The Skywalker's family vacation 2009!

I am really excited right now! We have planned a family vacation and are planning to leave for it on Tuesday. We will be back sometime during the BC Long weekend. We made arrangements for our kitty and have had a lot of preparation work today to get ready for our trip. My mind is already on vacation though. I'm thinking about all the fun we are going to have and how good it will feel to get away from it all for a few days. We are planning to do some family camping with both of our kids. Leia isn't very fond of camping so she has agreed that this will be the last camping trip that she can go on if she wants. We wanted one more time to go camping with both of our kids. She's 14 now and it is harder to convince her to camp. I think she's perhaps a bit like me and spoiled with staying in motels. lol. I'm a bit of a princess that way. :) We are heading over to Vancouver Island and will be going on BC Ferries out to Nanaimo. We have several plans for family fun and parks/beaches that we plan to visit. We also booked a motel out near Tofino as well as camping for 2 nights! The campground is very close to one of the most famous beaches in Canada, Long Beach. I am extremely excited about going to Tofino. I've heard great things about the surf and beaches there and how beautiful it is. I've heard that the sunsets are comparable to Hawaii and that there is a lot of wildlife out that way including lots of whales. I spent some time today checking out the Whale watching tours out in Tofino. We have not had a family vacation in a few years. Last summer was not very good and we weren't able to get away. I am really excited that we are going on a family trip and that we'll be hiking and spending lots of time on the beach! I used to spend a lot of time on Vancouver Island when I was growing up. I would spend my summers there and have a lot of memories there. I can't wait to show my kids some of those places as well as exploring new areas of the Island. I am sure that I'll be able to cross a few things off my bucket list also! We will not be blogging for the next week because we will be gone on vacation. There is lots of erotic stories in our archives as well as almost 4 years worth of blog posts that you can read while we are away. I'm sure I'll have lots to write about when I am back from the trip. I am also sure that we'll have plenty of pictures to share also. Master Anakin has been very excited about all the photo opportunities that he is going to have to capture the beauty of Vancouver Island. My force feels strong. I can't wait to get away and relax for a few days of family fun in the sun! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The Skywalkers go to the BC Lions game!

I have been able to cross 6 things off my bucket list since the start of the summer. I took my kids to the waterslides for the first time. I picked strawberries from an open field. I even went to a farmer's market. Yesterday I was able to cross something else off my list! We took the kids to a BC Lions football game with Master and his Dad. I have not been to a football game since I went in 1993 when I was friends with Master. This was also Leia's first Lions game and she was pretty excited about it. I saw her checking out the boys there. Skywalker was checking out the cheerleaders. We took a cute picture of him practically drooling over the girls. He's going to grow up just like his Daddy and be into the cheerleaders. :) I wore a naughty cheerleader outfit for Master before. It was a cute little naughty outfit and I felt so sexy in it. You can click here if you haven't seen the picture before. It was really fun to take the kids to the football game. The BC Lions lost to the Calgary Stampeders but there was a lot of atmosphere in BC place and a fun evening with lots of yummy food and laughs and fun. I can cross it off my bucket list: #605 -Go to a BC Lions game with Master (have not done this since we were friends) It's been a good weekend so far. The kids are going to be at sitting today and I am planning to get ready for our family trip which is coming up next weekend. Master and I plan to get out the camping stuff and start packing. I'm really excited! We have not done a family trip in a long time and I am pretty sure that I'll be able to cross a few more things off my bucket list! We are planning to head to Vancouver Island and Tofino for the BC Day long weekend. It's going to be fun! Hopefully there will be some play time on the darkside today too! I need a spanking! I could also use a really BIG orgasm!! I'm horny! I need some play with Darth Vader. :) I hope everyone is having a great weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Memories of Master R

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I was on Fetlife this morning and there was a question asked about blogging. It asked about the hottest piece that you have ever written on your blog. I have written a lot of hot blog posts through the years. You can read back through the archives to read them if you have missed any. We've had a lot of wild adventures with other people in our marriage. One of those people was Master R. There is a lot of history between Master R and I. He was the other Dom that I served for years. I got training from him and I also experienced some really naughty times through the years. One of the hottest blog posts on our blog is Threesome with Master Anakin and Master R. That blog post got featured on the Sugasm top 3. It also has generated a lot of hits and comments from people through the years. This is a quote from that blog post: "Master R told him to whip me hard. We went upstairs. I was naked at this point. I was handcuffed like in this picture to our solid loop that is between our bed and bathroom. Master Anakin put that up so I can be strung up during my spankings. He likes it because I am vulnerable. I can't protect my ass or tits or any other part of the body he wants to punish or use." "I was whipped with the riding crop from Master R and end of the bull whip by Master Anakin. I went into a very deep subspace at this point. I honestly never felt anymore pain after the 20 strokes with both toys. 10 with the crop. Then 10 with the whip. One had hit my back and that one made me fall into one of the deepest subspaces I have ever felt. The vodka hit me at the same time I was getting whipped. I was told later that I asked for more and more. I wanted to feel the sting of the whip more." "I know the pain and pleasure blended together at this time. He whipped me harder than he's ever whipped me before. I would feel a bull whip against my thigh and then a sqeeze of my nipple. I have no idea who did what to me. Hands were everywhere. I lived many fantasies last Friday. I know I screamed out many times but the music was loud. Master wanted to see how far he could take it with me. He knows a real masochistic soul is in me. I desire real pain." "He started to whip me harder and harder. Then they would stop and feel my soaking wet pussy. I was taken down at one point. I had lost track of time at this point. It was all blurry for me. I was fucked by Master R at that point. He fucked me doggy style. I know I lived out a very erotic fantasy at this point." I went looking through the archives to find old pictures of play time with R. I found this one which was taken a few years ago. You can click on the picture to enlarge it and get a better look at it. I was at his place and had just experienced a hog tie from him on his bed. I was wearing some sexy red lingerie and leather fetish skirt and gloves. He also handcuffed me to the door as you can see in this picture. I can remember him doing some flogging on my backside after I was cuffed to that door. We did a lot of bondage in our relationship. I miss R sometimes and think back to those wild adventures. I don't think that I would be the slave that I am today without R's training and advice. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if Master and I invited him over for another night of fun? Hmmm...it makes my pussy wet just thinking about it. :) Please leave us a comment and let us know what you think of the picture. We always love to hear from you. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

The desire to submit

I am submissive slave to Master Anakin. I try to be a good girl although that isn't very easy for me sometimes. I wore the pants in my first marriage and I loved the freedom that I had during that time of my life. I struggled a lot with my role as a slave. The desire to submit did not come naturally to me. Master Anakin wanted a traditional home for us and our children. I would stay at home and he would be the Head of the Household. My sister might joke that I am the "stepford wife" but she is right. He wanted a stepford type of wife. He wanted a perfect type of slave. He had demands of me right away. I can remember him saying "I am not your husband (my ex). You can't tell me what to do. I won't have it!." He made it very clear that he wanted a traditional type of wife. The type of wife from the old days where women stayed home to raise a family and did not disobey their husbands. Some of his ideas did blend with mine. My Mom was also a submissive wife. She surrendered to my Dad who was in control of our household. My Dad clearly wore the pants in that marriage. Master's parents also believe in a traditional type of household. The women are washing dishes while the men drink their beer and watch the hockey game. Master has always been Dominant. I knew that our marriage would be different than my first one. He would have high expectations. I did not enter our relationship blind. I knew what I was getting into. I knew that I would have to sacrifice. No more dreams of finishing college or having that career that I wanted. We found D/s and everything changed for us in June 1997. I became a slave as well as a traditional wife. I did not surrender quietly though. I rebelled him and was a real handful at times. I broke rules...I pushed the boundaries. I pushed him hard sometimes and he would respond exactly like Darth Vader. The darkside would come out and he would punish me harshly for disrespecting him. We had some really wild fights in those years. lol! I got some really hard spankings too! He would get so frustrated with me and take it out on my ass. I have learned to live in a Total power exchange. It hasn't been easy. The road has been dark sometimes and very challenging. The desire to submit isn't always there for me. I get mouthy. I get full of sass and push my limits. I admit that I was more mouthy lately than I had been in a very long time. The D/s got put on hold a bit after my Dad passed away. Some rules got put on hold and Master had to become my Daddy for a while. I start to get out of control sometimes when the D/s slips. I start to go back to my rebellious ways. Master was not going to stand for it though! He told me he wanted back in control of things again and for us to be back on track. We have recently tried to put the pieces of our D/s (domestic discipline) TPE relationship back together again. I got a very harsh punishment spanking recently which got me to tears. It was brutal!! I couldn't sit down for days!! I still have bruises from it. A reminder of my disrespect to Master. We spent this whole weekend with trying to retrain me. He took control of everything. We even had bathroom control for me so I had to ask permission to pee. He controlled what I ate...how I dressed...how he wanted me to be. He controlled my whole world. I came for him...got permission from him for every single thing...and obeyed him completely. The sex was brutal and rough. He showed me who owned me through the time we spent on the darkside together. I had a moment on Sunday night which came from all the training. I had the desire to submit come back very strong. I had insomnia and he was sleeping. I was up in the middle of the night and thinking about Master. I felt so much submission all of a sudden as I watched him sleep. I wanted to please him. I started to kiss him and stroke his hair. He woke up and wondered what I was doing. I said "shhhh...Master...just let me please you" and started to stroke his cock with my hand. I sucked on his cock a bit to get it hard and then I used my hand to jack him off all over my tits and face. We didn't say a word afterwords. He looked very pleased and put me to bed. I knew it was all about him. I didn't want an orgasm. I didn't want praise. I just wanted to submit to him and make him happy. It was a beautiful moment for us as Master and slave. Our force is strong.... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Nominate for the sexiest bloggers of 2009!

Rory over at Between my Sheets is accepting nominations for the Sexiest bloggers of 2009!! Please go and nominate! There are many sexy bloggers out there and it's your chance to say who you think should make the list. We did win the honor of being one of the Top Sex bloggers of 2008. It would be kind of cool if we got nominated for being a sexy one! What do you think? Are we a sexy blog? I try to be a sexy girl. I hope that everyone enjoys our pictures and blog posts about all our adventures! I've had a pretty good weekend so far. We got a surprise when our daughter wanted our son to go with her to her Dad's house. So we wound up having the whole weekend free! We don't get our kids back until later today. We have spent a lot of time together talking and playing and laughing and relaxing. We went to the Harrison Festival of the Arts yesterday. We love going to Harrison Hot Springs and yesterday was the perfect sunny summer day! We listened to the free concerts in the park and did a bit of shopping and cuddled on a bench by the lake. It was very romantic! Friday night was spent together having a romantic dinner and some casino time. We have played a lot and I've had a very sore bottom many times through the weekend. We've reconnected and I've really enjoyed our strong force. He was in TOTAL control yesterday. I had to ask permission to even eat an ice-cream. He decided on what kind I would get. He decided on everything ...even going to the bathroom! I had a butt plug up my ass and lots of time bent over getting spanked. He used the whip and his belt on my poor bottom! We had great sex and shared several orgasms through the weekend! It's a perfect way to spend a weekend in the summer. I'm sharing a picture that was taken during a cropping that I got recently. I was being sassy and he made me bend over and then used a riding crop on my ass! He posted an HNT picture of me being sassy and him holding the crop. This picture was taken shortly after that one. He used that crop very HARD on my bum! Ouchies! I hope everyone is having a good weekend! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Published in The Globe and Mail Newspaper!

I have to admit that I'm feeling a bit famous right now. I wrote a blog post about being published in a book called The Peep Diaries. I did an interview with someone at the Canadian Press (LuAnn LaSalle). This is the link to that interview. I have noticed lots of hits coming from The Globe and Mail this morning and that interview and article she wrote. It is also very cool to see my words in a big newspaper like the Globe and Mail! SO cool!! :) I want to welcome all the new readers to Journey of the Darkside! I hope you will join Darth Vader and I on our Journey...the Journey to the Darkside. I've been excited to see several newsfeeds publish her article and interview with me. I saw the Lethbridge Herald pick it up! Then the Amherst Daily News published the story! Also, on TheSpec.com. I also noticed it in a radio website also. Who knows where it might get published next!! All I can say is....it is such a cool feeling to be getting a bit of fame with all the interviews and also being mentioned in a really great book! I'm looking forward to reading more of Hal Niedzviecki's book today! It's been a great read so far! I was reading the book naked the other night and Master decided to take this naughty picture of it! I was flashing my tits to him. I hope everyone enjoys the picture! I can't help myself sometimes...I just HAVE to be a naughty girl! It's been a challenging time lately. I'm really glad that some good things are starting to happen for Master and I. This is one of the biggest things to happen to us and our blog! I'm very excited and feel like we have had a great accomplishment in our lives. Our force is strong right now... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Sassy girls get the crop

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! By circumstance or fate we found some play time for some fun; so there we were, practically running upstairs to the bedroom, groping, grabbing favorite toys, and a camera of course. A few preliminary spanks and time to settle in for some good solid cropping. So out came this SASS, this incredible, you're-NOT-the boss of ME, lippy, angry yet playful SASS. So what was I to do, but to find a favorite toy and take this picture, making it clear that her and the toy were about to get reacquainted, and so they did. slave and Master were both pleased with the spanking, whipping, and f*cking that followed. Please click to enlarge the picture and get a better look at it! Please leave us a comment and tell us what you think. We always love to hear from you. Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series! May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Published in The Peep Diaries

Really great things have happened to me since I was interviewed by Hal Niedzviecki! I had no idea that agreeing to do that interview would open doors for me and make me a bit of a celebrity! He interviewed me first for his blog called the Peep Diaries-Hal's blog. My interview with her went so well that I was contacted by Walrus Magazine at the beginning of the year. We were published in that magazine and that was such an amazing feeling! We were contacted by a few people who were doing a blogging documentary and wanted us to be in it. The director of it came to visit us back in June and we had agreed to do the documentary. We had to decline the offer unfortunately. We would have to show our faces and we were both too afraid to take the risk. It also happened just after my Dad passed away and I couldn't deal with it. It really worried me about showing our faces. I share a lot of myself but I also try to be discreet. I can't help but worry sometimes that someone we know (my sister or brother, co-workers of Master or our vanilla friends) are going to see this blog sometime. The bigger this blog becomes, the bigger the risk. I got a phone call this morning from a woman at the Canadian Press. She wanted to interview me about Hal's book and my thoughts on the Peep Culture. It was really exciting to talk to her! It's not everyday that the Canadian Press calls your home and wants to interview you about your blog! Very cool!! She mentioned that Hal's book was out and I was in the book. I was very curious to read the book as soon as I heard that I was in it! I went to Metrotown today to go shopping with Leia. We spent the whole afternoon there shopping which was so much fun! I went to Chapters and picked up a copy of Hal's book called The Peep Diaries by Hal Niedzviecki. We are mentioned in chapter 2!! My head started to spin which I saw my name in the book! It was one thing to see it in a magazine...but a BOOK!! Whoa!! I literally had to sit down because I had the spins. We are published in a book! You can read all about us in the The Peep Diaries! I read all the way to chapter 4. It's a really great book!! I recommend it to everyone! I don't do many book reviews but I am going to give this book a great review! I loved his thoughts about blogging and reading about his thoughts on the peep culture. I noticed that The Peep Diaries made Oprah's list of "25 Books you can't put down"! It says: The summer reading list appears in the July edition of the O Magazine and on the talk-show's website!! Niedzviecki's book The Peep Diaries: How We're Learning to Love Watching Ourselves and Our Neighbours examines the new culture being created by twitter, blogs and other social media. In it, he argues that we are changing the definition of privacy and renegotiating values we once took for granted with these new forms of electronic media. Cathleen Medwick describes the book on Oprah's site: "'You need to know. You need to be known.' That is the compulsion fueling what cultural critic Hal Niedzviecki calls 'peep culture, the bastard love child of gossip' — our mass addiction to twittering, tweeting, snooping, spying, blogging, gawking at reality TV and YouTube, spilling our secrets on Facebook, MySpace, Bebo, Ping… the list goes on." .... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

padme's punishment spanking

I had planned to write a blog post about my bucket list today but it's going to have to get pushed to the side for now. I wanted to write about last night and what happened while it's all fresh in my mind. It's been a while since I had a punishment spanking. I had this one coming for a while... The D/s has been on pause a lot since my Dad passed away and also a lot of other family stress. It caused some problems in Master and I's relationship. I had to make tough decisions. I had to be a big girl for a while. We both were unhappy though. I could tell that he was stressed. I was feeling alone and needy. I also started to get very mouthy lately. I broke a few rules also. He was my outlet for all my stress. The arguments seemed to get more intense lately. I could tell that he was holding back. He wanted to be my Daddy but Master was trying to not get too controlling. The last few weeks have been very stressful. I've needed him to take the reigns again and be the head of the household. I needed my Master back. I got my wish last night. I got very mouthy and directed all my anger at Master. I was a real princess with him and I pushed my luck too far during dinner. I went upstairs to lay down on my bed for a while. I got a bit of a surprise when Master came upstairs about 20 minutes later and had a very dominant look on his face. He told me that the kids were going to be out for a few hours. He had arranged it so we could have some time alone. I was very surprised and started to get a bit worried. Especially when I saw the look on his face and the belt coming out of his pant loops. I admit that I tried to resist him. You can't resist Darth Vader though when he's in full Dom mode. "Get your fucking ass over the bed, bitch!!" he yelled at me. Then grabbed me and flung me towards the end of the bed. My shorts came down first and then a few hard spanks with his hand before my panties were also pulled down. He shoved me down on the bed and told me to "stay still!!!!" with the firmest voice I have heard in a very long time. I started to shake and anticipated the first stroke. I havn't been spanked in a long time as punishment. Holy crap it was HARD!! It took my breath away. I could feel that welt burn into my flesh of my backside. I tried to complain a bit which got me another stroke even harder. The sounds of his belt strapping me echoed around our room. There was no counting. There was no breaks. His belt hit my ass over and over again. He reminded me of my safeword at one point as he increased the intensity of the speed of the belt. He broke me down with his belt. I was sobbing and in tears by the end of it. The strapping felt endless. My ass felt like it was on fire and was bright red!! I released all the tension and stress and cried my eyes out while he held me in his arms. It's been a while since he spanked me that hard and also since I cried from it. He wiped the tears away and reassured me and told me that it was time to get back on track again. He knew what I needed and it was a good punishment spanking. It gets my focus back and for us to get back into the groove again and our force strong. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Insomnia girl

I am an insomnia girl. It's 6 am and I have been up for hours. I can't sleep. I've got a lot on my mind and I'm feeling stressed out. I really NEED a spanking! It's been WAY too long since I had one. I can feel the pressure building up inside of me and I know that I need a long hard punishment one to release all the tension and stress in me. Maybe I could wear my schoolgirl skirt for him. Then he can lift up my skirt and give me a nicely red bottom! What do you think? Ohhhh...spank me Master! I need a nice hard spanking from Darth Vader! It's been too long since we both played on the darkside. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Submissive slave padme

I have been feeling very submissive the last few days. I am reaching out to my Master for His strength and Dominance. I feel my heart yearning for us to reconnect as Master and slave. I want to belong to Him and serve Him and make Him happy and pleased. I have been a little girl that has been lost and frightened lately. It was very hard to make big decisions on my own. I saw this picture and it went well with the mood of this blog post. I think that I look very submissive in this picture. I am wearing my pink wig and I was having a very submissive moment when that picture was taken. I can remember the feelings that I had in that moment. I felt owned and very, very submissive. I am hoping that Master and I can have some play time on the darkside this weekend. I am needing Darth Vader more than ever. I need Him to spank me...beat me...fuck me...use me.... TGIF and I hope everyone has a really good weekend! Our plans are to watch UFC 100 tomorrow and to try to relax and get out in the summer sunshine! 3 weeks today we are going on our family trip and I'm so excited! There are lots of plans in the future this summer and I am looking forward to lots of fun in the sun! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Black bra and panties

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I love this black and white image I took of My padme in her sexy black bra and panties; I hope you love it too. In my mind nothing says eroticism like a well-filled black lace bra. I tried for a suggestive image, with her laying on the bed in bra and panties begging the question, of course, of what's going to happen next? I'll leave that to your erotic imagination. I hope you do not mind the black circle covering her face for privacy's sake; I think you still get a strong sense of the image. Please click on the picture to enlarge it to get a better look. Please leave us a comment on the picture. We always enjoy hearing from you! Check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Spank me!

I need a spanking! There has been lots of sex and orgasms lately but not as much spankings. Maybe I should wear my "spank me" panties to give a hint to Master so he knows what I need. :) I saw this picture that was taken a few years ago of me bent over with a red bottom and wearing my cute spank me panties. I tend to wear those panties when I want to give Master Anakin a hint. It's been a while since I wore them and maybe it's time to put them on again. :) I really need to sit down and write a blog post about some of the developments that are happening in my life at the moment. There are some really huge things going on with my Aunt's and Dad's estate. I will be inheriting from both estates within the next year and there is a lot going on with that. I've also been doing a lot of things recently from my bucket list. I am able to cross 6 things off my list just from the last week!!! I wanted to sit down today and write about it but I am feeling a bit lazy and will try to do that tomorrow. I also plan to add a lot more to my list now that we are planning a family trip to Disneyland in the next year and there are a few more things that I would like to add to it. We are also planning a family trip at the end of the month to the Okanagan. I'm really excited about it! Lots of travel in my future and I'm really, really excited about it! I would love love to visit New York sometime and also maybe Europe. Lots of possibilities and I'm really excited about it!! I will try to write a bigger post soon. I'm going to go watch American Beauty with Master and cuddle up together. I've really enjoyed him being home since Canada Day and that is also another reason I havn't blogged much. I don't tend to go on the computer much when he is around. I hope everyone had a good Canada Day or 4th of July...whatever celebrations you have had in the last week! May the force be with you!! ~padme amidala

Happy HNT - Sexy fetish girl

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I really love this week's HNT image of padme in a gorgeous shiny PVC corset with one of her nipples popping out. It's photographed in beautiful black and white. I like how suggestive and erotic the image is. Please click on the picture to enlarge it to get a closer look. Please leave us a comment on the HNT picture. We would love to hear from you. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interested in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you. ~Anakin

Happy Canada Day!

Happy Canada Day! I wanted to share a picture that was taken last year of me celebrating Canada Day. I put on a Canadian flag temporary tattoo and was flashing my tits for Master. We are not sure of our plans today for Canada Day but we are hoping to get naughty together and hopefully have some play time on the darkside! :) May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala