Wanting to play on the darkside

Today has not been a great day so far. It seems like I just haven't had any luck. A few things which have happened which have frustrated me. I got permission to enjoy a glass of merlot and relax after getting my chores done for Master Anakin. A (the young Dom that I've blogged about) messaged me on MSN messenger. I was really glad to see him on MSN today. I got an e-mail from him earlier and was hoping we might have a chance to chat today. I'm really enjoying getting to know him. He intrigues me a lot. He is very handsome and an intelligent good looking younger Dominant. Some of the chat got a bit naughty and I will admit that it also made me horny as hell. I love his Dominant nature and energy. I want to see him again. I will admit that I was hoping to get together with him tonight. I even got permission from Master A to see him tonight if it could be arranged. I came back on MSN but he had to go. Ack! I never got the chance to tell him. I know this isn't the end of the world but I wish I had told him how much I want to see him right now. I think there are a lot of possibilities for the future right now. 2010 has been a pretty interesting year for me so far. It seems like when I was ready to give up on the poly is when a young handsome stranger walked into my life. I'm really curious about where the future might take us. I'm on my second glass of wine right now. All I can think of is A. I am longing to see him again. Hopefully that can happen soon... There is a play party happening tonight and was kind of interested in going to that also. It doesn't look like that will be happening. Master A is tired from his long day and wants to play tomorrow night when there will be a chance for us to have some alone time with no kids. I really want to play on the darkside right now..hopefully I'll get the chance to play with Darth Vader this weekend. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala