Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Happy HNT - Flogger fan

Hello and Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone. For your viewing pleasure, we bring you this week's picture; a dark, artistic take on My padme's well-flogged bottom. As often is the case, I was inspired to take this photo whilst giving My padme some attention with some of our toys. I placed the flogger handle between her legs and fanned out the strands of the flogger I was using across the top of her ass; kind of like arranging flowers, only meaner.

Then, with a sore ass, I had her be still while I took this photograph. I find there is sometime synergistic about play and photography, at least for me. They inspire each other to greater heights in the dark dance of a good scene. Beauty didn't kill the beast so much as gave it inspiration.

I took the image and worked with it a little in Photoshop; darkening everything to make the image look how I felt when I was flogging; the Dom space of black and white, and deep, violent violet.

We hope you enjoy this week's HNT image. Please leave a comment or email us; we value your feedback. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you would like anymore information on the HNT series.

May the force be with you.

~Anakin

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Darth Vader's homemade whip

Just call me the Stepford Wife. I've spent my morning looking after my sick husband and also doing chores, baking, and putting dinner into the slow cooker. My sister likes to make fun of me that I am the "stepford wife" and I have to admit that I kind of like it. I like being a 1950's type of wife. I am able to stay home and look after my kids and husband. I really enjoy being a domestic diva. I am able to cook which is one of my favorite passions. I can throw myself into housework and I enjoy a nice clean place.

Master has been really controlling lately and I am enjoying it very much. My focus had been really off the last few weeks. My mind was on other people and other things going on. Last week I sunk into a deep depression and it helped me when my sister came out but I still felt like I was a bit lost. He was able to get me focused on the weekend. Lots of play on the darkside and total control over me. Everything was totally controlled by him. I didn't even have to think about any decisions or what to eat or do. I have to admit that this turned me on a lot to have him deny me things and take over with controlling all aspects of my life. I love having a TPE (total power exchange) relationship. I am craving Him to take over more and more aspects of my life. To hand over all the power to Darth Vader. I much prefer to have Him making the decisions and controlling my life.

I often talk about His "homemade whip" in my blog posts. His whip has become a big part of my training recently. I have been whipped a lot for the tinest infractions. I have a love/hate relationship with Darth Vader's whip. It can bruise and mark me more than most of our toys. It leaves mean and harsh whip marks which can last for a few days. It can be an evil spanking impliment. It hurts like hell when I'm getting it, especially when he uses it hard on my poor bottom. But I love how it makes me feel. I feel so incredibly submissive after he has whipped me with it. I have found myself craving harsher whippings and more intense pain from Him. Darth Vader can be a very mean man and he loves giving me my pain. It seems like lately he is reaching more for His whip than even His belt or other toys like paddles or floggers.

Darth Vader made His homewhip whip from materials bought at the Dom Depot. Errr...Home Depot. lol. The two strands are hard cords which make a whipping like sound when being used. It is a very intense type of toy and I would not recommend it for anyone who isn't into heavy amounts of pain. I am putting up a picture today of what the whip looks like. It is one of the quieter types of toys and can give a lot of pain in a short amount of time. I love when he makes me spread my legs for Him like in the picture. I feel soooooo submissive and usually very wet after He is done whipping me. Mmmmm..thinking about it right now makes me feel VERY aroused. :)

My force feels strong today because it is running through Him. I am working for Him today and I am enjoying His watchful eye on me as I am doing chores and baking and such. I am looking forward to more training and playing on the darkside with Darth Vader.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Going to the car show and playing on the darkside with Darth Vader!



It's been a really fun and nice weekend so far. I was hoping for a big play scene on Friday night but Master was tired and so was I. We did manage to have a very nice quickie and some spanking fun before bed though and I was happy to have some fun private time together. We got to sleep in and had breakfast together. We were both trying to figure out what to do for the day. We had an overnight and no kids for 24 hours. I had noticed that the BC Classic & Custom Car Show was happening in Abbotsford this weekend. I was very curious about checking it out and mentioned it to Master. He agreed that would be a fun thing to go to and that we could BOTH cross something off our bucket lists! He put it on his bucket list too! We both have been wanting to go to a car show together.

I showered and got ready and we headed out for lunch and then off to the car show! It was really neat!! Lots of old cars and some newer types of ones too. A car show happened which had lots of loud engines and cute guys and also a few hot girls too! *winks* There was the "hot rod hotties" which were there. Master (the dirty old man) took quite a few pictures of them and I put one up today for everyone to see. There were a few cute girls and one of them caught my eye. Master suggested we should invite her back to our place for a threesome and made me giggle and blush. I was sure tempted. :)

I had a lot of fun at the car show. We spent several hours there checking all the cars out and seeing the show. I can cross something off my bucket list also! Yeah!

#92 -Go to a car show

We picked up a movie (The Spirit) and some dinner on the way home. We enjoyed some homemade wine which my sister gave to us. I got naked and brought out my leash and the toys. I spent the movie by Master's feet on my leash naked. It was a great release for me to let myself go into the role of His pet. He made sure to tease my pussy and tits a lot during the movie. He would slid his fingers down between my legs and start to play with my pussy. Then he would squeeze a nipple. I had a hard time concentrating on the movie sometimes. lol.

The movie ended and a porno got put on. There was a really good girl/girl scene in it which got me turned on. I was thrown over his knee at one point for a hard OTK spanking. Then I was allowed to twitter about what was going to happen next. His belt and whip were waiting for me. He told me that we were going to play on the darkside and to come to the couch and bend over for my spanking time. He used His belt very hard many times against my poor bottom. I squealed a few times which got a stern lecture about keeping still and being a good girl.

He then whipped my poor red ass. It had been warmed up by the belt and now was going to get a good and solid whipping. I cried out a bit as he went harder and harder with each stroke. I received 40 very hard strokes with his whip. Then I was told to get on all fours and spread my legs for Him. He penetrated my wet pussy with his hard cock. I was fucked doggy style very hard. He pulled my hair so hard during our fucking. He whispered in my ear about what a slutty girl I am and how much I needed a good and proper fucking.

He came and then I was fingered to an orgasm. He then made me cum 2 more times after that with the Hitatchi and Rabbit. I came back to some rough play. There was slapping, punching, biting, wrestling, and lots of mind fucks. Darth Vader hurt me and enjoyed it. I saw the look of pleasure in His eyes when he saw me struggle to stay still as he continued to whip me and flog me and use his belt all over my legs and a few which hit me right on my pussy!! Ouchies!!

The biggest test for me was staying still when I got my pussy hit. OMG that hurt!! I almost came though from it. I was SO wet!! Master teased me a lot about how much he knew I wanted it. The pain slut wanted more...more ....MORE. "Give me more pain, Daddy!" I begged.

My world was spinning and I was in a huge endorphin rush after he was done all the play on the darkside. My body felt sore. My pussy and ass throbbed. He provided wonderful aftercare for me. I was given some water and snacks and allowed a bit more wine. He cuddled with me and stroked my hair. I don't remember even falling asleep because I was in endorphin heaven and relaxed with His words comforting me.

I woke up and spent a bit of time on the computer before getting called up to the bedroom. I brought some breakfast for us and we ate and then played some more. I got more spanking time and lots more rough play. We had rough sex and then he made me cum again for Him. We spent a lot of time talking afterwords. I am very glad that He has become more controlling lately. It's helped me keep my focus and keep our force strong.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, April 24, 2009

TGIF!! Sunny spring days are the best!

TGIF!! I think that sunny spring days are the best ever! I love the sunshine and warm weather. The flowers are starting to bloom. Sunshine is awesome for my SAD (seasonal affective disorder). I feel like I am in a lot better place emotionally than I was a few days ago. The first part of the week was very stressful. My period started and a severe crash from the weekend play that we had. I also had some disappointing news as well as really big family news which rocked my world! I found out that my mother is moving back to B.C. My mom and I have a very complicated relationship and I'm really not sure how I feel about it all. Thinking about it gets me stressed out.

I'd like to apologize to everyone who I pushed away this week. I was so emotional and I felt like I was fighting with everyone. I should learn to hide when I'm on my period. I shouldn't be around people or even blog. I was glad to take a break from blogging for a few days. I had severe PMS and it can be deadly when I'm having that and crashing from an intense weekend. I act a bit crazy for a few days. lol. I think every woman has to know what that is like though. It's really hard for me to control my emotions when I am overwhelmed and so emo. I wish that I could learn to deal with it better.

I didn't handle my emotions very well and it pushed me over the edge. I don't think that I ate anything on Tuesday and I slept a few hours that night. I did a lot of crying and felt deeply depressed and like I was in a black hole. I am really glad that my sister came out for a visit on Wednesday. She turned things around for me.

I hadn't seen her in a year and we havn't spent very much sister time together. This was a great chance to visit and I was so excited and surprised by her news about coming for a visit. We drank homemade wine on Wednesday night. We tried to play Rock band while intoxicated and that was pretty funny. lol. We stayed up late talking. She's a night owl so I didn't get to sleep until late. Yesterday we went out to Metrotown for shopping time. It was great retail therapy for us. My sister and I love to shop! I went to Lush and treated myself to lots of goodies! I can't wait to have a bath bomb tonight! :)

I got a new spring jacket at Old Navy. I also got a new pair of sunglasses too! We had lunch together and a great time at Metrotown. Then we went for a visit with my grandma. It was a really nice day together and something that I've wanted to do and was on my bucket list! I get to cross something else off:

#554 -Spend the whole day with my sister hanging out with her together

She was thinking about staying through the weekend but she went home today. I really enjoyed having her here. Today has been a good day so far. I had lunch with my sister and a great visit with her. We found out that we have an overnight this weekend with no kids! Yeah! I'm looking forward to that tommorow. We are not sure of our plans yet though. Hmmm..what should we do with our 24 hours and no kids? My period also stopped today...just in time for the weekend! Woot!

I am feeling VERY masochistic today. Lots of thoughts about spankings and sexy thoughts about blowjobs and orgasms. I just hope that this weekend can be spent being naughty together. I have missed our private time together. Our force feels strong today. Daddy and I have done a lot of talking this week. I am very glad for my strong Jedi to keep me focused when it feels like my life is falling apart. Thank you Master! I am so lucky to be His slave. :)

I hope everyone has a great weekend!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

A visit from my little sis

Yesterday was one of the worst days ever!! I felt like I was surrounded by darkness. Crashing from the weekend play and also my period starting and a whole lot of other stuff is going on too. There are some things that are going on which I don't really want to blog about. It feels too private and I'd rather keep it off my blog. I will say that I have felt great sadness for feeling a lot of distance with everyone that I love and care about the last few days.

Daddy and I got into a bit of a fight last night which was not a surprise considering how much I've been pushing him away lately. He tried to be a Daddy but I wouldn't listen to him and he got angry. Hopefully we can have some time this weekend together to get connected again and get our force strong. I hate when we are fighting. I feel bad that I've taken things out on him the last few days. I know that I am not easy to be around during PMS and crashing hard at the same time.

I did get some big family news yesterday and also today. I found out today that my little sister is coming for a visit tommorow! She got her driver's licence recently and is driving out to see me. She knows that I've had a rough few days and has been worried about me. I was feeling very alone and she wanted to come give me some support and hugs. Yeah for sisters! We havn't spent much time together lately. She'll be staying with us and I plan to have a good visit with her. She's staying with us til Friday. We've made sister plans for Thursday and I'm really excited about it! :) It was a very pleasant and unexpected surprise today for me. I can't wait to see her!

I will be mostly off the computer for the next few days. I need a break from the computer. Fetlife has a lot of drama going on and has stressed me out to read it all. I've also would prefer to keep my communication with people through the phone right now or real life. E-mails with some people are starting to really stress me out. I feel like communication with people is better either through the phone or getting together to talk to them. Miscommunication happens a lot through e-mails I have found out the hard way.

I hope to still update my twitter when I can and will check e-mails but we don't plan to put up an HNT picture this week. We'll be taking a brief break from blogging while we have company and also plans for this weekend.

May the force be with you!!

~padme amidala

Monday, April 20, 2009

A sexy double date with a notty girl and her Dragon!



It's been a roller coaster ride for me this weekend. Full of wild twists and turns and adventures. Also some low times too. I went from feeling like I was on top of the world one minute and then sadness and disappointment the next minute. I have PMS going on and also a major crash from the weekend. I have to admit that I wasn't sure about blogging today with feeling so blue. It can be hard to post about erotic fun when I'm not feeling too good. I'm going to try though to go back to those feelings from Saturday and describe some of the erotic and fun play that happened during a sexy double date with my notty friend, girlLi and her Daddy, Dragon.

I spent most of Saturday morning on the computer. I was constantly checking twitter for updates from my sexy friend, girlLi. I was also on Fetlife and facebook and my many addictions. Master was not too pleased with me when it was 11 am and I was still in my pj's and none of my chores had been done. He promised me that he would be giving me some "hard motivation" if my chores didn't start getting done. He had a list for me and I was told to get them done or he would be punishing me and he told me that it wouldn't be a fun one. I was told that the cane might be involved. So I started busting my butt around the house and got it cleaned up. Master kept a watchful eye on me the entire time and also checked to make sure the chores were done to His satisfaction.

I checked twitter a few times and got a few sexy ones from girlLi. I sent her a link to the video, Crazy from Aerosmith. The girls in the video remind me of her and I. Then she sent me a video link to a song from Kanye West. I forget the title but it was awesome and very sexy. I was starting to really get nervous after all the sexy twitters though. My tummy was doing spins and I needed to calm my nerves. I had a hot bath and made sure to shave including my naughty bits. I took my time to get ready. Did my nails...hair...make-up....all those things that girls need to do before getting ready for a date.

We headed to our local sushi place around 5:30 pm. I could tell that Master seemed a bit nervous also. We talked in the car for a bit before heading into the restaurant. I got so nervous when I saw girlLi enter with her Dragon. Ohhhh...I couldn't even hardly look at them. I felt a bit lost for words at times. I was mostly nervous about meeting Dragon. I wanted to make a good impression and wasn't sure what he would think of Master and I. We don't have too many friends and hadn't gone out on a double date in years. I was able to cross something off my bucket list:

#226 -Go out on a double date again

The sushi was fantastic although we ordered too much of it. lol! The sushi boat was huge! Dragon treated us all to sushi. A big thank you goes out to Dragon for treating us to sushi. :)

We headed back to our place and I got to cross something else off my bucket list:

#359 -Host a bdsm play party at our house

I got another really nice surprise when we got to our place. girlLi gave me a really nice bottle of red wine called Little black dress. Thank you sweetie! That was so nice of you. I had bought her some Zinfandel wine. We all socialized a bit and the spankings started almost as soon as we all had sat down. Star Wars was on Spike TV that night and we decided we would all have a bit of a Star Wars spanking party. I was over Master's knee right away during the movie. I get to cross something else off my bucket list:

#83 -Have a real (not on the webcam) Star wars spanking party with a friend or people. Watch a Star wars movie and have a party

We did a bit more socializing before deciding that it was time for the girls to head upstairs and get into some notty clothes. I was a bit nervous to have girlLi in my bedroom but I was glad to give her a kiss while we were getting ready. I was glad to be girls with her and get all giggly and nervous with her while getting ready. We got into our lingerie. I got a run in my stockings so I had to get a new pair on. I decided at the last minute to change into my schoolgirl outfit.

Little miss dangerous t-shirt, black lace panties, schoolgirl skirt and I also brought my teddy bear downstairs. I put my hair into pony tails. notty girl was having a bit of a challenging time getting her outfit together and I tried to reassure her that she looked extremely sexy!! I was drooling and very turned on when I saw her black sexy outfit. Her black fishnets also drove me crazy! I was constantly touching her leg to feel them. Mmm....

We came downstairs to our Daddies who were waiting for us. Her Daddy was on the love seat and my Daddy was on the bigger couch. We all decided to turn off Star Wars to something a bit more naughty and interesting. We decided to put on The Story of O movie. I got changed into a more comfortable outfit during it though. I put on a see-through red sexy lingerie. I have to admit though that the movie didn't stay on very long and I barely watched it because I was WAY too distracted by naked boobies and notty girl's. *winks* We cuddled up together and started kissing and making out and putting on a show for our Daddies. We had feather boa's at one point and Master A was taking pictures of us making out and kissing. She had a white feather boa and I had the black one. Two very sexy notty girl's! :)

The movie got stopped and then music was turned on instead for spanking!! Woo Hoo! It was time for the toys! I got a moment to twitter before opening the bag to bring out some of the toys.
notty girl brought out a leather type of slapper toy and then checked out my toys. I mentioned to her that she had never given me a spanking before. She then decided it was time for spanking me and had the crop in her hand. She gave me a good cropping while our Daddies watched. I enjoyed her cropping me. I know that at one point Master Anakin was giving me a few hard strokes with the crop to try to get a hand print on my ass from the little hand on the end of the crop. girlLi kissed and rubbed my red bum to make it feel better. :)

There was lots of payback though when I got my time to spank her!! She was bent over and I got to give her some attention with the leather slapper strap she brought. You can see a picture of it of what it looked like. Her Daddy was a real meanie though!! He's a mean old man like Master Anakin. He kept telling me to "hit her harder" with the leather strap. I got his advice a few times on where to hit and how hard. He seemed to be enjoying the show though and checked out my work on her ass a few times and told me different spots to pick on.

At one point the panties had come off and she had gone down on me. I just remember spreading my legs and she had dove into my pussy and started eating me out. Her Daddy had given my Daddy permission to flog her and he was flogging her hard while she was eating my pussy. I remember begging for permission and came hard. MMMmmm...it's been WAY too long since I got my pussy eaten out by another woman. She really turned me on doing that. Ohhhhh just thinking about it makes me want to cum right now!!

At one point I was leaned over the couch and Master was strapping my ass with his belt hard. I could see girlLi getting spanked with her Daddy's leather strap too at the same time. I winced a few times while watching them play. She's a spanking slut and can take a lot of pain and he's a real meanie who likes to give her it HARD!! We took a break at one point and put on some porn. I put on my favorite girl/girl scene in one of the porno's for girlLi to watch. I plugged in my Hitatchi and also grabbed my Rabbit vibrator. I turned on the fireplace and got her comfortable on the comforter. Then I started using the Hitatchi on her clit and fucking her with the Rabbit in her pussy. She has a lovely pussy!! I had no idea though that she is a squirter!! Holy smokes!! She started to squirt out pussy juice all over my hand and wrist during her orgasm. It was amazing to see!

I really enjoyed making her cum. Seeing her expression on her face...watching her pussy contract and squirt....watching her in so much pleasure. Mmmm...fuck that was HOT!! My hand was so wet afterwords. I showed my Daddy and he wanted to take a picture of it. I'm putting up a picture today of it. I don't think the picture does it justice though to how wet my hand was after her squirting. Mmmm...I could smell her pussy juices all over my hand and her scent filling through the room. Our Daddies watched the whole show too. I'm pretty sure they both had major hard-on's. Not many guys get to see a live girl/girl porn show. And we put on a hell of a show for them!! There were several orgasms for both of us.

girlLi told me it was her first experience with a Hitatchi and I'm glad to have given her that. She sure seemed to enjoy it! *smiles* I know that I very much enjoyed giving her orgasms and seeing her happy and in so much pleasure. There was lots more spanking fun too! I honestly forget who was all spanking who. I was spanking girlLi and then my Daddy was and then her Daddy. Sometimes I was the one getting spanked. Lots of sounds of moans, groans, and orgasms went on for many hours! I believe that we played for about 7 hours together in total!

It was our Daddy's turn next though for orgasms. They were both a little neglected (poor mean old men!) when we were having so much girl fun. lol! I watched notty girl give her Daddy a blowjob. I havn't watched a blowjob live in years! Holy fuck that was hot! Another thing off the bucket list:

#308 -Watch someone new (that I havn't seen before) get or give a blowjob right in front of me

I was giving my Daddy a blowjob but I admit that I got a bit distracted by girlLi's pussy. *blushes* I left my Daddy with a hard-on sitting on the couch with his boxers down. I went over to girlLi's pussy which I could see poking through with her bent over and giving Dragon a blowjob. I started to touch (she was SO wet) and went down on her pussy and licked a few times and tried to give her pleasure at the same time as she was giving her Daddy pleasure. My Daddy didn't seem to mind when I saw him checking it all out while stroking his hard cock. I had wished I had a strap-on during that time. I wanted to fuck her pussy in that moment while she was giving her Daddy a blowjob.

It was great having a foursome with another couple. Something else off my bucket list:

#13 -Have a foursome

#621 -Play with another couple again

Dragon and girlLi mentioned that they had to get going but I was hoping for one last thing. I asked if it would be ok to have a shower together with my notty friend. *giggles* I can't help it! I love to shower/bath with other women. It is SO sexy to wash boobies together and get them all soaped up and clean. Things got very steamy in the shower and I have to say that was one of the best parts of the night for me. I felt very close to girlLi and felt a lot of intimacy in that time together in the shower. I also got to cross something else off my list:

#297 -Bath or shower with another woman again

I helped girlLi get dressed and gave her a few kisses before she left with her Daddy. I thought the night was very special and memorable and I was feeling so happy as I watched her walk away. It's been a very long time since I was last intimate with a woman and I'm glad to feel that connection between us. I feel like it's changed our friendship in a very special way. I know that she has danced her way into my heart. :)

My Daddy was disappointed that he didn't get to cum though and I didn't complete the blowjob. I was told that he wanted to fuck my ass though and I was told to get upstairs and get ready for it. I was allowed a few minutes with the butt plug up my ass to get it ready for his cock. It was very rough sex and he fucked my ass for almost half an hour and it was a brutal one. Lots of hair pulling and whispered threats in my ear. I came hard during the ass fucking. Then he made me cum again and used his Whip (homemade whip) which he had been carrying around and threatening me with all night. I was exhausted and high on endorphins and finally passed out around 2 am.

I was up early around 7:30 am although I felt like I needed more sleep. I did feel wonderful though and spent some of the morning in a fog. Master took me out to Denny's to eat for breakfast and then we came home for a few hours of play. I got more of the whip and some with his belt. I gave him a blowjob while talking about all the notty play with girlLi and her Daddy. I would suck his cock and then stop and talk about it and then starting sucking again. He came all over my face and in my mouth. Mmm...it was wonderful.

The afternoon took a disappointing turn though yesterday. I got some disappointing news from my friend, Shasta. She had been planning a trip out to Vancouver in May and had to cancel it due to finances. I understand about finances (I've had to cancel a trip too because of finacial reasons before) but I admit that I was pretty upset about the news. I had been really excited and looking forward to seeing her again. Life sucks though sometimes. Daddy knew I was really upset and disappointed. I wanted to be alone and he gave me my teddy bear and tried to hold me but I wanted to be alone. He closed the door and gave me the space so I could cry and release the emotions in me. Daddy knows me very well. I was crashing from all the weekend fun and also overtired and pms'ing. I was very disappointed and I don't handle disappointment very well unfortunately.

He ran me a hot bubble bath and he made dinner for me and the kids last night. He gave me a massage and cuddle time. I know that he was trying to make me feel better but it didn't really work very well. I was feeling very upset and wanted to go to bed early. I hate that I push him (or others) away when I am hurting but it's the way that I handle things. Sometimes I just need to be alone and need space from everyone and that includes Master.

I woke up this morning and my mood hasn't really changed much. I am really glad for my fun time with girlLi and her Daddy though. It was the highlight of my weekend, month, and year so far. It was one of the best play nights that I have had in a very long time. I really hope that there will be many more notty nights in the future with Dragon and girlLi.

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, April 17, 2009

Double date with girlLi and her Daddy tommorow night!

TGIF! It's been a shorter week with the Easter holiday on Monday but it has still felt like a long one. I'm really looking forward to the weekend and it sounds like it's going to be a good one! We originally had plans to go to Rascal's this weekend. We arranged sitting and had planned for a dinner down on Commercial Drive with my notty friend, girlLi and her Daddy. (I'm going to call him Dragon on the blog) Plans were up in the air a bit though and I wasn't sure about Rascal's working out. Anakin and girlLi's Daddy are both kind of shy and not very social. girlLi and her Daddy came up with an idea and she e-mailed it to me yesterday.

I admit the e-mail surprised me a bit but I was glad that they made an offer to us. We would all skip Rascal's and have a more private party instead back at our place. We would still go out for sushi dinner but we would do it a local place instead. We would all come back to Anakin and I's place afterwords. We would have a Rascal's but not Rascal's type of evening. We plan to have a few drinks and enjoy a fun night together. We have all established some boundaries for the evening that makes everyone feel comfortable and yet still makes it fun for everyone.

I have learned through my experiences through the years that it is better to communicate before getting together for any type of play. I much prefer knowing what is ok to do and not ok. It was good to talk about any pictures that might get taken or even about what details are ok to share on the blogs or even Fetlife. Believe it or not...I don't share everything on this blog. I leave out a lot of details about my adventures. It's good to leave some things also up to the reader's imagination. So I am not sure yet how much of Saturday night will make it onto the blog as far as details or even pictures are concerned. I'm pretty sure that I will be sharing some things though here at JTTDS so don't worry. lol!

I like to go into any situation also with low expectations. It's much better to not have a lot of pressure or try to force things to happen. I wouldn't really consider Anakin and I to be swingers. We much prefer to be friends with the people we play with and to all be able to be comfortable together. I am hoping that this is won't be the only double date with girlLi and her Daddy. It would be nice to find another couple to play with that enjoys being open-minded and hopefully spanking play at least as Anakin and I are big spanko's. Dragon and girlLi both seem interested in spanking play and that always makes the possibilities for a really fun evening together. I'm pretty sure spanking toys will be used tommorow night and that girlLi and I both will be having red sore bottoms together. *big smiles*

I've been really enjoying getting to know girlLi. We've slowly gotten to know each other and I am really glad about that. I consider her a close friend and I really enjoy her friendship in my life. I know that many people would assume that I am very experienced when it comes to women but I'm not. I am bisexual but I've only had two woman lovers and I knew both of them for years before we slept together. I've made out and dirty danced with a ton of women but I think it's much different to be intimate with them. I much prefer a slower pace when it comes to being intimate with a woman. I have always found that having a friendship is the key. My best friends have been the best lovers for me. nikki and I had been close friends for 6 years when we got intimate together. amber (Master R's other slave) and I knew each other also for many years before we got intimate. Even several of my best male lovers were also my best friends like Master Anakin was with me for 7 years before we slept together.

I will be honest that I am not sure I want to go to the Dirty Girls party again. I did enjoy going that night but it was too strange for me to meet women that night to get intimate with that were strangers to me. I also am not really into one night stands at all. They make me feel crummy. I would much prefer to be intimate with people who I will hear from again and are friends with me. I have learned a lot through the years and I know a lot more of what I am looking for in my poly relationships with others and that now includes having a friendship with the people I play with.

Master and I have discussed a few possibilities for future play parties at our home. We are not interested in having any big parties but we would consider having a few friends over to play and get together. We have always wanted to have a real Star Wars spanking party. We had an online one but it isn't the same as a real one. :)

I am hoping that I will be crossing a few things off my bucket list tommorow night. I am going to probably cross off "have a foursome" as it feels like a foursome with having another couple over to play with. We are not going to be doing any partner swapping and I'm glad to have that pressure off because it's not something that Anakin and I have much experience with. Also, girlLi and I are just getting to know each other and our Daddies. This will be my first meeting with her Daddy. She only met Master briefly when she picked me up from MVK.

I am really excited about tommorow night! I have to laugh because Master told me that I am NOT allowed any Russian Vodka tommorow night. LOL!! Everyone knows what happens when I drink vodka. Last time when Shiro came over for a threesome I wound up throwing up most of the night and it got ruined. I will be sticking to wine tommorow night. :)

I hope everyone has a great weekend!!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Happy HNT - Art Gallery Exhibit

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I hope you like this week's HNT image. I took this photograph of a window display at the Vancouver Art Gallery. The only thing missing was My padme, so I took the liberty of adding her to this art gallery exhibit, posed with a nice red bottom and wearing a sexy schoolgirl outfit. She had lifted her skirt to show off her spanked ass. I would have enjoyed having her actually in the window, but for now, Photoshop saves the day. I take some sadistic pleasure in public humiliation, and I'm sure showing off a spanked bottom in a window display would suit that pleasure perfectly.

Please leave a comment and let us know what you think of this week's HNT picture.

Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series.

May the force be with you.

~Anakin

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Spring time in the city

The kids are back to school today and Master is back to work after a few days off for Easter and also our 5th wedding anniversary. It's been a really peaceful and quiet day and I have gotten a lot done so far. I dyed my hair today and also started to pack my bag for Rascal's this weekend. I am really excited about it and have a lot to look forward to in the next few weeks.

It's been beautiful out today which always improves my mood and makes me have energy for getting lots done. I love spring time in the city! This is one of my favorite times of the year. I also love Fall and Halloween but Easter is a close second. I am starting to think about maybe doing some planting this year. I don't think that we are going to be moving this year. We talked about it but we are probably going to stay put and try to make our basement into a cool room for Leia and Skywalker to bring their friends. I am not done spring cleaning yet and lots more to do with that!

It's been years since Master and I had a double date and it looks like we will be having one this Saturday! Yeah! We've arranged sitting for the kids and we plan to head down to Commercial Drive in Vancouver for dinner before Rascal's. I enjoy Commercial Drive a lot because of the great shopping and also very cool restaurants. I will be making a reservation at a very neat restaurant tonight. I don't want to say which one for privacy reasons but I'm sure I will be blogging about it after I go to it. It looks fabulous! :)

We plan to meet my sexy friend, notty girl/girlLi and her Daddy for dinner. Hopefully they will be joining us afterwords at Rascal's. Rascal's is having a kinky swap meet going on and I hope to find a few good deals there. I plan to pack the toys and am really hoping to have some play time too! I would love to have the opportunity to play with girlLi again and be notty girls together. *smiles* Hopefully we'll have the chance to on Saturday night! I'm really excited!

I am also planning a weekend trip to Whistler in May. Leia has a really big band concert there and will be going on a trip to Whistler. We are hoping to go see that. I havn't been to Whistler in a few years so that would be really nice. I hope that works out. :)

I am missing Master today but am glad for our very special anniversary weekend. I feel that our force is strong and I am more in love than ever with him! I'd like to thank him for all that he did for our anniversary and making it very special for me. I love him so very much!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, April 12, 2009

A wonderful 5th wedding anniversary in Harrison Hot Springs!



I am back from a trip away this long weekend to Harrison Hot Springs. It was a really wonderful and relaxing time. I wish I could share lots of naughty pictures but we didn't take too many of them. I think we were busy doing other things and mostly used the camera when we were out walking around outside. We headed out to Harrison Hot Springs on Friday morning which was our actual wedding anniversary. 5 years of being married! I found myself doing a lot of reflecting that morning about my wedding day and what I was doing 5 years ago that day. It was a really nice Spring day on Friday. We got lucky in the weather department at least for Friday. It's been raining today and also yesterday but it didn't stop us from enjoying our vacation.

We headed out to the Highway around 11 am on Friday. We enjoyed lunch as soon as we got there. It was yummy and I enjoyed some great conversation with Master while also enjoying the beautiful lake view from there. We went for a long walk afterwords and we also stopped at a bench to have some quiet tranquility together. It was wonderful to spend an hour just enjoying the lake view and holding Master's hand and having quiet time. We checked into the Spa Motel around 3 pm. We were very happy to get a beautiful lake view from our room. Our room was on the very end right above a sushi restaurant which we enjoyed later for dinner. I am putting a picture of the motel for everyone to see.

I enjoyed our view from the motel and also deck too which we could sit outside at to also enjoy the lake view from. We turned on the TV and noticed Star Wars was on. You know you are a true Star Wars fan when you wind up watching Star wars on your anniversary instead of having sex right away. I wanted to jump Master right away but we got caught up watching Star Wars instead. lol! We both headed down to the Public Pool to go swimming after Star Wars was over. I enjoyed going swimming with Master. It was very relaxing. We spent some time at the special place by the lake. It's a dock that goes out into the lake. We've had many special talks there and moments. We always love going to Harrison Hot Springs. It's one of my favorite places to travel to in B.C. The lake is so pretty and it's surrounded by mountains. The air is so fresh and the atmosphere is relaxing. Everyone is always friendly and I really enjoy shopping there also. We went to the Fairy shop too and picked up a few things.

We headed to the Harrison Hot Springs resort after we went swimming. There is a huge fireplace in the lobby that we relaxed at. We also walked around and talked about our honeymoon memories from when we stayed there 5 years ago. I wish we could have gotten a room there but it was fully booked when we tried to phone last week and make reservations. Oh well! A cheap motel was better than no motel and no trip. I was happy to have our cute little room with a lake view and lots of space.

We got back to our room around 6 pm and Master sent me out to get sushi take-out from the restaurant just below us. The sushi place was full of people so I was happy to get take-out to take to our private room. We had brought an expensive bottle of wine also that we had been saving just for our anniversary. It's called Quatrain wine from Mission Hill Winery. It cost me $47 dollars and I bought it from the Wine Store at Metrotown. It's hard to find and very rare. With the tax it cost over $50 so I am going to cross something off my bucket list:

$281 -Drink a $50 or more bottle of merlot

There was a kitchen table and two chairs and had a perfect lake view from it. You can see the one picture of our dinner all set up. The sushi was some of the best I've had in a very long time. Yummy!! The wine went perfect with it. We enjoyed some chocolate from Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory for dessert. It was so romantic as the sun was setting and we enjoyed our anniversary dinner in the privacy of our own room.

I was dressed in sexy lingerie and getting very horny! Dessert was eaten and we both starting making out like crazy! We ripped the clothes off and starting fucking. I wanted Master sooooo bad! My pussy was extremely wet when he put his hard cock in and started to fuck me with passion. It was GREAT sex!! I can't even describe to you how extremely good that sex was!! It was some of the best sex I have ever had in my life. Incredible!!

It didn't take me long to cum afterwords with my Hitatchi. I cuddled up close to Master and we spent a long time just touching and feeling one another. It was extremely erotic and special. He told me how much he loved me while stroking my hair. It was beautiful and I will always remember it. We cuddled up and watched the Trailer Park Boys movie which was on TV. It didn't take me long to fall asleep naked in Master's arms after the movie was done. I had the best sleep of my life! I didn't wake up even once to go to the bathroom! A full night solid sleep. Ahhhhh I noticed that my eyes didn't have dark circles under them for the first time in a long time. It's funny as you get older and really appreciate the times you get a good nights sleep. It is almost better than great sex! :)

Yesterday was one of the most relaxing days I have ever had! The weather wasn't as nice and I didn't feel like leaving my motel room. Master brought in our meals and we spent the day in bed. I never even bothered to get changed from my lingerie and at times was naked. It's great to have no kids around so you can just walk around naked for most of the day. I have always wanted to spend a day in bed. I even put it on my bucket list. I spent the day in bed watching movies...fucking...playing and getting spanked...and having countless orgasms. I lost track of how many times I came. I get to cross something else from my bucket list:

#59 -Spend a whole day in bed doing nothing (when I am not sick)

It was really neat to watch The Firm again because I can remember watching that movie in the theatre with Master when we were just friends. I hadn't seen it in years. We pigged out all day and also spent a lot of time drinking too. I have to admit I was a bit intoxicated last night. lol! I also got a good darkside beating! You should see some of my marks and bruises! I packed the toys and he gave me a really hard flogging with the swede flogger and also his whip. He also used his belt and I wondered if the neighbors might call the cops because it was pretty loud and I did a few loud screams. lol! I love motel sex and spankings!! No interruptions or worries. We had all the time to just play and spank and fuck and cum...cum...cum! Master told me last night that I had worn him out and he didn't think he could cum again. Then I gave him a blowjob and proved him wrong. I used my mouth and fingers to make him cum even when he didn't think he could again.

We woke up to pouring rain this morning so we headed back early. I am feeling very relaxed and happy. My force feels strong. I want to wish everyone a Happy Easter! The Easter Bunny left me some chocolate and I have pigged out a bit on that today. Tommorow is a special Easter dinner to celebrate Easter and also our anniversary. We are having family over for that. It's been a very special weekend and I will never forget the memories of the time in Harrison Hot Springs with my sexy Jedi....

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, April 10, 2009

Anakin and padme celebrate 5 years of marriage!

Today is a special day for Master Anakin and I. It is our 5 year wedding anniversary. I am writing this blog post in advance because we plan to be away on the actual day of our anniversary which is April 10th. We will be in our car headed to our special place by the lake at Harrison Hot Springs. We have two days away from it all in a motel with a lake view. I imagine there will be a lot of sex and naughty fun this weekend as well as romance and love!

I've been on orgasm denial all week. We have not had any sex or play. We have been trying to build up the anticipation for our special anniversary. I'm very horny! I can't wait to get to the motel and I'm sure I'll be jumping Master as soon as we get there. lol! I am one VERY horny girl!!

We were married 5 years ago today. We also became a TPE (Total power exchange) Master and slave 5 years ago. I signed the TPE agreement and became his complete slave on my wedding night.

April 10th is also special to us for another reason. Master Anakin proposed to me also on April 10/98 when we were on a trip to Las Vegas. He proposed to me on his knee in front of a crowd of people outside the waterfall at the Mirage Hotel.

We celebrate today for many special reasons. I feel like the luckiest woman in the world to be married to such a handsome and amazing Master and Daddy. He takes care of me. He is a great Dad to our children. He is a really good husband and provider. He has spoiled me and given me so many amazing gifts and attention through the years. He has given me so much. More than any other man. He is an incredible lover. I tell him all the time that I married him for his cock. I have had the best sex ever with him! We have an incredible life together with our two children and spoiled cat. I am very blessed to be married to my best friend, soulmate, and sexy Jedi. Happy anniversary Master Anakin...

Here is a song and video that is going out today just to you Master...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Happy HNT - Sassy prep schoolgirl

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday)! I was told by Master to put up an HNT picture today. I went through the archives this morning and found this one. I also put this picture up on Fetlife! It's cute and I look sassy in my prep schoolgirl outfit. It's been a long and draining day. We had a bit of a scare in the Skywalker family today. I went out this morning to have coffee with a Fetlife friend of mine. I didn't bring the cell phone because I forgot to get it off of Master.

I enjoyed the coffee and had a really good talk with my friend. I came home to a bunch of urgent messages. Skywalker's school phoned and told me that he had a bad fall at lunch and was upset and in pain. Then my MIL was phoning and giving me crap because I didn't have the cell phone on me and everyone was trying to reach me. This was the first time that I have ever forgotten my cell phone in all my years that my kids have been in school.

I phoned Master who was on his way home. I started really freaking out. It was a long wait while I was waiting for Master to arrive home with Skywalker. Poor little guy though. His wrist was all swollen and his knee/leg is all marked up too. We took him to the Doctor and then for X-Rays. It looks like he had a bad sprain. He is resting right now. We bought him his favorite McDonald's fries and root beer. He's got an ice-pack on his wrist and he had some medication too. I've been so worried about my little man. He's my baby (even if he is 8 years old) and I don't know what I would do if something ever happened to him. It makes me worried as a mom when my kids have accidents. Leia had a sprained ankle once.

We are going to see if he is ok to go to school tommorow. He is still probably going to go for his weekend trip to his grandparents. Master Anakin and I have plans to go away from Fri-Sun to Harrison Hot Springs for our 5 year wedding anniversary. We are looking forward to it. Master is now home for 5 days. He took an extra day tommorow to spend with me. I am glad to have him home and to be spending the whole long weekend with him.

I hope you enjoy the HNT picture this week. Hopefully we will have a new one to put up next week when we have had the chance to play this weekend at the motel. We plan to pack some toys and we have special plans for our time away. I'm sure we'll be taking pictures and also blogging all about it. :)

Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series!

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Honeymoon memories in Harrison Hot Springs



A very special day is coming up on Friday. A day which changed my life forever in more ways than one. I became a bride. I also became a TPE (total power exchange) slave. I can remember the way he looked at me when we said our vows. The way the sun was shining and the true happiness in my heart that I was marrying the man that I adore and wanted to fully submit to in every way. He used to tell me that getting married to him would change our relationship. That I would be signing a contact and would have to agree to be his total slave. It was the last final big decision that I would be making and he would be taking over total control from that day on.

I barely remember the life that I had before that day I signed the contract and became a total slave. I was a different person back then. I had a credit card once (before my trip to Las Vegas in 2000) and I even had my own bank account. I had a lot of independence. I could do things and get away with them because there wasn't much domestic discipline in our relationship. I resisted the control a lot in those days. I know it frustrated him but he was patient. He waited years for me to become his lover. He would also wait years for me to agree to make that last final big decision and become his wife and total slave.

One day it suddenly hit me. I was tired of holding onto some of the control. I could easily let go of the control in the bedroom but the other stuff scared me. I wanted to make that next step though. I knew that Master was the one for me. He knew me better than any other man I had ever been with. He knew my dark fantasies and also what a pain slut I was. He knew that I seeked a total power exchange type of relationship. It scared me but it also turned me on. He knew I wanted a stern sadistic Master but also a Daddy. I said those final words "I want to marry you" and that was it. A new journey began for us. I said "I do" to being His wife but I also was a total slave.

I signed the total power exchange agreement on my wedding night. I can remember the way he looked at me after that. The true dominance in his eyes. He owned me and I knew it. I could never leave him. That option was gone. I was His forever. My name changed...the rules changed...everything in our lives changed that day. There have been times that wonder what could have been. I wanted a career and I had other dreams besides being a slave. I do not have any regrets though. I truly love my Master. I love to please him and serve him and make him happy.

I believe that our relationship is stronger now than it was 5 years ago. The TPE seems normal to me now. I know the rules and I try my best to follow them. Sometimes I slip and have made mistakes but Master has been great with keeping me in line. I can't imagine my life without Master Anakin. I have so much to be grateful for. He has treated me very good and taken care of me. I think that it's very fitting that we are going back to Harrison Hot Springs this weekend to celebrate 5 years together as husband and wife and also Master and slave.

Harrison Hot Springs was the very first place we traveled to when we first got together in our relationship. We have gone back there so many times and every time is special and I am reminded of the very special bond that I share with my soulmate.

I wanted to share a few pictures of my honeymoon in Harrison Hot Springs in 2004. The top picture makes me giggle. It is a picture that was taken of our porno selections on the TV. I'll let you guess which one Master chose for us that night during our honeymoon. lol! The other picture is of our bathtub in the Harrison Hot Springs resort where we stayed. We shared that bath together with candles and champagne and fresh lake air coming in from the window. Very fond memories of that. The other picture is of the view from our deck at the resort. There was a beautiful lake view and we enjoyed breakfast out there on the deck. Mmm...I can still remember the french toast I ate that morning. :)

I am doing a lot of reflecting today of our special anniversary. I can't wait to go back there this weekend with Master. We got a motel with a lake view so we can enjoy it again. I can't wait!

Happy 5th wedding anniversary Master! I can't wait to celebrate with you this weekend...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Monday, April 06, 2009

Fighting the power of the darkness

I have been going back and forth about blogging today. I'm feeling kind of down and gloomy today. I havn't been feeling like myself lately. I feel like I should be in a great mood today. The sun is shining and spring is here. My 5 year wedding anniversary is coming up and this should be a happy time for me. I've even got a small trip coming up this weekend. I think that a variety of different stress is coming at me in different directions though. I have some family drama happening and I have also been pushing myself a lot lately with spring cleaning and trying to get a lot done. I have a lot on my mind also and trying to figure a few things out. The power of the darkness has been strong lately.

I feel like I have been fighting off the darkness for the last few weeks and it doesn't seem to want to go away. I have been fighting off depression though for a long time. It seems to come and go depending on the weather (I have seasonal affective disorder) or stress in my life. It seems like everyone in my family has had serious depression. No wonder I am prone to it. I know I have to be very careful because the darkness can turn into a dark hole and sometimes that can be hard for me to get out of. I feel bad that I havn't really been asking anyone like Master or my friends for help. I guess I keep hoping that I'll be able to shake away the blues and feel better.

Master is home this long weekend from Thursday-Monday! 5 whole days with my Daddy home! I'm glad that we can spend some time together. We were able to book a motel in Harrison Hot Springs (the resort was completely booked up) and I am really glad we are getting away from it all. Harrison Hot Springs is a special place for us. We had our honeymoon there. Our "special place by the lake" is also there. There is tranquility there and I always feel much better when I've visited Harrison Hot Springs. I'd like to maybe move there one day when Master is ready to retire. I love it there and have had some of my best memories in Harrison.

I havn't had a trip away since Toronto. I am really aching for some quiet and peaceful time and a chance to enjoy some alone time with my Daddy. It was hard for us to find time together this weekend and I am really excited to be getting away with him. We did manage to find time for some sex although it was at 6 am on Saturday morning. Ah the joys of being parents of young kids. You have to seize the opportunity sometimes when there is kids in bed to get some private time alone. We didn't get a chance to play this weekend also and I'm hoping we can also do some of that when we are on our trip this weekend!

My force doesn't feel very strong right now. I feel like I need to re-charge my batteries and get out of this darkness and into the sunshine. Hopefully that can happen after some time away this weekend...

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Spank the Bride

I am having a really good but busy weekend. Today is a full day of spring cleaning ahead. I wanted to put up an erotic story that I wrote back in 1996. It's called "Spank the Bride" and the story was based on my some of my real experiences when I was getting married to Master Anakin. I will let you guess which parts are based on real events and which parts I made up. This is my personal favorite of all the erotic stories that I have written through the years. It seems fitting to put this story up this week when my 5 year wedding anniversary is coming up. It brings back some sweet memories for me. Enjoy the story!

Spank the Bride

His proposal had stayed with her, struck at her heart, made her unable to focus on anything else. She could only hear the syllables of his words as they fell upon her ears like music in the twilight. He had told her in the clearest, most steadfast voice she had ever heard, “You’ll be making this choice, your last unfettered choice before you accept. Understand it, consider all it implies. When you accept my marriage proposal, you will also be accepting the contract before you that I’ve penned, this Total Power Exchange agreement. Are you ready to give up everything in you former life, to set aside all that you’ve known, to be reborn, for Me?”

He had wanted this for years; he knew it was what would be best for both of them. He warned her of what it would be like once she married him. But was she prepared to give it all up for him? She pondered, looking out onto the horizon, the darkness chasing away the sunlight in the last moments of the day, the first moments of the night. She would take his name, and be his faithful wife, but also his slave. Their wedding day and night would signify that she was his.

She would agree to accept his role as Head of the Household. She would agree to this taken in hand marriage where he chose to make all decisions and take all responsibilities. Her role was as his slave. She would agree to a the domestic discipline, to the teachings he set forth to make them both achieve more of their potential. There was that yearning in her heart. More. She wanted more.

Andrew knew his fiancée well, Nadean was a Daddy’s girl: a blonde bombshell who liked to tease and flirt and wiggle her ass to try to get her way. A real brat and one that constantly needed attention and spankings. Nadean was starting to enjoy the spankings almost a little too much. She never had enough. He wanted more. He wanted to control more with her. He told her for years that he was waiting for the moment she would give into him, and as he said it, admit what was truest in her heart, and marry him and become his slave.

He planned their wedding in 6 weeks time. So much preparation, but he was up to the task. The perfectionist in him stayed up many nights, making sure everything was beautiful, significant, ceremonial, magical, and meaningful. So much searching, for the perfect decorations and touches and vows.

A week before their wedding he sat her down late one night, and reiterated that marrying him would mean that she would truly become his, forsaking all others. He would have her to sign a contract on their wedding night to join their union forevermore, that no law could circumvent nor even death disallow.

He told her she would be denied the pleasure of touching herself or orgasm until they were married; six eternally long weeks. She would be on orgasm denial for Him. She regularly gave him his blow jobs, often naked, but she would be made to truly suffer sexually and show how much she truly wanted to become his slave. She would serve him on her knees night after night with no release. He was testing her. Teaching her. Making sure she truly understood what would happen after their wedding. She was handing over total control to him. Andrew would control every thing in their lives, not just the bedroom, but all aspects of her life and time. This was the one true thing; she knew she wanted this, even if she was apprehensive.

He was nearly done planned the wedding of her dreams. He had many special plans arranged for his bride. By the time of the stag party she was truly suffering from the denial. Merely walking would almost make her cum. Nadean was going with her friend Monica to her stagette. He told her for this she would have to get a big spanking before going out; that she would remember to behave, and that while she might think of it as a last night of freedom, that that was not the case. Her freedom would come after they were married, and that this was instead the last night of her slavery to responsibility, to life, to the rest of the world. He used his big hands and put her right over his knee for this grounding attention.

He spanked her little ass hard and firm, lecturing her to “Enjoy her slavery, and to savor the anticipation, live in the moment, and that he would be waiting up for her when she got home at 2 am curfew. She writhed and wiggled and tried to kick, but he held her firm and thundered down on her virginal cheeks. She was suffering as well in her pulsing wetness that came with the spanking; he could smell her sex and spanked even harder. She cried out several times having a hard time staying still, half trying to escape, half wishing that the squirming would induce a spontaneous, utterly explosive orgasm. She did neither escape nor come, of course. He would have His way, now and forever.

Nadean was too horny; it was overwhelming. At the neon lit club she felt the base vibrate through her and she felt as if the loud music might make her tingle and come. She was getting liquored up and begged to strip for Monica and her other friends or anyone who wanted to watch. She kissed Monica passionately and screamed over the music, “Fuck I’m horny!” Under the strobe lights, gyrating on the dance floor with her girlfriends, she was the star of the show, a shining star soon to be captured, reveling in leaving behind the past, in that moment in time when you can touch the future.

She chased down the waiter and wanting to fuck him. Screaming out to him “Please, Sir, cum back and fuck me!” She laughed and giggling like a school girl. Monica was shocked to see this side of Nadean. Nadean is a true Russian and can get very wild when the vodka comes out. Monica kept buying her shot after shot and they were going down faster than a bullet. She pounded them back. The world was getting blurry and started to move frame by frame. Nadean was talking to strangers about things she shouldn’t be.

Loose lips sink ships, Nadean!” Monica suggested.

Spank spank spank, that’s all I said. Fuck I wish I could get laid!” Some of the friends left after that and Monica went upstairs to try to find Nadean some coffee. She decided to phone Andrew from the stag party. She got him on his cell phone.“I’m being a bad girl, Daddy.”

How are you, Nadean?” he said as she burped from the vodka and 7-up she had in her hand. Truly she couldn’t help it. She was so horny after the weeks of denying her and she couldn’t stand it anymore. She started to get mouthy. The last of her was resisting the absolute control that was about to face her tomorrow. She was a little scared.

She got mouthy and told Andrew off. “I don’t care. I’m not coming home tonight. I’m going to stay up and stay out and be a bad bad girl and go find me a woman or man to fuck. I’m so fucking wet.”

Andrew had enough of her slutty talk and attitude. “When I see you at home you’re going to get it so bad on your ass, slave. I will teach you the meaning of submission, of respect, through suffering. You will regret your words and come to realize what a mistake it is to be disrespectful. You will not cum. I will tease you and torment you and truly make your pussy need it like it’s never needed it before. You will sign you contract tomorrow after our wedding and become my wife and I will give you the first spanking as my slave and wife.

She got nervous and bit her lip. She had never had a really big spanking from him before. Mostly it was play or foreplay. Sometimes the belt would hurt or his hand would spank hard but she knew that she could stop it, and she knew it was light and mostly playful. Monica arrived and helped Nadean she staggered to Monica’s car, saying little but giving her a wet kiss thank you as she got in the car.

You happy, Nadean?” she asked as they drove off.

I’m nervous, but you know” she slurred, “I DO want this. I’m gonna be so…” and then she passed out for the rest of the drive home.

She came home and woke up as Monica opened her door to let her out. She adjusted her short skirt that rode way up and stumbled in the door at 3 am, drunk and hopelessly horny. “Please don’t spank me, Daddy. I didn’t mean to mouth off. I’m drrrrrrunk.” He showed her little if any emotion except disappointment as he carried her up the stairs to their bedroom.

He laid her like a rag doll across the bed, took down her panties and jeans and exposed her ass for some attention. She looked at him and then hiccuped.

“Sorry?” she said softly. She knew that belt well. She had it cross her ass many times for play and fun. It made her horny and made her give him better blow jobs and made her feel centered. She heard it hiss out of the loops and hearing the buckle jingle in his hands as he turned her over and started to lay it into her. Her ass got red as it came down again and again and again. She tried several times to cover her ass and protect it and the belt would hit her hands.

Ouch, Daddy! Pleeeease don’t spank me. Owwwie! I’m sorry!” He told her it would be 40 with his belt but he added 20 more strokes for the moving around during the spanking. He punished her with anger and showed her a side of him she had never seen before. He spanked her and fingered her to wetness and need but still no release.

It was pure punishment. He tucked her in and held her as she started to fall asleep. He said “You shouldn’t say spank so much in public, My Nadean.” She was confused, worried. “How…,” she started, but he added, “I enjoyed watching you on the dance floor with your girlfriends. I will be your teacher, and your angel to watch over you. Now sleep for me.” And she quickly did.

He wanted her rested and in a certain space for their wedding day. He had done up the TPE agreement and had her read it many times. She knew her fate. This would be a new chapter in her life. She awoke horny, nervous, but confident about her decision to becoming His absolutely. She loved him as no other. She felt a connection to her true soul mate like no other man. He would be giving her an incredible life with so many memories to come. The orgasm denial was making her so frustrated and she was constantly wet and so needy of him. She hoped the wedding night would cum fast.

Their wedding was incredible. He made her childhood dreams come true. She was treated like a princess. Andrew knew what Nadean wanted in her heart; family and friends being there for them to see them join their lives. For Andrew and Nadean it was different though. A union as Master and slave, a secret shared. He looked deeply into her soul that day. Even his hands felt different on her body. The way he looked at her like he owned her which in a few hours he would. She felt like the canary about to be caged for life.

She was more excited in those few hours before their wedding night than any other day in her life. He looked brilliantly dominant in his black suit and slicked back hair. The day was perfect, scattered sun and powder blue sky. A perfect day to wed and feel the power of the earth and life itself. Soon the couple left for their wedding night as the sun began to sink into the Western seas.

They said little on the way to the hotel, a couple hours into the mountains, away from the world, into their own. Each was deep in thought of the days events and the events to come; absorbing the significance of the day.

Nadean was grew nervous knowing what was going to come next. She would be signing the TPE agreement; she was already his wife, and would soon agree to be His forever, His slave, for life. She would surrender her control, her pride, all her sins. He was intense with her that day. His voice was different. He looked at her different. She saw an intense man who knew ownership and power.

They went up to their room and he carried her across the threshold. They kissed with passion and anticipation. He grabbed her firmly, looked deeply into her eyes and told her “You’re mine. You obey me now. You have one last decision to make and that is to sign the contract. "It is my final proposal to you, My bride.” There was a moment of silence. She looked down, unable to look into the vastness of his eyes. She could feel his power in the silence.

He started to open their wedding gifts and told her to get comfortable. Nadean wandered around the room, looking out the window out to the lake and mountains around them. She walked as if trying on a new velvet robe of marriage, and submission. He had arranged for the honeymoon suite in the hotel and it had all the finest of linens and a hot tub. He opened the gifts meticulously, and she took a dip in the hot tub. He watched her very intensely as she took off her wedding dress and then bra and white stockings and white cotton panties.

She could feel him watching her. Undressing her with his eyes. A look so intense as one that could penetrate her soul. She blushed slightly even though he had seen her naked dozens of times. She got into the hot tub and let the hot water ease her feet which were sore from her tight high heels. And her body eased into the water relaxing and watching him watching her. He was opening the gifts and he would look up at her and not say a word but smile. He was still fully dressed as she came out of the water and he handed her a dry towel.

Stay naked, slave” he told her. She came out of the tub and went over to the King Size bed. “You will stay naked in front of me for the signing of our union as Master and slave. There will be no more hiding. You can make a choice not to sign it right now and I will accept this and we can go on as we were doing with our D/s, or you can chose to sign it and become my 24/7 TPE slave. It is my final proposal; my wedding gift to you."

Nadean read over the contract closely. Trying to make sure she understood what she was signing. She took a moment, a pause, a long heartbeat, and then signed it. She lifted her eyes from the page and met her Master’s stare. Eyes locked, a powerful moment between them.

With the stroke of the pen she became not only Andrew’s wife but his total slave. He told her to go get into her long white virginal lingerie gown that she had gotten as a gift. She would in a sense lose her virginity to him. They would consummate their marriage but also their union as Master and slave. She dressed into the see through gown which made her feel so feminine and sensual. She touched up her make up and hair and put on some nice perfume that he likes. She came out to the room lit with candles and him in his black suit and dominant look in his eyes. He had put on some ethereal, gothic music and guided her by her hand she offered to him towards the bed. He was forceful but romantic with her. Showing her in his strong arms how he was feeling. He laid her down on the bed, dripping with emotion as she spread her drew up her knees and spread her legs.

She was overcome with emotions. How long had it been, she thought! How heavenly! He put her arms over her head and made sure she knew to keep them there with his eyes. “You are now Mine, slave. You belong to Me. You are My wife and slave,” he said. He disrobed in front of her revealing his very hard cock which was eager for attention from his new property.

He used the one hand to lift up her gown and expose her pussy to his touch. He fingered her deeply and got her excited and wet. She never wanted him so desperately as she did at that very moment. Weeks of build up and no release and the moment of her life changing and bringing her closer to him was so much that she cried tears of joy as he entered her with his cock. He fucked her wet pussy with ownership and power. He told her as he fucked her hard to cum. He looked in her very soul as he said those words “Cum for ME, slave” and she had the most amazing orgasm of her life.

She slide into a deep subspace and let him control her. Andrew put his hands on her throat in control and power. He kissed and caressed her body all over after he fucked her. He wanted to show how much he was in love with her and how proud he was to possess her. He kissed her pussy and thighs and stomach and breasts. She was squirming in delight. He could bring out the most amazing feelings inside of her.

Then he spanked her that deep night with his hand so hard that her bridal ass was glowing red and hard to sleep on. She did not resist; she wanted nothing more in that moment than to make him proud of her. A spanking on her wedding night. He made sure she knew that he was the Boss and that he would be spanking her from now on if she was not acting appropriately. Her ass glowed like the fire in the fireplace that night. She had thought he would stop several times he was determined to give her a spanking that she would never forget. She was glad for the attention, the love in every stroke as she drifted in her mind out over the lake, the mountains, and into the stars. She felt owned and happy.

Neither could sleep. They lay in bed, Master and slave, until Master said, “I don’t want to miss a moment of my life now that I am with you. Let’s go.” Nadean was going to question, but bit her lip, like she did in the club on her staggette, and then just dressed and followed Him. She would follow him anywhere now.

Out on the beach, as the night breeze rolled across their naked flesh, on the shore of the lake, under the brightest stars they fucked again. In the open, for the world to see, but in the darkness that they loved. They got sand every where, in their clothes, under their fingernails.

It was six AM when they both crawled into the hot tub and scrubbed each other clean; he drew open the window in near the hot tub, lit some candles, and they enjoyed the mountain breeze and watched the sun come up across the lake. They were one.

They came home to a new type of relationship, a new world, one where she knew that she belonged to Him forever.

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May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala

Friday, April 03, 2009

TGIF! Time for spring cleaning!

TGIF! It's been a long week. I was really hoping for some fun this weekend but it looks like I'll be working for Master instead. There were a few disappointments this week. I had to cancel my plans to go to MVK (Metro Vancouver kink) because we are having a big family dinner. We are also planning to devote a lot of this weekend to spring cleaning. I have gotten some of it done but we have to work on the upstairs and also our basement. We are wanting to get ready in case we make the decision to move. We have played with that idea a lot the last year and are still trying to decide when the good time for doing it is. It will be nice to have our place a lot more organized and clean. I am disappointed that MVK didn't work out but there are always lots of bdsm events around town. We are both planning to go to Rascal's in two weeks for their kinky swap meet. I'm looking forward to that!

Master has promised me a reward for getting the spring cleaning done. He has told me that he will take me to see the new Fast and the Furious movie! Yeah! It looks like a good one and I'm glad Vin Diesel is back for this one. It has been a while since Daddy took me to the movies and I would really enjoy that! It gives me good motivation to get my chores done!

Daddy let me stay up extra late last night. I'm a lucky girl! I got to stay up til 11 pm which is late for me during the week. Last night was a really big night! It was the last ER finale and I really wanted to watch it. I watched the first ER episode years ago before I even had kids. I was addicted to it right away. I usually spent Thursday night up late watching ER. There were several episodes which affected me greatly. ER often made me think about life and my mortality. I saw a glimpse last night during the ER one hour special before the finale. My tears started falling as soon as I saw it. Dr. Mark Greene's death had me crying for days! I can remember my sister telling me she was bawling too. Some shows would have me up for hours thinking about them.

It was a bit strange to be watching the show with my kids last night. Leia is almost 14 years old and she likes the show and I was watching it before she was even born. I admit I havn't been watching ER as much as I used to the last few years. A lot of the main characters were gone and I felt it was not as good. I didn't want to miss last nights episode though. I admit that I shed lots of tears and used a lot of kleenex. I even saw a little tear in Darth Vader's eyes too although he tried to not show it. I know he likes to be a mean old man but I know he's got a heart of gold. :)

Master also let me sleep in this morning until 8:30 am. He got the kids up and ready for school and made sure I got to get some sleep because he knew I would be tired from my late night watching ER. He wanted a quick fuck though before going to work. So we headed upstairs and the clothes came flying off and his hard cock was fucking my wet pussy doggy style until he came and then got out the Hitatchi so I could cum too. He went to work with a big smile on his face. I'm still horny right now and thinking about asking permission to cum again.

I am putting up a picture that was taken last weekend during some fun with Darth. It's me showing off my new thigh-hi's that I bought from a store downtown. They are so sexy! *smiles*

I feel like there is a lot that I could blog about right now. There are a lot of possibilities on the horizon in regards to the poly and things that could happen with different people. I don't want to jinx anything or jump ahead of myself though. I have been disappointed a lot and have learned to have low expectations. I will say that my bisexual feelings have come out stronger than ever lately. I have been having the strongest feelings and fantasies (and even dreams) about some women. I'd really like to have a girlfriend again or at least feel a deep true connection to another woman again. I would love for a woman to want me the way that I want her. And perhaps I could find a woman out there who owns a strap-on so I could experience that for the first time! It's on my bucket list and I have been wanting to try that for the longest time. :)

Well I should get back to my chores and spring cleaning. I want to make Daddy very pleased and really want to see a movie with him this weekend. I also don't want to get punished. Although... a spanking would be very nice right now. *winks*

May the force be with you all!!

~padme amidala