Darth Vader is cracking the whip!

It's amazing how much you can get done when Darth Vader is cracking the whip!! My place looks and smells great. I spent several hours working on projects and housework. I feel very controlled and it's helped me to have a productive weekend. I did weigh-in today which didn't go so well. I have gained a few pounds and gotten a bit lazy about my eating habits. I tried to be a lot better this weekend with my walking and being a good slave. A and Master Anakin have both been kicking my ass. I feel very submissive and controlled by both of my men. I have marks and bruises all over my ass from the play over the last week. I still have whip marks on my ass from the whipping that A gave to me last Monday when he became my other Master. I've enjoyed some dark text messages with A. I walked along the beach while getting them yesterday and felt like I was in subspace just from getting them. He gets into my head sometimes and the dark fantasies took over yesterday. A's darkside intrigues me so much sometimes and arouses me. I admit that I've been thinking about our night at Gabby's a lot lately when he used his belt on me in the public park because I had been a naughty girl. I can still hear the sounds of the belt coming through the loops and that anticipation of the punishment spanking that I knew was coming. That moment goes through my mind a lot when I am doing my errands and chores. It makes my pussy throb and get very wet and want to get out the Hitachi. This weekend was also a fun one. I went and saw The Green Zone with Matt Damon on Friday with Master Anakin. It was great to go out on a date together. I had a hot bath and relaxed. We were going to play lightly that night but didn't get a chance. Saturday was a beach day! I got to spend some time with my sister who was in town this weekend. We went to White Rock beach and walked around the pier and beach. We had fish n chips and went shopping as well as had a really good talk about the poly. A told his family about me this weekend too. He said that it went well although his mom thinks it's all a phase. My sister had thought the same thing about the poly. The "phase" for Master Anakin and I have lasted 13 years and is continuing. I would like to meet A's family sometime. I am not very happy that I have not been able to see where A lives or any parts of his life. It feels like he's had full access to my life and comes over and even got to meet my kids. I hope one day he will let me get a glimpse into his life too. I miss A and have not seen him since last Wednesday. We were supposed to get together but he's come down with a cold this weekend. Last night was spent on the darkside with Darth Vader. We watched the movie The Crazies which was a very freaky movie. I got to wear a butt plug up my ass for several hours to remind me of my place. We had some play time for several hours. He used his belt, whip and wire coat hanger on my ass til it bled. Made me scream and moan and beg for mercy which he did not give me. The play was rough. The sex was great!! The orgasms were intense. I needed that beating and was glad to feel centered and connected to Master Anakin. He has been barking orders at me all day and we've both gotten lots done. Our 6 year wedding anniversary is coming up in April. I've been hoping that we can maybe get away for a weekend or a holiday soon. I've missed the romance and passion. There's been plenty of darkside play lately but I need to feel loved and seduced too sometimes. I don't think there is anything better than hotel sex!! Our anniversary is a great reason to get away and have some romantic love together. My force feels strong with Darth Vader cracking the whip!! May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala