My night at the dungeon play party

I am having a cup of coffee and I'm going to try to remember all the details from my weekend. Some details are a bit fuzzy for me due to being so far in subspace and also some of the wine I was drinking on Saturday night. It was a really incredible weekend! It feels like the last few weekends have been amazing and September has been a really big month for me. I have met new friends and experienced some first's and also played with a few different people too! I have met some potential play partners also this month. Two Doms have come into my life and showed me that having a poly relationship can be very special and lots of fun. I have missed this part of the poly. I am having the time of my life right now! Life feels really good and I hope that this trend continues as my birthday approaches in a few weeks! I'd like this birthday to be extra special. 15 days to go til it's here! Voting day is on my birthday this year! I wanted to put up a link to my wish list that I did. It has some ideas for different birthday gifts that I would love to get. I am really hoping Master might consider a piercing for me this year as a gift. I'd really like to get that done! *smiles* Here are the details from my weekend: Friday night was really relaxing and fun. Master came home and we had some merlot and watched a movie together. The movie was Felon and it was actually pretty good. Val Kilmer is in it and I really liked his character. The movie had some sadistic prison guards in it. I will admit it brought out some of the darkside in me. I cuddled close to Master and fantasized about the night ahead. I took a hot bubble bath with candles and soft music afterwards. I sipped on my merlot and was enjoying my bath when Darth Vader entered the room. He had a very dominant look in his eye as he removed his belt from the loops of his pants and put it on the bathroom counter. He had the look of Darth in his eyes. He told me to look at it while I bathed and think of how it would be crossing my ass later. I was ordered to put in a butt plug also after I got out of the bath. I was also told to shave. I looked over at his belt many times while I enjoyed the hot bath. Swept away in the fantasies of the darkside and playing with Darth Vader. I got out shaved and put the butt plug up my ass and went downstairs and did my blog post while waiting for him to come downstairs. He came down and we enjoyed a bit more merlot and talked. I was wearing some sexy lingerie for him and he was very pleased. We went upstairs after a while to begin our play. He laid out the toys while I put on a porno. I got my butt plug out and went over the pillow at the end of the bed for some attention on my ass. He spanked me with his hand to warm up my ass for what would follow. I got strapped with his belt before receiving some with the homemade whip. He started using his fingers also at this point. Fingers in my ass and pussy that were driving me crazy. He taunted me about the ass fucking which was about to happen. He made me beg for it and there was some slapping and punching and grabbing. Things got very rough at this point. Darth Vader had come out to play and was going to take what he owns. I was fucked up the ass very hard and he made me cry out several times. I came for him during the anal sex also. He made me cum again afterwards using the Hitatchi too! What a night! I fell asleep naked and submissive and content. I had a relaxing Saturday morning with Master. I jumped in the shower to get ready for the night ahead. I was starting to get a bit nervous at this point. I wasn't sure of the night ahead and what would be happening. I was really excited too though! I made sure my bag was packed with the play clothes and toys I wanted to bring. Daemon had asked me to bring the Whartenburg Pinwheel. I also brought the chain and soft flogger. I am such a masochist! I made sure to bring the spanking toy which caused the most bruises and marks last weekend during our play at Rascal's. You can tell what was on my mind when I packed that toy. :) Master dropped me off on the skytrain and I was away off to Metrotown. I got there early and decided to head to the food fair to eat. I love Roasty Jack's!! YUM! The chicken is always great there. I went to Lush and Saje afterwards. I wasn't sure if Daemon would want to go to the "girly stores". lol! I got a magazine and enjoyed reading that also for a while to kill some time. I headed to Starbucks at 4 pm to meet him. I saw him there getting his coffee and was two people behind him. I watched him from behind with a smile. He is so sexy and handsome!! I was so happy to see him again after our special Rascal's night together. We got our coffee's and headed out to the water fountain which is one of my favorite places to hang out at Metrotown. It's relaxing out there and a perfect place to talk or even just to think. I really enjoyed our talk and getting to know him more. We went into Metrotown to do some shopping and get dinner. We shopped at Millineum and drooled over the stuff in there. We also picked up some wine from the Wine Store. We went to TGIFriday's for dinner afterwards. I used to meet my sister there and thought it would be a nice restraunt to go to. I enjoyed dinner and merlot and a wonderful conversation with Daemon. There were a lot of very intimate moments between us. I felt a very strong connection to him and could feel myself wanting to kiss him. We called LB and let him know we were on the way to the skytrain. We got to the skytrain and met LB. It was great to see him again! We drove back to his house for the dungeon play party and I phoned Master to check in with him. It was great to see some familiar faces at the party and also a few new ones too. One of the Doms there had a very cool Star Wars thing which got everyone talking about Star Wars. lol!! Of course Star Wars is one of my favorite topics. I got myself a merlot and forgot to ask Daemon about getting him a drink. I felt guilty about that when he brought it up. I was so caught up with the excitement of the party that I forgot. I got dressed into my leather skirt and white schoolgirl top. I put on the pink heart panties. I wanted to surprise and please Daemon with it. I had dedicated our HNT this last week to him and it was a picture of me wearing those panties. I also put on some sexy new black thigh-hi's with red bows. I felt so sexy!! Little miss dangerous was ready to party! I was in a mood to do some dancing. I danced for Daemon and some others and enjoyed that a lot. I always love to dance!! There was a scene going on but I didn't get to watch much of it. Daemon was caught up watching the scene and I was trying to figure out a way to get his attention. I wanted to play with him and not be watching other people. I admit I'm a greedy little slut sometimes. I made sure do some pouting and was able to talk him into meeting at the medical room for some alone time. I wanted to play with him SO bad!! I could hardly wait. My panties were already wet and things hadn't even started yet. He used the pinwheel on me for some sensation play. He also made sure to spank me and use the two floggers I had brought. I was a bit fiesty during the scene. I admit I acted a bit bratty and tried to resist him a few times. He seemed to like the challenge and responded by surprising me with duct tape. My hands were duct taped behind my back and he started to get a bit rough with me. Whispering in my ear and biting me a bit and teasing me. He also made me spread my legs so he could feel my pussy which was very wet of course. *winks* I had to go pee at one point and he didn't seem to want to let me go. He got out a big knife and got the duct tape off. I was wearing only my panties at that time. He pulled me by the hair towards the bathroom. A few people in the kitchen had wild eyes at that point. I'm sure it looked pretty kinky with Daemon pulling my hair and practically throwing me into the bathroom with me only wearing my panties. lol!! I knew he was out there waiting for me and he couldn't wait to get me back into the medical room for some more play. I was hugging him at one point and could feel his belt and was curious so I had to check that out. I really wanted him to take it off and use it on me but I didn't communicate that to him. I was way too shy to ask for it for some reason. My belt fetish has always embarrased me a bit. Perhaps it is because that was used on me so often in my childhood. We went back to the party at some point and socialized a bit. We went outside on LB's deck also. It has a very beautiful view from there. It was a beautiful night. Crisp and a bit cool but the stars were shining. Daemon and I did some kissing and hugging and connecting. I really loved that moment. A woman came outside at one point and we started talking to her about the violet wand. LB was going to be using it on me for the first time and I was feeling very nervous about it! She reassured me a lot and so did Daemon. I phoned Master and he ok'd the violet wand as this was going to be a new experience for me. LB is very experienced with it and he also was sure to reassure me a lot. We went into the medical room and I told him that I had one limit with the play. I did not want any genital touching with the violet wand. I was wearing my panties and thigh-hi's. Daemon made sure to hold my hand and LB started to use the violet wand on me. It was not what I was expecting! I started giggling a lot. It felt like tickling almost all over my body. I yelled out a few times when it was used on my tits or sensitive areas. I'm sure the whole house could hear me! I got pretty loud a few times! They were both terrific to scene with. Both Daemon and LB looked so dominant and were in control of the whole scene. I loved how they both topped me. I am so glad my first violet wand experience was with them both! I was excited that I could cross something off my bucket list and experience something like that for the first time in that kind of scene. Daemon made sure to take a few pictures of it and I put one up today of me in the medical room getting the violet wand by LB. I'd like to thank LB for creating a very memorable and special scene for me with my first violet wand! I will never forget it! The lady who had been outside was also wanting to try out the violet wand. I wanted to share the experience with others so I offered to go to the livingroom so we could stretch out and all play together. I was a bit nervous about having a public scene. There were many people watching this scene and all I was wearing was my black lace panties that I had put on. My pink heart panties were soaking wet so I had to change into the black panties for the play! I laid down on the soft rug by the fire. The room was perfect for a scene. Soft music playing...low lighting and a fire going. I found this extremely erotic to lay down next to another woman and do a scene like that with her. We held each other's hands and squirmed around a lot next to each other wearing nothing but our panties. I loved the violet wand and I really loved to be such an exhibitionist like that! Little miss dangerous was out and I wanted to live out my fantasy of a room full of people watch me in a scene. mmm...words can't describe how HOT that scene was and how amazing it was to experience!! I will never forget it! LB and some other people all played with the violet wand accessories. Another woman joined in also and we all were going through it together. The 3 of us sexy ladies were all getting the violet wand used on us! Moans and groans and a few screams were coming out of us! LB and the others all seemed to be really enjoying it too! It was a moment that felt like it was out of a bdsm novel. I can't believe I really experienced that! Truly amazing! I am posting two pictures from that scene. You can see what the scene was like. I'd like to thank Daemon for taking pictures of it! They turned out great and everyone gets to check them out! I went down to the dungeon and found myself in the school room area with Daemon and LB. I got to experience being topped from them both. I was flogged and spanked HARD!! LB kept trying to get me to use my safeword which I wouldn't. He was a big meanie to my poor bottom!! He can spank hard!! He used the wooden spoon on my ass while I was bent over for an OTK. My ass was throbbing and sore and yet I wanted MORE!! I refused to safeword and got stubborn which got me one VERY sore ass!! I put up a picture yesterday of the marks and bruising from that spanking! You can see how deeply bruised it was from that play. It was really fun playing with them both! My ass was bleeding when the spanking was done. I noticed blood trickling down my one leg and then noticed a lot of blood on the wooden spoon. Daemon seemed a bit shaken up by the scene. I have had my ass bleed a lot during rough play but I don't think Daemon has seen too much of that. He was a bit quiet afterwards. I was pretty deep in subspace at that point. I was also extremely aroused. We got social after the scene was over. Some people left the party and we got some food and I got some more merlot. I was on the floor by Daemon's feet feeling very submissive. It was a really wonderful time talking to the others. Hearing of their erotic stories and adventures. I was very turned on listening to some of the different stories from people. One couple went downstairs to play. I really wanted Daemon to come with me so we could play more. He stayed behind and I admit I was a bit annoyed by that. I should have communicated better about that. I sat on a pillow and watched the couple scene. It was a beautiful scene! One of the best I have ever witnessed. The music was so erotic and the lightening down low. The feel of the dungeon with all the toys on the wall. The sight of a submissive getting flogged by the Dominant. He used it so hard on her backside. It took my breath away. I don't have the words to describe what that moment was like. My pussy was THROBBING at this point!! And I was not too happy that Daemon was not with me to experience it. I was in a bit of a mood at that point. I came upstairs and tried to let him know that I wanted him to come down to the dungeon with me. We talked for a bit and I tried to tell him that I wanted more play. I admit I was a very bad girl at this point. I was pouting and in a mood and was trying to guilt him into playing with me more. I wanted more pain!! The pain slut in me was aching for a beating. I wanted to be flogged SO bad! I wanted him to hurt me! He seemed very reluctant to play more with me. I think he was very worried about me and the spanking scene had shaken him up a bit. I was able to get him to play with me more. He grabbed a few floggers from the wall and I met him at the St. Andrew's cross. The second scene between Daemon and I was very intense!! I'm not sure I have the words to describe the emotions that I felt during that scene. He flogged my backside so hard and got very rough with me. Hair pulling and words whispered in my ear. Music playing in the background. The universe had become him and I. I was lost in that scene. I lost track of time...lost in complete submission and craving him to take me to the edge. I wanted to take extreme pain for him. He was very lost in the scene also. The darkside had taken over Daemon. I got to see a very sadistic side of him during that scene. He has told me that he felt "perverted and very horny" in that scene. He slapped my tits...grabbed my hair....called me names....flogged my ass and back...bite me...teased me and taunted me...completely dominated me. I have only played that rough with a few other men. It was a very intense scene and I felt so connected to Daemon and sooooooooooo aroused by our play together. I had lost track of time. At one point I had to pee but he denied me from doing that for a few minutes and made me hold it. I havn't done too much bathroom control so this was intriguing to me and also arousing. I came back to the dungeon. We were alone. LB was upstairs cleaning up from the party. All the guests had left. There was just us. I got naked and spread my legs and he played with my pussy. I did not resist it this time like I did after Rascal's because of my period. He made me cum pretty quick after some pussy playing. Then he played with me a bit more and talked about getting Master to cane me. I can't remember why he wanted Master to punish me but I do remember something about getting the cane. He had his finger inside of my pussy and he seemed to find just the right spot. He found the G spot and rubbed and a few minutes later I was begging permission to cum for him. That orgasm was so extremely intense. I can remember my whole body shaking. There was some very intimate moments afterwards between Daemon and I. I really loved being able to cum for him after a intense scene like that. It was a beautiful connection and I felt so very sweetly submissive in that moment. We went upstairs and spent some time talking and I enjoyed a beer and a bit of my salad from dinner. We were up very late. I think it was around 5 or 6 am by the time we got to bed. LB had gone to bed and we went into the spare room at LB's. I loved getting naked and cuddling up to Daemon to sleep. I'm sure a lot of kinky minds are going to assume we had sex because we slept together naked. We were very intimate but we did not have sex. I enjoyed the intimacy without the worries of sex. It was wonderful to just cuddle up close and sleep together after our play. I loved to fall asleep in his arms. I got up early and found a few bdsm books that LB had in the spare room. I was very tired from only a few hours of sleep. I love LB's house. I enjoyed the morning view and some quiet time. I really enjoyed staying overnight there. I did some reading and then checked on Daemon. He looked so cute sleeping. I looked at him for a few minutes with a big smile on my face. I kept remembering our play and night together. LB woke up and then Daemon did. We all did some talking and I checked on the blog and updated my twitter. I mentioned a few things that I would like to try with LB sometime. It was a really nice talk. I showed off my bruises and marks on my ass from the play. I made some coffee and then we all headed out the Tri-City munch. LB lent me a few of his books and I can't wait to start reading them! Thanks LB! :) The munch was a lot of fun! I saw a few familiar faces including the lady who had gotten the violet wand with me. We both had big grins on our faces and talked about needing chocolate after our night of play. She looked glowing like I was. I talked about my childhood with LB and the others. LB and I seemed to really connect because of some similar experiences which have happened in our lives. I felt very comfortable sharing some hard details from my past with him. I was very hungry and enjoyed the buffet there. It was really nice to go to the munch and I found myself looking at Daemon and LB a lot. I felt very submissive to them both in that moment. I was sitting on my sore ass and I felt a need to please them both! LB dropped Daemon and I off at the skytrain afterwards. LB and I shared some hugs and then also a kiss goodbye which was very nice and made me feel connected to him. Daemon and I then headed towards Surrey. Daemon was going to come with me to meet Master Anakin. Daemon and I got to share some quiet and intimate moments on the skytrain home. I enjoyed the moment a lot with him. Going over the bridge and seeing his smile was amazing! They both got to meet and talk briefly. I think both of them have been curious and wanted to meet each other. I could barely function when I got back. I was still feeling in subspace and also very tired and trying to process everything that happened. Master took very good care of me. I got to have a hot bath and massage and he checked out my marks and bruises. He made sure to grab my ass a few times to let me know Master was there. We enjoyed some cuddles before bedtime. I was in bed by 9 pm and having sweet dreams of a wonderful weekend! I wish every weekend could be like the one I just had!! I got to cross 2 more things off my bucket list also: #132 -Try the violet wand #268 -Fall asleep in someone's arms that aren't Master's May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Sitting on a very sore ass after the dungeon party

I've had a few e-mails from people wanting to know what happened last night at LB's dungeon party. I had meant to sit down and blog about it all today but I'm feeling very tired from a very late play night and I'm still very out of it from the subspace. I'm sitting on a very sore ass today thanks to two very handsome and sexy Doms, Daemon and LB. They both worked over my ass leaving it very bruised and marked. I think of them both when I'm sitting down on my poor bottom. It's going to be a few days until I'm able to sit comfortably. I wanted to put up a picture today of what my ass looks like after the play last night!! Master took a picture of it today for everyone to see. I had an incredible and amazing night last night at LB's dungeon play party. It was very memorable and erotic and I got to try the violet wand for the first time ever and get to cross that off my bucket list!! I have a very big blog post to write about all the details. It was a night that I will never forget. I'd like to thank Daemon and LB for a wonderful night and for playing with me. They both have come to mean a lot to me and I'm glad to be getting to know them both. :) Soooooooo.....who wants to know all the juicy details from last night? Please leave a comment and maybe I'll tell you all about it.......and also post a few more pictures from last night. There were several pictures taken during my violet wand scene. We have a new poll asking you who you think should give me my birthday spanking in two weeks. Should Daemon spank me? Or perhaps LB? Or Master Anakin? Or maybe all 3 should fullfill a fantasy of mine and all give me one together. Please vote! We'd love to hear from you! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Going to the dungeon party with Daemon!

TGIF! I have wanted to blog all day but it's been one of those days. I was so glad when Master got home so we could cuddle up on the couch and spend some time together. We had dinner and some merlot and enjoyed watching a movie together. He is upstairs putting Skywalker to bed and I am waiting for him to come downstairs so we can begin our play on the darkside. I have a butt plug up my ass and I've been told I'm going to get my ass fucked hard tonight by Darth Vader. mmmm...I love our play nights when we can connect as Master and slave and have some private play time together. I am going to a dungeon party over at LB's tommorow night. LB was the one who hosted a dungeon warming party two weeks ago. I have exchanged a few interesting e-mails with LB today. We might be playing sometime in the future. I mentioned wanting to play with someone experienced for the violet wand and he is apparently very good with that. It is on my bucket list so that would be fun to try out sometime! I am meeting Daemon at Metrotown tommorow afternoon. We plan to enjoy some shopping together and then dinner before heading to the dungeon party. I am trying to not have too many expectations. I am not sure what will happen and I'm waiting to see how it goes. We played very well last week and hopefully we will have the chance to do that again. I am looking forward to seeing him again. I'm sure I will have lot to blog about on Monday though. My last dungeon party was a lot of fun and lots to share from that night. :) I plan to spend the night at LB's house and then maybe go to a munch on Sunday if I am feeling ok. Sometimes I need a day to recover so I may head back early for cuddles with Master. I'm seeing how it goes. I am glad that I have a place to crash so I don't have to worry about getting a ride home or trying to ride the skytrain late at night. I wanted to share one of my favorite HNT pictures that we have done on Journey to the Darkside. It's called "waiting for the crop" and it is a very erotic and sexy picture of me waiting for a cropping from Master. I felt so submissive in that moment...so helpless and so extremely aroused. I can remember that night well. It was very memorable. Maybe I can convince Darth Vader to use his crop on me tonight before he fucks my ass hard. mmmm....:) I hope everyone has a great weekend!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Pink ass

Happy HNT! I wanted to put up a pretty in pink type of picture for HNT this week. Master was letting me chose the picture this week and I like this one a lot! It's so feminine and yet so sexy. It also shows off my sexy ass pretty good too. What do you think? :) It's been a tough few days for me. I've been crashing pretty hard from the play at Rascal's on the weekend. There has been a change also in the weather which has affected my SAD (seaonal affective disorder). Fall has come and it's gotten a bit cooler and also the rain has come. Today has felt very dark and I have all the lights on in my house right now. Yuck! I love Fall and Halloween time but I'm not fond of Winter and the colder months. Only a few weeks til my birthday! I am hoping to plan for something very special for it. Maybe I could convince Master to take me back to the River Rock Casino for an overnight. I really loved that last year. I found out that one of my kitty's passed away. He was the first kitty I had when I moved out on my own. I loved that cat a lot although he lived with my ex husband after we divorced. I feel very sad. It's always hard to lose a pet and I still thought of him as my own even though I didn't see him all the time. I have something really big happening in my family right now. I plan to blog about that on another day when I've had some time to process it all. There have been a lot of big changes happening in my life recently. One of the most positive changes has been a new young sexy Dom that I have been able to play with and am getting to know. I have to admit I was starting to lose faith in the poly a bit over the summer. I was getting frustrated with trying to find people that I could play and connect with. Daemon has made me remember the good parts of having a poly relationship. It can be a beautiful thing to connect to other people besides your partner. Anakin and I have really tried to not give up on the poly even during some very difficult times. The positive aspects can be wonderful and I'm enjoying the "lustful" stage that happens often in the beginning with a new relationship. I'm also enjoying getting to know him. I can see us being good friends as well as play partners. I also think him and Anakin will get along as they seem to have some things in common. I can also see the two of them coming up with some very creative ideas together for me. *smiles* He made me smile today when I was feeling very sad and down. I wanted to thank him for being there for me today. I am really looking forward to seeing him on Saturday when we go together to LB's dungeon party. I am really glad he has come into my life. Anakin has told me that I seem glow when I talk about Daemon. Anakin has enjoyed the bruises and marks Daemon left on my backside from the rough play at Rascal's also. He has picked on them a few times this week by spanking them or grabbing them roughly. I'd like to dedicate today's HNT picture to Daemon. He has given me light this week when there was a lot of darkness in my life. I am so glad that I met him. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A Tuesday meme

I havn't done a meme in a while and this one looked fun to try. I am having a pretty quiet Tuesday. I feel like I'm crashing a bit from all the excitement over the weekend. It's been hard trying to catch up on the sleep I missed over the weekend also. I also seem to be having some insomnia problems too lately. I am looking forward to the weekend and seeing Daemon again. It's been really nice chatting to him on MSN since we played together on Saturday night. I am still wearing his marks and bruises from the rough play at Rascal's. I think of him every time I sit down and feel the bruises. I have also been checking the bruises in the mirror a lot and remembering how I got them. It's very arousing to know that Daemon put those marks on me. mmm.... Here is the meme that I found at Another Suburban Mom's blog. Let me know if you try it and I will come check out your answers to it! Start with your name: padme amidala If your ex REALLY needed you at 3 am, would you go to his/her house? I would because I know he would do the same for me. He is my ex husband but we are still friend's and I know if he needed me at that hour it would be for something really urgent When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? I don't remember What are the last three things you spent money on? 1) my new corset 2) my new "bad kitty" collar 3) groceries What was the last thing you cried about? my punishment spanking last night from Darth Vader. He was disappointed with some of my mouthy behavior and breaking a few minor rules. I cried because I knew I had disappointed him and he was angry with me. Could you go a day without eating? I could as long as I have lots of water to drink. Water always makes me feel full so I can go without eating. Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J? Yes Do you smoke weed regularly? No Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you? lots of different people have told me they were in love with me When was the last time you were disappointed? Yesterday Has a girl ever seriously punched you? Yes. It was during a fist fight that I had in Junior High School What was the last thing you put in your mouth? coffee Have you kissed two different people in one night? Yes. I've done that many times. How easy is it for others to make you feel awkward? Pretty easy considering I can be very shy around people sometimes Are you taller than 5'4"? Yes. I am around 5'7 In the past week have you felt stupid? Yes What's the age difference between you and the last person you kissed? 7 years Have you ever been outside completely naked? Yes. A few times. What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? I would be very surprised if that happened considering he's had a vasectomy. If it did happen...well I guess we'd be having a baby Skywalker Who did you text the most yesterday? I don't text What were you doing at 10pm Friday night? Getting spanked and fucked and having orgasms :) What are your plans for today? maybe some baking and also doing a few more chores for Master Could ​you go the rest of your life without smoking cigarette? Yes What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? to get a check-up after my miscarriage What is the last thing you yelled aloud? ​"You are going to be late for school!" What do you think ​of when you think​ of Australia? koala bears Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? No. Not that I am aware of. Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? No. I don't text. What's one action you do when you're really nervous? giggle Would you rather give up the computer or the TV? TV. I couldn't live without my computer! lol Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet that you wouldn't say to their face? No One word that explains perfectly how you feel at the moment? masochistic What did the last text message you received say? Nothing because I don't get text messages Do you care if people hate you for no reason? Yes How hard is your life right now? I don't think it's too hard right now. Things are going pretty smooth at the moment Have you ever taken anyone for granted? I try not to do that but sometimes I think it happens May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

My amazing Saturday night at Rascal's!

I had one of the most incredible nights last night. I will never forget everything that happened. I am sitting on a very sore ass right now while typing this post. I put up a picture today of some of the marks and bruises that I got some play that I had with Daemon last night at Rascal's. I also put up two pictures of some things that I picked up while shopping yesterday before my big night out. I have had a few e-mails from people asking me about last night. I wanted to write about it all while things are still fresh in my mind and I am still experiencing a bit of a high from the whole night. I am still trying to process everything that happened. Here are the details from my day yesterday: I had a really incredible Friday night with Darth Vader. We got to play on the darkside. I got whipped so I could carry a few marks to my night at Rascal's. He used our homemade whip and showed me no mercy. The sex was very rough. I was slapped and punched and used and I came a huge orgasm with my Hitatchi after taking a lot of pain for him. I had a very good night's sleep naked in his arms. I got up around 9 am and had breakfast with Master before going up to shower and get ready for my day out. I noticed that I was starting to spot. Mother nature is a true sadist. She decided to start my period just in time for a night that I was waiting for all week. Master ran out to buy me some Instead which would make it a lot better for playing on my period. I packed up a few last minute things and headed out the door. I got dropped off at the skytrain and headed into Burnaby so I could go to Metrotown. I had to go by the post office and had a few places I want to shop at. I decided to stop at a Spa there to see if I could get my make up done. They had an opening and I went in to get my make up done for the night and also she did a free eyebrow waxing on me. That was pretty neat and I liked the way my eyebrows looked. I felt so pretty with the make up job. Well worth the $30. I headed to the post office and was going to eat at the food fair but it was a complete circus. I decided to wait until downtown. I noticed a very cute guy on there and smiled at him. I got off at Burrard Station. So many memories of that Skytrain station. I decided to stop at the Tim Hortons for lunch. I was going to take the bus down to Davie Street but I decided to walk instead. I went to the Love's Touch on Davie Street. I was really happy to see a pink collar there that I had really wanted to buy when I was there after the last munch. It says "bad kitty" on it. Master said I could get it for my birthday. I picked up some lubricant and fish net stockings also. I also asked about tops to go with my PVC skirt. She mentioned that had an extra large section for PVC tops. I tried a few one and found one that fit!! I was EXTREMELY excited. I had never worn a corset before and this was on my bucket list. I was thrilled to find one that fit and went well with my PVC skirt. I phoned Master who gave me permission to get it for my birthday. Yeah! I phoned my friend, cinful as soon as I was outside to let her know. I put up a picture of it today. I plan to take some pictures of me wearing it soon too so stay tuned for that! I took the bus to the apartment I was meeting cinful and a few friends for dinner. I grabbed a Starbucks before going to the dinner. I told cinful that I was spotting and I put in the Instead also. It helps because you can't tell usually that you are on your period. You can play (or fuck and other things) with it without worrying about making a huge mess. The other couple arrived and we all had East Indian food for dinner. cinful made a very lovely dinner and we enjoyed some wine also with it. It's wonderful to hang out with good friends before an event like that. I really enjoyed it. I got dressed up wearing everything but my corset. I decided that could wait until I got there. I showed off my "little miss dangerous" t-shirt to them. I had a lot of butterflies as we were arriving at Rascal's. My stomach was doing flip flops. I had no idea what to expect. We parked and I could hear the sounds of whips cracking as we entered Rascal's. My heart was pounding pretty hard at this point. lol!! I headed into the bathroom to get my corset on and check my make up. I felt SO sexy in that corset. It put me into a very submissive mindset also. I have to admit I was a bit stunned to see how it all looked and how hot I looked when I was all ready to venture out into Rascal's. I enjoyed a drink and started to look around. I checked out all the equipment and got a feel of the place. The dungeon area looked fun but also intimidating with the public part of it. I met a few new friends and enjoyed visiting with some of the people from the dungeon warming party and also the munch last month. I talked to one woman in the bathroom who knew me from my blog. lol! I felt kind of famous when she got excited that she was able to met "padme from Journey to the Darkside". :) I was enjoying my drink and checking out all the people. So many costumes and fetish wear and interesting outfits. I loved the dark feel of the dungeon and even the social area that you can hang out at. I was looking around when I saw one man there who I thought I recognized. He looked a lot like one of my ex boyfriends from high school. I stared at him a lot and felt a bit uncomfortable. I am pretty sure it was him although it's been many years since I've seen him. I started to have a panic attack at this point. The sounds of the whips cracking and paddles slapping and the atmosphere was very hard to wrap my head around. It's very hard to have a normal conversation with someone while there are sounds of people moaning and screaming as single tail whips are cracking or toys being used. lol. I saw the couple there that I played with last week. SJ was showing off his marks from the cupping which were still on my backside. cinful explained about the rules of Rascal's and helped me to feel more comforable when I was having a bit of a hard time with things. I was trying to take it all in. I've never been to a place like that in my life!! I kept checking the door at this point also. It was starting to get a bit late and Daemon still hadn't arrived. Things started going through my head at this point. I wondered if he was going to show up and was getting worried. That also was causing some anxiety. He did arrive and I couldn't barely contain myself. I started to freak out! lol!! I was practically running for the bathroom to hide for a few moments and get myself together. My heart was pounding a million miles a minute. I took some deep breaths and came out to see him. We talked for a few minutes and I offered to get him a drink. I love to serve and this made me happy to go get him his drink. I grabbed a vodka/7 up also for myself. Vodka always brings out "little miss dangerous". I was starting to warm up to Daemon and cuddle a bit and flirt with him. The chemistry and connection seemed even stronger than last week at the dungeon warming party. I felt an overwheming need to want to serve him and submit to him. He became my whole universe in that moment. I don't remember too much about talking to others at that point. I was focused completely on him. I showed him the spanking toys that I had packed. I had packed the leather paddle, chain flogger, soft flogger and razor strop. He checked out the toys and I was starting to get nervous. I mentioned to him that I would prefer to do private play rather than public. I would like to do public one day but not for the first time. He went to see if there was some room for us. I watched him a lot and couldn't stop staring at him. He is an extremely attractive and my type of man. I could feel his dominance in the way he looked at me. There was some very private and special moments between us all through the night. I felt like putty in his hands. I wanted him so much. I wanted to submit to him badly. We watched a few scenes that were happening. There was an incredible suspention scene happening and my first time watching something like that. He had her all suspended and was using these types of claws to run all over her body. I have to admit I was wishing I was the girl in suspension and Daemon was doing that to me. MMMMM....I love all the naughty possiblities for future play with him. He seems very into some of the same things as I am. Hopefully I can try some new things with him when we play together in the future. :) I went to the bathroom and got ready to go out and play with Daemon. He led me by my wrist upstairs to the private area to play. That was a very surreal moment for me being taken by the wrist by Daemon like that towards the dungeon for play. A very erotic moment for me. There was a spanking bench there waiting for me. Another couple was playing beside us. I could not wait to get my panties off and start spanking!! Daemon was truly amazing to play with. He seemed to know just how hard to spank me and he got inside of my head very easily. He spanked me with his hand first to warm up my ass before starting with the toys. He can be a mean man just like Darth Vader. He has a very sadistic side. Some of the toys landed in some very sensitive areas and very low impact blows. I have some incredible bruising and marking from it today. I put up a picture today of what my ass looks like. He checked on me a lot and made sure I was ok with the scene. I was more than alright! I wanted it more and I wanted it harder. I begged for him to hit me harder. I wanted to feel his pain. I wanted to wear his marks. He used the chain flogger very hard and I felt some scratching also on my thighs. I cried out a few times. I could hear the sound of the leather paddle echo through the dungeon a few times with some of the loud whaps he gave me. I looked out at the crowd at one point to see others playing in the public area and also spectators that were watching us. I was in a very deep subspace and some details are a bit fuzzy for me. I was lost in the sensations of our play and connection. My submissive soul was yearning for his pain. I did fight it a few times which got me a few hard blows for being such a brat. He seemed to like to see me fight it a bit and struggle. We stopped at one point because I really needed to go pee. lol! I didn't want to stop playing with him but the vodka had gone through me and I needed to go to the bathroom pretty bad. Things were spinning a bit at this point too. Daemon had mentioned having a car to take me home so I declined on a few offers to take me home. I really wanted to spend all night with him and I had no curfew. I didn't want the night to end. We had some cuddles and snuggles before going up for more play. I don't remember as much about the second time we played. I was so lost in subspace and a huge endorphin rush. I know that he had to stop the play before skin broke. I think it surprised him how much of a pain slut I am. We played a bit heavier than I had thought we would the first time. I really wanted to though!! I really, really, really wanted to take pain for him. I have to admit I was really hoping that he wouldn't take me straight home after Rascal's. I wanted to spend the night with him. We finished playing and I danced around the topic a bit about what to do afterwards. I had some naughty thoughts but had a bit of a hard time telling him what was going through my mind. I will admit that I wanted to fuck him very bad!! I did not want a one night stand situation though like what happened with Drew in Toronto. I want to build on a relationship with him and see where this goes. I feel like we have a very beautiful connection and a spirtual type of bond. I went to the bathroom before we left and noticed the Instead was leaking a bit. I was spotting! URG!! I was so pissed off that this was happening on a night which I really didn't need that happening. I was very shy and embarrased to tell him about my period starting and the spotting. I got out of Rascal's and called Master to check in. Daemon and I discussed where to go. We couldn't go back to his house and we weren't sure of any close parks. We started to head out to Langley. I told him naughty stories of my past. I wanted to share a few stories of some naughty times with Master R. I thought it was important he knew a bit about my relationship with R. We went down a road near Fort Langley and found a place to park with a bit of a view. We parked and talked for a bit. I could feel the force between us. It was very strong and I felt so incredibly aroused and yet shy. I was pretty sober by this point and I was very nervous about getting into some private play with him. I was also nervous about my spotting. That distracted me a lot. I really should have been more honest with him about that. *blushes* I know I deserve a spanking for not telling him. He needed to know why I was so nervous also. I don't like playing on my period. I know some women are not concerned by it but I am. I felt uncomfortable a lot and that had nothing to do with him but what was going on with the Instead leaking. I have never been with another man during my period other than Master. I am not sure why I couldn't bring myself to tell him what was happening. And he has every right to punish me for not being upfront with him about it. I really wanted him and I really wanted his fingers in my pussy but I felt awkward. I also was worried he would feel the Instead. I was squirming around and trying to get away from his fingers at one point and I'm pretty sure he was confused. Usually women are into wanting their pussies touched and played with. I felt so shy to tell him my worries and about my period. It made me feel too uncomfortable to want to cum or have my pussy played with. I want to apologize to him for not being honest about this. He needed to know what was going on with me. I fought him a lot more than I normally do because of that. I am normally a lot more responsive to my pussy being touched and stimulated when it's not that time of the month for me. There was some rough private play between us. I like to keep some details between Daemon and I and of course Anakin. I spent some time sucking his cock. He wanted me to deep throat him. I admit I havn't done too much of that. I was literally choking on his cock a few times and almost felt myself vomit at one point because of how far his cock was down my throat. I felt myself freak out a bit also with that as I had a hard time breathing through some of the deep throating. I started to cry a bit and he played with me. He's got a very big cock and I found it hard to sometimes take it all into my mouth. I had to go pee at one point and had to go squat down by the side of the road to do that. I really hoped no cars would come by at this point. lol! I have to admit this was pretty humiliating and yet arousing to have to pee out in public like that. We talked for a while and I lost complete track of time. I was shocked when he told me it was close to 4 am when he dropped me off. That is a very late night for me! I kissed Daemon goodbye and will admit that I didn't want the night to end. I was very surprised that Master was up on the computer. He wanted to see the bruises right away. He was very impressed with Daemon's work all over my ass. He said my ass looked "beautiful" and nicely bruised the way a naughty girl's ass should look. :) Master and I spent some time talking and a bit of time cuddling before heading to bed around 7 am. I stayed up all night and watched the sun rise. This was on my bucket list. There are a few things I can cross off from there after my night. They are: #161 -Wear a corset #404 -Spend an entire day and night downtown Vancouver #58 -Stay up all night and watch the sun rise again #518 -Go to Rascal's for the first time #519 -Buy a new top that goes with my PVC skirt #520 -Get another collar to wear I am exhausted but very happy after a fabulous night at Rascal's and with Daemon. I love my marks and bruises and the sore feeling on my backside from our play. A reminder of him and our play together. I will be going with him as his date for a dungeon party at LB's house next weekend. I am hoping we can do some more play. I will be glad to be able to play when I am not on my period. Yuck! I can't wait to see him again. He's in my fantasies and thoughts today and we have spent some time chatting on MSN. I can't get last night out of my head. I keep going back to things which happened between us. Private and very intimate moments that were so very special to me. I never thought I would meet another Dom after R who I could feel this way about. I am willing to do what it takes to get this to work with Daemon. It is rare and a very beautiful thing to feel a connection like this when you are playing with someone. I want to thank him for giving me one of the most memorable and amazing nights of my life!! It was a night that I will always cherish and never forget. I look forward to hopefully lots more nights just like it in the future. :) My force feels strong.... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Rascal's is tommorow!

TGIF! I'm so glad it's the weekend. It's been a very long week. Lots of family drama going on and a lot of stress. I enjoyed chatting on MSN today with the young hot Dom. He has told me it's ok to use his nickname on my blog. His name is Daemon. I met him at the dungeon warming party last weekend and we've been exchanging messages all week. It was really nice to have the chance to chat with him today and get to know him better. I am hoping that we have the chance to play tommorow night at Rascal's which is a bdsm club with lots of neat equipment and play area. Check out the website! It looks like a really neat place to spend a Saturday night! I can't wait to check it out! Woot! I have a full day planned for tommorow. I am heading out shopping downtown in the afternoon. I want to hit one of the sex stores on Denman street to pick up a collar that I saw last month. It was so cute and Master has said I could buy it as an early birthday present. I'm also hoping to maybe try a few more tops on to find one that can go with my PVC skirt. Who knows...maybe I'll pick up some new panties and thigh-hi stockings also. Or perhaps a new spanking toy that Daemon can use on my ass! Daemon is a bit shy like I am with big crowds. I'm not sure how much playing we will be doing tommow for our first play scene. I am hoping though that we will continue to play together and do lots more play in the future. I felt a connection with him and I think he would be a lot of fun to play with. I can just tell he's a hard spanker. I was looking at his hands last week. Hmm...I wonder what one of those big hands would feel like spanking my ass. I am going to Rascal's with my friend, cinful and a few friends. I'm really glad to be able to hang out with my friend again. She was really great to me last week when I needed some aftercare after that cupping scene that I had. I still have the bruises on my back from that! They've lasted a long time! I packed up my bag tonight with my outfit and also a few spanking toys. I packed the razor strop, soft flogger, new chain flogger and leather paddle. I'm sure we can have a lot of fun with those. Maybe he'll even be wearing a belt and perhaps even give me a few with that. mmm...can you tell that I'm deeply aroused just thinking about all the naughty possibilities? :) I am hoping to get naughty with Darth Vader tonight before an early bedtime. I want to connect with him before going out tommorow. I mentioned how much I'd like a quick spanking also tonight from him. I've missed him this week! We havn't had much time to get naughty and I am horny and needing some attention tonight from Darth. So who wants to know all the details about my night at Rascal's tommorow night? I hope everyone has a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Veil of Darkness

Happy HNT everyone. I hope you enjoy this week's HNT image, entitled "Veil of Darkness." My padme is drawn like a moth to the flame of darkness, of pain; that's what I was contemplating as I took this photo; that she was waiting, hungrily, for the Darkness to envelope her, for the pain of hard play to take her like a thief. Ultimately, like a fear unfounded, there is happiness and contentment behind that deep, dark veil. Those of us who have dared venture there know this, and have been blessed by it's joys. Life is so much more when you take accept both the darkness and the light. Please leave a comment; we'd both love to hear what you think of this week's image. I very much enjoyed creating it with My padme as it's inspiration. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin

Looking forward to Rascal's this weekend!

I feel like there is a lot happening in my life lately. Lots of big changes are happening. I'm also still trying to process everything that happened at the dungeon warming party on the weekend. I met a new younger sexy Dom there and e-mailed him to let him know that I felt a connection and chemistry with him at the party. I was too shy to ask him to play with me. He responded with interest in perhaps playing together. We have exchanged some very fun and a bit naughty messages back and forth. I have found myself thinking about him a lot and wondering about what will happen on Saturday night. I'm really looking forward to going somewhere new and being able to see him again. I am planning to go to Rascal's (a bdsm club in Vancouver) on Saturday night for the first time. I'm hoping to go with my friend, cinful and a few other friends. I am hoping to meet the new Dom there and there has been some talk about playing. It makes me very excited but also nervous too! I am really into him. We have a lot in common and the chemistry is there. I think there is a lot of potential for playing together for a long time. It's been a really long time since another Dom (other than Master Anakin) made me crazy with horniness and making me fantasize like crazy about all the naughty possibilities. I found myself masturbating with my Hitatchi yesterday after a few of the e-mails from him. I asked permission from Master and went upstairs and had the biggest orgasm thinking of him. I am trying to keep things fun and interesting with him through my messages to him. He's on my mind a lot and I can't wait til Saturday!! I am feeling so extremely tired today. I've been doing a lot of walking lately and I've lost six pounds since the start of September. Master was very pleased with how hard I've been working on losing some weight and getting healthy. We are also having a lot of really good talks lately too. We had some really great sex on Sunday night. It was wonderful to connect with him after my intense play on Saturday night. I still have the bruises from the cupping scene that I did with that one couple. I'm not sure how long it will take to heal. There are even a few still on my ass from the flogging and my ass doesn't mark easy. Be sure to check out a very hot video over at lil j and her Daddy's blog. They dedicated a video to me that was amazing! I wanted to thank them for doing that for me. It really meant a lot! My force is feeling strong these days... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Going to the dungeon warming party

It's been a really amazing weekend for me and I wanted to share the details of my dungeon warming party last night. I want to write about it while it's still fresh in my mind. There were parts of last night which are hard to remember. I went into an extremely deep subspace which affected me a lot. Time blended together and there are a few moments that I don't remember it very well. I experienced a few firsts last night. It was one of the most memorable nights of my life that I will never forget. I feel very affected by everything that I experienced yesterday. Here are the details from yesterday: I got permission from Master to play with others before leaving for Metrotown for the afternoon. Master wanted to give me a day free and to enjoy some time to myself before I had to meet my friends at the Skytrain to go to the dungeon warming party. He dropped me off at Surrey Central Skytrain at around 12:30 pm. I wore my casual clothes because I was going shopping. I put my PVC skirt and play clothes into a seperate bag to wear for later. The Skytrain is always interesting on a Saturday. lol!! One guy kept giving me sexual looks. He was pretty hot and I was flattered that he seemed interested in me. We exchanged a smile before I headed to Starbucks at Metrotown Mall. I got a pumpkin spice latte (YUM!!) and a chocolate muffin. I went outside to enjoy some time by a water fountain. The day was perfect. Sunny and a bit cool chill in the air. I spent a while outside enjoying the moment of peace and quiet. I watched one couple totally make out with each other. Ahhh young love!! :) I went inside the mall and browsed a few stores. Retail therapy is always fun!! I love shopping on my own. I decided to go see a movie at one point. I enjoyed watching Death Race. I got to the theatre just in time for it to start. I enjoyed seeing a movie on my own. I really escaped into the plot. It was intense! I did more shopping after the movie. I went to Lush and got a bath bomb (Waving, not drowning) which I am going to use tonight. I got a Leonard Skynard t-shirt at a store called Bang on. It's got really cool 80's stuff. I got red thigh-hi fishnets there and some cool earrings from the 80's. I enjoyed dinner at the food fair and then headed out to the water fountain for a while before heading to the Royal Oak Skytrain to meet my friends. My friend, cinful and two others were in the car and we were on the way to the party at 6 pm. My tummy was starting to get nervous. I could feel the butterflies happening. I had no idea what to expect. This was a very new experience for me. I had no idea of the night ahead. I wasn't even sure I would be playing at all. We got to the house and parked. We went up to the porch where a few people were hanging out. The owner of the house and party was there. I had met most of the people at the last Vancouver munch last month. A young Dom showed up which I had never met before. Boy was he hot!! I could feel his dominance and energy. I couldn't help but look over at him a few times and had a few fantasies. I also felt a connection to the owner of the house. I will call him LB. He asked me about my name, padme. We had a really good talk and I felt a connection happening. It looked like a vanilla type of party at this point. We all hung out talking and I enjoyed a beer and some sunshine and talking to everyone. Cinful asked me if I wanted to see the dungeon and I said yes. I was very curious to check it out. We checked out the medical room first. It had everything ready for an examination. The examining table and supplies and interesting medical toys. Then we headed downstairs to the dungeon area. The dungeon looked incredible. I've never seen a real dungeon before. There was lots of room and a support system for suspension. There was tons of ropes and chains and toys. Ohhhh was there toys!! I've never seen so many kitchen gadgets and straps and paddles, crops and canes....you name it!! The whole wall was covered in spanking toys. I drooled over the straps and long floggers. We also went into a seperate room for a school type of scene. There was the chalk board and desk and school supplies. There was also a St. Andrew's cross there. I was truly amazed at this point. WOW!! It was incredible to see a place like that. A secret dungeon in the basement all set up with tons of different impliments and toys. Yum!! We went upstairs and I went over to sit beside LB. He told me to come closer to him. I noticed he had changed into his leather pants and darker outfit. I could feel his dominant energy. He asked me what I liked in terms of play and what I was looking for with a play partner. We talked about all kinds of naughty things. We talked about a lot of different things. I mentioned to him that I am a spanko and very much enjoyed spanking. He asked me if it was ok to spank me but I was feeling a bit uncomfortable in that moment. There was a few other people in the room and I am not used to getting spanked in front of others, especially some people who I didn't know very well. I noticed that cinful was changed into her corset and that some women were getting dressed into lingerie and naughty outfits. The couple who had given me a ride to the party both got changed into medical costumes. She looked incredibly hot in her naughty nurse costume. He was dressed up as a Doctor. I was a little overwhelmed at that moment. I'm not sure if it was the beers I had or my nervousness about the whole situation. I wasn't even sure about getting dressed at that point. I went outside to watch the sunset and I called Master. He reassured me and talked me through everything I was feeling. I missed him a lot in that moment. I wished he was with me. I calmed myself down and went back inside. A cupping scene demonstration was starting to happen. The submissive got down to her lacey panties and then LB started to put suction types of cups all over her front. Everyone was watching and it was a very intense scene to watch. One woman beside me was as amazed as I was about it. We both commented to each other how incredible it was to actually watch a scene like that taking place in front of us. The young hot Dom came over and sat beside me on the other side of the couch beside me. I wanted to ask him about going down to the dungeon to play with me. I was too shy though. I was afraid of being rejected and not sure if he was interested in something like that happening. I took my Corona and headed to the basement. I saw a scene taking place in the school room. It was a couple playing that I had met recently on Fetlife. We had exchanged e-mails and it was really great to watch them play together. He was using the cups on her backside. She was cuffed to the St. Andrew's cross and I noticed he had a few floggers out ready to use. I watched them in silence. It was a very intense scene. I wasn't sure if it was ok to stay so I left and went upstairs. The people upstairs explained it was ok to watch. I just had to be sure to be quiet during scenes. A lot more people showed up and got dressed into lingerie or different outfits. I changed into my outfit at one point. I changed into my PVC skirt and a fancy top (I still havn't found one that goes well with it) and black fishnets and black lacey panties. I went into the medical room and watched a scene happening in there. He had her in rope bondage. I sat with the couple that had driven me to the party. I had mentioned to that Dom that I was into spanking and he is too. We share similar interests with it and he gave me a OTK spanking at one point of the night. I went back downstairs to watch the couple again. I saw a scene happening in the dungeon. He had her cuffed to the suspension unit and was flogging her. I sat on the chair and watched in silence. WOW!! It was extremely arousing to watch it. I could feel some wetness in my panties. He also used a single tail whip on her. The sound of that was amazing and I was feeling so nervous for her. I was also curious what it would feel like on me. The other couple who were playing in the school room were finishing their scene. I could see him giving her aftercare. I went in to talk to them. I was a bit surprised when the Dom (I will call him SJ) asked me if I wanted to experience cupping. I was very curious and nervous too. I agreed but I wanted to keep my bra and panties on. The panties did stay on (sort of) but the bra did come off. He told me he would try one cup and see how it goes. I went up to use the bathroom and also grab my friend, cinful. I really wanted her to be there during the scene. She's a good friend and I knew I could trust her to monitor the scene. I also called Master to make sure the scene was ok with him. He had given me permission to play but I still wanted the reassurance, especially about the cupping because it's a new experience and I wasn't sure how he would feel about it. He gave me the go ahead. I wasn't expecting a few other people to come downstairs also. I thought it would be a bit more private. I have never gotten naked in front of a group of people. This was a very huge first for me. I felt a bit awkward but decided to let go of those feelings and experience the moment. He made sure I had a safeword and reassured me. We talked a bit about limits. He grabbed a few different floggers from the dungeon area. He asked me if I wanted to do bondage during the scene but I declined. I know Master is not fond of me doing bondage with people I don't know very well. My friend, cinful asked if I wanted her to come over and be beside me during the scene. It helped a lot having her there and reassuring me. I am not sure I would have done that scene without her there. She was so sweet to me last night and a very good friend. SJ mentioned that his wife, LW would be there for the play. I told him it was ok for her to also flog me or play with me also. I am bi and very comfortable playing with woman. I felt a connection with them both and enjoyed our play together very much. The cupping was a very intense and erotic experience for me. You can see all the cups over my backside in the one picture. SJ took pictures with his cell phone so I could share one with everyone. Taking the cups off really hurt a few times and I could feel myself going into a very deep and intense subspace. I had to use the bathroom at one point and cinful came with me to make sure I was ok. I got the OTK spanking on my way done with the Doctor Dom. I went back into the school room and got prepared for my flogging. The first flogger was soft and it was very erotic. They flogged my backside and ass and thighs. I lost track of time during the flogging part. I could hear music and got lost in the sensations of it all. I was completely high of endorphins at that point of the play. SJ was really good at making me feel ok through the scene. He asked if I was ok many times and also grabbed my hair too and looked into my eyes. I was finding it a bit difficult too at that point. I have only played on a very intense level like that with Master Anakin and Master R. I am not used to going into that deep of subspace with a new play partner. He switched to a different flogger but the other one really hurt. It felt like a plastic type of flogger. He worked over my ass with it and it took my breath away a few times. He told me to stick my ass out and then he used it hard on my backside. My ass burned and throbbed!! I had a hard time catching my breath though and started to lose it a bit. I felt a panic attack coming on. I was dizzy and hot and felt like I was going to pass out. I also felt like I was on the edge of crying and didn't want to break down in front of everyone. I could also hear many people talking through the scene and I got distracted also. I was pretty much naked other than my panties which were pulled down. I was a bit overwhelmed and needed to sit down. Cinful was worried about me and she took care of the aftercare for me. She guided me upstairs and got me a snack plate of chocolate and nuts. She also got me a coke and tried to encourage me to stop drinking. I had gotten another beer and I didn't need another one when I was experiencing a big subspace. She was very reassuring and asked me several times if I was ok. She gave me hugs and was so incredibly sweet to me. I've never had a woman like that give me aftercare the way she did. I really appreciated that. I talked with the younger hot Dom. I felt bad that I didn't get up the nerve to ask him to play. I really wanted to. I did message him on Fetlife today and let him know that. I also talked to LB also and felt bad we didn't have the chance to play. I was so spacey and I don't think I could have done anymore play after that scene. I felt very out of it. I was able to get a ride home with SJ and LW and got home after midnight. Master Anakin wanted all the details and to see the bruises from the cupping and flogging. I was shocked when I looked in the mirror and saw how deep the bruising is all over my backside. We took pictures and I am sharing a few of them today with everyone. You can see how bruised it is. There are still some very intense bruises today. My back feels sore in a few places as well as my ass. I didn't get to bed until 3 am and slept very solid but woke up exhausted. The sub drop has been pretty extreme today. I'm still trying to process all my feelings about it all. I was invited by LB to come to Rascals (a bdsm club in Vancouver) with him next weekend. We have discussed maybe playing together sometime. I still have to talk to Master about it but I'm hoping I can go. I also want to go to the munch next weekend too. I also got an e-mail from the couple I played with. We might be going to a bdsm type of bbq at their place next month. I hope to play with them again soon! It was quite an experience that I will never forget. I was able to cross 6 things off my bucket list too!! That always feels good. #192 -Get spanked by a couple (female and male) #206 -Visit a real dungeon #210 -Try out a St. Andrews Cross for the first time #302 -Play with another Dom who is not Master Anakin or Master R but someone new #203 -Spend the day shopping in downtown Vancouver or Metrotown by myself #381 -Talk dirty to someone I never have before I just got a message on Fetlife from the young hot Dom! He is interested in meeting me for coffee sometime or maybe even playing with me!! Woot! I wish I had asked him to play now. Apparently he was indeed interested in playing with me too! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Today is National Porn Day!

I havn't been fucked since last weekend and I am feeling so deeply aroused today. I really need to get fucked!! I don't care if it's in the ass or the pussy. I just really need a good fucking. Perhaps a good long spanking before the fucking would also be very nice!! Master Anakin, Pretty please Master. Beat me, spank me and fuck me hard. Darth Vader can cum out to play with me. i promise I'll be a very bad girl. i'll get down on my knees and suck your cock. i'll make you so hard. Then i'll beg for you to fuck my ass after you spank it and make it red and ready for you. Please fuck my ass hard. Claim it as yours. Make me moan and quiver. Make me take it. Deny me orgasm until I've taken all you want to give me. Make me beg for that orgasm. Make me suffer for You! Make me feel the power of the darkside. Love Your padme XOXO I was on twitter today and was chatting on there to SubHeart. She mentioned wanting to watch porn today. I agree that today is a great day for porn!! So I declared it "National Porn Day". I'm not sure if there is such a thing but it's a fun and naughty way to spend the day! I'm going to get out the porn today and get myself all worked up for Master. Maybe he'll order me to put the butt plug up my ass while I'm watching it. I love porn! It always gets me worked up! So perhaps others out there can get out their porn today and get naughty! It's a fun way to spend a Friday! I was feeling pretty bummed about the weekend yesterday. We don't have any sitting for Skywalker and had to turn down a swingers party that is happening tommorow night. Master felt bad for me so he made me an offer. He offered I could take either Friday or Saturday night and enjoy the night! I wasn't sure what to do. I remembered that I got invited to a dungeon warming party from a friend that I met at the Vancouver munch last month. He just finished building a dungeon in his home and was inviting friends over to celebrate. This is a private party so people can't just walk in from the street. I'm hoping to see some of my friends that I met at the munch last month. I'm really happy that my friend, cinful is going! I messaged her yesterday and she told me she was planning to go to it tommorow night. I am hopefully going to be joining her and a few friends and going to the dungeon warming. I've never been to anything like this before. It should be a lot of fun! I'm looking forward to hanging out with cinful again. We had a lot of fun at the munch last month. So hopefully this weekend will be lots of fun! Lots of sex and orgasms and play tonight!! A dungeon warming party with friends tommorow night! :) I hope everyone enjoys "National porn day" and has lots and lots of naughty fun this weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Blonde and busted

Happy HNT! I really love this picture we are putting up for HNT this week. It's so sexy and erotic. It brings back a very erotic memory from the weekend. We had a surprise overnight and we were naughty all through the night. I was wearing my new short bob styled blonde wig that I got from Value Village. I love to wear wigs. It makes me feel like someone else for a while. I can escape into the play and feel like a sexy mysterious woman. He loved the wig on me. He took this picture of me bent over the pillow ready for a spanking. He said it showed off my tits nicely. What do you think? I have not felt like myself this week. I'm exhausted and overwhelmed and trying to adapt to the many new changes happening in our family. Leia started High School and has had a lot of new things going on with that. She joined band and she's been busy trying to adjust to it all. Skywalker is in grade 2 and he's joined Beavers. The kids are both back in karate. Life is so hectic and busy these days. I barely talk to Master at work now. This is a very busy time of year at work and he isn't able to be at the computer much. I was told to put up the HNT this week because he didn't have time. I miss him a lot. :( I feel overwhelmed when I am not able to have the private time with Master. I was given permission to masturbate yesterday and I enjoyed it but I really missed having him there to tell me to cum for him. I feel a longing in my heart for him. We don't have any sitting for the next few weeks and that's going to be difficult also. I'm walking a lot and exhausted. I didn't get to stay up and watch the new 90210 last night because I couldn't keep my eyes open. I'm trying to get used to being up early again and early bedtimes. So many new changes and it's been a very difficult time lately. I am feeling sad because my Grandma is not doing too well. I know she doesn't have much time left and I am going to miss her a lot when she's gone. I feel bad that I have been too busy to spend time with her. I know I will regret that a lot. I feel like I should be making the time to spend with her. My heart feels sadness and force does not feel too strong right now. I am having a lot of thoughts about my miscarriage last month. I feel like I rushed through the grief stage and didn't really deal with what happened. I have found myself looking at pregnant women a lot lately and wishing I was still pregnant. I should be having a baby in a few months and I'm not. There is also something else on my mind. Master and I met a very sexy couple at the last swingers party we went to. I wrote about it in a blog post. We really hit it off with them. Master and I both had good chemistry with them and there was some talk about possibilities in the future. We went home that night and had great sex thinking about that couple. She is so incredibly sexy and I was very into her. I also thought she was into me too. Turns out I was wrong. She wrote me an e-mail a few days ago. They won't be going to the next swingers party that is this weekend. We are not able to go either due to sitting issues. Then she explained to me that she is not bisexual and not into women. I was a little bit surprised because she had dirty danced with me a little and also her husband kept making comments about me being with his wife. He gave me the impression that I would be sleeping with his wife. I was a bit disappointed and feeling rejected also. I am not sure why it took two months for her to tell us the truth about that. I admit I was feeling a bit angry about it too. I wrote her back an e-mail basically saying "let's be friends". I was really surprised to get an e-mail from them this morning making a suggestion to Master Anakin and I. They are coming into town (they live out of the city) and want to get together next month for drinks and perhaps more. There was a suggestion of swapping husbands. She told me she was very into Master Anakin and was hoping I was into her husband. She wants us to become friends and eventually be able to swap husbands! This is a new situation for Master Anakin and I. We have both had relationships with other people but we havn't done much swinging the last 12 years. The swapping partners is very new to us. We are still not too sure about our feelings on it. Master Anakin dated another woman but she was my best friend and also my lover and girlfriend, nikki. I loved her so it was easy to share him with her. I am wondering how I will feel about sharing Master with this woman that I hardly know. She is the first woman in years to show interest in Master Anakin. I feel like I should get over my feelings so he can have some fun and be able to experience being with another woman again besides me. I think it will be strange to swap partners without being with her though. I'm very bi and enjoy being with women. Will I be ok sharing him with a woman that I wasn't involved with? I was very into her. I think it might be hard to control those feelings. I hardly know her husband and so I'm not sure about that also. There is a lot to think about with everything. This might be a chance to explore the swinging and see whether or not we like it. Maybe we should just go for it and see what happens? Master told me this morning that it's something we are going to have to talk about before meeting this other couple. We are going to have to all be on the same page or this isn't going to work. I admit that this has been on my mind a lot this morning. I hope Master and I can sit down soon and talk about this. I hope everyone enjoys the HNT picture this week. Please leave us a comment! We'd love to hear from you. We havn't had many comments lately and I really miss hearing from everyone. Please come out of the shadows and say hello! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

padme's spanking video from the weekend

I took a video of a hand spanking that I gave to My padme on the weekend and wanted to share it with everyone. Enjoy! ~Anakin

Surprise Saturday overnight

We got a surprise overnight last night that we were not expecting. It was so wonderful to have some time with Master to be naughty and have a ton of fun and orgasms. We decided to watch UFC 88 because Chuck Liddell was fighting. He is Master's favorite fighter in the UFC and he was really hoping for a win. We had a yummy dinner and I was told to get ready for him. He wanted my pussy shaved smooth and to dress up in something very sexy. I enjoyed a hot bubble bath and some candles and soft music. It really helped to get me into the mood. I shaved my pussy which took me a while to get it smooth and the way Master likes it. I dressed up in my romantic heart lingerie that I got for Valentine's day. It's so sexy and shows my clevage off very well. I put some lacy pink panties and my black knee hi's. I also put on my new short blonde bob wig that I bought recently from Value Village. I love this time of the year! There are always tons of cotumes and wigs around for Halloween. I laid out all the toys on the ground and made sure a porno was ready to go. I made sure that my Hitatchi was out and clothespins and the whip and all kinds of toys for our play. I was so excited about a whole night to play and be kinky. I love our overnights. They are precious to me. Usually we can play longer and harder and be able to really be ourselves as Master and slave. Master was very pleased with how I looked. I made sure my make-up was on and I put bright red lipstick. I put on some strawberries and cream lotion. Master decided I needed a hand spanking. We took some video of it and also pictures. I put one of the pictures up of his hand ready to spank my ass. The other pictures is me holding onto his belt. I got a very long and intense strapping with his belt. He teased me all through the UFC fights. Sometimes I had the clothespins on my nipples and he would sqeeze them tight and tease them. Other times I was over his knee or the couch for spanking time. He used the belt on me a lot last night. It followed me around everywhere. I went to the bathroom at one point and he was waiting for me with the belt in his hand. I was thrown onto the bed and he laid into my poor bottom with the belt. I came many times. I came with his fingers in both of my holes. Those orgasms are always the biggest. A finger in my ass and another finger up my pussy. One finger was teasing my clit at the same time. I don't remember what time we went to bed but I was naked on my leash and feeling very submissive and owned. Chuck Liddell didn't win the fight unfortunately. He got knocked out by Rashad Evans. It was quite the fight and an amazing night for Master and I. I enjoyed watching the UFC together and our evening full of kinky fun. It's the best way to spend a Saturday night. This morning was more of the same naughty fun. Lots of orgasms and fucking and fingers up my holes. He fucked my ass with one finger. It felt so heavenly when he went in and out of my ass with it. mmmm....such a naughty slut I am sometimes. I love all my holes getting a work out. I sucked, got fucked, and got very well used. It is the best kind of weekend and I am in such a sweetly submissive mood now. I feel a need to please deep inside of my soul right now. Feeling so connected and that our force is strong. I'm going to spend this afternoon baking and cleaning and also lots of cuddle time with Master. I love feeling so close to him... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Top 100 Sex Bloggers of 2008

I noticed that Master and I were both named on a list this morning for the top 100 sex bloggers for 2008. We are #57-58 on the list. I was surprised and also excited. I wanted to re-post the links on the list here for the list for everyone to see. I recognize many of the blogs as I am a regular reader to many of them. Check them out! 1. Sinclair Sexsmith http://sugarbutch.net/ 2. Radical Vixen http://www.radicalvixen.com/ 3. Curvaceous Dee http://curvaceousdee.blogspot.com/ 4. Always Aroused Girl http://aagblog.com/ 5. Ellie Lumpesse http://www.lumpesse.com/ 6. Catalina http://catalinaloves.com/ 7. Selena Kitt http://selenakittyn.com/ 8-9. Wifey and Hubby http://wifeytalk.com/ 10. Roger http://dirtyboy2.blogspot.com/ 11. Essin’ Em http://essin-em.com/ 12. Amber Rhea http://www.beingamberrhea.com/ 13-14. Richard and Amy http://247richardandamy.com/ 15-16. MJ and MJ’s Slave http://www.aslavestruenature.blogspot.com/ 17. Thursday’s Child http://thursdayschildhasfartogo.blogspot.com/ 18. Narration by D http://narrationbyd.blogspot.com/ 19. Andrea Zanin http://www.sexgeek.wordpress.com/ 20. The Provocateur http://theprovocateur.wordpress.com/ 21. Violet Blue http://tinynibbles.com/ 22. Autumn http://dreamsofaneroticaqueen.sensualwriter.com/ 23. SSS http://sweatshopsissy.wordpress.com/ 24. Storm http://ambientstorm.blogspot.com/ 25. Sub lyn http://longdistancesub.blogspot.com/ 26. Tara Tainton http://www.taratainton.com/tarastrysts/index.html 27. Jake http://factsandfriction.blogspot.com/ 28. Cherry Bomb http://cherrybombnyc.blogspot.com/ 29. Lakey http://fairelaffaire.blogspot.com/ 30. Scarlet http://feministfucktoy.com/ 31. Glenpreece http://lastbreath.wordpress.com/ 32. Lolita Wolf http://www.leatheryenta.com/ 33. Vixen http://blue-eyedvixen.com/ 34. Tom Paine http://perverselypoly.blogspot.com/ 35. Tongue Tied Blue http://tonguetiedblue.blogspot.com/ 36. Maymay http://www.maybemaimed.com/ 37. Miss Bliss http://blog.blisswarrior.com/ 38. Mistress Maeve http://7d.blogs.com/mistress 39. Nadia http://www.kinkylibrarian.net/ 40. Luka http://barbedwireboudoir.blogspot.com/ 41-42. Odysseus and Penelope http://marriedexploits.blogspot.com/ 43. Eileen http://bloodylaughter.com/ 44. Calico http://dominatrixnextdoor.com/blog 45. Caroline Shepherd http://feministsexcarnival.blogspot.com/ 46. Kathleen http://polyspace.wordpress.com/ 47. Packing Vocals http://packingvocals.blogspot.com/ 48. Audacia Ray http://www.wakingvixen.com/ 49. Axe http://unspeakableaxe.com/ 50. Baccus http://www.erosblog.com/ 51. Chelsea Summers http://prettydumbthings.typepad.com/chelseagirl 52. Debauchette http://debauchette.wordpress.com/ 53. The Butterfly Temptress http://thebutterflytemptress.com/ 54. Dirty Little Girl http://dirtylittlemind.blogspot.com/ 55. Sexy Whispers http://sexywhispers.wordpress.com/ 56. Wendy Blackheart http://www.heartfullofblack.com/ 57-58. Padme and Anakin http://darkside-journey.blogspot.com/ 59-60. Him and Her http://sexcakes.blogspot.com/ 61. Slip of a Girl http://aslipofagirl.blogspot.com/ 62. Blowjob Babe http://strokesuckswallow.blogspot.com/ 63-64. Dirty Debbie and CJ http://dirtydebbie.blogspot.com/ 65. Scorpio http://adventuresofascorpio.blogspot.com/ 66. Charlotte http://charlottethorpe73.wordpress.com/ 67. Bitchy Jones http://bitchyjones.wordpress.com/ 68. Anastasisa http://www.chaosnoir.com/anastasia 69. Alice http://anonymous-alice.blogspot.com/ 70. Anita Wagner http://practicalpolyamory.blogspot.com/ 71. Jack http://writingdirty.com/ 72. Mistress Matisse http://mistressmatisse.blogspot.com/ 73. Mariella http://wannaplaymariella.blogspot.com/ 74. O http://eros-logos.blogspot.com/ 75. Shasta Gibson http://shastagibson.com/ 76. Gwen http://www.pop-shot.blogspot.com/ 77. fivestar http://www.iamfivestar.com/ 78. Lilly http://dangerouslilly.com/ 79. Penny http://birdsaresmart.blogspot.com/ 80. Figleaf http://www.realadultsex.com/ 81. Tony http://www.comstockfilms.com/blog/tony 82. Viviane http://www.thesexcarnival.com/ 83. Six http://sixelaborates.wordpress.com/ 84. Bob http://bobsbestboobs.com/ 85-99. Fiammetta, Jill, Robyn, Scarlot, Melissa, Kitten, Karly, Holly, Surgeon, Stacey, Tara, Jessica, Gina, Wendy, and Tori http://deepthroated.wordpress.com/ 100. Why is #100 blank? Because I know there are dozens…hundreds…of other amazing sex bloggers out there, and I want everyone to be a part of this list. If you weren’t already include, please promote yourself and your blog with a comment below. You can also feel free to link to other people’s blogs in a comment. Anything goes! I hope you’ll copy/paste this list on your own blog, if you have one. You don’t have to link back here - just get the word out about these amazing bloggers. Or, create your own list! Again, I hope you this out the 2008 Sex Bloggers page, which goes into more detail about each amazing blogger above! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala