Big date with Jake tonight!

TGIF! I can't believe that tonight is the night! I've got a big date happening tonight with Jake which is the new Dom from Seattle that I have been getting to know. We are both planning to go to LB's play party tonight! Woot! It's been a while since I've been to one of LB's parties. I'm really pumped up! I'm really nervous too! Jake is a pretty big time Dom and very well known and experienced. We are planning to go out for dinner together and then to LB's for his mid-winter play party. It's going to be a lot of fun! I just know it! There is a bit of drama happening too tonight with the play party. I have to admit I'm a bit nervous about seeing LB there as we dated briefly and it didn't work out. I am also a bit worried Daemon might show up. I don't know who is coming to the party. My friend, YTB will be there. Shiro probably won't be able to make it unfortunately. He's got something going on right now and it is going through a difficult time. My thoughts have been with him during this hard time. I will miss him this weekend. Jake and I have exchanged a few interesting e-mails. I am intrigued (and also aroused) by Jake's writing. I have twittered about it. lol! Read back on my twitters if you are curious about what I said! I'm shaking like a leaf and he hasn't even touched me yet! My pussy is already wet and I'm quivering in anticipation of the night ahead. I am curious about meeting Jake's dark side. I am also thinking that I might have to bring the Russian vodka to the party! I'm a bad girl and I know this would bring out "little miss dangerous". She always cums out to play when the Russian vodka is brought out! She can be a very, very, very naughty girl!!! "Little miss dangerous" loves to come out and play, especially at LB's play parties! I've had a few of the wildest and kinkiest times at LB's play parties with Daemon and LB and a few others too! You never know what will happen! I bet there will be a lot of people who check back this weekend to know what happened! I promise to let everyone know all the juicy details and I'm bringing the camera so hopefully we can put up a few pictures too from tonight! Who wants to know all the details? *winks* Master and I also have an overnight tommorow night. We might be going back to LB's to another play party tommorow night! I might be too worn out after tonight though. We'll have to see how I feel. I know that his parties are exciting but they always take me a few days to recover from. lol! I really wanted to bring the vodka tonight. I am so nervous and I need a few shots! The problem is a few people don't think I should bring it. Master bought me some merlot already to take with me instead. Shiro told me last night on the phone that I shouldn't bring any. I even got a direct message on twitter telling me not to bring the vodka! Awww!! *pouts* What if I really want to though? Maybe I should sneak the bottle into my bag or have a few shots before I leave? I was chatting to Shasta this morning on MSN and she said I should bring the vodka!!! Naughty girls stick together! Master had an evil laugh when I told him what she said. He told me that it's lucky that Shasta lives so far away and she deserved a spanking for trying to encourage me to be bad!! LOL! I think Shasta is lucky she wasn't here when she said that. Master Anakin spanks hard! :) So what do you think? Should I bring the Russian vodka? Do you agree with Shasta? What if I only had a few shots of the vodka? I vote with Shasta that I should bring the Russian Vodka tonight! or Do you agree with Shiro and Master Anakin (who are mean old men!) about me keeping the vodka at home and sticking to merlot? Please leave us a comment! We would love to hear your opinion and who's side you are on! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - After the spanking

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone. I hope you all enjoy this week's HNT image. This image started from a photograph I took of My padme recovering after a fairly heavy and sound spanking with My hand and belt. I warmed up her ass with my hand and finished with a slow, rhythmic belting, varying the weight of the strokes, taking her into a calm subspace, her ass rising to accept each stroke, always craving more until the pain was enough to drive away the darkness, or perhaps to fully embrace it. She was bliss. I saw her holding onto her pillow and looking so sweetly submissive and had to take her picture. Then I held her close, stroking her hair and leting her know how much I loved her. From this original photograph, I made a photoshop image and worked on it for about 90 minutes to get the lighting and black and white effects just right. Then I let thought it a shame to hide how beautifully red her ass was, so I let that pink glow shine right through. I hope you enjoy the effect as much as I enjoyed both giving it to padme and making it in Photoshop. We would love to hear from you, so please leave us a comment and let us know what you think. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. Again, Happy HNT and May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Revised 100 Things about me

I wrote a "100 things about me" blog post back in 2005 when I first started blogging here at Journey to the Darkside. I noticed that Jennifer from Libido Lounge updated her list recently and thought that sounded like a really good idea. My list is a bit dated and a lot of things have changed in my life since I wrote that list. I am writing a revised 100 things about me so you can all learn a bit more about me. 1. I live in Vancouver, B.C. Canada 2. I am a mother of two children (Skywalker is 7 and Leia is 13) 3. My best friend is Shasta Gibson. I don't know what I would do without her. She's my best friend and I adore her! 4. I have a lower back tattoo that was designed for me from Shasta. I got it done on my trip to Toronto last June. I am proud of the tattoo and think of her every time I see it. 5. I am a part of the local bdsm community in Vancouver and I try to go to different events like play parties or Rascal's or MVK. 6. I am now a member of Libido Lounge and plan to go an event there sometime. 7. I love the violet wand! I was scared to try it but now I love it! It's one of my favorite toys to play with. I consider myself a bit of a wand slut. 8. I have a high sex drive and can have many orgasms in a night. 9. The hitatchi is my favorite vibrator. I have had many orgasms from mine. 10. I have one cat who's 3 years old and I love her. She's a very spoiled cat as the Skywalker's give her a lot of attention and toys and such. 11. I am a huge Star Wars fan and have watched the movies more than any others. 12. Revenge of the Sith is my favorite movie of all time. 13. I love coffee. I can't live without my morning cup of coffee. 14. Starbucks is my favorite coffee and I love to go there as often as possible. 15. I am a libra. 16. I am blonde but my natural hair color is red. 17. I have a belt fetish. Master's belt is my favorite spanking impliment. Many fantasies of mine revolve around me getting spanked with a belt. 18. I love going to the beach. It's one of my favorite things to do. 19. I am Russian and would like to learn to speak it one day and also visit Russia. Everyone already knows how much I love my Russian Vodka. lol! 20. I have a bucket list and try to cross as many things off of it as possible. 21. I am addicted to twitter (I am "padmeamidala" on twitter). 22. I am bisexual and havn't been sexually intimate with a woman for years. 23. I have had 3 one night stands but two of them were when I was away on a trip. 24. I love Halloween. It's my favorite day of the year. 25. I love to watch horror movies. I would prefer a good classic horror movie to a romantic comedy anyday. 26. I love to watch the soap The Young and the Restless and have watched it since I was a teen. 27. I have seasonal affective disorder (SAD) and the winter months can make me feel very depressed. 28. I want to live at the beach sometime in my life. 29. I love Las Vegas. Some of my happiest memories of my life were in Las Vegas. 30. I have had several miscarriages. 31. I had difficult pregnancies with Skywalker and Leia and gave birth to both of them by c-section. 32. I have a tattoo on my ankle which is my Master's mark. I think of him when I look at it. I also have a butterfly tattoo which I got for my birthday one year. 33. I love aromatherapy. Lavender is my favorite scent. 34. I love red roses. They are my favorite flower. 35. I love the color red 36. I love to watch porn. I have met Ron Jeremy who is a famous porn star. 37. I love Fleetwood Mac. Their music moves me. 38. I love taking long hot baths with candles and soft music. 39. I love Lush!! I love to use their bath melts and bath bombs for my baths. 40. I love to travel and have many plans to travel in the future. 41. I don't drive or have my driver's licence. 42. I feel things deeply especially when I love someone. 43. I love to be spanked as often as possible. I feel like I am addicted to spanking because I get cranky when I havn't had one in a while. 44. I have loved many people at the same time. It's one of the joys of having a poly (open) relationship for me has been letting many people into my heart at the same time. 45. I am in a TPE (Total power exchange) relationship with my Master. I am proud to be his slave and serve him. 46. I am glad to have a domestic discipline relationship with my Master. It keeps me focused and I am not as naughty as I used to be. I need the DD in our marriage and it's important to us. 47. I am a blogger and enjoy writing. I can't imagine not being a blogger after many years of blogging here. 48. I love to talk on the phone. I can talk on the phone for hours. Especially to Shasta or my sister. 49. I am a masochist and enjoy pain. I associate pain with pleasure and have the biggest orgasms after receiving pain. 50. I have served two Doms before and enjoyed that. 51. I am attracted to women who are strong and also brunette's. 52. I am attracted to Dominant men. I am attracted to men that dress in black too. 53. I love to cook. I spend hours watching the Food Network. 54. I love to wear thigh-hi's and sexy panties. I have a drawer full of different pairs. 55. I love to dress up in schoolgirl costumes or as a sexy Geisha or french maid or such. It's a lot of fun for me. 56. I have been called "little miss dangerous" by many people. I love that name! :) 57. I give great blowjobs from what I have been told. 58. I love to live out my fantasies. 59. I love to be a stay at home mom. I love my kids and being a mother. 60. I love to bbq in the spring and summer. 61. I love sushi! Yum! 62. I can be shy when you first meet me. I am nervous when I usually meet someone for the first time and warm up to people as I get to know them. 63. I am addicted to Fetlife and Facebook. I have spent way too many hours on both of those. 64. I love anal sex but only with Master Anakin. I have never had anal with anyone but him and have no interest to. 65. I am not attracted to men with long hair or lots of facial hair 66. Aftercare is very important for me after playing. I need it. 67. I am an affectionate person and need that in my relationships with others. 68. I enjoy being flogged. Especially with the suede floggers. 69. Pizza Hut is my favorite pizza 70. I love to drink merlot. Going to a winery is one of my favorite things to do. 71. I need alone time even if it's in an hour long bath or reading a book. 72. I do not like Politics. I find it extremely boring when others try to talk about politics around me. 73. I love seafood especially Fish and Chips. I have to have Fish and Chips if I am down at the beach. 74. I make the bed as soon as I get up in the morning. 75. I enjoy looking at art work and want to visit the Vancouver Art Gallery. 76. A beating is what I hunger for and crave. 77. Single tail whips or any kind of whips scare me too much to ever want to play with them. 78. I wear my slippers all the time. I hate having cold feet. 79. I have a half-brother which has just come into my life recently. We have never met but plan to someday. 80. I do not have a good relationship with my parent's. I was abused in my childhood physically and emotionally. 81. I love to shop. I don't have any credit cards because I overspent on a Las Vegas trip many years ago. I can't handle myself having a credit card. 82. I love to go to the casino. Master gives me a budget when we go or I would wind up gambling too much. I have won many times at different casino's. 83. I long for a woman to be close to emotionally and sexually. I miss having a girlfriend. 84. I was in a serious car accident many years ago and almost died. It was a big wake-up call for me. I got a pretty big settlement from that accident. 85. I am romantic and love to have romance in my life. 86. I love to date people whether it's Master Anakin and going out on a date or me out on a date with other people. 87. I love sunshine. I feel like I have so much energy when the sun is shining. 88. I have many dark fantasies which I don't share with many people. 89. I hate cleaning the bathroom. 90. I love OTK (over the knee) spankings 91. I only have my ears pierced. I would love to get my nipple pierced but Master hasn't allowed it yet. 92. I watch the UFC (Ultimate fighting championship) with Master Anakin. My favorite fighter is Tito Ortiz. 93. I miss boxing. We have a punching bag in our basement and it's been a while since I used it. 94. I have been to Hawaii twice and I really want to go back. I loved it there. 95. I am proud of Master and I's online store, Darkside Digital Arts. I helped Master design a few products on our store. I have a creative mind. 96. I am not a switch. I have no interest in being on Top. I am very naturally submissive. 97. I played soccer and also did track and field as a child 98. I got my first spanking when I was 16 years old from a boyfriend. He gave me my first orgasm that day too. It changed my life forever. 99. I read The Story of O when I was in my early 20's and was affected by the book. 100. I love to read comments here at Journey to the Darkside. I have met some wonderful people (like Shasta) through this blog and I am a very proud blogger. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Monday meme

I saw this meme on a blog that I was reading this morning and wanted to give it a try. It looked fun and I don't really have anything to write about. It's been a quiet day so far. I had some morning masturbation with my Hitatchi thanks to Master. He told me to masturbate for him this morning and to think of him as I came. mmm...a very nice way to start the day. Thanks Master! Here is the meme: Five names you go by 1. padme 2. slave 3. mom 4. wife 5. padme amidala Three things you are wearing right now 1. slippers 2. heart panties 3. sweater Two things you want badly 1. a spanking and sex 2. To see the Fleetwood Mac concert in May in Vancouver. Tickets went on sale this morning and things are not looking good for being able to go. Two things you did last night 1. had a hot bath with a Lush Bath bomb 2. cuddled up to Master Two things you ate today 1. Banana bread 2. Toast Two people you last talked to on the phone 1. my ex husband 2. Master Anakin from work Two things you are going to do tomorrow 1. Dye my hair 2. Hopefully have an orgasm if Master will give me permission for it Two longest car rides that you can remember 1. Going from Vancouver to Las Vegas and LA and then home 2. Going from Vancouver all the way to Saskatchewan Two of your favorite beverages 1. coffee 2. merlot May the force be with you all! ~padme amidala

Day at White Rock beach and playtime with Darth Vader!

I had a really great day yesterday. Master took me to White Rock Beach for the afternoon on a date. I love the beach! Master calls me His "beach girl". We went to Sideshows Grill for lunch and I had yummy fish and chips for lunch. I am putting up pictures of our day at the beach including the fish and chips I had for lunch. Yummy!! There is nothing better than having fish and chips down at the beach. I love living on the west coast near the ocean. I love to go to the beach in the winter as much as I do in the summer time. It was so relaxing and nice. We enjoyed the beach view and some romantic time together. We went for a long walk along the beach in the crisp cool weather. We even got to smoke a cuban cigar for the first time! It was on my bucket list and we were waiting for the right moment to smoke it and decided it would be nice to do that on the beach. That was sure an interesting experience. lol! My lungs hurt and I felt very light headed after that. It was also very stinky. I told Master it was like sucking on Castro's ass. lol! I felt ill from the smell of it and couldn't smoke it very long. I can cross it off my bucket list though: #485 -Smoke a cuban cigar We came home and watched Righteous Kill which was a really great movie. We enjoyed some alone time together and also played a bit. Last night we played more and had some really great sex. Master went down on me and gave me some terrific oral sex! Mmm...he sure knows how to lick my pussy and he sure had me wiggling and moaning and cumming hard! Thank you Master! He also fucked me hard in many different positions. A wonderful late night playing on the darkside with Darth Vader. A very nice way to spend the weekend! Next weekend is LB's play party and I will be going with Jake. Jake is the Dom from Seattle that I have been getting to know. I plan to go out for dinner with him and then we will be heading to LB's for the play party. It looks like it will be just the two of us that night and I'm really looking forward to it! It should be a lot of fun and a great chance to get to know Jake a bit better. :) I hope everyone had a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

I'm a sensual girl

Your Sensuality Score is: 80% You taste, smell, feel, see, and hear more strongly than most people. Even the smallest sensual act can be quite divine for you. You are a hedonist. You like to experience it all... whether it's food, art, music, or sex. If you're not careful, you're apt to overindulge or get addicted to a certain pleasure. How Sensual Are You?

The lady in red

I wrote a blog post yesterday and have decided to delete it. I wrote it in anger and was very upset about something that happened between a friend and I. She has apologized and I have accepted her apology and I am moving forward from this. I didn't see a reason to keep the post up as this situation has been resolved and everyone has worked through all that happened. It was a very stressful and upsetting few days but I am hoping the worst of it is over now and everyone can move on from it now. Master and I had our movie and merlot night last night. We watched the movie Max Payne and really enjoyed it. We used to play the video game together and it was neat to see the movie. We also got to have some playtime after Skywalker was in bed. I dressed up in some new sexy red lingerie given to me from my friend, Katt. She gave me tons and tons of sexy clothes and lingerie including this sexy red piece. You can see through it and I'm sure you can notice my hard nipples in the picture I am putting up from last night. Master called me the "lady in red." Master loved the lingerie and enjoyed also taking it off and getting me naked so he could fuck me. We had some great sex and I had a huge orgasm with my new rabbit vibrator. I also got a little bit of flogging on my ass and back with the suede flogger. Lots of fun and a great way to get some stress relief after a very long and stressful few days. I fell asleep naked in his arms and had a very good solid sleep which felt delicious and much needed. We have sitting today and no kids for the whole afternoon. I am not sure what we are doing yet but hopefully it will involve some spanking play and lots of orgasms! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Sexy spreader bar

Happy HNT! (Half-Nekkid Thursday) This sexy picture today of My slave was taken last Saturday while doing some play with her and I and also Shiro. Please click on the image to enlarge it and get a better look. My girl had her legs spread nice and wide for our viewing pleasure with the spreader bars and some beautiful ropework from Shiro. padme was touching herself being aroused from all the play with the two of us. In Photoshop, I darkened the corners of the image and increased the contrast a lot; some noise removal was done too; a little dodge and burn to bring out some details; all to keep the eyes focused on padme, under a spotlight, the darkness surrounding her, envoloping her, holding her in it's embrace. We hope that you enjoy the image. Please leave us a comment. We'd love to hear from you. Be sure to check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in HNT. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Playing with the big boys

It's been a really interesting few days for me. I have been doing a lot of processing and I am not sure how much I feel like sharing on my blog right now. It makes me a bit paranoid when I know that so many of my ex partner's are reading this blog. I feel like I don't have very much privacy here to write about the things that I would like to. I have been going through a lot of life changes recently. It's made me emotional and also gave me some bad insomnia last night. I was up for several hours with a lot on my mind. I am still recovering a bit from my drinking binge this weekend after the Taboo sex show and ruining a possible threesome with Shiro and Master and I. I admit I carried a lot of guilt that I ruined the evening. I let my drinking get out of control. I admit that I have been drinking a lot lately and I think it is because of trying to numb some of the feelings inside of me. I ran into an ex recently which stirred up a lot of emotions for me. I loved her very much and we hadn't seen each other for many years. nikki was one of my best friends but she was so much more than that. She was the first woman that I slept with. She was one of the closest to my heart of all the women I have ever known. Losing her was heartbreaking for me and I went into isolation after. I never thought we would see each other again but we did recently. We both were in shock and never spoke to one another. I keep thinking about her. Wondering if I will see her again and what I should say or do if I do run into her. She has been in my thoughts a lot. I realized recently that I am going to be running into my ex partner's at different events. I'm sure at some point I'm going to run into Daemon. That is a part of dating people from the local bdsm community. You break up and then you run into them at events. I briefly dated LB and we see each other and it's been a bit uncomfortable at times. We don't really talk anymore but he still invites me to his parties. Speaking of LB and his play parties...next weekend I am going to be spending a lot of time at LB's. He is having a play party from Friday night til Sunday. I am planning to go on Friday night with my friend, YTB and a Dom from Seattle that is pretty big time. I saw them play together at LB's play party in October. It was amazing and moved me deeply. I thought about their play and masturbated to that scene many times with my Hitatchi. I was surprised yesterday when YTB asked me to maybe do some play with her and that Dom next Friday night. I didn't think that the Dom (I'll call him Jake which is not his real name) remembered me. It's been a few months and we didn't talk very long. I wrote him an e-mail and was blown away when he responded to it. He is interested in getting to know me and maybe playing together with YTB next Friday night. I get a lot of different e-mails but I could feel the energy and dominance. His e-mail made my pussy throb with desire and a feeling of submission over me. I will share one quote from the e-mail with everyone. "You've shown in all this time a need in your core for the music I seek that we can create together. And you offer the strong possibility of many creations. I look forward to playing with your body, your mind, the sharing of our spirits, and the erotic shuttering of what we do to each other. I plan on finding what you are made of and capable of handling. I will be seeking to see how far you can go while at the same time adapting to what you need and how we feed each other." I will admit that his e-mail aroused me so much that I begged Master for an orgasm last night. I stayed up late so we could play around a bit. I was so horny after receiving that e-mail. I don't want to get too many expectations right now but I'm willing to get to know Jake and see what happens. I can feel a lot of connection and chemistry with him through the e-mails. It will be interesting to see what happens between us next Friday. Master and I were also thinking about going to LB's play party together next Saturday. I am not sure I am going to want to play two nights in a row so we may skip it. I think that Shiro is going to also be there next Friday night. It's going to be interesting and it's on my mind a lot right now. I've never played with someone so skilled and experienced as a Dom as Jake. I almost don't feel like I'm even in his league. I'm really glad though to be playing with some big boys though instead of young silly boys. Don't even get me started on the young Doms who are inexperienced and don't have their shit together. I have noticed recently that I've taken an interest in older men again and don't even consider the young boys anymore to play with. We've got a really smokin' hot HNT picture to put up tommorow night. It was taken last Saturday during the spanking play with Master and Shiro. That was sure a spanking good time and I sure hope that we can all get together for part 2 soon! *winks* I feel like I need a spanking today to get my ass moving and get my chores done for Master. I admit I had my head in the clouds yesterday and didn't get much done. Master was not pleased. I want to serve him and I am going to get my chores done on the list he gave to me. I know I'm going to have a very sore bottom if I don't. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Fun day out at the Taboo sex show and naughty night with Shiro and Master!

Wow! Yesterday was a very intense and naughty day for me and I want to blog about it while it's still fresh in my mind. I have the hangover from hell going on right now. I spent most of the night getting sick off the Russian vodka I was drinking. I have a killer headache and feel like I've been run over by a truck. I admit that I am horny as well as hungover. lol. It's quite the combination of feelings this morning. I have had a really wild weekend and going to have to spend the next few days recovering. I am putting up a picture today of what my ass looks like today with some marks and bruises from the spanking play last night with Shiro and Master! Master Anakin was home on Friday and we had some spanking play and great sex and orgasms. Friday night was our movie and merlot night and we watched The Lost Boys. Master had never seen the movie before and I hadn't seen it since the 80's. I put it on my bucket list because I really wanted to be the one to see The Lost Boys with Master. We both really enjoyed the movie! I get to cross something off my bucket list! #564 -Watch the original movie The Lost Boys with Master We were going to play after the movie but we wound up going to bed early because we wanted to be up early for the Taboo Naughty but nice sex show in Vancouver. We decided to drive down to Canada Place so we would have our car available if we decided to go anywhere after the sex show. We got there just before noon and met some friends there. Shiro was running a bit late so we waited for him and then we all started going around to the vendors together. I got to meet the man who made our suede flogger that Shiro gave us for Christmas. He has a really great collection of toys. I seriously considered buying a new collar which was very pretty but it wasn't quite what I was looking for. Shiro and I went shopping together for a while and Master took pictures of some of the shows and that. There was a naughty schoolgirl on stage at one point and I said to Shiro that Master was probably front row for that and it turns out he was!! lol! I know my Master very well! We went for lunch to a fancy Italian place and enjoyed a very yummy lunch there. We went back to Canada place and headed to the Dungeon and saw some local kinksters there including the man who did my Acupuncture needle play one time at Lb's play party. We watched a fireplay scene which was very cool. It was gettting crowded in the dungeon so we left. It was neat this year to walk into the dungeon and know a lot of the people there. Things are a bit different with that now being involved in the local bdsm community. Master had made a phone call to his parent's and just found out that we had an overnight for Skywalker and had the whole night free. Master mentioned to me that Shiro might want to come back to our place for some fun and playtime. I was nervous to bring this up to Shiro though. I kept thinking he might freak out like Daemon did during my birthday weekend when we invited Daemon to our place for some fun times. Shiro didn't hesitate though and said he would be happy to come back with us. I picked up a brand new Rabbit Vibrator because my other one had died and this one was a much better design. We also expanded our porn collection by picking up a few new ones. I admit that my tummy and head were starting to spin a bit at this point. Flashbacks of a threesome a few years ago with Master R and Master Anakin after the Taboo show was going through my head. This was spur of the moment and unexpected. I didn't have a chance to even clean up the place properly. I spent a week cleaning before the birthday dinner. Shiro gave me some naughty cupcakes (cupcakes with edible nipples and cocks and such) as a token gift for having him over. We stopped by the liquor store and I picked up a Corona for Master and a bottle of my favorite Russian vodka also. This is the same bottle of vodka that I have had many other nights which got very naughty. The vodka goes straight to my pussy. I'm Russian and that vodka can bring out a very naughty and wild girl. Little miss dangerous cums out to play! I got to try a bottle of Hpnotiq liquor for the first time which was also on my bucket list. I never got the chance to smoke a cuban cigar that I got so I could cross that off. I did get to cross off: #579 -Buy a bottle of Hpnotiq and drink it We ordered a pizza for dinner and I put on a new porno and went up to get changed. I put on my naughty outfit that I wore on Friday to model it for Shiro. I wanted him to see my new Japanese robe. Master mentioned it was too tight to play in at one point so I got changed into my pink PVC skirt which Shiro bought me on our first date. I also wore the spandex top from the naughty schoolgirl outfit, black lace panties and also red fishnet thigh-hi's. We enjoyed dinner and we all talked for a while. I brought out the bottle of Russian vodka and started to have shots of it. I admit I was feeling very nervous as it was getting obvious that a threesome was starting to develop between Shiro and Master and I. Shiro and I have not fucked yet and I really thought last night would be the night!! I thought things would go to the next level. I was extremely horny. You can see on my twitter updates how wild and horny I was starting to get. lol! I was wanting to twitter in between playtime and bathroom trips. lol! I admit I'm addicted to Twitter! I can't help it sometimes but want to update it even when I am supposed to be focusing on the play. My pussy was wet and the toys got brought out. Shiro had brought over his toys and I showed him ours and we put them all together to make a very memorable night. I was flogged and spanked and many toys were used on my bottom. You can see Shiro's shadow in the one picture I am putting up today. You can also see the Russian vodka bottle too! lol! Shiro and Master were not drinking so it was just me having shots. There was a very erotic moment when I looked over at Master and he was watching Shiro flog me. I could see Darth Vader in his eyes and he looked very pleased. I could tell he was enjoying watching. I also knew he was hard. I could just tell. Shiro went upstairs at one point and Master started to spank me. I remember having the wrist and ankle cuffs on and being bound at one point. I also remember a spreader bar and some bondage happening. I was so deeply aroused that I needed to use my new Rabbit vibrator. I put on quite a show for Shiro and Master. I was begging to cum and when I did I exploded!!! I screamed quite loud too. I'm pretty sure the neighbors might have heard that one. lol! I was horny all day and it had built up inside of me and felt so good to cum. I was deep in subspace and my head was spinning. I didn't feel well at one point and went upstairs to go pee. I felt like I needed to lay down. I don't remember puking but apparently I fell asleep in my own puke. *blushing* I am very embarrased to admit that. I had plans to go downstairs and have a threesome with Shiro and Master and I wound up passed out in my puke instead. Master said he came upstairs when I hadn't come back down and saw me and then cleaned it all up. Shiro came up and said goodnight and headed back home. I woke up several times through the night puking. It was not a good night. I don't remember the last time I was so sick from vodka. I think it was my stag party many years ago. I felt like I was dying!! Master was so good to me. You can always tell that someone loves you very much when they clean up your puke. I woke up this morning feeling like I've been run over. I wish I could cross something else off my bucket list and call it a threesome but it didn't quite happen last night due to the Russian vodka that I overindulged in. Oh well! I called Shiro today and offered for him to come over for part 2 sometime soon so hopefully we can all play together again soon! And this time I'll not drink any of the Russian vodka. lol! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A spanking fun afternoon with Darth Vader!

I had a spanking fun afternoon today! Master was home from work today and we had a few errands to run and then came home to some playtime on the darkside. He wanted me to dress up in one of my new outfits that I got from my friend, Katt this week. I picked out a black bodysuit type of lingere which is very tight and also the new Japanese robe and red fishnet thigh-hi's. I also put on my pretty pink lace panties for him also which he likes. He was very pleased. He wanted to take a few pictures of me downstairs in our basement and start the spanking fun there. It was cold out! I did a few minor complaints about the temperature but he made sure to get me plenty warmed up down in the basement. I showed off my outfit and acted a bit sassy and got to bend over for a spanking and then some touching and grabbing and things started to heat up. We headed back upstairs to our bedroom where there was porn on and candles lit and music. I put out a bunch of toys including the new suede flogger and Hitatchi and some clothespins. I got put over the pillow at the end of the bed and he flogged my ass hard making it very red. I also got some hand spanking and a few with his belt too to end things off. My ass was nicely sore and red and he took pictures of it. I am sharing a few pictures that were taken this afternoon of the sexy outfit and spanking play! Enjoy! It was a spanking fun afternoon with Darth Vader! We picked up a few things on our errands including a bottle of Hpnotiq liqueur which I've always wanted to try and is on my bucket list. We plan to enjoy it this weekend. We also picked up a cuban cigar. I've never smoked a cigar before and that is also on my bucket list. We rented the movie The Lost Boys also for tonight for our movie and merlot night! Master hasn't seen it before and I saw it back in the 80's. I put that movie on my bucket list and can't wait to see it with Master. This weekend is also the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show in Vancouver! Woot! We head out early tommorow to meet Shiro and friends at the Taboo show and we are planning for a fun day there. I always love the Taboo sex show and get plenty worked up and horny when I've spent the day there. Who knows what else I will be able to cross off my bucket list this weekend. There are a lot of possibilities. I'm excited about some naughty things that we might buy and are looking for. I can't wait to spend a day out with friends and Shiro and Master Anakin at the Taboo show! I'm sure I will be blogging about it on Sunday or Monday so stay tuned for that! I'm feeling very submissive and content right now after the playtime with Master. We had some GREAT sex this afternoon. He fucked my pussy soooo hard and made me cum hard for him several times before we had to stop so he could pick up Skywalker from school. I love a day with him alone and being able to play. I had no idea how much I needed it! mmmm...I'm still sooooo horny right now! I've been promised a weekend of naughty fun and play and tons of orgasms. Sounds like my kind of weekend! *winks* I hope everyone enjoys their weekend too! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Testing out the sex machine at Shasta's!

I was looking for a HNT picture this week and saw this one and was surprised that I havn't put it up yet on Journey to the Darkside. Happy HNT! This week's picture is a very sexy one. *winks* I can remember that night very well. I was out in Toronto visiting my best friend, Shasta. I had gotten my lower back tattoo done that day and that night we did the fondue and then headed upstairs to her bedroom. We looked through her toys and then I saw the sex machine and was curious and intrigued. Shasta is the Queen of toys! I'm serious! I have never known another woman who has as many toys as Shasta does! She is also one of the best sex toy reviewers that I know! I felt honored that she would let me try out the sex machine for the first time and test it out. Boy was that fun!! Lots and lots of naughty fun! Shasta and I just can't help but get into trouble when we get together. I wonder what would happen if she ever comes out to Vancouver to visit! That was my first time of trying a sex machine and that gave me some great orgasms! Shasta took this picture of me testing out the sex machine and I sent this to Master Anakin who told me that the picture made him hard. mmm....he likes naughty girls. I think it turned him on thinking about me being a naughty girl over at Shasta's place! :) I had a really great day today! I went out to Chilliwack with a friend of mine to visit and meet a new Fetlife friend of mine. Your Toy Box and I had talked at LB's parties but it was the first time we have been able to get really get to know each other. I met Your Toy Box at McDonald's and we had breakfast together. It was great to see her again and spend some time with her getting to know her better. I had met her at LB's parties but it's the first time we've been able to talk alone. She offered to give me a ride to Chilliwack to meet my friend and I really appreciate it. Thanks Your Toy Box! We were a bit late arriving as we got a bit lost but we kept a great sense of humor about it. We visited our friend, Katt from Fetlife. I've known Katt through her pictures and profile and some e-mails with her. I have been really looking forward to meeting her. It was great to finally meet her! She's super nice and a very attractive woman and her place was really cool! She had a bunch of clothes for Your Toy Box and I to look through and we spent a few hours doing that. I was really surprised at the clothes that Katt was giving away. There was a beautiful and sexy red corset and also a black suede skirt and some very sexy clothes. I have to admit I liked being a bit naughty and getting down to my panties and bra to try on the different clothes. There was a few naughty comments too from the girls. *giggles* I always enjoy a girl's day out and those two are a lot of fun to be around! I enjoyed the visiting and got 2 huge bags full of clothes from Katt. Wow! I'm blown away by her generosity! I really want to give her a BIG thank you for all the clothes she gave me. I promised her full credit for any clothes that I wear of hers. I also promised her lots of pictures too! There was one Stepford wife kind of dress from 1950! Holy smokes is Master Anakin going to love that one!! I am going to wear my apron with that dress and I promise some pictures to come with that one and the corset and lots of sexy clothes of hers! Her wardrobe is incredible! I can't believe how many neat things I got to wear. I also got a few things that I think Shiro will like too! *smiles* I also got to cross something off my bucket list today! WOOT! That is so cool that Katt was able to let me have that experience. She had a corn snake and I got to experience holding it! I freaked out a bit and there were a few shrieks and then giggles! It was a very fun experience! The snake gripped onto my wrist and it almost looked like a type of snake bondage. That was the first time I ever got to hold a snake and I loved it! I would do it again! Maybe next time I'll hold onto a bigger snake and have more courage. lol! #61. -Hold onto a snake It's been a really great day and I'm happy to have some really great friends in my life. I was feeling very isolated and alone lately and I've met some really great women and I'm glad to also have Shasta in my life. My force feels strong and I'm very thankful for the friendship in my life! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex show this weekend!

I am very excited about the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show this weekend! Woot! It's one of my favorite events in January. A great escape and lots of fun for the day. This will be Master and I's 3rd year of going! I wanted to put up some pictures that were taken during one year of the sex show. I got my "spank me" panties there and a bunch of other neat stuff. I love those panties! They are one of my favorites. *smiles* I also bought my Fetish boots there too! I got a great deal from the woman there. They were $150 but I was able to talk her down to $100! They are so sexy! They can be a bit hard to walk in though so I hope to look for another pair of boots. I'm looking for boots that are a bit more goth and a bigger heel. I had a lot of foot problems after walking around in my Fetish boots at the last Pre-New year's eve party at Rascal's that I went to. Shiro was massaging my feet after and I had a big knot in my foot. It hurt for a few days! So I need some new boots and the Taboo show is the perfect place to look for some! I am organizing a group to all go together to the Taboo show. I put up a thread on Fetlife about it and even on twitter today! I am hoping to get lots of people to go together and all hang out at the show! There are a few people from the local community who will be coming! I can't wait to see my friends and hopefully meet a few new people. There are a few vendors who will be there also that I hope to meet including the man who made our flogger. I had volunteered to help out in the dungeon but never heard back about it. I thought that might be kind of fun and wanted to offer my time. Oh well. I'm looking forward to going to the show. Shiro will be going for his first time to the Taboo show! I'm excited for him. I know it's so exciting the first time when you are first exploring Taboo. There is so much there to see and do! Master and I are both going and are looking forward to hanging out with everyone. I'm sure I'll have lots to blog about next week and hopefully a few pictures too! I went to the libido lounge orientation on Sunday. Something pretty major happened there but I am not allowed to talk about it. I can blog about Libido Lounge but only about specific things and not about the other members. I have to follow the rules so I can't write about what happened. I did enjoy seeing Shiro and spending time with him. We had a really good talk at Lougheed Mall after the orientation. He's been a really good friend to me and we have grown close lately. Well I should get going. My best friend, Shasta is calling me and we plan to talk on the phone today! I am looking forward to hearing from her. She's a really good friend and I'm lucky to have her in my life! I have plans tommorow to go out to Chilliwack and hang out with two Fetlife friends! I'm excited about that! A girl's day out! Maybe some coffee and shopping and a fun day out! I'm really looking forward to it. My force feels strong thanks to all the support and friendship and love that I get. I also am lucky to be in love with the most sexiest and handsome of men...Master Anakin! I don't know what I would do without him! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

My visual DNA

Master's pet

I wanted to write a quick blog post before heading up to a shower and getting ready for my meeting with Shiro. I am meeting him at 11:30 am this morning so we could go together to the Libido Lounge orientation. I am looking forward to starting my membership and also seeing him again! Hopefully we can have a coffee or some lunch after and be able to spend some time together before I have to head back. I have missed him! I'm really looking forward to today! Master and I had meant to watch the movie The Pet on Friday night but it didn't happen. We had a big dinner and then it was late when we started our first movie The Pineapple Express. I wound up falling asleep in front of the fireplace so we didn't get to see it. We had sitting all day yesterday so we ran a few errands and then came back with lunch so we could sit down and watch it together. I was stripped naked and put onto my leash and then told to lay at his feet while we watched it together. I was Master's little pet. I really enjoyed the movie a lot. I was glad to see a movie about an alternative lifestyle and to see how her life was out of control and the Owner was able to make her happy and take care of her. The movie did get into human trafficking but it also made a point of saying in the end that the relationship that the pet had with her owner was consensual and it wasn't about that. The ending was pretty sad and different than I had anticipated. I won't give it away but it was just a lot different than how I thought it would end. There were several scenes which got me very aroused and I enjoyed seeing her being his pet. I love the part where he is spoon feeding her ice-cream and she is at his feet. I also thought it was interesting about her pet cage and how she slept in it every night. The branding was pretty interesting too. I had wanted to see this movie since I saw the trailer for it and was happy to finally get the chance to. Master treated me like his pet yesterday. I spent all day naked on my leash. I had to eat out of my kitty bowl and he spoon fed me my lunch. I loved being his pet and watching the movie together. It got us both turned on and we had some really rough sex last night and I had a HUGE orgasm!! It is a great way to spend a Saturday being his pet. It makes me feel so submissive and happy and I hope I can be more on my leash in 2009. I get to cross something else off my bucket list too! It's the first one I get to cross off for 2009! Woot! I can't wait to start crossing more off soon hopefully! #208 -Watch the movie The Pet Well I should get my ass up to the shower and get ready to head to the skytrain. I can't wait to see Shiro and have a fun day out! It's been a really great weekend. I did start my period this morning but I noticed that I didn't have any PMS this month which was really nice. I'm glad it will be over in time for the Taboo Naughty but Nice Sex show next Saturday! I hope everyone had a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Sexy french maid gets the Anakin's paddle

I was going through some old pictures today and saw some French maid ones that I did when having some play with Darth Vader. I was dressed up sexy in my French Maid costume. I was wearing my black fetish shoes with the costume and had a very naughty attitude. I saw a picture of me on the floor pouting at Master. Then I saw this paddling picture and remembered how sassy my attitude was with him that day. How angry and stern he got when he grabbed the Anakin's paddle and made me bend over the chair so he could paddle my naughty bottom. That Anakin's paddle can be deadly and it doesn't take much to really redden my ass! This picture made me giggle a bit. You can tell he's giving me a lecture with his hand and finger pointing at me. What do you think he's saying to me in that moment? I'm curious to hear your opinions and thoughts on this picture. Please leave us a comment and tell us what you think he is saying to me! We would love to hear from you! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Naughty schoolgirl spanking

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! This is our first HNT picture of 2009 and a brand spanking new picture to put up on Journey to the Darkside! Darth Vader and I had some naughty fun during a fun overnight that we had during our Air Supply concert night. I dressed up in my new naughty schoolgirl costume for him and we did some role-playing. I played the role as the naughty schoolgirl of course. It is a role that I enjoy and can get into very easily because I love to be very naughty! Master had me put over his knee and started to give me an OTK spanking when he took this picture. You can see the very cute white ruffled panties which came with the schoolgirl set. They are so cute and naughty and Master did eventually pull them down so he could give me a bare bottom spanking too! We hope you enjoy the HNT picture this week. We havn't been getting too many comments lately and are wondering how everyone is doing. We would love to hear from you. Please leave us a comment! Maybe we can convince a few lurkers to come out of hiding this week and say hello! Pretty please? :) I am very excited about this weekend. Master ordered me a copy of the movie The Pet. I really wanted to watch this movie and had put it on my bucket list. You can see the trailer for it on the link. It's a bdsm type of movie and I have been wanting to see it since I saw the trailer for it. He wanted to surprise me and I was very excited to see it in our mailbox today. We plan to watch it on Friday night together after Skywalker is in bed. We have a dinner happening on Friday but we want to both watch this movie that night. We are hoping that this might inspire some play too and I've already asked him for a spanking. I'm craving one this week and miss getting my bottom red and sore. I have been told that I will be watching The Pet on my leash by his side while we watch it together. Mmmmm...I'm very, very excited! I have been wanting to see this movie and I can't wait for a very special night together. I am really curious to see The Pet. We had to order it online because our local video store didn't have it and I couldn't find it anywhere else. It's very hard to find. It looks really good! This could be the first thing I get to cross off my bucket list for 2009 unless something else happens before Friday night! I did get a few e-mails yesterday from a few people offering to help me with crossing things off my list! I am very excited about some future possibilities! I am seeing Shiro on Sunday for the Libido Lounge orientation and am very excited about that! I can't wait to get started on my membership. The woman who runs the Libido lounge, Jennifer has been really nice and helpful to me. She also e-mailed me about my bucket list and hopefully being able to cross a few things off my list at some of the Libido Lounge events! I'm very excited! Hopefully I can find a few women to play with as I have really been frustrated with that and would really enjoy that a lot! My force feels strong today! I am also feeling very domestic! I baked gingerbread cake and have done some chores for Master and am dying my hair. I feel like my sex drive has cum back and I'm ready for some play on the darkside with Darth Vader! Please check out Osbasso's blog if you want to participate in HNT! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Updates on my bucket list

I spent a lot of time yesterday and today updating my bucket list. I had written down a few new ideas for things I wanted to try and wanted to try to get to #600 which I was able to do today! It's incredible to have 600 different ideas on my list! I was able to cross many things off last year but I'm going to aim to do even more this year in 2009! I havn't been able to cross anything off my list yet for 2009 but I've got a few good ideas of ones I'd like to cross off very soon. It inspires me and motivates me to try new things and to do some of those things I have been wanting to try and places I want to visit too. Please let me know if you are able to help me cross anything off my bucket list this year! I always appreciate the help and there are a few things that I need people's help with to cross them off. I am having a pretty blah kind of day today. It's pouring rain but at least it isn't snowing and it's melting the snow away. I had a really rough night and bad insomnia last night so I spent this morning napping and also not having much energy. I need a spanking to get my ass going and get some chores done for Master! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Monday morning masturbation

The kids were back to school today and Master was back to work again after the holiday break. I was a bit worried I might be lonely today but I was glad to have the place back to myself again and I had also been given permission to use my Hitatchi and masturbate this morning. It's been weeks since I last had the chance for some private time with my favorite vibrator. I forgot how good it feels to start the day with masturbation. I had a really big orgasm and am feeling really relaxed today and getting back to normal with my routine again. I got a few gifts for Christmas which have been really wonderful. I got a 12 cup coffee maker for Christmas to replace my 1 cup which had broken down. It's wonderful also that it has a timer so I can have my morning cup brewing as I wake. Leia is also into drinking coffee so we both get to enjoy a cup of Tim Hortons coffee in the morning. I also got a new George Foreman grill for Christmas too and have made a lot of use out of that. It's great see all the grease pour into the container and not into the food. I am trying to figure out how I coped without both of those as they are now gifts that I use almost every day now. I did not make any new year's resolutions this year but have instead tried to make some goals for myself. I am trying to be more organized and also put more into my housework and keeping the place clean and organized. I am trying to cook more at home and do more baking. I am also trying to connect with other people and hopefully meet some new people and make some new friends. I am going to the orientation for Libido Lounge on Sunday. I am hoping this will connect me with a new group of people and some fun experiences. Shiro is going with me and I'm looking forward to starting on my membership. I am also trying to organize getting people together for the Taboo Naughty but Nice sex show next Saturday. I thought it would be fun to get a group of people together for it. It makes it a lot more fun! I can't wait! I also got a e-mail on Fetlife from someone who wants to maybe meet for a coffee later this week. I hope that works out. I have been feeling very isolated and I don't feel like I have too many close friends. I put a thread on Fetlife about carpooling also hoping to find people who live close to me and hopefully I can get out to more munches this year and public events. I am trying to put myself out there more in hopes of finding some new friends and not being so lonely or isolated as I have been. Master has been very encouraging with this and I'm really glad. I also might look into doing some volunteering this year too with all my free time during the days and to keep myself busy. I am also going to get back into reading again. It's been a while since I read a good book and I've got a new one for Christmas called The Darker Side of Pleasure by Eden Bradley. I plan to devote some time each day to reading and relaxing and having some time for myself. I think it's important and will do me a lot of good to take some time each day for reading. I am hoping for lots of play too this year and hopefully being able to cross lots off my bucket list. I was able to cross lots off last year and try many firsts. I just got off the phone with Shiro. I am also looking forward to the new year with him and many new possibilities for some fun in our future and getting to know him more. He's been a really good friend to me and is very special to my heart. :) Hopefully there will be lots of spankings in the next year too. I was thinking today that there are a few spanking toys that I would like to buy and also try this year. Maybe I'll be able to find a few things at the Taboo show next weekend. I can't wait! I am also hoping to blog more this year and try to keep up with blogging. It's an important release for me to be able to write. It's been a really long time since I wrote an erotic story and would also love to try to find some time for that too. Hopefully the snow will melt soon and I'll be back to my walking again too. I miss that a lot. My force feels stronger today and I am looking ahead at a new year full of many possibilities for 2009. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

A date at Metrotown and big talk with Master

I was fighting the flu for the beginning of my new year. I felt tired and drained and feeling like I had a flu bug for a few days. I woke up feeling a lot better yesterday. I'm glad I had the chance to have a good sleep for a few days in a row. I'm back to getting up early again starting tommorow for back to school with the kids. Master is back to work and everything goes back to normal again. I am craving a normal routine but also dreading getting up early again and trying to get my bedtimes back to normal. I was invited to a MVK (Metro Vancouver kink) demonstration for single tail play and then a play party afterwords with Shiro. I declined because I hadn't been feeling 100% and so much snow and bad road conditions but also because single tail play is also not something I am interesting in doing. Shiro recently purchased two single tails and I started to realize that I should tell him how I feel about that kind of play. I was starting to wonder if that was something he wanted to play with me and it is on my hard limits list. I had a bad experience with a few years ago with a bullwhip scene with Master Anakin and Master R during a threesome together. It has left me with emotional scars that I have not been able to get past. I don't like whips. I don't like the looks of single tail whips or even the sounds of them. It scares me. I do realize that some people love that kind of play and that's great. But I am personally not into it and it is on my hard limits. I put it on my bucket list hoping that I might be able to work past my fear but I am very unsure I will ever be able to. Master has also voiced concerns over doing that type of play with anyone who doesn't have years of experience with it. LB had offered to try a single tail on me last year but I was way too scared. I feel bad though that Shiro will have to do that type of play with someone else. I realized today though that I really should have been talking about my limits with him months ago when we first started playing together. I am not too sure I was very clear about them and it's important about discussing them when you play with someone and are getting to know them. Master and I had an afternoon of sitting yesterday and decided to head out for an afternoon of fun together. It was snowing a lot so we decided to take the skytrain down to Metrotown and do the park and ride. We had lunch together and then watched the new Transporter 3 movie together. I loved it! There was one scene where the wild Russian girl says "are you going to spank me?" to the Transporter (Jason Statham) and he says "that's just to start with." mmm...a very hot scene and I admit it got my sex drive back after it had disappeared for a few days. I was left squirming in my seat. I've always had the hots for Jason Statham. He's VERY hot!! Master said the girl in the movie reminded him a lot of me. I'm a wild Russian girl too when I get the vodka in me. *smiles* We did some shopping afterwords and then headed back for a relaxing night by our fireplace. We had some play and orgasms and then wound up having a really big talk afterwords. We both want 2009 to be a good year for us and our relationship. We both felt that we made some mistakes last year and that it caused some problems in our relationship. I was going out all the time to different bdsm events and not spending enough time with Master. He also felt that my mind was on a lot of different people towards the last part of the year and not focused enough on him. He felt that I also said "yes" to a few situations (like my mom coming for the holidays and my brother staying with us etc...) which put a lot of stress on us and I did not discuss with him first which is a rule between us. I have a hard time saying no to people sometimes and this caused a lot of problems between Master and I. I have promised him to come to him more and try to discuss things before agreeing to things. I have also promised him to spend less time out at different events and more time with him working on our relationship. We want to date each other more and try to play together more and make our force stronger. We both talked about wanting a trip together this year. We will have been married 5 years this year and have not been able to really get away for a proper honeymoon. Our kids are older and we want to try to go somewhere warm and tropical together. We did not have any kind of a trip together in 2008. We both feel that it's the year to work on us and make us stronger. There is more I can say about our talk last night but I will just say that I have done a lot of reflecting and soul searching the last few weeks and so has Master Anakin. I want to put as much into my relationship with him that I was doing with other people last year. We both talked about our hopes and goals for 2009 and we both want to get our force stronger and focus more on each other. Our Air Supply night was very special and so was yesterday. I realize that spending time with my loving Master and husband is the priority for 2009 and I want to focus my energy a lot more on him and being his slave and wife. I belong to Him now, always and forever.... May the force be with you all! ~padme amidala

A romantic Air Supply concert and naughty night for Master and slave

I will never forget Dec. 30/08. I was so excited about our overnight and going to see Air Supply at the Red Robinson theatre. I had won a contest and ordered a new schoolgirl costume and had it waiting for us when we got home that night. We had an overnight with no kids and had a special date planned. Master looked so handsome all dressed up and was wearing a tie. I wore my nice black dress pants and fancy blouse. We had dinner at the casino at a fancy restaurant which was delicious and yummy. We did some gambling afterwards. I was able to win a little and lose a little and keep playing for close to 40 minutes on the same $20 I put into the slot machine. Master was very lucky and won $81 and we were both very excited about that! Then it was time to head to the concert. I've never been to the Red Robinson theatre before and it was on my bucket list so something else I could cross off. #89 -See a show at the Red Robinson theatre in Coquitlam I loved the inside of it and enjoyed a glass of wine before the concert. Air Supply was absolutely amazing!! One of the most romantic concerts I have ever been to. Master and I mentioned that we both knew all the words to almost all their songs. There was one song which was a new one that we had never heard before. Air Supply has a new album due out next year. They sounded great and looked good for their ages. They have been together for 34 years. They talked to the audience a lot and even came out and were about 10 feet from us singing. It was dreamy!! I felt so close to Master and got emotional a few times. What a night! What an experience! I will never forget it! That was a really great Christmas gift for Master and I both. We headed home and brought our bottle of shiraz up to our bedroom and everything was waiting for us. I put on a porno and lit some candles around the room and put on some soft music. I laid out our toys and got the Hitatchi ready. I got dressed into my new schoolgirl outfit which fit me perfectly. It is so cute and sexy!! I am putting up a few pictures of it today for everyone to see! Click to enlarge the pictures and get a better look at them! The schoolgirl outfit is so naughty and sexy! The top is made of spandex and was nice and stretchy. It showed off my tits well. The skirt barely covered my ass and Master loved the white ruffled panties. He had such a hard on when he saw me. I had put my hair into ponytails and put some glitter on and nice perfume. I put on my schoolgirl shoes. I loved the cute white thigh-hi's with lace. So innocent but yet very sexy! I flirted with Master and started to do some role-playing with him. I was playing the role of the naughty schoolgirl of course. *winks* He loved it! I told him how naughty I was and how I skipped out of school and needed a spanking. He was very happy to give me one. He lifted my schoolgirl skirt and started to spank me over the panties and then pulled them down to spank me on my bare bottom. He was the evil mean principal and started to get into his role. It was a lot of fun and we both really enjoyed it. It added a lot to our play to do a bit of role-playing. I felt like such a naughty schoolgirl slut in my outfit sucking his cock. I get to cross something else off my bucket list with doing some role-playing with Master. #265 -Role-play with Master again We played for hours. I got spanked and flogged and strapped with his belt in a corporal punishment type of scene. I got put into the corner like a naughty girl with my panties down and a bright red ass! My ass was SO sore when he was done with it. Hours went by and we didn't even realize before we were both so lost in our play and fun. I had a few orgasms and got fucked really hard in my pussy. I was so worn out and tired that I don't remember falling asleep next to Master in the middle of our talk afterwards. It was a really great night and so much fun! It was romantic and yet naughty. I loved the combination and felt very connected to him. Our force felt strong. New Year's eve did not go quite as anticipated. We had a yummy gourmet dinner and watched 200 cigarettes. We both started drinking very early in the evening. I have not seen Master drink so much in a long time. We were both drunk by 11 pm and went upstairs to try to fuck. We both were too drunk to fuck! Imagine that! lol! Things were spinning for me and I felt close to puking. Master said he could barely stand. We gave up trying to fuck and watched Dick Clark and held each other while the countdown to the New year started. We kissed each other and then held each other while we both fell asleep shortly after midnight. I felt bad we didn't get to fuck but I know we were both so worn out from the night before and drinking for hours. Oh well! There is always next New year's eve to have lots of naughty fun! I woke up feeling like hell yesterday. I had 2 naps and felt so worn out and drained. I didn't feel like myself at all. I am still not feeling 100% today. I think I have a flu bug. I am taking it easy and Master is taking good care of me. I can't believe that in a few days Master is back to work and my kids are back to school!! What happened to the holidays? All of a sudden they are over! I can't wait til the snow goes away. We've had way too much of it lately. I hope everyone had a good New year's! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala