Rascal's night with A

What a weekend it's been so far. Wow! I think that I'm still processing some of it and it cost me some sleep last night. My weekend started with a movie & merlot night on Friday night. Master rented us the movie, A Perfect Getaway. I really enjoyed the movie. It had a bit of a dark theme. We wound up talking about the movie afterwords and then both wanted some play time together. Master didn't want to be too rough on me because he didn't want me too sore for Rascal's. His idea of "light play" was a really rough ass fuck. He called me "His bitch" and roughly pulled on my hair as he fucked my ass hard. He came and then I was allowed to use my Hitachi to get myself off. He took care of me after we were done playing. We snuggled up together and I fell asleep quickly in his arms. I woke up nervous about my date with A. I was nervous about seeing him again but also excited. Master and I watched a movie and had a pretty relaxing type of day. We enjoyed homemade Russian perogies for lunch which were SO yummy! I got ready for the date and made sure I was ready to go for 6 pm. A was on time and looking very handsome. Master Anakin shook his hand and they had a brief chat before we left. We went to East Side Mario's which was very busy. So was Montana's and many restaurants around that area. So we headed out towards Rascal's and downtown. I tried to use the time in the car to get to know A better. I thought we had a pretty good talk. He seems a bit shy and quiet sometimes but I think I can be that way too sometimes. We ate at Tom & Jerry's on East Hastings Street. It was a pretty good place considering the area that it's located. A ordered my dinner for me which was a yummy Italian feast. The sparks were flying and we seemed to really connect. I was really glad for the glass of red wine that I had with dinner. It helped to settle my nerves a bit. lol. We headed to Rascal's and I went to get ready. I wore my PVC black skirt, red corset, fishnet stockings, goth boots and black lace panties. I also had my black feather boa to complete the sexy look. A seemed impressed with my outfit. He had asked me to wear the PVC skirt and I was happy to do that for him. A looked very handsome and Dominant in his outfit that he wore. It was great to be back at Rascal's! I have not been to an event since October and this is my first one for 2010! The atmosphere was great. I love Rascal's! It's always a good time and fun night when you go to their play party. The people are friendly and the scenes are always fun to watch. A showed me some of his toys and hinted about wanting to play. I was a bit hesitant at this point due to being so nervous and had wanted to socialize a bit more also. A seemed a bit displeased that I didn't want to play but I tried to let him know that I was not being a brat. I was just nervous to go play with him and needed some time to get ready for it. I have to adjust my mind mentally sometimes before I'm able to play with someone, especially someone new. I don't know A very well and I am still trying to figure him out a bit. The poly dance can be a complicated one sometimes. It's hard to read minds and I can get very moody sometimes. A play area became available in the private section so we headed upstairs to that. I rubbed up against him and tried to connect with him before our play together. A brought out all the toys which included some of his and also mine. There was paddles and wooden spoons and the metal chain flogger and other mean toys. I left the whips at home though. lol. A tied me to the spanking table and then lifted my PVC skirt. He started to go to work on my ass. I don't remember which toy he used first or how many strokes that I got. Some were really hard. He's got a darkside and can be very sadistic in the play. He really surprised me at times. I tried to take the pain and struggled at times to stay still, especially when he used the chain metal flogger on my lower thighs. Ouchies!! I asked him a few times to hit me harder. The pain slut in me needed the pain. I know he was probably unsure of how far to go with our play. At one point he untied me and got me up and instructed me to remove my corset and lay down on my back. He used clothespins on my breasts. I started to float in a very deep subspace at this point. The pain felt pleasurable and I knew that I was VERY wet from this mean treatment. He commented later in the car that he could feel a lot of wetness from my panties. I admit that I was very turned on by our play. It made me wet that he could let his darkside out and get very Dominant with me. He used his riding crop to play with the clothespins and also teased my nipples and hurt my tits. This was very intense and a first for me. I have never played on my front side in public before like we did. I had to go to the bathroom at one point due to a full bladder. I did not want to stop playing though so I hurried back to him. I asked for more spanking which he was happy to oblige. His mean sadistic streak showed at this point. He started to push me and I got the feeling he was perhaps trying to get me to safeword. I didn't want to though and wanted to play harder which is what I asked for. I started to lose control at one point and got teary eyed. It takes a lot to get me to cry over a spanking. I've only had 2 partners who could get me to cry. It surprised me that A was able to do that during our play. He had no problems going to the darkside with me and pushing me to tears. I admit that I have a crying fetish. I love to be spanked to tears. This felt very good that I could release my emotions and feel that connection to A. We cleaned up and went to sit down. There was some kissing and making out and he tried to reassure me. I admit that I get a bit clingy and needy after playing though. I wanted lots of attention from him. I had wanted to stay longer at Rascal's but we wound up leaving a bit earlier than anticipated. Master Anakin had given me a 2 am curfew though. I felt a bit bad because some of A's friends were going to Sin City. I think that A might have wanted to go also but we couldn't because of my curfew. Hopefully we can go another night though as I have yet to experience a night at Sin City. Daddy let his girl out to play but he was waiting for me to come home to him. He didn't want me out all night and he knows with my history that I probably would stay out all night if I could. lol. A and I talked on the way home from Rascal's. We were both happy with the play. He told me that he enjoys having the power and that he enjoyed being a meanie to my poor bottom. He's taken a more Dominant role with me and I am still a bit unsure of the future but willing to see where it leads with A. He intrigues me and our play was very good. I enjoyed my night out to Rascal's with him. Hopefully there will be more fun nights to come... ....... Weigh in was this morning. I lost 3 pounds!! Wow! So far this year I have lost 4 pounds. Amazing! The walking rule has kept me motivated and starting to pay off! Master Anakin was very pleased. He was also very impressed with the bruises that I have from the play last night. I've got some really nasty bruises on my lower thighs as a reminder of my play with A. Master Anakin has already threatened to give me more bruises on top of the other ones if I misbehave today. I'd better be a good girl. Time to get going on my walk... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala