Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Grounded for being a mouthy slave

I got myself into trouble yesterday. I really should know better after all these years of being a slave. I have a truly submissive heart but I am prone to stress and PMS and all those other emotions that women get. I was having a bit of a bad night yesterday. My period had started and I was still getting over my cold. I started getting snappy at Master as soon as he was home from work. I didn't have dinner ready on time and he was not too happy with me. I got some Melatonin from my Mom last week. I've been taking it daily to help me sleep and it's been working. I didn't tell Master about it. I guess I thought it wasn't really a medicine because it was bought in a herbal store instead.

Master caught me taking one last night and got very upset with me. I'm supposed to tell him about any medication that I take. It's one of my rules. I tried to excuse it away but he is right. It's still a sleeping aid and I should have asked his permission before taking it. Especially with my family history. My Dad was very addicted to sleeping pills. He was taking about 7 strong prescription sleeping pills a night to sleep at the end of his life. I've got to be careful because I seem to have inherited my Dad's chronic insomnia problem from him.

He ordered me upstairs and I got cranky. He warned me that there would be consequences if I kept pushing him farther. I didn't listen to him and then he told me that I was grounded until furthur notice. I have not been grounded in a while. I was pretty surprised. I am not allowed to leave the house unless it's to and from the school to get my son. I was also punished by going to bed at 8 pm. He sent me to bed early!! He also laid his belt out on the nightstand so I could fall asleep with it nearby. I know what that means.

I woke up to a big chores list also which must be completed by the end of the day. And he also mentioned in his note that there is a punishment spanking coming to me also. He told me that he used to put up with me being bitchy but he doesn't anymore. He's a mean old man and that's the way it is. We have a TPE (Total power exchange) relationship which involves Domestic discipline. Consistency is very important to Master and I. I like that he is strict with me. That he is so controlling. He likes to control me and I like to be controlled. It works well for us and we both get off on it. He is a mean old man and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I admit that it's really turned me on today. Thinking of him isolating me. Grounding me and forcing me to stay inside and work on chores for him. Also thinking of what's coming to me...the true punishment spanking. I get nervous about it but I know that it will get me wet in the end. That's how it usually goes.

My submissive soul is yearning for him today. I want to be locked away, not just grounded. I want to be in a cage...awaiting my punishment...hoping that he will be cruel and mean to me because I need it...I want it!!

My force runs through my Master. The force between us is strong.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

6 comments:

Doc said...

You were of course, totally asking for it.

Does being grounded mean you're not allowed on MSN? I wanna talk about hanging out soon :). Well... what with such a big chores list you're likely busy lol!

Galen066 said...

Well, if you do the crime, ya gotta do the time.

Hope you enjoy every second of it!

Kitty said...

Being grounded stinks,but its out of love and for you own good. Time will fly by and you'll be done before you know it!

Anakin said...

You're getting and will continue to get what you deserve, clearly what you want and need as well.

~Anakin

spirited_one said...

Naughty girl! Hehe...

viemoira said...

Thanks for sharing about your domestic discipline padme- glad the force remains strong with you and your Master through all the chaos you have both delt with recently! :)