A punishment from A

I have been having a few problems lately with A. Poly is not easy. It's hard enough in a normal relationship with two people but you add more to that dynamic and it's going to be a struggle. A and I have had a lot to work through. I wrote a blog post earlier but deleted it when I realized that I should have talked to him first before writing about our problems. I am used to writing when I have issues come up and was feeling very nervous earlier today and overwhelmed. A phoned me and let me know he was on the way around 1 pm today. I had made arrangements for sitting but only until 3 pm so we have limited time to try to discuss things. I was so nervous about him coming over that I asked permission to have a glass of wine before he arrived. This helped calmed my nerves a lot. I paced around waiting for him to arrive and my heart almost stopped when I heard the doorbell. A looked handsome and also a bit nervous. I told him about writing him an e-mail as well as an earlier blog post (which was deleted after discussing it with A). He checked the computer as I got him some tea. He told me that we needed to deal with my punishment right away. I got the toys for him and then noticed he added a few of his own. I was extremely nervous when I noticed his belt laying there as well as his flogger. I knew I had a punishment coming. I had been a really bratty bitch the last few days. I knew that I had to take it. Over the couch I went and it didn't take long to feel the first few strokes on my ass. I wore some sexy red panties for him to show off my ass. I guess I somehow knew that he would be spanking me so I wanted to be sure to be wearing nice panties ....just in case. *winks* I got lost in the endorphins of the play. I felt his belt and flogger and I know he used other toys although I am not sure all of what he used. The flogger felt very similar to mine. The paddle felt a bit like the belt at times. It all blended together making me feel VERY wet!! I needed a bathroom break at one point and came back to more pain and punishment. We started to make out after some more punishment on my ass. I felt his finger go into my pussy and I'm VERY sure it was very wet for him. He told me to get my Hitachi and I obeyed. I started to use it when we got interrupted. Ahhhh...this is life sometimes. I was SOOOOOO close to cumming!! The door had a visitor and we had to hurry to clean up the toys. Ack!! My pussy was sooooo wet and needy and I didn't have much more time to spend with A. He phoned me a little while ago and things are much better between us. We've done a lot of communicating and I'm glad that we've worked things out. I am hoping to see him tomorrow and he's talked about maybe bringing some rope over... May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala