 Yesterday was one of the worst days ever!! I felt like I was surrounded by darkness. Crashing from the weekend play and also my period starting and a whole lot of other stuff is going on too. There are some things that are going on which I don't really want to blog about. It feels too private and I'd rather keep it off my blog. I will say that I have felt great sadness for feeling a lot of distance with everyone that I love and care about the last few days.
Daddy and I got into a bit of a fight last night which was not a surprise considering how much I've been pushing him away lately. He tried to be a Daddy but I wouldn't listen to him and he got angry. Hopefully we can have some time this weekend together to get connected again and get our force strong. I hate when we are fighting. I feel bad that I've taken things out on him the last few days. I know that I am not easy to be around during PMS and crashing hard at the same time.
I did get some big family news yesterday and also today. I found out today that my little sister is coming for a visit tommorow! She got her driver's licence recently and is driving out to see me. She knows that I've had a rough few days and has been worried about me. I was feeling very alone and she wanted to come give me some support and hugs. Yeah for sisters! We havn't spent much time together lately. She'll be staying with us and I plan to have a good visit with her. She's staying with us til Friday. We've made sister plans for Thursday and I'm really excited about it! :) It was a very pleasant and unexpected surprise today for me. I can't wait to see her!
I will be mostly off the computer for the next few days. I need a break from the computer. Fetlife has a lot of drama going on and has stressed me out to read it all. I've also would prefer to keep my communication with people through the phone right now or real life. E-mails with some people are starting to really stress me out. I feel like communication with people is better either through the phone or getting together to talk to them. Miscommunication happens a lot through e-mails I have found out the hard way.
I hope to still update my twitter when I can and will check e-mails but we don't plan to put up an HNT picture this week. We'll be taking a brief break from blogging while we have company and also plans for this weekend.
May the force be with you!!
~padme amidala
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7 comments:
My padme,
Push me away and I always return with arms wide open, for you; I will take care of you and give you the R&R you need. You'd do the same and have done so. It's cool about your sis, too. You always come back stronger after some rest.
xo
~Anakin
that was a nice message Anakin.
Padme, I hope you have a wonderful time with your sister, you deserve it. I hope her visit will cheer you up. :)
There will always be negatives in your life and around you, that's why it is so critical to have a strong family base and love.
I agree on the drama thing, it sucks the big one and like you, I prefer phone calls to the likes of emailed miss communication.
Enjoy your sister and remember, to be strong for yourself first. Then your family second. You always come first.
hugs, Jennifer
padme, i hope you have a nice time with your sister and i hope the visit recharges your spirits.
Big Hugs
His mija
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If you like we could exchange links betwen our blogs.
Let me know!
Best regards
May you get rest and feel strong sweet padme.
Love Mary
Thanks for the comments! I had a really nice visit with my sister. :)
Hugs!
padme
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