Happy HNT - Published in the Walrus Magazine

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! We have a special HNT picture for this week. We found out on Monday that we were published in the Walrus Magazine. I had done an interview for them about blogging and it got published! It was really big news and we did some celebrating. It's a pretty big thing to be published in a big magazine! I have been keeping it a secret from everyone because I wasn't sure it would really happen. I had a few people call me "famous" and a "celebrity" because of it. I don't really think of myself like that. I'm a surburban lonely desperate housewife who lives an interesting life and has many wild adventures and blogs about them. I honestly didn't think that our blog would ever become as popular and big as it has. It blows me away that we have gotten over two million hits and have now been published in a magazine! I wonder what's next. We got some very negative reviews in that first year we started blogging. Some people made fun of us and put us down. We were called a "trainwreck" on one review site. I almost wanted to walk away from the blog a few times but Master stopped me. I had no idea that our blog would catch the attention of a publisher Hal Niedzviecki and then the Walrus Magazine. Master and I went to the local Chapters store yesterday and picked up a copy of the magazine. I was shocked to actually see it in print. It was a surreal experience for me. Standing in Chapters and reading a magazine article which has my name in it! I never expected anything like that would ever happen to me in my life. I really wish I could share this big news with our families but it's a shame that we have to keep our lives so secret. There is way too much risk. I do realize that someday someone from our families may come across this blog. We get a lot of readers. I wonder sometimes what would happen if that happens. I feel addicted to blogging. I don't think that I could ever stop. Being a blogger is a big part of my life now. I love to write about my feelings and experiences. We came home and Master wanted me to do a tit flash while holding a copy of the magazine. I don't think the cover of the Walrus magazine has ever looked so sexy! *smiles* I'm sure you can see my hard nipples that I got when Master was teasing me about being such a flirt and exhibitionist. I can't help it! I love to show off my tits. It seems to drive the boys wild and even a few girls too! *winks* We hope you enjoy the picture. Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think. We always enjoy hearing from you. It's been a bit of a roller coaster of a week so far. We got published and we have been having a lot of big talks lately about the future. There are a few things on the horizon for the future (like being in a documentary and such) and I want to ride the wave and see where it takes me. I don't like to jinx things so I am not sure if I will blog about some things until it happens. Yesterday had it's ups and downs and caused a lot of insomnia for me last night. I got 5 hours of sleep. There were 3 different women on my mind all night! I will let you guess who those 3 lovely ladies are. They are all on my mind for different reasons. I have had a lot of bisexual feelings going on and am very attracted and into 3 women right now but I don't really know how any of them really feel about me. I'd like to be wanted by another woman. I am aching to be physically intimate with another woman again who I can connect with. I have kissed and made out with (and even played with) a lot of women the last few years but I never slept with any of them. I havn't had much luck when it comes to women unfortunately. I've got a history of rejection from different women and it's built some walls up and I'm afraid to make moves on women who may not want me the way I want them. More on this in another post.. ..... I got some big news last night which made me very happy. My friend, talia asked me 2 questions on our Question and Answer post and I am going to answer it today as it applies to the news. Thanks for the great questions, talia! Q: 1. why does Master A never come out to an event? A: Master Anakin is not very social. He has never had much interest in going to public events. He can be quite shy around people and prefers to be home when I go out to play. He will play video games or work on the online store or watch UFC fights and have his "guy time". He loves that I come home to him (he's always waiting up for me) and tell him all the juicy details. I'm usually wet and ready to fuck! I'm practically dragging him upstairs to fuck after coming home from playing. He did come to LB's private play party in October. It was easier to convince him to go because there was less people and we could play in private in the medical room. I have begged him to come with me to public events. I would love to have him there. He's my Daddy and Master/Owner. I'd love to be playing with him instead of other Doms. I came home a few times after different events and told him how much I had wished it had been him flogging me or playing with me. I love to play with Daddy the most out of any Doms I have been with. I've been aching for him to come to a public bdsm event so we can play together and experience that together. We do have some issues also when it comes to sitting and our kids. We have one sitter for our son and our daughter isn't old enough yet to leave more than a few hours with sitting our son. We get limited overnights and Master often wants to spend those together alone playing and such. We had talked about maybe going to a libido lounge bdsm party last weekend but our sitter was sick and we didn't know what to do about our son. We can't bring him to events obviously and we don't trust hiring some stranger to sit him. So that is a dilemma we face when it comes to Master A coming to events also. Q: 2. Has Master A ever played with you in public? A: He has never been to a public event. He has gone to the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show but that's not a bdsm event. LB's party was a private play party so it wasn't technically in public. We have done private type of play (spankings, fucking, tit flashes etc...) in public places together but not at somewhere like Rascal's or MVK or a bdsm type of event. Master and I were discussing weekend plans yesterday. There had been a possibility of going to a Sagacity event over on the Island. Daddy said "no" to going though. He was concerned as it's a all-night type of bdsm event and he wasn't sure about the safety and security with staying overnight there. He likes to have me home after events and know where I am. I also would be sleeping in a sleeping bag and that isn't good for my arthritis and neck/back problems. The ferries also only run til 9 pm so if there was a problem he couldn't come get me. I was disappointed but I understood Daddy's reasons and he is the Boss. I feel bad it didn't work out but I respect my Master's wishes. I was invited to Dirty Girls and wanted to go to Rascal's this weekend so I discussed it with Daddy. He told me to decide between the Dirty Girls and Rascal's. I could only go to one event. I am supposed to add that to my rules now. I am not allowed to go to more than one event on a weekend. It's way too difficult to deal with two late nights on the weekends and trying to come down from it all. I chose Rascal's for this weekend. I have never missed a Rascal's event since I started going that first time with Daemon. It's my personal favorite of all events that happen. I love to hang out and I really love the atmosphere there. I asked my friend, Doc if she would like to come with me to Rascal's as I didn't want to go alone. She agreed and we made plans. Then I tried to convince Master to come with me. I made arragements for sitting and then I told him what Doc/baby girl had wrote on my Fetlife wall: "Promise to wear a school girl outfit? LOL! Good luck Good luck Good luck! I'm starting to really look forward to it too Padme!" It was kind of funny how fast he answered "yes"! I couldn't believe it! I've been trying and trying and trying to get him to come to public events. He kept saying no until I told him what Doc had said. lol! She was able to convince him and change his mind. Master Anakin has a schoolgirl fetish. I saw a big smile on his face when I told him she would be there wearing her schoolgirl outfit and mentioned wearing mine that night for him too! He met Doc when we drove her home after the last Rascal's night. I know he thought she was pretty cute. He noticed her schoolgirl skirt that night and mentioned it a few times to me. Thank you Doc for helping me convince Master Anakin to come to Rascal's! I literally wanted to jump up and down when he told me he was coming with me! I was a really excited girl. Doc and I can be naughty schoolgirls that night and I KNOW that would drive poor Darth Vader wild! He had quite a hard-on last night when we talked about it and he demanded a blowjob. It was a big reason I didn't get to bed til after 11 pm. I am really excited about Rascal's and can't wait to pack my toy bag. I am really hoping that I can convince Master to play in public or at least the private area of Rascal's. I'm really happy to see Master so happy. I am trying not to have any expectations about Rascal's but I admit that is a bit hard. I'd love to be able to kiss Doc again or maybe even play with her. I would love to see her play with Master Anakin also if she was interested in that. It's been years since Master Anakin played with a woman other than me. I know she would make his fantasies cum true if she lifted her schoolgirl skirt and allowed him to spank her cute bottom! Ohhhhh...that is a hot fantasy! It makes me wet just thinking about it. It's been YEARS since I saw him spank another woman and he's a really great spanker. I feel bad that I have been the one to get all the playtime with other people through the years. Master Anakin often feels left out. I am so happy he is coming on Saturday and I get to experience his first public bdsm event with him! Yeah! :) .... Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala