Happy HNT - Ink and PVC

Happy HNT everyone. I wanted to put up a picture that I took weeks ago when My padme and I had some play time together. My slave was wearing her new PVC skirt that she bought recently. I started to slowly unzip it. My padme looks so damn sexy in that skirt. I love when she wears it for me. The unzipped skirt partially reveals and teases the viewer with her lower back tattoo she got on her recent trip to Toronto. It is a beautiful and tropical themed tattoo and I love the colors she chose for the flowers. I hope everyone enjoys the HNT this week. Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think. We always love to hear from you. May the force be with you all. ~Anakin

Slipped Away

I am so deeply depressed today. Feeling like I'm in a black hole that is empty and dark. My heart feels like it is breaking. I can't stop crying. I went on You Tube this morning and I found this song and video which says a lot about how I am feeling about my miscarriage. I cried a lot while watching the video and the song touched me deeply. I wanted to share it with the blog. Miscarriage Tribute - Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne Slipped Away Na na Na na na na na I miss you Miss you so bad I don't forget you Oh it's so sad I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly [Chorus] The day you slipped away Was the day i found It won't be the same Oh Na na Na na na na na I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't ooooooooooooh I hope you can hear me Cause I remember it clearly [Chorus] The day you slipped away Was the day i found It won't be the same Oh I've had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why And I can't take it It wasn't fake it It happened you passed by Now you're gone Now you're gone There you go There you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now you're gone Now you're gone There you go There you go Somewhere you're not coming back [Chorus]X2 Na naNa na na na na I miss you Goodbye baby Skywalker. We love you and will never forget you....may the force always be with you... ~padme amidala

Monday meme

I am sitting here drinking my morning coffee and thinking of Master Anakin. He is back to work today and I am missing him so much. He has taken good care of me and been my force the last few difficult days. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He has wiped my tears away. Held me while I cried and spent a lot of time taking care of me with feeding me and being my strength when I was feeling at my weakest and most vulnerable. He has proved to me many times through my life that he is there for the rough times as much as the good times. I love you Master and I appreciate all your love and support through my pregnancy and miscarriage. I miss you today and wish we could be cuddling together today. Today I should be going to the ultrasound and being able to see the baby for the first time. I feel so much sadness in my heart and at times it overwhelms me. It feels like my heart might explode at times. I have felt myself heading towards a very dark place and it has scared me. Master has reassured me that he won't let that happen to me again. He is going to make sure I get focused and on the right track again. It could be so easy to slip into a very serious depression right now. It happened the last time I miscarried back in 2001. I had to be put on medication for it and it had me paralyzed. I couldn't even leave my house. I really don't want to go back to that dark hole. Anyone who has dealt with depression knows all about that black hole and how hard it is to climb out of it. I am going to try to continue to blog because it is an outlet for me right now. It helps me to get my feelings out and to communicate with Master also. I saw this meme on SubHeart's blog and wanted to give it a try: 3 Things meme Three screen names you’ve had: 1. padme 2. padme amidala 3. shyanne Three parts of your heritage: 1. Russian 2. English 3. Canadian Three things you are wearing right now: 1. my collar 2. tank top 3. shorts Three favorite bands/musical artists: 1. Micheal Buble 2. Duran Duran 3. Fleetwood Mac Three things you want in a relationship: 1. honesty 2. chemistry 3. sex Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals you: 1. face 2. smile 3. eyes Three of your favorite hobbies: 1. blogging 2. reading 3. going to the beach Three things you want to do really badly right now: 1. get a hug from someone 2. be cuddling with Master Anakin 3. cry Three things that scare you: 1. death 2. spiders 3. heights Three of your everyday essentials: 1. my collar 2. Master 3. morning cup of coffee Three careers you have considered/are considering: 1. slave (I am not allowed to have a career other than being a mother and a slave) Three place you want to go on vacation: 1. Hawaii 2. New York 3. Las Vegas Three things you want to do before you die: 1. Renew my wedding vows with Master Anakin 2. find inner peace 3. be with another woman again Three things you love: 1. Master Anakin 2. my kids 3. my kitty Please link back to me if you do the meme. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Sadness in my heart

I wasn't going to blog for a while but I've been up for hours with severe insomnia and so many different thoughts and feelings are going around in my head. I can't stop crying and I am just hoping that maybe blogging can be an outlet for me to get some feelings out. It has been one of the worst weeks ever for me. I had some major family drama going on as well as having a miscarriage and losing another baby. This wasn't my first miscarriage but it was one of the worst physically for me. I had some of the worst cramping of my life!! The physical pain has been brutal the last week. Tons of intense cramps that make me curl into a fetal position at times. I've had to take pain medication and muscle relaxants to help me. I've also had so much bleeding from it. The physical pain combined with the emotional pain that I am feeling has made me so emotionally sensitive that everything is making me cry and lose control of my emotions. I just feel so much sadness in my heart right now. And I don't know how to cope with it. I have felt completely alone the last month. The only person who has been there for me has been Master Anakin. It seems like everyone has been "too busy" to pick up the phone or e-mail me or to reach out to me. Several people I tried to reach out for help but kept getting shot down. Where is my family and friends when I need them the most? I really need a friend right now. Or even just a big hug! Master Anakin and I have appreciated all the supportive comments from everyone. This has been a very difficult time for us. I read many of the comments with tears in my eyes. I should be going to an ultrasound tommorow and getting to see my baby. It makes me feel so extremely upset and sad to know that I won't be. I was starting to accept the pregnancy when I lost the baby. I was even starting to pick out names and looking at baby stuff. I was starting to get excited and was even close to telling my kids and other family members the news. Why is life so unfair sometimes? :( I feel also like my last chance to have a baby is now gone. I was thinking last night that this is probably the end of the road with that chapter of my life. My other kids are growing up and there will be no more babies in my future. I am really hoping that I can get through this. Right now it feels like I am sinking in quicksand. I just hope that one day this sadness in my heart will go away... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A sad day for the Skywalkers

We've lost our baby. It happened today. We saw warning signs, had worries, and fought them with hope. To no avail. If I could take away all your pain I would, My padme. I would shield you from the loss of our unborn child. But I cannot. No Force in the universe was able to save the pregnancy. And I've never felt so powerless. Fighting fate is painful and futile. What was meant to be will be, I tell myself, and you. But stating a truism doesn't take away the reality of our loss. I feel consumed by fire; ashes, falling into whispers of what might have been. To quote John Dunne, "Any ... death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bells tolls; it tolls for thee." These words I send on a whispered prayer to our unborn child. I know I will see you and hold you in heaven. Until then, we must learn to be apart, and carry on. My padme and myself will not be on the blogs nor on the computer for a short while; as long as it takes to feel alive again. I won't say better, but at least alive. O/our Journey will continue, but please understand our need for a short break to recover. May the Force be with you all. ~Anakin

Happy HNT - Getting an outdoor switching

Master Anakin put up a poll this week about outdoor spankings. He also did a blog post about it also. We both have been talking lately about last year and the switching he gave me while on a family vacation. It is a very fond memory for us both and one of the best memories from that trip. We had only an one hour of sitting on that trip but we made the very best of it. He took me out to the old abandoned cabin and I got my panties and shorts pulled down and he picked up a switch and used it on me. Lots of naughty fun happened at that cabin. It was so rustic and a very fun experience from last summer. I admit I'm feeling a bit depressed about not being able to go on a family vacation like we usually do during the summer. I havn't been feeling very well and who wants to travel when you have morning sickness? I've also been experiencing cramping and I'm exhausted most of the time. It's been a really rough pregnancy so far. There are days which I feel so extremely alone and overwhelmed about my pregnancy. I just hope it gets better soon. I can't even cook dinner without feeling like I'm going to throw up over the smells. My sense of smell has gotten so sensitive lately. Urg! I'm looking forward to Monday and the ultrasound and being able to see the baby! I think we will start telling more people the news after the ultrasound and we are a bit furthur along in the pregnancy. I just hope the morning sickness goes away and doesn't last the entire pregnancy. I have decided on a name for a boy. I'd like to name the baby Mark if I have a boy. It would be after my late friend, Master Mark who passed away 2 years ago. It was the anniversary of his death recently. I miss Mark a lot and think that would be a perfect name if I had a boy. I am not sure yet about a girl's name. I will have to talk to Master about that. Master has agreed that Mark would be the perfect choice for a little boy. Some suggestions to Master for girl's names - Sydney, Ocean, Vanessa, Claire, Breanna, Marina (all names that I have considered for other pregnancies) Master Anakin and I both did the HNT picture last year of the switching. Master Anakin wrote about his thoughts about the switching on the post too. Check it out! It has all the juicy details of that switching in the post. These are two more pictures from that switching. You can see me bent over the open cabin window to receive my switching. That was quite an experience and one I will never forget. I put up a new gadget on the sidebar today. You can feed our fish! I had it on my other blog but I wanted one for Journey to the Darkside too. Enjoy! I can't believe that Journey to the Darkside is almost 3 years old! Have I really been blogging that long? It's been an amazing journey and we've both been really glad to share it all with the readers. Thank you for being a part of O/our journey... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Sunglasses quiz

What Your Sunglasses Say About You You are spontaneous, open minded, and optimistic. You are very youthful and free wheeling, no matter what your age happens to be. You need to be shaded from the darker, more depressing aspects of life. You feel sunniest when everyone around you is up for a good time. The Sunglasses Test

A day on the darkside

I have spent today on the darkside and not in a good way. I am blogging to hopefully get some of my feelings out right now so I can calm down. I am SO upset right now that I am shaking and am starting to get terrible cramps. I did something I probably shouldn't have done. I know Master is not going to be happy with me also. I did something in the spur of the moment because I was so angry and I needed to tell my Dad how I was feeling. I felt in a rage. I needed to tell him how angry I am with him. I just hope Master understands why I needed to phone him and tell him how I was feeling. It's been building in me for years. He abused me when I was young and he is a controlling and manipulative man. He keeps trying to hurt his children. He's done some really horrible things to me through my life. I have a very hard time standing up to him. He did something to my brother while he was down for a vacation. My brother was really upset and he will be staying with me until he is able to get home. My Dad has done a lot to my brother. It is shocking that he would continue to do horrible things to him. I feel my Dad is responsible for the dark place that my brother has been in. I should have waited to talk to Master first but I wasn't thinking at that moment. I felt so angry that I thought I would burst. I phoned him and I almost hung up when I heard his voice. I really got into it with him and we had a big fight. He hung up on me after saying some nasty things. Now I am feeling anxiety and very upset. Nothing upsets me more than my Dad does. I should have known better than to get into it with my Dad. He doesn't get it and he never will. Nothing changes and our relationship will always be awful. The pregnancy has been a rough time lately. I'm struggling with some dark moments. I feel depressed and alone and with no one to talk to about it. DL phoned me today asking questions. I'm afraid to tell her because I think that will be the end of our friendship. I know she won't understand what happened and she'll probably judge me as much as my sister did. I can't take anymore stress today. It's made my tummy upset and I know it's not good for my pregnancy. I spent some time throwing up today with morning sickness. I'm so tired all the time and my hormones are raging. This whole thing with my family has upset me so much that I don't know how to calm myself down. My force is not strong today. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Outdoor spankings

One of the reasons I love summertime is that it's finally warm enough to start giving My padme spankings outdoors again. Last summer I had the experience of giving her a switching in an old abandoned cabin while we were on vacation. We took pictures of course and I used one of them for an erotic HNT picture. It's one of the favorite outdoor spanking pictures that I've taken. I enjoyed giving her this outdoor switching and have given her other ones during some of our summertime hikes and other dates. I even had the pleasure to give her a few swats on her bottom at the beach yesterday. I honestly can't keep myself from giving her attention on her ass. We put up a new poll on our sidebar asking you if you have ever given or gotten a spanking outdoors. We'd love to hear from you. Please leave us a comment also and tell us all about it. How did you feel about it? How did it feel? We'd love to hear all about it. Thank you for voting in our latest poll about what the best part of summer was for you. Hot/warm weather 15% Holidays/vacations 10% Longer Days 10% Going to the beach 20% Having lots of sex 25% Giving/getting spankings 30% BBQ's 35% Party time! 0% Other 5 % Remember to get your entries in for our t-shirt contest. Please e-mail me at anakins.blog@gmail.com. You can find all the details for the contest in this link. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Beach day

I don't think there is anything better than a beach day. I am a beach girl and I just love to hang out there all day. Master knows how relaxed and happy I get at the beach. We had sitting today and no kids and we were having Chinese food for lunch when he told me he had plans to take me to the beach for the day. I wish I would have known. I would have worn my "Beach girl" t-shirt to the beach. We headed down to White Rock beach for the afternoon. A beautiful summer sunny afternoon with just the right temperature down at the beach. We went right onto the beach area and walked down the shore with the waves coming in. We saw crabs and some fish and we enjoyed the sound of the waves and people having fun on the beach. We walked for quite a while. The tide was out and it was a big walk out to the water. Then we headed back to pick up some snacks and cold drinks and went over to a picnic table and enjoyed a concert at the Pier. The singer was pretty good. He reminded me a bit of the lead singer from Hedley. We enjoyed the music and the beautiful view of the ocean and Pier. It was such a romantic picnic and I felt so deeply happy inside and relaxed. Master and I kissed a lot and made out. We commented about a few people who do not like public displays of affection. We love to hold hands and kiss and show our love for each other. I had to smile at a few older couples who were holding hands too while walking down the beach. SO romantic! I mentioned to Master that will be us one day...old and grey and still walking down the beach like we love to do. We went down to the beach at one point and built a really cool sandcastle. You can see me putting the finishing touches on it in a picture I put up today. It was on my bucket list and I really enjoyed doing that with Master. We laughed and enjoyed the experience of building a sandcastle. It felt like being a kid again and I really enjoyed that so much!! We spent the whole afternoon enjoying the beach. Then we headed back to our car and picked up some groceries on the way home. The drive home was really relaxing too and enjoyable. A song came on the radio which also really relaxed me and made me think of the beach. I love this song!! :) We had chicken wings for dinner and Master is watching the free UFC fights on Spike TV tonight. I plan to take a bath with one of my bath bombs and later tonight we plan to get naughty again like we did last night. Last night we stayed up playing and we plan to do the same thing tonight. Ahhhh I love weekends like this!! There is no better way to spend the summer. :) I get to cross 2 things off my bucket list today: #365 -Build a sandcastle on the beach (I havn't done this since I was a young child) #420 -Have a romantic picnic somewhere with Master May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Memories of Harrison Hot Springs

I'm really glad it's the weekend. I've had a really relaxing night with Master so far. We rented a few movies and watched Vantage Point tonight. It was a really great movie with a lot of twists. Full of suspense and was pretty shocking. I really enjoyed it. We had some yummy sandwiches for dinner and Master treated me to a Starbucks. We have another movie to watch called The Ruins but we plan to watch that tommorow. It looks pretty creepy and scary. Master is upstairs putting Skywalker to bed and then we have some plans to get naughty and spend some time playing together. I feel like I need it for some stress relief and am craving the spanking that is coming to me. I hope it's a hard one to get me feeling focused on Master again. I feel like my focus was off for a few days due to a big fight with my sister. I am hoping this weekend will be relaxing. There is a big bbq picnic arranged with Master's family on Sunday. Everyone in his family will be there. I have to admit I giggled a bit about announcing the pregnancy there but Master didn't want to go for it. I thought it might add a bit of spice into things. He thinks it's too early to tell his family and he wants to wait til later. He's the boss so it will just have to wait. I wanted to put up a few pictures from our weekend at Harrison Hot Springs last weekend. We had such a relaxing and fun time. You can see me at Minter Gardens in one of the pictures. I was at a Japanese Pavilion there which was very cool. I also wanted to put up a picture of one of my temporary tattoo's from I bought from Dragonfly. I love them! I am really into fairies and Amy Brown does such beautiful fairy designs. You can also see me with my feet in the lake at Harrison Hot Springs. What wonderful memories for me that I will never forget! I love going to Harrison Hot Springs with Master. I saw a meme that looked fun and I wanted to try over at Angelbrat's. I am not going to tag anyone but let me know if you give it a try and I'll come check it out. :) 1. Where is your cell phone? ………….. purse 2. Your significant other?………...…….. Master 3. Your hair? …………………………….. blonde 4. Your mother? …………… ……….. opionated 5. Your father?……………… …………….. controlling 6. Your favorite thing?…………………….. family (the Skywalker's) 7. Your dream last night?…………….. scary 8. Your favorite drink? …… ……….. coffee 9. Your dream/goal?…………….. slave 10. The room you’re in?………………….. livingroom 11. Your ex?……………… ………….. smart 12. Your fear?…………… ………….. death 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?….. slave 14. Where were you last night?………….. bedroom 15. What you’re not?……………………….. perfect 16. Muffins?……………………………………..delicious 17. One of your wish list items?……….. Tawse 18. Where you grew up?………………….. Vancouver 19. The last thing you did?………………….. ate 20. What are you wearing?……………….. nightgown 21. Your TV?………………………………….. off 22. Your pets?…………………………………..cat 23. Your computer? ……………………….. on 24. Your life?………………………………….. blessed 25. Your mood?……………………………….. horny 26. Missing someone?……………………….. yes 27. Your car?………………………………….. Kia 28. Something you’re not wearing?…….. panties 29. Favorite Store?………………………….. Wal Mart 30. Your summer?……………………….. sunny 31. Like(love) someone?……………….. completely 32. Your favorite color?……………………. red 33. Last time you laughed?………….. earlier 34. Last time you cried?………………….. Wednesday 35. Who will re-post this?……………….. someone I hope everyone has a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Back flogging

Happy HNT! I decided to put 2 pictures up today of a back flogging that I received from Darth Vader on the weekend. We had gotten back on Sunday from a night away in Harrison Hot Springs. We had a bit of time to ourselves before Skywalker was due back. Master decided that he wanted to play with me with the flogger. So I was sent upstairs to get changed into my cheerleader outfit. I got ready for him and waited on the bed dressed up as a naughty cheerleader. He took off my top and told me to lay down on the bed and prepare to be flogged. I saw him grab our purple flogger. It was a present from Master R. He started to flog my back softly eventually working up to some heavier flogging as he went along. My back is not used to getting attention so I got some red welts rise up immediately from it. You can see the handcuffs in the pictures too if you look closely. I was put in those too for a while. You can see my lower back tattoo in the pictures that I got in Toronto. Master pulled down my cheerleader skirt to show it off to everyone. I love my tattoo. It reminds me of Shasta. *smiles* I am feeling overwhelmed and upset today. I got into some e-mail wars with my sister yesterday. It hurt me that she won't support me right now and that she was very judgemental over what I did in Toronto. We see things very differently. The family drama is very upsetting right now. I just really hope my visit with my brother goes well tonight. I am looking forward to seeing him. At least he has shown me a lot more support and love than my sister. Master Anakin wanted to remind everyone about our online contest that we are having on Journey to the Darkside. Please make sure to get your entries in soon! The contest ends next month! You can e-mail your ideas to anakins.blog@gmail.com. I hope everyone enjoys the HNT pictures. I thought they were both very erotic. What do you think? May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Six weeks pregnant

I saw this Star Wars joke this morning and had to laugh about it considering my own pregnancy going on right now. I found this on http://www.georgettesworld.com/ which has some really great Star Wars stuff on there. I saw the Doctor yesterday and am officially six weeks pregnant! The Doctor's visit went really well. Master got off work early and came with me which really helped a lot with having him there to talk to the Doctor. We had a few questions to ask him. All my tests so far have come out fine and my blood pressure was lower than last week. We talked about the pregnancy and my upcoming ultrasound and about amnio and also about me having another c-section. It sounds like I will be given another scheduled one around 39 weeks like I did with Skywalker. We have talked about me getting my tubes tied also at the same time. I realized recently that even though Master had a vasectomy doesn't mean that we have to stop worrying about birth control. We have a poly relationship and play with others and obviously I got pregnant because of an accident. I honestly never thought it would happen to me. I was always careful about condoms and I was on the birth control pill for years. I didn't like being on it though so I went off soon as Master had his vasectomy. I think it would be easier if I had my tubes tied so we don't ever have to go through something like this again. It's either that or give up the poly and we both aren't sure we want to do that. We may take a break from it though during my pregnancy. A lot of things have to be put on hold for it. Master and I are not able to play as heavy with the bdsm. I still get spanked and there is still kink there but it's toned down a lot. We had to do that for my other pregnancies too because I am at high risk for miscarriage. This is a very critical week for my pregnancy. I have had 2 miscarriages which both happened when I was six weeks along. The other ones happened just before 8 weeks along. I have several signs to look for. I admit that it's made feeling good about this pregnancy a bit difficult. I'm afraid to start thinking about names or start buying baby stuff. I've had some dark thoughts about the pregnancy and felt depressed. I also have my hormones racing out of control. It's funny how the stupidest things make me cry or get emotional. Commercials or videos or different songs. lol. I honestly don't know how Master is able to deal with me. He's taken such good care of me and tried to show me his absolute support. He jokes a lot about my cravings. We were driving past a new Swiss Chalet on Sunday and I literally screamed out in the car. I told him I HAD to have the chicken!! The craving was SO strong! I begged him and he had to turn the car around and head back to get me some. It was SO yummy and delicious though. I did join a few pregnancy groups online this morning and I also looked at a pregnancy calender. It showed me a picture of the baby at six weeks and also a description of what is going on in my body: "This is going to be a busy week for your amazing little embryo. Their brain is still growing remarkably fast; miniature hand plates are starting to develop and the early formations of what will be their fingers are already visible. Also, the lower limbs do not develop quite as fast, so they’re pretty much still flippers. Up until this point, your baby has been very curled up with the head and tail in close proximity, but this week their trunk and neck are beginning to grow and straighten as their tail recedes into its resting position in the back. Even though your little miracle is only 6 weeks old, they’re already capable of demonstrating reflex responses to touch!" I have been wondering a lot how to tell people my news. I've told a few people but there are a few which I am totally dreading. I already know what their reaction is going to be. I also am still wrestling with what to tell people. Some people like my sister already know about the poly. There are a few people who really wouldn't understand about it. This pregnancy will be very hard to explain to a few people who are going to have a lot of questions. I wish telling people was as easy as it was for padme when she told Anakin about her pregnancy in Revenge of the Sith. I have been thinking a lot about padme's pregnancy and about what it must have been like to have twins and then to die right after giving birth. She missed out on raising Leia and Luke and they never had a mother growing up. I am very glad I have been able to watch my kids grow up. It's been a really wonderful part of my life to be a mom. I wonder if I am having twins. I can't even imagine what that would be like. I also love to be a wife and slave to Master Anakin. I am so lucky and blessed to have an amazing Master who is my very best friend. My force is strong through him... EDIT: I had a few people ask me about the pregnancy timeline. I put my last period into the pregnancy calender which was June 1st. According to that, I am six weeks pregnant. I did get pregnant on my trip but it doesn't go by the date of conception, it goes by the date of your last period. Hope that explains it. It also showed on the calender that I got pregnant on June 15th which was the day after Goodhandy's. You can put all the information into the pregnancy calender and it shows you all the dates. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A wonderful weekend at Harrison Hot Springs

I havn't been on the computer very much the last while. I've been having a lot of cramping and high blood pressure issues in my pregnancy and trying to take it easy. Master took some time off work to take care of me last week. He is back at work today and trying to get off work early to come to my Doctor appointment with me. He's been my rock. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. It feels like I have been going through my pregnancy all alone without any support and I honestly don't know what I would do without him being there for me. He's taken such good care of me and shown me complete support in my pregnancy. I was a bit worried that it would affect our relationship but it's made us stronger and really shown me that I can count on him when things are rough.This pregnancy has really changed my life and left the future feeling very uncertain. We have talked about having to move because our place is so small and our kids share a room right now. We have no room for a baby. I got rid of all my baby stuff when we thought we were done having kids. I feel like I have to start from scratch now. I've been feeling so much anxiety and stress and Master was worried about me. He surprised me this weekend with a night away from it all in one of our favorite places....Harrison Hot Springs. Our first night in a motel back in 1997 was at Harrison Hot Springs. We were driving down the highway and saw the sign for it and we both had never been there before. We spent a night in a cheap motel and we were hooked. We went back year after year. We spent our honeymoon there at the Harrison Hot Springs Resort Hotel. It was amazing and I have so many wonderful memories of time there with Master. He surprised me with an overnight in Harrison Hot Springs hotel. I was up and drinking my coffee when he told me that Skywalker was going for an overnight and to pack my bag for the night and get ready. I had no idea where we were headed until it was almost time to leave. He thought I needed some R&R and that was the perfect place for it. We got on the highway and headed out there. It was a perfect sunny summer day with hardly any clouds in the sky. We made a stop at Minter Gardens which is right along the highway and on the way to Harrison Hot Springs. I have never been there before but really wanted to go. It's on my bucket list. It is SO beautiful there!! Tons of different flower displays and beautiful gardens and we got to see a wedding happening there. We walked by a waterfall and Master kissed me and we took a picture of it. It was very romantic and I got a few tears in my eyes. Master reminded me of the waterfall in Las Vegas at the Mirage Hotel where he proposed to me and brought it all back to me. I am so deeply in love with him! We headed out to Harrison afterwards and parked the car. The Festival of the Arts was happening there and I was very excited to check out the different exhibits there and we got to enjoy a free concert in the park which was on my bucket list. I picked up a few different things from the different places at the Art Festival including bath fizzies and some garlic almonds and that. We walked around the different shops in Harrison Hot Springs including Dragonfly which is one of my favorite shops. Lots of fairy stuff and I picked up some fairy temporary tattoo's and Master got a really neat Buddha from there. We got some yummy lunch. I got Fish N Chips which is one of my favorites. We enjoyed some time at the lake before checking into the hotel for the night. We got a room with a lake view and a balcony and we enjoyed some time outside on the chairs before going for a quick swim to refresh ourselves before dinner. We enjoyed a dinner buffet before going out to the boat rentals and renting a paddle boat to take out on the lake. That was a lot of fun and we had quite a few laughs as we paddled around the lake. We spent some time walking in the lake with our bare feet. Master took a few pictures of it. It was so relaxing and I really enjoyed our time there. We hiked around the path to the Hot Springs too and enjoyed some different views of the lake. Then we went into the hotel for the night and enjoyed a very romantic and special night together. We made love and had many orgasms and enjoyed some reconnection time. It was gentle and very special and I really felt so close to Master. We headed back yesterday and took Skywalker to see the Wall-E movie and enjoyed a relaxing night. We even found a new Swiss Chalet too that Master treated me to for dinner. I havn't had it since Toronto and was so glad to have the chicken from there. I really needed the time this weekend for some R&R and felt very happy to get away for a night. Today I feel stressed out again though with my Doctor's appointment and many worries with my pregnancy. I had a terrible night with bad cramping. I'm not sure what is causing the cramps but they get very intense at times. I hope my blood pressure has gone down too. My ultrasound is booked for the 28th and I am looking forward to being able to see the baby. I am hoping that will give me some positive feelings about the pregnancy as it's been a really rough start to it the last few weeks. Thank you for voting in our latest poll asking if I should get a spanking for not sticking to my diet. We got a lot of votes on it. I did get spanked last weekend and put into the corner for not sticking to my diet. I keep meaning to put up a picture and post about it. Hopefully I can do that in the next few days. I put up a new summertime poll asking you what your favorite part of summer is. Please vote! I got to cross a few more things off my bucket list this weekend: #237 -See Minter Gardens #241 -Go to a festival somewhere #243 -Buy something else at Dragonfly in Harrison Hot Springs #332 -Hike up at Harrison Hot Springs #402 -Enjoy a concert in the park May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Summer quiz

You Are a Bikini You love warm days, and you don't shy away from the beach. You're confident enough to not worry about how you look... but you're not a brazen show off either! You feel sexy and young at heart - especially during the summer. You are classic and chic. You rather own one designer swimsuit than a dozen cheap knock offs. What Kind of Swimsuit Are You?

Taking care of My padme

My padme will be taking a brief break on Journey to the Darkside. she is having some problems with her pregnancy and needs Me to take care of her and everything else. she is having high blood pressure concerns and resultant or related cramping. The Doctor and I both agree that she needs to rest right now and not be stressed. she may have to go to the hospital if she isn't feeling stable or better soon. I will be home the next few days to take care of My girl and ensure she is rests. I've severely limited her time on the computer for now and have ordered her to take a break from blogging while she is rests. Any questions or concerns about the blog can be emailed to me directly at anakins.blog@gmail.com. W/we both appreciate all the supportive e-mails and comments concerning this pregnancy. The support means a great deal to both of us. I will attempt to keep everyone updated as often as possible. May the Force be with you all. ~Anakin

Happy HNT - Tit flogging video

It's been a while since we put up a video for everyone to see. Happy HNT! We wanted to share a video that we made on Saturday night while playing. I got my tits flogged with our purple flogger and Darth Vader filmed it. My tits have been extra sensitive because of my pregnancy so it didn't take much to get me very aroused and craving some flogging action on other areas of my body like my back and bottom. Darth can be very mean with the flogger and can really work up a rhythm. I was wearing my new PVC skirt for Master that night too. He loves to see it on me. We hope you all enjoy the video and please leave us a comment and let us know what you think. We love to hear from you and it always encourages us to put up more sexy videos in the future! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The long hot summer

It feels like it's going to be a long and hot summer. I've enjoyed the nice summer weather but it's also felt very exhausting and the days have been feeling very long for me. Leia is away right now so it's just Skywalker and he's bored and lonely and I've had to spend extra time with him. It's been hard being pregnant during the summer too. It has brought back memories of being pregnant with Skywalker. I can remember the summer of 2000 and how I spent most of it on the couch napping and feeling sick. I'm not sure why they call it morning sickness when it seems to last all day. I have some good days but I have some where it is hard to get off the couch. I've been doing a lot of TV watching and reading. I finished my book that I got in Toronto called Female Submission: The Journals of Madelaine by Claudia Varrin. It was a very erotic read and I really enjoyed it. It inspired many fantasies and I showed Master a few parts which really caught my eye and turned me on. I have a few other books that I hope to read through the summer. I'm supposed to be resting a lot so that's a good way for me to rest and relax. I went to the Doctor yesterday and found out some troubling news. My blood pressure was very high and my Doctor is concerned. I had a lot of blood pressure problems when I was pregnant with Skywalker. I was in and out of the hospital and I was put on bed rest a lot during the last 3 months of my pregnancy. There was a lot of talk of delivering him early. He was delivered ok and my blood pressure went back to normal afterwards. The Doctor is concerned I will have similar problems in this pregnancy. I've also had some mild cramping and I have a high risk of miscarriage. I am supposed to avoid stress and try to rest as much as possible. I have a list of signs to look for and am supposed to go straight to the hospital if I have any. My Doctor also wants to give me an Amniocentesis in the Fall. I am over the age of 35 and we don't know any of the genetic history of the father of the baby. I told my Doctor that Master is not the father of the baby. He already knew Master had a vasectomy done. He was explaining that we don't know any of the genetic history of the father so we'll have to get some tests. He even told me there could even be twins in his family! Imagine me having twins! I'd have to name them Luke and Leia of course. I get an ultrasound at the end of the month and will find out then. :) Avoiding stress is easier said than done when I feel overwhelmed with everything happening. It feels like everyone has opinions on my pregnancy. My sister knows about my pregnancy and that the baby isn't Master's. She has some pretty strong opinions on what she thinks I should be doing. I imagine that this is just the start. Others will find out and I am pretty sure there will be lots of people who will judge me and think that I betrayed Master. I want to tell people but I'm scared to. I am still not sure what to say. I don't want to lie and I think people will wonder if I lie and tell them that it's Master's because he had a vasectomy. I also think people might figure it out that I went away on a trip to Toronto and then all of a sudden come back pregnant. I've had people asking questions even about the trip. Lies have a way of coming out and people are going to make their own assumptions anyways. I had a comment and a few e-mails asking about the father of the baby. (Drew from Goodhandy's) I have no clue how to get a hold of him even if I wanted to. Shasta did not see him at the last Goodhandy's sex party. He told me he had only been there a few times. All I know about him is his first name if that was even his true name. He went there looking to cheat on his wife. We never exchanged phone numbers or even any internet information. He doesn't even know that I blog. Our relationship was a fuck buddy one. We met...talked very briefly and then dirty danced with Shasta and then we went to the booth. He did oral sex on me and then we fucked doggy style. I had permission to have sex so I indulged and we fucked. I watched him put on a condom and assumed he had gotten rid of it after we had fucked. He didn't tell me that it was obviously missing. I found it two days later in Shasta's shower. I don't even know where he is from. He could have been passing through town. Toronto is a very big place. I have no clue how to track him down. It's not like we were having a relationship. We only had a one night stand. Leia is not Master's child and I share custody with my ex husband. I've always been very fair and open about him seeing her lots and being involved in her life. If I could track down this guy somehow than perhaps I would let him know about this. I am still coming to terms with this pregnancy. I'm afraid of buying any baby clothes or even thinking about names yet. I have learned that can lead to a lot of disappointment when you lose a baby. My miscarriages were devestating for me. I'm so afraid that something will happen to this baby. I feel more alone than ever too. I was very glad to have a chat with Shasta this morning. It felt so good to have someone that I can talk to about this. My head hurts just thinking about this whole thing. Have I ruined my life? Have I ruined my family and marriage? I have many questions and no answers. I wish I could figure out the journey ahead... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Skywalker's fun day out in Richmond

I wanted to write about Saturday night and put up some photos but I will save that for the next post. :) I really wanted to write about yesterday while it's still all fresh in my mind. I had sweet dreams of Darth Vader and our wonderful weekend. I admit that I've been pretty stressed out lately with my pregnancy. I've been trying to adjust to the news that I am expecting a baby. It has turned my life upside down and I am trying to process the news and come to terms with it. I've had a few people write me asking questions about it. You can read about it in these posts: Part 3 - Wild weekend with Shasta Part 4 - Wild weekend with Shasta TGIF! A very long and stressful week I'm pregnant I have had the pregnancy confirmed from my Doctor and have had a bunch of tests run. I see him later today to find out the results. I am having an ultrasound at the end of July. I am due March 10th which is close to Skywalker's birthday. I am still trying to figure out what to tell people. There are a few people that I am avoiding because I am not sure what to say to them. We got an e-mail from a couple we met at the swingers party last month and I still havn't written them back because I am not sure what to say. We'd like to meet them but I also am not sure how interested they are going to be in us when they find out that I am pregnant. I saw DL recently and came close to telling her the news but something stopped me. I'm afraid of people learning the truth that Master is not the biological father and then having to explain things to everyone. I'm afraid of being alone in this pregnancy with no friends...no support system...no family. What the heck are my parent's going to think of this? My brother is coming into town this week and I am still trying to figure out if I will share my news with him. I can't keep this pregnancy a secret forever. At some point I'm going to have to tell people what is going on. I will have to figure out how to tell my kids about this also. I have no clue how they will take the news. Our place isn't big enough for a baby so we also have to think about possibly moving too. So much to think about and it is stressing me out a lot. I was e-mailed recently by a very good looking Dom on Fetlife asking me to go to a munch this weekend and also Sin City. I've always wanted to go to Sin City and I really want to go with him but I also am not sure how it's going to work with me being pregnant. Who really wants to play with a pregnant woman? I can't help but wonder how this is going to affect the poly part of our relationship. I feel like it's complicated that part of our relationship a lot. I am glad for Master because it honestly feels like he is the only person who has been there for me through this pregnancy. His support has gotten me through the last few weeks and his force is strong. I am SO lucky to have his support and strength right now. He is my Jedi Knight and I adore him! This weekend felt so wonderful to escape the stress and anxiety of it all and to enjoy some quality time with Master. I posted about our Friday night together and some of Saturday. We had a lot of sitting time and we got to play a lot this weekend. I had a ton of orgasms and we reconnected as Master and slave. I felt completely owned and submissive. Yesterday we enjoyed our day together and then picked up Skywalker to head down to Richmond, BC. We spent the afternoon going to a new beach there (Iona Beach) and a park near the Vancouver Airport. We watched the planes landing and taking off. We headed down to Steveston Village to have Fish and Chips for dinner and to enjoy some shopping and fun. I love Steveston. It's a quaint little place and you can literally buy fish right from the boats there. We ate at a fantastic fish and chip place called PaJo's. Mmmm...the Halibut was delicious!! The smell of the ocean and the taste of the fish and chips was an amazing combination. I put up 2 pictures from Steveston (Fisherman's Wharf and Fish and chips) and 2 from the Night Market. You can see my blonde hair in the one picture at the night market. Master got Skywalker and I some ice-cream and then we headed to the Richmond Summer night Market. I had put it onto my bucket list and had really wanted to go for the first time. I've heard a lot about it and was very excited to check it out. It was SO cool there! A very oriental type of atmosphere with lots of different foods and smells and music. It felt like we were in a different world. I got to try bbq Tofu with Master which was very yummy! mmm. We picked up some really neat stuff there and Skywalker got a few goodies too. It was a wonderful experience and I'm so glad that we went. I get to cross something else off my bucket list. :) I am really hoping this summer that I can cross lots off of it. There are a few summer activities that should be easy to cross off. Master would like to take me to my first Abbotsford Airshow in August. I've never been to one before and I'm looking forward to going to that. :) I get to cross off from my bucket list: #457 -Go to the Summer Night Market in Richmond for the first time #461 -Go to a new beach that I have never gone to before Well I should jump in the shower and get ready for my Doctor's appointment. I hope to enjoy this summer weather today too as it looks like a beautiful day outside. Stay tuned for all the juicy details from our Saturday night! I hope to blog about that in the next few days. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A weekend on the darkside

I am sitting here writing this blog post with a butt plug up my ass and all I am wearing is my spank me panties and my collar. Master ordered me to write the post about our weekend as he is busy watching UFC 86 on pay per view which is live from Las Vegas. Master wanted me to post while I'm in subspace and I am feeling horny and submissive. He's got me right where he wants me right now. A weekend of getting me back into my role as slave and of playing on the darkside. I am able to post a few pictures with my post today from last night. I did my blog post yesterday about the naughty schoolgirl contest and it got Darth Vader very interested in me dressing up last night. I was told to pick one of my schoolgirl outfits to wear for him and that we would be playing and make sure I'm ready for it. He came home from work and we worked together to make a homemade pizza from scratch. It was SO yummy and delicious and it was also on my bucket list too so I get to cross that off. It was bbq chicken and was a bit spicy and I enjoyed eating it while curling up together to watch a very creepy movie that we rented. We said goodbye to Leia as she was going on a trip for the next week and a half. I went upstairs for a bath and to make sure to shave my pussy smooth for Master the way he likes it. Master came up at one point to tell me that Skywalker was going to bed and that I was to get dressed into my schoolgirl outfit and that I could go downstairs and watch porn on the computer while waiting for him. He told me to lay out the cane and his whip and he took off the belt from his pants and laid it onto the bed. He told me to put the butt plug in while watching the porn and that I to find a good porno to watch that would really get me turned on. He also wanted the leash also downstairs waiting for him. I put my hair up and got into my little miss dangerous t-shirt and prep schoolgirl skirt and pink strawberry panties and collar. I put the butt plug up my ass and grabbed the leash and went downstairs and found a good porno to watch with a gangbang. 4 guys on one girl doing all kinds of naughty things to her. Mmm... really turned me on and got me wet. I could feel the butt plug up my ass making me squirm. Master came down about half an hour later and came up from behind and sucked on my neck until I got a big hickie. Then he grabbed the leash and put it on me. He got himself a drink and then told me that I was going to get underneath the computer desk. I couldn't see him very well from that position but got a good look at his cock which was starting to get hard. He pushed the computer chair close to me so I was close up to his cock. He started to watch the porn and play with his cock to get it harder for me. Then I was told to suck on his cock and he moved up close to the end of the chair so I could get a good hold on his cock with my mouth. Then he fucked my face with it. He went so deep into my throat that I gagged a few times and felt a bit sick to my stomach. It was a very intense blow job with no where to go but just to take the cock sucking. I was told that I would be getting caned and he asked me about the butt plug which was still up my ass and driving me crazy. I sucked him off until he came deep in my mouth and I swallowed every last drop like a good little slut. Then I was told to go upstairs and get ready for the cane. You can click to enlarge the pictures and you get a good look at some of the cane stripes that I got from Darth Vader. You can get a glimpse of the butt plug too if you look close enough. That was still up my ass while I got the cane across my poor bottom. You can see the picture today of what it looked like. It throbbed and my pussy got SO wet! I was also given some of the whip and belt too as well as the cane. My ass was red and sore and very bruised. I was then caned again and put in the corner for ten minutes with my pussy juice running down my legs. Then I was told to go lay on the bed and he put the Rabbit vibrator up my pussy with the butt plug up my ass at the same time. I felt my holes very full with both of them in me. Then he told me to rub my clit with the Hitatchi. The intensity of his voice and stern look on his face made me feel so extremely submissive and slutty. I came SO hard when he finally allowed it. The orgasm seemed to go on forever. Then I was told to clean up and take the butt plug out of my ass. I came back to some anal play and pussy play and another HUGE orgasm. This one took everything out of me and I could barely walk to the bathroom straight. I felt in a very deep subspace. I feel asleep naked next to Master content and feeling owned. I found out this morning that Master had arranged for an overnight for Skywalker and we had the whole day and night free to have some kid free time. He dropped Skywalker off and came back to a hot shower together before heading out to brunch. Master ordered my food for me and we had a really good talk and brunch. We came back to a whole afternoon of playing. I was put in extended bondage this afternoon. Hours of being up on our bed handcuffed and leg cuffs on and I spent a bit of time wearing my hood too. I have been whipped and strapped and spanked and paddled and my ass is feeling very sore with a promise of more later after the UFC tonight. It's been wonderful having an erotic weekend together and being able to play so much. I feel so aroused right now with the butt plug up my ass and my pussy soaking wet from the thoughts of more play to cum. He wouldn't let me cum today but got me very worked up and close to an orgasm and then he would deny me. He's a very mean old man and he knows how to get me feeling very submissive and owned. I can feel his control so much this weekend. I havn't made one decision. He has decided what I am eating, drinking, doing, and even thinking. He has controlled every aspect and I've had to ask permission for everything. It's so freeing being able to be a slave and be owned by Darth Vader. 33% of you have said that you think I deserve a hard punishment spanking for not sticking to my diet. Darth Vader agrees with you that I deserve one and I've been told that will be dealt with tonight. I'm nervous and excited and my ass is already sore and bruised. I can't imagine how hard it will be to sit down after I get a hard punishment one tonight with an already sore ass right now. Who wants to see the pictures of the punishment spanking tonight? If we get enough comments we might put them up for everyone to see. Darth does plan to take the pictures of it tonight. I get to cross 3 things off my bucket list this weekend: #163 -Make a pizza with Master from scratch #80 -Be in extended bondage for the afternoon or day #392 -Have an erotic weekend again (watching porn and playing and lots of orgasms) I hope everyone is having a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Naughty schoolgirl contest

I saw this naughty schoolgirl contest on You Tube (you will have to sign in or sign up for You tube to view the contest as it is adult oriented) this morning and had to put it up for Master Anakin. I know how much Darth Vader likes naughty schoolgirls. I have many different schoolgirl outfits to wear for him. I would have loved to participate in this naughty schoolgirl contest. I wonder what schoolgirl outfit I would have worn for it. What do you think? What schoolgirl outfit would you have picked for me to wear for the naughty schoolgirl contest? A - The very Naughty schoolgirl outfit complete with a red short schoolgirl skirt and tight white top that doesn't hide much of my tits. I could complete the look with some cute thigh-hi's or stockings and shoes. B - The Goth Schoolgirl outfit with my classic red schoolgirl skirt, lace thigh-hi's, black high heels and see through black top C - The Innocent schoolgirl outfit that I wore back in the 1990's when I was first with Master Anakin. I have my green schoolgirl skirt, white tights, black high heels, and red top complete with a cross necklace to give it the extra innocent look D - The Innocent but Naughty Schoolgirl Outfit look complete with my red classic schoolgirl skirt, white innocent thigh-hi's and Daddy's work shirt and schoolgirl shoes. I also have a red butterfly thong to wear with the outfit to give it a very naughty look. E - Prep schoolgirl outfit that I got for my birthday. Naughty pink schoolgirl skirt and my little miss dangerous t-shirt that is from our online store. Maybe I could wear some cute thigh-hi's to go with the look? Maybe wear my black high heels or schoolgirl shoes. And of course my "spank me" panties would go well also with the outfit. :) So what do you think? What sexy outfit should I wear if I were to enter the naughty schoolgirl contest? *winks* Perhaps you'd like to mix and match from different outfits to make a whole new schoolgirl look? Please leave us a comment or e-mail and let us know what you think! We'd love to hear from you! Have a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Spanking survey

I saw this fun and neat spanking survey over at bonnie's blog and wanted to give it a try. Enjoy! Have you ever been spanked?: Yes! Lots and lots and lots. You've read about many of them here at JTTDS and you've seen the pictures! :) Do you like to be spanked?: Yes! I love to be spanked. Are you bad?: I can be a very bad girl sometimes. *winks* Are you spanked over your pants or are pants and undies pulled down?: Sometimes I am spanked over my panties but usually they don't offer a lot of protection. Most of the ones are with the panties and pants down or off. What is your favorite thing about spanking?: The sex afterwards and the submissive feeling that I get from it. Do you get spanked hard?: Yes! Master Anakin is a mean old man who spanks WAY too hard sometimes! ;) What position are you in when getting spanked?: It depends on where Master Anakin wants me. What do you like to be spanked with?: His hand and belt especially! I also like the razor strop and crop a lot. Who spanks you?: Master Anakin usually but I do get spanked from other people too. How long does the spanking last?: It depends. Some last a few minutes and some will go on for hours. When is the last time you got spanked?: Last night during our date night out to the movies and then we played afterwards. I got some hand spanking and a few with his belt and whip too. mmmm... Do you spank yourself?: Yes. I have spanked myself but usually that has been over the phone and someone is listening to it. Do you have a spanking fetish?: Yes. I would say that I do. What do you think? lol. After your spanking is over do you still act bratty later on?: Sometimes. How hard do you get spanked?: Sometimes very, very hard. Have you ever gotten your butt belted?: Yes. Many times. Have you ever gotten your butt paddled?: Yes. With the Anakin's paddle many times. Also with our leather paddle. Have you ever gotten spanked in public?: Yes. I was spanked in public at Goodhandy's while on my Toronto trip. What do you get spanked with the most?: I think it's tied between hand and belt. On a scale of 1-10 how much does the spanking hurt?: It depends. Some are a 10 and others are just like fun ones. Do you feel you deserve it?: Yes. What do you get spanked for?: breaking my rules, being mouthy and a brat, or sometimes I am spanked just for his amusement or pleasure. How many times have you gotten spanked?: Too many to count. How many times does the spanker spank you during the spanking?: Many times. What do you do to deserve them?: All kinds of naughty things. Have you ever gotten spanked in front of your friends?: Yes. Have you ever gotten your butt caned?: Yes. Do you like the pain of the spanking?: Yes. I am a masochist and pain slut. Have you ever gotten spanked with a wooden spoon?: Yes. Many times. Have you ever gotten spanked with a hairbrush?: Yes. Many times. Have you ever asked to be spanked for something you did wrong?: Yes. I've done that a few times that I knew I was in the wrong and asked him to spank me for it. Is spanking a big part of your everyday life?: Yes. It's a big part of my life. Do you get spanked more than once a day?: Sometimes. How often do you get spanked?: At least once or twice a week but sometimes daily. Even if it's just a swat or two on the ass before bed. Is your butt red and sore afterwards?: Yes. Do you get spanked gently or hard?: Most of the time is hard spankings. Sometimes I get fun or erotic ones too. Have you ever gotten spanked with a sneaker?: No. Do you believe in spanking? Only for consenting adults Have you ever been spanked so hard that you started to cry?: Yes. At what age did you start getting spanked?: I got my first adult spanking at 16 from a boyfriend. Do you still get spanked?: Yes. Do you think that spanking is a good punishment?: Yes. It can be a very good punishment. Have you ever gotten spanked for swearing?: Yes. Do you think spanking is fun?: Yes. It sure can be. :) What does the spanker say to you before your spanking?: It depends. Have you ever gotten spanked for getting bad grades?: No. Have you ever gotten a spanking for no reason at all?: Yes. Have you ever gotten spanked by a teacher?: Does a Professor count? *winks* Is your butt spankable?: I think so. What do you think? Who spanks you the most?: Darth Vader Is spanking your hobby?: Hmm...I have never really thought of it as a hobby before. Do you want a spanking right now?: Yes! Do you get lectured during the spanking?: Yes. Have you ever gotten spanked with your butt in the air?: Yes. Many times. Have you ever gotten spanked so hard you butt was swollen?: Yup! Have you ever watched someone else you know getting spanked?: Yes Do you hate spankings?: No! Of course not. Have you ever spanked someone: Yes. How many people spank you?: It depends. Is spanking allowed in your family?: I am the only one who gets spanked in the Skywalker family. Have you ever been spanked with more than one spanking instrument?: Yes Have you ever gotten spanked for lying?: Yes Have you ever gotten spanked for cursing?:Yes Take this survey Find more surveysBzoink - The Original Survey Site May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

I'm like Charlotte!

You Are Most Like Charlotte! You are the ultimate romantic idealist You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love. If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever. And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you. Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)? Could be very serious - if you play your cards right! Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?