 I have been having this need in me for days now. A need to be beaten. A need to be used and abused. A need for a spanking and some discipline. A need for him to take me to the darkside. Thoughts of dark fantasies and dungeons occupied my mind all day long yesterday. I was horny and really needing Master. I was a bit of a bad girl. I snuck some Russian Vodka which was in our freezer. I needed a drink.
It was Friday and I wanted to party! So I poured a shot into my drink without asking permission. I broke another rule and I twittered about it! LOL! Not the smartest plan. He's on twitter and reads all my updates. He read my confession on there and wasn't too pleased with me and I got into big trouble. It seems like lately I've been getting into lots of trouble. I spent most of the week grounded and doing chores for him.
There is a physical punishment and domestic discipline coming my way also. I've been very nervous knowing that it's coming. Tonight is going to be the night! We found out that we got a surprise overnight!! Leia is going to a sleepover at her friend's house. Skywalker is staying with the in-laws. So we have a while night free with no kids!! I am not sure exactly of our plans tonight but I'm waiting until Master comes home so we can talk about it. He's out right now and asked me to write this blog post for him. He is curious about my thoughts.
My thoughts are very dark right now. All I can think about is pain. I want to take as much pain as possible for him tonight. I want him to push me to my limits and then keep going. I want to bleed for him. To take a very hard spanking and be punished harshly. Maybe he can put me into bondage before he punishes my ass? *Pretty please Master*
I want him to hear my moans and screams and to keep going!! I want to play with Darth Vader tonight. I want to be interrogated by him. I want to get tortured by him. I want to serve and obey and submit to Lord Vader tonight. I hope he will take us both to the darkside...it's my favorite place to be.
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
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3 comments:
My slave,
You've been a bad girl on a few counts and now I've got both motive and opportunity to punish you. I plan on savoring it, enjoying it, and prolonging it ; I truly look forward to your punishment, for My pleasure, and your learning some boundaries and limits.
~Anakin
Wow... you're brave! Have a fun journey to the dark side! :-D
~spirited
Master,
Thank you for a wonderful night!! It was incredible. i enjoyed our journey to the darkside. :)
XOXO
love you!
padme
Thank you spirited one. :) It was a fun night. Hugs!
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