The young and the kinky

Something happened during the holidays which I have not blogged about yet. I was not sure anything would happen and am always a bit reluctant to blog about things before they do. There is always lot of possibilities that could happen with our poly relationship but it doesn't always work out. I'm still feeling very uncertain about it all. I guess that time will tell. I started to host our local munch in November. I met someone at the first munch who intrigued me and I felt a lot of chemistry with. He was a young Dom that I had never seen at any of the bdsm events before. We became friends on Fetlife and exchanged some e-mails but not much happened until the end of December. I decided to make a few moves on him and do some flirting. I was surprised when he responded to it and also asked me out on a date!! I was extremely flattered because it has been a while since anyone other than Master Anakin asked me to go out on a date. I was very excited about it. The date didn't work out though because my sister came into town. I was disappointed but had hoped we could make a date another time. He e-mailed me to let me know he was planning to go to the movie with another girl. The vibe seemed a bit different and I wasn't sure how interested he was in me. That is...until last night. I noticed on Fetlife that he was coming to the munch and had a million butterflies in my tummy. I dressed a bit more sexy and tried to contain my anxiety when he walked into the munch. He sat right beside me and I could feel a lot of his anxiety and some tension. Master noticed that we both blushed a few times and seemed really into each other. He found it all very amusing. He knows that I have a crush and that I like him and he kept looking at us and smiling. I was so nervous that I could barely speak at times. The young Dom is so cute and I felt a chemistry with him (other than with my Master) that I have not felt since I was with Daemon. (my ex who I dated back in 2008) The munch went really well. 12 people came and we all had a fun time. I have missed my friends from the community. I am hoping to get out to a bdsm event soon as I have not been to one since October. I miss playing in public. The young Dom (A) did ask me to go to Sin City with him sometime. I'm hoping that can work out. He's gotten to know Master Anakin and I've had to get permission (one of my new rules) to go with him to Sin City or maybe another event with him. I'm not sure what's going to happen with A. He's a lot younger than me and I don't think he has much experience in the bdsm lifestyle. I'm curious to see what happens though. It would be nice to find a play partner which I felt chemistry with and also got along good with Master Anakin. ... I have been up since 3 am and am very tired. I had some terrible insomnia last night and couldn't sleep. Master Anakin got up to go to work and noticed that I was having a hard time sleeping. He started to touch me and then pj's came off and we started to fuck. I'm on my period and was a tiny bit hesitant because of the mess but had no choice. He wanted to fuck me so I submitted to him. We had a nice morning quickie this morning. I was told to get to bed but he came in a little while later and seemed very angry. I disobeyed another rule. I really need to learn the new rules and to follow them. I did not follow his orders fast enough and was told that I was to get my ass out of bed and get down to the basement for punishment. The basement was cold and I leaned over the couch down there and he pulled down my panties and cropped me 100 times HARD. I was crying a bit afterwords and he had no sympathy for me. He told me there would be a non-physical punishment too so he went over to the punishment jar upstairs and told me that I will be wearing a butt plug for two hours while I do chores today. I also am on orgasm denial until I can prove to Master that I am obedient and am following the rules correctly. I really want to please my Master. I need to learn to be a better slave... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala