Domestic slave meets Darth Vader

Last night I got to spend some time with Darth Vader. Master took me out for our overnight to our local casino and a yummy buffett dinner. I tried dim sum for the first time. It was pretty good. We didn't win much but it was fun to get out. We went shopping at Value Village and picked up a new blonde bob styled wig. We also went to a few local sex stores in the area. We were trying to find me a top to go with my PVC skirt. I didn't have any luck though. I did get some more O'My lubricant and also some new black knee high stockings. We went to Rogers Video and also bought a new porno. It was a great deal. Only $19.99 and it really turned us both on. We came home to some drinks and play time on the darkside. I got my cheerleader skirt and a cute shirt on with the new stockings. Master had a huge hard on when he saw me! I got spanked with his belt and also whipped with our homemade whip. He wanted to fuck me up the ass and I wasn't allowed to use my butt plug first to get me ready. I had to lube up my ass for him and then stick it up in the air to get fucked hard. It was brutal and rough. He fucked my ass so hard that I screamed out a few times. My butt was sore today from it. I also came from it too. Anal sex always gives me the best orgasms! I don't remember falling asleep naked. This morning Master bought me A&W for breakfast and got me a coffee too. It was nice to have breakfast together and talk for a while. We ran some errands and then came back to an afternoon of being a domestic slave. I cleaned up my kitchen and got organized and looking great. I made cupcakes from scratch for dessert. I also decided to cook my first baked pasta. It was on my bucket list and I tried my mom's recipe. I even made the spaghetti sauce from scratch to put in it. I used soy cheese because Master is lactose intolerant. It was SO yummy! I put up two pictures today of the pasta and also the cupcakes. I felt like Martha Stewart. I love baking and cooking. It makes me a very happy domestic slave. I also made potatoes and garlic bread to go with the dinner. I had the table all set up and Master was very pleased. He had a big smile and said "good girl" when he saw all my work. Nothing else feels so good as when I know he is happy and pleased with me. I was able to cross a few things off my bucket list: #460 -Try dim sum for the first time #484 -Make spaghetti sauce from scratch #65 -Make a cake or cupcakes from scratch #260 -Make a baked pasta for the first time I'm drinking some merlot and just got out of a hot bath with a Lush Bath Bomb. I treated myself to the Waving Not Drowning one. It always calms and relaxes me. I've been told that Darth Vader will be visiting me again tonight for some more of His pain. I can't wait! :-) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Labor Day long weekend ahead

I am ready for the long weekend to begin! TGIF! Master and I got an overnight tonight so we have no kids until tommorow night! We are still not sure what we are going to do with the overnight but I'm so happy to have some alone time with Master. It's going to be the last chance to get sitting for a while. Leia is gone with her dad until Monday. We recently changed visitation regarding Leia and her Dad. (my ex) He will be getting her now every two weeks instead of every weekend. This will be a bit hard to get used to. We are used to having sitting every weekend and our alone time together each weekend. We both think it's important though for Leia to have her own time for friends and things she'd like to do now that she's in her teen years. We havn't changed visitation since she was 18 months old so this is a pretty big change for the whole family. My father-in-law is going away on a 3 week trip next week so we won't be getting very much sitting in September. September is going to be a very busy month with lots of changes. I am a bit stressed out about it all. Leia is starting high school next week and I'll be having both kids in different schools. I don't drive so that's going to be difficult to get them both back and forth to school. I havn't been walking very much the last two months so I'm going to have to get back into shape. This has been a very long week for me. I had my period and also my mom was here this week for a visit. She did take the kids and I out for lunch and shopping and a movie. We had a really long talk about the past. It was hard to bring that up but it felt good also to talk to her openly about my childhood and the abuse. It was swept under the carpet for years and it's really good that my mom and I can now talk about some of the things that happened. Our relationship is complicated but I'm trying to work it out with her. My Dad is a different story though. I found out something recently which did not come as a surprise. I have come to terms with my relationship with him and that we will never be close. I got to cross something else off my bucket list with spending the day with my mom yesterday. I can cross off: #157 -Spend an entire day with my mom just shopping and talking Something did happen this week which upset me a lot. I lost the diamond out of my engagement ring and couldn't find it. I had to take off my ring so Master can get it fixed. I have worn my engagement ring since 1998 so it felt strange and upsetting to not see it on my finger. Hopefully that will be fixed soon as that is a very important symbol for Master and I. I'm really looking forward to tonight and the long weekend ahead. Hopefully there is lots of naughty play and some time with Darth Vader. :) There is only a few days left to send in your entries for our contest for Darkside Digital Arts. You can e-mail Master Anakin at anakins.blog@gmail.com to send in your entry if you havn't already. Winners will be announced on Sept. 2nd. Contest closes midnight on Sept. 1st. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Dungeon slave

Happy HNT everyone! I hope you all enjoy this week's HNT picture. I took it my slave by the scruff of her collar into our basement / makeshift dungeon for some punishment. I ordered her to remove her shirt. I was pleased she wasn't wearing a bra. Except for exercising, I don't like My slave wearing a bra. I took tied her by the wrists to the heavy hooks embedded in the cold concrete wall of the basement. Even on the warmest day it's always cool enough to send a shiver up My slave's spine. I put her hood on so she couldn't see the flogger as it came down on her helpless tits. A sweet torture for My naughty slave. As you can see in the picture, I teased her with our new toy that My padme bought last weekend. The metal flogger was ice cold from being in the refrigerator. My padme squirmed and tugged at her tied wrists, describing the cold teasing as only something a Mean Old Man would do. Her pouty tone one made her situtation worse as I flogged her tits repeatedly. A slave in a Dungeon. A wonderful day. Please leave a comment; W/we would love to hear what you think of this week's HNT image. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin

Friday night punishment

I knew that I had a punishment spanking coming to me on Friday night. I spent most of the day very nervous about it. Master was in full Darth mode that day. He was upset with me that I hadn't finished my chores list and the bathrooms were both still not done by then. I had plenty of time and no excuses. He warned me several times that I was disobeying him and he was not pleased. I have my moments like anyone else. I kept putting it off and then it eventually became too late. I knew he wasn't happy with me. I can always tell when Darth Vader is there and his expectations havn't been met. I knew that I'd be paying the price and taking some pain for him. I knew it would hurt and he would punish me hard. His punishments are always very mean and harsh and are meant for me to learn a lesson. We spent most of the day cleaning our carpets. We rented a cleaner and worked very hard cleaning them all up. That was quite a job! It was also on my bucket list and I got to cross #399 off my list. I was sore and worn out when we had finished the carpets and hoping to relax. Darth wasn't going to let me relax though. He had other plans. "I want you to get your ass up to the bathrooms and get them sparkling clean, bitch" he whispered into my ear. Put that butt plug up your ass and think of how My whip and perhaps cane will be crossing your ass tonight. That bathroom better sparkle or I'll make sure you get it harder. Do you hear me?" I could see the look of Darth in his eyes. There was no messing around. I put the butt plug up my ass and got to work. I scrubbed hard and put a lot of extra effort into it. Several times he came by to check on my progress and point out places I hadn't cleaned yet. He had a very sadistic look in his eye when he told me to make sure the toilets were extra clean or he would make me do them again. I hate doing the toilets!! It is like torture to me. I was not allowed to leave the bathrooms until they were both very clean to his satisfaction. Later that night I got my punishment spanking. We had an overnight and lots of time for punishment and play. I got over the pillow at the end of the bed. I was wearing my blue nightie and heart panties. I was first whipped with the homemade whip after my heart panties were pulled down. That was very intense and hard at times. He lectured me and then would whip me more. I had to spread my legs wide for some parts where he whipped my sensitive thighs. It was very painful and brought me very close to tears. He took some pictures of it which I put up today. I got corner time before I got the cane. The cane is always used for punishment and one of my least favorite impliments. I was given 20 very hard punishing strokes with the cane. Then I had to go back into the corner again while he lectured again. I was dripping wet from the punishment. The punishment part was over and Master had other evil ideas for me. He did some clothespins on me and dripped some candle wax all over me. Then I got fucked up the ass. He made me suck his cock until he got hard enough to fuck me anally. At one point he pulled my hair hard while fucking my ass. I felt more owned and submissive in that moment than in a very long time. I was a sex slave in that moment and he was showing me the power of the darkside. I came so many times that I finally fell asleep naked next to him on my leash. Saturday we had all day to play and tried out some basement bondage. That's for another post though! Stay tuned for that! :) I wanted to share my wish list that I made from Extreme Restraints! Check it out and maybe Master can get a few ideas for my birthday coming up in October. I will gladly test out any of the toys or wear any outfits for the blog and also privately also for anyone interested in spoiling me with anything from my list! Extreme Restraints looks like they have a lot of naughty stuff there. Be sure to check them out! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

1.8 million hits and our 3 year blogging anniversary!

We have two milestones happening this week on Journey to the Darkside. We have reached 1.8 million hits and it won't be long until we are at two million! We also are having our 3 year blogging anniversary! It's hard to believe that we've been blogging that long. We've seen many blogs and blogging friends come and go, and sometimes we've had our own thoughts about walking away from blogging. But we've stuck with it through thick and thin and are proud of how far we have come on our Journey. It's been great sharing our adventures with all of you. We've shared some of our naughty and kinky moments, erotic pictures and HNT images. We have also shared some sad times and struggles along our journey. We appreciate all the e-mails and comments and positive support that we have gotten from everyone. We hope to be around for a long, long time to come. I'd like to take this opportunity to also thank everyone who has visited our online store Darkside Digital Arts. We have tried to work hard to get out new and unique designs you'd love to wear. Thank you for all the support and encouragement. Thank you for joining us on our journey...our Journey to the Darkside. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Skywalker's fun day at the PNE

I had a real blast yesterday at the PNE with Master and our kids. It's always a tradition for us to go every year before back to school. We bought the kids ride passes and we even got a few tickets for us too so we could go on a few rides with the kids. We always ride the wooden roller coaster. Master and I have been doing that since we started being best friends in college in 1991. We have some great memories of that. I went on the big swing with my kids. It was Skywalker's first time on it and he was a bit nervous but he had a great time on it. He also went on the bumper cars for the first time. He could barely reach the peddle. lol!! It was a really fun family day. Mini donuts, rides, animals and petting zoo, shopping at the marketplace, shows in the park, Super Dogs, lunch at Jimmy's, airbrushed tattoo's, and lots of other fun!! It's the best part of summer! :) I drooled over the PNE prize home and bought a ticket to "win a house, win a car!". I'd love to win it! Wow!! It looked amazing. I put that on my bucket list as I have been wanting to buy a ticket for many years but havn't been able to. I also at buffalo for my first time ever! I've been wanting to try it so I took a bite of Master's bison burger he had for dinner. It wasn't too bad. That was also on my bucket list. We had a really fun family day and were worn out by the end of it. My feet was throbbing because of all the walking we did. I put up a picture today of Leia and I's airbrushed tattoo's. We got matching ones done. They are SO pretty! The Hawaiian Hibiscus reminds me of my lower back tattoo and I liked how it looked on my arm. I was going to get a Henna tattoo but ran out of time and energy. I can cross a few things off my bucket list from our PNE day: #256 -Buy a ticket for the PNE prize home again #505 -Go to the PNE as a family and eat perogies there #468 -Try eating buffalo or bison sometime Thank you for voting in our latest poll. We asked you what kind of spanking I deserved? The results are in! What kind of spanking does padme deserve? An Erotic one - 12% A playful and fun one - 3% A hard one - 15% A punishment one - 38% A spanking with lots of impliments - 7% A spanking by many people - 22% Other 0% It seems like lots of people think I deserve a punishment spanking and that's exactly what I have coming to me tonight. I had a chores list to get done by the time Master was home on Wednesday night. I didn't get the bathrooms done and Master was not very pleased. I really don't have many excuses. I felt lazy and I didn't feel like doing them. So now I'm stuck inside today and will have to clean them. I have a punishment spanking coming to me for it and my ass is going to be really sore. I had planned to go help someone out with a dungeon that they are building in their house. I wanted to see my friend, cinful again too as she will be helping out. I won't be able to go now because I didn't get my chores done. I think that punishment is far worse than the spanking that is coming to me. I was looking forward to that and I won't be able to go now. I am not sure yet what impliment he will be using for my punishment tonight. We put up a new poll today asking you what toy he should use for a punishment spanking. What do you think I deserve? I hope everyone has a good weekend. I better go get started on the bathrooms and think about what is coming to me. I have a date with Darth Vader tonight... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Flogging with the new toy

I am such a spanko when it comes to getting new spanking toys. I can't wait to try them out. I bought the new flogger while I was at the munch downtown earlier in the day. I was bugging him by Sunday night to please try it out on my ass. I wanted to know what it would feel like. He was happy to give me what I was craving when the kids were in bed. We both stayed up late to try it out. My nightgown got lifted up and my spank me panties were pulled down and I was given a taste of our new toy. They call it "The tickler" but that toy didn't tickle at all. It carries a really heavy weight and leaves a very heavy stroke when it comes down on the ass. Darth Vader started out slow and worked into a rythym. I was squirming in no time! I got some very heavy strokes which left my breathless. That toy can really pack a punch! I felt it all over my ass and was quite bruised afterwards. It takes a lot to bruise my ass too! It was much different than any other spanking toy I've felt cross my ass. He still wants to try it out on my nipples. We will be testing out the new toy with my nipples this weekend and I'm curious to know what that will feel like. Master took some pictures of it and we wanted to share it with everyone. You can see my lower back tattoo "tramp stamp" tattoo quite well in one of the pictures too. Please leave us a comment. We would love to hear from you. Master is on holiday for 4 days starting tommorow! I'm really excited to have him home for his summer vacation. We plan to take Skywalker and Leia to the PNE tommorow or Friday when the weather clears up. I can't wait!! I love the PNE! It's always one of the best parts of summer for me. We plan to go on the rides and enjoy a whole day of family fun! I can't wait! We also plan to do a few projects around the house. We might be carpet cleaning and painting. Master told me he plans to crack the whip and get some stuff done off our list. I have 2 more things to do before I'm finished my chores list which has to be done by the time he's home tonight. I have to clean the bathrooms and finish the dishes. I finished the dishes but I am feeling lazy and don't wanna clean the bathrooms! I hate cleaning bathrooms. They are my worst chore. I always leave it for last and I really have to force myself to get it done. Master has threatened me several times that "it better be done or else". You can take a quess at "or else" means. Usually it means a very hard punishment spanking which will probably end in some corner time. Then he'll make me do it with a sore ass and watch me work until it's done. He's a mean old man!! I might not be online too much in the next few days with Master being on holiday. I will try to blog when Master will allow it. It's hard to come on the computer when he is at home. He's always got his eye on me. Darth Vader can be SO anal sometimes! *giggles* May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Cooking slave

I spent most of yesterday being a domestic slave. I had a big long list of chores to get done. I have until Wednesday evening to complete the list or I am getting a punishment spanking. I've been promised that it will be painful and that I'll be having a serious visit with Darth Vader if it doesn't get done. No excuses this week. Last week was so hot and I didn't get much done. It's hard with two kids home. I admit I've really let the housework slide. I know he wants the place cleaned up for his holiday coming up and also my mom's visit. She is coming next week and is a real neat freak. I worked my ass off with the thoughts of a punishment spanking on my mind. Those are not very fun or erotic. He can be a very mean old man when he's in Darth mode. He is very anal when it comes to the housework. He likes a clean and organized place. Our townhouse is 3 levels so it can take a while to get it clean and also keep it clean. I can't wait until my kids are back in school again. It won't be so out of control like it's been. I did something yesterday that I haven't done in years and had put on my bucket list. I know that Master loves my homemade banana bread. I used to make it for him all the time. The last time I made it for him was when Skywalker was born. I made him some when I was in the hospital so Master could have something to snack on that was healthy and yummy. I always made him so pleased when I made it. He'd have a big smile and the cake never lasted long. I got out my recipe book and made it from scratch. I had wanted to do this and felt inspired yesterday by a need to please him. The kids and him really enjoyed it. The cake only lasted a few hours! lol! :) I wanted to share a picture of it as well as the recipe in case anyone else wants to give it a try. You can ask Master Anakin how yummy it was. He is already asking me to make more. :) Banana Loaf Preheat to 350 degrees Blend or Sift together: ~1 3/4 cups of flour ~2 teaspoons baking power ~1/4 teaspoon baking soda ~1/2 teaspoon salt Cream together: ~1/3 cup margarine Gradually beat in 2/3 cups of sugar. Add: ~2 well beaten eggs Combine well. Add dry ingredients with 1 cup of well-mashed bananas. Beat until combined. (You can also add nuts and chocolate chips) Put into a loaf pan and let it stand for 20 minutes. Bake at 350 degrees for 50-55 minutes until done. ..... I can cross #324 off my bucket list: #324 -Bake banana bread from scratch again (havn't done this since Skywalker was a baby) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A fun and memorable weekend

It was a very fun and memorable weekend. I am going to squeeze it all into a blog post today. There is a lot to write about. Friday night was a very romantic and fun evening with Master. We had an overnight and we were trying to figure out what to do. We tried to arrange a "swingdate" which is something that one of the swingers site offers. It tries to hook you up for a date with someone or people within 24 hours. There was one couple that was a bit of a possibility but it eventually came out that they were hoping more for a threesome than a foursome. We decided to go out by ourselves for some alone time and Master had a very romantic plan for us. He knew there was a restaurant in White Rock that I had been wanting to go to called Side Shows West Coast Grill. I put it on my bucket list. We had walked by it one day and I saw that it had a prime location being very close to the beach with some ocean views. He arranged for us to go there and then was going to take me to the Pier afterwards for a moonlit stroll which was also on my bucket list and something I have wanted to do. Side Shows was really unique and great atmosphere and we got a window seat to look out at the breathtaking ocean view. Master had timed it so we could watch a sunset together. They lit a candle for us and I got to enjoy a glass of merlot and holding hands with my romantic Master while watching a beautiful sunset going down over the ocean. I put up a picture of that sunset today for everyone to see. It was very memorable and special and we looked into each other's eyes and enjoyed the moment. The dinner was SO yummy! Master had ribs which looked so good! I had a penne which was one of the best I have ever had before. Master then spoiled me with a chocolate brownie with ice-cream for dessert. We lingered for a long time just enjoying the alone time and the chance to just be together. We went out for a moonlight stroll along the beach afterwards. The moon was almost full and looked so bright and beautiful! It made the water sparkle. The smell of the ocean air...the magic of the moment...the whole atmosphere was lovely and romantic and I will never forget it. We got into the car and went over the Pier afterwards for a stroll there. We went into a store afterwards which we thought was a sex store called Modern Love. It didn't have much sex stuff in it though and was very overpriced. We did splurge and picked up some Kama Sutra Massage Oil (sweet almond) which is my favorite. We had finished the bottle I got in Toronto and needed a new one. Then we headed home for some naughty fun. I got an erotic OTK and some fun spankings before we made love. I was given a few orgasms and we fell asleep relaxed and peaceful. A very nice overnight! The next morning was more naughty fun and a shower together and then we spent the day watching movies. Master spoiled me with a blizzard at DQ because I was craving one and with the hot weather that day. Saturday night was some more naughty play and orgasms! Sunday was a very big day for me. I got up early to eat breakfast and get ready to go out for the day. I had a quick shower and got ready and was at the skytrain by 10 am. I headed downtown and arrived at the Starbucks early and enjoyed a vanilla latte while waiting for cinful. She arrived and needed a coffee too so we enjoyed a quick visit with our coffee's before heading to the munch together. cinful was super nice and helpful yesterday and I appreciate her going with me to my first munch so I didn't have to go alone. I admit I got pretty nervous when we arrived at the restaurant. My tummy had some butterflies. I always get that way when I am walking into an unknown situation or to meet new people. I felt welcome right away though. I sat beside cinful and people introduced themselves to me. It was neat to put faces to the names of people I had talked to on Fetlife. I ordered a bagel and started to visit with everyone. Everyone was very friendly and it was really wonderful to be able to be open and discuss things like sex toys or bdsm without worrying about being judged or how people will react. I felt like I could be myself and everyone was really nice. I found out that several people had been to a place called Rascals the night before and I was kicking myself for not going. I had no idea that people from the munch would be there. Master and I were uncertain about going because we didn't think we would know anyone. I really enjoyed the munch and we all headed out for a fun afternoon shopping afterwards. There was some really great bdsm/sex stores and I was drooling over the toys and outfits. I tried several PVC tops on (to match my skirt) but none of them fit me very well across my chest. My boobs are too big! I did pick up a new neat flogger/tickler at a store called Little Sister's. I love the feel of it and it's different than our other ones that we have. cinful gave me the idea of putting it in the fridge or freezer to get it cold before playing. I can't wait to try it out! I put up a picture today of it and also the new thigh-hi's I got. It was really fun shopping with everyone and little by little people had to leave so it eventually was down to cinful and another Dom who took me down to East Hastings Street to a store called Model Express. I appreciate them both coming with me because that is a bad part of town. Model Express was awesome! Lots of fetish wear for a reasonable price. Lots of deals! I couldn't find a top there either though. That was a bit frustrating. Nothing fit me right with my big boobs. I did pick up the thigh-hi's for a great deal. They are black with red bows on them. So cute! I left cinful on the bus while going by Robson Street. I wanted to go off on my own to do some shopping at Lush and other stores hoping to find a top somewhere. I don't want to wear the same top to the swingers party we are going to next month and was hoping to find something to go with my PVC skirt. No luck though. :( I did splurge at Lush with some bath bombs and my special shampoo bar for blonde's called The Blonde. I love it but it's a bit pricey but worth it. I love the smell and how blonde it makes me hair. I treated myself to some sushi for dinner and a bit more shopping before heading home early in the evening. I could have gone to a movie or had more time out but I was very tired from the day and my feet hurt from all the walking around. I jumped on the skytrain home. The munch was a lot of fun and I was glad to meet some new friends and I hope to go to more in the future. :) This weekend I got to cross several things off my bucket list: #384 -Go to a bdsm or lifestyle munch #421 -Enjoy a moonlit stroll with Master #501 -Eat the Side Shows West Coast Grill in White Rock #503 -Have a beach night and spend time walking down the beach in the moonlight This week I hope to get a few projects done around the house and also Master is off for 4 days starting on Thursday. We are planning a family PNE day and I'm really looking forward to that. It's almost back to school time and I'm trying to get my kids ready for that too. Just about done my shopping! Hopefully it won't be as hot so I can get a lot accomplished. I hope everyone had a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A naughty and fun weekend ahead!

TGIF!! It's been a really long week and pretty hot one too! It's supposed to be very hot this weekend too. I know some people like the heat but I much prefer the Fall when there is a cool breeze in the air. The heat won't stop me from having a fun weekend ahead. I'm really looking forward to tonight and the weekend. Tonight we have an overnight and no kids for a whole 24 hours. Master and I are still trying to figure out what to do tonight. Should we go to a movie? Or a nice restaurant? Or maybe just skip straight to dessert and spend the night playing and getting naughty? I could really use a spanking or some pain and pleasure right now. I can't wait for our overnight to begin and have some much needed time with Master. I'm tempted to dress up tonight in something sexy and be a very naughty girl. Hmmm...do I wear the schoolgirl outfit? Or perhaps the french maid one? Or maybe the Geisha? Ohhh the possibilities... I'm really looking forward to Sunday. I will be going to my first munch! I have been wanting to go to one for years. I can remember when I was a newbie and just starting out in the lifestyle. I really wanted to meet others in the bdsm lifestyle and was curious about going to a munch. I've been talking about it for years but too nervous to go alone. Master wasn't as interested in going and I didn't have any friends to go with. I put it on my bucket list because it was something I had really hoped to do one day. I want to thank, cinful for giving me the opportunity to go to my first one. She offered to meet me for coffee first and go with me so I wouldn't have to walk in alone and to make me feel more comfortable. I'm looking forward to meeting her and also being able to go to my first munch downtown. I'm a bit nervous about it but very excited and can't wait for Sunday! Master has given me the whole day free on Sunday. I havn't had a free day to myself since my Toronto trip. I have no curfew and will be given a budget so I can enjoy some shopping at some of the bdsm/sex stores downtown. I'm looking for a new top to go with my PVC skirt for a swingers event that we are attending next month. I'd also like to look for a few new toys too. A girl can never have enough toys!! I have a big wish list of different vibrators that I would like to try and toys I'd like to buy. I'm really looking forward to it and am very excited about it! I'm sure I will be blogging all about it on Monday. :) I put up two black and white pictures that were both taken last weekend when I was given Master Anakin's birthday spanking with the razor strop. They go together with our HNT this week and I hope you enjoy them. Master took a video also last weekend which he posted of the birthday stropping. I really enjoyed the birthday stropping and spanking that I got. Master also received a birthday blowjob on his birthday which he seemed to really enjoy. I was very tired by the time the kids got to bed but we found time to make sure I could give him his special gift. I put a few ads up this last week on a few swingers sites. It's been interesting to read some of the e-mails. Why is it that I seem to attract married men who want to cheat on their wives? I got several e-mails from different men who want to meet me to have an affair. One guy wanted to meet in a hotel while he was down on business and cheat on his wife. That is not at all what I am looking for. No more one night stands for me or hooking up to play with married men unless their wife knows about it and is ok with it. I mentioned to one man that I would like to talk to his wife and he took off pretty fast. I am looking forward to the swingers event next month. It should be a lot of fun and I really want to meet other couples out there who are both open minded and looking to be friends as well as play together. Why is it so hard to meet people like that? I'm glad that at least I've found a few new friends on Fetlife recently. I hope to meet a few of them at the munch on Sunday. I am looking forward to a naughty and fun weekend ahead! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Descent into Darkness

Happy HNT everyone. I wanted to share this photograph I took of My padme with you all for this week's Half-Nekkid Thursday. I hope you enjoy this classic-nude style image in glorious black and white. My padme was waiting for a spanking and she looked pensive and excited. she looked sexy in her thong and leather skirt and no top. I slowly slid off my black leather belt and padme watched Me; it seemed to hypnotize her. As she lay on the white cotton top sheet of the bed, waiting for the her decent into darkness, I felt I needed to capture the moment. I snapped the photograph, and then proceeded to give My padme what she craved so very much. I hope you enjoy the picture. Please leave us a comment. We would love to hear from you. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin

Happy birthday Master Anakin!

I would like to wish Master Anakin a very happy birthday today. He is turning 43 years old today! I took his birthday spanking with the razor strop on the weekend and he put up a video of that. I still owe him the birthday blowjob. Perhaps that can be arranged tonight. :) Master, Happy birthday! i love you so much! You are my strong force and sexy Jedi and i don't know what i would do without you! Thank you for all that you do for me and our family. i wish you a very happy day today and a year ahead with lots of happiness! I love you so much! Happy happy birthday! May the force be with you today and always... XOXO love Your padme

Birthday stropping video

The votes are in and the birthday stropping happened just last night. I counted out 43 strokes of our old razor strop on padme's ass; one stroke for each year I'm turning on my birthday. I decided a video of the stropping was in order. I hope you enjoy the video; you can see padme's ass turn red before your eyes. I gave her much more attention last night with my belt, the whip, and other fun impliments. I'm sure My padme will fill you in with all the details in another post. she's sitting on a nicely sore ass today. ~Anakin

The Skywalker's fun day at the Abbotsford Airshow

I have always wanted to go to the Abbotsford Airshow. I've lived in the Vancouver area my whole life and it seems like everyone that I have known has gone to it. I have wanted to for years and this year I was able to talk Master into taking me. Usually it is a guy's day out and I stay behind. I put it on my bucket list and I really wanted to experience it this year. We took the kids and headed out early after a breakfast at Mcdonald's. We got to look around at different planes for the first bit. Skywalker enjoyed being able to go inside a helicopter and Leia and I looked inside a few different planes together. Then we headed back to our seats for the opening ceremonies which was pretty neat. They had skydivers called the Skyhawks that were jumping out of a plane with both a Canadian flag and the United States one also. We enjoyed some of the shows including a military demo they had this year. Lots to see and plenty of fun for the family. We enjoyed mini donuts and freshly squeezed lemonade and a very yummy lunch. We got to walk around the different booths there too including a Wii booth and Guitar Hero one and we picked up some sunglasses for the kids. It was a really nice sunny day with a cool breeze in the air. We really enjoyed the Canadian Snowbirds and the U.S. Thunderbird shows. I put some pictures up today from it. It was so cool to see the flying and hear the sounds from some of the planes. It was so loud at times that it would shake the ground and set off some car alarms. Amazing! I really enjoyed my first airshow and hope to go back to another one in the future sometime. This time though I will remember to use the sunscreen on my face! I got home and was shocked when I looked in the mirror to see one of the worst sunburns I have had in years. This is the second worst I have had in my life! I don't remember it being this bad since I fell asleep in the sun during a trip to Hawaii when I was younger. It is SO sore and red and itchy and I even sunburnt my lips! They are swollen and tingling. My face hurts and it's caused some nausea and I just feel so extremely crappy. I've been using Aloe lotion and took some advil. It hurts! Some lessons in life are very painful and I learned a very big lesson from it all. I should wear a hat and lots of sunscreen including on the face. This is not fun at all! We were thinking about going to a swingers airshow party today but I am not feeling good from the sunburn. I was also supposed to be receiving a birthday spanking for Master Anakin's birthday tonight. That has been put on hold until I am feeling better. We are leaving the poll up so there is still time to vote. The razor strop is winning so far! Please vote if you havn't already. His birthday is on Tuesday so I've been told that there is time for me to receive that. I plan to take it easy today and rest and recover. I get to cross #91 off my bucket list: #91 -Go to an Abbotsford Airshow for the first time I hope everyone is having a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Happy summertime spankings

Happy HNT! Master told me to put up our HNT this week as we are busy tonight and he won't be able to. He did all the work for it. He took this photo during my spanking last weekend and he photoshopped it to make it look like it was outside at one of our favorite beaches. We both love the beach and spend a lot of time there, especially in the summer. I love this photo! It's perfect for summertime and for a fun and erotic outdoor spanking picture. I have my panties down and red bottom up in the air and you can see the back of my "beach girl" t-shirt that I am wearing and even a peek at my lower back tattoo also if you look closely. I love my lower back tattoo. It makes me think of Shasta and my Toronto trip and the night I got it done. I really love how it looks! I wish I was at the beach today! It's so hot and sunny and I'm stuck inside today and I'm supposed to be working on my chores for Master. I admit I've spent a lot of time out in the sun instead of working on my list that he gave me. I am supposed to be done the list by Friday for our Airshow day with the kids. I was told I will receive a punishment spanking if the list is not completed to his satisfaction. Yikes! I better get working on that as soon as I post the HNT. Punishment spankings from Darth Vader are not fun at all and hurt! I really don't want to be on the end of His belt for not getting my chores done. Thank you for voting in our latest poll. We asked you what your favorite season was. Here are the results: Summer - 26% Fall - 33% Winter - 6% Spring - 13% All - 20% It seems like everyone loves the summer. What has been your favorite part about summer so far? Has anyone received any outdoor spankings? We put up a new and fun poll on our sidebar today. This is for a special reason. Master Anakin is celebrating a birthday next week and I was told today that I will be receiving his birthday spanking. He will be giving that spanking to me on Saturday night when we get our own private celebration as Master and slave. I will be giving him his birthday blowjob also that night that I give him each year as my own private gift for his birthday. So what do you think I should receive? Please leave us a comment and tell us your thoughts on it. He is turning 43 so that's a lot of strokes, especially if something like the whip or Anakin's paddle is chosen. 43 with the paddle turns my ass bright red! It will be interesting to see what wins. You can vote up until Saturday night when the birthday spanking begins! Master Anakin wanted to write something about the HNT picture this week also: "I hope everyone likes this week's HNT image with a summertime theme. I took the background picture of the grassy area above the beach overlooking the Pacific ocean. Central in the frame is a cool looking beach umbrella. That was such a hot day, with a fresh sea breese coming off the ocean. I got going with Photoshop and put the recent image of My padme in the foreground complete with her red bottom and panties pulled down. Voila, a summertime spanking image for your viewing pleasure. Enjoy!" May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

padme gets herself a spanking

I saw this link today for creating your own spanking story. It was really fun to try and my spanking story came out like this: padme gets herself a spanking padme was in trouble and she knew it. She wondered if Anakin would spank her right away or make her wait. ''Waiting is the worst!'' she thought, though in this case maybe it would be better to put it off... She didn't need to speculate, though, she'd know soon enough - she could hear a man's footsteps approaching the door. As she watched, the handle turned with what seemed like an unnatural slowness. An icy hand gripped her right in the middle of her bottom. ''Act natural,'' she told herself, which only caused her to give a nervous giggle just as her Master walked in. ''What's wrong?'' Anakin asked immediately. ''Me? Nothing! Why do you ask?'' ''Just that you have a strange look on your face.'' So much for ''natural,'' padme thought. Anakin continued. ''Okay, what have you done?'' ''Um... nothing?'' ''padme...'' ''Yes, Anakin?'' ''Come on, out with it. Now.'' He had never been all that patient in these situations and was already heading toward the bedroom. padme hurried to head him off. ''It's nothing, honest. It's just that... Well, I...'' Try as she might, she couldn't think of a way to make it sound any better. ''I went way over my allowance and spent too much money,'' she said with a rush. Anakin stopped in his tracks, slowly turning to look at her. ''padme amidala! It's nothing, honest?'' he mocked in a voice of disbelief. ''It doesn't sound like nothing. It sounds a lot like spending too much money.'' padme felt herself tighten at that word - it had unfortunate connotations - unfortunate for her and unfortunate for her bottom. ''We've talked about spending too much money, haven't we?'' Anakin's speech went on. ''We have a way of dealing with spending too much money, don't we, My girl?'' Every time he used the term ''spending too much money'' he might as well be saying ''spanking,'' she thought. ''padme amidala, you do know how we deal with spending too much money, don't you?'' Instinctively padme's hands shot back to cover her bottom, in a way answering Anakin's question very clearly. Though that's not the answer her voice gave. ''Well, I know... but... I thought... maybe this time... ''You thought maybe this time what, My girl? That you wouldn't be spanked? That spending too much money wouldn't get you a good bare-bottomed spanking?'' padme didn't want a spanking - Anakin's spankings hurt! While she was getting them they stung like mad - she was always convinced she just had to get away and never could - and they left her so sore! Not just sore, very sore - sore like when you sit down a long time later you can still feel it like you just got it, that kind of sore. And she certainly didn't want one of those - especially not on her bare bottom! And that was exactly how her Master was going to spank her - over his knee, her head down, pj bottoms off, bottom up, panties down, bottom bare, her pink skin inviting his stern reproval! Anakin had never once let her keep her panties up. Quickly padme's mind raced to remember what panties she'd put on, thankful that her pink ones wouldn't add any to her embarrassment - having her bottom bared was embarrassing enough as it was! Part of her wanted to run and hide, but most of her simply followed Anakin into the bedroom - the bedroom, where she was always taken to be spanked. Much as she hated getting a spanking, especially one of Anakin's spankings, she really did dislike spending too much money and really wished she could stop doing it. If having her Master spank her would stop her from spending too much money, maybe that was a good thing - if only it didn't have to be such a spanking! Once in the bedroom, Anakin looked at her sternly as he sat on the edge of the bed, extending his legs as her soon-to-be ''resting'' place. My God, already? padme thought to herself, but Anakin, instead of immediately motioning her over his lap and into place, clasped a hand on each of her arms. ''Now , I want to be fair about this, you know that, I hope. You should also know that I'm disappointed to hear about your spending too much money.'' padme's spirits sunk even lower, though for a new reason now. She didn't like to disappoint Anakin. ''Very,'' he added. Maybe she really did deserve a spanking. ''I want you to tell me how this happened,'' he concluded. She tried to bow her head but with a gentle touch he raised her chin and made her look him in the eye. ''I don't know...'' was all she could think of to tell him. It would take too long to explain and not do any good anyway - but he wasn't about to settle for that. ''This spending too much money of yours, it must have had some reason. It didn't just happen, now did it? And I want you to tell me how or why it did.'' His face hardened even further. ''And you are going to tell me.'' ''It's like this - I wanted to buy some sex toys and naughty things.'' ''I see. padme?'' ''Yes, Anakin?'' ''Did I just hear anything that would keep me from giving you a spanking? Anything that would discourage me from giving you each and every swat of the spanking you've earned?'' ''I don't know... maybe...'' she replied sullenly. ''padme amidala.'' ''No. I guess not...'' ''No. Nothing I heard dissuades me in the least. You, My girl, have behaved yourself into a panties-down spanking and now you are going to get it.'' Fighting off thoughts of how soon Anakin would have her pink bare and blushing, padme moved hesitantly to her Master's side and was a little surprised when he didn't immediately pull her over his waiting lap. Glancing up at his stern face, her surprise turned to dismay and she felt her stomach tighten. ''Oh no,'' she said softly, hopelessly. ''Oh yes,'' came his reply. ''You know better.'' ''No, really - please? I don't need that... do I?'' This last was no more than a whisper. ''You need to learn, and the belt helps you learn. Don't make me waste my time - spanking you by hand has never changed a thing. ''Go,'' Anakin demanded and commanded. Reluctantly - very reluctantly - padme trudged off to get the belt. Retrieving it from the top of the dresser, she took just a tiny moment to feel both its unfeeling undefined and her own twinge of rebelliousness - ooo, to throw it, hide it, destroy it! Now that would be satisfying! Instead, the belt would have its satisfaction on her, heating, punishing, scalding her poor helpless bottom. And if she ever did manage to do away with it, padme had no doubt that Anakin would produce something even worse to deal with her current infraction and that additional one as well! Shaking herself free of such imaginings, padme and her thoughts returned to the bedroom and her Master's side, meekly proffering the demanded and dreaded belt, knowing full well that in mere moments it would be blistering her bottom, and thoroughly. Her poor little bottom! What did it ever do? It wasn't the one that had a problem with spending too much money, she was. Why should it have to suffer? It just wasn't fair! Oblivious to these objections, Anakin still sat like a deity on the edge of the bed, waiting to tumble her over his unforgiving thighs. As he reached to take the belt from her, she pulled it back slightly. ''You'll start slowly, won't you?'' She knew she wasn't supposed to ask and he always replied with ''Is that what you deserve, My girl?'' But this once Anakin just took the belt from her and nodded sympathetically. Seeing his reaction padme realized that she must be in even more trouble than she imagined. Her whole body stiffened and shook and she couldn't keep herself from turning and trying to run away - but Anakin was too quick for her, he'd grabbed her wrist even as the belt left her hand. Before she knew it she was over his knee and the blood was rushing to her head. Spank! He began immediately - spank spank spank spank spank! ''Ow! Oh! Wait!'' No matter how much time Anakin would take leading up to it, the first swat always startled her. Alternating stiffening and squirming, she quickly sunk into place as her Master jostled her for a better and steadier grip. Spank spank spank - spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! ''Ow! No! Too hard!'' padme protested, though really her pj bottoms muffled the effect considerably - nearly all of this pain was caused by her own tension and apprehension. So far! Spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! ''Ow ow ow!'' she continued, only to have Anakin chastise her further. ''Settle down, My girl - we haven't even started. I''m just getting you settled in. You can't even feel anything through your pj bottoms.'' Spank spank spank! spank spank! spank spank! ''No, no! I feel it! I do! don't!'' padme insisted somewhat nonsensically - the chance that he would stop already was non-existent. ''Shall I stop already? I thought I was doing this for you - you do know what's next, don't you?'' Ah - here was the dilemma upon whose horns padme lay. To be spanked over her pj bottoms, and therefore longer - or to shorten it a little and jump right to ''pants-down''? Or even panties-down? She made the same coward's choice she always had before. Spank spank spank spank - spank spank spank! spank spank! ''No, no - that's okay,'' she decided immediately, and having done so found that this phase was much more tolerable. Maybe by the time he gets to my bare bottom I'll be ready, padme thought. Right. And maybe his arm will wear out first - or I'll just fly to the moon! Spank spank spank - spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! ''Owww. Owwwwww,'' padme moaned softly, concluding that some sort of reaction was still in her favor. ''Hey! Wait!'' For no sooner had she resigned herself to an over-the-pj bottoms spanking than the pj bottoms-spanking was over! ''Stop! Not yet!'' ''Oh?'' Spank spank spank spank!!! ''Haven't had enough yet? I thought you were in a hurry!'' Spank spank spank spank!!! padme's Master saw to it that these final swats before her pj bottoms deserted her made all the more of an impression. ''OW! Geez!'' She twisted around in an attempt to see if he was still using his hand - it seemed harder than ever! All she managed to see was Anakin removing her first line of defense. He slid the pink fabric off her bottom, revealing her pink panties. Spank spank spank spank!!! Haaaaah, padme thought. ''Haaaaaaah!'' padme said. She had thought of her pj bottoms as sort of insubstantial it but had been giving her more protection than she realized - now with nothing between his hand and her thin panties his every spank stung and stung to high heaven! Spank spank! spank spank! spank spank spank! spank spank spank! ''Owwwwooooooo? Oww? Ow, ow?'' In her mind padme questioned if Anakin really needed to spank her quite this completely. Picking up on this, her Master didn't hesitate. ''If you didn't want this spanking, My girl, you shouldn't have been spending too much money,'' he decreed, his logic unassailable. Like she hadn't thought of that! ''You know what spending too much money gets you - maybe next time you'll have an easier time deciding what you really want!'' ''Grrrr,'' padme grrrr'd - quietly. Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank! spank spank spank spank spank spank spank! ''Ow oh ow oh ow ow ow!'' From long experience Anakin knew just what he was doing. Half or more of his spanks landed where her panties had ridden up due to her unflattering position. Not only did they sting all the worse, they were those same low spots padme already knew she'd feel long afterward. How was she ever supposed to sit again? Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank! On they went, like partners volleying on a tennis court - except that her soft bottom was no match for her Master's hard hand, and in this match she was being soundly beaten! And the sounds of that beating were Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank Ow Spank! ''Oh oh please,'' she protested - a lot of these spanks should count as panties-down! Not that they would, and not that she thought otherwise for even a moment. Nonetheless padme felt that some sort of protest was called for. Spank spank spank - spank spank spank spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! spank! Ooooo, Anakin knew just how to make her feel those! And padme's poor little bottom did - each and every one! Then quickly a lot more protest was very much called for! ''Oh no - really - no, please, no. Please?'' Her Master had stopped spanking long enough to pluck at the waistband of her panties - and she did not want them down! She grabbed them herself and held on tightly. ''Not those - they don't make a difference anyway,'' she claimed, fibbing slightly - though she was always surprised what a difference they did make. One by one, Anakin peeled her fingers from her pink panties. And then they were gone. Spank! spank! Her pink cheeks, only slightly colored by his gradual chastisement, were now fully under his hand - and eyes. Hold still! she told herself, wanting to minimize any jiggling or inappropriate exposure - try to hold still! Spank! spank! Spank Spank! SPANK SPANK! Maybe kicking and squirming was a better approach after all! Spank! spank! Spank Spank! SPANK SPANK! Suddenly he was in a hurry, a man with a mission. Now that he had her bare bottom in sight and squarely in his sights, he wanted it sore and stinging - both, a lot, and right now! Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank!Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank!Spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank spank! Couldn't Anakin hear her at all? Nothing seemed to slow him down! Just as she thought her poor little bottom would burst into flames, her Master's grip tightened! Her stomach followed suit as padme recognized the meaning of this gesture! ''Oh no! No! No! OW! OH!'' His spanks rained down so much harder without slowing down at all. Her kicking and struggles became furious, but the harder she fought, the harder he spanked! Spank! Spank! SPANK! SPANK! Spank! Spank! SPANK! SPANK! ''OW OH OH OH OW OH OH!'' she cried. When, oh when, would this be over? And then, with frightening abruptness, it was! ''Now, My girl, it's time we took care of this spending too much money,'' Anakin pronounced. Oh no! The belt - whap whap whap whap whap whap whap! By the time she realized what was about to happen her belt spanking was already well underway! Instantly the warmth of his hand was replaced by the sting of the belt's leather. Oooo, did that hurt! padme could never remember quite how much until she was feeling it - but as soon as she felt it she could remember - remember all too well! whap whap whap whap whap whap whap! ''No, no - stop! Enough! I'll be good! I promise! Oh owwwwww...'' ''padme amidala! Your spending too much money? This is most certainly NOT enough, except that it's enough out of you. Now hold still. You know you've earned this - and more. If you're good you'll get a lot less of the ''more.'''' whap whap whap whap whap whap whap! Try as he might to be ''fair,'' when it came to spending too much money her Master was strict. That belt HURT! whap whap whap whap whap whap whap! ''No, no, not more - please, not more. Ow oh ow oh ow...'' whap whap whap whap whap whap whap! ''No - no please! I'll be good! I've learned my lesson - I have!'' As well she may have - her usually pink cheeks shone from the belt's harsh leather. ''Then hold still, , so I can finish.'' And finish he did. With a flurry of whap-whap-whap's he made sure she'd have no place to sit, not for a good long time. Then the hardest yet, right in the center - whap whap whap whap whap whap! Even as padme recognized these as his final spanks she could take no relief as the barrage drove her past all limits of ''taking it.'' ''Whaaa - aaa - ow - oooo - ooo - ooo - ooo - NO!'' ''Okay, padme. Okay, . Breathe. Now breathe...'' Anakin encouraged. As slowly as it had begun it just as suddenly ended. Slowly padme calmed down and her breathing did steady a bit. ''Now, young lady - no more spending too much money - understood?'' Somehow padme nodded her acquiescence. And as she returned the belt to the top of the dresser, she never wanted to have anything to do with spending too much money, the belt, or even her Master sitting on the edge of the bed - ever, ever again! ..... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A fun BC Day long weekend

Happy BC Day to everyone celebrating it today. The Skywalker's decided to celebrate BC Day at Fort Langley today. There was a very big celebration going on there at the Fort with people in costumes, face painting, balloon's, lumberjack shows, free pancake breakfasts, lots of activities inside the fort, and lots of other neat things going on for everyone. The Fort was free today with no admission and we took the kids for their first visit there. It was on my bucket list and I was really glad to look around with them today. They got to pan for gold and pet some animals and had lots of family fun. There was a marketplace also going on at Fort Langley today too. We walked around town and I got to go to Euphoria Chocolate for the first time where we all had a snack. It was on my bucket list too. I have always wanted to try their chocolate. I've heard really good things from people and I wasn't disapppointed. YUM!! The chocolate there was amazing and delicious! I also had a latte from there which was also excellent. We will be going back there again one day. I noticed another razor strop today while looking around the Fort at Fort Langley. It was hanging on the wall inside of one of the bedrooms in an old farm house. This isn't the first old razor strop I've seen this week. I did a blog post earlier this week about seeing 3 of them at Burnaby Heritage Village. It's enough to get me squirming and wanting to find an old antique one to own and be able to use ourselves. I put up a picture today of that razor strop. I feel like we have been living in the past this week with our visit to Burnaby Heritage Village and then with the Fort Langley visit today. Lots of antiques and getting to see the old way of living. It's been a really fun long weekend. Friday night was some reconnection sex and play. Lots of orgasms and naughty fun and a really wonderful night for Master and I. Saturday we went to see the new Batman movie, The Dark Knight. It was on my bucket list as I had really wanted to see it. We loved it!! I was blown away by the movie and thought it was excellent. We came back and I got a spanking with Master's hand and the wooden spoon. Master did a blog post about it and put up a picture of me standing in the corner with a red bottom. We played for hours on Saturday. I came 5 times!! That did not include the 3 times I came on Friday night. 8 orgasms within a 24 hour time!! I was a very happy slave girl and very relaxed and submissive after all the bdsm play. I also had a very red bottom which was very sore to sit on for Saturday night. Yesterday we relaxed for the day and then we were able to arrange for the In-laws to take both of the kids so we could go out for a birthday dinner to one of our favorite restaurants. My in-laws rarely sit both of the kids together so that was a very cherished 2 hours together with no kids. We had a delicious dinner to enjoy Master's 43rd birthday. His birthday is next week but we wanted to celebrate it a bit early just the two of us. We have a family celebration planned next weekend for his birthday. The dinner was so yummy and then he got a huge piece of chocolate cake which we split for dessert. I tried a new drink called Blue Hawaiian. I got to cross that off my bucket list too. We went for a very relaxing walk together in the park afterwards holding hands. We had a really nice talk in the park and cuddled for a while before picking up the kids. It felt great to reconnect with Master again and spend some time together with him this long weekend. It's a short week for him because he got today off work and he is also taking Friday off so we can go to the Abbotsford Airshow. I've never gone to the airshow before and I am so pumped up!! I can't wait to check that out and will be able to cross that off my bucket list also! I may not be online much the next few days as I am very behind on my housework and want to get the place all cleaned up before the airshow and a fun weekend planned for next weekend. I get to cross 4 things off my bucket list this weekend: #177 -Visit Fort Langley again but this time take my kids #426 -Try a new type of shooter/drink #456 -Go to Euphoria Chocolate with Master Anakin #512 -Watch the new Batman movie (The Dark Knight) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

padme's red bottom in the corner

My padme is upstairs right now with a sore ass, standing in the corner. I gave her a red bottom after some attitude today. We just got back a little while ago from seeing The Dark Knight. We've had a day to ourselves today and were able to go out for lunch and a movie. As soon as we got home she was ordered upstairs to our bedroom and her panties and shorts were pulled down for a spanking. I used my hand and a wooden spoon to spank her ass hard before ordering her to go stand in the bad girl corner and put her hands above her head and show me her punished bottom. she'll be there for a while thinking about what I am going to do to her next. I'll leave that up to your imagination. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Skywalker's visit to the Burnaby Heritage Village

Master surprised me on Wednesday with taking the day off work and taking the kids and I out on a family day. I hadn't left my house in days and I know he's been really worried about me lately. He was determined that I was going to get out of the day and get my mind off things. He looked through my bucket list and decided that we would cross something off of it. He chose to head to the Burnaby Heritage Village which was on my list. I admit I was a bit hesitant about going there. I married my first husband in the chapel there years ago. I havn't been back since my wedding day. I wasn't sure how I would feel about going back there. I really wanted to show Leia where her parent's got married though and I was a bit curious about seeing it again. We headed there with the kids for a fun family day out. I feel bad that we were not able to go on a vacation this year so we are trying to do some fun things that are close by. We plan to take them both to the Abbotsford Airshow next weekend. My first airshow ever! That is also on my bucket list. Master and I are taking them to the PNE too this year and hopefully some camping too. I get to cross #112 off my bucket list. #112 -Go back to the Burnaby Heritage Village again Burnaby Heritage Village is a really neat place to check out. It's themed from the 1920's. There is so much history and different antiques and old buildings there. There are costumed townfolk there which give demonstrations and were very friendly. There are lots of old shops there too. There is a old carousel there which we all rode. That felt surreal to me. I was on the caroseul looking at my daughter and how years ago I was a young bride sitting on that getting pictures taken of my wedding day. I had a lot of hope in that marriage. We had the most perfect big wedding. My heart felt bittersweet when I saw the chapel there. Leia seemed very interested by it all. She asked a lot of questions about her Dad and I. I wanted her to know that I loved her Dad very much when I got pregnant and had her. We had a yummy lunch at an old ice-cream parlour there and then checked out the old buildings and farm houses from the 1920's. One thing kept popping up everywhere that we went to...razor strops all over the place! We saw 3 different razor strops and I'm putting up the pictures from it. One place was in the old grocery store there. It was used in the old days for shaving but I know sometimes it also served the purpose for a stropping. We own an authentic british razor strop but it's much smaller than the ones we saw at Burnaby Village. One razor strop was hanging down in the Barbar shop. I felt like squirming a bit just looking at it. I imagined what it would feel like to cross my ass. Master whispered in my ear "I know what you are thinking about." He was right. I was indeed thinking of how it would feel crossing my ass and spanking me. Any spanko is going to see a strop like that and think naughty thoughts. Another razor strop was sitting on top of an old antique dresser in an old farm house bedroom. I admit I had a few fantasies about it. Those razor strops are made from real leather and look very mean and intimidating. I wonder how someone can buy one of those? An old authentic razor strop from the 1920's. We headed to Deer Lake park afterwards and fed some ducks there and saw tons of Canadian Geese. Then we went to Metrotown for some retail therapy. I got to shop at Lush which is one of my favorite stores. I got a bath bomb (Golden Slumbers) from there which helped me to sleep through the night on Wednesday night. It was so relaxing and helped to cure my insomnia at least for one night. We ate dinner and did some shopping and headed back home where I had a nice hot bath and spent some time with Master. I love family days like that. It helped to get out of the house and I'm glad Master got me to go back to the Burnaby Heritage Village. We put up a new poll on our sidebar asking what your favorite season is. I can't wait for Fall. It's my favorite season and I love when the leaves start to turn and feeling that crisp breeze in the air. What is your favorite season? We'd love to hear from you. This has been quite a summer so far for me. I just hope that August will be better than July was. I am feeling better physically from the miscarriage but I am still healing emotionally. I am grieving in my own way and trying to slowly get back to normal. It's going to take time. I feel like I am living with a lot of guilt over my one night stand with Drew in Toronto. I wish I had made a different decision that night as it affected things so much this summer. It feels like I've been living an emotional roller coaster since my Toronto trip. I was worried about the condom and then I found out I was pregnant and went through a difficult few weeks trying to deal with that. Now I've lost the baby and it feels like it changed everything in my life. I am trying to get back to normal somehow. I feel very bad that I havn't been able to be the slave that Master needs. He's been taking care of me so much lately that I havn't been able to be a proper slave to him. I feel bad at some of my behavior lately too. I havn't been easy to be around. My depression has been so dark at times that I can't see past my 4 walls. I havn't been myself at all lately. I don't think there is anyone close to me that I havn't fought with. I pushed a lot of people away after my miscarriage and I'm sorry. I was hurting physically and emotionally and I lashed out at people including Master. My force will get strong again. I will find peace in my heart. Master reminded me in an e-mail this morning that I can be a strong woman and that he is there for me . We have gone through this together and this will make us stronger. He told me he would not let me fall into the darkness. He is my strong force and I love him so much! I don't know how he puts up with me at times. I know I don't make it easy for him. It's the long weekend and I'm looking forward to a weekend with Master. I miss being naughty with him and can't wait to get back to playing again with him. I miss Darth Vader a lot these days... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala