New rules for 2010!

There have been a few long talks since the new year began for 2010. Master Anakin and I wanted to go down a new road on the journey. We had some rules for me to follow from my TPE agreement that I signed on our wedding day. Some of those rules are my everyday type of rules now. I'm used to them and they are a part of my regular life now. Some rules weren't working out very good and some of them weren't very clear. Changes needed to be made and we both knew this. I was not making some good decisions and he wanted to take me to another level with my submission. We decided that some new rules were good for the start of the new year. I signed the new contract on Friday night. I had to hand write all of them out for Master and was instructed to also adjust them on our TPE contract to reflect the new changes so everyone can see them. Our contract will be renegotiated next year. We will sit down and go over the rules and discuss if any changes need to be made at that time. There are some rules which are going to take a while to get used to. He always had control but it feels a lot different now. I'm tightly controlled and my time has now become Master's. He decides and I obey. He put a few of his own rules in the contract for me including having to walk every single day. This might not seem like a hard rule to follow but it's been one of the most challenging for me so far. I am used to taking the weekend off to relax but now I'm outside walking and have no choice about doing it. This morning I found out that I was getting a ride for my son to school both ways. That means I normally would take the day to stay inside and not worry about having to walk. Darth Vader is a stubborn man though. It was 8:15 am and pouring rain outside. I was leaving at 9 am to go to a Quilting class with my friend, DL. He figured out that I had just enough time to go for my walk before going out with my friend. I tried to wiggle out of it and promised to do it later. He said to get it done or I wouldn't be able to go out with DL. So I grabbed my umbrella and got my ass outside in the rain for a long walk. It felt good but also reminded me that I am owned and that my time is not my own. I really understand this now. The rules are stricter and there are more harsh consequences for when I don't obey and break the rules. I work for Darth Vader and he owns my ass. Obey him or else. That really is the most important rule for me to remember. Quilting class was really neat. I am going to be working on a quilt which I can decide to keep or give to charity. They like to make quilts for an abused woman's shelter through the church. It's a neat experience to quilt. I feel like one of the old ladies though as most of the women there were over 45. lol. The women were really nice and welcoming though. I'm glad to be getting to know new friends through the church community which I am going to be getting more involved with. I may do some volunteering at some point too through the church. I think this will make me feel good and is a very positive thing in my life. Tomorrow is the munch and Master Anakin and I both will be attending. It will be nice to see a few of my friends from the bdsm community too. This will be the third one and I'm glad to see that it's been working out so well. Everyone seems to be enjoying the munch and it's a chance to get together with other kinksters once a month. Well I better get back to my chores. Darth Vader gave me a long list of chores to get done and I've got a really delicious salmon to make for dinner tonight. Hopefully I'll earn myself a hot bath if I am a good girl and obey my rules today. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala