked at the map and decided to head towards Miracle Beach which is near Campbell River. We also noticed an Island across from it called Quadra Island which we were going to explore too and had both never been to. So we headed to Horseshoe Bay and the BC ferries. Master saw a seal while exploring Horseshoe Bay and waiting for the ferry. We were lucky to get on the 5 pm sailing that night. We had a delicious dinner and enjoyed a lot of deck time with the sun shining. Master took tons of pictures and I put one up today of how beautiful it looked outside on the deck of the ferry heading towards Nanaimo. We got off and started driving. We saw elk on the side of the road. We did get to Miracle Beach but noticed there were no motels in that area as it's a provincial park. We went for a brief walk along the beach there. We had hoped to get there before dark to enjoy the beach but it was dark and hard to see very much. We got in the car and went down the road looking for motels but many were not vacant and we were getting a bit worried as it was now getting late and it was the long weekend so many places were booked. We found a cheap motel called the Big Rock Motel near Campbell River and got the very last room. We both noticed it was room #23 and made a remark about the movie, Number 23. At least it wasn't 1408. LOL! We settled into our room and went for a walk out at the beach which was across the street from the motel. The huge waves were crashing into the beach and it was so relaxing and we both came back to our room to relax and have something to eat. Master decided he wanted a blowjob and I wrote about all the naughty details of it over at the Fellatrices Blog this morning. Please be sure to check it out! I was still on orgasm denial until Saturday so it was all about him and giving him pleasure. We shared a hot shower together afterwards and cuddled up close and fell asleep together after having a small snack. I will share all the details of part 2 - Quadra Island/Victoria anniversary night in my next post. We have many more pictures to share (including a few naughty ones) and also a spanking video which we took on our anniversary night. Stay tuned for that! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Fabulous anniversary trip to Vancouver Island

We are back from a fabulous and fun time over on Vancouver Island this Easter long weekend. We got 2 nights away and spent one night in Campbell River and the other night last night in Victoria, BC. We saw some new places we have never been to before and we had a lot of adventures during our weekend away. We took over 200 pictures. Some pictures are vanilla but many are very naughty too. We even got a few videos and hope to put those up sometime soon too if anyone wants to see. :) We enjoyed really nice warm weather and a really relaxing ferry trip home today after our two days away. I am feeling very relaxed and happy. The one picture I put up today is of the Parliament Buildings in Victoria all lit up last night. It was so romantic and beautiful there last night. I had one of the best dinners too for our anniversary dinner. I will blog about it lots in the next week and share the pictures and details of our adventures. It felt so good to get away and have a romantic and fabulous weekend on the Island. There is so much to see and do and there were lots of wildlife and some really fun times that I will never forget. It was hard to come home today and we are just relaxing tonight and we plan to enjoy tommorow before Master goes back to work and our kids are back in school on Wednesday. I hope everyone is enjoying all the Easter chocolate today and is enjoying their long weekend too! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

An amazing long weekend ahead!

It's been a really good long weekend so far for Master and I. We took the kids to the Playdome at BC place yesterday and we all had a lot of fun. Leia left to go to her Dad's and we watched I am Legend and had a few drinks. Master did lots of teasing but no orgasms as I am on orgasm denial. We woke up and got a huge surprise. We had originally asked for two nights this long weekend to get away from it all but Master's parent's said no to it. So we booked a night at the River Rock Hotel for tommorow night and had a special night planned there. We couldn't go very far with only one night. Today they surprised us today by saying they would take Skywalker for an extra night tonight. They are coming to get him at 2 pm today until Sunday evening!! Woot! No kids for 2 nights! Talk about a panic though. We decided to cancel the River Rock and decided to take off today for a spur of the moment trip away. We had a bunch of running around and getting ready to leave today. We are still not sure yet which direction we are heading. Maybe the States...maybe the Island...maybe Whistler..or maybe up towards Harrison Hot Springs and Hope. We just know we are getting out of town for two nights for our wedding anniversary and I can't wait!! The last time we got two nights with no kids was last Easter long weekend when we went to Edmonton. Thank you for voting in our latest poll. We got 51 votes and it was very close. We asked you what you would like to see me get spanked with at the hotel. 18% of you voted for the hand!! The hand is great to be spanked with. Master's got big hands and I always enjoy OTK spankings from him. I'm sure we'll be taking lots of pictures and maybe some video of all our adventures. I will not be online until Monday. I plan to take Sunday evening to relax and unwind from our trip. I am soooooooooo excited and I'm wondering where the next two nights are going to take us. I love to get in a car and just drive and it sounds like we are going to do just that! Just need to decide which direction to take. These are the best kinds of trips! I love the unknown and to just take off for a few days. I am sooo pumped up right now! I better go jump into the shower and finish packing! Happy Easter and I hope everyone has a wonderful long weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Skipping schoolgirl

Happy HNT! We havn't done an HNT picture in a while but Master Anakin took one last weekend that he wanted to photoshop and make into a fun HNT picture. We had the opportunity to play on Saturday night and headed down to our basement. The weather is warming up so it's much nicer to play down there now as it's not as cold down there. I dressed up for Master wearing my schoolgirl skirt, little miss dangerous t-shirt, pink heart panties and girlie socks. You can even see my tattoo on my ankle showing. Master said I looked very "fuckable". I was cropped and he took a video of it and posted that last weekend for everyone to see. I was also giving a paddling with the leather paddle and gave him a blowjob as well as enjoying many orgasms and having lots of naughty fun. I grabbed a skipping rope before we started to play and I started to skip with it. I used to skip a lot when I was a kid. It was always one of my favorite things to do and both of my kids love it too. Master thought this was very cute and he snapped a picture of me skipping in my cute outfit. He did some photoshopping on it to make it look like I'm skipping in a school gym and he used the basketball to hide my face for privacy. I imagine that if I had worn this outfit in high school, a lot of the boys (and maybe a few girls too) would have wanted to fuck me. It's kind of funny to think about as I was a virgin in high school and one of the few around my circle of friends. I was watching Fast Times at Ridgemont High last night and it brought back some memories for me of high school. There is one scene which reminded me of my first sexual experience too at 18. It was such an innocent time for me. Now I've turned into little miss dangerous and I'm very naughty. :) Please be sure to vote in our latest spanking poll on our sidebar. We wanted to know which spanking toy to use on my bottom this Saturday for our hotel anniversary night. We hope to get lots of votes and I'm very curious what the winner will be. Voting stops on Saturday morning so make sure to vote soon! The hairbrush is winning so far but the hand and Anakin's paddle are close behind. I wonder what will win? My bottom hurts just thinking about it. ;) Master has his last day of work today and then he is off for 5 days straight. He always gets Good Friday and Easter Monday off but he also took the extra day off tommorow so we can have a family day. We are taking the kids to the PlayDome at BC Place tommorow for the day before Leia leaves with her Dad for the long weekend. The kids are very excited and I'm looking forward to heading out for the day. Friday we hope to relax and finish packing for our hotel overnight on Saturday night for our 4 year wedding anniversary. I am really, really excited about it. I can't wait to have an entire Saturday with Master and time at our favorite hotel. It's been a bit hard to be on orgasm denial this week for the anniversary night but I know Saturday will be very special and worth it. I've packed a few different sexy outfits and a bottle of champagne and treats. I really love that we make time for our relationship and stay in hotels for special occassions. I still think about my 35th birthday and that night away at the River Rock Hotel. It's so wonderful to get away from it all for a night and so hard to always come home the next day but I'm always very relaxed and happy after our hotel nights together. I'm sure there will be lots of pictures and hopefully a video or two to show everyone from our special night this weekend. We are very close to 1.6 million hits on our Journey to the Darkside. I'd like to thank everyone who has dropped by and left comments and sent us e-mails. We appreciate the support and feedback very much. Please leave us a comment and say hello. There are tons of lurkers who stop by this blog and don't say anything. I havn't worried as much about the comments like I used to but I really would like to hear what you think about our blog. What do you enjoy about Journey to the Darkside? What would you like to see more of? What makes you come back to our blog if you are a returning visitor? Have we ever inspired you to try something new? What picture or post has been your favorite? Has any of our posts or pictures turned you on? We'd love to hear from you. Thank you for joining us on our Journey to the Darkside. We hope to be around for a long time to come. What are your plans for the Easter long weekend? Anyone else planning to go away for a night or the whole weekend? May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Spanking new poll

I always love to put this picture up at Easter time. It looks like the Easter bunny is giving more than just chocolate this year. I sure hope the Easter bunny can give me a spanking this weekend. :) Thank you for voting in our Star Wars poll. We asked you how often you watch the Star Wars movie. We watch them every few months and I was curious about other fans out there. 35% of you said you watch them every few years. 14% of you said you watch them every few months and every year. We've got a really fun new spanking poll on our sidebar and I am hoping lots of people will vote on this one. You can be a part of my hotel spanking this Saturday. Master Anakin has asked me to pack the toys this time and I can't figure out what spanking toys to pack. I'm hoping you will help me chose a good one for me to get spanked with. The poll will be up until Saturday morning and the winning toy will be packed and used on my bottom this Saturday when we go away for our anniversary overnight at our favorite hotel. We plan to take lots of pictures and perhaps even a video of the spanking for everyone to see. I left out a few of the heavier toys like whip and cane. This is our wedding anniversary and we are not planning to play on the darkside too much at the hotel. We are hoping to have lots of naughty fun and to make the spankings fun and erotic for me. The cane and whip are often used for punishment and not very fun for my bottom. I'm hoping lots of people vote for the hand as I always enjoy a OTK and the hotel we are staying at has a couch in it that I can easily get one. It will be interesting to see what spanking toy wins! Please be sure to vote! I am counting down the days until Saturday and our night away. We will have no kids and an entire Saturday together and most of Sunday. We are really excited about the night away and we really enjoy the hotel that we are staying at. It has a big pool and hot tub and lots of fun things to do. I always love being away in a hotel with Master. We've had so many good memories of different hotels we have stayed at. We still need to figure out where to go for dinner and also about the show we were thinking about going to see. I hope everyone had a good St. Patty's day. It's been really difficult being on orgasm denial this week. It's building me up though for a really fun Saturday and I know there will be lots of orgasms to make up for this week of being on denial. My force feels very strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy St. Patrick's Day

Happy St. Patrick's day! Master and I both celebrate today. I am wearing green and also plan to make Master Anakin an Irish meal tonight for dinner. Master is Irish and always celebrates St. Patty's day. I did a post this morning on the Fellatrices blog about another kind of day. How many people celebrated Steak and blowjob day? I gave Darth Vader on blowjob on Steak and blowjob day. Although I did skip the steak part. lol. I don't eat red meats so that makes it a bit difficult for me. I love to give blowjobs but I am not into the steak part of it all. Check out these Irish t-shirts that Master designed for St. Patty's day. There are some really neat ones that you can wear all year round. I hope everyone got to check out the cropping video from Saturday night that Master put up yesterday. Be sure to check it out if you havn't yet. We took a few different videos on Saturday night during our play. Who wants to see more of them? We had a really fun Saturday night. I got a really sore ass and really enjoyed the hours of non-stop orgasms and sex and a blowjob for Master Anakin. I am on orgasm denial now until Saturday night. We have booked a hotel room at our favorite hotel for Saturday night. I am SOOOOOOO excited about it and have already started packing for it. Master bought a bottle of champagne already for it. We havn't stayed in a hotel since my 35th birthday and I can't wait to get away for a night of naughty fun and being able to spend some time together without the kids. This week is Spring Break for my kids so I will need the break this weekend. I am already thinking of what toys I should pack for our overnight. Of what lingerie or costume I might wear for Master. I am counting down the days. I am so excited to celebrate our 4 year wedding anniversary. We havn't decided where we are having dinner yet and there is a show we are considering going to also on Saturday night. It's hard to believe it's been almost 4 years that we have been married. I have been with Master for almost 12 years and I've known him for almost 18 years. That's amazing to me. It's been my longest relationship with anyone and we are stronger than ever. Our force is strong. I feel so lucky to have him as my Master and husband. I can't wait until Saturday night with him. It's hard to be on orgasm denial but I know it will be worth it for a very special night together. I really love hotel sex and I can't wait to spend the night being naughty together. Anyone have any plans for St. Patty's day today? I'd love to hear about it. Please leave us a comment and say hello. We'd love to hear from you. This song and video is going out to everyone today for St. Patty's day! Enjoy the day! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Shamrock quiz

What Your Shamrock Says About You You express yourself well - you are very verbal. You are good at perceiving the world and understanding people. At times you can be moody and lack direction. You have an artist's temperament. You consider yourself a lucky person. Luck always seems to be on your side. You are traditional, easy going, and appreciative of the simple things in life. The Shamrock Personality Test

padme's cropping last night

I wanted to share this short video clip I took of part of a cropping I gave My padme last night. I missed using my crop on her ass and she truly NEEDED the attention, as her sassiness was getting really bad. It's the masochist in her I swear almost begging for the attention. I hope you all enjoy watching as much as I enjoyed giving this to her last night. I'm sure My padme will give you more details about last night in another post. We took lots of pictures too as well as the video. Please leave a comment and let us know what you think. May the Force be with you. ~ Anakin

TGIF! Have a sexy weekend!

Best graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here! TGIF! I am looking forward to a busy but hopefully fun weekend. I am feeling recovered from my surgery. The bleeding has stopped and I have a lot more energy today than I've had in weeks. Today is my last day to enjoy and get things done because my kids are both home for Spring break next week. I was able to get some chores done for Master and felt really glad to get a list again this morning getting back to the regular rountine. I dyed my hair blonde and feel very sexy too. Master even allowed some Hiatchi time to enjoy some masturbation on my own. Gawd how I have missed that!! It felt sooooooo good to finally have an orgasm after almost two weeks of not having one. I truly love that Hiatchi and I took my time enjoying myself. I had a huge orgasm and really enjoyed the alone time. We don't have any sitting this weekend but we do have an overnight planned for next Saturday night. We are going to be booking a hotel for a special anniversary overnight. I have been looking at different hotel packages today so Master can decide where to book. We are planning to go out for a special dinner and then have a whole night overnight at a hotel. I am *really* excited and looking forward to it. We really need some alone time and I can't wait to relax and enjoy ourselves. I'm sure there will be plenty of play time too next weekend with the Easter long weekend. Master is taking an extra day off and will be having 5 days off in a row. We are really excited about finding a special hotel to go to. :) It's been a really busy week with Skywalker's birthday and also having a sick Master and child home. This weekend will be busy with plans for a family day out tommorow. We are taking both kids to see the new 3D Hanna Montana movie. We had to buy tickets way in advance for it. They are very excited about it. Leia wants to go shopping and Skywalker has some gift cards to use from his birthday. Sunday we plan to work on our basement a bit more. It's really coming along. We also hope to have some much needed play time together. I miss playing on the darkside with Darth Vader. I feel ready for heavy play again and I really need that stress relief. I am really looking forward to Master coming home. We have a video night planned and I miss him so much! I've got a yummy dinner and dessert planned for him and I can't wait til we can start enjoying the weekend together. I hope everyone has a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Darth Vader is my Daddy

I realized this morning that we didn't put up an HNT again this week. Master Anakin has been very busy lately and now he's come down with a cold. We have had a really busy few weeks with my surgery and yesterday was Skywalker's birthday party. It was quite a day yesterday! Master saved the day and was able to book another place to have the party. We were able to get a hold of everyone and it all went really well. Skywalker was really surprised with his new scooter and enjoyed all his birthday party with his friends and family there. Even my Dad came to the party and I'm really glad to see him trying to get more involved with his grandchildren. I went looking through our old pictures to find one for HNT today. I found out that was taken almost 2 years ago. The back of the Anakin's paddle says "Who's your Daddy?" and has a picture of Darth Vader on it. I got that sticker for Master and he liked it so much that it got put onto the paddle. Darth Vader is my Daddy. He's a really good one too with taking care of me this last week. Yesterday I even got a brief OTK spanking before we got the kids from school. We had a bit of time and he wanted me over his knee. He went slowly at first and worked his way up to a harder pace making my ass nice and red before we had to get the kids and get ready for the birthday party. He has promised me more spanking time soon when I am fully recovered from my surgery. I'm still bleeding from it and he wants me to make sure I am ok before going into the harder play on the darkside. I am over the pillow in the picture getting a paddling. Make sure to check out our latest paddling video I put up a few days ago! You can see the Anakin's paddle in action! We are trying to figure out where to go next weekend for the Easter long weekend. We plan to celebrate our 4 year wedding anniversary and we want to do something special for it. Last year we went to Edmonton. The year before was Whistler. Not sure where we are heading this year but I'd be happy for one night somewhere just the two of us. I really miss our time together. I hope everyone is having a good week! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy 7th birthday Skywalker!

It's hard to believe that my little baby boy is turning 7 years old today! It feels like yesterday that I was giving birth by c-section to a 9 pound baby boy that I was holding in my arms and feeling so amazed and happy with the baby who completed our family. Skywalker is a mini clone of Master. He looks a lot like him and he has a very dominant personality. I will never forget the moment that I saw Master's face as his son was being born. The tears of joy that he had and the closeness that bonded us with the birth of our son. Skywalker has been counting down the days to his 7th birthday today. He's so excited about today. His class is doing a special birthday celebration for him and he's bringing cupcakes to school. We are planning a special birthday party tonight for him and he will be getting the scooter that he has been wanting for months. We have a few Star Wars presents too for him as he is very into the movies like we are. Skywalker loves to run around with the lightsaber and pretend to fight the bad guys. I am really excited for him today. I can't wait to wake him up and give him a big hug and tell him the big day is finally here. I am so proud of him and I am looking forward to the birthday party tonight. I've got a busy day to get ready for it. The Doctor went ok on Monday. The polyp was removed and tested and was not cancerous. I was a bit nervous about getting that result. He wants to wait and see how the fibroids do now that the polyp was removed. He thinks that could have been causing the heavy periods. I will get tested in a month or two to see if they have grown at all and we can discuss furthur options if it's necessary. I found out this week that my mom had fibroids too at around the same age as me. She was offered a hysterectomy and declined. She warned me about getting that done. DL seemed to think that would solve all the problems but after some reading and talking to my mom, I don't think that's a very good option. I have been feeling very frustrated and stressed about the recovery from my surgery. I miss sex and spankings and orgasms and having that connection with Master. He's taking it slow with me and I havn't had many rules to follow but I miss the structure of the rules as it centers me and lets me know my place. He is off work early today for Skywalker's birthday and I have asked him for a spanking. We can't have sex still because of the bleeding but that doesn't mean I can't get a spanking to get me feeling more submissive and focused. I am craving a spanking and really needing it right now. I really miss playing with Darth Vader and hopefully we can play on the darkside soon too. I hope everyone enjoyed the paddling video I put up yesterday. We have many more spanking videos and we hope to put those up soon for everyone. :) EDIT: I just found out that Chuck E Cheese where we are going to have Skywalker's birthday party had a pipe burst and they cancelled his party on us. This has thrown our day off and Master is coming home right now to help me deal with trying to plan a new party in the next few hours. The woman on the phone didn't seem to think it was a big deal but we have a ton of kids and people coming to the birthday later and now we have to try to find somewhere else. Also all the loot bags and cake and package was done through Chuck E Cheese. Now we have a lot of running around to do. Urg!! This party was planned weeks ago and this has really upset my day. I have no idea what we are going to do. Doesn't look like I'm going to be getting my spanking today with dealing with all this birthday stuff. I am so stressed out right now! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Paddling with the Anakin's paddle video

I noticed that you can now upload videos on blogger and wanted to try it out. We did a video last summer of me getting paddled with the Anakin's paddle. That wooden paddle can really redden my ass and be major ouchies for my poor bottom. I squirm a bit on the video when he paddles my ass really hard. The music in the background is from the movie, Hackers. It is Master's favorite music to spank me to. It's been a while since we put up a video and we hope you enjoy it! This is our first paddling video we have ever put up on Journey to the Darkside. You get to see the Anakin's paddle in action. We have many more spanking videos that we have made and hopefully we can start putting them up if anyone is interested in seeing anymore of them. Let us know what you think of it. Just click play and check it out! Please leave us a comment and give us some feedback and hopefully you'll see lots more videos in the future here at Journey to the Darkside. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Saturday night blowjob

What a yucky Monday! It's raining and dark today and I just feel so blah. My weekend wasn't too great but I did have a really nice Saturday night with Master. He drove me up to Burnaby Mountain with Skywalker. I hadn't left the house in days since my surgery. I was feeling a bit stir crazy so we got into the car and drove. Burnaby Mountain is so beautiful at night with the view of all the city lights. It's on top of a mountain and you can see a lot of Vancouver from there including downtown. We drove around SFU (Simon Fraser University) too. Master went there when he was younger and he told me stories about it as we drove around the campus. We stopped for a snack and came home and put Skywalker to bed. I gave him a blowjob which I posted about on the Fellatrices blog today. Please be sure to check it out and read all about it! I posted a picture today of a blowjob that I gave to Master Anakin. I was down on my knees sucking on his hard cock. I love to suck his cock and it felt great to give him a blowjob on Saturday night. It wasn't about me at all but just releasing his sexual tension and giving him pleasure. He was very pleased with me and I got a treat for being such a good slave. I got to swallow his cum and then have some chocolate afterwards. The taste of cum and chocolate swirling around in my mouth before bedtime. mmm...a really delicious treat for a slave. He has taken such good care of me the last week and I'm glad that I could take care of my Master in my own way with the blowjob. I want him to know that I appreciate all that he's done for me and that he is my true strong force. I am so grateful for him in my life. Our latest poll is closed about St. Patrick's Day. 53% of you said you do celebrate St. patty's day. 41% of you said you don't. St. patty's day is only a week away! Does anyone have any plans for it? Master and I have been talking about getting away for a night or two during the Easter long weekend. Our 4 year wedding anniversary is coming up and we want to do something for it. That weekend Leia will be away for a few days. So we are thinking of where we might go if we do get away. I sure hope we do. I really need a vacation after the last few weeks. I see the Doctor today for the results of the tests on the polyp they removed from my uterus. I'm a bit nervous about it and hopefully that goes ok. I'm still not feeling too good. Lots of heavy bleeding and not as much cramping now but just feel so tired and blah. My force isn't feeling too strong... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Pick your favorite panties

My padme knows how much I love her bottom. My favorite view of her ass is naked and being spanked, of course, but my second most favorite view of her bottom is in some really cute or sexy panties. I made this collage of some of her collection. I have a hard time deciding which ones I like the best although I have always enjoyed her wearing her cute heart panties. So what do you think? Which panties are your favorite ones? Click on the image to get a better view and then let us know in a comment or an email. Enjoy. May the panties be with you! ~ Anakin

Recovering from surgery

Best graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here! TGIF! What a long week it's been for me. I had surgery a few days ago and I am still recovering from it. I'm feeling very moody today and irritable and blah. I probably shouldn't even be blogging but I just felt like writing and I have missed blogging. I'm also a bit bored. Master says my only rule is to rest and relax. I'm not allowed to do any chores or lifting. TV is driving me a bit nuts. I've seen way too many talk shows the last few days and there is only so much you can handle of Oprah and Montel and everyone else. The surgery went well. I have to go back and see my Doctor next week to talk about it furthur. They are doing some tests on the polyp I had removed from my uterus during the D&C that they did on me. I am not sure yet if I will need more surgery or not for my fibroids. The uncertainty of it all has me feeling cranky. I have no patience and I want to start feeling better soon. Thank you for all the comments and support during this last week. Southern Angel even did a LOLcat just for me this week and it cheered me up a lot. I got a lot of e-mails and e-cards. I'm sorry I havn't responded to them but I've been trying to recover from the surgery and not feeling too good. I've had some really bad cramping since the surgery and heavy bleeding. I havn't felt like doing much. I've been on tylenol 3 and doing a lot of couch time. I've been mostly reading and watching tv and sometimes having some computer time. I just don't feel much like myself. I have no patience for the recovery time either. I want to be feeling better so I can start being more like a slave. Master's been taking care of me and helping out a lot but I hate not having my structure. The chores list and rules help me to stay centered. I miss feeling like a slave. I was out of my hospital bed one day after having a c-section with Skywalker. I was also grocery shopping the day he came home from the hospital. I don't like bedrest. I want to be cooking or walking again. Urg! I'm just feeling frustrated and moody and I can't wait til life can get back to normal again. I did have a good talk this morning with my sister. She's going through a lot of changes lately. Her and her new husband are thinking of having a baby so I could be an Aunt one day. I miss my sister so much. I think it's going to drive me crazy when she has a baby and I can't be there for her and help her out the way I'd like to. I really wish we lived closer. I am not allowed to have sex until the bleeding stops which could be a week or two. Not much naughty fun at all to talk about this week. I am hoping to at least please Master this weekend with a blowjob so he can have some stress release. I also miss serving him and I miss having that connection between us. I am looking forward to him being home and spending some time with him too. My force doesn't feel too strong but I know I will get through this and the sun will shine again soon... Have a good weekend. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

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The joys of being a woman

I am really nervous about tommorow. I've got surgery planned and will be going into the hospital for it. Master is taking the day off to take care of me. I havn't been in the hospital since Skywalker was born. Even with minor surgery, it always carries risks. I always worry until it's all over and I'm recovering from it. I havn't been in the hospital for surgery since having Skywalker. At least this time I'll be in and out and not staying for days like I did after having my c-section. Ah the joys of being a woman. If it's not one thing, it's another. Women have all kinds of problems when it comes to their periods. I have not heard of many women who go through their lives without some type of period problem. I've had awful periods since I started getting them when I was around Leia's age. Leia has been talking to me a lot about periods because she is due to start her first one any day now. Her best friend just recently got hers for the first time. I honestly feel for her because I know what it will be like when it all starts up. The months of cramps and pms and feeling like crap usually for a few days a month. Yuck! I guess I should be glad that I am starting pre-menopause. My mom had hers early and I've had some symptoms already for menopause. Although I worry about menopause too. I've heard bad stories from some women of hormones and all kinds of changes in their sex drives. I've recently been diagnosed with uterine fibroids and also have a polyp too in my uterus. These are pretty common for women, especially pre-menopausal women like myself. It has caused awful periods with very heavy bleeding for me. I am going in tommorow for a D&C and I also might need furthur surgery to get rid of the fibroids. I read that it will take a few days to recover and that I won't be able to have sex for a week or two! Ack! I think that is almost more stressful than the surgery itself. I hope this will solve my health problems I have had the last few months. DL mentioned that I should have a hysterectomy and although that does look like the best way to get rid of fibroids, I am really unsure about getting that done. I did some reading and I really am not sure I am ready for something like that. It's been a real life change for me lately with Leia starting puberty and with me growing older and thinking about menopause and that. My baby days are over and my kids are growing up on me and I feel like I am going through so many changes physically and emotionally. I won't be blogging for a while until I am recovered and feeling better. It's going to be a long week ahead to recover and gain my strength again for being up to my usual self. Wish me luck and have a really good rest of the week! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Rainy days and Mondays

I had a really good weekend and felt very productive and also was able to reconnect with Master after a long week of spending little time together. On Saturday we went to White Rock Beach for the afternoon. We ate a really fancy restaurant for lunch and I enjoyed some fish and chips and looked out at the ocean while we talked about our future and goals for the year ahead. We went for a really relaxing walk on the Pier afterwards. It was so nice out and sunny with a cool breeze. I love the beach and I really felt relaxed and happy holding onto Master while we walked the pier and beach. We even saw a bald eagle flying around. I love days like that. We came back home so relaxed and feeling peaceful. We watched 30 days of night which was extremely creepy and scary. Many movies make vampires look erotic but that movie made them look so dangerous and scary. I cuddled close to Master a lot and had to look away a few times from the tv. We played until the early hours on Saturday night. I got spanked and I gave Master a full course blowjob. He made me cum many times. We got to play on the darkside a bit and enjoyed some nice escape together. I felt so extremely content falling asleep naked in his arms after such an enjoyable day together. Sometimes you just need to take a day out of life and just connect together. Be sure to check out my latest blog post over at The Fellatrices called "Giving a good blowjob takes practice." The Fellatrix changed the name of the blog to reflect all the different fellatio writers who are writing there. There is lots of great posts and you can contribute to Fellatio Friday too. She is hoping to start a Spanko Saturday series there too which would be great. Be sure to check out the blog! I've got minor surgery on Wednesday. Master is off work for that day and will be taking care of me. We won't be doing HNT this week and probably won't be posting very much this week because of it. I plan to take a few days to recover. We are still working on our place too. We got half of our basement cleaned up this weekend. We are putting a few things up for sale and we are getting a lot more organized. I've been offline a lot with working on it all. We got a really cool postcard in the mail from our friend, good girl today. We sent her some Vancouver postcards for her birthday from our online store. Master took the picture which is on the postcard and very proud of it. It was really neat to get that today. It's raining and yucky out and I was feeling a bit down so it was nice to get that surprise today. Thank you for voting in our poll about your favorite Star Wars character. Leia and padme were tied with 19% of people voting for them. Han Solo also got some votes with 14%. Thanks for voting! We put up a new poll on the sidebar asking you if you celebrate St. Patrick's Day. Master mentioned in his post yesterday that he is Irish and we always celebrate it. We are still trying to figure out what to do to celebrate this year. It's only a few weeks away! There are so many changes happening lately in my life. I have had someone from my past contact me again too and have become friends with again. I didn't think I would ever hear from that person again but they surprised me. It's funny how life can change so much in a few months. Things are completely different now than the beginning of the year. I have lost some weight and become more organized and become a better submissive slave for Master too. I'm following the rules really well and done really well with the long lists of chores to do each day. Master said he's noticed a difference in me lately. I am even starting to cook again and I've baked lately and made some really gourmet meals for my family. I'm putting a lot of time into my kids too. We are very proud of Skywalker for getting his orange belt in karate last week. The poly has been put on hold for a while. We've had many talks about letting go of the poly part of our relationship. Master Anakin isn't interested in playing with anyone other than online with people we know. He doesn't want any other relationships in his life other than ours. I am tired of being hurt and feeling disappointed with not being able to find someone local to play with who is looking for more than just sex. I've met so many players and I've been hurt a lot in the last few years. I have put all my energy into my relationship with Master lately and it's really helped our relationship. I feel like a great weight last been lifted from my shoulders. I was feeling so disappointed and upset that I couldn't find anyone to date. I think I am perhaps too old to do the dating anymore. I find it too exhausting to put so much time and energy into a relationship and then have it fail or find out that the person/persons were just players. I get my hopes up about someone and then get hurt and disappointed. It's happened so much over the last 11 years and I get hurt and it affects me and has created trust issues that are hard to overcome. I enjoy playing online but I am not on JLD too much anymore. I agree with Master that it's easier to play with friends we know online like we did for our naughty webcam party with Griz and good girl. Cowboy was the last straw for me and also a big reason I don't go onto JLD very much anymore also. Most of the men I've met through that site seem to only want to private webcam with me and jack off on the webcam with me. My friend, Dark doesn't seem to want to talk to me anymore when I told him I wasn't interested in doing anymore private webcams with him. I have to admit that I don't think I will ever find anyone like Master R to play with. I find myself comparing a lot of men to him. I am grateful for my training and learning that I had with Master R. He taught me a lot. So did nikki. I am glad for all the relationships I have had in the last 11 years. I just feel ready to let go of the dreams of ever finding a relationship like I had with them. No woman can compare to nikki. No man can compare to R. They were both amazing experiences and I have looked but never been able to find relationships like that again. Master Anakin gives me all that I can need and I feel glad to give him my full attention lately. Perhaps it's time to let go of the poly and move on with a different kind of future for our relationship. I wish my force was feeling stronger today. Perhaps it's time to take a day to rest and focus my energy into my Master. He helps me when I am not feeling strong enough and needing his force. I think I'm going to ask for some Hitatchi time today and then take a hot bath before I have to go out into the rain later this afternoon. I hate rainy days and Mondays. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

St. Patty's Day gear

St. Patrick's Day is just around the corner on March 17th. There's still time to get some great gear from our online store Darkside Digital Arts to celebrate the day. I'm of Irish ancestry so I celebrate, but on St. Patrick's Day I think everyone can be Irish for a day. We've got some really cool Irish-themed designs for St. Patricks Day and it's not just t-shirts. We've got these designs on buttons, beer stein's and hoodies and shirts of all kinds. A couple of the designs are in the adult section of the store, and the others are in the random section. So be sure to check them out and be ready to celebrate St. Patrick's Day in style. May the force be with you ~ Anakin