A harsh punishment from A

It seems like I can't seem to behave lately. Blame it on my period or perhaps the insomnia I've had or just because I'm a brat sometimes. I really got myself into trouble yesterday with both the men in my life. A had given me an order and I disobeyed him. He told me it was "unacceptable" and that I had a punishment coming to me. Then later in the day I got into trouble again but this time with Master Anakin!! I had not started dinner on time and we wound up eating pizza instead. I then proceeded to get mouthy with him which is not acceptable with him either. I was told that there was a physical punishment coming and he also chose one from the punishment jar. I will have half an hour corner time with my hands over my head after the punishment tomorrow. A came on MSN this morning and told me that he was coming over today to deal out the punishment to me. I was nervous and got the toys out. I also put in an Instead because I'm in the middle of my period and didn't want to bleed all over the place. I changed into a naughty schoolgirl outfit to surprise him. I waited for his call and anxiously paced around waiting for him. He came in and I served his tea and leftover pizza for lunch. We briefly talked and then he got down to business. I went upstairs to go to the bathroom and was surprised to see him in the bedroom waiting for me. He told me that I was going to be getting a cold shower!! This really shocked me and I was not too happy about it. I had spent some time getting all pretty for him and didn't want to go into the shower. I also have never had that kind of punishment and REALLY did NOT want to do it. I got my ass paddled, flogged and spanked (while I laughed a bit at times because I was still in a bratty frame of mind) and then he pulled my hair to lead me into the bathroom to put me into the shower. I literally threw myself at his feet to try to beg him not to do it. No luck though. We got into the bathroom and I tried everything to get out of this punishment. I even had a temper tantrum and stomped my feet. When that didn't work I tried to be nice and beg him. He stepped towards me at one point and I thought he might slap me and I flinched. I have to admit to being a bit disappointed that he didn't. *smiles* I like to be slapped around. I was told to "strip" and get into the shower. It was REALLY cold!! Apparently it was not cold enough because he changed the water temperature to a colder one which sent out shrieks from me and screams. This was a very harsh punishment which was very effective for me as I don't want it to happen again. I am going to try very hard to not disobey Sir again. I was close to tears when he stopped and held onto me. I was very shaky and in a very deep subspace and also very wet and cold. He wrapped me in towels and reassured me and we cuddled for a bit. I felt that I need more spankings. He commented that I needed a punishment that was not spanking related because I like spankings too much. I'm not sure if A realizes though that I NEED spankings to keep me in line. Sore ass = submissive girl. I wanted to hurt. I felt that he needed to spank me hard and he had told me yesterday that he would. I needed him to follow through. I respect him a lot more if he is consistent and hard on me. I've asked him to be less lenient on me and more strict. I thrive when I'm controlled and kept in line. He was very Dominant and strict when he put me back over the end of the bed and went to work on my ass. He used several different toys and had me spread my legs at one point and spanked my inner thighs which sent out gasps and screams. He wanted me to try to be quiet during the spanking which was VERY hard at times. I will admit that I really wanted him to use his belt on me. I associate a belt with punishment and I had wanted to ask him for this but was way too shy with him. I'm not sure if A knows how much I have that fetish and how much I yearn for that sometimes. It is a need in me that I can't explain. I felt sooooooo submissive after that harsh spanking. I cried a bit and promised over and over to be a really good girl and not misbehave. I was a well beaten submissive who would have done anything for Sir at that point. I tried to show him my submission after that punishment. I was at his feet at one point like a good little submissive. He said he wanted a massage and I was happy to give him that. I tried to get him to relax and take his tension and stress away with the massage. We got to cuddle briefly because I had to leave to go to the school. It felt heavenly to be in his arms with a well beaten and bruised ass and feeling so extremely submissive.... ..... Master Anakin is home tomorrow and I will be getting my other punishment at that time for my misbehavior with him. *sighs* I better learn a lesson or my ass is going to be bruised and sore all the time!! I sure don't want anymore cold showers either. Hopefully this doesn't give Master any ideas of ways to punish me. It was SOOOO cold and I hated every minute of it. I had to take a hot shower when I came home to warm up from it. I am not able to get away with anything these days with a Master and Dominant who are both strict and making sure I'm a good well behaved girl. I can't wait for the weekend!! I am going downtown with A on Saturday and then to Sin City!! Nothing will stop me from going unless an emergency happens. I have wanted to go and really want to make this happen. We will have our Valentine's day celebration at that time together. Sunday is my Valentine's day with Master. I love both the men in my life. I don't know what I would do without them both. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala