Happy Anniversary Master Anakin

I feel like such an airhead this morning. I thought that today was November 22nd. I had no idea that it was my anniversary today until I saw the calender. Today is the day. 13 years ago I made the choice to tell Master Anakin that I was in love with him. It was a very big risk. There are still some people who are not happy with that decision that I made. 13 years later and there are still comments being made and people who have their opinions. There have been two different people who have made hurtful statements this year regarding the affair that I had with Master Anakin. One of those was my ex sister-in-law. She decided to tell my daughter who is only 14 all about the juicy details of that affair that I had. She might have been trying to hurt me but it was my daughter who got caught in the crossfire. I had to sit down my daughter and tell her what happened. That was one of the hardest conversations I've had in my entire life!! Don't get me wrong. I knew that she might have some questions for me one day but not until she was older. I had to tell her that I loved two men. I loved her Dad (my ex). We were married and had a family together. I also loved Master Anakin. He was my best friend and the one who was always there for me. I'm not sure why some people are still so surprised by what happened. My marriage was failing and we were both unhappy. Things happened and I led by my heart and not my head. The marriage was over but we had not properly ended it yet. I know that many people would like for me to have regrets but I don't. I have a good life and a solid marriage. I am completely in love with my Master and husband. We are raising a wonderful family together. Why would I regret that choice if it has lead me here? I had a really great weekend at the Hilton Hotel with Master. We celebrate our anniversary of the day that we found our love for one another. It's a very important day in our history. It is what brought us together. Some might not see it as a beautiful thing but I do. I found my soulmate. I knew it in my heart. I am so glad that I made the decision to tell him that I loved him. It lead me on a beautiful journey to where I am in my life today. Yesterday my friend, DL made some very hurtful comments about my anniversary and how we are "celebrating our affair" together. She laughed at a few things including us getting away to a hotel. She doesn't do stuff like that with her husband. They have a very conservative type of marriage. She is very involved in her church and this has come in between our friendships a few times. She's got a lot of opinions about things and is very vanilla. She is clearly not happy in her marriage and I think she's jealous of me. It really hurt my feelings though. I thought she was a close friend of mine but apparently not. I don't want to be friends with people who can't support me in my decisions that I make in my life. I will blog about my night in the Hilton very soon. I've got more pictures to share and lots of stories about our adventures. I get to cross 2 things off my bucket list. I took a look at my bucket list today and started to think about all the things I'd like to do in my life. Life is so very precious. Today is my 13 year anniversary with Master but it's also a painful one too. It was six months ago that my Dad passed away. It's hard to believe. I went out to visit his site yesterday. I really miss him sometimes. Happy Anniversary Master Anakin...i love you now and forever...XOXO. Master...Do you remember this song? May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala