A wild and fun weekend with Shasta and Master Anakin!

I have been trying to figure out a way to write this blog post. I had a really terrific and fun weekend but the fallout from the weekend hasn't been too good. I am hesitant about what to write. This blog is very public and lots of people can know my feelings. It makes me feel very exposed emotionally. I want to try to be honest about my feelings but I also don't want to create a lot of drama by doing it. It's hard for me to blog about events also. Some people have talked to me about privacy while at Rascal's. (or other bdsm events) At a lot of bdsm play parties and events...what happens there, stays there. I used to talk about details a lot more but some people have had a problem with it. I also plan to leave some details out of this blog post because I'd rather keep some things private. Here is a summary of the weekend: ... We dropped off our kids at around 7 pm on Friday night. Master decided to take me out for dinner to Swiss Chalet. We had a really delicious dinner and then headed to to the movies to see ZombieLand. The movie surprised me. I thought it was a really good movie. I enjoyed it with Master. We went home and had some quick sex and he gave me an orgasm before bed. I fell asleep quickly but got up very early with insomnia. I was really excited about seeing my best friend, Shasta. I could not sleep. It took a lot of work to get back to sleep until 8 am. We got ready and drove out to the skytrain. I could tell that Master was excited about meeting her also. There was a certain atmosphere of energy in the car heading to pick her up. She texted us and we picked her up before heading to the local mall. I got my make-up done and also my eyebrows waxed. OMG! My eyebrows were so sore!! She did a really great job on my make-up. I felt very pretty afterwords. Shasta enjoyed some shopping while I got it done. Then we enjoyed a coffee together. It was really wonderful to finally be able to share one in person with her. Master had twittered about us "getting into trouble at the mall" and we both shared a giggle about that. How much trouble can two sexy sex bloggers get into at the mall? *smiles* We headed back to our place and had a visit there and I showed her around the house. I did my nails and we both figured out our costumes and packed up our bags for Rascal's. Everyone was very excited about it! We got in the car and headed out to downtown Vancouver. I wish the weather had been better. It was pouring rain and sometimes it was so heavy that streets were flooding. I wore my sandals which wasn't a smart idea. My feet were so cold by the time we got to Rascal's. We took her to the Vancouver Lookout first. It's the same place I took Daemon last year when we had our special romantic date together. I think it's a beautiful place to take tourists or people who have not seen the Top of Vancouver before. It was Shasta and Master Anakin's first time there. They took lots of pictures. I spent a bit of time off on my own. I lost myself in flashbacks at certain times. I kept picturing Daemon there and us cuddling and kissing as we looked out at the city. It made me feel a bit of sadness during a few moments there. I'm glad that I was able to go back though and create a new memory there. We drove Shasta around Stanley Park after the Lookout. It's a great way to show tourists the city and one of the biggest and most popular parks around Vancouver. It started to pour rain though. Yuck! It's a much prettier park in the sunshine. Shasta and Master both enjoyed taking pictures around the park. We parked near Denman Street and looked for an adult store which we had seen before. I had wanted to take Shasta there. Unfortunately it seems to have moved. We went to a fabulous sushi restaurant on Denman street. They had just opened and had a discount and it looked like a good one to try. We ordered the Sushi boat. OMG!! It was sooooo good!! We all shared a lot of laughs and enjoyed the dinner together. We drove around a bit and then went to Little Sister's bookstore on Davie Street. I looked at toys but decided to wait until Rascal's to buy one. I knew that "bound2please" vendor was going to be there and I knew there might be better toys to see there. We got to Rascal's and went inside to get changed. I wore my blue wig and schoolgirl skirt, fishnets, goth boots (borrowed from Shasta) and white sexy top. I had also picked up a beautiful goth necklace to go with it. Shasta was the pink girl in her pink wig and tutu and looking very sexy! We were ready for Rascal's! Master wore his suit and looked very handsome!! He looked and smelled (with his axe cologne) very nice. Shasta and I got our drinks and enjoyed a vodka/7 and some giggles and I started cuddling up to Master a lot. Master seemed a lot more relaxed this time at Rascal's. I think because it was his second time and he was more familiar with it. We went up to play first in the private area. He used all the toys from the toy bag. He used the pinwheel first to tease my nipples and skin. Then he got me to lay down on the table and he retrained me using blue and white rope. OMG was my ass sore when he was done with it!! He spanked me with his belt, paddles, leather, whips....you name it!! Ouchies!! We decided to cut our play short because I had assumed (which I shouldn't have done) that I was going to be playing with someone else. That didn't happen unfortunately. I asked Master if he wanted to play in public and was surprised when he agreed! He had bought a new toy from the vendor for my birthday. I put up a picture of what that toy looks like! It's got a rough side and a smooth type of side. It's a pretty wicked little toy! I was really surprised when he agreed to play in public. I know he's a bit shy about that and I was really happy to have that experience with him for the first time. We went over to the spanking bench and he put me onto it and got me to raise up my schoolgirl skirt and started to spank me. He used the Anakin's paddle and new one (for my birthday spanks) many times and a few strokes made me cry out and also call him a few names. lol. He can be a mean old man! Of course he gave me stronger strokes and I noticed him stopping the play a few times to clean up a few blood drops. We played very heavy that night. You can see the bruises that were on my ass in a picture I put up yesterday. My ass has not marked like that in a long, long time!! It's STILL got bruises on it from the play on Saturday!! and my ass does not mark like that usually! Ouchies!! That's what I get for playing with Darth Vader!! :) We came home and ate our cupcakes (Shasta and I bought one from the Cupcake store) and headed to bed. We got up and ate breakfast (Thank you Master Anakin for making it) and then to the Mall to pick up a few things before the beach. White Rock was fabulous!! The sun came out just in time to visit the ocean. Shasta had not been to an ocean in ten years. She looked like she really enjoyed herself. She walked along the shore and picked up shells and enjoyed the beach with us. We all enjoyed the ocean air and atmosphere down in White Rock. I really love going there!! It's one of my favorite places in Vancouver. We had delicious fish n chips from Docks Restaurant. We enjoyed lunch and started to head back to the car. I wanted that day to last forever. It felt surreal to be down at the ocean with my two favorite people enjoying a beautiful sunny day there! It was so nice being there with Shasta and it was hard to start heading to the airport. I noticed the car was quiet sometimes. I think we all were feeling a bit sad to see the weekend end. We came into the airport so I could use the bathroom and we also had some Tim Hortons together. Master seemed happy to watch the airplanes taking off. We said goodbye to Shasta and I got emotional. It was hard to see her go. I am not sure when we can see each other again. It was such a small amount of time together and we had squeezed so much into that weekend. I didn't want it to end. We got in the car and I cried most of the way home. It was *very* hard to come down from the weekend. I could barely get out of bed yesterday and went to bed at 7:30 pm. I've been feeling very emotional and sensitive the last 48 hours. Sometimes it's taken me a week to come down from events. This time around is a bit more difficult because of what has happened with other people. The last few days have been stressful. .... I am glad that my best friend came out to visit and it was a really fun celebration with her and Master Anakin. I really hope we'll all be able to do it again one day and be able to all hang out together. I want to thank both of them for making my birthday very special for me. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala