 Yesterday was a horrible day for me. I wound up having a very big fight with Darth Vader which was one of the worst we have had in a very long time. We don't fight very often and this one left me in tears and feeling very upset. It had been building up during the day as I had worked hard in getting ready for Skywalker's birthday party which is today. We did carpet cleaning and got our place ready for it but there was a lot of stress happening at the same time. My father-in-law went back into the hospital with blood clots and complications from his surgery. Last week was Spring break and I was not able to get as much done as I had hoped for the party. There has been a lot of family stress happening and lead up to the horrible fight with Master Anakin.
I said some things that I regret and didn't handle it very well. I broke a big rule and this lead to us working it out last night with the cane. Couples that don't have a M/s relationship usually work out their fights a lot differently than I do in my relationship. Things get resolved with domestic discipline. I get punished and then it's behind us and we move on from it. This is how we connect with each other. We have a very strong relationship and I believe it's from the domestic discipline.
I had written about the cane in our HNT post. I don't remember the last time I got it and it was well deserved for a being a very bad girl yesterday. I was out of control and didn't handle things well. Master Anakin lectured me and then I got the riding crop to warm up my ass for the punishment with the cane. I had forgotten just how much it hurts!! OMG!! The first stroke took my breath away and lead to tears very quickly. It was brutal. He took pictures and I am putting one of them up today for you to see what my ass looked like. It was well striped and it's sore today as a reminder of my place.
I had a butt plug put up my ass for hours and got my ass fucked hard as punishment also. Master was very rough about it. I was denied an orgasm because of the punishment. He doesn't want me to associate any pleasure from the cane. It's strictly used for punishment in our relationship. The cane broke me last night and made me cry and regret my actions. I need to learn to be a better slave.
May the force be with you all!!
~padme amidala
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2 comments:
*hugs* Hope you're feeling better. Owies that looks like it hurt. I absolutely hate the cane too. I recently asked Asha if we can reserve it for punishments and when he really thinks I need it because of how much it just hurts.
I'm sorry to hear your FIL is still having problems from his surgery. I hope he improves soon. I also hope the party went well for Skywalker.
*hugs*
spirited
My slave,
I'm pleased with how you described how M/s and DD works for U/us. You needed to be broken SO BAD, and thus came the fury and the pain and the associated reconnection. We saw our way through a very difficult day. I love you, My slave, more than words can ever say.
Now, I expect you WILL be better behaved.
~Anakin
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