Monday morning masturbation

The kids were back to school today and Master was back to work again after the holiday break. I was a bit worried I might be lonely today but I was glad to have the place back to myself again and I had also been given permission to use my Hitatchi and masturbate this morning. It's been weeks since I last had the chance for some private time with my favorite vibrator. I forgot how good it feels to start the day with masturbation. I had a really big orgasm and am feeling really relaxed today and getting back to normal with my routine again. I got a few gifts for Christmas which have been really wonderful. I got a 12 cup coffee maker for Christmas to replace my 1 cup which had broken down. It's wonderful also that it has a timer so I can have my morning cup brewing as I wake. Leia is also into drinking coffee so we both get to enjoy a cup of Tim Hortons coffee in the morning. I also got a new George Foreman grill for Christmas too and have made a lot of use out of that. It's great see all the grease pour into the container and not into the food. I am trying to figure out how I coped without both of those as they are now gifts that I use almost every day now. I did not make any new year's resolutions this year but have instead tried to make some goals for myself. I am trying to be more organized and also put more into my housework and keeping the place clean and organized. I am trying to cook more at home and do more baking. I am also trying to connect with other people and hopefully meet some new people and make some new friends. I am going to the orientation for Libido Lounge on Sunday. I am hoping this will connect me with a new group of people and some fun experiences. Shiro is going with me and I'm looking forward to starting on my membership. I am also trying to organize getting people together for the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show next Saturday. I thought it would be fun to get a group of people together for it. It makes it a lot more fun! I can't wait! I also got a e-mail on Fetlife from someone who wants to maybe meet for a coffee later this week. I hope that works out. I have been feeling very isolated and I don't feel like I have too many close friends. I put a thread on Fetlife about carpooling also hoping to find people who live close to me and hopefully I can get out to more munches this year and public events. I am trying to put myself out there more in hopes of finding some new friends and not being so lonely or isolated as I have been. Master has been very encouraging with this and I'm really glad. I also might look into doing some volunteering this year too with all my free time during the days and to keep myself busy. I am also going to get back into reading again. It's been a while since I read a good book and I've got a new one for Christmas called The Darker Side of Pleasure by Eden Bradley. I plan to devote some time each day to reading and relaxing and having some time for myself. I think it's important and will do me a lot of good to take some time each day for reading. I am hoping for lots of play too this year and hopefully being able to cross lots off my bucket list. I was able to cross lots off last year and try many firsts. I just got off the phone with Shiro. I am also looking forward to the new year with him and many new possibilities for some fun in our future and getting to know him more. He's been a really good friend to me and is very special to my heart. :) Hopefully there will be lots of spankings in the next year too. I was thinking today that there are a few spanking toys that I would like to buy and also try this year. Maybe I'll be able to find a few things at the Taboo show next weekend. I can't wait! I am also hoping to blog more this year and try to keep up with blogging. It's an important release for me to be able to write. It's been a really long time since I wrote an erotic story and would also love to try to find some time for that too. Hopefully the snow will melt soon and I'll be back to my walking again too. I miss that a lot. My force feels stronger today and I am looking ahead at a new year full of many possibilities for 2009. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala