TGIF!! Sunny spring days are the best!

TGIF!! I think that sunny spring days are the best ever! I love the sunshine and warm weather. The flowers are starting to bloom. Sunshine is awesome for my SAD (seasonal affective disorder). I feel like I am in a lot better place emotionally than I was a few days ago. The first part of the week was very stressful. My period started and a severe crash from the weekend play that we had. I also had some disappointing news as well as really big family news which rocked my world! I found out that my mother is moving back to B.C. My mom and I have a very complicated relationship and I'm really not sure how I feel about it all. Thinking about it gets me stressed out. I'd like to apologize to everyone who I pushed away this week. I was so emotional and I felt like I was fighting with everyone. I should learn to hide when I'm on my period. I shouldn't be around people or even blog. I was glad to take a break from blogging for a few days. I had severe PMS and it can be deadly when I'm having that and crashing from an intense weekend. I act a bit crazy for a few days. lol. I think every woman has to know what that is like though. It's really hard for me to control my emotions when I am overwhelmed and so emo. I wish that I could learn to deal with it better. I didn't handle my emotions very well and it pushed me over the edge. I don't think that I ate anything on Tuesday and I slept a few hours that night. I did a lot of crying and felt deeply depressed and like I was in a black hole. I am really glad that my sister came out for a visit on Wednesday. She turned things around for me. I hadn't seen her in a year and we havn't spent very much sister time together. This was a great chance to visit and I was so excited and surprised by her news about coming for a visit. We drank homemade wine on Wednesday night. We tried to play Rock band while intoxicated and that was pretty funny. lol. We stayed up late talking. She's a night owl so I didn't get to sleep until late. Yesterday we went out to Metrotown for shopping time. It was great retail therapy for us. My sister and I love to shop! I went to Lush and treated myself to lots of goodies! I can't wait to have a bath bomb tonight! :) I got a new spring jacket at Old Navy. I also got a new pair of sunglasses too! We had lunch together and a great time at Metrotown. Then we went for a visit with my grandma. It was a really nice day together and something that I've wanted to do and was on my bucket list! I get to cross something else off: #554 -Spend the whole day with my sister hanging out with her together She was thinking about staying through the weekend but she went home today. I really enjoyed having her here. Today has been a good day so far. I had lunch with my sister and a great visit with her. We found out that we have an overnight this weekend with no kids! Yeah! I'm looking forward to that tommorow. We are not sure of our plans yet though. Hmmm..what should we do with our 24 hours and no kids? My period also stopped today...just in time for the weekend! Woot! I am feeling VERY masochistic today. Lots of thoughts about spankings and sexy thoughts about blowjobs and orgasms. I just hope that this weekend can be spent being naughty together. I have missed our private time together. Our force feels strong today. Daddy and I have done a lot of talking this week. I am very glad for my strong Jedi to keep me focused when it feels like my life is falling apart. Thank you Master! I am so lucky to be His slave. :) I hope everyone has a great weekend!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala