Pretty in pink play

I wanted to share a few pictures that we took on Friday during some play together while Master was off work. It was a very long and stressful week and we were both really looking forward to playing and getting naughty. Master wanted to see me dressed up in my pink PVC skirt that I got as a gift from Shiro. I got it during a date that I had with Shiro a few weeks ago and hadn't had a chance to wear it yet. I also bought some new pink striped stockings too and wanted to see how they looked with the outfit. I also wore my pink heart panties and black high heels and white sexy top to complete the outfit. Master got hard as soon as he saw me all dressed up looking so sexy and playful. Master set things up in our basement and laid out a bunch of toys to use and my leash. He attached the leash to the wall at one point and made me eat out of a dog dish. It made me feel very submissive and also humiliated. I sucked his cock and then got over his knee for an OTK. He played with a few more toys on my ass and tits then I was ordered upstairs. He gave me a hard hand spanking before he made me take off his belt to give my poor bottom some of that. You can see me over the pillow on the bed getting my ass spanked in the one picture. He pulled off my stockings and my panties came down and I got a very red ass. Then I got fucked VERY hard! mmm...my pussy was soaking wet after the strapping and he entered me hard and rode me fast. Very, very good sex!! I was given 2 orgasms with the Hitatchi on my clit and the Rabbit vibe up my pussy. I could barely stand afterwards. I was floating in subspace and feeling very submissive. We had our movie and merlot night and watched Hancock and Hell Ride. I'm glad I was drunk for Hell Ride. lol!! That was quite a movie. You know how strange those Tarantino films can be. We had some more play before bed. Yesterday we played more after watching The Strangers. That movie was pretty creepy!! I got 2 more orgasms and fucked hard up my ass after wearing the butt plug for two hours. A perfect way to reconnect with Master after a long week and have some weekend fun!! :) I have been busy with Christmas shopping and getting ready for the holidays the last few days. Our Christmas tree is up and lights and decorations. We went to a Christmas craft fair yesterday and Skywalker went to see Santa. Leia is too old to see Santa now. I have to start my Christmas cards in the next few days. Please let me know if we are exchanging cards or gifts. I'd like to know so I can budget and also send out a few gifts too from our online store to a few close friends. I also updated my wish list too so please check it out! Extreme Restraints has a wish list system so you can send me gifts anonymously. I promise to use any of the toys and also take lots of pictures of any toys which might get sent to me. Usually the person who gives us any spanking toys gets to decide on the first spanking with it! You can never have enough toys and my wish list seems to keep growing. I'm having a very good weekend and am planning to go out on a date today with an old friend. I havn't seen my friend, Max in a long time and I am planning to bring a few toys with me. I am looking forward to having an afternoon free and I also plan to do a bit of kinky Christmas shopping with Max. I am also trying to make plans to see Shiro again in the next few weeks. We are planning to go to the Pre-New Year's eve party at the end of December at Rascal's together. I'm really looking forward to it! Can you believe it's almost 2009?? It seems like yesterday that we were celebrating the year 2000!! I hope everyone is having a good weekend!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Black Friday

It's Black Friday! Time to start Christmas shopping! We wanted to let you know that we've added over a hundred new designs to our online store Darkside Digital Arts. Below are samples of the new designs, as well as a classic Merry Fucking Christmas design from last year in from our Christmas Designs section. We've bought each other t-shirts from the store for each other for Christmas and we can hardly wait to open them under the tree. It's really easy to order from our store for yourself or have it shipped to someone else across the country or world. Have a look around our store and avoid the mall madness this Black Friday. My padme is sitting on a very sore bottom today after some rough play this afternoon with Me. I'm sure she will fill you in on all the details in a blog post soon! May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Happy HNT - City Night Flash

Happy HNT everyone! My padme and I had a really fun time taking this HNT photo. We went for a beautiful night drive for our anniversary last weekend around Stanley Park, one of the most beautiful places in Vancouver. The city lights sparkled across the Pacific Ocean and the air was cool on the clear night. I decided to stop at Brockton Point in Stanley Park where there's a lighthouse. I took her hand in mine and down some stairs we went in near darkness. We fumbled our way underneath the lighthouse where there's a terrific view. This place was voted one of the best places to kiss in Vancouver. After some making out, up went padme's shirt in an inspired tit flash which I flash photographed. In the background you can see the lights of the historic Lion's Gate bridge and the shoreline of West Vancouver. In the foreground, My padme's beautiful and ever so publicly flashed tits. It was a cold night and her nipples got hard right away when flashing her tits for me. My slave can be a very naughty girl with flashing her tits in all kinds of public places. You can check out other public flashes she has done in our sidebar drop down menu. I really hope that you enjoy this week's HNT image! Be sure to click on the image to enlarge it and have a good look. It was fun to take a winter flash photo, as those kind of photos are usually just a summertime thing. I'm so glad that after twelve years together My slave and I can still be romantic and have such fun together. I love her with all My heart. Again, Happy HNT. Please leave a comment and let us know what you think. We'd love to hear from you. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin

A special 12 year anniversary night for Master and slave

I had a really amazing weekend with Master! I could barely wait for the weekend to begin on Friday. I spent most of Friday watching porn. The kids were in school and I had a lot of porn to catch up on. I was forbidden from touching myself so it was very difficult at times to watch the porn and not be able to touch myself. I must be a masochist because it felt like torture at times. My pussy was swollen and needy and very, very wet. I exchanged a few naughty messages with Master and it sounded like he was having a hard time concentrating at work due to me getting him all worked up! We both were talking about the different things we wanted to do together later that night. mmm.... I practically jumped on him as soon as he walked in the door. I surprised Master by ordering a pizza. I was going to make him dinner but decided to order his favorite pizza from a local place we really like. We watched the new Harold and Kumar movie and laughed so hard at some parts. Made me want to jump on the plane to go to Amsterdam. *winks* We had a a few drinks and we also had a family fondue. The kids were really excited about it! It was our first fondue together and I had bought some special chocolate for it. It was delicious! We dipped fruit into the chocolate fondue. YUM!! That was a lot of family fun and everyone seemed to enjoy it! I got to cross something else off my bucket list: #454 -Have a fondue with Master (had one in Toronto but would like to do one with him) Leia left to go to her Dad's and then Skywalker went to bed. I watched some more porn while waiting for Darth Vader to come downstairs. We went upstairs and got naughty right away. We put a porno on and got the toys out. I got some spanking with his hand before he fingered me to a huge orgasm. I had been on orgasm denial all week! That felt amazing!!! He spoke so firm and dominant when he ordered me to cum for him. mmm...just thinking about it gets my pussy soaking wet. He fucked me with passion and he gave me his pain. He pulled my hair while fucking me and rode me like a bitch in heat. The sex was incredible!! I was lost in our darkside play. He slapped my ass while he came hard in my pussy. He gave me a few light slaps across my face before telling me to get the Hitatchi so I could cum again for him. What a night! I fell asleep connected and feeling very peaceful and submissive. We enjoyed breakfast out and did some shopping to get ready for our anniversary when we woke up on Saturday. Master picked up some merlot and cake and goodies. I made sure to wash the toys and get everything ready for the play. He mentioned he wanted me to wear a schoolgirl outfit for him so I got everything ready for that. He dropped off Skywalker for his overnight and came home to a hot shower together to get ready for our day. The shower got very hot as we made out like crazy. We both got worked up! Master told me to go over to the bed and took his belt off his pants and gave me a few very hard strokes. He told me that I better be a good girl for our anniversary night. He also told me to pack the butt plug in my purse so I could put it in while we were out. I put on some lacy panties and got dressed up. We headed to the River Rock Casino and Hotel. We've had a lot of really great times there and we both really enjoy a night of gambling. I got lucky and won a little bit of money. We enjoyed a walk outside at the marina. There was some ducks there and I really enjoyed the moment with Master. We kissed and he told me he loved me as we both got close and watched a sunset. A very romantic moment and I really enjoyed that closeness I felt with Master. It was a really pretty sunset. I put up a picture today of it and the plane flying over our heads to land at the Vancouver airport. I really love moments like that. I will never forget it. We enjoyed a yummy buffet dinner and then a little more gambling. I put in the butt plug before we left to head for downtown Vancouver. We got lost trying to find the bridge after the River Rock. We wound up driving around Richmond for a while and looking at a map. We found our way eventually and drove to downtown Vancouver. I always enjoy a drive in the city. Lots of excitement and people everywhere. We turned up the music really loud and put our windows down. I laughed when Master commented that we were a "bunch of punks listening to ACDC and Judas Priest really loud and acting like we are very cool". Maybe that was cool in the 80's but sometimes I think Master and I are still stuck in that time. We both loved the 80's. :) Stanley Park was magical and I always enjoy driving around and stopping to see the sights. We got a really nice city view and Master took a few pictures of it. We kissed and made out a bit. Master grabbed my ass at one point and threatened to drag me over to the bushes so he could do me right there. We drove back and decided to hit a local pub for a drink and a snack. I have wanted to do a pub night with Master for a while. It's also on my bucket list! I get to cross something else off! #502-Have a pub night with Master I got to enjoy a margarita and enjoy a snack with Master. We were going to play pool but there were some people there. It was a fun time and I got a bit tipsy as we headed home for play time. I got dressed up into my prep schoolgirl outfit. I put my hair into pony tails and came downstairs for some play with Darth Vader. He had set the perfect scene with the fire going and candles lit and porno going and toys all laid out ready for him. He talked in a very firm tone and let me know he was in total control. He had my mind spinning in subspace very quickly. He had me bent over the couch and spanked my ass a few times. We went upstairs at one point and he grabbed his belt off his pants. He mentioned the poll on our blog and how people had voted for me to get 60 strokes with it. That was the winning vote!! Lots of sadistic readers! It won by a landslide! So my poor bottom got 60 hard strokes on my bare bottom with my panties pulled down. I also had to stand in the corner after he was done with the strapping. My ass felt like it was on fire! So did my pussy! We were fucking like crazy after that! He fucked my pussy hard. mmm..it was great sex! I had 3 orgasms after he fucked me. The last one was a g spot one that had my pussy gushing. That one rocked my whole body. I could barely walk straight after that. We spent a few hours playing and fucking and having orgasms before we both fell asleep naked together. It was a terrific overnight and a very special anniversary night. Yesterday we spent the day together putting up our Christmas lights and tree. I felt very close to Master and enjoyed the reconnection. I also really enjoyed looking at my marks and bruises on my ass! Reminds me of our special time together.... O/our force feels strong! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy anniversary, My girl

Twelve years together. A moment in time, our moment, and a lifetime. 4,380 sunrises, sunsets, and many unforgettable memories shared. The life we created, together, our family, our history being written day after day. Thank you, love of My life, My slave, My wife, My immortal beloved, for giving My life meaning and purpose. When I think of you, which is every waking moment, it is as if I walked into a dream, and one from which I never will awake. The day I met you, my life changed, forever, the butterfly that brought forth the hurricane. My dreams changed the day I met you, from about what I want to about what you want. From agnostic to faithful, from disbeliever to believer, I have seen the Force, a divinity by any name you choose, and it brought Me to you. I love you, with all my heart, even if there is no tomorrow, but oh, how I pray, and hope, and believe, in thousands more days and nights with you. I need not pass through this life any further, this dream, this waking dream, is all I want, forever. ~Anakin

TGIF! Special 12 year anniversary weekend!

I made one of the toughest decisions in my life on November 23rd, 1996. I can remember struggling with my feelings. Wondering whether or not I should tell my best friend that I was in love with him. I was married at the time to another man and him and I had our daughter together. I didn't want to break up my family. I also did not want to keep denying the feelings inside of me. I was best friends with Master for 7 years and I had fallen in love with him through time. I couldn't hold back the feelings anymore. I will never forget the look on his face when I told him that I was in love with him. He told me that he loved me too but had given up hope that we would ever be together. He was at my first wedding. He watched me marry another man and have my daughter with him. I can remember him being very worried about our feelings for each other. He was really worried about Leia and also hurting other people. We both were struggling with our feelings. I thought that maybe I had made the wrong decision. I can remember that kiss that shouldn't have happened. My head kept telling me to walk away and to not act on the strong feelings inside of me. I couldn't help myself though. The lust and passion had taken over. I wanted him so bad. He gave me the most passionate and forbidden kiss that I have ever had in my life. It felt so wrong...it felt so right. He grabbed my ass and that was it. We fell onto the couch and floor and made love for the first time. I can remember how good it felt to have him inside of me for the first time. It was extremely forbidden but I wanted to be his lover so bad. It was a beautiful moment for me which changed my life forever. He left and I was so conflicted. It felt so good but it was wrong to be having an affair with Master. I was worried because I knew our friendship had changed. The feelings had grown and I knew that I had to be with him again. The sex was like magic. I ached for him. He offered to take me to see Sunset Blvd and to stay at the Hyatt Hotel downtown the next weekend. I remember us dancing naked and the non-stop sex which happened that night in the hotel. We fucked over and over again all night. I couldn't get enough of him. I had non-stop orgasms. He knew how to fuck and the sex was amazing!! The fireworks were happening and I couldn't stop myself. A few months later my husband moved out and I was moving forward towards my journey to the darkside with Darth Vader. There were many people who were against our relationship. There was many who said we wouldn't last a year. Some were taking bets on when our relationship would end. It felt like us against the world. People blamed Master for breaking up the marriage and he was called "the other man". I knew though in my heart that I had found my soulmate. I had finally found someone. I knew there was no going back. Within a year we became poly and opened up our relationship. We also found D/s online and began our journey to where we are today 12 years later as TPE Master and slave. We are still together and stronger than ever. The sex is still great and I'm still having non-stop orgasms and fun. We've struggled through some very tough times through the years but we have made it! I am incredibly in love with my strong and handsome Master and husband. I love our family that we have together with Leia and Skywalker. I love him more than any other man and I am so lucky to have him in my life. I want to wish him a very happy 12 year anniversary of being together. I look forward to many more years and the journey ahead of us... This weekend we are going to be having a very special private celebration for our anniversary. Tonight we are planning a special movie and merlot night. I bought Master a movie and we plan to watch Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay. We saw it in the theatre and loved it! I can't wait to watch it tonight with him. We have merlot and plan to celebrate. I am planning to make a special dinner tonight. We also have a fondue set which we plan to use for the first time! It's on my bucket list and I can't wait to have a fondue with the family. The kids are also excited about it! I bought some chocolate and we plan to dip fruit into the chocolate fondue. Yum!! We are planning a special scene for tonight. Master has had me on orgasm denial all week and I am very horny thinking about it! He ordered me to shave my pussy smooth for him and I did that last night. It feels so smooth and also wet today. I plan to watch some porn while I'm waiting for him today to get myself all worked up for tonight. mmm....I can't wait to play with Darth Vader tonight! We were invited to LB's birthday play party this weekend but we have declined. We decided to make tommorow a special private celebration for our overnight that we got for our anniversary. Master is taking me out for a special dinner and also we plan to head downtown and into Richmond tommorow. Maybe we'll cross something else off the bucket list! I know we plan to head back early enough to have some more play time tommorow night too! I have a feeling there is going to be lots and lots of orgasms this weekend. *winks* I also know there is a spanking coming to me also with his belt. I'm keeping any eye on the poll on our sidebar asking how many strokes that you think I should get with it. I bet I'm going to have a very sore ass on Monday! :) I want to dedicate a song to my Master for our anniversary....Happy 12 year anniversary Master! You're still the one by Shania Twain (When I first saw you, I saw love. And the first time you touched me, I felt love. And after all this time, you're still the one I love.) Looks like we made it Look how far we've come my baby We mighta took the long way We knew we'd get there someday Bridge: They said, "I bet they'll never make it" But just look at us holding on We're still together still going strong Chorus: (You're still the one) You're still the one I run to The one that I belong to You're the one I want for life (You're still the one) You're still the one that I love The only one I dream of You're still the one I kiss good night Ain't nothin' better We beat the odds together I'm glad we didn't listen Look at what we would be missin' (Bridge) (Chorus) (Chorus) I'm so glad we made it Look how far we've come my baby May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Darth Vader paddling

Happy HNT! I wanted to share a fun picture of Master Anakin and I this week for HNT. Master wanted to put on his Darth Vader costume and I decided to dress up for him and be a bit of a brat. I wore my red classic schoolgirl skirt and pink lacy panties as well as my cute white thigh-hi's and cheerleader top. Darth Vader decided that I needed a taste of the Anakin's paddle. He made me get over his knee and then took the paddle and started to use it on my poor bottom making it very red. There is nothing better than a hard paddling from Darth Vader! We had a sticker on the other side of the Anakin's paddle which said "Who's your Daddy?" with a picture of Darth Vader on it. As you can see the sticker started to come off and now we have to look for another one to put on that side of it. Darth Vader is my Daddy. *smiles* Thank you for voting in our latest poll! We got 82 votes and I was a bit surprised but also happy to see what spanking toy won!! It's my personal favorite. *winks* Here are the final results of the poll: What toy should padme get spanked with? Anakin's hand - 15% His belt - 23% Razor Strop - 14% Soft flogger - 1% Chain flogger - 7% Leather paddle - 4% Anakin's paddle - 9% Crop - 4% Hairbrush - 18% It looks like I will be receiving a spanking with Master Anakin's belt. We have put another poll on our sidebar and are hoping that you will vote again but this time vote for how many strokes you think I should receive with his belt. Should I get 10? or maybe 25 hard ones? Or maybe you think I've been really naughty and should receive 60? Please vote! The winning strokes will be delivered to my poor bottom this weekend during our overnight for our anniversary! We hope you enjoy our HNT picture this week! Please click to enlarge the picture and get a better look. Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think! We always enjoy hearing from you and getting feedback on our pictures! Be sure to check out our online store Darkside Digital Arts also. There are lots of great ideas for Christmas gifts and Master has put up a lot of new products! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala and Darth Vader too!

A wonderful weekend and a fun night at Rascal's!

I had a really great weekend! Master and I tried to go see the new James Bond movie Quantum of Solace on Friday night but it was sold out. We went home and had some drinks and time together. My period was just ending but that didn't stop me from wanting him to fuck me. He decided he was going to fuck my ass and I got a very rough ass fucking as well as a huge orgasm. I fell asleep naked in his arms and slept very solid. I woke up and enjoyed breakfast with Master before he dropped off our son at sitting. We headed back over to the movie theatre to catch the movie and this time were able to get tickets for the movie. We both really enjoyed it! Daniel Craig is SOOOOO hot!!! Master was bugging me after the movie about how he knew how much I wanted him. *smiles* I enjoyed our movie date a lot and we headed back so I could have a shower before heading to the skytrain. I packed up my bag with my corset and PVC skirt and fishnet stockings. I didn't bother to bring my toys because I knew Shiro had lots of his own. I was very glad my period had ended and was hoping for some play. Master dropped me off at the skytrain and I headed to Metrotown. I realized that I didn't have much time for shopping so I decided to skip shopping and head directly over to Commercial Drive Skytrain early to meet Shiro. I went to A&W for a coffee and phoned Shiro and waited for him. He met me and we headed down Commercial Drive for some shopping. I enjoyed checking out the stores including Womyns'Ware which had lots of toys there. I bought myself some Kama Sutra Sweet Almond Massage Oil. We went for dinner afterwards to a really terrific authentic Italian restaurant called Marcello Pizzeria. The food was delicious! Shiro and I had a really good talk and I really enjoyed the dinner. We headed to Rascal's and I got changed and then enjoyed a drink. Rascal's wasn't as busy as it was during the Halloween event. I watched some of the different scenes happening and also enjoyed some time with Shiro before we went up to play together in the public part of the dungeon. This was the first time that I have played in the public area. Both times I played there with Daemon were in the private area. I was wearing wrist and ankle cuffs that Shiro had bought and he attached the wrist cuffs to the rope hanging on the rack. He laid out the toys and I got down to my black lacy panties and kept my corset on. This was the first time I was going to be playing with Shiro and I was very nervous but also excited! He warmed up my ass and back with one of his floggers and eventually worked up into a rhythm with the soft suede flogger and leather flogger which had a lot more bite with the strokes. I tried to keep still which was hard at times. I felt it bite into my hips a few times and left me with some very impressive bruises which are still there today. I am posting a picture of my one side with bruises after the play at Rascal's with Shiro. We played for about an hour and a half and I lost track of time. I was surprised when I found out what time it was afterwards. I was lost in subspace and feeling very spaced out after we were done playing together. I felt a really intense connection with Shiro and I. He was very caring with the aftercare and made sure I was ok. He got his new paddle which he had the winning bid at the silent auction. I put in two bids on different floggers but did not win. I'll have to go back to Little Sister's and pick up a flogger I saw there which was really beautiful. I enjoyed a drink and then a Dom came over to ask me if I wanted to play with the violet wand and some needle play. I played with him at LB's play party and I was happy to play with him again. I made sure Shiro was ok with me doing the second scene with the other Dom. He told me he was going to watch us and he had a big smile and seemed very happy after we had played together. I went with the other Dom towards the private area of the dungeon. I will admit I hadn't thought much about Daemon up until this point. I felt very weird as I went up to the area and then sat down on the spanking bench which Daemon had first spanked me during our first night at Rascal's together. I had some flashbacks of the play with Daemon and felt a very sad feeling in my heart but tried to block that out as I watched the Dom put acupuncture needles into my tits. I have written a blog post about how things have ended recently with Daemon. I have not heard from him in two weeks now. He's disappeared and did not show up at Rascal's. I still have moments that I think about him and feel very sad about what's happened. The Dom put more needles this time into my tits as we started our scene together. I am putting a picture today of the marks the needles left in my tits. I have still have marks today from it. He used some of the electricity from the wand to play with my body. He set off sparks with the needles and then made my body shiver with the electrical play. He used it down on my pussy even though I was wearing panties and that was intense. He remarked that my panties felt very wet which they were. It turned me on. I enjoyed the play a lot. I had to leave after that second scene because Master was waiting for Shiro and I. He drove Shiro home and then we went home and I mentioned how horny I was. He told me to get him the Hitatchi and get naked. He made me cum very big for him. I fell asleep naked around 3 am next to Master. I slept in and enjoyed a big breakfast and then a relaxing morning with Master. I got a few things done before we rented some movies and enjoyed a relaxing night together. We had a quick fuck before bed and I had a big orgasm before falling asleep. I woke up this morning to Master still at home and running late for work. He told me he wanted to give me a quick spanking before he left. We went upstairs and I got some hand spanking before he took off his belt and gave me some very hard strokes with it. He felt my pussy which was soaking wet and then told me I was going to get an orgasm for being a good girl and taking the pain for him. I had a huge orgasm with the Hitatchi on my clit and Master fucking my pussy with the Rabbit vibe at the same time. mmm...it felt like a whole body orgasm that went on and on. Yum! I gave Master a blowjob and then we went through Tim Hortons drive thru before he dropped me off and headed to work. He told me he's considering changing my nickname from "little miss dangerous" to "little miss orgasmic". lol! I've had non-stop orgasms the last few days and am constantly horny and wet. :) Our 12 year anniversary of being in a relationship together is coming up this weekend and I am really looking forward to an overnight with Master and some more fun time together. Our force feels strong and I am feeling so happy and submissive and in love with my Master.... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Love our lurkers spanking for padme

As promised, here's a photo of My padme after she received her spanking for all the people who left comments on love our lurkers day. I pulled down her Spank Me panties and warmed up her bottom with my hand before giving her some nice and hard strokes with My belt. It made her ass nicely warmed up and red. Then I took her panties off and thrust my hard cock into her wet pussy; I fucked her hard. Thank you to everyone who left comments on Love our Lurkers day. My girl and I both appreciate them and enjoyed hearing from everyone. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

The Power of Goodbye

I have always believed that there is a power in saying goodbye. Sometimes you just have to know when to walk away from a relationship. There have been a few relationships in my life that have been very difficult to end and this is one of them. Sometimes I have no choice and this week I felt forced to close a chapter of my life that has been a real emotional roller coaster ride for me the last two months. I am sure this post won't come as a surprise to many people. I have been updating my twitter updates also to what has been going on the last few days. Many people warned me about Daemon and I really don't think anyone will be too surprised by what has happened this last week. I didn't expect to fall so hard and fast for Daemon. That day at LB's dungeon play party changed my life after I met Daemon there. I was taken in by his very attractive youthful charm. I took a chance and e-mailed him asking if he would be interested in playing with me sometime. He surprised me by writing me back and said yes. We got together for our first play at Rascal's and I can remember staying up all night and had a hard time getting to sleep that night. I was taken in by lust and passion and I had fallen deeply for Daemon that night. We played again at LB's second play party and he told me that night he had fallen for me too. Our play was intense and our connection and chemistry was powerful. I can remember cumming for him and feeling so vulnerable and submissive to him. I wanted to give him all of myself after that night. I felt a submission to him and very deep intense feelings. The play was amazing that night and I will never forget it. Things were going pretty good up until my birthday weekend. I had a birthday dinner planned and spent most of the week getting ready for it. Daemon was supposed to come to it and he cancelled at the last minute by giving me a fake excuse. It was an emotional bomb for me. I was heartbroken and confused. I spent most of my birthday weekend in tears and feeling very, very upset. He did contact me on the day of my birthday and I forgave him. I believe in giving everyone a second chance. A lot of people believed I was making a big mistake by taking Daemon back. I do not regret it though. The best night of our relationship happened shortly after that. Daemon had told me he loved me and we went out for a romantic and amazing night to the Lookout in Vancouver and a romantic dinner and then the Rascal's Halloween party. I felt so extremely close to him that night. Our play was incredible! I had several people tell me to hang onto what I had with Daemon and they were blown away by watching us play together. I felt like our relationship had turned a corner that night and felt extremely close to him when I kissed him goodnight. I do think it turned a corner but not in the way I had thought. The next few weeks were not too good and very emotional for me. Daemon did a disappearing act right before a movie date we were supposed to go on. I had written a post (which I deleted) and then he phoned me and I was quick again to forgive him. I realize now that it was not a misunderstanding but is the way that Daemon is. I wanted to stick my head in the sand because I really wanted the relationship to work and the lust and passion were so strong that I couldn't think straight. We had a pretty good date that night but things started to change after that point. Daemon withdrew from the computer and wasn't even reading my blog or going on MSN or even checking his e-mails. The only way to get a hold of him was through the phone and he was not taking my calls most of the time. He did another disappearing act on me shortly after the movie date. This time I have to admit my feelings were starting to change and I was starting to get angry. He couldn't seem to keep in touch with me and would disappear for a few days and make me wonder what was going on. I confronted him on the phone on the Thursday night before Halloween. I explained to Daemon that I have abandonment issues. My Dad likes to do disappearing acts on me and I couldn't handle the emotional roller coaster of constantly wondering what is going on with Daemon. He reassured me that he would only disappear for a few days and that he would not abandon me. He promised me that if he were to break up with me that he would do that and not just disappear on me. He said it was not because of me but it was him and the way he is as to why he was disappearing for days. I was very unsure though that things were going to change. I met him at Metrotown on the Saturday. He was late for our date and I spent some time outside in the cold and rain and was doing some serious thinking about our relationship at that point. I was starting to doubt that Daemon would change his ways. He could tell I was very off and things felt different between us. We did a lot of talking at Red Robin and at Starbucks and I slowly warmed back up to Daemon and let him back in again. Daemon is very charming and when we are together he can make me feel like things are going to be ok. Then he can disappear in the blink of an eye and make me doubt things. It's a roller coaster going full speed heading towards a brick wall. I think I knew in the back of my mind that things were not going to change. We had a talk at the King George Skytrain that night that told me a lot. I almost got the feeling Daemon was trying to tell me something that night. I told him I didn't think I could live without him in my life and that I could ever go to Rascal's without him. He said if we ever broke up that I would be over it within 6 months. His words did not comfort me at all. I was so troubled by our conversation that I barely spoke on the way home. Master said usually I was smiling and happy after my dates with Daemon and that I looked very upset. He was starting to worry about Daemon and I's relationship at that point. We talked about Daemon that night and Master was starting to express a lot of worries that it wasn't going to work out. I still wanted to believe somehow that we could make it work because I loved Daemon and cared so deeply for him. He came over last Tuesday for a few hours to my place. I was honestly expecting to play together. We had both said we were hoping for privacy so we could be together. That did not happen though. I made him a yummy lunch and then we went upstairs and I gave him a very long massage. There was a lot of intimacy but he did not spank me or even play with me. Daemon and I never slept together in the last two months. We talked about it but it never happened. He kept telling me how he was enjoying "denying me". He told me that a lot in our relationship and I can't help but wonder if these disappearing acts of his have anything to do with that. I can't help but wonder if this is a power trip for Daemon or some kind of game. I walked him to the bus stop and I took his face in my hands and passionately kissed him goodbye. He seemed in good spirits and things seemed good between us. That was the last time I saw or heard from him. He has not returned several phone calls or e-mails or MSN messages from me. It has been a week and a half since I last heard from him. I wanted to wait to write this post in case I might hear from him this week but I havn't. He was supposed to come over to my place yesterday for an appointment in the area but he didn't call or show up. We were supposed to go to Rascal's together this weekend also. I planned to take him to the Vancouver Art Gallery and then out for a romantic dinner before going to play together. Obviously that isn't happening now. I have to honestly wonder if I will hear from Daemon again or if he has disappeared into the darkness and I will never really have closure. I don't think that I did anything wrong. I tried very hard to work on our relationship but that is hard to do when I'm the only one working on it and he is making no effort. I have no choice but to say goodbye to Daemon and to move on. I wish it didn't have to be like this but I can't live my life in limbo wondering if or when he might contact me and constantly going through the disappearing acts. It's not fair to me or even Master Anakin. Master told me he was at the end of his rope with Daemon this week. He has had to wipe the tears from my eyes and to be there while Daemon continues to break my heart over and over again. I will admit this strained our relationship a bit. I also feel really bad that Shiro (the new Dom) has come into my life while I am on the heels of a bad breakup with Daemon. I feel like I havn't been able to give him enough of my attention and focus. Shiro has been a really wonderful friend though. We plan to meet tommorow night for dinner and he will be taking me to Rascal's. I am not sure if we will be playing together because I am on my period. I think it will be difficult for me to be at Rascal's where I shared two incredible nights with Daemon and considered our special place. I do think it's good for me to move on though. I am even going to Metrotown tommorow to go shopping and that is also a place that holds a lot of memories of Daemon there. I have no choice but to move forward. I am heartbroken but I can't ride the emotional roller coaster anymore. It's left me drained and upset and caused many sleepless nights and anxiety. There is nothing more I can try to do to fix things with Daemon. He's cut me out of his life and has made his choices in his life. He has to know that I can't spend my life sitting around waiting for him to contact me. It's not fair to me. He is supposed to be in a relationship with me and it's a simple need for me to ask him to keep in touch or at least return my messages. I also think it's rude not to let people know what is going on when you have plans with them. R did some disappearing acts on me but never stood me up for any of our dates. I don't understand why Daemon does this. I know he blames depression but it must be more than that. Depression does not excuse being rude like this and it's a pattern which keeps happening with him. I will always cherish my special memories with Daemon and I hope that he is ok. Even though he is doing this to me I still worry about him and hope he is ok and I really hope he gets his life together. I think Daemon is losing out on someone who would have done almost anything for him. I gave my heart and soul to him and I truly loved him and will always carry him in my heart.... The power of goodbye by Madonna Your heart is not open, so I must go The spell has been broken...I loved you so Freedom comes when you learn to let go Creation comes when you learn to say no You were my lesson I had to learn I was your fortress you had to burn Pain is a warning that something's wrong I pray to God that it won't be long Do ya wanna go higher? Chorus: There's nothing left to try There's no place left to hide There's no greater power than the power of good-bye Your heart is not open, so I must go The spell has been broken...I loved you so You were my lesson I had to learn I was your fortress Chorus: There's nothing left to lose There's no more heart to bruise There's no greater power than the power of good-bye Bridge: Learn to say good-bye I learn to say good-bye Chorus: There's nothing left to try There's no more places to hide There's no greater power than the power of good-bye There's nothing left to lose There's no more heart to bruise There's no greater power than the power of good-bye ..... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - The Master's Touch

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone. I hope you like this week's HNT image. Please be sure to click on the photo to enlarge it for a better look. I'd like to thank everyone who took the time to participate by commenting on this year's Love Our Lurkers day; it's very encouraging to hear from some of our readers who don't usually comment but enjoy reading about our Journey to the Darkside. Comment or not, thank you, dear readers, for stopping by and being part of our Journey. Our site statistics say we've just passed 1.9 million visitors and padme and I are very happy that all of you could be part this milestone. In the new year, 2009, we anticipate passing two million hits. We hope that our blog has made a positive contribution to your life and to the respective on-line and R/T communities we participate in. Again, thank you. My padme will have a spanking coming to her in the next few days also for all the comments and I will be posting a picture of that in a future post. This week's HNT image was Photoshopped from a timed photograph of padme and Myself getting ready to spank her on her sweet ass with My belt last Friday. Backlit from a cold, concrete basement wall, in her sillouette she's wearing a PVC corset, skirt and thong and is kneeling on a black cloth covered chair, awaiting her attention. In the image, I'm reaching from off camera, positioning her ass with a belt in one hand; stroking her shoulder with my other hand to make a connection and reassure her before the pain begins. Her head is turned, responding to her Master's touch, looking towards Me as I touch her, yet the rest of her body and soul still, anticipating what is to come. Please leave us a comment or drop us an email and let us know what you think of this week's image. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin

Love Our Lurkers Day 3

Bonnie started Love our Lurkers day and it was a such a big success that she is doing her third year of it and we are going to be participating! Master Anakin and I are hoping that it will convince some lurkers to come out of the shadows and say hello and leave us a comment. I know the last two years we participated we got a lot of comments and we heard from many people we had never heard from before. This is your chance to speak up and tell us what you think about Journey to the Darkside. We would really love to hear from you! We appreciate the feedback and really enjoy hearing from our readers. :) Your comments mean so much to us. I try very hard to respond to all of them but sometimes there just isn't enough time in the day to respond to each and every comment. I read them all and we both appreciate the feedback and time it takes to leave a comment here at Journey to the Darkside. We would really love to hear from you today! Please leave us a comment. I will beg if I have to...you can use a fake name or a real name. You can be someone who comments regularly or someone who hasn't commented in months or years or maybe never. Just please come out of the shadows today and say hello and pop your head out. We'd love to know who reads us and who enjoys Journey to the Darkside and we would love for you to say hello. Thank you to everyone who has been there for our journey and for all your comments and support. It means a lot to us and we really enjoy hearing from everyone. Thank you for joining us on our journey....Our Journey to the Darkside! Master Anakin says if we get enough comments from lurkers that I will be getting a spanking and we will be posting a picture of it for everyone to see! So please leave us a comment and say hello!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala and Master Anakin

My fun and fabulous date with the new Dom

There has been someone who has come into my life recently and I've been really enjoying getting to know him. I had seen him at a few public events but it wasn't until recently that I e-mailed him and asked him if he might be interested in playing with me sometime. I added him onto MSN messenger and it resulted in many chats and phone calls including a very naughty phone call a few weeks ago. We havn't played together yet but we did go out on a very fun date yesterday for the first time. I have been calling him S but my friend, Shasta reminded me that I have already used that inital for my old friend, S and that initial was used already. So I looked up a name for him today and came out with Shiro which is Japanese and means Samurai Male. I have always had a thing for asian males and I think Shiro is very attractive and fun to be around. I have been really enjoying getting to know Shiro and look forward to us playing together hopefully soon. We met in Downtown Vancouver yesterday at 1 pm. We gave each other a big hug and then headed for lunch because I was really hungry and needed some coffee. We tried to go to Red Robin but it was closed due to a private event. So we found the Bread Garden and he treated me to lunch. I enjoyed my Thai sandwich and salad and latte and we had a really good talk. Then we walked over to Davie street to do some shopping. I've been looking for a long flogger and we went to Little Sister's first to see what toys they had. I saw a few there that I'd like to get from there. Then we headed down to the Love's Touch which is where I got my "bad kitty" collar for my birthday and also my new corset. Shiro noticed a very sexy pink PVC skirt on the rack and asked me if I would like to try it on. It has a slit up the one side and I really loved how it looked on me. He spoiled me and bought it for me! Thanks Shiro! I then got myself some pink striped stockings to go with it. I promised him that I will be wearing that for him very soon so he can see it on me. I put up a picture today of what they look like. I can't wait to see how my corset goes with the outfit. That was a very nice surprise and Shiro is such a sweet guy! We went to a wine store and then up to Starbucks for a coffee. He had a porno for me to watch and I enjoyed it but admit I was starting to really turn me on with the violet wand scene. I also was a bit paranoid that someone might see me watching naughty stuff on the small screen. lol! We talked until it got dark. The chemistry and connection felt very strong. I wanted to hold his hand but felt nervous. He wanted to take me to a Japanese restaurant for dinner on Robson Street so we walked over there afterwards. The food was incredible! Japanese food is one of my favorites and I really enjoyed the chicken teriyaki noodles. We had a really good talk about his travels and about life. I felt very close to him and I didn't want the night to end. We walked up Robson Street afterwards and he took me to a very upscale lingerie store that I hadn't been to before called Agent Provocateur. It had some of the classiest and most expensive lingerie I've ever seen before. Even the riding crop looked fancy! I was drooling! I was pretty turned on looking at the lingerie and having some fantasies of wearing some of it for Shiro. I had a few thoughts about asking him to check into a hotel and spend the night together but I knew that should wait until we've had the chance to play together or get to know each other a bit more. I didn't want to go home yet so we looked for a place to have a drink and some dessert. We went to Moxie's and found a place at the bar. The Canuck's game was on and I ordered a bellini. I got it moxie sized and was a bit surprised to see how big the glass was when it came. lol! We split a white chocolate brownie which was SO yummy! mmmm.. I warned him that "little miss dangerous" comes out when I drink too much. There was a lot of body language happening at that time. Kissing, hand holding, and intimate glances and flirting. We talked about toys a lot and I felt myself squirming a bit wishing that we could find a private place to go play together. He looked some handsome and he told me I was "glowing" at one point. I don't think it was just the alcohol that was making me glow. *smiles* :) He walked me to the Burrard Skytrain afterwards and I gave him a kiss goodbye and touched his face and tore myself away to go home. I went down the escalator and looked back at one point and saw him watching me and smiling. I had the biggest smile in that moment. I phoned Master to let him know I was on my way home. I thought about Shiro on the skytrain home. I felt a lot of sadness while going by Metrotown though and thinking of a certain other Dom who has really disappointed me recently. That is a different blog post though for another time.... I had a really great date with Shiro and can't wait to see him again! Thank you Shiro for a fabulous night and spoiling me! You have come into my life and given me a lot of hope for the future and hopefully many more dates together. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

TGIF! Play time with padme!

TGIF. My padme and I are having a wonderful Friday. I am off work today and wanted some play time with My girl. We stole away into our basement and had some wonderful erotic play. I had her dress in her PVC skirt and fishnet stockings and new corset that I hadn't seen her in yet. My girl looked so naughty and sexy in it! I tied her up and spanked her and then used My belt on her sweet ass and generally had a hell of a lot of fun. I wanted to share a couple of the many photos I took of O/our play. It had been far too long since we got to play like this. My padme's ass is nicely red and she's worn out from all the orgasms. I hope you enjoy these black and white photos I took just an hour ago. Now, back to My padme... May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Happy HNT - Naughty Needles

Happy HNT everyone. I wanted to share a picture I took of My padme experiencing acupuncture needle play for the first time. A friend at a play party offered to give padme the needles and W/we eagerly agreed. I watched as he put the needles into her breasts one by one, creating the work of art you see above. He showed Me how to do the needles and I got to put one in her too. It was wonderfully erotic to watch padme experience the unique sensation of accupuncture play and to participate in that experience. Life is about new experiences, and this definitely was one for both Myself and My padme. Enjoy this week's HNT image! Please leave a comment; we really enjoy and value your feedback. May the Force be with you. ~Anakin P.S. Congratulations President elect Obama. I put up two designs in our online store to celebrate his election victory. One is called Yes we can and the other Yes we did. We watched Obama's victory speech last night and felt inspired and hopeful.

Tuesday meme

It's amazing who you run into on Halloween down at the mall. We took our kids trick or treating at the mall on Halloween and saw two really cool Star Wars costumes. One was Darth Vader and the other was a Stormtrooper. They both looked really realistic and cool!! They both were posing for pictures and Master took one and I wanted to put it up for everyone to see. I'm not sure where they got their costumes but I thought they both looked like the real thing. Of course Master Anakin also wore his Darth Vader costume that night too. Lots of Star Wars fans come out that night and wear their costumes! I am waiting for Daemon to come over this morning. He has an appointment in the area and will be dropping by for some private time. We got together on Saturday and it's been a bit frustrating for us to have no privacy every time we get together lately. I am really hoping that he will be able to give me a spanking. I could really use one! There hasn't been much play happening in the Skywalker house lately. My ex husband is away on a trip and we've had Leia and the kids have been trying to stay up late. We did get a bit of play on Halloween when Leia was at a sleepover. Master is home from work on Friday so hopefully we can also get some spanking play happening that day! It's been hard with two kids around to try to find the time for playing. At least Rascal's is next weekend and I'm looking forward to lots of play there! I got tagged for a meme from Southern Angel and wanted to give it a try this morning: The Rules-* Link to your tagger and list these rules on your blog.* Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog - some random, some weird.* Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.* Let them know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog. 1. I have a half-brother that I will be meeting for the first time soon 2. I had my first orgasm ever after getting my first spanking from a boyfriend at 16 years old 3. I am a natural red head. I dye my hair blonde. 4. I am addicted to coffee. I can't live without my morning cup of coffee. 5. I hate clowns!! I think they are creepy and will not buy anything that has a clown on it. 6. I watch the Food Network a lot to try to get different ideas for cooking. Cooking is a real passion for me and one of the best ways to serve someone is to cook for them. 7. I have watched the Star Wars movies more than any other movie series. I am not tagging anyone (I know I have broken the rules and need a spanking!) but feel free to use the meme if you want to give it a try! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

New designs at Darkside Digital Arts

I've been working hard over the past couple months creating many new designs for our online store, Darkside Digital Arts. Above are 3 samples of the approximately 80 original designs I published yesterday. And there's many more to come. The first design sample above, "You're NOT the BOSS of ME!" is one that I will NOT be allowing My padme to purchase; it's a really sassy one for a submissive to wear. The second sample design, "PAIN SLUT" is much more suited to padme, and she might just be getting that one for Christmas from Santa. Finally, an image of our kitty Miesha is featured looking Darth Vader-like behind the words, "May the FUR be with you," kind of like the Force, only furrier. I put all 80 of these latest designs in the "New Designs" section so they are easy to find. I covered a wide variety of subjects so there's definitely something for everyone in there. Take a look and keep us in mind as the Christmas season approaches. I've got at least 80 more designs done and ready to put in there, and I'll be publishing them into this section over the next two days. I'll add even more as time allows before Christmas, so be sure to check back later as well. If there's any design or saying you've always wanted on a shirt, just let me know by emailing me at anakins.blog@gmail.com and I'll see what I can come up with. Enjoy, and please let me know what you think of the new designs in a comment or an email. May the Fur be with you... ~Anakin