Happy HNT - Spank me panties

Happy HNT (Half-Nekkid Thursday) everyone! I went looking through our archives today to try to find a picture which suits my mood today. This one seems very appropriate. I am wearing my "spank me" panties and lifting up my cheerleader skirt. It seems like I always need a spanking. Today I needed a punishment one and A was happy to come over and give it to me. I admit that I've been a bit out of hand lately with my men. I think I've driven them both crazy with my bitchy attitude and mouthy behavior. I don't know what has gotten into me lately. I think there are several triggers which are affecting me. I've also had insomnia problems too. I was in bed by 7 pm last night after being grounded to my room. Darth Vader has not been pleased. I knew that I had gone too far yesterday when I hung up on him at work. This is a very big rule and could tell I was in big trouble when I heard the sound of his voice on the answering machine. This earned me 30 with the wire coat hanger and also orgasm denial until Friday. No orgasms for a bitchy out of control slave. The man gives to me and he takes it away. He has told me that I need strict control more than ever. Lots of threats have been made about being grounded from the computer and also going into isolation for a few days. I better get into line or I'm going to be a slave with a very sore bottom. I am sitting on one right now for disrespecting my other Master. I had attitude with A today too. He is my other Master now so I can't get away with it. He decided to come over and pay me a little visit today. Promises of hurting me and giving me some much deserved pain. I've been itching for it....craving it...and needing it badly. There were text messages back and forth yesterday which made the itch worse. A knows how to get inside my head sometimes. Master Anakin told me that I needed a beating today. He has been displeased with my disobedience lately. He said that A should come over and beat me hard. I felt ganged up on by my men. There was no getting out of it. I was a bitch and was going to pay the price. My panties were wet before he even arrived. He told me that I was "dripping wet" before the spanking even began. I had wetness running down my legs. We went upstairs and I was punished with many different toys including the chain flogger which I hate. I had to take 20 hard ones with that one and count them out. He also used many of the paddles which leaves a sting and burning feeling. He used the different paddles very hard and made me squirm out and hurt my bum! I have to admit that I giggled a few times when I shouldn't have. I can't help myself sometimes. I got strict control at that point and some really hard strokes and pain. A is a true sadist. I've got to see that darkside, especially since he's become my other Master. He spanks hard!! My ass has countless bruises and marks from all the attention it's received lately from my Masters. I asked him to use his belt on me at the end. I really longed for it and needed it desperately. He took off his belt (I love his new one so much!! It's my personal favorite) and gave me a very hard strapping. I could feel my wetness all over my legs at that point. I don't remember moving much at that point. I just took the pain which I needed so much. I was gone in endorphin heaven. I had a very deep subspace as he used his belt on me. I needed that beating badly. My ass bled and the punishment was over. I got a few slaps and rough body play which was great foreplay and excited me greatly. No orgasms for me but I still had to sexually submit to A. I sucked on his cock and gave him a bit of a hand job before he decided to fuck me. I didn't need any lubricant as my pussy was soaking wet from all the pain. The sex was great!!! I have been fucked by both of my lovers in the last 24 hours. I got fucked from Master Anakin in the middle of the night. I got fucked by A this afternoon. I am a very lucky girl. The orgasm denial has built up inside of me where I am extremely aroused right now and hardcore s/m fantasies are going around in my head. I want more control from my Masters and more pain. It seems like I can never have enough. I got some corner time before making A some lunch after we were together. I got some time to cuddle with him and be at his feet and then it was time to go back to reality. I wish we had more time together but hopefully will see him again soon. I feel a lot more centered and submissive. I needed my beating today and am glad to have such strict Masters that can give it to me. Thank you Master Anakin and A! I love you both very much. :) Please leave us a comment on our HNT picture and let us know what you think. I think they are very cute panties and always gets Master Anakin's attention. He knows what I am needing when I wear them. It drops a very big hint. Please check out Osbasso's blog if you are interesting in participating in the HNT series. May the force be with you all!! ~padme amidala