Honeymoon memories in Harrison Hot Springs

A very special day is coming up on Friday. A day which changed my life forever in more ways than one. I became a bride. I also became a TPE (total power exchange) slave. I can remember the way he looked at me when we said our vows. The way the sun was shining and the true happiness in my heart that I was marrying the man that I adore and wanted to fully submit to in every way. He used to tell me that getting married to him would change our relationship. That I would be signing a contact and would have to agree to be his total slave. It was the last final big decision that I would be making and he would be taking over total control from that day on. I barely remember the life that I had before that day I signed the contract and became a total slave. I was a different person back then. I had a credit card once (before my trip to Las Vegas in 2000) and I even had my own bank account. I had a lot of independence. I could do things and get away with them because there wasn't much domestic discipline in our relationship. I resisted the control a lot in those days. I know it frustrated him but he was patient. He waited years for me to become his lover. He would also wait years for me to agree to make that last final big decision and become his wife and total slave. One day it suddenly hit me. I was tired of holding onto some of the control. I could easily let go of the control in the bedroom but the other stuff scared me. I wanted to make that next step though. I knew that Master was the one for me. He knew me better than any other man I had ever been with. He knew my dark fantasies and also what a pain slut I was. He knew that I seeked a total power exchange type of relationship. It scared me but it also turned me on. He knew I wanted a stern sadistic Master but also a Daddy. I said those final words "I want to marry you" and that was it. A new journey began for us. I said "I do" to being His wife but I also was a total slave. I signed the total power exchange agreement on my wedding night. I can remember the way he looked at me after that. The true dominance in his eyes. He owned me and I knew it. I could never leave him. That option was gone. I was His forever. My name changed...the rules changed...everything in our lives changed that day. There have been times that wonder what could have been. I wanted a career and I had other dreams besides being a slave. I do not have any regrets though. I truly love my Master. I love to please him and serve him and make him happy. I believe that our relationship is stronger now than it was 5 years ago. The TPE seems normal to me now. I know the rules and I try my best to follow them. Sometimes I slip and have made mistakes but Master has been great with keeping me in line. I can't imagine my life without Master Anakin. I have so much to be grateful for. He has treated me very good and taken care of me. I think that it's very fitting that we are going back to Harrison Hot Springs this weekend to celebrate 5 years together as husband and wife and also Master and slave. Harrison Hot Springs was the very first place we traveled to when we first got together in our relationship. We have gone back there so many times and every time is special and I am reminded of the very special bond that I share with my soulmate. I wanted to share a few pictures of my honeymoon in Harrison Hot Springs in 2004. The top picture makes me giggle. It is a picture that was taken of our porno selections on the TV. I'll let you guess which one Master chose for us that night during our honeymoon. lol! The other picture is of our bathtub in the Harrison Hot Springs resort where we stayed. We shared that bath together with candles and champagne and fresh lake air coming in from the window. Very fond memories of that. The other picture is of the view from our deck at the resort. There was a beautiful lake view and we enjoyed breakfast out there on the deck. Mmm...I can still remember the french toast I ate that morning. :) I am doing a lot of reflecting today of our special anniversary. I can't wait to go back there this weekend with Master. We got a motel with a lake view so we can enjoy it again. I can't wait! Happy 5th wedding anniversary Master! I can't wait to celebrate with you this weekend... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala