Hanging in there..

It's been a pretty good day so far although I'm having some PMS going on and still a bit stressed out about some life events lately. I spent the beginning of my morning in my bedroom using my Hitachi to masturbate with Master's permission. I had a big orgasm. Then I had a really good talk on the phone with my best friend, Shasta. I am hanging in there today and doing ok. Master's mom is home from the hospital now but we need to start thinking about home support and a support system for her while she's going through chemo and all her treatments. It's hard to say how much time with her that we'll have left but we are trying to make the most of the time we've had. It is going to make the holidays a bit tough with going through this and also the first Christmas without my Dad. I'm kind of dreading it because of all the emotional stuff. Master and I were able to get some sitting last night and head out to Costco for dinner and to pick up a few things. We decided to go into the Burnaby one to take a look around at that one. We got the kids some fleece sheets which are awesome!! We got them for ourselves and loved it so much that we decided they should each have their own set. We also picked up a lambskin rug for our livingroom to put beside the fireplace. I thought our cat would love it but she seems to be scared of it right now. She literally jumped up in the air when I moved a little on it. She thought it was alive! LOL! We were in Burnaby so we decided to head over to The Love Nest to take a look around. We had some money in the bank and decided to splurge a bit on some sexy stuff there. We spent around $200. I bought a new book called To Love, To Obey, To Serve: Diary of an old Guard Slave by V.M. Johnson. I saw the book when Shasta brought it on her trip to Van and I had wanted to read it. I was really happy to pick this up. Thanks for the great recommendation, Shasta! We got some new lube and also some Rock Hard arousal cream for Master. I picked up some of the sexiest lingerie ever!! It's for our anniversary coming up and I can't wait to wear it for Master. We got a new porno which has the tropics in it and looks really good. I also picked up some Sweet Almond Massage Oil which is my favorite!! I got some new thigh-hi's and also a Bed Of Roses set which I bought in Edmonton a few years ago and really liked. We plan to use this for a special night for our anniversary. We are not sure yet which day we'll be celebrating it but it will be extra special with the romantic purchases. I am really excited to start reading my new book also with the cold winter months coming up. I tend to want to hibernate more and love to read by the fireplace or perhaps in my bedroom under my new fleece sheets. I've also spoiled myself a little and bought a new purse and clothes and some stuff to make me feel nice. I wrote a blog post about my new haircut and color. I'm back to being a red head again after many years and that feels great! My force hasn't felt very strong but I'm hanging in there. I am missing Master and hope that we can find some time to play soon. I miss playing with Darth Vader. :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala