TGIF! A weekend of being Darth Vader's slave

TGIF!! It has been a long and rough week with many different things going on. A few doors have closed. Some have opened. I feel there are lot of possibilities on the horizon. Someone from my past has come back into my life. I am taking it slow and riding the waves and seeing where it takes me. I am often quick to jump into things but I noticed that I'm trying to going a lot slower than normal. He wanted to get together and fuck and get right back into a relationship again. I want to wait and see if we can make it work first. We'll see what happens... There has been a lot of emotions boiling away inside of me this week. I've felt sad and hurt. I've felt horny and submissive. I've felt insecure and vulnerable. I've felt need and want. My emotions seem to go up and down and I don't know what to expect next. Master Anakin is home today and the kids are going to be in school. We have plans to play today. This is the first time in two weeks (since Valentine's day) that we will be able to play together. We didn't play last weekend due to my brand healing and I was busy at different events. (Dirty Girls and Rascal's) I promised Master that my sole focus for this weekend would be him. My thoughts and emotions would be all about him. Serving and submitting and being His slutty slave. I have been told that I'm going to be spanked today and that he has some special plans for me this weekend. I need this so bad. I want to play with Darth Vader and go to the darkside with him. I am itching for a spanking and I am craving some rough play with my Master. He always knows just where to take me and how to make me cum over and over again until my legs are shaking and I feel weak from all the orgasms. I will be having limited access to the computer this weekend. I have been told that he will be monitoring everything. He plans to give me very strict control. I can't wait to focus on him and get into my slave role and just submit and try to make him happy. I've missed our force and I think this will be wonderful for both of us. I hope that I will be able to cross something off my bucket list this weekend too! I plan to blog about it all on Monday! I saw this meme on Jennifer's blog and wanted to give it a try: Sex Questions Answered 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes. There is a few! :) 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon, or night? Sex is great anytime! Morning, afternoon or night is great with me! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right. 4. Do you masturbate? Silly question! I masturbate all the time and I blog about it here at Journey to the Darkside. *winks* 5. How often? I masturbate a few times a week at the very least 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 7. Do you prefer showers or baths? Baths, especially hot bubble baths with candles, Lush, and soft music. 8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath? Yes, a few times :) 9. Do you watch/read pornography? Yes, I do. I love porn! 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? What do you think? lol. Obviously I like someone aggressive in bed. I am married to Darth Vader! *smiles* 11. Would you choose love or money? Love! 12. Your top three favorite kinks in bed? 1. spanking 2. bondage 3. rough sex 13. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually? Yes 14. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex? Waikiki Beach in Hawaii. Also Harrison Hot Springs on the beach when I was on my honeymoon. 15. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? Out in a deserted cabin in Loon Lake during a family trip a few years ago. It was kind of creepy and I kept thinking Jason from the Friday the 13th movies was going to sneak up on us. 16. Have you ever been caught having sex? Yup! I have a few stories to tell about getting caught having sex. Especially the one day the in-laws showed up and surprised us and we were right in the middle of fucking. 17. Have you ever been to a strip club? Yes. Many times especially to Mugs and Jugs in New West. I used to go there all the time back in the club days. 18. Ever been to a bar just to get sex? Yes. I have gone to the bar (clubs) to find sex. 19. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons? No. I was almost kicked out during a fight once though. 20. Ever been picked up in a bar? Many times. 21. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex? Many times! I've slept with two women but the list is endless of how many women I've kissed through the years. I kissed 5 women just last weekend! :) 22. What's your sexuality? Bisexual 21. Had sex in a movie theater? No but I've flashed my tits in the movie theater and also made out in a few. 22. Had sex in a bathroom? No. But I've masturbated a lot in different bathrooms. 23. Have you ever had sex at work? Yes. Years ago when I worked retail. 24. Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes. Many times and many different adult stores. 25. Bought something from an adult store? I've bought lots of toys and sexy things from adult stores. 26. Do you own any sex toys? Yes. Lots! 27. If yes, what are they? There is way too many to count! 28. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film? Lots of people have naughty pictures of me. A few people have me on film too. 29. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name? Yes a long time ago. 30. Have you ever had phone sex? Yes. Lots of times. 31. Have you ever had cyber sex? Yes. Lots of times. 32. What's your favorite sexual position? Doggy style where he is riding me by pulling on my hair. 33. What's your favorite sex act? having orgasms. 34. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time? Yes. Many times. I can't wait to play with Darth Vader this weekend... May the force be with you always!! ~padme amidala