Feisty red head!

I have been making some life changes in the last while. One of these changes was a hair cut and also a new hair color! I've had a few people comment to me lately that they missed my red hair. I was told by my friend, Candycane that I am one of the most beautiful red heads that she knows. She told me that she missed the red hair on me. I have been a blonde for the last 3 years!! I changed my hair color because Master wanted me to go blonde. I had also been growing my hair out. I asked his permission about cutting my hair and then let him know that I had bought a red hair dye. He was excited about the changes and gave me permission to change my hair. I went to the hair dressers and watched as all the blonde hair fell to the ground. I was surprised how much got cut off but it felt really good. I wanted a new look! Master Anakin had a big smile when he came to pick me up. Last night he helped me dye my hair reddish blonde. I kept staring at myself in the mirror. It's so weird. It's like seeing a part of me which had disappeared for years. I feel like the old me again. It's all so really neat!! I am putting up a picture today that Master Anakin took to show off my red hair. It was taken this morning. I also get to cross something off my bucket list: #330 -Go back to being a red head for a while I went through my bucket list today and noticed that I have been able to accomplish a few different things off my list. These include: #406 -Walk around my old high school grounds I went to my high school during a drive with my Mom. I was able to walk around the old grounds again and remember back to the old days. It was a lot of fun! #341 -Wear a different color of wig that I haven't before I bought a blue wig right before Halloween. I posted a few pictures of me wearing it and also wore it out to a few events like the Rascal's Halloween party and Dead Sexy play party. I love my blue wig! It makes me feel like a different person when I wear it. The naughty girl in me comes out to play! There is a few different ones that I hope to cross off the list before the end of the year. I have been thinking about travel a lot lately. I think it's time to plan for a trip and an escape from all the stress that has happened this year. We spent the day at the hospital yesterday with Anakin's Mom. It's a sad situation and been hard to deal with. We plan to go back there today. It's been a very difficult journey for us this year. I've been having a lot of dreams of my Dad lately and thinking about him as I make different choices of what to spend from the estate money. I felt good about making some positive changes for myself out of the money though. He spent a lot of years in my childhood making me feel bad about myself. I can spend the money now to make myself feel better about myself and improve my self esteem. I am glad to have my red hair back and be the feisty red head that I know I can be! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala