 Today has been one of the worst days of my life and I'm sitting here in shock and very, very, very upset. My Dad passed away at around 3 pm today...just over 3 hours ago. I can't stop shaking. I don't even have the words right now to describe the emotions inside of me. My Dad passed away from a massive heart attack. It's been a very upsetting day for my family. My kids have been crying and very upset. I had to be the one to tell my Grandma and she was very shaken up. This came very suddenly and there was no notice or goodbyes. He went into the hospital and then had a massive heart attack and was gone. I got the call from my sister.
My sister is on her way down here so we can make arrangements. There is so much right now going through my head. My Dad is gone....he's really gone!!!!!!!!! OMG!! I just don't have the words right now......I want to start crying every time I think about it. He's gone...he's really gone!!!!!
My relationship was complicated with my Dad but we had been working towards improving our relationship lately. Our last phone call was about the death of his sister's and I know that affected him greatly. I feel a lot of loss for myself, my kids, my siblings, even my mother...and his family also. They've lost 3 now in their family all in a close amount of time.
I will not be blogging for a few days while we make arrangements and while I sort out of my emotions and all the pain that I am feeling in my heart right now...I'm in complete shock. I just can't stop shaking.
~padme amidala
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15 comments:
My padme, My love, My wife...
There are no words that can sum up the many feelings you are feeling. I'm deeply saddened and shocked at your Father's death. He was there from the day you were born; he helped give you life. I've known him for 19 years. I morn his loss; all of our loss. He was larger than life; but most of all, he was your Dad. I'm sorry. I'm so, so very sorry. I'll be here for you, helping you in any way I can. Know that I love you, and feel such sympathy for you. I'm sad. And so sad for you. Forever and ever thankful for ever day you had with your Father, and your good memories; he's in Heaven, and always in your heart.
~Anakin / Husband
Very sorry for your loss.
Xray
Sorry Padme for you and your family.. we will keep you in our prayers..
Padme,
I'm so sorry for your loss. Doesn't matter how old we are the loss of a parent is one of the hardest things we will ever go through. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs,
PK
I'm so sorry to hear of this news, padme. Losing a parent at any age is never easy, particularly when the relationship has been complicated.
Take care and if you need to talk, drop me a line anytime.
((hugs))
Sorry to hear about your loss.
Prefectdt
im truly sorry. :(
i hope that peace will find you.
losing a parent is like losing a part of yourself. you all are in my thoughts..
hugs to you and your family.
You have my sincere condolences. Having lost my father to a sudden heart attack when I was 9-year-old (he was only 37), I can relate to the shock you're going through. Stay strong.
you have my love and sympathy. I can't imagine your pain right now. Please know other are wishing you will and sending their love.
Sweetie, I am so very sorry. You and yours are in my prayers.
Hugs,
Tracy
Our condolences to you and your family. My (Mr M-D)dad died suddenly many years ago (the day before my senior prom) and I still miss him a lot. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
DanO
I'm so sorry for your loss.
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh padme i am so sorry! i wish i were able to see you and hug you and provide you some comfort! My prayers are with you and your family!
I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Thank you for all the messages and support. I really appreciate it with this difficult time.
padme
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