The munch is tonight!

We will not be doing HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) this week. We have to work on our son's laptop until our new Dell computer arrives at the end of the month. All of our pictures are on our old hard drive. Maybe this is a good thing to take a break from the pictures and try to concentrate on making this more like a life journal which is the path that I was hoping to take for this blog. I am hoping to open up more on this blog and write out more of my feelings about what is happening in my life. I want Journey to the Darkside to be more about our journey and what is happening in my relationship with my Master. It will also give the readers a bit of a glimpse into a slave's life and living the TPE dynamic in my relationship with Master Anakin. It has been an interesting journey so far. I feel very tired today. I'm on my period and have also been doing lots of walking with my new rule. It's hard to go from not doing much over the holidays to getting back into shape. It's physically been hard this last week. My legs ache and I have needed a much earlier bedtime than normal. I feel very drained right now and hope I have enough energy for the munch tonight. I would rather be having a hot bath and heading to bed. I've committed to hosting this munch though so I feel responsible for being there tonight. I had a brief chat (after getting my chores done) with an old friend of mine today. I have written about her on the blog before. Her name is Candycane. We were BFF's in high school and in our 20's. We drifted apart but we have been rebuilding our friendship since my Dad died. She contacted me because her Dad had passed away. It's a bit strange that the thing which has connected us has been the death's of our Dads. She's helped me to understand some of my feelings and also been a real rock for me the last 6 months. I am hoping we can meet each other for a coffee and be able to see each other again. It's taken a long time to trust her again but I feel like we are at a good point in our friendship and perhaps this will be a good thing in my life. I miss having a close friendship. There is my friend, DL and we have become close but I don't really feel like she knows me the way that Candycane does. Candycane knows me as well as Master Anakin does. She is a part of my history. Some people come into your life for a reason. Candycane came into my life for several reasons. I don't think I would be with Master Anakin if it wasn't for her support and encouragement to look inside my heart and see the man who was in love with me. She brought us together. I will never forget that. Tonight is the munch. I'm wondering who will be there. Not many people have confirmed they are coming. Master Anakin is coming with me though and I'm really happy about that. He wants to support me with hosting this munch and has enjoyed meeting a few kinksters through it. I'll blog about how it goes. It should be an interesting night... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala