I had planned to write a blog post about my bucket list today but it's going to have to get pushed to the side for now. I wanted to write about last night and what happened while it's all fresh in my mind. It's been a while since I had a punishment spanking. I had this one coming for a while...
The D/s has been on pause a lot since my Dad passed away and also a lot of other family stress. It caused some problems in Master and I's relationship. I had to make tough decisions. I had to be a big girl for a while. We both were unhappy though. I could tell that he was stressed. I was feeling alone and needy. I also started to get very mouthy lately. I broke a few rules also.
He was my outlet for all my stress. The arguments seemed to get more intense lately. I could tell that he was holding back. He wanted to be my Daddy but Master was trying to not get too controlling. The last few weeks have been very stressful. I've needed him to take the reigns again and be the head of the household. I needed my Master back.
I got my wish last night. I got very mouthy and directed all my anger at Master. I was a real princess with him and I pushed my luck too far during dinner. I went upstairs to lay down on my bed for a while. I got a bit of a surprise when Master came upstairs about 20 minutes later and had a very dominant look on his face. He told me that the kids were going to be out for a few hours. He had arranged it so we could have some time alone. I was very surprised and started to get a bit worried. Especially when I saw the look on his face and the belt coming out of his pant loops.
I admit that I tried to resist him. You can't resist Darth Vader though when he's in full Dom mode. "Get your fucking ass over the bed, bitch!!" he yelled at me. Then grabbed me and flung me towards the end of the bed. My shorts came down first and then a few hard spanks with his hand before my panties were also pulled down. He shoved me down on the bed and told me to "stay still!!!!" with the firmest voice I have heard in a very long time.
I started to shake and anticipated the first stroke. I havn't been spanked in a long time as punishment. Holy crap it was HARD!! It took my breath away. I could feel that welt burn into my flesh of my backside. I tried to complain a bit which got me another stroke even harder. The sounds of his belt strapping me echoed around our room. There was no counting. There was no breaks. His belt hit my ass over and over again. He reminded me of my safeword at one point as he increased the intensity of the speed of the belt.
He broke me down with his belt. I was sobbing and in tears by the end of it. The strapping felt endless. My ass felt like it was on fire and was bright red!! I released all the tension and stress and cried my eyes out while he held me in his arms. It's been a while since he spanked me that hard and also since I cried from it. He wiped the tears away and reassured me and told me that it was time to get back on track again. He knew what I needed and it was a good punishment spanking. It gets my focus back and for us to get back into the groove again and our force strong.
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
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1 comments:
My slave/padme,
I'm pleased you wrote so well what transpired last night. I'm pleased to hear you feel submissive today. I trust you'll be a good girl today. It's good to get back on track.
~Anakin
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