The romantic sadist

I am a very lucky girl. I've got a man in my life who is romantic and spoils me like a princess. Just call me "princess padme"! I've also got a man who's sadistic and mean also. There is the Darth Vader side of him. He gets intense and VERY dominant. He can be very controlling. BUT he can also get very romantic. He's got the Anakin side of him also. He will surprise me and be romantic and treats me so good. Last night he gave me a really sweet surprise. I was having a pretty crappy weekend up until 5 pm yesterday. We usually do our movie/merlot nights on Friday. We didn't get the chance and I was disappointed but decided to try to go to bed early. It took me a long time to get to sleep and then I was up at 1 am. I twittered, went on Fetlife and facebook and read some blogs. I was wide awake. I even posted in a Fetlife Insomnia group that I was up and wondered if anyone else was. I went upstairs and snuggled close to Master at one point and felt his warm body beside me. I started to kiss him gently to nudge him awake. I really needed him. "Daddy's sleepy, slave" he tried to tell me. "Please Daddy. I really, really need you right now." I said feeling a bit desperate. I really wanted to feel him inside of me. I put my hand down his boxers and started to rub and stimulate his cock. "Please Daddy. Please fuck me" I whispered in his ear. It was pouring rain out and our window was open. Normally we close the the window when we fuck. Not this time. It was very spontaneous. He took off his boxers and then rolled over and noticed I was not only naked but I also had a very wet pussy. I desired him so much. He slid into my pussy easily and commented on how wet I was. We fucked missionary style with him on top. He looked deeply into my eyes while we fucked. Not a word was spoken but I could feel his energy and dominance through his eyes. The sound of the pounding rain and knowing that the window was open and that our neighbors could possibly hear us added to the excitement and arousal. He thrust into me hard and made me moan out a few times. It was really great sex!! A moment that I will never forget. He had no problems going back to sleep after we had fucked. I couldn't though and was up until 7 am. I slept for two hours and then awoke to the thoughts of my Mom showing up at any moment. She came for a brief visit and then there was lots of stuff going on with the kids. I had a terrible headache and was very overwhelmed. Master made me take a nap although I felt guilty because there was so many things on my to-do list that I needed to get done. He insisted that I nap. He took care of the kids for me and took them out for the afternoon. I woke up and had a lot of alone time. I started to get very depressed. It came out of no where and seemed very dark. Master could tell when he got home and asked me what was wrong. I felt disappointed that we didn't get much time together all weekend. There was so much going on with the kids and we barely had a moment alone. He told me to go run myself a hot bath and brought me up a glass of merlot. He told me to relax and that he would take care of me. He arranged sitting for our kids. Leia got to have her friend over to help babysit so she was happy. He picked up a pizza for them and offered her a few bucks to babysit Skywalker. Then he came upstairs and picked out my outfit to wear. I came out of the bath a bit confused when I saw my dress clothes laid out. Then he told me he had a surprise for me and was taking me out for dinner. He instructed that I wear my black lace panties and bra and to look nice. I spent a bit of time getting ready and felt way better after cleaning up. He took me to the new Montana's restaurant that we had both been talking about going to. I love Montana's! The food is always good and always enjoy going there. We saw the sun setting as we drove to Montana's for dinner. It was a bit crisp in the air and stars in the sky. We got to Montana's and he ordered me another drink and my dinner which was my favorite food. He held hands with me and we had some romantic time together. It was very special and it was so nice to be out for dinner with no kids. I love my kids but I need some kid-free time sometimes. He took me to IGA to pick up some dessert and we headed back home. We had an early bedtime together and I had a pretty good sleep. I had a really romantic and special date with Master last night. I am so lucky that Master is a romantic sadist. I truly, deeply, love him... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala