Happy HNT - An oldie but a goodie

Happy HNT! This picture is an old one. We put it up last year sometime. Click to enlarge. Master Anakin wasn't able to do a new one this week so I was looking at the older HNT pictures and saw this one and knew that I wanted to put it up again. I really love this picture and those panties. They are so feminine and sexy. I also love the color of them. I havn't worn them in a while. Maybe I should put those on for Master sometime soon? What do you think? Should I get them on today and surprise him when he comes home from work today? Please leave me a comment and let me know what you think. :) I weighed myself today and am very proud of myself. I have lost a pound this week. I am finally starting to go down. I'm taking my diet very serious and have been trying really hard to make some changes. I feel more energy the last few days too. Master is very pleased. I have a lot of motivation for wanting to lose a few pounds. I have my trip to Toronto coming up and also my sister's wedding reception in a few weeks. My sister always looks fabulous. I also want to start feeling better about myself. I have been working hard on my bucket list the last few days. I'm not sure if anyone checked it out as I havn't gotten any comments over there yet. I admit that I'm a bit sad that not many people seemed to want to help me cross things off that list. I am up to #225. It's been great motivation to think of all the things that I want to do before I kick the bucket. There are so many things that I want to do again. So many people sit around only thinking or talking about the things they want to do or see in their life. I have decided that I want to start living life to the fullest and crossing things off my list. I'm hoping a few people close to me might get a little bit brave and ask me to do something naughty off that list. I put down "to kiss a woman again". Perhaps there is a woman out there who would make this wish cum true and give me a kiss? It has been so long and I have been getting that craving to kiss another woman again. Perhaps that bucket list will inspire a few people to ask me to do some neat or different things with them even if they are not naughty. Master said he had no idea that I wanted to go to the Vancouver Art Gallery. We've walked by it a million times but we both didn't think each other really wanted to go there. I really want to get started crossing things off the list and hope to do something this weekend to start crossing off the neat ideas off the list. I'll be blogging there as it happens too as I cross things off my list. I plan to blog there and continue adding onto my list as often as possible. Life is too short to sit around just wishing you did new things or did it again. I feel like I wait around a lot waiting for things to happen. I'm hoping this bucket list will start to get things to happen. It will motivate me and perhaps others like Master and my friends to help me try new things or even push my limits a bit. There are a few things off that list that will be a challenge to me. I hope to cross a few things off the list when I go see Shasta. She was mentioning maybe taking me to the gym for a workout. Maybe even yoga which I havn't tried before. Or even make our own jam from scratch. She has really inspired me to change my list and start living again with my bucket list. Her friendship has also been a great inspiration in my life and been very positive for me. I am so grateful for her friendship in my life. I honestly don't remember the last time I had a best friend like her. I had almost forgotten how good it feels to have a best friend again. I really can't wait to meet Shasta! 44 days and counting! I have decided to make some changes in my life. I have decided to end a few friendships/relationships with different people lately like my Dad. I havn't talked to him in weeks and have backed away from him. I also have decided that I am going to be too busy for those that seem to be "too busy" for me. There are a few people that I havn't heard from in months...or even years. I had one friend contact me recently who hadn't been in touch for 5 years! I have a hard time believing she was really "that" busy to send me a christmas card or pick up the phone sometime. I have another blogger friend who hasn't been in touch with me for months now. Are you really that busy? I think sometimes that people think they can be out of touch for months or years and think that your friendship or relationship will be the same. I just don't have time anymore to keep in touch with people who are too busy to be my friend...or be my Dad...or anything else. I'm sure everyone has had friendships or relationships like that. I do understand about going through a hard time or you can't e-mail for a few weeks. I am talking about when it becomes months or a very long time without keeping in touch. I have been thinking a lot about Master R too. I feel ready to let go of all the anger and feelings that I have had over the last year for him. I don't think I was really dealing very well with our breakup. I had thought about contacting him but I know it's really over with him and it's time to move on. It has felt good lately to get back on track with the poly again and I am looking forward to meeting new people and experiencing new and different things. We put up a new poll on our sidebar. Do you watch porn? I'm always curious because I love porn and watch it frequently. I have a pretty big porn collection too. What kind of porn do you like? I am really curious and hope people can vote in our poll or leave us a comment about it. My force feels strong lately. I feel a lot differently about life...about myself...about the poly and Master. I am feeling happier and learning to let go of the past. It's time for me to embrace a positive future with lots of possibilities. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

There's nothing better than a morning quickie

I don't think there is anything better than a morning quickie to get the day started off right and to make for a very cheerful mood. I had a pretty draining day yesterday and was very tired from spending most of my Sunday cleaning our place from top to bottom. The place was sparkling but I was left tired and drained yesterday. I was in a very bad mood last night and got a bit of attitude. Master could have spanked me but he sent me to bed early instead. He knows me very well and sometimes I just need a good sleep. I am finding I need more sleep now that I am in my 30's. I don't do well when I have insomnia or not enough sleep. Master was trying to get ready for work this morning when I started to get naughty and playful. I got his cock out and then started to suck on it. "You're going to be me late for work, bitch. Damn! Stop making me hard" he said trying to get me to back off from teasing his cock with my tongue and mouth. I knew sucking on his cock for a few minutes would change his mind about work. I really needed him and I didn't want him to leave until we had fucked. He was rock hard when he plunged into my pussy and gave me a very hard fuck. He fucked me and then he had to leave. He said that he barely made it to work on time this morning and that he owes me a spanking for it. LOL! I'm a naughty girl. I can't help it. I needed a morning quickie. I feel a lot differently today after getting fucked hard this morning. I went to Wal Mart with a big smile on my face. Master just phoned me a few minutes ago and said I had his permission to use my Hitatchi this afternoon and cum for him since I was not able to cum this morning. Yeah! I love spending some time masturbating in the middle of the day. Thank you Master! I worked on my bucket list this morning. I am up to 145 now and am having fun coming up with the different ideas of things I want to do before I kick the bucket. If anyone wants to help me cross any off my list, please let me know. I know several of them will be crossed off on my Toronto Trip coming up in June. 45 days and counting! I'm so excited to meet Shasta and see Ontario. We had a really nice talk on the phone yesterday and she sent Master and I some goodie bags from the JLD live show that she helped to host earlier this month. There was some really cool stuff in them. The chocolate penis's were yummy and I've got some samples of lubricant and also a few condoms and lots of other stuff. Thanks Shasta! Master started a bucket list of his own too. I plan to do blog posts on my bucket list blog as I am crossing things off my list. I can share photos or stories of my different adventures that I do as I am trying out new things from my list. :) We had some big news in the Skywalker family this weekend. Leia got her first period. My little girl is officially a woman! Master will have to deal with two females now in the house having PMS. Oh boy! Now the fun will really start. She is turning 13 and going to High School in the Fall. What happened? All of a sudden my little girl is growing up on me. There is also some other kind of news too which Master and I decided on. We had decided a few months ago to take a break with our poly (having an open marriage) relationship. We have been discussing opening up our relationship again. We havn't done any naughty webcams or phone sex or any kind of dating the last few months. We wanted to work on our relationship. Things are very strong with us and we feel ready to date others again or even just to play with people. I am going to my first ever sex party in Toronto in June and I wanted to make sure that I could play with someone if there was an opportunity and it started to happen. I admit that I miss playing with other people too. I miss the naughty webcam nights and getting a spanking from someone or even the kiss from another woman. Nothing else has been going on lately. I have been trying to diet for two big events that are coming up in May and June. I am trying to walk more and get motivated. My sister who is a vegan keeps trying to get me to become one but I really don't think I can give up fish and chicken. Who knows though. Maybe I can give it a try for a month or something. :) It's a beautiful sunny day and I'm going to go enjoy my Hitatchi and have some masturbation time. I hope everyone has a great day! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A spanking and then a blowjob

I was anticipating a spanking that was coming to me on Friday night. We had done a poll on Journey to the Darkside about what people wanted to see me spanked with and the winner was the belt. I got into a hot bath that night thinking about the night ahead. I knew it was a hard spanking coming to my poor bottom and that we were going to be probably playing for hours. I sipped on some merlot and started thinking about Master Anakin. He got some really big news at work and was in a great mood and he was looking forward to spanking my ass. I knew it had been a long week for him and the best thing that I could give him would be the full course blowjob to thank him for my spanking and to relax and please him.... ..... To read the rest of this blog post, please check out the Fellatrices blog. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

padme's belt spanking video from Friday night

Thanks everyone for voting in our spanking poll. My padme got a hard belt spanking on Friday night and here is a small clip of that spanking. My padme will fill you in with the details soon. Enjoy! ~Anakin

TGIF! The results are in from the spanking poll!!

It's been a really exciting Friday today. A few different things happened today. Master Anakin got some really big news at his work today. It means some really good positive changes and hopefully a raise in the future and lots more possibilities for his future there. I'm very excited for him. :) I also got my anniversary present today in the mail! I knew he had ordered it for me and I was so excited to carry the package inside and open up my new "beach girl" t-shirt from Darkside Digital Arts. I LOVE the color of this t-shirt. It reminds me of the ocean. I am very excited! I can't wait to pack it for my Toronto trip. I know I will be wearing it a lot! Thank you Master Anakin! I had a really wonderful chat on msn today with my best friend, Shasta. She read my bucket list that I have been working on. She was mentioning that I can hopefully cross a few things off my list when I come out in June for my Toronto Trip which is 48 days away. I hope we can do the fondue. I've never done one and would love to have one sometime. I get to see Niagara Falls which is something I've always wanted to see. I've wanted to shop and see Much Music in Toronto too which hopefully will happen. Also I will be going to my first ever sex party at Goodhandy's that weekend. I am soooo excited and a bit nervous about it. :) We joked around about one of the things off my bucket list. I mentioned that I would like to trade spouses one day with someone. I think it would be neat to trade spouses and live someone else's life for a day. I've watched the tv show a few times and often wondered what it would be like. We talked about trading spouses with each other. It was funny thinking about her being Master Anakin's wife and slave for the day though. LOL! She's not used to having to get permission for having an orgasm or having such an early bedtime like I have. She was saying she would be black and blue from all the punishment spankings she would get for being such a brat. I also imagined what it would be like to be in her shoes for a day. That made me giggle thinking about how I would all of a sudden have a lot more freedom than I am used to having. I could have as many orgasms as I would like and order my own food and go to bed whenever I felt like it. LOL. I can't imagine having that much freedom! I don't think I'd know what to do with myself. Shasta also has way more sex toys than anyone else I know. I'd want to spend lots of time trying all of them out. It was very fun to think about today. :) TGIF! I am looking forward to a hard spanking coming to me tonight. We had a spanking poll that was up on our side bar for the last few days. We had done a earlier poll and people said they wanted me to get a hard spanking. We asked you what Master Anakin should spank me with for the hard spanking. The results are in: His Hand! A good hard OTK spanking! 26% His belt! 31% Anakin's paddle 4% Leather Paddle 4% Hairbrush 14% Wooden Spoon 2% Razor strop 9% The crop! 4% And the winner is: His belt! Master's mean black belt is going to be giving me some attention on my ass tonight. He had a very sadistic laugh when I told him the results and that he gets to use the belt to spank me with. Lots of sadistic readers out there who seem to want me to get the belt. I love the belt a lot but I also get nervous when I know a hard one is coming with it. I do admit that I am getting wet too just thinking about it. *blushes* I can't help it...I'm such a pain slut. ;) I saw a very amusing video on You Tube today about how to arrange a threesome! Check this out! Way too funny!! LOL. I was showing Master this video when we found out that we have an overnight for tommorow night and we will have no kids for a full 24 hours. We aren't sure yet what we are going to do but it's exciting to know there are lots of possibilities and time to get very naughty if we want to. Maybe Master can help me cross a few things off my bucket list. Sooooo...I am counting down the hours before my ass is laying over the pillow on the side of the bed and getting a hard spanking with his belt. Darth Vader has been taunting me all day with messages about the poll and the upcoming spanking tonight. "Prepare your ass for a beating" was one of the e-mails that I got today. What a mean old man! I am feeling soooooooooooooooooooo nervous right now! The anticipation is intense with knowing that a hard spanking with his belt is coming tonight. Hopefully there will be lots of play time and sex afterwards to take my mind off my very sore ass. I need to get fucked really hard and then spend some time on the darkside tonight...Have you ever just REALLY needed to get fucked? That's how I am feeling right now! Little miss dangerous wants to come out and play... Master Anakin was wondering how many people want to hear all about it and see the pictures of the spanking tonight? *If* we get enough comments...we'll post those pictures for you this weekend! Maybe even a video of it. :) Have a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Personality test

I found this personality test on a few different blogs and was curious to give it a try myself. I was surprised how this describes me pretty good. I will be blogging later when the results of the spanking poll are done at 6 pm PST/9 pm EST tonight. Please vote if you havn't already! I have been told to get my ass ready for a hard spanking. So far the belt and hand are tied! :) I've been working on my bucket list and am up to 30 on it so far. It's exciting that I'll be able to cross a few of them off on my Toronto Trip in June. :) My Personality Neuroticism 82 Extraversion 13 Openness to Experience 17 Agreeableness 44 Conscientiousness 46 You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you, however you feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much, however you do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. Take a Personality Test now or view the full Personality Report. The best Uggs

Happy HNT - Waiting for a spanking

Happy HNT! Master Anakin took some time yesterday to work on a brand spanking new HNT picture for everyone. Click to enlarge. I really love what he's done with it. I think this is a very erotic picture and was taken during a moment that I was on the bed waiting for a spanking. I was on my leash and wearing my pink thong and black lingerie. It looks like I'm going to be waiting for a hard spanking on Friday night. The votes are in from our latest poll and Master Anakin said that the winning vote will be happening on Friday night when we get some alone time for me to get my hard spanking. Here were the results of that vote: Do you think padme amidala needs a spanking? 55% of you voted for Yes! She needs a hard one 20% of you voted for Yes! She needs an erotic one 0% (no votes) for No. She is a good girl 5% of you voted for Maybe. Is she misbehaves and 20% of you voted for Yes. I'll spank her myself! I had to giggle at the fact that no one at all voted for me not getting the spanking. Do I really deserve a spanking? A hard one? Hmmm...lots of sadistic people out there who want to get me a good hard one. I must have done something really naughty to deserve so many votes. :) I've got two days now to think about what's coming to me. Hopefully we'll take some pictures for everyone to see. Who wants to see them? Please leave us a comment! We'd love to hear from you. Master Anakin wants to know what he should spank me with for my hard spanking on Friday. We have put up another poll on our sidebar to find out. You can vote all the way up to 6 pm PST (9 pm EST) on Friday and then the winning vote will be what I get my spanking with. Do you want him to use his hand? Or his belt? Or what about the leather paddle? Anakin's paddle? Lots of different choices! Please vote! It's too bad some of those people who voted for spanking me themselves couldn't come over and do it. I am very curious who voted for that one. :) Master Anakin wanted to also write about the HNT picture this week. He says "I was browsing through our archive of photos looking for an HNT image to Photoshop when I came across this one. I was hoping to find one with lots of skin and some good contrast in the lighting to apply some new Photoshop techniques I had learned about. This image of My padme waiting on the bed for some attention on her ass. I added some darkness above and beside her. I used some new Photoshop CS3 filters that I hadn't used before for the ultra-smooth skin and sepia tone. I really hope you like the effect or mood it achieved." Master Anakin also wanted me to let everyone know that there is some new designs at our online store, Darkside Digital Arts! Please be sure to check them out. I can't wait until my "beach girl" t-shirt arrives that Master got me for our anniversary. I wanted to let everyone know that I have started writing in my other blog again, padme's devotions. I missed blogging there and it's a place that I can share my vanilla pictures and also communicate with my Master. I did some updates on it today. I am not sure who is still linked to that blog so please let me know if you have padme's devotions linked or would like to trade links with me. I hope to be posting a lot more there. I hope to also start blogging more over at our diet blog, Journey to the Lightside. I'm on a strict diet to lose a few pounds before my trip in June. It's given me good motivation to want to get a bit more in shape. I also started a new blog today called padme's bucket list. This is a fun blog that I plan to put all my different ideas onto of things that I'd like to do before I die. I am slowly working on my list for that. I'd like to thank Shasta for giving me the idea for it. I hope everyone is having a good hump day! 50 days and counting for my trip to meet my best friend, Shasta! I added a countdown clock so I could count down the days as it gets closer and closer. I wish it was June already! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Another meme

I always love to do a meme when I am not sure what to write about. I do have some ideas for blog posts but I just feel kind of lazy and tired today after not getting enough sleep the last few days. I have no problem getting to bed. I've been going to bed early the last few nights. The problem has been staying asleep. I get up in the middle of the night and I can't get back to sleep for a few hours. I toss and turn and can't seem to get tired enough to drift off again. It's driving me a little bit nuts. I'm not sure what's causing this but hopefully I can have one night of solid sleep soon. The weather looks beautiful today and I should try to get outside but I'm feeling too tired to even go for a walk. At least I am forced to walk when I get my kids from school in the afternoon. I was so tired last night that I was almost falling asleep while watching Snakes on a Plane with Master. I was telling him that watching a movie like that right before bedtime isn't such a good idea. He then told me a bedtime story upstairs while putting me to bed. It was called "Spanks on a plane" and it was about a naughty girl who joined the mile high club and then got spanked for being such a bad girl on the plane. LOL. It was a very cute bedtime story and I drifted off to sleep with images of spankings happening on the plane instead of snakes. I was talking to Master about my trip to Toronto in June to visit Shasta. It's only 51 days now and counting. I'm a little bit nervous about being apart from Master for a few days, especially about the bedtime. I havn't been apart from Master for years and when I was, I didn't sleep very well at all. I am used to him tucking me into bed and telling me bedtime stories and also telling me to "sleep for him and dream of him" before I fall asleep. I am not sure also if Shasta knows that I sleep with a teddy bear every night. That teddy bear goes with me everywhere. My sister laughed at me when it would come on trips with her. I can't sleep without my teddy bear. Master did tell me I could phone him at any time and that he would tell me a bedtime story on the phone if I needed it. :) I got this sexy meme from The Naughty one and it looked very fun to try. If you want to snag it, let me know and I'll come check out your answers to it. The first time I heard about sex, I thought it was...fascinating. My best friend at the time was describing her first sexual experience to me. I was 15 years old and didn't even have my first boyfriend yet. I was fascinated with all the dirty details of it all. My first experience with self stimulation was...after getting my first spanking from my boyfriend when I was 16 years old. I was so excited by it that I went home and masturbated with my hand and was surprised when I had my first orgasm. The furthest I have ever gone in a parked car was...I've done everything in a parked car. LOL. I can't think of anything I havn't done. The first method of contraception I ever used was...the birth control pill. My mom had me on it at 16 years old even though I was a virgin. I went on mostly because of my periods but my mom also wanted to make sure I was protected in case I was having sex. When a man tells me a dirty joke, it usually makes me...blush. Especially if it's a man that I hardly know. The first time I had an orgasm, I thought I was...a naughty girl that knew how to make herself feel very good The grossest person I have ever shared a bed with was...The man that raped me. He was the grossest and biggest pig that I have ever known. The rottenest thing I ever did to escape having to make love was...blame my period when I wasn't on it. I didn't want to make love to him so I told him it was that time of the month. The excuse I most often hear for not making love is..."I'm too tired" My favourite method of flirting is...Flirting with the eyes. I will flirt sometimes with my eyes and usually can see if the person is interested in flirting back and if it will go to the next step which is usually kissing. The most I have ever "come on" with a girlfriend's man was...Yikes. This is a hard one to admit to. I have not only come onto a girlfriend's man but I've slept with him. My girlfriend, amber shared her man with me from the very beginning when she introduced me to Master R who was also her Master. I believe I am dressed the sexiest when I am wearing...my "spank me" panties or my naughty schoolgirl outfit or one of the many costumes I have. If I ever surprised my man in the act of self-stimulation, I would probably...watch or join in If I were to describe male sexual equipment in one word, it would have to be...Yummy! The thought of making love to two men at the same time really makes me...horny! I miss having threesomes with two Doms. They were a lot of naughty fun! If I were to estimate how often I fantasize about making love to a strange man, it would be...not often. I really am not interested in making love with strange men that I don't know. If my friends all decided to skinny dip, I would probably...join in! I've gone skinny dipping before and had a great time. If my mate and I were sharing a hotel room with another couple who started to make love, I would probably...ask if it was ok to join in with the naughty fun. Why not have a foursome and all have fun together? If on a first date the subject of birth control came up, I would...talk about it. I think it's important to figure out birth control before sleeping together. While making love to my mate, I sometimes fantasize about...very dark fantasies. I'll let you wonder what those dark fantasies are. :) If a stripper gave me the opportunity to remove his/her last piece of clothing I would...take it off with my teeth. If I had to wear a costume to make love, I would dress as...a naughty schoolgirl If my lover agreed to wear a costume of my choice before making love, I would choose...the Darth Vader costume! The wildest sexual aid I have ever used was...Our flogger handle. I have fucked myself with it many times. I've also used a vodka bottle also to fuck myself with. :) The most pleasure I have ever had with a foreign object was...wouldn't you like to know! ;) The last sexual request I refused was...Darklord has messaged me a few times wanting to get naughty on the webcam and I have said no. The last sexual request someone refused me was...Master Anakin when he has denied me an orgasm. The thought of making love during pregnancy makes me...glad that I hopefully won't be pregnant again. I did not like making love during any of my pregnancies. The thought of making love during "that time of the month" leaves me...feeling yucky. My sex drive goes to zero and I have little interest in making love during that time of the month. My favorite fantasy involving a hot tub is...thinking of Edmonton and our private hot tub that we had in our hotel room and all the naughty things we did it in. My favorite fantasy involving a romantic location is...being in Hawaii with Master on the beach there My favorite fantasy involving a famous man is...doing some role playing with Don Johnson. He can play Crockett from Miami Vice and I can be the bad girl that he sleeps with and puts the cuffs on. My favorite fantasy involving a man I know is...getting a hard spanking by him and then having to serve him all night by being his slut. Being caged and spending the night in bondage and taking pain for him. My favorite fantasy involving a woman I know is...her reaching over to kiss me and then making the moves on me. I've been with too many submissive women before and I'd love a woman who comes onto me and isn't afraid to spank me or take control a little. The last time a man tried to pick me up was...down at the school. There is a Dad down there who likes to flirt with the other moms and he was trying to pick me up the other day and flirt with me. My favorite fantasy involving sex in a public place is...thinking of being on the beach somewhere having sex while the waves crash in. I'm a beach girl and have many fantasies of fucking on the beach. The most public place I ever made love was...on the beach in Waikii when I was 18 years old. There was a lot of security going up and down the beach and they came close to seeing what I was doing a few times. When I finally lost my virginity, I was....18 years old and in college. I think the maximum number of men I am physically capable of making love to in a single day is...hmmmm...I'm not too sure about that question. Maybe 2? Maybe more. I really like having a tongue stuck in my...pussy I really hate having a tongue stuck in (between) my...toes. I am too ticklish. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

padme will be meeting Shasta in June

I've got some really big news and am so excited that I can't hold it inside. I was going to wait and blog about this when it got closer but I really want to share the news of something that happened today. I blogged a few days ago about how Master Anakin had said "yes" to something pretty big but I didn't say what it was. To be honest I'm still surprised that he agreed to it and has given me this really wonderful and amazing gift. Sometimes I'm truly overwhelmed by the gifts that my Master has given me through the years. I have gone on some really great trips with my sister and this time he's letting me go on one by myself. This will be the first trip that I have ever taken on my own. I'm very excited and also a little bit nervous about flying without anyone with me. This is a really big first for me! He had offered me a free trip last year but I never got to take him up on it. This week he offered it to me again and told me I had permission to fly out and meet my closest friend. I was talking to Master earlier in the week that I was feeling really depressed about some of my friendships lately. There are only a few people I feel very close to and there is one friend that I talk to almost daily and who has become a really big part of my life....Shasta Gibson. I've known her for almost two years and we have gone through a lot together and grown close. She is one of the only people I've met through this blog that I talk on the phone to and when we do, it's always for hours and we can't stop talking. I can't imagine what it will be like when we really get together in June. I don't imagine I'll be sleeping much and I can imagine us talking non-stop at Starbucks or on her couch. Shasta is one of my best friends and I can't wait to meet her. She has invited me to stay at her new house and I'm very thankful to her and her husband, Jack for being hosts to me in June. I will be flying out of Vancouver on Thursday June 12th and staying until Monday the 16 of June. I was very thankful to get a direct flight so there is no changing planes. It's going to be a very early morning for me on the 12th and I can imagine I'll be drinking lots of Starbucks that day. lol. Have I mentioned that I am not a morning person? I am not easy to deal with until I've had my morning cup of coffee. :) Shasta has a few really fun things planned for my visit. We hope to do some shopping in Toronto and also I am hoping to see Niagara Falls which is somewhere I've always wanted to visit. I am hoping I'll get a chance to stop at at least one winery too while I'm there. Master Anakin has put in a special request to bring him back a bottle right from Ontario. Master has a weekend planned for himself and will be watching the kids while I fly out on my trip. This is a special gift for me and he says that I deserve some time away and a fun time with my bestest friend ever! He knows how special she's become in my life and says that every single time I get off msn with her or the phone that I am smiling for hours afterwards. I can't wait to meet her! I'm going to be counting down the weeks now until the trip! I've never been to Ontario before so that is very exciting for me also. I've always wanted to go and everyone in my family has been but me. I can't wait to meet Shasta and also get to see so many neat places in Toronto. Shasta has arranged to have me visit during a Goodhandy's party that weekend. I'm extremely excited about it! I'm trying to figure out already what to wear for it. I can't wait to meet Todd from the show, Kink and also be able to experience something so cool and unique. Shasta wrote about going to Goodhandy's recently in a post. It sounds like a really neat club and I am really excited to attend one of their parties while I am visiting Ontario. I've had a wonderful weekend and I meant to blog about it today but I was booking my trip and now it's all I can think about. I don't remember the last time I was so excited about a trip. I can't wait! 53 days from now I'll be in Ontario visiting Shasta. It still seems a bit unreal in some ways. Woot! :) I'd like to thank my very sexy and amazing husband and Master for giving me this special gift to fly out and see my best friend and have a few days away from it all. He is the best and I'm so lucky to have him! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A quickie and a spanking

TGIF! What a long week it's been. I feel worn out and I'm trying to relax from a very, very long week filled full of kids fighting and very little time with Master Anakin. I was feeling a bit on edge yesterday after several days had gone by and we were not able to stay awake long enough to have a quickie before bed. Saturday night was the last time we played and I was starting to get the itch again for a spanking and some sex. I became a bit pouty on the phone when Master phoned on his cell phone on his way home from work. I started to get a bit of attitude with him. I got the kids ready for karate and my in-laws phoned and said they would take them because Master wasn't home yet and it was karate time and the kids were going to be late. So they came by and picked them up. I started on dinner. Master came home from work and notices that the kids aren't around and gone to karate. I was right in the middle of making him dinner when he comes up behind me and squeezes my ass and gives it a spank and says "we have 45 minutes before they come home. Let's quickly go upstairs and make the most of it." Well I wasn't going to waste anytime. I put dinner on warm and quickly went upstairs to our bedroom. Life with kids is like that. You get some alone time and you learn to squeeze as much naughty fun into as much time as you get alone together. We had 45 minutes and I got a spanking over his knee and also some of his belt before I got fucked hard and then he gave me a huge orgasm with the Rabbit vibrator in my pussy and the Hitatchi on my clit. We were both panting on the bed when we heard the doorbell that the kids were home. Master threw on his robe and ran downstairs while I cleaned up and tried to catch my breath. I had a sore ass and a very relaxed subspace feeling when I came down to finish making dinner and then go on with our evening. Tonight Master ordered us a delicious pizza and I opened a bottle of merlot. I commented which panties I put on today just for him. I put on my "spank me panties" today to drop a bit of a hint of what kind of mood that I am in. He always knows that I need a spanking when I wear my spank me panties. :) I really need some stress release and I'd like a really hard spanking tonight from Darth Vader. I just felt like we didn't have enough time to really give me the kind of spanking that I am craving right now. I put up a picture of me wearing my spank me panties from an HNT taken last year. I am headed up for a hot bath with one of my Lush Bathbombs that I won from my Prize pack. Master has told me to shave my pussy and make sure I am ready for some play after Skywalker goes to bed. Leia is at a sleepover tonight and we plan to stay up late and play on the darkside. I've been drinking lots of coffee to make sure I stay awake this time and not fall asleep like I've done a few other nights this week. lol. Tommorow we plan to watch UFC 83 which is going to be in Montreal, Canada tommorow night with George St. Pierre. I think he's such a hottie and I'm sure I will get all wet watching him fight. Maybe Master can bring out the UFC gloves he has and give me a spanking with them. I always love the way they make me feel. I wrote an erotic story about a fantasy spanking and threesome with Master Anakin and Andrei Arlovski. Check it out if you havn't already. It's a really naughty one. :) I hope everyone has a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Pretty in pink padme

Happy HNT! We havn't done an HNT in a while and I thought I would try a little photoshopping and put up a picture that is one of my personal favorites. We put this picture up last year but I was wearing light blue lingerie. I changed the color to pink which is one of my favorite colors. I love how feminine I look in this picture. I was laying there waiting for a spanking and the lingerie was just barely covering my ass. I just love how erotic this picture looks. I hope you enjoy too! Please leave us a comment. We always love to hear from you. I have been really enjoying all the comments and reading a lot more blogs lately and trying to leave more comments for others too. Yesterday was a really amazing day. I spent a lot of the day chatting to my best friend, Shasta on msn. She always makes me smile and I really enjoy our chats and friendship so much. I got my Lush prize pack which included some bath bombs and Sharkwater movie and a few other goodies. I got to have a nice hot Lush bath last night and soak with a Waving Not Drowning bathbomb which was heavenly!! Master said "yes" to something pretty big. I can't say what it is yet because I'm still not sure if it's happening and I don't want to jinx it in case it doesn't work out. I am crossing both fingers and toes though that it works out. He got a new digital camera on the weekend and felt this would be a really nice treat for me and a gift from his Grandma's inheritance that he got. I am such a lucky slave!! He really does spoil me and is always surprising me. We wanted to stay up and try to play last night but we both fell asleep exhausted. The bath bomb made me so relaxed that I was in bed and asleep earlier than usual. We are planning to play on Friday night and I can't wait to spend some time with Darth Vader. I miss him soooo much! He read my post/meme last night and told me I have a spanking coming for calling him a computer geek. I can't help but be a brat sometimes. I go so long without a spanking and I start to get a bit of attitude to bring out Darth Vader. Darth Vader as a computer geek? Hmmm...that's quite an image though. lol. Please be sure to vote in our latest poll if you havn't yet. Do I deserve a spanking? How many of you want to give me a spanking yourselves? What would you spank me with? I'm curious. Would you throw me over your lap for an OTK? Or take off your belt and strap my bottom? Or perhaps you'd bring out a paddle and show me what brats get for such mouthy behavior? Hmmm...I'm getting horny just thinking about it. ;) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Sex Talk Meme

I've had a really good day so far. I went to Tim Hortons with my friend, DL this morning and had a good talk and breakfast. I came home and found out I won a Lush Prize pack from a contest I entered on the weekend. Master is picking it up for me on his way home from work today and I can't wait to see what is in the prize pack. Very exciting! I always love to win contests. I've won several and it's always neat to get some neat prizes. I really love Lush so this one is extra cool! Hopefully there are a few bath bombs in there or that. There hasn't been much naughty play this week because Master and I have been busy with kids and karate and all that stuff. Hopefully we can make up for it this weekend and have some time to play on the darkside. I just won't be drinking like I was last weekend. Way too much crown royale on Saturday night got me very sick and took a few days to recover from it. I am finally feeling back to normal and really don't want a repeat. I enjoyed our dark play on Saturday night but things got pretty out of control with both being so drunk like that. I had to see my Chiropractor to fix my neck/back after that. Not that I mind because Dr. J is one of the sexiest men that I know and has magic hands. Master is always bugging me about how he knows I would love to get naughty with him. mmmm...a girl can dream. Dream of a sexy threesome with Master and Dr. J and I. Wow! That would be such a sexy and naughty night! mmmmm... I was tagged for a meme from m from the Story of m. I've been really enjoying reading her blog and I hope everyone checks it out and says hello to her. This looked like a very meme to try. :) The Rules: 1. You must include this link, Sex Talk - Sex Advice for Men 2. You must answer every question! If you don’t have a good answer, you are strongly encouraged to make up something good; we like to be entertained. 3. You must tag three people. 1. Sex in the Morning or Sex at Night? I prefer sex at night as that is often the time we have no kids on the weekends or they are in bed. Morning quickies can be nice sometimes though too. :) 2. Better Sex Music - Sade or Marvin Gaye? I don't really listen to either of them. I do like to play to the Gregorian Chants cd that we have. I find it very meditative and easy to relax and get into the mindset for play. Also Master Anakin likes the music from the movie, Hackers and we have played to that a lot. 3. Naughty Pics or Naughty Home Videos? As you know, we love to take naughty pictures. We share a lot of them here at Journey to the Darkside. But...we've also shared a few naughty videos too of me getting spanked and that. So I would have to say both. 4. Fabulous Sex With: Dr. Doug Ross or Dr. Greg House? I don't watch House so I go with Dr. Doug Ross from ER. I was a very big ER fan for many years. :) 5. Vibrator or Dildo? Vibrator! I LOVE my Hitatchi and use it a lot. I also love having the Rabbit vibrator fucking my pussy as a dildo though too. Both combined always makes for explosive orgasms! :) 6. Bedroom Sex: Lights Off or Lights On? I much prefer lights off and candles going. I buy the big bulk packs of candles because I use so many. 7. Word Preference: Pussy or Cunt? Pussy. I really like the term "bad pussy" which I wear a t-shirt that I bought from our online store which says that. 8. Spanking Over the Knee or Spanking Only During Sex? I like spankings anytime over the knee or during sex or after sex or whenever Master is able to give me one. 9. More Exciting: Sex in an Elevator or Sex in an Aeroplane? Sex in an elevator. I don't really understand the whole mile high club. Have you seen the size of the bathrooms in the aeroplane? LOL. 10. Ron Jeremy or Peter North? Ron Jeremy! I met Ron Jeremy years ago at a club and he sucked on my tit and signed it. I also bought my first porno called the Penetrator which starred Ron Jeremy. I love his big cock and have fantasized about what that would feel like. 11. Word Preference? Cock or dick? Cock 12. Linda Lovelace or Jenna Jameson? Jenna Jameson. I think she's so beautiful and erotic. I have seen a few of her pornos. 13. Rope Bondage or Bondage Tape? Rope bondage. I havn't tried bondage tape yet so I don't really know what that is like. I really enjoyed the rope bondage that Master and I did last week. 14. Give Rim Job or Receive Anal Sex? Anal sex. Master has never really asked for a rim job before so I go with the anal sex as we have done that a lot. 15. Get Rich Stripping in a Skanky Bar or Get Rich as a Call Girl for Celebs? Stripping in a skanky bar. I was offered a job years ago as a stripper from someone who saw me dance at the club I used to go to every week. He was very impressed and offered me a job but I was very worried about my family finding out about it and I wasn't sure I could really do it as a living. I admit though I did consider it. I also considered the call girl thing too at one point with my sister. 16. Which Threesome - Boy/Girl/Girl or Boy/Boy/Girl? Ahhhhhh what a decision to make!! I've done both of these threesomes and I enjoyed both of them so much. That is a hard one to chose between. Can't I do both? I need a woman or guy to join us though and at the moment we have no one to play with for any threesomes. 17. Flavoured Oil or Tingling Oil? Tingling oil 18. Pearl Necklace or Swallow? I enjoy both but I would have to say swallow. I enjoy swallowing Master's cum after a blowjob 19. Sex While Strangers Watch or Sex With a Stranger? I am not sure I could really do sex with a stranger. It's more of a fantasy right now. So I pick sex while strangers watch. I do enjoy people watching our naughty fun. :) 20. Tied to the Bed or to a St Andrew’s Cross? Both please!! I love to be tied to the bed but I'd love to try the St Andrews Cross sometime too. I am tagging my 3 of the sexiest ladies that I know, Shasta, talia (feel free to do the meme in a comment or I can post it here too on my blog) and Southern Angel. If anyone else wants to give it a try, just let me know and I'll come check out your answers to it. I wanted to post this video today of my new favorite song from Mariah Carey. I just love this video and it always makes me smile to watch it. Have I told you that I have a thing for computer geeks? I dated several in high school and married one and Master Anakin is also a bit of a computer nerd too! Just don't tell him I told you that or I might get spanked for it. ;) What do you think? Do I deserve a spanking? I put up a new meme on the sidebar and I'd love to hear from you. Please vote! :) Have a happy hump day! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Yes or No meme

I got this meme from danae. It looked fun to do and I havn't done a meme in a while. Only two rules: You must answer yes or no. You may not explain unless someone asks. Taken a picture naked? Yes Made money illegally? Yes Had a one night stand? Yes Been in a fist fight? Yes Slept with your best friend? Yes Had sex in a public place? Yes Ditched work to have sex? Yes Slept with a member of the same sex? Yes Seen someone die? No Ran from the police? No Woke up somewhere and not remember how you got there? Yes Worn your partners unmentionables? No Fallen asleep at work? No Used toys in the bedroom? Yes Ran a red light? No Been fired? Yes Been in a car accident? Yes Pole danced or done a striptease? Yes Loved someone you shouldn't? Yes Sang karaoke? Yes Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes Laughed so hard you peed your pants? No Caught someone having sex? Yes Kissed a perfect stranger? Yes Shaved your partner? No Given your private parts a nickname? No Ever gone in public without underwear? Yes Had sex on a roof top? No Played chicken? No Mooned/flashed someone? Yes Do you sleep naked? Yes/No Blacked out from drinking? Yes Felt like killing someone? Yes Had sex more than 5 times in one day? Yes Been with someone because they were in a band? No Taken 10 shots of liquor in a day? Yes Shot a gun? No Gone outside naked? Yes May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Little miss bad

I've had an awesome weekend so far. Friday night was a play night and also last night for our anniversary overnight. We were given 24 hours with no kids starting at noon yesterday to celebrate our wedding anniversary. Master Anakin also got a small inheritance yesterday from his Grandma's estate. She passed away right before Christmas and he inherited a bit of money. We decided to go by Best Buy and pick up a new digital camera. He got the Canon Power Shot SX100 IS and it is incredible! We brought it with us yesterday and took many pictures of our date. We went to Metropolis at Metrotown which is one of the biggest shopping centers around the Lower Mainland. Master bought himself some clothes and I was able to get some Lush which I love. We dropped by Chapters and I got a grande Starbucks. Master spoiled me rotten and it was so much fun to shop without the kids around and just spend time together. We had a yummy lunch at the Food Fair there too. Then we went to Central Park which is close to the mall. We walked around a lake there so Master could try out his new camera. We fed the ducks and held hands and relaxed. Then we headed to the River Rock Hotel and Casino for a night of gambling and fun. We love going there as it always reminds us a bit of Las Vegas and we enjoy the marina view and yummy buffet there. It was a perfect sunny spring day and we really enjoyed walking around the marina for a while before going inside to use the slot machines. I won $200!! That was very exciting and paid for our evening. We had dinner at Runway 26 which is the buffet and we did some more gambling and I got to have a few drinks before we left. We really enjoyed the atmosphere there and had a lot of fun. :) We came home and Master was able to have a few drinks with me and we spent hours playing together non-stop. There was lots of orgasms, fucking, sucking, spanking, cropping, and naughty fun! Before we knew it ...it was 1 am and we had been playing for 4 hours straight. My ass was red and sore and my head was spinning from the drinks and all the play and many orgasms. I fell asleep content and very happy after a really wonderful day together. We woke up about an hour ago and we have a few hours left before Skywalker comes home and then Leia. We plan to fuck again and Master wants to give me a few more orgasms. What an incredible overnight! I'm having a really great weekend and I love to play with Darth Vader. :) I wanted to put up a few pictures that were taken on Friday night of my new nightgown and panties that I bought at Wal Mart. They are sooooo cute!! The panties say "little miss bad" on the front and "born to be bad" on the back of them. Master said that they suit me very well. I bought a nightgown that has "whatever" and the happy bunny all over it. Master says that it's full of attitude and he likes to spank me when I'm wearing it. Any nightgown that encourages spanking is a good one. *smiles* I love Wal Mart. You just never know what cute stuff you'll find there. I've also bought clothespins and all kinds of toys there like wooden spoons or different kinds of panties or outfits. Well Master is telling me it's time to get upstairs for some more attention on my ass. I better get going! I hope everyone is having a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Let's get the party started...

TGIF! Let's get the party started. Today is another weekend of Spike tv putting on the next Star Wars movies. Master and I have plans to watch Star Wars IV - A New Hope tonight and are having a pizza night and plan to have a few drinks. Master doesn't know it yet but I have bought a something naughty and cute from Wal Mart this morning to complete our fun night ahead. I saw something that I knew he would like and couldn't resist. I havn't bought new panties for a while but these were so cute and naughty and I got a nightgown to go with them. I can't wait to surprise Darth Vader with them tonight. I hope he likes them. Hopefully we can take some pictures so you can check them out too if anyone wants to see? :) I had a terrific anniversary yesterday with Master. He got off work early and we had lunch and then had time for some alone time up in our bedroom while our kids were in school. We made sweet love to one another. It was beautiful and romantic and I really love to make love to my sexy Anakin. I enjoy the kink and rough sex but I wanted something a bit slower and romantic for our wedding anniversary. Master got me a very cute card saying that each day with me is like a "tropical paradise". I got Master an anniversary card with a beach theme. We both commented how the cards were similar and we were both thinking of the beach and our time there. We both love to go to the beach and we spend a lot of time at different beaches through the year. He even created a beach theme for our online store and surprised me yesterday with buying me one of my favorite t-shirts from there. I can't wait to get my "beach girl" t-shirt! I'm so excited and I love my anniversary present so much! Thank you Master! :) I made him a very yummy meal complete with pumpkin pie for dessert. We enjoyed a quiet evening with our family and even got a surprise with my in-laws dropping by for a visit and card and nice gift for our anniversary. Thank you to everyone who gave us anniversary wishes. It wasn't a big surprise to have a few people not give us any anniversary wishes at all including my Dad who didn't attend our wedding. He's taken off since that letter he wrote to my sister. It feels like we have gone two steps back when I felt like we were making steps forward. I guess that's the way it goes sometimes. I realize that my relationship with him will never change. I put up a picture today on me wearing my pink wig and leather skirt and holding onto a shot glass. I can remember that afternoon that we played for hours and drank shots of vodka. We had so much fun. I really hope we can have a few shots of vodka tonight and have some play on the darkside. I can't wait to show him what I bought at Wal Mart. I'm very excited about it and looking forward to the weekend ahead! Let's get the party started... Have a great weekend and may the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Am I am a naughty nurse?

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Happy 4 year wedding anniversary Master

4 years ago today...

It is hard to believe that it's been 4 years since I was preparing for my wedding day to Master Anakin. Our wedding anniversary is tommorow and today I was thinking about what I was doing 4 years ago today...the day before our wedding. I was getting ready to pick up my sister from the airport and my thoughts were consumed with what was about to happen. We went to Stanley Park that night before my wedding day. I remember thinking about all the old memories of special times that Master and I had in that park. My sister asked me several times that night if I was ok because I was so quiet. The truth is...I was a bit overwhelmed to know that it was the last day before I would enter a TPE relationship and I was trying to process that as much as all the details of the next day and all of what was to happen with our wedding and how my life was about to change in so many ways. We were engaged for 6 years before we got married. I was told that the very last major decision that I would ever have to make would be to marry him. I was scared and nervous about making that decision. I knew that our relationship would change and that my life would be different after signing that TPE (Total power exchange) agreement on our wedding night. I gave it a lot of thought through those 6 years. I knew that a part of me was holding back from really commiting to the D/s relationship with Master. I still had my own bank account and was still making my own decisions. The bedroom part was easy...giving up control sexually. The part outside the bedroom was the hard part. I had a certain freedom while we were engaged. We were not TPE and I worked outside the home and I had been making my own decisions for years. I made a lot of bad choices before I married Master. I was not good at making decisions and often felt lost. I finally felt ready after 6 years to let Master take over and to have the total control in our relationship. April 10, 2004 was a day that changed my life in so many ways. I didn't just get married but I made that final decision to give up all the control to Master Anakin. I still remember my hand shaking as I sat in the chair in our hotel suite still wearing my wedding dress. I remember looking over our TPE agreement and knowing how things were going to change in our relationship. I knew I was now owned as a TPE slave and that I was signing an agreement that would change everything. All decisions would be made by Master who was now my husband. He would be taking control and I would be giving up all decisions to him. It was not a decision that I took lightly. I knew this would be forever. That I was giving up a part of myself to him that I had held back for years. It would truly complete us. He told me to make sure to look it over before I signed it. I took the pen and signed my married name to it which was the first document I signed as his wife with my new name. We keep that agreement with our wedding certificate. At the time it really was huge to give up that amount of control to Master. I had to change my name and change my bank accounts and give up all of the control and decisions to him. I remember how much I wanted it though. I knew that he would take care of me in ways that no other man ever did before. I knew he would make good decisions for me and that he would love me always. I knew he would be a good Dom and that he would take our relationship to new levels that it hadn't been before because I was always holding a part of myself back from him. I remember how freeing it felt to sign my name to that agreement and how incredibly in love I felt on my wedding night. How he took me in a very different way that night from all the other nights we had spent together. I remember him whispering in my ear as we made love "I own you now" and knowing in my heart that he did. I had become not only his wife that day but I had become his TPE slave... I sometimes forget how lucky I am to have this kind of relationship. It made my relationship with Master secure and so much better. I learned to let go of the control and to trust him and that really did put us on the right track in our relationship. I honestly don't know what I would do without the TPE now. I think I'd feel lost without the rules and him making the decisions in our relationship. It is what works for us now and makes us Master and slave. It makes a bond between us that no one has been able to break. I am so deeply grateful that I signed that agreement and that I married the man of my dreams...my soulmate, my best friend..my Master. "I never made promises lightly And there have been some that I've broken But I swear in the days still left We'll walk in fields of gold" I truly, deeply, love you Master...happy 4 year anniversary. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Spending Monday tied up and spanked by Darth Vader

My weekend was pretty uneventful. I got my period just in time for the weekend and it ruined almost all of our plans to play and have naughty fun. I had some tummy issues also going on too on top of it. Star Wars Episodes 1-3 were on Spike TV though so that was fun to watch with Master. Next weekend is the other three movies of the saga. I always enjoy escaping into Star Wars and forgetting about my troubles for a while. Saturday night I did give Master a blowjob which I wrote about yesterday in the Fellatrices blog. I was glad that he was pleased with my blowjob and I fell asleep content next to him. Sunday he spent a lot of time working on our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. Check out all the new beach wear!! There are some really cool new designs and Master has worked very hard getting some new products up. There are several I really want to buy. I got a big surprise yesterday morning. I was expecting another boring Monday and came downstairs to Master still home. He said he wasn't feeling too great and wanted a day off. He took the kids to school and then took me out to Tim Hortons for breakfast. I had no idea what he had planned for me. He dropped a few hints about me "spending the day tied up" but I thought he was maybe joking. We came home and he told me to immediately go to our bedroom and get dressed into something sexy and take out all our toys and then wait for him. I got dressed into my leather skirt and girlie socks and tight white top. I know how much Master loves this naughty outfit on me. I got all our toys out and laid them all out on the floor for him. I waited for him. I started to get a bit nervous at this point. I noticed there was several hours before the kids were out of school and we had the whole time to play. I had no idea what he was going to do. He came upstairs with the most dominant look in his eye. I could see Darth Vader had special plans for me. He asked where our rope was but I hadn't taken it out with the toys. We havn't done rope play in a very long time. I wasn't even sure he wanted to do that kind of bondage with me anymore. We almost always use the handcuffs and leg cuffs when I am put into bondage. I watched him taking out the thick white rope and getting ready to tie me up. I was told to go to the bathroom because I was going to be spending a few hours tied up and spanked and fucked hard. My heart started to race at this point. My mind started to spin as I tried to process what he had just told me. I was very glad that my period was over and that we could play on the darkside. I put up two pictures today of the rope bondage he had me in. He took his time tying up my legs first all tight. I couldn't move them at all when he was done. Then he tied up my arms and wrist. He did very well considering that we havn't done much rope bondage in our relationship and he is still new at tying me with it. I started to go into a rope space at this point. It felt so freeing to let myself go with the bondage and let him take over. Master is a fantastic Dom and really knows my mind well and where to take me. He picked up my hood and put it over my head and I felt the gag and noticed the blindfold part on. Those parts clip on so he can decide whether to gag me or leave the blindfold off or on. We got the hood from JT's Stockroom and I love how it feels. It blocks out sounds and leaves me in complete submission. I heard him pick up the crop at this point and move around me. He was very quiet and I could hear the crop whizzing through the air like he was practicing to use it on my ass. I felt him pull down my black panties and then felt the crop hit my ass several times very hard. At one point he also used his belt on my poor bottom too making it nice and red and sore. I tried to move around at times to try to avoid the hard cropping but I couldn't with the bondage. I could only try to moan through my gag. All I could see was blackness. All I could feel was submission and arousal. He put his hand between my legs at one point and pointed out how wet I was and how much I needed the spanking and attention on my ass. He left me at one point and I waited for a while for him to come back. My mind was wondering how much more he would do. He came in and played with my nipples for a while. He made me cum using his fingers with his hand between my legs. I was in bondage and couldn't do anything to stop him. I came so big and then he left me for about ten minutes just laying there in my own juices. I was in bondage for hours and had no idea what time it was when he was finally ready to fuck me. He got the ropes off and hood and let me out to go to the bathroom. I had to pee soooo bad at that point! I was very deep in subspace and deeply aroused. He got me to bend over the bed and he spanked me with his hand before thrusting his hard cock into my cunt and fucking me hard. I could still feel the welts on my bottom from the crop and belt and the redness from his hand. It was extremely intense fucking. At one point he pulled on my hair so hard that I cried out and he came deep inside of me. We were both out of breathe and we laid down together for a while before cleaning up. What a Monday! I wish every Monday could be as fun as yesterday. :) Two days until our 4 year wedding anniversary. I have special plans to make Master a very special dinner that night. We also have plans this weekend for some naughty fun to celebrate and some special time together. I am really looking forward to it. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Friday night cropping video

I wanted to put up a spanking video that we took last Friday night during our play. I had blogged about all the details yesterday from the hairbrush spanking and then the cropping I received on my poor little bottom. I think this video is one of my personal favorites now. You can see my pink heart panties pulled down and him cropping my already red and sore ass from him using the hairbrush on it. You can hear the Gregorian Monks chanting in the background which puts me into a certain mindspace. I love to play with that cd on. I wrote a post "fucking and sucking to the sounds of the gregorian chants" last year. I find it really adds to the mood of a scene when there is music playing in the background. You can see how I am trying to stay still for the cropping but it got very hard towards the end when he starts to crop me very fast and hard. Master Anakin is deadly with the crop. He turns into Darth Vader and the darkside takes over him. He wants to take me to the edge and then a little bit furthur. I knew during this cropping that he was going to fuck my ass afterwards. I can remember feeling pain and thinking about what was coming. I was flying in subspace with thoughts of Darth and wanting to take pain for him. I really love to have these kinds of scenes. There was nothing better than a hard hairbrush spanking...then cropping on my already sore ass...then anal sex...then I get to cum hard for him with the Hitatchi on my clit and the Rabbit in my pussy. mmmm...just thinking about Friday night makes me want to go grab the Hitatchi and masturbate. I miss Darth Vader. I have had a wonderful day today. It's a bright and sunny beautiful spring day and my friend, talia came over this morning and brought me Starbucks! How wonderful to get a good friend stopping in with some Starbucks in her hands. I really enjoyed our visit and friendship. It feels so wonderful to be able to get together with someone who knows about this blog and my lifestyle and I can be able to speak openly with. DL is really nice but she has told me that she doesn't like sex so we are not ever able to discuss it. DL also doesn't know about this blog and I can't ever imagine wanting to tell her. I am so glad that I can be able to talk about everything from slavery to this blog or whatever is on my mind with talia. I really hope we can get together later this month for some shopping. I would really love to hear from you. I have tried this last week to go around to a lot of blogs and leave comments. I would really love to get a comment back from people sometimes. Feedback is very important to Master Anakin and I both. We would love to hear your thoughts on the video or our blog or anything else. We appreciate your comments and e-mails and we really hope a few lurkers might come out and say hello. I am really curious of what people think about the videos we are putting up. It's allowed people to get a glimpse of our play and private life. I admit that it does turn me on to know that others out there are watching me get spanked. Well I'm going to go enjoy the sunshine and sit outside and relax with a nice cup of ice tea. I hope everyone has a good day! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Friday night hairbrush spanking

This last weekend had many ups and downs. The first part was amazing and very naughty and fun. The last part wasn't so good and was filled with a lot of family drama. Friday was a really good day for me. I had a few drinks and we had planned to watch the Miami Vice season finale but we didn't get time. He brought home some Pizza Hut for dinner and we relaxed after a very busy week. I had been in a butt plug for a while before dinner and was incredibly horny and looking forward to some play with Darth Vader. Leia left and Skywalker played some video games with Master while I went in for a very long hot bath with a Lush Bath bomb in it. I listened to some Monks chanting on the cd and enjoyed relaxing. I made sure to shave my pussy for Master and thought a lot about the night ahead. I was very excited to get started and feeling very naughty. Skywalker went to bed earlier than normal and we watched a bit of tv before going upstairs to play. We grabbed our drinks and headed upstairs to our bedroom. We had decided that we were going to stay up late to play. We both really needed the escape and release. I was in a mood for pain. We worked on setting up the scene. I put on a porno and laid out all the toys including some bondage ones and spanking ones including my Rabbit and Hitatchi. I made sure to include the hairbrush too which I normally don't do. It's a spanking toy which doesn't get used too much but I enjoy being spanked with it. I laid out the pillow by the end of the bed which is one of my favorite spanking position. We have taken so many pictures (many shown here at Journey to the Darkside) of me in that position over the pillow. I find it easier to take pain if I am relaxed and able to stretch out in. I have had back/neck problems due to my car accident and arthritis so this is a very easy position for me to get spanked or to play in. I was told as we were setting up that he planned to take my ass. Even though I had worn the butt plug a few hours earlier, I was still a bit surprised. We havn't done anal in a while and I wasn't sure how used to it my ass would be. It's kind of funny that anal sex used to be an early limit for us. I HATED it!! The first time I tore a bit and bled and I refused to get fucked up the ass. So it became a limit and eventually he turned me into an anal slut and got me really into it. I am ok if we have it often but if we havn't fucked anally for a while...it becomes quite uncomfortable for my ass. I got dressed into my leather skirt, tight white top, pink heart panties, girlie socks, and black high heels. Master was very pleased with my look and I noticed a very obvious hard on through his boxers. We talked a bit about the anal. I tried to give him other suggestions (a blowjob or my pussy) but he wanted anal. He likes how submissive I get after anal sex. He told me that I would be in bondage so I wouldn't have a choice but to take it up the ass. He told me I could wear the butt plug for a while to get my ass used to it. He wanted to spank me first though. I was a bit surprised to see him pick up the hairbrush first. I got put into the handcuffs and leg cuffs and I went over the pillow. The leather skirt was pushed up so my ass was exposed and he could begin spanking me. I could see the hairbrush in his hand waiting for my ass. He left my panties on but he spanked around them. The pink heart panties don't cover much of my ass as you can see from the pictures. Boy that hairbrush can spank hard!! I had forgotten how it felt until the first 10 strokes had me squirming around and crying out. Master took some pictures and also a video of the hairbrush spanking. He spanked hard and firm and got my ass very red and sore. What a spanking! Then he grabbed the crop and went to work on my ass with that. I couldn't sit down very well when he was done with it. I was fucked hard up the ass after the spanking with the hairbrush and the crop. I was able to wear the butt plug for about ten minutes while I worked on getting his cock ready for it by sucking on it. Then he removed the butt plug and shoved his hard cock up my ass. I tried to scream out but he shoved my head into the pillow. The pain was so intense when it first went in. I honestly didn't think I could take it but he went in deep. He fucked my ass until he came and then he released me from the handcuffs and leg cuffs. I was so deep in subspace that I felt like I couldn't walk properly to the bathroom to clean up. I was then able to use my Hiatachi while he fucked my very wet pussy with the Rabbit. I felt so extremely overcome with submission and arousal. I hate the anal sex sometimes when we havn't done it enough but holy shit does it turn me on!! I love to feel taken and used like that. I have huge orgasms either from anal or right after. I exploded so hard with a powerful orgasm that it literally left me breathless. Darth Vader knew just where to take me and how to give me what I needed. I don't even remember falling asleep. I put my head on his chest at one point and we were watching TV and I crashed. What a night! Saturday we were able to get a few hours of sitting and went to see the movie, 21. WOW...this movie was incredible! I recommend it a lot. It is one of my new favorite movies. Kevin Spacey was really great in it! I was really impressed with it and wanted to fly to Las Vegas after watching that movie. I really enjoyed it and we got out of the theatre and decided to go gambling. We had some casino time and I had a drink and we enjoyed a really nice chat before heading home. Things were great until we got home. There was a desperate message on the phone from my sister. My Dad pulled a major stunt and really upset and hurt her. Grrrrrrr!! He was going to host a wedding reception for her in May (she eloped recently) but he decided to play games and sent her a nasty letter (with some things said to me in it too) instead and cancelled it. What an idiot!! I am really angry about it and made a decision to take a break from him for a while. It's too bad because we were trying to work on our relationship when he pulled this crap. I was very upset after getting off the phone. I don't understand why he tries to ruin family events. It reminded me a lot about what he did to my wedding to Master. We had planned to play again on Saturday night but I was very upset and emotional and Master decided that we would just try to relax and have a quiet night instead. I felt a bit guilty about this because I wanted to enjoy another playful night with him. He knows me very well though. He could have pushed me hard but it would have not been good for me. I needed my Daddy and not Master. I needed him to take care of me and was feeling fragile and very upset. This isn't the first time he's had to take care of me after my Dad has hurt me and cut my heart into pieces. My sister still wants to have the reception and has gone ahead and booked a place to have it. I am very glad that she didn't let my Dad ruin it like he always does. I know why she eloped now and why having family events is always difficult with my Dad involved. It always turns into way too much drama! Sunday we headed to the Cloverdale Flea Market and spent a quiet day together. He worked on the online store putting up new designs and I did some housework. Yesterday we were able to finally watch the Miami Vice season finale which was really good. Today my friend, DL came over with Tim Hortons for me. She really surprised me with a double double and bagel. It was like she knew that I needed a friend. We had a really good talk about my Dad. She has a similar Dad and childhood like I did. It really helped to talk about it today with her. Tommorow I am having coffee with my friend, talia. I'm really looking forward to that. I hope that we will be able to get together later this month for some shopping. I've missed her and always enjoy getting together with her. :) My force hasn't felt too strong the last few days but I've had some really good support from Master and DL and even my MIL talked to me today about it. I realize that my Dad is who he is. He's never going to change. He is a bitter angry man who is pushing everyone away and will wind up all alone in his old age. I actually feel very sorry for him. I could hate him but I spent years doing that and it just made me angry and upset inside. I am just letting it go and taking a long break from him and hoping that he'll realize one day just what he's lost with everyone that he has hurt. I wanted to mention that I did a phone interview on Friday with another blogger, Hal Niedzviecki from the Peep Diaries. It was really fun to be interviewed about my experiences with blogging. He posted about that interview today over at his blog. His post is called The Portrait of a Blogger on the Darkside. I wanted to say "thanks" to Hal for interviewing me. I hope we can talk again one day. He asked me a lot of interesting questions about blogging and made me do a lot of thinking. Please be sure to check it out! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala