I need to be fucked and used again. I've been thinking about Saturday night and my time with Darth Vader on the darkside. It's been making me horny all day! I can't concentrate and my panties have been wet a lot. I don't know what's gotten into me lately. My sex drive has been in overdrive. It's like a hormone surge. I want to spend my days having sex or orgasms. It's hard to resist the urge to spend the day lost in my dark fantasies and using the Hitachi on my clit. Mmmm...
I think that my sex drive has increased due to my new rules and all the control that Master has taken in the last month. He's been strict and controlling and it turns me on like crazy! I'm glad that he's strict. I'm glad that he is kicking my ass to get chores done and making me lose weight for him. I would not respect him if he wasn't strict and firm and enforcing the rules.
We have been together for 13 years and the sex has only gotten better!! I know a lot of people assume that the reason we were poly was because we weren't getting our sex needs met. That is not true though. I have a REALLY great sex life!! I've got a great sex life with Master Anakin. He is great with knowing how to make me have big orgasms and lots of pain that I desire and need so bad.
He has gotten really great at giving me big orgasms. He is the only man who's truly satisfied my dark urges and desires. He's not afraid to push me places that I never dreamed possible. The sadist in him matches the masochist in me. We blend so well together. I really didn't think I could cum for the third time on Saturday night. My pussy was so sore and I was a bit drunk and high on the endorphins of our dark play. I was ordered upstairs and to masturbate again. He uttered threats of what he wanted to do to me. I could feel the pain on my ass, a sore jaw from where he slapped me and a really sore pussy from the 2 orgasms I had already had earlier in the night. I looked deep into my eyes.
"I really don't think that I can, Master" I tried to beg him. I really did NOT think that I could have another orgasm. It hurt too bad!! He didn't care. He continued to fuck my pussy raw with that rabbit vibrator as I used the Hitachi on my clit. Clothespins on my nipples. He stopped fucking me at one point with the rabbit and he put his hand around my throat and squeezed tight.
"Cum for me, you bitch"
And that was it. That was enough to send me over that edge and have the biggest orgasm of my life!! I squirted all over the bed and we were both a bit shocked by how soaked the comforter was. My uterus hurt a bit from the contractions of that orgasm. I even felt it a bit the next day! He knew how to push me hard to get me to squirt. He knows how to get inside my head and is able to really push my body hard. It was one of the most erotic experiences of my life and a very intense orgasm experience. I don't think I've ever squirted that hard before. Truly incredible! Thank you Master! :)
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I twittered today and acted like a bit of a sassy brat. I needed to feel the control. I wanted to have a reminder of my place. He phoned me on his break and set me straight. No orgasms for sassy brats!! I was denied an orgasm. Poor little me! He's SUCH a mean old man!! He knows me though. It made me even more excited that he denied me. I love that he's mean. I get off on it. My pussy gets soaked by it. He controls me and I fucking love it!! I seriously need to get fucked tonight HARD. I need some rough play with Darth Vader.
I want to feel the darkside within his soul like I did on Saturday night. I yearn to surrender to his pain again. He's trained me to respond to it and my body does every time he's mean to me. I can't wait to see how far we will go sometimes. He took me somewhere very dark on Saturday night. We like to push the play sometimes and I know he likes to see if he can break me and make me truly suffer. I know that he gets off on my pain too. I saw how hard his cock got when I squealed from some of those hard strokes from the crop and whip after he had already flogged me and strapped me from his black belt.
I wonder how long he will deny me an orgasm. I need to cum SO bad! How long will he make my pussy suffer while it gets wetter and wetter? Will he hurt me and then make me cum for him? Or will he decide to fuck me tonight and then deny me again and tell me to sexually suffer for him? I love all the dark possibilities of all the mean and cruel things he can do to me...
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
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3 comments:
My slave,
Thank you for describing some of how we work to our readers ; you described these parts of who we are very well. I would like nothing more than to be back to Saturday night, standing over you, bringing on the pain and pleasure to points beyond your wildest musings.
~Anakin
Padme,
I have been reading here for a long time but not commenting. I love the way you and Anakin are together.
I am wondering something. Sometimes when my boyfriend tells me Im not allowed to come I can't help it. How can you not come when he tell you not to? Sometimes he will tell me if I come he will spank me again and he does. I like hard play too so it doesn't really bother me. I sometimes try to hold back but I just cant. How do you do it?
Hot! I am loving exploring orgasm control with my Master. When he tells me in a low growl "Don't you fucking cum" it makes it that much harder not to, but I know that in the end letting the intensity build will result in a massive orgasm for me when he finally allows me and it makes him happy when I obey :)
Love reading your blog! Anakin and you sound like one freaking hot couple!!
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