Just call me the Stepford Wife. I've spent my morning looking after my sick husband and also doing chores, baking, and putting dinner into the slow cooker. My sister likes to make fun of me that I am the "stepford wife" and I have to admit that I kind of like it. I like being a 1950's type of wife. I am able to stay home and look after my kids and husband. I really enjoy being a domestic diva. I am able to cook which is one of my favorite passions. I can throw myself into housework and I enjoy a nice clean place.
Master has been really controlling lately and I am enjoying it very much. My focus had been really off the last few weeks. My mind was on other people and other things going on. Last week I sunk into a deep depression and it helped me when my sister came out but I still felt like I was a bit lost. He was able to get me focused on the weekend. Lots of play on the darkside and total control over me. Everything was totally controlled by him. I didn't even have to think about any decisions or what to eat or do. I have to admit that this turned me on a lot to have him deny me things and take over with controlling all aspects of my life. I love having a TPE (total power exchange) relationship. I am craving Him to take over more and more aspects of my life. To hand over all the power to Darth Vader. I much prefer to have Him making the decisions and controlling my life.
I often talk about His "homemade whip" in my blog posts. His whip has become a big part of my training recently. I have been whipped a lot for the tinest infractions. I have a love/hate relationship with Darth Vader's whip. It can bruise and mark me more than most of our toys. It leaves mean and harsh whip marks which can last for a few days. It can be an evil spanking impliment. It hurts like hell when I'm getting it, especially when he uses it hard on my poor bottom. But I love how it makes me feel. I feel so incredibly submissive after he has whipped me with it. I have found myself craving harsher whippings and more intense pain from Him. Darth Vader can be a very mean man and he loves giving me my pain. It seems like lately he is reaching more for His whip than even His belt or other toys like paddles or floggers.
Darth Vader made His homewhip whip from materials bought at the Dom Depot. Errr...Home Depot. lol. The two strands are hard cords which make a whipping like sound when being used. It is a very intense type of toy and I would not recommend it for anyone who isn't into heavy amounts of pain. I am putting up a picture today of what the whip looks like. It is one of the quieter types of toys and can give a lot of pain in a short amount of time. I love when he makes me spread my legs for Him like in the picture. I feel soooooo submissive and usually very wet after He is done whipping me. Mmmmm..thinking about it right now makes me feel VERY aroused. :)
My force feels strong today because it is running through Him. I am working for Him today and I am enjoying His watchful eye on me as I am doing chores and baking and such. I am looking forward to more training and playing on the darkside with Darth Vader.
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
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2 comments:
It sucks to be sick, but it's a joy to have a well-whipped, submissive and working hard to please her Master Stepford wife taking good care of Me and My place. When applied with thought and attention, the harsher, the better behaved you are. I'm so looking forward to dinner. A system of punishments and rewards is working well; you positively glow under my boot and watchful eye. Our Force is strong.
~Anakin
I can feel the force. i've never met a couple with so much love and compassion.
I love the whip......Looks fun.
Big Hugs
His mija~
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